ethereal I hope you know how many people you have touched with that comment and took their mind off suicide, including me. If the world was filled with more people like you it would be less of an ugly place💔❤️
here i am listening to this in the dark looking at my ceiling realizing i’ll never be good enough for anyone. i’d honestly kill to be someone that’s actually wanted by others. that hurts.
the only person you should try to be good enough for is yourself. as much as you might want to be what someone else wants, you can't forget to be what you want to be first. but, there is always someone that wants you and loves you even if you don't think so. remember that
It just feels so heartbroken when you realize the person that supported you, cared for you, loved you *_is the person who started the pain in the first place_*
imagine being someones first choice, childhood crush, their sunshine on a dark day, the reason to live, breath in their lungs, the person they would fight for, the person in their dreams, the person they can't get out of their mind, the only one in their heart... yea I wouldn't know...
Dear my mother, I’m jealous of the way you treat others and the way you treat me. I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted, I’m sorry for being the worthless daughter you refer to me as. I only just want a mother
Sofia Rose Morales I’m really sorry to hear that, I know that sucks a ton and honestly I don’t know you or your friend but what she said was wrong, no one should prioritize a friend over a child :/ sending love 💗
Same here she walked out of my life and now still lives here. I don’t know what having parents is like I’ve never felt it nor do Ik what happiness is. My parents never attended any of my performances, soccer games, or graduations. Just seeing everyone with their parents and how happy they are just makes me cry. Don’t get me wrong I’m happy for these ppl but it makes me sad cuz I don’t have this kind of parents if that made sense. They never attended my preschool, elementary, nor middle school graduation I literally cried last year once I got home I was all alone there at graduation. At least I had my friend there supporting me but that’s it and I’m very very thankful for her. Now I’m a freshman soon to be sophomore and imma have only 2 years left till graduation and I won’t have anyone attend my graduation. I know that for a fact. My “dad” soon will move away to live with his mother and I’m gonna have to live with his wife which I seriously hate the fact that she’s gonna be here so I might stay at someone’s house she won’t let me but I will go even if that means imma have to run away. Okay I don’t know why I’m ranting on here but yea I relate to you.mothers day is coming up and I don’t have a mother to celebrate with it’s sad
hey beautiful person scrolling through the comments.....always remember there is somewhere who wont give up on you......you are that special and hold a huge worth.........no one is like you.....embrace yourself and have a nice day
I'm jealous of the old me, so happy and unbothered not knowing anything about what was yet to come in the future. Drama, feelings, worries, judgment, being afraid of everything because it can hurt you, you never knew that there was such things did you? I miss how things use to be. 💔
@@Chimwe16 exactlyyyy! wow this comment is 2 years old, ive definitely grew from the pain but i will forever miss how happy i used to be, im glad i can look back on stuff like this and see my growth
I'm jealous of the rain That falls upon your skin It's closer than my hands have been I'm jealous of the rain I'm jealous of the wind That ripples through your clothes It's closer than your shadow Oh, I'm jealous of the wind 'Cause I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me I'm jealous of the nights That I don't spend with you I'm wondering who you lay next to Oh, I'm jealous of the nights I'm jealous of the love Love that was in here Gone for someone else to share Oh, I'm jealous of the love 'Cause I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me As I sink in the sand Watch you slip through my hands Oh, as I die here another day, yeah 'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me I-I-It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me
I can imagine the boyfriend who gotten broken up with preformed this song on stage at a party, and the girlfriend was sitting in the crowd with the new boyfriend ( the girlfriend had no idea he’d be preforming ) and now she sat and listened, regretting everything, as she saw some tears fall down from the boyfriend on stage.
keep your head high, and stand up to your challenges. event though it might feel tiring and feel helpless, remember that you are loved. Stay positive queen. 💖✨
He came back, for the fifth time. I always dreamed that he would come back, but when he did, I was done. He’d hurt me too many times, and I couldn’t take it anymore. I still miss him though.
*why am I sad? Well thinking that makes me sad. I don’t deserve being sad! People have it worse than me! Am I ungrateful? What is wrong with me? Why am I lonely? I’m ok right?*
you know that few seconds when you first wake up and you dont remember anything but then after a few seconds, you comeback to reality and your heart emotionally hurts and you feel emotionally drained? yea i live for those few seconds in the morning, main reason why im still getting up ahah
Having a big heart is both a blessing and a curse... You can't be mad after all this Time passed...yet the only Person you're mad at is yourself. I hate that and i'm jealous of all the good memorys i had running through my Fingers Like sand
I'm jealous of the rain That falls upon your skin It's closer than my hands have been I'm jealous of the rain I'm jealous of the wind That ripples through your clothes It's closer than your shadow Oh, I'm jealous of the wind 'Cause I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me I'm jealous of the nights That I don't spend with you I'm wondering who you lay next to Oh, I'm jealous of the nights I'm jealous of the love Love that was in here Gone for someone else to share Oh, I'm jealous of the love 'Cause I wished you the best of All this… Traduire en français
I wish I had parents like other peoples. I wish I had a family. I wish I was like 5 years ago. I wish I could feel happiness I wish I could k*ll myself without overthinking I wish I had friends I wish I was like the others girls I wish my only bestfriend was alive I wish my host family loved me I wish I was great in school I wish I didn't have anxiety I wish I was pretty I wish people cared about how I was feeling I wish I was myself 21/09/2020 guys tomorrow is my birthday and I feel like I can’t to it. I’m crying since 19pm and it’s 23 now. I can’t breathe I feel like I’m empty and no ones understand me. I don’t do this for attention but I really need help I’m not strong enough and tomorrow I have school but I really don’t want to go. I feel like I’ll do something wrong tonight please someone help me
I care about you I don’t know you but It doesn’t matter if you need someone I’m here just know it gets better and I’m proud of how far you have come keep going please
Marie, stay strong. We don’t know each other, but I care about you and I’m telling you right now that it will get better. Maybe not today or tomorrow or next month, but eventually it will. Keep pushing for that slit of light through the darkness 💓
If people won’t miss you know think of the good a kind hearted soul like you could do in the future! You matter! You can make a change in your life because it will get better! You’ll find those who will see you as you. It will be tough, and you’ll lose some along the way. But, it’s part of the journey. And in the end it’ll be worth it
It sucks when they are perfect. It just makes it all that much harder when they leave you because you know you won’t ever find someone as perfect as they were for you. He was my soulmate
i feel like everything is moving too fast, I don’t suffer from a mental disorder. it just seems like my life is flying and flashing before my own big brown eyes. i miss what I took for granted. everything for granted, especially being happy. I’ve chosen to lose myself over these past few months, and as I’ve been looking for my past self. I’ve noticed I don’t know her anymore. I don’t recognize what made this girl happy. Why did she smile? Why did she like the color yellow? Why did she lose so many friends in such a short amount of time? Was it her? Was it them? Definitely her. She’s selfish, she’s ungrateful for what she has. Entitled. Angry. Scared. And most importantly broken. They say don’t fix what’s not broken. But why break something that couldn’t be fixed from the jump.. when I find her again. she’ll be tired, tired of life but I’ll be there to pick her back up.
it’s so crazy because you can try so hard to be the perfect person for someone you love but you still aren’t enough, then they find someone who fits them better, and you are jealous of the way they treat them when they never treated you that way...
honestly this is the deepest comments section i have ever found, and i relate to each of it :'( may happiness come to each of us and u who read this !! 💕💕💕
dear ex , i’m jealous of the way you moved on so fast and forgot about me. i’m jealous of the girls that are making you happy. i’m sorry i couldn’t do that :/
8 months later and still not over u sometimes I felt great and independent but when I really think about u i miss you. But iknow that I’m nothing for u :(
Since I know there’s a lot of kids here: Fun fact: In psychology, it was found that younger children and preteens are affected by relationships and breakups more than teenagers and adults. This is because their view of the world and minds are still developing, so that other person is their whole world. And that person gets developed into their minds. But try to remember, they aren’t everything. You have so many more years left and soon they’ll be nothing but a silly story for you.
i’m jealous that everyone around me can find love, there no one around that wants the same type of relationship i want, i just wanna have my person but i’m afraid it may never happen
my dear grandad, i’m so glad you’re no longer suffering but i miss you more than words can even express. i’m jealous of the way you’re happy without me.
this hits too deep. im jealous of the people that are making him smile when i cant... i cant stop crying. "im jealous of the way you are happy without me" the way you smile less around me, but when i get a text from you my face lights up, and even when you say 'i love you' first. tears shed off my cheeks.
I’m jealous, that I wasn’t the one that was able to make you happy. When you were the one who showed me how happy life can be. I never used to believe that I would ever meet someone so beautiful and bright, but then you showed up. I’m happy for the memories we shared but I now feel lost since you left. I hope you are happier without me and that life is treating well because you deserve the world.
often late at night like tonight, i feel so unwanted. i feel as all my friends only hang around me for pity and no one has ever truly felt like they like me. i want someone to want me as badly as i want them. i wish someone truly cared about how i felt and wanted to listen to me. i know that i will someday find a true friend or relationship but i feel so alone at times like this.
I like how I see the comments section in every sad songs I listen to there's always a random comforting comment to make you feel a little better which proves that there's still good people here so we should treasure them. 💛
dear family, Im gonna be honest, im jealous, for being the last choice. I used to be okay with it but now, im tired of it. Im tired of thinking what i did wrong, what was it in me thay wasnt good enough? Im jealous that im not given enough love amd affection eventhough u think u do. But... Day by day... I start to accept it... All i want is a family... Atleast just a family....
Aina Eddy same here, I’ve never been the first choice for anybody, just once I wanted to be the first choice, but you aren’t alone. not self promoting at all but if you wanna talk and so we can vent to each other add my snap; halenur_soyak
it's funny how hard i try to comfort others when they're sad but i can't even do it to myself whenever my anxiety attacks me self, i'm jealous to them.
OMG THIS MY FAVORITE SONG TIME TO CRY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I REMEMBER MY FATHER DIE I SING THAT FOR HIM . AFTER HIS LAST BREATH I DEDICATE THIS SONG FOR HIM UNTIL NOW I MISS MY FATHER 😢💔
ill never forget the day we first met, how that first hug felt, our first kiss, the first “i love u”, the day u asked me to be your girlfriend, the random fits of laughter over stupid things together, our first date, our first facetime and calls, and ill forever remember the day u told me i was the one, i was your forever and the first “i miss u” and “i wont leave u” , and the day u broke me and the day we broke up. but maybe it was for the best. all i’ve to say that i miss u and ill cherish that moment for the rest of my life.
Having no one to talk to sucks, when I do finally open up to someone I always get “Yh that must suck” or “oh shit” if I could just have one person actually talk back properly I think it’d help sm
You know it’s fucked up when sometimes the only reason why you won’t let go of what’s making you so sad is because for a time it was the only thing that made you happy, but you struggle to let go and move on because you always wanna hold onto that hope that one day it’ll make you happy again ...
been keeping this bottled up. to people i once truly considered as friends, u probably don't remember about me now coz u have new squad around y'all but i wish u all pure happiness, tho i've never been vocal about my thoughts ever since... yeah, I'm jealous of the way you're happy without me.
I’ve never missed my ex bestfriend as much as i have during quarantine. I realized how much i really need her. I wasn’t there when she needed me the most. And i think about that every day, and i dread that i wasn’t. And now she hates me for it. I always have put myself before everyone else, and since around october i really started to realize i’m nothing without anyone else. Now i always put everyone else before me. Id give anything to have her back in my life. What i did was so screwed up.
i hope everyone in the comments is staying safe
omg...i needed this
put my right in my feels 🥺
ethereal I hope you know how many people you have touched with that comment and took their mind off suicide, including me. If the world was filled with more people like you it would be less of an ugly place💔❤️
ethereal this made me cry sm ily🥺🥺
i really needed that
dear self,
i'm very jealous of how you can make everyone happy, yet you cant make yourself as happy as everyone else.
your not alone 🥺🖤
❤❤❤
Jay, I understand, it’s really hard...😕
❤️❤️
I feel this so much 🥺
out of the 7 billion hearts, why did I fall for the one that doesn't beat for me?
felt
Oh yeah, i feel that 😞
This 😣 every time
This really hit hard
same
i’m too young to feel like this
me too
🥺
we’re all too young to feel like this:( we should be happy and live our life
Selma Ma yes
im only 13, and i feel so empty.
here i am listening to this in the dark looking at my ceiling realizing i’ll never be good enough for anyone. i’d honestly kill to be someone that’s actually wanted by others. that hurts.
oh shit i really felt that. you wanna talk about it man?
can feel ur pain been there i guess still am there but hey everyone is gonna leave someday so its blessing in disgise
the only person you should try to be good enough for is yourself. as much as you might want to be what someone else wants, you can't forget to be what you want to be first. but, there is always someone that wants you and loves you even if you don't think so. remember that
I know I will never in my life be good enough
u will and u are good enough
We're just depressed kids, supporting other depressed kids.
Word.
We should be best friends
Some failed by others but mostly by ourselves.
𝚄𝚑𝚖. 𝙲𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎
Hell yea
It hurts even more when you are thinking about someone specific
I literally had someone in mind when I read that...
Same💔
Myself
my little sister
Yup....
It just feels so heartbroken when you realize the person that supported you, cared for you, loved you
*_is the person who started the pain in the first place_*
Omg yes😭💔
Then why’d u break up with me
fr.
and it’s sadder when they decided to leave u with a broken heart and starts to humiliate u in front of their friends
Yes it is my story...
it’s hard because the closer people are to you, the more they can hurt you. their loss will be greater :(
Everyone: Doesn’t it feel good to know that someone loves you
Me: *Doesn’t it hurt knowing that one day they’ll leave*
comment low key hit
Doesn’t it hurt to know that they won’t love you the way you love them...
@Nae Nae nothing stays :/
yeah everyone will leave, everyone that is, except Jesus, you just need to accept him into your life, he loves you, all of you 💛✨
Or doesn't it hurt that they already left 😔
imagine being someones first choice, childhood crush, their sunshine on a dark day, the reason to live, breath in their lungs, the person they would fight for, the person in their dreams, the person they can't get out of their mind, the only one in their heart...
yea I wouldn't know...
honestly
do you ever try to be the kindest and sweetest person but they just end up breaking you?
*Ex best friend.., I’m jealous of the way your happy with out me*
yxhmmm DeLaRoseA This is a kind of pain people rarely talk about, but still all so real nonetheless.
JisooKomBlackpinkKru that’s so perfectly said
honestly same im jealous he moved on and got a new bsf and is happier without me...
Damn I felt that
yxhmmm DeLaRoseA i feel u 😔 hope u are okay
it really sucks being the person that people can talk to about their problems, but not having anyone to talk about my problems to:/
I'm no one, but don't worry, I am here if you need someone to talk to, cause I understand that shitty feeling of realizing you're alone
Definitely talk to me if you need x
i feel this on a whole other level🥺
Not alone🥺
It sucks because I’m there for my friends and they never are here for me
This song was already sad enough
Dear my mother, I’m jealous of the way you treat others and the way you treat me. I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted, I’m sorry for being the worthless daughter you refer to me as. I only just want a mother
my mom really said to my friend that was over that shes more like her n i was like wow thanks
Sofia Rose Morales I’m really sorry to hear that, I know that sucks a ton and honestly I don’t know you or your friend but what she said was wrong, no one should prioritize a friend over a child :/ sending love 💗
@@moviekidd8267 thanks
Sofia Rose Morales you’re welcome x
Same here she walked out of my life and now still lives here. I don’t know what having parents is like I’ve never felt it nor do Ik what happiness is. My parents never attended any of my performances, soccer games, or graduations. Just seeing everyone with their parents and how happy they are just makes me cry. Don’t get me wrong I’m happy for these ppl but it makes me sad cuz I don’t have this kind of parents if that made sense. They never attended my preschool, elementary, nor middle school graduation I literally cried last year once I got home I was all alone there at graduation. At least I had my friend there supporting me but that’s it and I’m very very thankful for her. Now I’m a freshman soon to be sophomore and imma have only 2 years left till graduation and I won’t have anyone attend my graduation. I know that for a fact. My “dad” soon will move away to live with his mother and I’m gonna have to live with his wife which I seriously hate the fact that she’s gonna be here so I might stay at someone’s house she won’t let me but I will go even if that means imma have to run away. Okay I don’t know why I’m ranting on here but yea I relate to you.mothers day is coming up and I don’t have a mother to celebrate with it’s sad
This comments section breaks my heart in many pieces. I really hope you all doing better now :(
I hope they are coping well, they are such recent comments too
I’m doing worse but thanks for hoping :)
@@charitycrumpton5515 don't give up, n e v e r and u will see what is going to happen
@@charitycrumpton5515 we're in this boat together
Same here
hey beautiful person scrolling through the comments.....always remember there is somewhere who wont give up on you......you are that special and hold a huge worth.........no one is like you.....embrace yourself and have a nice day
Lowkey made me cry. I’m way to young to feel like this
@@user-lm9uj6sl8g it's okay to not feel okay, but it will be just a memory someday when you'll be happy :)
needed this
thankyou... i hope you gonna have a nice day to...
I needed this, thank you so much.
4:48 oh man a song has never made me feel as vulnerable as this one does, right here at this moment. powerful shit.
I'm jealous of the old me, so happy and unbothered not knowing anything about what was yet to come in the future. Drama, feelings, worries, judgment, being afraid of everything because it can hurt you, you never knew that there was such things did you? I miss how things use to be. 💔
Am jealous of the old me too.
The carefree one,no worries,heartbreaks and disappointments😔
@@Chimwe16 exactlyyyy! wow this comment is 2 years old, ive definitely grew from the pain but i will forever miss how happy i used to be, im glad i can look back on stuff like this and see my growth
I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain
I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
Oh, I'm jealous of the wind
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you
I'm wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I'm jealous of the nights
I'm jealous of the love
Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I'm jealous of the love
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands
Oh, as I die here another day, yeah
'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
I-I-It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
Thanks
I can imagine the boyfriend who gotten broken up with preformed this song on stage at a party, and the girlfriend was sitting in the crowd with the new boyfriend ( the girlfriend had no idea he’d be preforming ) and now she sat and listened, regretting everything, as she saw some tears fall down from the boyfriend on stage.
katelyn bruh kinda reminds me of la la land in a way
Aliana Lee that shit was so sad
My favorite person had to become my favorite memory.
im only a teen. i just became one. but my life is already at its worse. im tired.
But i won't give up.
never give up. theres better things coming ❤️
keep your head high, and stand up to your challenges. event though it might feel tiring and feel helpless, remember that you are loved. Stay positive queen. 💖✨
Same
Same let's try our best to survive in this world even thou it is really tiring somedays .I wish you all the best🤎
hey, its been a couple months, but i hope youre ok and youre still pushing forward
I’m still waiting for him to comeback and say all he found was heartbreak and misery...
Bandito Phan I’m on the same page💔
it’s been 3 years for me
He came back, for the fifth time. I always dreamed that he would come back, but when he did, I was done. He’d hurt me too many times, and I couldn’t take it anymore. I still miss him though.
Still waiting 😭
same but i know that he'll never come back and that pains me
im jealous of everyone thats happy
why cant i feel the same?
You can. It takes some time, nothing bad lasts forever.
Hit me hard:(
*why am I sad? Well thinking that makes me sad. I don’t deserve being sad! People have it worse than me! Am I ungrateful? What is wrong with me? Why am I lonely? I’m ok right?*
I always tell myself that others have it worse than me and I don't deserve to cry over the things I go through.
Don't compare your pain to others ❤ you dont have to be grateful it isnt worse, if it hurts, it hurts, you'll be okay :)
@@natalietaytar7854 aww that's so sweet, it brought tears to my eyes thank you🥺💞
m of course ❤
you know that few seconds when you first wake up and you dont remember anything but then after a few seconds, you comeback to reality and your heart emotionally hurts and you feel emotionally drained? yea i live for those few seconds in the morning, main reason why im still getting up ahah
"all i do is cry behind the smile i wished you"
hey you, you’ll get through this
he just broke up with me last day 💔
The black screen almost gave me a heart attack lol omg.
i always thought you'd come back 😔..
me laying in bed knowing they’ll never see me how i see them
same
Right......
It's harder that you just can't seem to move on and they're dating your close friend and see them everyday
when he said, "i'm jealous of the nights, that i don't spend with you." i felt that.
Having a big heart is both a blessing and a curse...
You can't be mad after all this Time passed...yet the only Person you're mad at is yourself.
I hate that and i'm jealous of all the good memorys i had running through my Fingers Like sand
I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain
I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
Oh, I'm jealous of the wind
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you
I'm wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I'm jealous of the nights
I'm jealous of the love
Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I'm jealous of the love
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this…
Traduire en français
Alors tu es française inh ?
I wish I had parents like other peoples.
I wish I had a family.
I wish I was like 5 years ago.
I wish I could feel happiness
I wish I could k*ll myself without overthinking
I wish I had friends
I wish I was like the others girls
I wish my only bestfriend was alive
I wish my host family loved me
I wish I was great in school
I wish I didn't have anxiety
I wish I was pretty
I wish people cared about how I was feeling
I wish I was myself
21/09/2020 guys tomorrow is my birthday and I feel like I can’t to it. I’m crying since 19pm and it’s 23 now. I can’t breathe I feel like I’m empty and no ones understand me.
I don’t do this for attention but I really need help I’m not strong enough and tomorrow I have school but I really don’t want to go. I feel like I’ll do something wrong tonight please someone help me
Hey, um, do you want to talk more about everything? If not, just know that if you need a friend I'm here
I care about you I don’t know you but It doesn’t matter if you need someone I’m here just know it gets better and I’m proud of how far you have come keep going please
Marie, stay strong. We don’t know each other, but I care about you and I’m telling you right now that it will get better. Maybe not today or tomorrow or next month, but eventually it will. Keep pushing for that slit of light through the darkness 💓
here👋🏽, praying for you . You are loved and i care.
If people won’t miss you know think of the good a kind hearted soul like you could do in the future! You matter! You can make a change in your life because it will get better! You’ll find those who will see you as you. It will be tough, and you’ll lose some along the way. But, it’s part of the journey. And in the end it’ll be worth it
It sucks when they are perfect. It just makes it all that much harder when they leave you because you know you won’t ever find someone as perfect as they were for you.
He was my soulmate
I felt that so hard....He was my soulmate too💔
i feel like everything is moving too fast, I don’t suffer from a mental disorder. it just seems like my life is flying and flashing before my own big brown eyes. i miss what I took for granted. everything for granted, especially being happy. I’ve chosen to lose myself over these past few months, and as I’ve been looking for my past self. I’ve noticed I don’t know her anymore. I don’t recognize what made this girl happy. Why did she smile? Why did she like the color yellow? Why did she lose so many friends in such a short amount of time? Was it her? Was it them? Definitely her. She’s selfish, she’s ungrateful for what she has. Entitled. Angry. Scared. And most importantly broken. They say don’t fix what’s not broken. But why break something that couldn’t be fixed from the jump.. when I find her again. she’ll be tired, tired of life but I’ll be there to pick her back up.
stay strong love. you got this
Iam lost
The saddest thing in life is when the person that gave you the most memory’s , becomes a memory.
it’s so crazy because you can try so hard to be the perfect person for someone you love but you still aren’t enough, then they find someone who fits them better, and you are jealous of the way they treat them when they never treated you that way...
i don’t want to hurt like this anymore ..
This comment bright tears to my eyes :(
same :(
Me either 😟
same here 💔
Do you ever cry over someone who once was an important person in your life who turned into a stranger?
I make everyone else feel happy, because I know what its like not to be happy
Sowma Karim same
its crazy how we went from telling eachother everything to not even acknowleding each otheres excistance
first 5 notes in and it's already breaking my heart
When you wanna vent and talk abt everything but can’t because you’ve kept it in so long it’s rlly hard to talk abt it 😕
honestly this is the deepest comments section i have ever found, and i relate to each of it :'( may happiness come to each of us and u who read this !! 💕💕💕
dear ex , i’m jealous of the way you moved on so fast and forgot about me. i’m jealous of the girls that are making you happy. i’m sorry i couldn’t do that :/
giselleee felt that
Me too dude
Facts
don't apologize, you don't owe them anything 💜
dario fkv 🥺
Last comment was 3 years ago.. I really hope all that were hurting have found something or someone that makes you happy.
This slowed version hits very very different! The original is already painful but this one... It's excruciating.
I thought there is no more depressive song than original of this, well - I guess slowing it down is.
Thank you.
8 months later and still not over u sometimes I felt great and independent but when I really think about u i miss you. But iknow that I’m nothing for u :(
Fell u
Two and a half years later and I’m feeling the same
8 years :(
the people in the comments helping others out are real heroes
I’m the happiest I’ve ever been but why do I want to go back? Something about the pain is comforting.
" 'cause all i do is cry behind the smile..."
hit hard...
Since I know there’s a lot of kids here:
Fun fact: In psychology, it was found that younger children and preteens are affected by relationships and breakups more than teenagers and adults. This is because their view of the world and minds are still developing, so that other person is their whole world. And that person gets developed into their minds. But try to remember, they aren’t everything. You have so many more years left and soon they’ll be nothing but a silly story for you.
“I’m jealous of the love. The love that wasn’t here” - That broke my heart.
*it’s heartbreaking to realize that the person who supported you the most, loved you, inspired you, also broke your heart.*
Sarah Hermann okay im already crying calm doen
"I always thought you'd come back"... Hit me like a truck...
i’m jealous that everyone around me can find love, there no one around that wants the same type of relationship i want, i just wanna have my person but i’m afraid it may never happen
“im jealous of the love, the love that wasn’t here”
I just wanna be okay without begging for love and attention....🥺
my dear grandad, i’m so glad you’re no longer suffering but i miss you more than words can even express. i’m jealous of the way you’re happy without me.
this hits too deep. im jealous of the people that are making him smile when i cant... i cant stop crying.
"im jealous of the way you are happy without me" the way you smile less around me, but when i get a text from you my face lights up, and even when you say 'i love you' first. tears shed off my cheeks.
I’m jealous, that I wasn’t the one that was able to make you happy. When you were the one who showed me how happy life can be. I never used to believe that I would ever meet someone so beautiful and bright, but then you showed up. I’m happy for the memories we shared but I now feel lost since you left. I hope you are happier without me and that life is treating well because you deserve the world.
often late at night like tonight, i feel so unwanted.
i feel as all my friends only hang around me for pity and no one has ever truly felt like they like me. i want someone to want me as badly as i want them. i wish someone truly cared about how i felt and wanted to listen to me.
i know that i will someday find a true friend or relationship but i feel so alone at times like this.
felt
I get that
it’s heartbreaking to be the person who helps everyone and be there for everyone, but not for yourself and have no one to talk to
I like how I see the comments section in every sad songs I listen to there's always a random comforting comment to make you feel a little better which proves that there's still good people here so we should treasure them. 💛
congrats to the dude that sang this on X factor, if i was him and i was going through that pain i wouldn't have made it to the first line.
this song is my childhood ...
these comments supporting and listening to each other's problems are making me tear up. goddamnit.
You can hear the pain in his voice and its sad but beautiful
it hurts when you’re not your best friends best friend
Why am I crying over him I should be feeling happy..
such a good song..
Its heartbreaking reading some of these comments- hope your all ok xx
this shit hit hard “i’m jealous of the way you’re happy without me” like that’s sum real shit to be jealous of the rain.. i love this song
This one hit hard, but thank you for the masterpiece.
3:31 It's been almost five years and I still can't get over the damn non-reciprocal love, shit. It hurts so much.
dear family,
Im gonna be honest, im jealous, for being the last choice. I used to be okay with it but now, im tired of it. Im tired of thinking what i did wrong, what was it in me thay wasnt good enough? Im jealous that im not given enough love amd affection eventhough u think u do. But... Day by day... I start to accept it... All i want is a family... Atleast just a family....
Aina Eddy same here, I’ve never been the first choice for anybody, just once I wanted to be the first choice, but you aren’t alone. not self promoting at all but if you wanna talk and so we can vent to each other add my snap; halenur_soyak
@@halesoyak3574 thank you, i really appreciate it
Oops I’m crying again with another comment
it's funny how hard i try to comfort others when they're sad but i can't even do it to myself whenever my anxiety attacks me
self,
i'm jealous to them.
this song honestly speaks for my feelings :‹
it sucks knowing that there’s someone else making them laugh, n there’s someone who’s making them happy..
i am in awe, this is absolute perfection
this song is what's keeping me alive rn...
OMG THIS MY FAVORITE SONG TIME TO CRY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I REMEMBER MY FATHER DIE I SING THAT FOR HIM . AFTER HIS LAST BREATH I DEDICATE THIS SONG FOR HIM UNTIL NOW I MISS MY FATHER 😢💔
the "through my hands" sent chills throughout my body
This is so messed up, were to young to be feeling this way, we wanna be able to be happy and live, not be depressed and to end it.
ill never forget the day we first met, how that first hug felt, our first kiss, the first “i love u”, the day u asked me to be your girlfriend, the random fits of laughter over stupid things together, our first date, our first facetime and calls, and ill forever remember the day u told me i was the one, i was your forever and the first “i miss u” and “i wont leave u” , and the day u broke me and the day we broke up. but maybe it was for the best. all i’ve to say that i miss u and ill cherish that moment for the rest of my life.
Like this song wasn’t sad enough already
“ all I do is cry behind this smile”
i just cant belive that after everything you go through with someone they are okay with forgetting it all and leaving.
Having no one to talk to sucks, when I do finally open up to someone I always get “Yh that must suck” or “oh shit” if I could just have one person actually talk back properly I think it’d help sm
I'm jealous of the way your happy without me
You know it’s fucked up when sometimes the only reason why you won’t let go of what’s making you so sad is because for a time it was the only thing that made you happy, but you struggle to let go and move on because you always wanna hold onto that hope that one day it’ll make you happy again ...
This is one of the most beautiful songs in the world in my opinion, and slowed it's even prettier, i love it so much
holy shit, this song. This song has such an effect on me. Every time I hear those 3 keys at the beginning my whole body reacts. I love it.
been keeping this bottled up.
to people i once truly considered as friends, u probably don't remember about me now coz u have new squad around y'all but i wish u all pure happiness, tho i've never been vocal about my thoughts ever since...
yeah, I'm jealous of the way you're happy without me.
Miss the good old day .
I’ve never missed my ex bestfriend as much as i have during quarantine. I realized how much i really need her. I wasn’t there when she needed me the most. And i think about that every day, and i dread that i wasn’t. And now she hates me for it. I always have put myself before everyone else, and since around october i really started to realize i’m
nothing without anyone else. Now i always put everyone else before me. Id give anything to have her back in my life. What i did was so screwed up.
I really hope theres someone out there whom i mean a lot to them... i really hope there is.