lyrics -------- fuck my life fuck my health you don't care so i'll go fuck myself fuck this job fuck this car every song that i write just coexists with a scar and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth -ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through cause i'm a fucking wreck oh what the heck why do i even try i lie in the grass high off my ass & watch the clouds just pass on by if life has a purpose i am nervous to unravel what is mine i'll trip & i'll travel down the rabbit hole & ditch my bags inside
This is so inspiring... I'm so upset I just found you. But I'm at the lowest point in my life so far and this song speaks to my soul and this song lead to a full day of listening to all of your songs and you sir are so prolific. I hope you are next up. I've been an independent artist for 5 years now and I feel I've finally found my final inspiration to really experiment and find MY sound for myself. Thank you.
This may not mean anything to you now , but you will work your way through this moment - and you will be okay. I’ve been at points throughout this year consistently where despite not having much of a support system I got myself out of bed and for not much of a reason besides I felt it was time. When you are ready to get back up - you’ll know. The only way out is through - I believe you’ll find your way out. I had a listen to the song you posted a year ago - YOU got flow man :,) Work on delivery - experiment with mixing and find a way to make those vocals pop. You can be someone great someday - it starts with you believing that’s possible. Then you find a way to back up that belief. Make it work man , make it work. Much love.
This place I have in TH-cams hidden beautiful side is hard not to want to share it with everyone I can but at the same time makes me want to be selfish n keep this little safe place for ourselves because us so rare to have somthing like this...
I wanna meet him someday and make music w him. It's been my dream to be this sort underground music god sorta thing idk idk. Just this imagination but yea. That's the goal lmaoo. See you soon guardin haha
I met him at the lund concert I went to and wasn’t expecting to meet him so I wasn’t prepared and ended up just being super awkward and weird lmfao still upset I didn’t have the balls to actually have a conversation with him 💀
Whenever you release music, it always makes my week so much better. No matter how badly my week has gone, your music helps me get through it. Thank you, and have an amazing day!
i love this new vibe. acoustic mixed with some absolutely immaculate beats. you got this. life is a weird thing that we didnt ask for. but we can control how we live it. enjoy the sunsets, enjoy the sounds of birds, enjoy the life. youre my favorite artist, and have been since before i think youre really cool. youre amazing dawggeh
I've been writing music for awhile and I really get "every song that I write coexist with a scar". You're one of the only artist I fully relate to, and one of the only artist where I'm actually left impressed.
And just like that I now have a new favorite song by you. I’ve been waiting for new uke stuff from you for so long. Thank you so much for this masterpiece 🥺🥺🥺
Ill be waiting the entire time! Im so excited to see you in atlanta on the 28th! I can never thank you enough for all of the amazing music youve put out. i wouldnt have lived this long without you.
Guardin I know you may never see this but for the chance I'm leaving this here.. You changed my life I saw your music and when I listened to it it always was just a way to cope I ended last year being in the top .5% of listened to you and I really hope you make it big but if you don't at least you tried.. I love you dude..
This one really reminds me of when u first started out trafalgar, plastic, pyramids ect ... really good reminder of ur old songs this ones going in my Playlist for sure
Dude, thanks for your music. It really cheers you up to hear someone describing same feelings as you have. You understand you're not alone and other people keep living so you can too. Thank you, Nick
Yo, this is awesome. Started listening to you back when I was a little homeless punk. I'm beyond blown away by how much you've grown as an artist. Thanks for unwittingly helping me through the toughest time of my life, and know your music does help people.
So glad I found your music 3 years ago. this song is lyrical perfection. Haven’t heard a song in forever that crossed the boundary between linguistics and raw emotion like this.
I've been listening to your music for years now and you never cease to amaze me. Your words are beautiful and real. Nothing has impacted me as hard as your music 🖤
I've been listening since demons in my orbit and now everything I listen from you just means so much more then it did back then because losing someone like this is just mind altering
I've been listening for a long time my friend riley showed you to me when you had less than 10k subscribers I think I'm super drunk so I cant remember but you're a legend and will always be a pure legend in the eyes of me and a lot of people I know that don't go straight for mainstream music, you're very loved in my circle of people :).
lyrics
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fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind
i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide
if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through
cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside
First comment gang! 🎶🎶🎶
Beautiful homie keep up the amazing work
:))
hope your doing okay guardin love you ‼️
🔥🔥🔥🔥🙋🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
After listening to you for years now I've realized you are truly a lyrical genius. And not only that everything flows so well every single part of it.
Exactly my thoughts, his lyricism is unparalleled.
fr man, his lyrics make me cry
Why'd it take you this long though??
@@jakobl2127 it didnt?
@EgGmAn then why did you say "now I realised " .... that means it took you some time....
I hope to personally meet you one day guardin. You're the fucking best.
lucy in the sky going 65 is amazing omg ily ily ily
this song saved my life tonight
hope you’re still around homie❤
"If life has a purpose, I am nervous, to unravel, what is mine" just wow ❄🌟
Guardin is a genius when it comes to song writing.
Can't wait to hear this one man, ending a bad week on a good note, gonna be listening on repeat all weekend!
Literally how it felt listening to this banger after such a shitty week!
hang in there bud
Hell yeah, let's get fucked up this weekend 😂 stay safe y'all
My life has been a absolute trainwreck lately and your music is so hauntingly beautiful to me
Ikr
It's so good
This is so inspiring... I'm so upset I just found you. But I'm at the lowest point in my life so far and this song speaks to my soul and this song lead to a full day of listening to all of your songs and you sir are so prolific. I hope you are next up. I've been an independent artist for 5 years now and I feel I've finally found my final inspiration to really experiment and find MY sound for myself. Thank you.
This may not mean anything to you now , but you will work your way through this moment - and you will be okay. I’ve been at points throughout this year consistently where despite not having much of a support system I got myself out of bed and for not much of a reason besides I felt it was time. When you are ready to get back up - you’ll know. The only way out is through - I believe you’ll find your way out.
I had a listen to the song you posted a year ago - YOU got flow man :,)
Work on delivery - experiment with mixing and find a way to make those vocals pop. You can be someone great someday - it starts with you believing that’s possible. Then you find a way to back up that belief.
Make it work man , make it work.
Much love.
I’ve been religiously watching to that old clip from your livestream, I love it
This place I have in TH-cams hidden beautiful side is hard not to want to share it with everyone I can but at the same time makes me want to be selfish n keep this little safe place for ourselves because us so rare to have somthing like this...
Can’t wait to see you February 19th I’ve been waiting for this moment for 4 years now
Remember finding the original version of this song you did on a live like a year ago, so glad its finally finished
I wanna meet him someday and make music w him. It's been my dream to be this sort underground music god sorta thing idk idk. Just this imagination but yea. That's the goal lmaoo. See you soon guardin haha
I met him at the lund concert I went to and wasn’t expecting to meet him so I wasn’t prepared and ended up just being super awkward and weird lmfao still upset I didn’t have the balls to actually have a conversation with him 💀
@@autumn950 yo fr? That's actually sick, I'd freeze up as well, if I were you :/
hoping to meet him in Atlanta soon when i go to his concert at the Masquerade! Since Convolk dropped i can only hope Guardins set will be extended
0:08 perfection. The whole song is everything I'm feeling. Always killing it 🖤
Another god tier bop
Aaaaaaaaaand another song to add to the playlist
I've played this at least 10 times a day since release. Such a banger, as always!
This makes me feel so nice inside.
Whenever you release music, it always makes my week so much better. No matter how badly my week has gone, your music helps me get through it. Thank you, and have an amazing day!
this song is gas
guardian that song is too amazing to listen to all my life, I love you
Can’t wait for this one since the snippets from long ago. Already know he won’t disappoint with this new song!
Fr
guardin is my favorite since 2018
yo guardin, fan for 4 or 5 years now, I know you probably won't see this but something about this song is special. good fucking shit.
one of those songs you find at 7a.m. after being awake all night that really hits different...
i love this new vibe. acoustic mixed with some absolutely immaculate beats. you got this. life is a weird thing that we didnt ask for. but we can control how we live it. enjoy the sunsets, enjoy the sounds of birds, enjoy the life. youre my favorite artist, and have been since before i think youre really cool. youre amazing dawggeh
Just in time for the weekend, time for an adventure into the woods.👽🖤👽🖤👽
Life ain't been good too me recently. The words are a whole different vibe, much love Guardin 🖤
Whole different vibe.. sorry you feel this way m8.. keep vibin soul🤟✌️🤍🤍
@@TtvAnimeSniper0707 stay up brother 🖤🕉💪
I've been writing music for awhile and I really get "every song that I write coexist with a scar". You're one of the only artist I fully relate to, and one of the only artist where I'm actually left impressed.
And just like that I now have a new favorite song by you. I’ve been waiting for new uke stuff from you for so long. Thank you so much for this masterpiece 🥺🥺🥺
Ill be waiting the entire time! Im so excited to see you in atlanta on the 28th! I can never thank you enough for all of the amazing music youve put out. i wouldnt have lived this long without you.
Yooooo going to the Atlanta show too, it's gonna be a blast for sure
Guardin I know you may never see this but for the chance I'm leaving this here..
You changed my life I saw your music and when I listened to it it always was just a way to cope I ended last year being in the top .5% of listened to you and I really hope you make it big but if you don't at least you tried.. I love you dude..
Banger. I love how the beat underneath picks up. So unassuming.
I literally need this more than anything. Lifes beating my assssss😭
only artist that can go hard over a ukelele
this song somehow always has me coming back i dont know why but i cant escape this song thank you gaurdin for helping me throught the pain with music
This is one of my favorites from you so far. You’re my inspiration and I love you guardin 💖
Cant make up my mind on my Fav song when u keep droppin pure bomb like dat m8
Can’t wait to see you in February!!!
Signing on TH-cam after a crappy week and seeing this on my feed as the first suggestion is the highlight of my night!
This one really reminds me of when u first started out trafalgar, plastic, pyramids ect ... really good reminder of ur old songs this ones going in my Playlist for sure
Probably one of my favorites man
Welp it looks like it's gonna stay in repeat for a few weeks and you've helped me a lot and thanks for dropping this off
Dude, thanks for your music. It really cheers you up to hear someone describing same feelings as you have. You understand you're not alone and other people keep living so you can too. Thank you, Nick
I remember this on his story happy he released this
Three Nights by SAIAH and Guardin still stuck in my head.
Yo, this is awesome. Started listening to you back when I was a little homeless punk. I'm beyond blown away by how much you've grown as an artist. Thanks for unwittingly helping me through the toughest time of my life, and know your music does help people.
Wow...just wow...this one's bittersweet...hits so close to home and I have a new favorite song now
Beautiful
Love thissss I listened to the snippet so much
Your music makes my toes tingle but fr your life changing never quit making the master pieces
Long time fan, this is easily one of your best songs.
Fuuggggin FELT that one chief.. please stay safe and have fun🤞💙
Bro can't begin to say how far uve come bro ur music helps me thru alot bro so thank u keep doing what u do and you'll touch people
This music hits the spot
Super fun song to play on the uke love you gaurdin thanks for being yourself
wow.
it’s beautiful and it hurts
I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MUSIC!! Please never stop creating! I appreciate every song you make 🖤
You are so underrated, definitely deserve more fans and followers, your truly a lyrical genius 🙏
So glad I found your music 3 years ago. this song is lyrical perfection. Haven’t heard a song in forever that crossed the boundary between linguistics and raw emotion like this.
NO FUCKING WAY
I've spent months referring to this as "that one song he didn't release"
This is so fucking good, man ❤❤
god I love this so much
Birthday and new Guardin… good day
take care guardin and u too guys 🖤
Phantoms return was fire. Can wait listen to More of what you release it help me a lot with my own head
felt this one.. love you homie
Guardin you are truly amazing please never stop making music
guardin never miss
I love this song thank you sm
Beautiful song
Absolutely beautiful!!! This hits hard...
I've been listening to your music for years now and you never cease to amaze me. Your words are beautiful and real. Nothing has impacted me as hard as your music 🖤
It's Like your old masterpiece songs
It's not a song It's a mood
I remembering hearing this in the past. I'm so happy that you've made it a full song. All the music you release is just golden.
Yeah, it's a bop.
So relatable. Favorite artist since 2019, you’re amazing 💙
Prefer the old one but it's good to hear something fresh...I've been waiting for this to drop for a while g
I've been listening since demons in my orbit and now everything I listen from you just means so much more then it did back then because losing someone like this is just mind altering
man been waiting for this to drop ever since it leaked i love this
Thank you for all the beautiful music
My new favorite song omg I’m in love it
I really liked this one hope you perform it on the 23rd I just bought tickets
thanks for always making my playlist better, amazing song.
these lyrics hit me man, really well written
I've been listening for a long time my friend riley showed you to me when you had less than 10k subscribers I think I'm super drunk so I cant remember but you're a legend and will always be a pure legend in the eyes of me and a lot of people I know that don't go straight for mainstream music, you're very loved in my circle of people :).
this is actually amazing.
8 more minutes til this drops
enough time to get water
so amazing...its inspiring
Always a good day when you put out a new song. Appreciate it man. This one is a true gem.
Sounds like Guardins been listening to a lot of The Front Bottoms. Lmao i like the fact that the uke is back.
song dropped at 10, got off work at 10:45.. it was a good drive home
Starting shortly... so excited to hear this. Already know it's a banger
I waited so long for this one since the Instagram post I love it ❤️❤️ thank you guardin!! See you in 2 weeks in Denver (:
been waiting for this one
Thanks for this amazing medicine , appreciate it from the bottom of my heart
Oh my God.. it's beautiful
this is amazing bro ive been having the insta live on repeat for a while now
I need to come see you perform, you take the pain away brother.
I love the way you ride the melody with those beautiful lyrics, chef's kiss 💋 😘