FENTANYL POISONING: Mason Holmberg's Story

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  • Parents share the story of their son's descent into addiction, leading to death by fentanyl poisoning.
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  • @janewachnin5642
    @janewachnin5642 ปีที่แล้ว +660

    My heart breaks listening to this and all the memories come flooding back. My oldest son struggled with addiction to heroin, fentanyl, and Xanax for over 5 years. He was in and out of rehabs and sober living arrangements, had serious legal issues related to his drug use, and survived 7 overdoses. He's been "clean" now for 3 1/2 years. What finally pulled him out it was with iboga and later ibogaine, neither of which are available in the US. It took two trips to Costa Rica, and one to a clinic in Mexico, followed by 7 months in a sober home on the Big Island (we live in Austin, but we had to get him away from the environment). In Hawaii, he found work as a carpenter, learned to surf, and turned his life around. He hasn't left the island since I dropped him off at the sober home in July 2019 with a few clothes and toiletries, handed him a $20 bill, and left him there-he didn't even have a cell phone when he started his new life, which was probably a good thing! The rehabs were expensive and didn't work for my son. We need more research on iboga and ibogaine, and they need to be available here in the US.
    Rest in peace, Mason.

    • @nunezbetsy81
      @nunezbetsy81 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Hi can I please have more information Im going through the same thing with my son and where in Hawaii you took your son ? We are now looking for a sober living facility we are in California

    • @zeldadesantiago6974
      @zeldadesantiago6974 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Why isn’t that ever mentioned I’ve never heard of it til now

    • @1-daydecorating8
      @1-daydecorating8 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      I too was healed by iboga and ibogaine in Ecuador in 2009. I have never had the desire or cravings since.

    • @saludosalsol
      @saludosalsol ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I’ve never heard of that… interesting

    • @frankboff1260
      @frankboff1260 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Apparently Ketamine treatments can help with addiction and in Australia there are currently clinical trials of psilocybin, also believed to help with addiction.
      I had Ketamine treatment over a year ago for depression and physical pain. I haven’t been able to get it yet where I live now.
      Treatments like this should be available to everyone at minimal to no cost.

  • @capybaralvr
    @capybaralvr ปีที่แล้ว +1269

    It’s so unfortunate to see parents try their hardest to save their child. You guys did everything you could, it’s not your fault!

    • @heathledgerlove96
      @heathledgerlove96 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Facts!!!👏🏽 also your profile pic is boss!🤣😭😭😭👏🏽👏🏽

    • @jeffbe7504
      @jeffbe7504 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@evilspyke5760 thanks dr doolittle for all your astute imput. I can tell, you really know what you are talking about....everyone is very greatful for your astute insights.

    • @capybaralvr
      @capybaralvr ปีที่แล้ว

      @@evilspyke5760 Great people can fall to the addiction disease. Anyone can become addicted, and parents know their child more than a loser in youtube comments trying to be different for engagement. Get a life

    • @joshuageorge7758
      @joshuageorge7758 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      @@capybaralvr He's just a troll, don't pay him any mind. I'm a recovering addict been off fentanyl since July 10 2019 and I attempted to quit several times without Rehab and was unsuccessful but my living family and friends got me into one of the best Rehabs in my area (around $30,000) and I was able to successfully make the change. So you're 100% correct, if paying and even the attempt to get them in rehab is doing everything you can because in the end you can't force someone to stop, they have to want to quit or it'll never be possible. God bless you. So much hateful and rude people nowadays, this new generation is lacking something in the brain.

    • @elizabethmountain525
      @elizabethmountain525 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      My heart goes out to you. Sounds to me like you were both loving and caring parents. Our children grow up to make their own choices. You did the best that you could, no one should ever doubt that. I am sending you my deepest sympathy.

  • @Gara1421
    @Gara1421 ปีที่แล้ว +404

    I feel so sorry for all these families..it’s so heartbreaking…Thanks to the parents and Texas Pictures Documentaries for sharing their stories. Everything must be extremely difficult to tell on camera.

    • @joycesmith8354
      @joycesmith8354 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Sometimes you just can’t help your children, absolutely not your fault.

    • @nancyfahey7518
      @nancyfahey7518 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I hear you but we have to try.

    • @brucegreen5781
      @brucegreen5781 ปีที่แล้ว

      lol white lives matter⚪️🗑💩💊😂🥴😵‍💫😵

    • @MISNM0
      @MISNM0 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Excellent post and wholeheartedly agree.

  • @myfatcatelliott8840
    @myfatcatelliott8840 ปีที่แล้ว +284

    My daughter went down that rabbit hole in her first year of university and all I remember is being consumed by the desperation to save my smart and beautiful girl. I remember her counselors not being willing to talk to me or not wanting to tell me anything about her progress because “she was an adult“. She lied, she lied, and she lied it was the worst experience of my life watching my daughter who went from the honor roll to feeling out of not one but two universities. I am so so sorry for your loss, and I am feeling your pain viscerally. I am one of the very very lucky ones because my daughter finally pulled out of it. She’s now 24 years old, working full-time, engaged to a police officer, and although she appears fine and tells me she’s fine there will always remain a little voice in the back of my head petrified that she will go down that rabbit hole one more time and that this time I might not be able to pull her out. I wish you peace for there by the grace of God went I.

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +15

      So proud of your daughter!

    • @a.m.thomas9366
      @a.m.thomas9366 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Well, my lady, WHY DON'T YOU PRAY ? There's power in prayer, tell God what scares you and pray in Jesus'name.

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@a.m.thomas9366 I know I prayed hard every night and every day for my son to beat this disease. I continue to pray for all the other families dealing with this.

    • @YoMama9021
      @YoMama9021 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Keep an eye on her. An addict will ALWAYS be an addict regardless to who she’s married too and what her life might look like

    • @pussy2goodpearson523
      @pussy2goodpearson523 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@YoMama9021 say that again just make sure she has the proper support it’s hard but it can be done I’ve been clean almost five years!!!!

  • @SuperFashionista11
    @SuperFashionista11 ปีที่แล้ว +373

    Unfortunately 😢😢😢I know exactly how you feel I lost my son MICHAEL March 6 2022 💔💔💔🙏🏻😞I had a nervous breakdown I’m on medication I didn’t want to live anymore he is a charming handsome sweetheart my best friend I got the call I just remember screaming I couldn’t breathe I was in shock yelling his name I’m still not ok I’ll never be ok thank God I have another son he’s such a good man no parents should lose their kids first it’s not natural I’m just a zombie no joy pray for me anyone who reads this 🙏🏻thank you ❤

    • @marcihf217
      @marcihf217 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Praying

    • @oceanblu8359
      @oceanblu8359 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Praying for you... 🙏

    • @SuperFashionista11
      @SuperFashionista11 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@marcihf217 thank you 🙏🏻 😢😢😞

    • @SuperFashionista11
      @SuperFashionista11 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@oceanblu8359 thank you 🙏🏻 😢😢😢😞💔

    • @BigDiesel1989
      @BigDiesel1989 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      My condolences. May God touch your heart. As a person who lost a mother, I understand when you lose dear and near. You will be healed. You may not be the same but you will have peace.

  • @elainew2230
    @elainew2230 ปีที่แล้ว +259

    It's not like the old days, you really can't experiment with drugs anymore. This is so true.

    • @shap22221
      @shap22221 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @T Raybern jesus....read the room buddy

    • @shap22221
      @shap22221 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @T Raybern Seek help

    • @akc1739
      @akc1739 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      100% truth. If I did the stupid things now that I did back then, I’d be dead. Absolutely certain of it.

    • @michealtorres8598
      @michealtorres8598 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      The first time i tried pot was at a party.
      I was 14. That same night i tried cocaine. I tried cocaine then i tried crank. Then i tried lsd. All in the same night.
      In the morning i took valium to come down easy.
      Saying all that im not bragging.
      Its nothing to normalize or anything.
      But its not the 90s anymore the last decade for innocent recklessness.

    • @michealtorres8598
      @michealtorres8598 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@akc1739 we would do all these drugs and then go jump off pf bridges into the river or one over the lake at Ga/sc border.
      So glad i made it but wouldnt do anything differently. So much more fun than these kids have today

  • @MirjamsFitnessEmpire
    @MirjamsFitnessEmpire ปีที่แล้ว +126

    When his mom hold the pillow made out of his shirt it took my heart... I wish them only the best to talk about the loss and get the help they need. My Mom lost her brother through a car accident 32years ago. She never really coped with it and when she got 59 and her dad died it all came together. She is now in a bad state of depression and even with all the help she is not where she used to be in life...

    • @nataliejones9651
      @nataliejones9651 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Mental health is very real. It can destroy our loved ones right before our eyes. I will definitely continue to uplift your family.

    • @slayingthabullshyt6854
      @slayingthabullshyt6854 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nataliejones9651 So very kind of you,🙏🏽.

  • @caveman4595
    @caveman4595 ปีที่แล้ว +428

    When I was 13 and my brother was 11 my grandma made us promise her to never touch drugs. I've been offered every illegal drug you can think of at school, bars, nightclubs, BBQ parties, birthday parties, etc. I am 45 now and my brother is 43 and we have kept our promise thank you grandma love you. We have lost many friends over the years some died young others ended up in prison what a disaster this drug problem is. I wish the parents of this young man the best and may God comfort you.

    • @a.m.thomas9366
      @a.m.thomas9366 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Continue to pray and pray ( in Jesus name ) for the ones who are not strong enough to resist the evil temptations.

    • @_garebear
      @_garebear ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Took just ONE serious conversation and look at the effect? Most of the most successful people I know have never touched an illegal drug in their lives.

    • @longjohnny
      @longjohnny ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If you ever drank alcohol then you broke your promise.

    • @nicolestern3829
      @nicolestern3829 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@longjohnny which is why there’s a world of us who’ve never touched alcohol. Not everyone is a sleazy druggie alchie🤡

    • @BaconNCereal
      @BaconNCereal ปีที่แล้ว

      drugs are awesome ... just test your shit lol

  • @robinlove7638
    @robinlove7638 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    We lost our Son at age 35. Medical examiner said that Rick's death was accidental due to choking on a plastic water bottle cap. Tox was done and unfortunately he had fentanyl and meth in his system. My heart goes out to you and your family.

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +7

      So sorry you lost your so too!

    • @chattingesque372
      @chattingesque372 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    • @lindaamey3966
      @lindaamey3966 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Wow that’s insane. Omg how horrible glad you found out what it was. Biggest killer tiday sending u love from 🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦🦋🦋🦋

    • @christophermiller159
      @christophermiller159 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      💔💔💔

  • @Vkmmm379
    @Vkmmm379 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    I pray for anyone that has an addiction of any kind.

    • @robertasliutas2903
      @robertasliutas2903 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you. After having very stressful childhood due to my father being very abusive mentally and physically when drunk, and on top of that being gay and getting bullied at school very badly, I became suicidal, but, luckily, my boyfriend saved my life. After that I ended up using heroine that helped me to cope (or so I thought) with everything in my head... started using at 15 years old and now I am 31 years old. So been using for half of my life and I hate it. I want to stop. I want to get clean, but physical and emotional difficulties always seems to be too big for me to overcome and eventually I ending up using again. Had quite a few times where I would go cold turkey, suffer through withdrawals, stay clean for few months, but then emotional/mental problems becomes too great and I ending up using and falling back into full-time active addiction

  • @zerozero9085
    @zerozero9085 ปีที่แล้ว +432

    Too often families get blamed for their young adults misbehavior, but as these stories illuminate, it happens in wonderful, caring, proactive families, too. So sad.

    • @IhaveaDoghouse
      @IhaveaDoghouse ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I know 5 people from my town of 5000 that have died to od's and sadly most were the ones who if I was asked in high school who I thought would possibly OD I could have named them then, and parenting has a huge play in it. Of course it can happen to anyone but don't dismiss the absolute fact that parenting plays a huge role.

    • @internette7229
      @internette7229 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yes, my schoolmate dropped out of school and was soon found dead in his house from od. I knew his family. Not only were they affluent (they lived in one of the wealthiest towns in the US), his parents were very caring and engaging. And very supportive too. They accepted his sexual orientation, supported his dream, etc, etc. I think he had depression, right before he dropped out, which was from losing one of his siblings in an accident (Yes, his parents lost two children now). Also, this is not necessarily his case, but some kids from a caring and supportive families start drugs because of their peer group. Getting one shot under peer pressure can start everything. One. Shot. I don't have a child, but I'd be a little scared to have a child these days, to be honest. Being caring and proactive and teaching your kid that drug is bad helps, but they can't forestall tragedies like this.

    • @megannoe2057
      @megannoe2057 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      It goes beyond "misbehaviors" and that's a small fraction of the stigmas this grieving family is hoping their story, their loss, their heartache will help break down. The disease of addiction is now backed by scientific evidence from years of research that chemical dependency isn't a moral lapse or a misbehavior, it's a disease. The average person can easily have a glass of wine or a beer but to a addict and alcoholic, a switch is flipped that's unexplainable, damaging, and life altering. The same goes for prescription medications that a new mother received after child birth or vicodin prescribed post operative after getting a gallbladder removed. That's all it takes for the dopamine receptors to over react and drive a deep ache inside that beats a person with cravings and desires to use mood or mind altering substances. A body, a brain, fighting against everything that person knows and who they are, how they were raised, their career, children, relationships and so much more, addiction doesn't care about anything except fueling the fire until you're ash and soot. I wish to God addiction was as simple as a misbehavior that can be corrected by negative consequences or cognitive behavioral therapy but, that's not what this evil disease needs to free of it's chains.

    • @Lmshaw68
      @Lmshaw68 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@megannoe2057 Very well said & thank you for your comment!

    • @lelemurray5320
      @lelemurray5320 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@megannoe2057 While I understand your points. I'd have to say that if you know there's a God. You know he's real. So you should know that scientists are not always right. However, the Bible is NEVER wrong.
      Ephesians 6:12
      For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
      Addictions are not diseases. They are choices. Being addicted to sex is a choice. I'm addicted to cigarettes but it's a choice. Being addicted to food is a choice. I used to be addicted to xpills and weed but it was a choice. I didn't need rehab or counseling. But I will tell you what I did need. I needed Jesus. Scientists, doctors etc are telling people it's a disease because they are making money off people by selling these lies of Satan. Causing people to spend millions of dollars on rehab when the person that has the addiction does not really want to change. When any person in this world wants to change something in their life Jesus is the only way. But God gives us a CHOICE. You were born into SIN but you have a choice. One thing I'd like to specify is that DEMONS are real. Satan is not a red dragon with horns like they teach us. Actually most of of the time he comes in peace. Think about the things an addict experiences when he/she is high. If even for a few minutes, days, or hours. They experience a high of peace. The type of high/peace that takes their worries away and causes them not to be able to think or make good decisions. The devil is after our minds. Through every type/form of addiction comes Satan. You can not tell me a person that is addicted to food, drugs, porn, cigarettes, sex, same sex, alcohol, lying, gossip etc has a disease. These are all choices. To call them diseases would be going against God's word. And since the word is God you would be going against him by spreading this false information. Just because man says it's accurate and acceptable does not make it right in the Lord's eyes. This is a lie causing a great delusion on people and turning God's people away from him making them think they have a disease so they can continue losing. But I tell you that any sin we commit in this life without repenting and living holy will lead us to hell when we die. A lot of people don't need counseling for addiction. Who can be counseled to be free from a disease? None. They need to be released from a demon/demons. Addiction is a demon. Not a disease. I advise anyone to read their Bible about this matter if they believe in the love/mercy/forgiveness of Jesus and to call out the enemy Satan spreading this false doctrine that being on drugs is a disease. It's mans word. Not Gods.

  • @andied2510
    @andied2510 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    My oldest child has been addicted to meth for the past 4.5 years, since he was 16.5. He was raised in a loving home with no addictions or abuse. It's been torture seeing how addiction has changed him and his life for the worse. He just got evicted from a sober living home because he kept relapsing. We all tried so hard to keep him clean but to no avail. He's going to a long term rehab in 2 weeks. I pray it helps!

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so sorry you are going through this. I pray your son can beat this devil!

    • @kathycollins446
      @kathycollins446 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      meth killed my oldest brother...he was a mine foreman...ex army 104 screaming eagles...he tried a meth pipe when he was 60 for the first time...he died at 67with cancerous tumors in every organ inside his body....meth is a killer and can be addictive from the first use...like heroine and to me even worse...my brother had a full military funeral...the va said meth eat him alive from the inside...my brother knew he was addicted and could not stop...he told my poor mama..."i will use it tili die...i cant stop"...well he was true to his word...he used til hospice took him over and from there til he was transferred to the va hospital where he died at age 67.... my brother was not stupid...but he did a stupid thing by trying the meth pipe...which ended his life.

    • @oldwomanranting
      @oldwomanranting 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I hope it helps too. Addictions of any type is horrible. It will be part of your life forever.

  • @alonyasmith1221
    @alonyasmith1221 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    I’m so very sorry for you loss. This is heartbreaking. Thank you so much for sharing Mason’s story ❤

  • @genozuzek7401
    @genozuzek7401 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    I broke my parents heart with my addiction. My mom killed herself in front of me when I was 28, brought on by the financial devastation of my using, and watching her sons become monsters. My dad told me I was dead to him, no real loss there, but man, I miss my mom. My brother and I have been clean for over 6 years... I don't know how we didn't die (technically, I died twice but was brought back). I miss you so much Mom, and I'm so so goddamned sorry. 😢

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Six years is a long time, congratulations!! I a sorry about your mom!

    • @genozuzek7401
      @genozuzek7401 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@staceyholmberg my mom gave me a sad beautiful gift when she died. To never have a bad day again. Cuz no day could ever be as bad as that day.

    • @DionneLeslie1
      @DionneLeslie1 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I'm deeply sorry for your Mom. Congratulations for being clean, am so proud of you. 🙏🏼❤️😇🙌🏼

    • @MariaMartinez_07
      @MariaMartinez_07 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Congratulations on your sobriety, sorry for the loss of your mother. You continue the path your path of sobriety and your mother’s spirit and love is always with you even if she’s not here physically.

    • @lineakristensen1821
      @lineakristensen1821 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I'm so sorry to hear about your mom, that must be so devastating. I was pretty fucked up when I was younger and I could have easily died. Sometimes I feel like it's a miracle, thinking of where I was that I didn't die.
      I could have so easily broken my parents. I only thought about myself. :-(
      So it's not uncommon. Congratulations on the 6 years. Your mom is proud of you.

  • @j.k.hinneburg6331
    @j.k.hinneburg6331 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I lost my daughter in 2014, from this epidemic. I must say that, I know sharing your son's story isn't easy. You are making a difference, and helping others. The grieving never goes away, but you will learn how to live with it. My most heartfelt deepest sympathies go out to you guys, and I will pray for you. 🙏

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so sorry you lost your daughter! Thank you so much for kind words.

  • @mauibuilder1239
    @mauibuilder1239 ปีที่แล้ว +278

    I lost my daughter to fentanyl poisoning two years ago. I feel the pain these parents are feeling. I never suspected she was even using this terrible drug. She passed away in her sleep.

    • @NewYorkGirlieGirl
      @NewYorkGirlieGirl ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I'm so sorry for your loss. 😢

    • @susansandford4009
      @susansandford4009 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      God bless you and I hope your beautiful daughter is happy with the angels I live in Glasgow Scotland and I don't know if you can get fentanyl here but diasipam is a very big problem here they make ones here and it's got so much garbage in it my 2younger sisters died from it I don't know how people selling these drugs can live with themselves knowing its killing our family members and unfortunately its going to continue happening. I send my condolences to you and your family and I will say a prayer for all of you. Xxxx.

    • @Neesie75
      @Neesie75 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      So sorry for your loss ❤️🙏❤️

    • @susansandford4009
      @susansandford4009 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @Denise Porter thank you so much we lost them 2yrs ago 11months apart 😢 my mum died 4yrs ago unexpectedly and its really taken a toll on my dad 👨 I have 1 older sister now and we do everything we can for our dad I thank god for my neice and nephew and there kids who also make sure my dad is OK. I send my best wishes to you and your family 👪 ❤️.

    • @christinadelviscio6664
      @christinadelviscio6664 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      So so sorry for the tragedy loss of your daughter

  • @frantrujillo8798
    @frantrujillo8798 ปีที่แล้ว +232

    I’m a middle aged single woman who has never given birth to a child. I’ve watched many of these videos for this channel and they all have left me saddened but I have never teared up till this one. Absolutely heart breaking what this drug is doing to our children! 😢

    • @frantrujillo8798
      @frantrujillo8798 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ryanblanchard2508 Politics is not the answer for a hurting family nor is this platform the place to bring your politics! Who I voted for is no one’s business!

    • @louern123
      @louern123 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you are obviously a very amazing human being

    • @supercoolyguy
      @supercoolyguy ปีที่แล้ว

      @@frantrujillo8798
      Hahaha. Nothing like the ole comment section.🍿
      Poor Ryan, he meant well.

    • @jackiepowell7513
      @jackiepowell7513 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Damned cartels and poor policies. Secure our country!!!!!!

  • @chrisville004
    @chrisville004 ปีที่แล้ว +295

    It’s crazy cause these stories show that no matter how much support and love your family has for you if you don’t wanna get better your not going to you gotta want it for yourself

    • @Isaiah-Johnson0248
      @Isaiah-Johnson0248 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yea but Alot of these white kids are spoiled and spoon fed they get what they want and there use too getting a slap on the wrist it's All Love and NO Discipline that's why Alot of them end up in situations Like this taking the easy way out too deal with the pain and there family is going too give them the money because they Love them

    • @chrisville004
      @chrisville004 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@Isaiah-Johnson0248 shit I get that alot of these cases u can tell that and it’s crazy to me cause when I was younger the Adults in my life put fear in my heart regarding any type of drug use and I literally had uncles who did heavy drugs and seen the effects of that alotta these kids don’t have that same experience

    • @carlmorgan8452
      @carlmorgan8452 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      HE WAS .......

    • @JosannaMonik
      @JosannaMonik ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I don't think it's about not wanting it. I think it's more like the addiction is stronger than they are. IThey don't have the strenght to fight it.

    • @mirjamweibel9678
      @mirjamweibel9678 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@JosannaMonik its thé best feelign you ever felt. Every pain, everything Struggle, any trauma, all the cruelty in the World is gone if you take h. Never felt such a warm, cozy, loving feeling. Thats what makes h. it so dangerous.

  • @NJFloyd10
    @NJFloyd10 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    This should be the first topic in the first presidential debate!

  • @quinnlovescats
    @quinnlovescats ปีที่แล้ว +19

    The way the mom is clutching the pillow the whole time is breaking my heart 😢 she’s holding her baby tight. So so sad.

  • @Athena124
    @Athena124 ปีที่แล้ว +108

    The crack down on prescription pills had the opposite desired effect. No drug ever has even come close to the number of fatalities caused by underground fentanyl. My heart breaks for his loved ones. His parents did everything right.

    • @anitakinnear6735
      @anitakinnear6735 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Exactly.

    • @MsSexyDiva4Lyfe
      @MsSexyDiva4Lyfe ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Right, we went from one problem to the next! My sister is/was an addict and she was freely given hydrocodone for her medical issues. When they stopped, she went to the streets to buy "pills". She OD'ed several times and it's still a struggle. She's really in pain and there is nothing she can do to relieve it. She knows Fentanyl is in these street pills, but she's an addict and she can't stop.

    • @Athena124
      @Athena124 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@MsSexyDiva4Lyfe I’m sorry. There has to be a better way. If the goal is to prevent loss of life and improve quality of life then they should give her legit pain medication.

    • @gregorymalchuk272
      @gregorymalchuk272 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      FINALLY someone who understands the Iron Law of Prohibition. The relatively fixed costs of trafficking that prohibition incentivizes the most potent drugs possible.

    • @veronicapalmer1828
      @veronicapalmer1828 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This!!!!!!!

  • @tanickasinclair7035
    @tanickasinclair7035 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    You two did EVERYTHING that parents could possibly do. Loving loving parents.

  • @mexifaith
    @mexifaith ปีที่แล้ว +221

    My brother died at that age this year, taking a "happy pill" he was going through depression....it had fentanyl. At that time he had 2 jobs and wanted to go back to college.
    Very smart and dedicated ...he loved God and his family.
    I feel for y'all...we have to pray and take action. We need to be hard on drug dealers.
    I feel terrible cuz my mom heard the snoring sound before my brother passed. RIP Felipe Yehuda Silva and all victims of drug cartels and the system making kids depressed.

    • @TexasPictures
      @TexasPictures  ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thank you for sharing

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +10

      So sorry for your loss!

    • @royharper2003
      @royharper2003 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      how does the system make kids depressed?

    • @williebeamen2x
      @williebeamen2x ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@royharper2003 you are under the impression they can't? Are you in JrHigh?

    • @christinadelviscio6664
      @christinadelviscio6664 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So sorry for your tragic

  • @trialgoddess
    @trialgoddess ปีที่แล้ว +150

    Mr. and Mrs. Holmberg are so courageous to share Mason's story. My heart breaks for them and their family.

    • @lisamcilvainartpage8838
      @lisamcilvainartpage8838 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      My heart breaks for them🙏🏻❤️

    • @MISNM0
      @MISNM0 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Echo 🤍🕊

    • @gabrielleandrew542
      @gabrielleandrew542 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Have to agree ! These parents so courageous! Great parents

    • @Litigator-4-life
      @Litigator-4-life 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@gabrielleandrew542 ❤❤❤

    • @NyanyiC
      @NyanyiC 25 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      such dedicated parents too😢 may God comfort them and give them peace

  • @Nadia-bf7kn
    @Nadia-bf7kn ปีที่แล้ว +43

    My heart breaks for these parents they tried so hard to save their son.💔☹️

  • @heathachic
    @heathachic ปีที่แล้ว +93

    You can truly feel this mothers pain and it’s heartbreaking. You never think it could happen to your own child. I can’t even imagine what these parents have gone through.

  • @VegasUnicorn
    @VegasUnicorn ปีที่แล้ว +71

    My cousin scott died of an overdose - (alcohol and fentanyl) he was only 25. He lived a sad life. His parents were drug and alcohol abusers. Addiction ran in his family. Rest in peace to those young people who have died.

  • @smilesoftexas
    @smilesoftexas ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son. I too am a fellow SWT alum (class of 86) and I too lost my child to addiction. We lost our 28 yr old daughter to addiction last year. We are now raising her daughter who turns 4 next month. Addiction is ravaging families all over this country every single day. The rollercoaster of emotions that families ride, piloted by their addict child or loved one is brutal. They become someone unrecognizable and are controlled by this disease of addiction that controls every thought process, every motivation is hijacked by this addiction and we become hostages who want with our whole hearts to take away this pain. It ended for my daughter on October 24, 2021. She had battled addiction to heroin, prescription pills, just about anything but in the end, the drug she couldn’t quit is the one legal drug in our country: alcohol. She was a binge drinker for the last 7 years of her life. She had been warned 3 years prior that her liver was in the early stages of cirrhosis but if she never had another drink, her liver could still have a fighting chance. She had been in and out of rehab for years. Long periods of sobriety but never more than a year. When her baby was born, she stayed sober…for long periods of time. She was an amazing mother and she would have done anything for her daughter. Except quit alcohol. We believed she was sober. Right under my roof, she was sober….right? Then she moved into her own apartment. Her choice. She wanted to show us that she was ready. 6 months during the height of COVID. We were all isolating back then. 5 months went by and she wouldn’t let us come over. She sounded great. She looked well on FaceTime …but my mommy’s heart knew she was isolating for different reasons. Two weeks before she died she was admitted to ICU in a state of delirium. Liver transplant teams were contacted and she was rejected by every one in Texas. Because she was not sober. There was nothing anyone could do. The doctor told me she had two-six months to live. They brought her home into hospice.
    She died two days later. Thank you for sharing your story so bravely. The stigma of shame has to stop so families can find help. Addiction doesn’t discriminate. It touches lives across this nation. “I never thought it would touch my family” are words spoken every single day.

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thank you for sharing your story with me. I am so sorry you lost your daughter. We have a huge problem in our country and you are absolutely right about changing the stigma. We are all so embarrassed to admit our children aren't perfect. We need to get more help for families going through this.

    • @smilesoftexas
      @smilesoftexas ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@staceyholmberg when my daughter passed away, I started hearing from other moms who had lost their children. It’s a club no one ever dreamed they’d be a part of and definitely not one we would ever have chosen. I belong to a Facebook group of parents who’ve lost their children to addiction deaths. I don’t go on there too often. I have to pace myself. There is so much suffering during your child’s disease and a different kind of suffering when they are gone. Big hugs to you. I hope you feel supported and loved during this time.

    • @TexasPictures
      @TexasPictures  ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thanks for sharing. We also have a private facebook group consisting of people who lost loved ones to fentanyl poisoning and addiction. The group is made up of people who have shared their stories in this series, as well as those who wish to share their stories. You're welcome to email me if you'd like to join the group at glen@texas-pictures.com.

    • @smilesoftexas
      @smilesoftexas ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@TexasPictures I will email you. Thank you Glen!! Excellent work you are doing!!!

    • @albertawheat6832
      @albertawheat6832 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@TexasPictures I too have lost a son to addiction...It's good to see you and your channel offer some form of support to those that survived it. Cheers from Canada.

  • @pm2886
    @pm2886 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    It's really important to state that alcohol and drug abuse in university, is not in any way "normal".

  • @annrobinson7766
    @annrobinson7766 ปีที่แล้ว +170

    My daughter died this year. Our priest said that it’s very difficult for parents, we have to stand back and watch our adult children make these decisions that end in tragedy for us all. 😢. Yep it’s still a nightmare as the lady said here.

    • @michelleruffin6903
      @michelleruffin6903 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Hugs and prayers ❤

    • @jimparsons4312
      @jimparsons4312 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Sorry for your loss. I’m so worried about my son and grand daughter - I’m just waiting for the call

    • @Coregame3
      @Coregame3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      God bless you and your family 🙏💔😢

    • @mszs3913
      @mszs3913 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Very sad. Young girls getting into drugs and using their bodies to get it.

    • @annrobinson7766
      @annrobinson7766 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@mszs3913 it was prescribed drugs from her doctor

  • @pamelaphelan4144
    @pamelaphelan4144 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    My prayers are with you all. 🙏❤️ I’m on Suboxone and I am 68 yrs old. I have fought opiate addiction for more than 20 years. I understand your pain. Y’all seem like such loving and wonderful parents. Remember… Addiction doesn’t discriminate. You did all you could as parents. May he Rest In Peace ☮️

    • @liMe-leMon
      @liMe-leMon ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @ Pamela Phelan • I have questions if you don't mind...

    • @slayingthabullshyt6854
      @slayingthabullshyt6854 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Congratulations, I’m 2 yrs clean 2/15/23. Praying 🙏🏽 for your continued success. Zubsolv works for me.

    • @ryankoza7584
      @ryankoza7584 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sub isnt "clean"

    • @fatbottombiker3038
      @fatbottombiker3038 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Say what you want about Suboxone but it has given my life back to me. I am in therapy as well as taking Suboxone. I am down to 2mg strips per day and so excited because I can see the end of this mess. God bless these parents and every single person in this fight.

    • @jonitherrien7632
      @jonitherrien7632 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I was on Suboxone also. All people are not going to agree on Sub but it saved my life also. Then I went to 6 months of subutex injections, I think it was called that. Then after my last shot I had no withdraws at all. Been off everything for 2 years. I’m also in my 60s, 66 yrs. My addiction to opiates lasted 10 years along with out patient rehab and counseling. I kept reading negative things about Suboxone but I knew if I didn’t stop taking vicodin or norco I would accidentally overdose because as we know the longer your on them the more it takes to achieve that numbing of life which is why we use it. Or at least I took them to numb my feelings for things I went thru in my past. I do not ever want to go through that again. The using, the getting of more pills when you run out of your prescription from your Dr. Then I felt like such a looser. My Dr said addiction has no boundaries. He said he has all types of people from all walks of life, judges, Drs, firemen, teachers. Help is out there. Don’t feel shame for getting help. It will keep you alive. These days you cannot get pills from other people because they are laced with fentanyl. My addiction was in 2000’s to 2010 god Bless all of you and please get help

  • @gordon3186
    @gordon3186 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    *As a substance abuser, I once had a moment of clarity. I realized that craving my drug of choice wasn't something to be avoided but welcomed; it only meant I wasn't using.*

    • @dawnpariseau4559
      @dawnpariseau4559 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I pray you get the right help you need hunny, your life matters.

    • @deciasimms1797
      @deciasimms1797 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      🎉in recovery, fentanyl was doc, and this is deep.

    • @endlesspossibilities4852
      @endlesspossibilities4852 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@deciasimms1797 proud of you!!

    • @rosalindamartin7079
      @rosalindamartin7079 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This is a Brilliant Moment.
      you gotta move moment to moment and it aint ez but it CAN work for you. 👍💌

    • @gordon3186
      @gordon3186 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@dawnpariseau4559 --- *Got it years ago. Thanks.*

  • @scarlettmartinmd9131
    @scarlettmartinmd9131 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    I am so sorry for your loss. We lost our 22 year old son last year from a brain bleed. A box hit him in head when he was helping a friend move. He was such a great kid. God help us all!

    • @virsapiensfortisest922
      @virsapiensfortisest922 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I’m so sorry for your loss. Unbelievably heartbreaking. He died helping a friend 😭😭😭 I’m so sorry

    • @scarlettmartinmd9131
      @scarlettmartinmd9131 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@virsapiensfortisest922 we are heartbroken for sure. He was premed and just the best guy. God had bigger plans for him I guess. Thank you so much for your kindness.

    • @tracey8698
      @tracey8698 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So sorry to hear that

    • @christinadelviscio6664
      @christinadelviscio6664 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      So sorry for your tragic loss of your son

    • @scarlettmartinmd9131
      @scarlettmartinmd9131 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@christinadelviscio6664 Thank you so much for taking the time to say this! God bless!

  • @karenbeaver5123
    @karenbeaver5123 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    This broke my heart. I am an addict in recovery, and I'm here to tell you that the cravings you get when trying to get off of opioid are overwhelming. And what makes it even worse is that they never stop. I'm so sorry for the loss of your son Mason. He was very fortunate to have you both. God bless you.

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thank you for your kind words and way to go with your recovery!

    • @paulaellis6242
      @paulaellis6242 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stay strong, recovery works, just work it! It's soo hard, but worth it! Wishing you all the best!

    • @jonitherrien7632
      @jonitherrien7632 ปีที่แล้ว

      Have you tried Suboxone? It helped me so much. I could not have got off opiates had I not found Suboxone

    • @marisamartin3664
      @marisamartin3664 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It will lessen over time.

    • @MoreBuffMoreMuff
      @MoreBuffMoreMuff ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The craving will stop. Believe me.
      Stay strong. You got this.

  • @briantophyk5221
    @briantophyk5221 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    My best friends son died from a Fentanyl overdose two years ago. It’s was, and still is,devastating !
    My heart aches for the Holmberg family.

    • @piajensen3223
      @piajensen3223 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      We lost our son in law last week . My daughter found him in the room already cold. Very very devastating.,

    • @strongheartwoman1931
      @strongheartwoman1931 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@piajensen3223 Oh dear heart, I am so very sorry for your loss! Keeping your family in my prayers.

    • @piajensen3223
      @piajensen3223 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@strongheartwoman1931 thank you

    • @MISNM0
      @MISNM0 ปีที่แล้ว

      🤍🕊

  • @elizabethd.7662
    @elizabethd.7662 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    Our family is in the thick of substance abuse with our daughter. It’s our worst nightmare. Watching these videos oddly makes me feel less alone. So sorry for their loss.

    • @alicelong3613
      @alicelong3613 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You are more than likely enabling her, parents usually do

    • @gardenisfun8602
      @gardenisfun8602 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Where does she get the money to buy it? If you could, move her to a tropical country, get her out of the environment will help with her rehab.

    • @sharonfoster7674
      @sharonfoster7674 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ❤️

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I am sorry you are living this nightmare!

    • @CoolCucumber710
      @CoolCucumber710 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️to you

  • @kgraham5820
    @kgraham5820 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    We lost my brother to the same thing... my mom died 49 days later. I wholeheartedly believe she died from a broken heart. She no longer had a will to live after his death.

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว

      I am so sorry!

    • @MISNM0
      @MISNM0 ปีที่แล้ว

      💔🫂🤍🕊

    • @salehswissa
      @salehswissa วันที่ผ่านมา

      may they both rest in peace, and hope you and your family are doing better

  • @djdarrenrv
    @djdarrenrv ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I lost my nephew Jonathan june 2022 to fentanyl OD. he was 28 with a 7yr old girl, & a 3 yr old boy. He was my world, my adopted kid, my best friend. He didnt want to die. I am forever devastated & sad.

  • @hnormizzle
    @hnormizzle ปีที่แล้ว +50

    My brother died by the same little blue pill. This month makes 2 years without him. I watch these stories and I hurt for all of the families. Our loved ones were taken from us. They don’t deserve it.

    • @christinadelviscio6664
      @christinadelviscio6664 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So sorry for your tragic loss

    • @James-po6ib
      @James-po6ib ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So sad in sorry to hear that they say they are formed to look exactly like a percasett I've been warning my kids about this stuff, don't take no pills, candy, dollar bills or anything they have been putting this stuff on just about anything

    • @hnormizzle
      @hnormizzle ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SOLDOZER never heard of a perc 30?

    • @hnormizzle
      @hnormizzle ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SOLDOZER Ah, so you just commented to be an asshole. Gotcha.

    • @shap22221
      @shap22221 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@SOLDOZER have you the slightest bit of empathy? why are you here if you are just going to spread hate? why are you even here at all if you "don't care"?

  • @JohnFKennedy420
    @JohnFKennedy420 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Thank you for sharing this. I love the 10-15min ones. I would watch this family speak for an hour if I could. I hope they can find peace and healing ❤️

  • @Uplate992
    @Uplate992 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    Seeing these gentle, loving people recount the tragedy of losing a child is almost too much to bear. I, too, cried watching this. Wish I could just give them a hug.

    • @davisholman8149
      @davisholman8149 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same. People - please help us, this could be your child or your loved one, or close friend. THIS is why we MUST CLOSE THE BORDER! Please vote for those who support a strong border. Drugs are flowing over, many of the people coming here illegally OWE the CARTELS, they are killing Americans at an astronomical rate. Please think the next time you vote - it won’t stop it all, but a huge amount will be stopped. I live in Arizona & it is rampant. Three years ago, it was a much more controlled situation. DON’T ALLOW OUR COUNTRY TO BE TAKEN OVER, America. 🌵✌🏽🇺🇸

    • @xana5649
      @xana5649 ปีที่แล้ว

      Liaaaaaar

  • @caroldry9262
    @caroldry9262 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    I’m so sorry. My son did drugs for years. I’ve set up all night hoping he would come home. Thank God he’s clean now and I’m so thankful. My heart brakes for you both.

  • @Maintenance75
    @Maintenance75 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I lost my brother from drugs in 2022. I miss him every day

    • @Picuasco
      @Picuasco 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm sorry for your brother. r.i.p.

  • @judithgrace9850
    @judithgrace9850 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    Do not do drugs.

    • @ryanp6999
      @ryanp6999 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      That is the best answer, but also the hardest solution.

    • @gibby2619
      @gibby2619 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      It’s not that easy for some…if it’s easy for you than you must be a robot or a freak of nature

    • @jayalexander3356
      @jayalexander3356 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      @@gibby2619 it may not be easy to quit but its very easy not to start. I'll never understand why anyone starts doing drugs. Drugs have never improved anyone's life.

    • @zerozero9085
      @zerozero9085 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@ryanp6999 Rarely is the right decision the easy one.

    • @IhaveaDoghouse
      @IhaveaDoghouse ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@gibby2619 The MAJORITY of people are not using drugs recreationally, so let's not pretend that people who are able to be sober are the "freaks of nature". Neither are users but your comment is implying the larger group are somehow the outliers which is completely illogical.

  • @LindysEpiphany
    @LindysEpiphany ปีที่แล้ว +27

    This story was told really well.
    My heart breaks for this family. They did everything right but in the end the addiction was stronger. RIP Mason.🌻

  • @Livinglife595
    @Livinglife595 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    Oh gosh this is so upsetting. More than upsetting. I’m a 65 yo grandma of 13 going through withdrawal from morphine that I was given for a back operation. It’s depressing and hellish. I feel for you parents of Mason. 🙏

    • @gardenisfun8602
      @gardenisfun8602 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why did doctor give 13 years old that much morphine to the point that leads to addiction?

    • @matthewcrome5835
      @matthewcrome5835 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I wish the best for your recovery!

    • @chickenlittle5095
      @chickenlittle5095 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hey Pamela. Have you looked into subs? It may be an option if you have been on morphine for an extended period.

    • @Livinglife595
      @Livinglife595 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@chickenlittle5095 no. M’y doctor is following me every two to three weeks and hasn’t mentioned it. Normally in about two weeks I will be off it I hope. I don’t want to replace it with anything. I’m pretty well supported by my husband and children. But Thankyou for your concern

    • @chickenlittle5095
      @chickenlittle5095 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Livinglife595 sounds like you have a great outlook, Dr and a supportive family which a lot of people don’t have! Just be upfront if you start to feel like you are having issues and my best wishes are with you ❤️

  • @murron20
    @murron20 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Mr. and Mrs. Holmberg, if love could save a child, I know that your son would be here with you today. The care, commitment, and understanding of your son's challenges are so evident, and you did everything that parents could to save him. So very sorry for your loss.

  • @andrellsmith9083
    @andrellsmith9083 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I hope I never have to endure this, my condolences. I'm glad I've said no to drugs, I'm 50 now and I hope my kids and g babies does the same. Be safe and good luck all.

  • @kalalooney5964
    @kalalooney5964 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    We've got to get the southern border closed or there'll be a million more tragic stories just like this one! Even the addict with the highest tolerance is dying from fentanyl poisoning because they don't know they're ingesting it! I'm a recovering addict and can tell you that God and Suboxone saved me from being one of these videos. Keep fighting! To Mason's parents, it's not your fault and it wasn't any fault of Mason's either. Addiction is evil and takes a hold of it's host like a cancer. I pray you are able to find healing and peace. Continue to share Mason's story. You never know who might be listening and the impact it will have on a person. Your loss might just save someone's life.

    • @allysonwolfe1315
      @allysonwolfe1315 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Amen! Same here! Been sober from heroin since 2011! Prayers for any and all addicts suffering from this heinous disease! Sending you love and light and peace! 🫶🏻☮️ We do recover!

    • @susanmazei1834
      @susanmazei1834 ปีที่แล้ว

      Almost all Fentanyl coming into USA from Mexico is smuggled through legal ports/points of entry.

    • @rmarvel169
      @rmarvel169 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You'd think our Gov would actually care and make that one of the top priorities..... They don't and I don't bank on it- it will get much worse sadly. Find God if you don't know Him, time is running down & quickly. 🙏🏻❤️

    • @sandib4234
      @sandib4234 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      👍💞

    • @sandib4234
      @sandib4234 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@allysonwolfe1315 💯Yes!

  • @godschild7643
    @godschild7643 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    My deepest condolences on the loss of your wonderful son. Your story will help others. It was not your fault.

  • @michaelkrawczyk6715
    @michaelkrawczyk6715 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I'm so sorry Momma, so much pain...my condolences dad...so brave of both of you to share this terrible tragedy...

  • @intuitivediane
    @intuitivediane ปีที่แล้ว +8

    What a great cousin. Telling the parents. He needs to really receive great praise for that. What a wonderful gift. These poor parents they did their best.

  • @KatieJoMikell
    @KatieJoMikell ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I’ve watched quite a few of these and I seem to see the one common thread in these young boys is they love sports mostly the football players and I guess then once they get out of school they don’t have that camaraderie and maybe that’s harmful to them emotionally? Idk?

    • @charlottetaylor4471
      @charlottetaylor4471 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Emotional pain and loneliness definitely fuels drug use.

    • @KatieJoMikell
      @KatieJoMikell ปีที่แล้ว

      @@charlottetaylor4471 So sad and tragic 💔

  • @tj6930
    @tj6930 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Thank you parents for sharing your stories. Your son’s story of who he was, and that he is just like my son.

  • @freereinartstudio1463
    @freereinartstudio1463 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    My heart is breaking for you over the loss of your son. So tragic! I am gaining new insight into addiction & recovery listening to your story and so many others. I am certain by sharing these painful stories you are saving lives. The love for your son is so evident.

  • @GrishnackhYT
    @GrishnackhYT ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My mother left october 1st 2022, from a overdose, I remember being a kid and being excited to spend the day with my mom, I remember her for the great mother she always was, I wish she would of got better but god called her home for a reason. If anyone sees this struggling with addiction just know you’re a beautiful soul, and you can do anything you put your mind to trust me, don’t let that evil take away the beautiful soul you all have ❤️

  • @martalopez2764
    @martalopez2764 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Only Jesus can break every chain, break every addiction. Jesus said, JESUS SAID, "I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." John 14 6 and "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life."

  • @christimecarmona6810
    @christimecarmona6810 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This crap is happening more and more! RIP young one! God Bless his family and friends. ❤

  • @brianlong9566
    @brianlong9566 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    So strong for speaking about this. Prayers to this family

  • @KingdomWithin7
    @KingdomWithin7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    It's even sadder the fact that he looks just like the mom😭🙏
    I can only imagine her pain😔

  • @lelia660
    @lelia660 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    You are both heroes, and you are so brave for going through this very painful story so that you can help others. You will save the lives of others by sharing this. You’ll never know how many people’s lives you’ve touched by making this video. Bless your hearts😢❤ Just know how loved your family is, and how much Mason loves you so, so much. The whole world can now pray for God to continue to heal the rawness and intensity of your pain. I am so, so, so sorry. #RememberingMasonHolmberg

  • @wildnkarafree
    @wildnkarafree ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I am so sorry so very sorry. I still have my son, but my/his story is so similar.
    Thank you for sharing this. It's been 7 years of ups and downs. It went from opioids to xanax, then snorting heroin. Then fentanyl hit the streets and it's a whole new ball game. No more tough love, because that would mean instant death if he left the house in despair. We've revived him 4 times now with Narcan, it's always by my side. I can't express the pain and fear when you find your child unconscious and not breathing, grey in color. I have ptsd.. I heard the same strange breathing sounds, a couple of the times otherwise he would be gone. It's sickening now, that the US refuses to help Americans. Especially since it was big pHarm, here that started this! Narcan should be free at every drugstore, at every Drs office. it is NOT, and you have to sit around waiting on them to fill a prescription. Rehab should be free as compensation for what has been unleashed on the public.

  • @LoriWolfeRealtor
    @LoriWolfeRealtor ปีที่แล้ว +61

    I’m sorry. We are dealing with heroin (Fentanyl) addiction too. It’s everywhere… Detox, rehab and sober living for my adult daughter. It’s so very scary. Thank you for sharing Mason’s story. I shared it with my daughter. I’m so sorry for the loss of your son. Sending my prayers for you and all Mason’s family and friends 🙏 ❤ Rest In Peace Mason ❤

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I am so sorry you are living this nightmare! I pray your daughter can beat this demon. We are trying to start a foundation to help families that are dealing with this.

    • @stitchlilo01
      @stitchlilo01 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wish you and your family all the best. God bless you!

    • @cynthiahusband106
      @cynthiahusband106 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You both are wonderful parents you helped him so much , you did all you could , it’s the difficult thing in the world to lose a child , my parents lost their 2 sons ( my 2 younger brothers ) I had a pysch dr that saved me , I hope you find peace with your horrific loss , it’s devastating . God bless you both , you did everything you could -peace and love to your son , I pray you both find peace someday RIP to Mason.

    • @Felicity2121
      @Felicity2121 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why did you put Fentanyl in brackets? Fentanyl is a different drug to heroin or morphine.

    • @kristicottrell3363
      @kristicottrell3363 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      My son is battling this as we speak ... I'm so afraid this will happen! 😥😥😥

  • @Gaetano.94
    @Gaetano.94 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Poor parents. Stopped injecting fentanyl in September 2020. Didn't want to leave my family and my fiance behind. I'm loving life.

  • @chickenlittle5095
    @chickenlittle5095 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am an advocate for becoming ‘clean’ through the use of Suboxone/Sublocade. The relapse rate is lower as the cravings are much reduced. Yes, you aren’t clean clean but you are clean from the illegal stuff with a lot of the risk gone. Everyone has their way of getting sober but any addict or non addict out there, don’t poo poo on someone who is on ORT.

  • @stellaboudreaux2199
    @stellaboudreaux2199 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Lost my son this time last year to fentanyl. I hurt so for you both.

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว

      I know your pain and am so sorry!

    • @genozuzek7401
      @genozuzek7401 ปีที่แล้ว

      Opiates took my mom, and almost took me. What does the survivor of a plane crash say to his deceased passengers families besides, "I'm so sorry, I don't know why I'm alive... But I won't waste it?"

  • @serenethoughts921
    @serenethoughts921 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Sincerest condolences for your loss. Your son is at peace now, although it’s hard for you. He’s not suffering with addiction any more. May God Bless and comfort you.

  • @brandip77
    @brandip77 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I just hate drugs. To see and hear what these poor families go through. It’s heartbreaking. God bless and comfort these families who are left, trying to pick up the pieces.

  • @myzacky96
    @myzacky96 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I can feel your pain when you talk Mom, my heart goes is with you

  • @tonystephens6858
    @tonystephens6858 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I am so sorry for your loss. We parents try to do everything right and work within the system. My son died of fentanyl laced heroin two years ago after being released from the hospital. He had been in the hospital for four months for pneumonia and pneumonia related illnesses. Part of his treatment in the hospital was pain meds. When he was released from the hospital they cut him off the pain meds and suggested he take some pain management classes. Those classes were useless. He should've been taken off the pain meds gradually instead of cold turkey.
    He found other ways to deal with his pain and it killed him.

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is horrible! I so sorry!

  • @therealdachshunddjangosmom
    @therealdachshunddjangosmom 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    It’s exactly like what the Dad said: you don’t do them anymore to get high, you do them just to be normal! That’s addiction!!!
    I am terribly sorry for your immense loss❤

  • @BosisofSweden
    @BosisofSweden ปีที่แล้ว +18

    It's horrible when you do everything right and it still doesn't work. He would have made it eventually if the drugs hadn't killed him. Such a waste of a promising life. Never ever take that first drug and be restrictive with painkillers. The drug demon is so strong you won't believe it.

  • @SnippetsBB
    @SnippetsBB ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Blessings to these parents. It's the first time I realized that it's not always parents to blame. Their son's compliant demeanor affirms he was not rebelling against society or parents. Coping with life is not easy for all. The parents are such wonderful people.

    • @intuitivediane
      @intuitivediane ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes so sad. They tried. Truly shows the evil of addiction.

  • @cheyanneculp249
    @cheyanneculp249 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    my heart just hurts for this family. i lost my youngest brother on October 08, 2022 to the same thing. He passed away on the morning of his 20th birthday.
    praying for your family.

  • @yumi5885
    @yumi5885 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I felt the pain. So sorry for your loss!

  • @sharosmith
    @sharosmith ปีที่แล้ว +26

    They become masters at lying and being deceptive. I’m so sorry for your loss. My son is still alive and has been in and out rehabs, has had stretches of sobriety, but he’s never stopped completely. It’s heartbreaking but they’re responsible for their own decisions. I learned to love him from a distance but it never gets easier.

    • @megaton8184
      @megaton8184 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I pray your son find the light to life. And leave that evil drug alone. And yes parents gotta stop beating themselves over their grown child mistakes.

    • @sidstovell2177
      @sidstovell2177 ปีที่แล้ว

      No one understands what true addiction is like, except other addicts. From what I'm seeing, it's rare for people to get straight and stay straight. There needs to be research into reaching those receptors in the brain that can stop that unbearable craving. It won't come in my lifetime.

    • @damotheman4196
      @damotheman4196 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@sidstovell2177 I'm beginning to believe that's true too, Sid. But what do we do? We can't keep telling ourselves it's impossible because it's hard enough mentally as it is.. Never mind thinking it's impossible. (Ik what you mean though..not being argumentative or anything)

  • @grouperkng1
    @grouperkng1 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    🙏🙏🙏 I am so sorry for everyone posting in here with a heavy heart due to losing someone to this crap. It took my little brother 4 years ago at the age of 19. He didn't know the Xanax was fake. Please talk to your kids

  • @melisa5114
    @melisa5114 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This happened to me but with alcohol first I did it for fun then it became something I needed to feel normal and my body to stop shaking. It was horrible I'm happy I'm sober now after almost passing away

  • @omnamahshivayaitaly8429
    @omnamahshivayaitaly8429 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    First at all my condolences to the parents. I live in Italy and have two sons age 22 and 24. Here we don't have maybe the Fetanyl problem as in the States but drugs are everywhere in the schools and on the streets(marihuana, hashish, cocaine, heroine...). It is a big problem in all western countries and I for myself believe that if your children get addicted it is not the parent's fault but it is when the teens meet 'false friends' in a moment when they are extremely fragile. A big hug to these suffering parents and many thanks for reporting.

    • @ellenhaas3769
      @ellenhaas3769 ปีที่แล้ว

      Marijuana cannot end of life like opioids do. Please don’t lump this plant with deadly drugs like fentanyl, meth, cocaine, etc.

    • @omnamahshivayaitaly8429
      @omnamahshivayaitaly8429 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ellenhaas3769 For me it can be something like a 'starter' getting used to drug ambience and people doing maybe not only use of Marijuana. Also, here in Italy some dealers mix it up with other drugs as for example heroine.

    • @megaton8184
      @megaton8184 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@omnamahshivayaitaly8429 it can be found in just about any drug you take or inhale.

  • @Butt--Head
    @Butt--Head ปีที่แล้ว +19

    *"And there he was, that was our Mason, laying there dead" man that hurt me hearing that*

  • @texastoast5202
    @texastoast5202 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    As a former addict, I can tell you that having an opiate addiction is an affliction i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. It never goes away. Once you're addicted, you will always want that warm blanket opiates give you. I've had several alcohol friends that recovered from alcohol that tried opiates and would say they are way better than booze.

  • @danielleterese402
    @danielleterese402 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    So heartbreaking 💔. I am in recovery, I was in active addiction for 15 years. The last year I started using heroin, and I prayed every morning that I wouldn't make it through the day, because I was so tired of struggling & not being able to stop. Until, I was the victim of a very violent s*xual assault by the person I got my stuff from, & passed me off to his friends. I left that night and said I'd never use again. Tomorrow will be 9 years since that happened & I've been sober ever since. I was very lucky. I had just missed the fentynal hitting my area by literal months. W/In 5 months of me getting sober, 3 friends died of am overdose because the drugs were laced with fentynal. My heart goes out to those who are struggling with addiction, & the families that love them. ❤️

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so sorry that happened to you! Congratulations on your sobriety!!

    • @danielleterese402
      @danielleterese402 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@staceyholmberg thank you very MUCH Stacey ❤️💜 My heart goes out to you, & your husband, my dearest condolences for your terrible loss❤️❤️ Lots of love, & BIG hugs to you!!!

  • @bekind458
    @bekind458 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Huge respect to the family for sharing this devastating story.
    For people like me in the UK it really is heartbreaking hearing so many stories like this.
    It's desperately upsetting seeing on the news each day so many of America's children being killed by drugs and guns.
    Our hearts go out to you all x

  • @sarashattuck4022
    @sarashattuck4022 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Seems like they did everything they could for him.

  • @nancyansbro3317
    @nancyansbro3317 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This so has been our family. I found my son numerous times near death. The last time I literally whispered in his ear if you can fight , please fight to live. He did . The ambulance came and took him to the hospital. These are our smart, kind and loving sons. they just get lost along the way.

  • @nationalduo4945
    @nationalduo4945 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I had never done a drug in my life….till my dealer DOCTOR handed me a script for Percocet, I said nooo I don’t want want them, and then came the words I will never forgot…OHH TRUST ME THEY WILL WORK…..

  • @justinplaysguitar
    @justinplaysguitar ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I got shot in the war back in 2007 they got me hooked on every pain killer you could think of. Got retired and then bam no weening. Just cut me off so I started getting them on the street got sober 5 or 6 years later married all that life was good. Then I got divorced out of nowhere so I relapsed well after a while the real pills are just gone and all that’s left is fentanyl. Damn near died a couple times but those are so so so so so hard to quit even with subs or whatever on and off on and off then on hardcore cause I found a cheap hook up well I’m 12 days clean and I’ve told everyone in my life to help me not go back and right now couldn’t go do them or find them which I’m thankful. But yes it’s poison and it’s so hard to stop it changes your brain

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว

      I a proud of you for stopping! Keep fighting! I know how hard it is.

  • @meowiestwo
    @meowiestwo 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I'm so sorry for this family's loss. What the mom and dad say at 13:33 is so true, and it's so scary. It's not at all like the days of experimenting even 10-15 years ago - it used to be generally safe to experiment a little. It's really not anymore.

  • @juliahelland6488
    @juliahelland6488 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thanks for sharing this! 💯 ❣️
    No family should have to go through an addict's death. It's not your fault! Some people have traits that make them more vulnerable to addiction. My mother died at 44 from alcoholism. No matter how hard I tried to convince her to stop, even her completing inpatient treatment, she just couldn't quit. I hope you can find peace.

  • @jackiethibodeaux3696
    @jackiethibodeaux3696 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Rest In Peace Mason 🙏🏼🙏🏼 Prayers For The Family and Friends 🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @katieelizabeth3083
    @katieelizabeth3083 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    In 2010 I was in a really bad car accident. Broke my neck, back, ruptured spleen, etc. At my worst I was on a 100mcg fentanyl patch, OxyContin as well as fast acting oxycodone. I had my 17th and final back surgery in 2018, my pain was significantly better and my doc decided in 3 mo to completely stop prescribing opiates. He asked if I was brave and could I just get off after 8 years of heavy opiates. I’m a first responder so I’d dealt w my share of OD and was fighting my own battles because the cravings got so incredibly awful I finally found a methadone clinic, I was allergic to suboxone. But getting clean and letting your brain heal is the way to go instead of ignoring your opiate receptors and braving it out. I tried that for 3 mo on nothing and was going crazy. You either get dope sick or you crave and a lot of people turn to the streets because doctors won’t prescribe pain meds anymore.
    I overdosed 3 times before I went to rehab, because I thought I was going crazy before I new about suboxone clinics or methadone. That’s the way to get clean, a lot of people think they can just quit but your brain needs to heal. I wish this young man would of had more options to help through the cravings. Sadly this kind of thing happens a lot. The snoring respirations are bad because that’s what happens before someone stops breathing altogether. I wish he would of had help w suboxone until his brain healed :((
    I lost my first son at age 5 from leukemia so I know what it’s like to lose a child.
    Don’t ever be afraid to ask for help, even if it is suboxone sand methadone. It’s so tightly monitored you can’t mess up or take to much esp when you are on daily dosing.
    My heart goes out to you both. It’s cruel when a parent has to bury their child, esp w something that was avoidable. Meetings, AA, NA work for some but opiate addiction is no joke and getting dope sick is awful.
    I hope someone learns from watching this story that this doesn’t have to happen, and there is a lot of help for something like this.
    My condolences to your family and may your son rest in peace ❤

    • @TexasPictures
      @TexasPictures  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for taking the time to share this.

    • @Kp.adventure.traveler
      @Kp.adventure.traveler ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for sharing. Your post was really sincere and very informative. Congratulations on your sobriety!!!

  • @adonyisrael1724
    @adonyisrael1724 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    My goodness!!!! As much as I hear all these true testimonies, it has become so agonizing in my Spirit!!!! 😩😩😩
    All I can do is ask Almighty God for His Mercy towards our Society and that He empower us to overcome this EVIL in the world!!!
    Educate as many people as you can about this evil work!!!!
    💕🙏💕

  • @loumcclean7628
    @loumcclean7628 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I used to take 7-8 blue 30s a day. I had a high tolerance , I went from real percs 2 fentanyl. I’m glad I’m clean today & im so sorry to all the lives lost to that crazy drug! :(

    • @staceyholmberg
      @staceyholmberg ปีที่แล้ว

      So happy you are clean. Way to go!

    • @tjadventures9163
      @tjadventures9163 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Curious as to what helped you stay clean. What worked

    • @loumcclean7628
      @loumcclean7628 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@tjadventures9163 hitting rock bottom financially & I started setting future goals. I’m only 22 btw

    • @loumcclean7628
      @loumcclean7628 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@tjadventures9163 also I was on suboxone for a month then I got off it because you can also get addicted to that stuff & they say the withdrawals are worse, I just took it to make the withdrawals symptoms go away, it’s magic ! Ps: I don’t see how ppl get addicted to suboxone i don’t see the thrill in it. It just makes me relaxed and not have the urge to want pills so it was easy to kick the bottle but everyone is different 🤷‍♂️

  • @WorldOfNicky
    @WorldOfNicky ปีที่แล้ว +5

    For people who aren’t parents… you have to realize… when you see your baby laying on the cold, metal slab… you see the image of your son or daughter wrapped up tightly in the swaddle you brought them home from the hospital in when they were born. Where they now lay without a pulse, you remember the nights they were fast asleep next to you, small enough to lay their head in the crease of your arm as you stroked their hair… and the eyes that remain still, we’re once vibrant with life and color.
    Drugs are so unfair. As someone who is not only a mother of my son now after years of trying and losing every time, but someone who has first hand experienced the horrific affects of drugs in my 20s… along with my sons father, my husband… I PRAY EVERY single day that I don’t lose my baby when he grows older. It’s my worst fear. I am so sorry that drugs took your baby from this world. He was such a handsome man. ❤ Sending you both love.

  • @CadyMama5
    @CadyMama5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Thank you for posting this. These always touch my heart. My brother is struggling with substance abuse. I fear that this will be his fate. I just want to say God Bless every family that goes through this. It's never your fault. You can only talk to the addicted, but the choice is and always will be theirs to consume it. Never trust anything from anyone other than the pharmacy.

  • @trewrioo3426
    @trewrioo3426 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    These parents did a lot of the right things-it's not their fault and I hope they don't think it is -stay blessed and RIP Mason-he seemed like a good kid-just caught up in the wrong thing! Something has to be done about that fentanyl. The parents said many real things about drug abuse and they are facing the reality that drugs kill. Thank you for sharing this terrible experience and again my condolences to you and your family.

  • @MP-fk9em
    @MP-fk9em ปีที่แล้ว +8

    One of the saddest things about this story is that we are hearing it more and more. Names change but the absolute devistation is the same. Addiction is horrific and I don't know anyone that has not been affected by it. God bless this mom and dad for sharing such a terrible loss, I pray that your words and bravery will help someone else.

  • @PerezHilton
    @PerezHilton 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Sending light to Mason's family. My deepest condolences.

  • @moswiney2737
    @moswiney2737 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Great job mom and dad. You could have been telling my story with my son. Fentanyl is taking some of the best and brightest. I finally realized how potent this drug was when my son said he dreamed of it. It became his master and no amount of reasoning, begging or pleading could help. It’s a horrible feeling. Try and stay strong and thank you for getting the word out. Steven’s mom, forever 21

    • @a.m.thomas9366
      @a.m.thomas9366 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm guessing that your son died and he was 21. I wish we could find a way to stop the criminals that are selling drugs to the children. Something needs to be done.

    • @moswiney2737
      @moswiney2737 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@a.m.thomas9366yes, he did pass 4 1/2 years ago. He was a very smart individual, an engineering student. He was young and naive. Thought he could outsmart opioids. Maybe he might have succeeded if fentanyl wasn’t in the picture. It’s a sad time in the US because of all this poison is ruining families

    • @nicolestern3829
      @nicolestern3829 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@a.m.thomas9366 or how about stopping the kids from wanting drugs. We live in a society where somehow in the last 20 years kids grow up to think drugs are cool. But thankfully some of us have good parents who taught us from a young age to fear drugs and never try them.

    • @moswiney2737
      @moswiney2737 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nicolestern3829es, kids should be taught not to do drugs. I also told my son not to do drugs. I was a stay at home mom. Both parents college educated (not that this matters)Very involved in my two kids lives. My son knew the risks but fentanyl is a game changer. It wasn’t around when he began his substance abuse. He told me even though he was addicted and it was horrible he would not change anything in his life. He said the experience made him more empathetic and opened his eyes about life and the whole addiction issue itself. He said he felt he was a better person for having gone through it. Heck, it made me a better person and more empathetic to mental illness and the homeless as a lot of times it is all mixed in with substance abuse.
      China began producing fentanyl in copious quantities around 2015-2016and shipped to Mexico where they put it in every drug they could. By that time he was addicted which means his brain was hijacked and his receptors were craving the drug. When he told me he dreamed of it I knew it was more that just being able to stop. My eyes were opened to what addiction is all about. If you haven’t been touched by this epidemic you are fortunate. But the parents that have are just as good of a parent as you - maybe better.

    • @nicolestern3829
      @nicolestern3829 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@moswiney2737 thank you for your opinion and taking the time to comment.

  • @susanrodgers9222
    @susanrodgers9222 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I lost my brother to meth. My friend is going through the first anniversary of the death of his son this weekend. He blames himself because he got home late and his son wasn't breathing. He was on bodybuilding steroids and had started drinking heavily too. Prayers for your family.💜

    • @megaton8184
      @megaton8184 ปีที่แล้ว

      Honey god work in mysteriously ways. Your friend son knew what time to get high while dad was out. And now your friend is beating himself up and drinking like fish over something his grown son decided to do. Parents gotta learn to accept that their child is grown and they can’t babysit them forever and blame themselves for every time that their child made a bad choice.