I’ve heard this song a million times but hearing it like this made me feel like I was 10 listening to it for the first time and I started crying because hearing this album was the last time I was happy before everything turned bad. So much time passed since then
i’m glad eminem spoke up abt how artists and other influencers create fake situations in videos and music which can effect fans to do things like drugs or selfharm just because their idol was doing it as a joke in a video and they thought it was real, it just shows how ducked up the artist of this generation are as well i just want to say R.I.P to all the fans that have gone through this and have ended their life just because a person who lies abt their life and what they’ve “been through” it’s truly in settling to think about how many people kill themselves in this kind of situation.
The beginning just feels like all of our individual yet collective pain and heartache put into a melody to describe all the things we keep to ourself and don’t talk about it.
my mom would always cry to his songs and relate to them badly and she would always tell me how thankful that she isn’t like her dad and she would give me and my brothers the world and not go thought the shit she has been though. am glad she doesn’t have to go though her trama anymore and it’s over. i love you mom you deserve the world and more then that !🖤
his songs would let her know she wasn’t alone. eminem really helped my mom am glad he made it out and made himself known one day my mom could met him she’ll be so happy. ugh i hope she could that would make me so happy ❤️
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin' Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her? I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is Stan My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert You didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering cold for you For four hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back See I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan P.S. we should be together too My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans" This will be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka You dare me to drive? You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out? My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad It's not so bad Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that And here's an autograph for your brother I wrote it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit will make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each other Or maybe you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!
My dad died playing this song in. The car I was with him we were driving and having a good time he was distracted and he died of a impact I flew out of the wind shield and nearly died I played this song at his funeral it hurts so bad people don't understand I might be happy I just lock my feelings away so people don't hurt me.
honestly lil peep put me here while in 2017 i watched afisha n i'm grateful cuz this song absolutely amazing n reminds me bout gus so so much. fly hight angel
Give me the clear indication to keep on going thru the struggle. Or devise a plan to end the very Life that was given for me to live in. To lie here in this bed in lamentation of my nightmares.
Nah I’m just taking a nap
🤣🤣🤣😂😂
Lol
Yea that nap is a long nap🤣
So is L
LMFAO
"Well, Light, it's been interesting."
bro- 😩
hits different
damn
666 likes 😳
Crazy how ryuk upheld his deed from day one “he will have no connections to humans”
the beginning hits different
I knowwww
Why
@@dailysandwich4838 the rain , it washes the pain away
Speacially when high like me
Copied
Light just dying in the background lol
Pretty dark
Yeah thas cool and all
Lmao
Baulam ironic
Gatekeepers are retarded
i think this is one of the best slowed songs i’ve ever heard. Thank you bro
Rip gus 😔
Yup
ikr.
This sounds like bullshit
shadowpriest300 You sound like bullshit little boy. Door is that way, see yourself out
the beggining sounds like a real lofi remix (with the all rain sounds and shit)
honestly stan was the blueprint for all these lofi songs
I love lofi
ShadyBeAShooketh OMFG EXACTLY
ShadyBeAShooketh don’t forget J Dilla and Nujabes
@@shadybeashooketh1911 totally agree with you tbf bro
can we all talk about what a piece of art Eminem is ????❤❤❤
Nandi Wamwere honestly!
We would if you spelled his name right lol
@@cheetopxffs6700 how about now 😗
@@nandiwamwere182 thank you
Tell em G
The person who is on the stairs is neither in heaven nor hell
Those who know, know.
@Abram Pritt bruh exactly one of the rules of the death note was that the user will not go In heaven or hell but in nothingness
Prod. Venom death note is a masterpiece
@@Matt-tj7mr no cap bro
so like, on earth
@@soadslut8440 he's dead bruh
ryuk🍎📓😈 is typing...
What
HDHFJFNFJFY
Genius
rem is also typing 🍎📓😈
lol good
Idk how this fits Light's death, but it does.
Maybe because Misa was his biggest stan, and the song could fit like she was thinking about Light one more time before she, if yk, yk
@satirical man commited suicide
He had good intentions and then got twisted and corrupted like stan
lol also the writing sounds remind me of light writing in his death note
bro are u alive im from future after 3 years ago reply
The writing in the background is Light writing names in the death note
Lmao
It makes me so nostalgic of this show 😢
Nah ryuk writing Lights name🥺🥺
@@sean._.desjardin3343 😢
death note ayyy
A wish someone write me in dead note
Eman Salih are you good? Wanna talk? 🥺
Eman Salih or was that a joke
Eman Salih bet
yesss
The pencil write in the beat fits well
it's on the original
my salsa I know 😁
I'm imagining Yagami writing names on his death note
@Devin Reilly LMAOO
@Devin Reilly bruh thanks for the spoilers
Let’s gatekeep this before tiktok
to late LOL
Ur a bit too late
@Grammar Shinobi what does me liking eminem have to do with anything i only downloaded tiktok for memes, nothing else
@Grammar Shinobi oh lmao its fine
ALEX A what a twat
damn near perfect gif
I see what you did there
This really makes you think about life....
Screech dmcb
How old are u
ahhhh akida
this anime is called death note and its one of the best animes ive ever watched
Same
Faxxxxxxx
frr it's such a masterpiece
My absolute favorite!!
No shit sherlock
His songs always makes me calm when im stressed.
“I ain’t mad, I just think it’s fucked up you don’t answer fans” I felt that on this one
One of the best songs ever written.
Nobody ever talks about how sad death note was.
It was boring when Light and L died.
@@leq4062 i lost interest when L died but i tried to continue it, it just didnt fell the same
That's literally all that people say after watching the show lmao
@@memelord-gu5xb Light died at end
That was more Painful
@@memelord-gu5xb The ending made me so sad tho, but near was just a walmart version of L
I’ve heard this song a million times but hearing it like this made me feel like I was 10 listening to it for the first time and I started crying because hearing this album was the last time I was happy before everything turned bad. So much time passed since then
It will get better bro! Rooting you on, you got this. Stay strong king
I go sleep to this song, its that good
Stay strong bro 💪
Don’t give up I feel the same way😢😢
wanna call you back and ask how your doing now
this song gives the epitome of giving up. this is what this gif's light feels.
lost, and resignation.
Eminem secretly has the Deathnote.
Writes diss tracks = kills rappers
Coincidence?
Definetly not.. hmm
Kareer Killer
@@Jotki class 😂👏🏼
Shut up Giorno
How bout u stfu
1:02 Someone's writing a name in a book of death.
For those who knows...
Stan writing letters to eminem
For those who knew.,
..@@ishan883
@@ishan883you're so fun at parties
i’m glad eminem spoke up abt how artists and other influencers create fake situations in videos and music which can effect fans to do things like drugs or selfharm just because their idol was doing it as a joke in a video and they thought it was real, it just shows how ducked up the artist of this generation are as well i just want to say R.I.P to all the fans that have gone through this and have ended their life just because a person who lies abt their life and what they’ve “been through” it’s truly in settling to think about how many people kill themselves in this kind of situation.
This song hits so hard
The beginning just feels like all of our individual yet collective pain and heartache put into a melody to describe all the things we keep to ourself and don’t talk about it.
cringe
That made this whole song hit different
@@ericdesmier7328 ur nan is cringe 👵🏻😖
I love the background. It’s so eerie and dark and peaceful at time.
The four dislikes are from the people who cried listening to this
Nah we mad light died
57 now
So i disliked?
Devin Reilly ??
i cried listening to this bc it’s so beautiful
Ok the audio was sad enough, let alone Light laying there on the stairs 😔
Yeah...
Fr 😔
The slowed chorus is God tier🙌🏽
my mom would always cry to his songs and relate to them badly and she would always tell me how thankful that she isn’t like her dad and she would give me and my brothers the world and not go thought the shit she has been though. am glad she doesn’t have to go though her trama anymore and it’s over. i love you mom you deserve the world and more then that !🖤
his songs would let her know she wasn’t alone. eminem really helped my mom am glad he made it out and made himself known one day my mom could met him she’ll be so happy. ugh i hope she could that would make me so happy ❤️
it you’re ready this you’re not alone i love you deeply if you want to talk am here ! i love you and have a good day !!!!!🖤🖤
this made me cry 😭
This song is the epitome of “White People Problems”
@@premiumnetwork1953 not they fault your life perfect
eminem's accent do be hitting different slowed
Dude this has gotta be the best slowed reverb I’ve ever heard. That third verse just fucking kills you...
im a 2000s baby, and even though I was born after it came out, and I've always loved this song. its so magical.
Kids today will never understand how this song is a masterpiece
they do, you're not special for liking Eminem, he's literally one of the most famous rappers of all time
your not special for liking eminem lol
The only thing 'kids today' don't understand is that 'stanning' people is not something to be proud of.
I do
@Devin Reilly It is very gay, I'll give you that much hahah.
damn most people are talking about death note, but not enough people are actually acknowledging this masterpiece of a song
You got the best songs bro. Keep it up 🔥🔥🔥
Light in the background has me in pain again💔
if light died to this song i’d feel complete
Light just dying in the background, how sad
Dude I was so sad of the ending. I wanted light to win.
@@eelei3179 same but then he didn't and I cried honestly like I was hoping the hole time he was gonna win but nope ended up dying
After watching the ending j felt so lonely
WatermelonCubes109 same :(
nah fuck him
Everything in this is perfect . Even light being their.
“teas gone cold I’m wondering why I got out of bed at all morning rain clouds up my window and I can’t see at all” those lyrics hit so different 💔
And even if I could, it would all be grey
Stan is one those songs that never gets old
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't callin'
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
You didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you
For four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to
Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back
See I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man
I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan
P.S. we should be together too
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans"
This will be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka
You dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
About that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning
But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
And here's an autograph for your brother
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit will make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
Or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine
If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was, it was you
Damn!
When light died when I tell you I CRIED
SAME I CRIED SO MUCH AFTER LMAO
Who wouldn't
i rematched it and literally cried for an hour
He kinda deserved it in the end since he didnt care about his intention and just wanted to kill Near
“Well Light, it’s been interesting”
Putting this song with this scene almost makes me cry, I miss both L and light 😕
We all feel the pain that Light feeling on that stairs
No cause he's dead
one of the best slowed song i´ve ever heard omg
this is god tier omg
Kids in the future gens wont know how much this song means to us.
Fax
Like the ones that are born in 2020+? Cuz if so, yh.
Bruh it’s 2022 I’m 13 and I love this song with a passion
Gen z over here im kind of an old schooler kid and this means a lot and I'm very young.
real I grew up with this shit
Stan + light =PERFECTION ❤😢
„Someone had to do it“ - Kira
This is a nice song to listen when sad.
This is what you wanna hear in a silent sunday afternoon while it's raining outside and it's cold inside.
The one villain we all rooted for
The song hits even harder with Light in the background
I don't whats more comforting, the melody, the rain effect or just the voice of dido and em?
Everything is forgotten but forever felt.
This is the only one with Eminem part on it that I can find. Thank you for making this.
How in the heck did you manage to make this song *MORE* depressing?!
The fact most of the slowed stans don’t have eminems hardcore lyrics in it and it’s annoying but this is good.
This makes me feel like I miss something I never knew 😔
Thank u so must it reminds me lots of memories
A message to the future generations, dont let this song die!!
3 years later and this song is still amazing.
Well Light that’s how legends ends.
This is how you make a song cry🖤🥀😭
Damn this makes me sad the begining of the song and the fact that light is dead
i adore this song with my whole heart.
laying down staring at the ceiling, listening to this song. hits different
welcome back bro i know this aint ur first time here
This is the official no TikTok certified certificate you can not make this a TikTok
Toxic Turbine yes ! i agree
Toxic Turbine this comment is more annoying than ppl who comment “who came here from TikTok” please stfu
Luvtě tiktoker spotted
fr6ck no, tiktok is cringe, period. I bet you’re one of those zoomer smoothbrains, go play some fortnite buddy.
fr6ck lmao, Redditor? good one. But I don’t even use reddit. And I see I was correct since you’re salty 😂😂.
I swear this song always finds a way to make me re think my life-
this song hits different at night
this is great, its mix im a little sad rn thanks bro youve make me feel that some one is still loving me.
"I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose." Sad
"What are you gonna do? Kill me?! I'm the god of the new world!"
Seeing Light dying while listening to this hits different
This hit different
_Light.... I love you more than anything..._
Simp there’s a reason he’s dead,his naivety
this song is everything
Daaaaaaawm mind blown with this.keep it up haha
HOW CAN THIS EVEN HAVE 1 DISLIKE WTF?! THIS IS ART.
One of the best endings to an anime in my personal opinion
Amazing song and someday I'll remix it
"The sound of the bells is louder today, Light.. "
This is gold, encased in diamonds ☮️❤️💯
My dad died playing this song in. The car I was with him we were driving and having a good time he was distracted and he died of a impact I flew out of the wind shield and nearly died I played this song at his funeral it hurts so bad people don't understand I might be happy I just lock my feelings away so people don't hurt me.
I Hope whatever your going through it gets better
I just need a hour version of the chorus slowed down
honestly lil peep put me here while in 2017 i watched afisha n i'm grateful cuz this song absolutely amazing n reminds me bout gus so so much.
fly hight angel
LIGHT-KUN
Raito-kun
Yknow this is the first time I’ve ever heard this song ever , this absolutely hits
Dido's voice and kira dying in background damn
A masterpiece.
Give me the clear indication to keep on going thru the struggle. Or devise a plan to end the very Life that was given for me to live in. To lie here in this bed in lamentation of my nightmares.
Feel you my dude. Keeping truckin on all we can do.
This hits different 🥺