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without you // Jonghyun Tribute

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 16 ธ.ค. 2018
  • "Just stay forever."
    _
    Song: One Heart/Million Voices-New Empire
    Credit:
    Before Our Spring: • JONGHYUN 종현 '우린 봄이 오기 ...
    Shinin': • JONGHYUN 종현 '빛이 나 (Shi...
    First concert without Jonghyun: • Video
    Yunho Screaming Jonghyun: • Video
    Minho Screaming Jonghyun: • Video
    Tokyo Dome Bow: • Video
    2012 Concert Ending: • 121027 - Shinee World ...
    2011 Concert Ending: • 110910 SHINee WC@Sg - ...
    "Replay" Shinee World: • SHINee - 누난 너무 예뻐 (Rep...
    "Replay" 2018: • Video
    "Replay" Debut Stage: • [1080P] 080525 SHINee ...
    Jonghyun Happy Moments: • JONGHYUN, THAT'S HOW W...
    News Credit:
    Arirang: • K-Pop superstar Jonghy...
    MBN: • [Breaking News]Shinee'...
    Billboard: • Jonghyun, Singer of K-...
    Kossip News: • SHINee's Lead Singer ...
    Form Of Therapy: • goodbye Jonghyun.
    _
    It's been one year.
    I hope you're okay.
    For a while many people felt like they should've tried harder to make you feel more loved, should've given you more attention, and should've tried to help you.
    But now people just miss you.
    I wish you were still here.
    If I could go back in time, I would go and save you.
    Many people would.
    I hope you're looking upon your family, friends, and your 4 brothers.
    They really miss you.
    Thank you for the time you spent with us on Earth, but sadly you had to get back to Heaven cause God needed another Angel.
    I hope that whenever a family member, friend, or fan gets up to Heaven you are there to greet them.
    I miss you.
    You did well Jonghyun.
    Goodbye.
    [NOTICE: All music and music video footage belongs to its respective owner. The video is solely for entertainment purposes.]
    _
    Here are some charities that mean a lot to me! (Don't feel like you have to donate but if you have some cash to spare then here are some charities that you can donate to):
    Alzheimer's Foundation of America: alzfdn.org/sup...
    American Foundation for Suicide Prevention: afsp.org/take-...
    American Thyroid Association: www.thyroid.or...
    Cancer Research Institute: www.cancerrese...
    Child Find Of America: childfindofamer...
    The Trevor Project: give.thetrevor...

ความคิดเห็น • 710

  • @Taytortot
    @Taytortot  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1320

    I tried to not make this too emotional by having some funny/adorable moments in the middle because I know that Jonghyun wouldn't want his fans, friends, or family to be sad. So smile and just remember him.... even if it's hard because he would want us to. 💕
    We miss you Jonghyun.
    You did well. 💙💙💙💙💙
    (If you look in the description there is a link to a happy moments compilation. You should watch it because it might make you feel better to see him happy.)

    • @Andy-qt4zz
      @Andy-qt4zz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      *still crying anyway*

    • @ayushinegi4134
      @ayushinegi4134 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Hii
      My name is ayushi . Its been a one year but we really miss him becoze he has inspire lots of people even me toooo.....😢
      When i came to knew that jounghyun passed away i was shocked becoze the day he passed away that day was my birth day ..... whenever i saw his vedios or liston his songs i totally burst with tears i got emotional and i cant control my tears 😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭 i'm sorry i dont want to cry but i cant controll my tears 😭😭😭😭😭 I just wanna say YOU DID WELL JOUNGHYUN .... REST IN PARADISE💐💐💐💐💐

    • @vedac.9288
      @vedac.9288 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thanks so much for this video.♥ Smiles and tears......

    • @jasmin12693
      @jasmin12693 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I still crying. I miss him soo much. 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @anabombardi
      @anabombardi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you so much

  • @mellybooooo7
    @mellybooooo7 5 ปีที่แล้ว +345

    The world didn't deserve him. Thank you for remembering him, lovingly.

  • @sugasstrandofhair2026
    @sugasstrandofhair2026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +919

    To be honest, I was completely clueless as to who Jonghyun was before he died. A cousin of mine told me the news, so I decided to do a little research. I never imagined that the little bit of curiosity that led me to figure out who Jonghyun was would also be the curiosity that would lead me to eventually love him. Not as an idol, but as a person. Jonghyun's story, his life and just every aspect about him moved me and made me open my eyes to reality. The reality that all of the people we consider our idols are exactly that; people. They feel and they suffer. It makes me extremely sad knowing Jonghyun felt the way he did, even if I didn't know him while he was alive; even if the news hit me a little too late, it still hit me with the same strength as everyone else. So, all of this being said, even though Jonghyun isn't here now, we should focus on the happy moments. Yes, it's okay to cry and feel sad because it's human nature, but don't let those tears become the only thing ever seen in your face because, just like Jonghyun, everyone has someone that would like to see them smile. Everyone has somebody that loves them and would do anything to see them breathing and just hug them forever. Just like Jonghyun did...
    Edit: Just know I love you with all of my soul. You're not alone. There's always someone nearby. And if not, then I'm just a comment away.

    • @october1736
      @october1736 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Even me I didn't knew who Jonghyun was until I heard that he died but after hearing his story, after hearing how much he suffered it made me cry. The feeling of guilt of not being able to support,not being able to cheer him while he was alive, that feeling hit me hard I cried while watching this video.
      We will always love you
      *You did well Jonghyun*

    • @claudia-wv9rv
      @claudia-wv9rv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      OMG IT'S THE SAME THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME.
      I joined kpop on 17th December 3017 and only knew BTS, when I heard the news I made a research about him and fell in love with the person he was and still will be in our hearts.
      I eventually fell in depression

    • @0.0mviews98
      @0.0mviews98 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s a sweet message

    • @natural1453
      @natural1453 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Samee 😭😭😭😭

    • @valouMJcalifornia7
      @valouMJcalifornia7 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I totally feel the same and my pain grows up ... My tears are still rolling on my face 😢💔😭

  • @aleok2011
    @aleok2011 5 ปีที่แล้ว +981

    It's been a year, still can't believe he's gone. It hurts like it did 1 year ago, I really thought that I'd be fine when time passes by but I'm not. I miss him so much but I can't hear his voice without cry wish I could. Thank you for doing this, I'll always have Jjong in my heart.

    • @ntl5207
      @ntl5207 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same.....it hurts.....😭

    • @Sana-me4cz
      @Sana-me4cz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same. It’s been 2 years now 😭😭😭

    • @la9850
      @la9850 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Missing him forever

    • @yunahyun104
      @yunahyun104 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Soon it going to be 3 years and I still doesn't accept that he has gone 💔

  • @kingsnowman7461
    @kingsnowman7461 5 ปีที่แล้ว +446

    In memory of Jonghyun who took his own life on December 18, 2017. Although I'm still sad about it, I take some comfort in knowing that he made arrangements in his will for a small piece of himself to continue living inside each person who was to receive one of his vital organs he wished to donate at the time of his death. Such a generous act of altruism, gift of life, and love from someone whose undeniable pain and suffering led him to end his own life prematurely but was to ultimately benefit and save others. Jonghyun may have left his body behind, but his soul and spirit still live on, and will never die. R.I.P. 종현 1990-2017.

    • @summersun29_3
      @summersun29_3 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      What is that organ donation? Please explain

    • @kingsnowman7461
      @kingsnowman7461 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@summersun29_3 Jonghyun made provisions in his will to have his main organs i.e. heart, liver, kidneys, etc...removed and given to other people who needed them to stay alive. Just Google "organ donation" should you need to know more.

    • @summersun29_3
      @summersun29_3 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@kingsnowman7461 Thanks for the response, I had no idea

    • @summersun29_3
      @summersun29_3 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Danielle Elizabeth I also have talked to a friend about that and we both came to conclusion that because of the poisoning the organs could not be donated. I also support the request for any further information.

    • @kingsnowman7461
      @kingsnowman7461 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Danielle Elizabeth You have a point here but there were many posts on Twitter, TH-cam, Weibo, and Google that seemed to corroborate that some of his organs were donated at the time of his death and I haven't heard or read anything to the contrary to this day. Check them out. As this is a very private matter, only his family relatives, close friends, and the hospital where his body was taken would know for sure anyway.

  • @levilo5593
    @levilo5593 5 ปีที่แล้ว +204

    I remember how I was crying all night long on 18th of December. My eyes were swollen the next day. But now, even though I'm crying, I'm not sad. Maybe because I think it's better for him. He chose this path, so let's respect his decision. I'm sure he's happy now. I miss you💔

    • @cringeez1183
      @cringeez1183 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      But he's Gone..

    • @cringeez1183
      @cringeez1183 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Yo Yeah Im Sorry..

    • @cringeez1183
      @cringeez1183 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Yo :)

    • @jinchoengwoo9742
      @jinchoengwoo9742 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@cringeez1183 yes sadly he is...... 💔but we're all going to go .....aren't we....😿💔?

  • @Innerthoughtsofrhi
    @Innerthoughtsofrhi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +373

    "You are my word, my sentence, my entire language
    I may have other thoughts, I may dream other dreams
    But in the end, I’m only speaking of you
    Even if I endlessly count the stars and not try to dream
    There remains countless reasons
    Of why I think of you all night" -Shinee "Countless"

  • @samskibob2154
    @samskibob2154 5 ปีที่แล้ว +453

    I wasn't even a fan when he died but i feel such remorse to his family, i feel so bad because nobody should suffer like he did. Even tho everyday there are kpop idols who suffer from depression, all of them need a break, maybe instead of trending pictures of our favorite idols we should trend a #givesidolsabreak since they work their asses of every single day, and we've seen what pressure and depression did to this beautifull human, rest in peace soldier

    • @LiLiKOiOiOi
      @LiLiKOiOiOi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm sorry, but we need to make this hashtag you just presented into a trend. Can we spread the word? I know we can't control the industry, but we can at least spread the message and raise a voice. I don't want anymore suicides. I don't think any of us do. Can we spread the word?

    • @samskibob2154
      @samskibob2154 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@LiLiKOiOiOi we should spread the word

  • @marluni
    @marluni 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    the moon shined so bright into my room today.. it may be weird but i believe it's him watching over me and protecting me..

  • @ghostofmisao.
    @ghostofmisao. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    Bling Blingy Jonghyun, I hope that you have found your peace, as kpop fans of all fandoms will remember you. Your legacy has just begun, your light will continue to shine for years on end. Even though I'm trying not to tear up now, I remember all the best moments of you! I miss you 💞.

  • @bday3212
    @bday3212 5 ปีที่แล้ว +142

    Yes it's hard to think that it's the 1 year anniversary of Jonghyun's death, but I will always love this cute, funny, creative, smart, talented angel. No matter the events of what has happened he will forever be my SHINee bias, I will always love him dead or alive. He will always be our bright Angel, he will always be our source of happiness, our sunshine, our Jonghyun.
    #RestInPeace_Jonghyun👼
    💞🖤🖤💜💗💗❤️💙💙💖💚♥️❣️💓💓❣️♥️💖💞🖤♥️❣️💝❤️❤️💙❤️💙❤️❤️

  • @bittersweettears3354
    @bittersweettears3354 5 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    Dear,Jonghyun, As you can tell I'm asexual. But you are actually the only one that made my heart flutter. I didn't think it was possible to fall in love with someone who is literally on the other side of the world. I miss you. Alot. And I'm sure all the shawols and your members miss you alot too. I just really wish you could have one more. All I ask is one last concert. That's my Christmas wish. I just really wish you'd come back. I love Shinee,I love Key,I love Onew,I love Taemin,I love Minho,I love Jonghyun. Shinee is a 5 member -group- family and forever will be. I really just want all of this to replay. I hope you're happy up there in heaven. Love you
    (Btw English is not my first language obviously. So dont mind if there's something wrong about the text)

  • @kasrahere
    @kasrahere 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I wanna be honest with everyone here. I heard about him 3 months after he died. I was thinking like who is he that everyone is talking about him. I didn't know much about kpop back then I only knew that it exsisted. After hearing jonghyun I searched about him. I found beautiful live performances and I just LOVED him. after 1 month I was totally into him and I was keep crying.I was so mad at myself that I didn't know him before but I was kinda grateful cuz if I knew him before it would be way worse for me to handle his abscence. I loved SHINee they became my very first kpop group. I learned everyting about them. Before becoming a shawol I was a directioner for years so I know a lot about fangirling and I really like it cuz you have a lot of people with you like a family. Shawol is an amazing family. Everyone is so understanding. They always got each others back, they support each other and listen to each other. Nothing different than a family. I love being in this community. Whatever, before knowing jonghyun I had hard times at school and wasn't with my family and a lot of drama happened btw my friends so I was depressive. After 2 months hearing about jonghyun, I was literally diagnosed with depression and I took medication. At the beginning nothing happened but after 4 months I started to enjoy life and I stopped listening to sad songs from Jonghyun but I prefered listening the amusing songs and I loved singing with him, I was literally a fangirl and I ignored the fact that he was gone. I finished my treatment 2 months ago and since then everything is going bad. I'm under a lot of stress at uni with the lectures and everything. So I feel like depression never left me but just I thought I was healed. So these days I'm so down and I literally don't want to continue living. It feels like everything is vain. Ah, also I just learned that I have anxiety too. I don't know what to do with myself. I didn't write it to get a feedback or something tho I'm handeling it somehow. No need to worry.
    I love Jonghyun and I adore his personality, he is such a sweetheart. We lost him just because of a disease that could be treated. That drives me crazy that he could heal and he didn't have to leave. But we live what we are destined to live, and the destiny also depends on our hard work.
    You beautiful Jonghyun, you worked so much, you deserved all the love you received. I hope and pray that you'll be okay. I believe that spring will come to you again. Don't worry.

    • @justterez5303
      @justterez5303 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Even though you wrote you didn't write it for feedback, I still can't help but worry about you, please, stay strong, if you want to talk, I'm here 💔

    • @kasrahere
      @kasrahere 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Just Terez ahh you're so sweet thank you, I'll be fine. You take care of yourself too ❤️

    • @justterez5303
      @justterez5303 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@kasrahere Thank you for the reply! It's really hard but I try, I honestly love Shawols so much, we should all support each other ❤️ Take care of yourself, mental health is the most important thing and we have to protect it at all cost, I feel the same way as you, I know life can be horrible sometimes but as our precious Jonghyun said: "Smile and don't worry, everything bad will pass by and you'll be happy again" ❤️

    • @dmiserv2093
      @dmiserv2093 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I heard about him just 3wk ago because of the youtube recommend. Honestly I don’t know about Asian boy bands So sad a beautiful soul suffered for long for love and peace 😔 he’s no more but his history still alive 🌼sure he’s now peacefully rest in heaven 🕊

  • @moonii4593
    @moonii4593 5 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    ... I hope your living well Jonghyun hyung we shawols will love you till we die

    • @syedabakhtawer1305
      @syedabakhtawer1305 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@cringeez1183 living and surviving aren't same. He isn't surviving anymore, he is living now.

  • @melinabilotti8542
    @melinabilotti8542 5 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    I just cried too much, even if I wasn't a fan of him or his group I can't imagine how he would felt to take a decision like that. I really hope he is fine now like the angel he always has been 🌷❤

  • @anushasan9452
    @anushasan9452 5 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    He was such a pure and beautiful human being. He was so precious..
    You did well Jonghyun. You did very well. Rest in peace 💜💜

  • @francescaergina
    @francescaergina 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    He came so far. He did so well. He put smiles on many people's faces. Now he's at peace protecting each and every single one of us from above. He's where he belongs. Where all angels rest. Thank you jonghyun. For everything.

  • @jaydaragbar
    @jaydaragbar 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    He was still giving and helping others even after he passed away.....I'll never forget how much he blessed my life...I really wish he was still in this world...rest in heavenly peace jonghyun...you are still a shinning star..before and after😢😢😢❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😇😇💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💓💓💓💓❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢❤❤😢😢❤💟💟❣💌💌💌💌💌💞💝💝💞😔💜💜💕💕💜💜💜💜

  • @gyuvie3071
    @gyuvie3071 5 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    you did well
    res in peace jonghyun
    you will always be remembered for the great person you are
    i hope you’re happy up there
    i’ll join you someday
    and we can be guardian angels for everyone
    together
    ♥︎

  • @andrea4168
    @andrea4168 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    종현 오빠.. 잘했어요 ❤️
    You did well.
    I remember this day last year so clearly. I remember how happy I was that I skipped my last class. I took a walk before I could come home. I was humming songs with a smile. I came home, sat on my bed and opened my instagram. The first thing I saw was that he passed away. I cried that day so much, and I'm crying again today for the same reason. I never met him, but the thought of him not being on this world with us makes me miss him so much. Before I even knew about SHINEE I knew Jonghyun. Watching him fooling around, smiling and laughing made me laugh in tears. He was an amazing man with heart so big and pure. I wish he didn't leave us, but I'm happy if he's at peace now. I'm grateful for all the good things he did, for all the songs he left us and all the smiles he shared with us. I'm sorry for what he was struggling with within himself, but I feel better knowing that he's not suffering anymore. Jonghyun, we love you, and thank you for everything. ❤️

  • @evelynreed1125
    @evelynreed1125 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    1 year
    12 months
    365 days
    8,760 hours
    525,600 minutes
    31,536,000 seconds
    without you

  • @thierry999
    @thierry999 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    i can't believe that it's really been a year. shinee was my introduction to kpop. i fell in love with their lucifer music video in 2013. i closely followed their progress as a group until early 2017. my life got busy; i was graduating high school and starting college in an unfamiliar town in the fall. even though i stopped listening to kpop as a whole, i still listened to jonghyun's "story op. 1" relatively often. my favorite song off that album is "no. 4 diphylleia grayi". on december 18th, 2017, i was sitting in my living room at home playing a video game. my phone lit up with the notification from a high school friend of mine. i was expecting the message to say something like "let's hang out while we're both in town!". nothing would've prepared for what the message said. it was a screenshot of a news article saying that jonghyun was dead. i remember thinking "it can't be shinee's kim jonghyun. there has to be some other korean celebrity with the same name.." after some searching i had to face the truth. that it was shinee's kim jonghyun. someone whose music got me through one of the darkest times of my life. for the first couple days, it didn't really hit me. it wasn't until after a few weeks when i really fully processed that he wasn't coming back. i was absolutely distraught. even now, i still get overwhelmed when i think about what happened. i felt what jonghyun expressed in his last letter. i too felt that i wasn't good enough. that i would never be satisfied with anything that i ever did. but that's how mental illness works. it takes hold of us, and crushes us until we can't think about anything other than what it tells us. that we aren't good enough. but we have to realize that this isn't the truth. we are good enough, but we should always strive to better ourselves. i want jjong to know that he did well. he did exceptionally well, and he should be proud of the legacy that he left behind.

  • @wooyoungsblub9340
    @wooyoungsblub9340 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    *May 25th 2008*
    I remember that day so clearly. Not only was it the day 5hinee debuted, it was the day I first got into K-pop and discovered my first ever bias: Kim Jonghyun. The first time I heard his voice, I knew that he would hold a special place in my heart that NO ONE could ever replace.
    *December 18th 2017*
    The day everything went wrong. I remember coming home after a bad day and all I wanted to do was sleep. I never expected my day to you even worse. I felt useless. I felt that, as a hardcore Shawol, I didn't do enough. It hurt like hell.
    *December 18th 2018*
    *It hurts just as much*

    • @rdaisyd4678
      @rdaisyd4678 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kihyun's Blub We are with you. Well stay strong for you, if you cannot be strong for yourself. If you ever need to message anyone my Instagram is @ hisshiss.bitch

  • @subub4928
    @subub4928 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I wish I'd known him sooner. I hat knowing that the only laugh i can heat and smile i can see are from the past. But I still love him so much, it hurts. Its empty. He knows we love him, and doesnt want us sad. So, Jonghyun, I'll smile because of you, for you. My sweet angel.

  • @sukanya5764
    @sukanya5764 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Today is my first major orchestral performance...and I'm happy because I can dedicate it to him. He loved music, so it seems like a fitting tribute.
    RIP jonghyun...

    • @Taytortot
      @Taytortot  5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for dedicating your performance to him and it is a nice tribute cause music was such a passion of his.

    • @sukanya5764
      @sukanya5764 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Taytortot Thanks a lot sis :)
      I'll do my best!

    • @musicmakesone4846
      @musicmakesone4846 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sukanya5764 Good luck

    • @sukanya5764
      @sukanya5764 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thanks to all those who wished me luck! It was a fabulous performance and we really outdid ourselves

    • @rdaisyd4678
      @rdaisyd4678 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      SilentAutumnHues _09 Thank you so much and well done. He will be happy.

  • @daniisnotok
    @daniisnotok 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Oh Angel
    We miss you soo much
    Sometimes I still feel like we could have done something to help
    Now all we can do is remember you, and honor you.
    Angel never forget that you will always be remembered, and you will stay in our hearts.
    You have suffered, and you did well.
    Every time i will think of you i will smile, because I will remember you, and what you have done. I will be sad, but I will smile, because that is what you would have wanted.
    Everytime I look into the night sky, I can't help but imagine that you are the brightest star in the sky.
    You did well Jonghyun.
    And it pains me to say, but I really hope you have found peace and that you are happy.

  • @hannap8052
    @hannap8052 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Guys, If any of you deal with suicidal thoughts please tell someone about it. You don't have to be in this alone, people love and care about you even if you may not see it. Please reach out if you're struggling, it will get better eventually

    • @neoma2828
      @neoma2828 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hania P. I do. Don't tell it will get better, I'm dealing whit this for three years.

    • @Taytortot
      @Taytortot  5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@neoma2828 It does get better. Trust me I suffered from depression and suicidal thoughts for 6 years. In the matter of 3 years I lost 5 members of my family to cancer, lost my childhood dog, I was bullied at school, and I hated myself SO MUCH. It does get better but it does take time and sometimes that time can be weeks, months, or even years. But it does and it will get better. Trust me because I am finally beginning to be happy again starting this year. Everything will be okay- it just takes time. 💕

    • @hannap8052
      @hannap8052 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@neoma2828 I'm sorry, I too struggle with depression, 5-6 years now. It's not better for me YET, but I will in the end, for you it will get better too, we just have to survive. There's always hope, and we have to stay alive no matter what. Please talk to someone about it, I'm taking antidepressants and still struggling but medication helps me keep the worst thoughts away.

  • @noone8474
    @noone8474 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    When lights fade away I'll see you again my friend..

  • @prilee3911
    @prilee3911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    It's been an year already ,
    Don't you think time is passing fastly,
    Guys, in the memory of him i've wrote a poem"celebrities and depression". If you want you can check it out. I just don't want something like this to happen again , let's do this guys

  • @dprsky
    @dprsky 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I miss him a lot... I hope wherever he is, he is at peace now, and that if possible, he feels all the love we still have for him. He did a lot of great things while on earth, so I'm sure he'll have a great afterlife as well.

  • @sarauscka8136
    @sarauscka8136 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Im sad but i will smile for him today ♥️ we love you jonghyun

  • @shivikishimoto2206
    @shivikishimoto2206 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Its 2020 and im still crying about this

  • @domingotumax9573
    @domingotumax9573 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Before I got into kpop, my cousin had talked about Jonghyun passing away. On this day exactly she had been crying. I asked what was wrong and she answered with Jonghyun passing away. I didn’t take it seriously since I wasn’t a big fan of kpop. Not long go, I got into Kpop. Shinee being one of the groups I stan. Jonghyun becoming my bias. I then found out and I was shocked, I finally understood why she was sad. I may have not been in kpop for long but I am still sad. I hope every Jonghyun stan or Shinee stan can keep on going. That is what Jonghyun would of wanted. We will always remember our Angel!!💖💖😭 OT5 forever!!

  • @ingridsilveira9965
    @ingridsilveira9965 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Even though I think I will never stop missing him, I will always remember Jonghyun with a smile and not with tears, because he was such a bright person and the happiness he made and still makes me feel is bigger that all the pain and sadness that I felt. He was an amazing human being and I think he deserves to be remembered with smiles, 'cause he was always an angel. I love you, Jonghyun and even if you did not think it, you did wonderfully well.

  • @rubee_7499
    @rubee_7499 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    *Jonghyun is now a really beautiful star that's looking upon us... we miss you Jonghyun 😭💔*

  • @vedac.9288
    @vedac.9288 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I still miss him so. I can't believe that it's been a year already. Still so hard to believe that Jonghyun is not here. He will always be with us in our hearts and minds, but.......oh how I miss him. There is a hole that can never be filled. Our fond memories must sustain us. Always a SHAWOL. Saranghae Jonghyun.♡ You always did well. Saranghae SHINEE. You continue to do well.♥ Love, Love. Thanks for this video.

  • @softiejungkookiexobts6462
    @softiejungkookiexobts6462 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Shinee will always be *5* members PERIOD

  • @flippertwentyeight
    @flippertwentyeight 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I laughed....I cried....beautiful video. I came into K-pop thanks to my daughter showing me Knowing Brothers with Infinite then she hit me with ring ding dong. That was almost a year ago. During this past year I have totally fell into the abyss known as SHINee and my only regret is I didn't fall sooner. The beauty of music is you don't have to understand to feel it. Jonghyun and the rest of SHINee put so much emotion into any project.....whether solo or together.....you can't help but to love them. And don't even get me started on Shawols lol. This fandom is amazing and I am so happy to have SHINee in my life 💙💎💙💎

  • @maddipuentes6528
    @maddipuentes6528 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I miss him so much... u did well jonghyun ❤

  • @user-kv4yf1ub2w
    @user-kv4yf1ub2w 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    ....нееее заменить тебя ни кем!)) Ты останешься в НАШИХ сердцах!!!
    Вечная память нашему ангелу!!!🙏✴️🙏✴️🙏

  • @lil-jp2wu
    @lil-jp2wu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You did well. Your legacy will always live on. You’re still shining, I promise you did well. We love you, keep being the brightest star in the sky for us

  • @theafterparty2264
    @theafterparty2264 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    It’s genuinely hard to believe it’s been a year since such a terrible day. It’s hard to come to terms with someone who was so good having such a terrible fate. I hope he’s happier now then he was when he passed one year ago today. For everyone else please take care of yourself well on such a hard anniversary. You did well jonghyun

  • @balabubblegut7998
    @balabubblegut7998 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Awww, I miss him a lot! I hope he's happy and that he's at peace 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔

  • @audreyy.graceee
    @audreyy.graceee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    He deserved the world, I can only hope he is happy now and no longer suffering. I miss him dearly, he brought such a light in my life and the way he put his fans and loved ones first was so Jonghyun, just how caring and bighearted he is. We will always be with you Jjong ❤️

  • @aliiirxsa4235
    @aliiirxsa4235 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Okay so,
    When he passed away I was pretty new to Kpop so I didn't really know who he was.. But I knew Shinee in general.
    And I still know what I did when I saw the news that day.. I was sitting in my bed and just scrolling threw yt... But even when I didn't know who he really was I was still crying.
    And now.. When I now who he is, what a wonderful person he is, i'm crying again and it just hurts.
    You did well Jonghyun ❤

  • @thepresidentofnamjoonsleft9394
    @thepresidentofnamjoonsleft9394 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Here I am 2 years later , still crying over this 😭

  • @ditzyblues
    @ditzyblues 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i like to remember something someone said “shinee has 5 members, 4 people and 1 angel”

  • @taebyungjams26
    @taebyungjams26 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I hope his happy miss him everyday💔

  • @ashleyfrederickforrester7468
    @ashleyfrederickforrester7468 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Beautiful memories of JongHyun.

  • @myliaburkhalter2496
    @myliaburkhalter2496 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I have cried everyday for a year, wow.... Jjong I wish that it hadn't been you, it should've been me. I wish it had been me. It should've been me so you could still be here, I Love you, I miss you like you would not believe, You Did So Well. I Hope to see you in Heaven one day.

    • @Taytortot
      @Taytortot  5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No it shouldn't of been you! It shouldn't of been anyone at all...but sadly it happened. You belong here as much as everyone else and so does he. You will see him in Heaven one day but it won't be for a while because you need to stay here longer. I hope you are okay and just know that he is looking over everyone because he loves us. Please smile even if its a fake smile because he needs to see that you are okay.

  • @justanotherfangirl6360
    @justanotherfangirl6360 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The only thing I regret is not telling you how amazing and strong you are❤️

  • @kworld4327
    @kworld4327 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My heart still hurts from finding out back In 2017 yet My Best Friend pass away in 2016 but I wonder they bump into each up in heaven, I know both are smiling down at me when I look up.💜💜💜

  • @mari_qveeni
    @mari_qveeni 5 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I'm too emotional to go to sleep now! My pillow's soaked from all the tears 😭
    Edit: I still love you even though you're so cruel 😊🖤 Loll 😂

    • @Taytortot
      @Taytortot  5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Aww sorry
      still love you too lol

  • @user-yp1ob8vp7p
    @user-yp1ob8vp7p 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    영원히 잊지못할 아픈
    그 이름
    김종현~
    보고싶다♥

  • @j..k2567
    @j..k2567 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    When people come in our lives they will stay in our heart but not in our lives but we have to learn how to let go, wipe away all of our tears and think about the good memories that person gave us and smile. We will always love you, KIM JONGHYUN and REST IN PEACE.

  • @carib9181
    @carib9181 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'm literally balling. I'm not a huge shinee stan but I know about jonghyun and I can't even imagine what everyone in this fandom is going through right now. You all, shinee, and jonghyun are in my thoughts today 💕💕💕💕

  • @remmalix8377
    @remmalix8377 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i miss him so much every single day, i wish he would’ve rethought his choice yk. but he’s in a better place and he’ll always be in our hearts.

  • @kira5781
    @kira5781 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I got into Kpop in March of 2018, but I was not aware of this until late September of that same year. I had heard of a Kpop idol that took his own life from a friend, but I did not get into it considering I was still new and only stanned one group at the time. When I was on TH-cam I was watching a Kpop reaction video that was published the day of. I was not aware so I looked into it and was shooked. The first video I watched was of his funeral and then of what his letter said, and in the past 15 minutes, I cried so much. I did not think it was possible to cry over someone I never meet. I never stanned shinEE, but I cried so much. To this day, when ever I see a video related to him I ball my eyes out. We will always love you Jonghyun. We will keep you in in our thoughts and in our hearts. You may not be with us physically, but you are with us in our hearts. ShinEE will always be five. Not four, five. I hope you're living your best life.

  • @mariavenegasa3109
    @mariavenegasa3109 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Fuiste tan especial tu voz ,todo tu corazón te adorare por siempre 🌼

  • @taehyungkim4267
    @taehyungkim4267 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I usually don't watch video's of him anymore not because i don't but because it hurts me so much. I have been a kpop lover for 7 years and SHINEE was one of the groups that got me into kpop toughter with bigbang and a year later bts. I love jonghyun so much his laugh his smile his dorkness his beautiful voive
    ( R.I.P JONGHYUN YOU DID WELL 💜😫😭 )

  • @rosie975
    @rosie975 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My heart hurts I can't believe he's gone he truly made life happier for everyone. What an amazing cute sweet and talented gem we lost to mental health. In memory of Jonghyun anyone who is suffering with the same issues please you are worth it you are beautiful you can do it ❤

  • @kokomispetfishh
    @kokomispetfishh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    He's the cutest thing ever

  • @jennilynrentoria5364
    @jennilynrentoria5364 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    truly miss this amazing man..
    thr song really suits him well

  • @user-fl3bm1fj8c
    @user-fl3bm1fj8c ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Он отменял свои концерты ,ради того чтобы приехать поддержать своих друзей,жертвовал собой ради других ,а когда требовалась ему помощь никто не помог😢😢😢😢ты навсегда с нами ❤

  • @jebalifyouplz
    @jebalifyouplz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I've been so emotionless these past two days... This video was so perfect. I finally was able to cry, while smiling though. I miss you Jjong. But I remember and feel all the light you gave us. Thank you for this video.

  • @5hineeworld726
    @5hineeworld726 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    *You did well Jonghyun ♥️♥️♥️*

  • @libertyyll
    @libertyyll 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i wish that he could’ve fulfilled his big dream of starting a family. miss and love you forever, jonghyun ):

  • @gst-1015
    @gst-1015 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You will be forever in our hearts JongHyun and may you rest in peace and its been a year already of your death and i would like to say a very thank you to you for giving us music songs and your beautiful voice!!! Thank you very much

  • @sophiavastra74389
    @sophiavastra74389 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is the way how I’m spending my Christmas in 2019. Instead of hanging up an angel on the Christmas tree, I’ve clicked on this video again, seeing the truest *angel* this world could ever have.

  • @Tehya20_
    @Tehya20_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just became a shawol a few days ago, and jonghyun was the first to get me into the other members to, after learning a lot more about him, I started to love him as person and not an idol, what he endured honestly breaks my heart. No one should suffer what he went thru and he deserved everything in the world and more. I miss him so much, but heaven is lucky to have him. I will always remember that precious and bright smile of his, his goofy personality, and for who he was as a person. R.I.P my angel, we'll see you soon again someday😭❤️️🥺️
    I hope he's doing well, wherever he is, i'm just happy that he's not in pain anymore...I will always stan shinee from now on, His soul will live on and never be forgotten. I understand what he went thru because I myself endured the same pain as he did. He was loved by so many people and we'll always remember him for who he was. He brought smiles to millions of people...I wish I was a shawol back then, may be I could've said something to encourage him to stay, or may be if I was there as a shawol back then I would've, said how much I appreciate him. He was gone too soon, and I think no matter what, the pain will always remain with me, and I know that he wouldn't want me crying, but now that I'm a shawol, it's more harder than ever. He's resting in paradise, I hope he's happy and doing better :(, I love you so much, my angel. I know you're looking down on me and us shawols while we grieve over your loss, but no matter what, we'll always love you, because you're our angel and always will be.
    I miss you sooooooooooooooooooo much, angel :(

  • @mirandapriest4934
    @mirandapriest4934 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can’t believe he is gone. When I heard about it last years I was at school. I just remember crying hoping it was a nightmare hoping I would wake up and be relieved. I miss this angel😍😭

  • @SHADEdonatesGOODvibes
    @SHADEdonatesGOODvibes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why do people dislike this? It is a TRIBUTE to Jonghyun! WHY! He was a star and this is highlighting that. He is a beautiful human and a bright angel. He is the reason people smile. I cry about him in a good way! He deserves love and I only watched this video 5 times because I was paralysed from crying. He needs love and honestly so does the creator for having the guts to post this. I wish you all the best and keep shining.

  • @kariskim7574
    @kariskim7574 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    one year ago i would cry uncontrollably watching videos of jonghyun. now, i can’t help but smile seeing how happy he made others and how much of an impact he had. to the man whose hand was reached out to me when i was in my darkest place, thank you a million times. 사랑하고 많이 보고싶다. 수고했어요💛

  • @kenziehutchison4213
    @kenziehutchison4213 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I never listened to Shinee that much maybe a few songs but when I found jonghyun has passed its hurt me so much. It affected me more than anything. And I can’t go without crying when I see him, it breaks me when I remember the way he died that he did it to him and I wish he never had to go through that. When he smiles It’s like the whole world just stops spinning. He was so bright, and kind, and his voice was so beautiful. But I hope he’s doing well we all miss him so much more than anything🥺🤍forever with us maybe not physically but mentally and in our hearts RIP -1990-2017- fly high angel

  • @Tini0072712
    @Tini0072712 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Thank you for this lovely video ❤️🌹❤️ he is still alive in our hearts ❤️🌹❤️ he will stay in my Heart for the Rest of my life ❤️🌹❤️

  • @mimir.7898
    @mimir.7898 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I would just like to thank you so much
    SHINee is my ultimate group
    And I’ve been with them for years
    So his passing was extremely hard on me
    And yesterday was a very emotional day for me
    And I just want to say thank you for making me smile and cry with this beautiful tribute
    Thank you so much
    My little angel now shines brightly in the sky 💛🌻🧸

  • @taeadelaney704
    @taeadelaney704 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    A pure angel sent down from the heavens, too make our world a better place, he made people laugh, smile and cry.
    He was the full package
    Forever living in our...
    hearts
    Mind
    And soul
    God bless you Jonghyun
    💜
    ~Love every fan

  • @sanasshyshyshystantwice4084
    @sanasshyshyshystantwice4084 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Look how much he hid under his beautiful smile💔. He was so inspiring and I love him so much. I still feel such strong pain, as if it happened yesterday. You did so much, I miss you, I really do💔😪😥
    I was so close to meeting you, but when I heard the news, I couldn’t move, I was stuck. I stayed in my room 24/7, and, I too, also wanted to leave the world. But I didn’t, because you would have wanted me to stay.💔😭
    I don’t want to except the fact that you gone, I just don’t want too! Your so amazing and I love you. I went to SHINEe’s first concert without you and it hurt.💔
    I love you Jonghyun! Soon, soon, I’ll be there.
    All the pain you suffered💔.
    R.I.P❤️💔 You did well, you did amazing! I appreciate you.
    Almost two years without you😥😪💔 Shinee will forever be a 5member group. Although I cry, I am not as sad as I may seem, since I have soon realized that you probably are doing better, and not suffering. Please take care of him up there💓
    Dec. 18,2017, Jonghyun took away his own life. Forever will be a Shinee member, an in many of people’s heart, you did well Jonghyun, You did well💕🔷
    I love you my shining star🌠❤️ And I wish the best for you, my love💞 1990-2017❤️🌟

  • @raenydayy
    @raenydayy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    1 year without you still hurts, Jonghyun.
    I love you.
    I always will.
    You did so well.
    You make me so happy.
    Thank you.

  • @universe2687
    @universe2687 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    You did well and will always

  • @minswag4431
    @minswag4431 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    _Yo...realmente no creo en algún cielo, pero si lo hay...Jonghyun definitivamente está ahí. Con todo mi corazón, lo amaré hasta que mi memoria deje de existir_

  • @katiesrw
    @katiesrw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Jonghyun you will always be remembered. I miss you so much. I cry about everyday thinking about you and how you couldn’t stay. It hurts so much. You did very well and we all miss you dearly. If only you did last forever 💜💔

  • @afypingpong2759
    @afypingpong2759 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This day last year was really unexpected I love you Oppa and miss you it's really painful to forget this but we will remember the true talent and loving guy you were💞💞💞💞💞

  • @lauanysoares8648
    @lauanysoares8648 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Ti amo muito fique com deus meu anjinho 😇 saudade 😭 de vc da sua musica do seu sorriso da sua voz amo muito vc 😍

  • @paupau0710
    @paupau0710 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I didn't cry in all day, I literallt had a huge smile throughout the whole day but now... Now I am literally an ocean of tears... Omg. I miss him so much. Thanks for the video, I think I needed to let this out.

  • @hyeonji071
    @hyeonji071 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    너를 알았고 너의 목소리로 위로받았던
    내 인생의 가장 빛났던 그 순간들.
    내 인생의 빛이 되어준 종현아
    보고싶다.

  • @user-hz6sp4sg5c
    @user-hz6sp4sg5c 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Oh... It's really the whole year. A day longer than a year. A year longer than a century... That's so pity that he needed help but nobody mentioned it. It was so difficult for him! Shit, I really want to return that time and tell him that everything would be OK. HE IS NOT ALONE... NOW AND FOREVER...

  • @milala6891
    @milala6891 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you for making this video to celebrate his life. He stays in our hearts forever

  • @arisa575
    @arisa575 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    everytime when i have a hard time i came here.
    i remember how strong he is.
    he gives me so much strength, i miss him so much.

  • @plaguedcorpse6460
    @plaguedcorpse6460 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I like to pretend that when my parents leave for work, Jjong is sitting on the couch keeping an eye on me to make sure I dont do anything stupid. I know he would want me to be strong, thank you Jonghyun for watching over me and keeping me safe. We love you Angel💞

  • @acoolname6523
    @acoolname6523 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The day we lost our beautiful angel, I was so heart broken. I try to smile for him. For him to know that he didn't do anything wrong. Before I wished for everything to get better for him. For our lovely Jonghyun to be happy. For him to be able to get through the dark times of life. But now, I hope he can be free from the dark place he was in. I'm struggling with depression as well. For me Everything feels so heavy all the time. A hole in your heart that you have no idea how to fill it. I'm just hoping that Jonghyun can fly away from the pain. Our Angel deserves to be free now. Let him rest. Remember the happy moments. The funny moments. Those can show us that if he can smile, than we should too. I hope everyone can get through the dark times in their own lives. I'll be praying for everyone. Send a lot of love to Jonghyun, his members, friends, and family. And I'll be here if anyone just needs somebody. Merry Christmas and I hope you all are well.
    *Edit:*
    I apologize for being late on this there was a lot going on all week.

  • @chaerriya
    @chaerriya 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i think this is a wound that will never heal. it will always hurt, but i just have to learn to live with it. i miss you jjongie ♡

  • @sonnyyyyyyyyyyy
    @sonnyyyyyyyyyyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i didn’t really know anything about him before he died but ever since then it tears me apart to think about it. no one deserves to feel the way he did, he was so loved and i know that others as well as me will miss him forever

  • @mypet1856
    @mypet1856 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am tring to smile with tears😢😢😢

  • @mariah9644
    @mariah9644 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i been with them since debut as a young child they had a huge impact in my life i was in school when this had happened taking finals i was crying so hard their music really meant alot
    He did amazing an amazing talented lovable human being taken from us its been a year and i cant get over it I love you Jonghyun you are shinin bright with the moon and stars now 💞

  • @marialejandrat.9122
    @marialejandrat.9122 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    we don't know if we will be as happy as we are today, tomorrow but we must hope that tomorrow will be a positive day.
    thanks for making an amazing impact on the life you've lived... Jonghyun we love you

  • @divinemutombo4330
    @divinemutombo4330 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    He was and is a beautiful soul and will forever be missed. Rest easy Angel ❤

  • @ifyouseektracey9167
    @ifyouseektracey9167 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This was really nice. Jonghyun was literally the purest person I've ever come across. Pure in his words, in his thoughts and just his being when no one was watching. Almost childlike but also wise beyond his years. His desire to grow as a person and to try and understand others as well as himself is so admirable.
    Jonghyun really is a once in a lifetime type of human being. Imperfectly perfect❤

  • @shelbyyeah4066
    @shelbyyeah4066 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh jonghyun the world did deserve you. Such a pure guy. Nobody understood you but your fans did. Thank you for pushing me through my hard times. I wish we could all get a replay but I would with that on you. I love and miss you jonghyun♡

  • @pardonkookie
    @pardonkookie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I still can’t rap my head around the idea that Jonghyun isn’t here anymore. Sometimes I feel like it’s just a bad dream that will be over soon but really it’s reality. It’s been a year since he’s passed and I still don’t believe he’s gone, I just don’t want to believe it, I just want to say that it’s a joke and that he is still here with us. I really miss him a lot. And every time when it’s my birthday, I think about Jonghyun (I share the same birthday as him) and I become sad and gloomy. He made me so happy. He made my life so much better. He made me laugh when I was sad but now there isn’t anyone who could do that. No one can make me as happy as he did. Kim Jonghyun, I hope your doing well up there. Please look after us from up there. I hope your smiling and aren’t suffering like you once did. Please know that we are still hurt by this but we all hope your doing well up there. Thank your for everything you’ve done for us Jonghyun. We will always love you and NEVER forget you. You did well, Kim Jonghyun.