Sucks living like this it's not fun life feels like a battle .... I miss being a kid and being happy but ik that will never come back my anxiety I can't even live a normal life
@@bricehursey9347 it is a tough life when we are empaths and introverts, however, I wouldn’t want it any other way for that would mean to become more like the world which I don’t want to be. When we choose compassion and our empathy side in life the struggles will make us stronger as we choose to keep moving forward and always heal
**LYRICS** [Chorus] x2 Selfish I've been feeling lost, that's the truth I'm an introvert Struggle with my thought's all I do Please just let me be I don't wanna break your heart too Faded memories, open up your scars like new [Verse] Okay, please don't hit my phone, left it on silent Then I drive in, I think too much, that shit is tiring See the sirens, my speakers lack, can't stand the silence I'm fucking wildin' While my anxiety is been moving up a couple levels I just need space The person I try to be is in a battle with the devil telling me to go straight I had some people around me I swore that were real but they all turned out to be fake The truth of this cold world is it hurts to feel is part of the prize that we pay I'm used to the struggle I'm good on my own These ain't emotions I usually show Because I keep carrying all of this well don’t mean that this pain disappear cause’ it won’t Already been down this road, know all too well Somewhere along the line I lost myself Lost myself, don't know who I became [Chorus] x2 Selfish I've been feeling lost, that's the truth I'm an introvert Struggle with my thought's all I do Please just let me be I don't wanna break your heart too Faded memories, open up your scars like new [Verse] Yeah All I do is thinking, got no free time Bottled up, pretending ........ Lately move too fast, wish I could rewind Yeah, sanity, I struggle just to keep mine Keep mine I used to be someone else and I changed Driving a hundred, I'm switching through lanes I picked up all of my pieces and put them together with something They fit in the same Guess I'm not sure that I'd do it again Give up my life with a stroke of a pen This is all of me, I swear [Chorus] x2 Selfish I've been feeling lost, that's the truth I'm an introvert Struggle with my thought's all I do Please just let me be I don't wanna break your heart too Faded memories, open up your scars like new
As someone who tends to keep everything inside and refuse to let anything out cus it makes me feel weak, hearing you speak everything you feel and think within some lyrics makes me understand I’m not alone, and it’s normal to have feelings :) I learn sm from you.Ty, Ollie. Much love! Can’t wait for more
Your timing is incredible. You just dropped this when im getting away of everyone to rethink about my whole decisions in these past years. Ty for this song.
Thank you, Ollie, you always seem to release songs when I need them the most. Been struggling with life for the past year, failed relationships, heartbreaks, used, played on like I was on Toy Story, betrayed by someone I thought was my friend, lost my best friend my dog to cancer. Don't really know how to continue, but your music has held me together for the past year, I owe you more than you can imagine. Thank you.
That line about anxiety and the whole song in general, I have felt all too well. My anxiety has been acting up lately and I am not sure why. A song you wrote a while ago called "Broken Down" is relatable af too and I was hoping you would have sang the song when you were in Chicago last time because I wanted to cry so badly. The point is I want to say that your music has helped so much, thank you Ollie 🥺❤
That's the effect this song gave me when I first heard it. Tears instantly came on as it's so simple but so accurate how anxiety feels and depression all while in the midst of not wanting to open up cause it's too exhausting. 😢🖤
The timing of this song is insane. The line "faded memories open up these scars like new" and "Late-night driving, I think too much, that shit tiring" All hit hella home with me right now. I needed this song, thank you ❤
thanks for putting your music out there Ollie and letting people out here know we're not alone in our struggles. It's a beautiful thing and you're a beautiful person, so thank you
Ollie if you seeing this i just want to thank you for everything you just don't know how much energy you give me by your music.. when I listen your music it's feels like I'm not alone anymore.
I gotta say man, you’re one of my favorite artists. I love the beats, the flow, the vibe itself. I don’t think there’s a single song you have made that I don’t like. Keep doing your thing man! -Brandon
Love the introvert side of you, it is all part of the whole of us ❤️ we all got this and we are not alone 💕 Thank you Ollie for walking forward and being real, reaching and connecting us all 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
Standing by the road side thinking boat my life and how nobody really cutting it for me, I didn't even realize am all teared up had to play your songs just to feel better. Ty for all the songs man.
You took the words/feelings straight from my head and made them true. This is beautiful & so raw. Thankful for people like you who can make it real & be vulnerable & put this out there. Thank you.. 🖤
This hit home pretty hard for me, I have this exact tendancy when it comes to family and friends, it's a struggle to open up most of the time being a introvert that suffers from anxiety and depression. So thank you Ollie as this song brings me comfort. 🖤
I’ve been a fan of your music for 3 years now, and I wish I found out about you sooner than that honestly. You’ve grown so much with your music in the time I’ve been listening to you, and you’re honestly in my top 5 favorite artists of all time. I hope one day you have a song, and another and another that blow up more than feelings and lost did, and get the recognition you deserve. Keep grinding Olllie! We’re rooting for you man
Ollie you truly never dissapoint! Your songs truly hit me deeper then i care to admit! This music is a blessing and you are a wonderfull person! Keep on carrying on brother! You truly deserve so much more!🌠
Hi Ollie! Your songs has gone beyond the countries and it gets here I'm Brazil. I just wanna say you are impacting lives as many as you can Imagine. Thanks for all your work and keep doing it, you're special!
I love ur music!! I usually am a metalcore girl but everytime I get a notification you released a song. I literally do a happy dance and immediately listen
Thank for writing this it’s always good to here people still are going strong with what ever your going threw will get better bro I have high hopes for u
This song hits home real hard, atm in life it's been hard I feel like a burden on everyone & it makes me feel selfish & I don't know who I've become, you're one my inspirations to make music that has a meaning & way for others to heal when thay feel a little selfish, keep it up & I've been listening to you for years ❤️
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Your music is so good!!!
Dude, that's what I'm saying!! Your music also very healing, love you bro
Bro both of you. Ty for your stories also Atlus ❤
Atlus love to see u here!
yo Atlus its dope seeing you here, you both are amazing and listen to you guys almost every day. both of you should make some music together
So is yours Atlus!!!🖤💚🖤😏
Thank you for writing this. Going through this kinda thing is always hard, and it hits me way more than I care to admit. Thank you Ollie.
Yup yep
😭😭
Sucks living like this it's not fun life feels like a battle .... I miss being a kid and being happy but ik that will never come back my anxiety I can't even live a normal life
@@bricehursey9347 it is a tough life when we are empaths and introverts, however, I wouldn’t want it any other way for that would mean to become more like the world which I don’t want to be. When we choose compassion and our empathy side in life the struggles will make us stronger as we choose to keep moving forward and always heal
🥺😞 yeah... Thankyou Ollie
hard work
You put in work too buddy 🙏
**LYRICS**
[Chorus] x2
Selfish
I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert
Struggle with my thought's all I do
Please just let me be
I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories, open up your scars like new
[Verse]
Okay, please don't hit my phone, left it on silent
Then I drive in, I think too much, that shit is tiring
See the sirens, my speakers lack, can't stand the silence
I'm fucking wildin'
While my anxiety is been moving up a couple levels
I just need space
The person I try to be is in a battle with the devil telling me to go straight
I had some people around me I swore that were real but they all turned out to be fake
The truth of this cold world is it hurts to feel is part of the prize that we pay
I'm used to the struggle
I'm good on my own
These ain't emotions I usually show
Because I keep carrying all of this well don’t mean that this pain disappear cause’ it won’t
Already been down this road, know all too well
Somewhere along the line I lost myself
Lost myself, don't know who I became
[Chorus] x2
Selfish
I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert
Struggle with my thought's all I do
Please just let me be
I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories, open up your scars like new
[Verse]
Yeah
All I do is thinking, got no free time
Bottled up, pretending ........
Lately move too fast, wish I could rewind
Yeah, sanity, I struggle just to keep mine
Keep mine
I used to be someone else and I changed
Driving a hundred, I'm switching through lanes
I picked up all of my pieces and put them together with something
They fit in the same
Guess I'm not sure that I'd do it again
Give up my life with a stroke of a pen
This is all of me, I swear
[Chorus] x2
Selfish
I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert
Struggle with my thought's all I do
Please just let me be
I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories, open up your scars like new
As someone who tends to keep everything inside and refuse to let anything out cus it makes me feel weak, hearing you speak everything you feel and think within some lyrics makes me understand I’m not alone, and it’s normal to have feelings :) I learn sm from you.Ty, Ollie. Much love! Can’t wait for more
❤️ well said 💕
never alone ❤️
I feel you man
I felt every word of that nobody to lean on I'm the body they lean on!!! ❤
Your timing is incredible. You just dropped this when im getting away of everyone to rethink about my whole decisions in these past years.
Ty for this song.
Brother it’s crazy how far you have come, this is fucking masterpiece. Keep up the good work.
Definitely my favorite so far 💯💯💯
Remix bmike Conor and ollie
Busting out the new year with a banger, this year is for Ollie to take over🙏🏽
Facts 💯💯💯
criminally underrated
Waiting for ur comment
Actually, perfect timing in these imperfect times and definitely not under rated with his Ollie fam 💕❤️
True
On god 💯
Ollie, you weren't kidding when you said you had more bangers on the way. Incredible! Much love
you going to lose it when you here the next ones...
What are bangers stories of women he fucked
It’s amazing to me that this dude isn’t a massive star at this point. Always puts out great music.
Thank you, Ollie, you always seem to release songs when I need them the most. Been struggling with life for the past year, failed relationships, heartbreaks, used, played on like I was on Toy Story, betrayed by someone I thought was my friend, lost my best friend my dog to cancer. Don't really know how to continue, but your music has held me together for the past year, I owe you more than you can imagine. Thank you.
That line about anxiety and the whole song in general, I have felt all too well. My anxiety has been acting up lately and I am not sure why. A song you wrote a while ago called "Broken Down" is relatable af too and I was hoping you would have sang the song when you were in Chicago last time because I wanted to cry so badly. The point is I want to say that your music has helped so much, thank you Ollie 🥺❤
That's the effect this song gave me when I first heard it. Tears instantly came on as it's so simple but so accurate how anxiety feels and depression all while in the midst of not wanting to open up cause it's too exhausting. 😢🖤
The timing of this song is insane. The line "faded memories open up these scars like new" and
"Late-night driving, I think too much, that shit tiring"
All hit hella home with me right now. I needed this song, thank you ❤
Hello Chantelle how are you doing?
thanks for putting your music out there Ollie and letting people out here know we're not alone in our struggles. It's a beautiful thing and you're a beautiful person, so thank you
Ollie if you seeing this i just want to thank you for everything you just don't know how much energy you give me by your music.. when I listen your music it's feels like I'm not alone anymore.
this guy touch my heart ... i love broter
"A candle in the air for the ones who are going through shit"
Back in 12 seconds, Cant stop loving Ollie.
You're music has truly saved me over the last couple of years. Thank you for all the great music
I gotta say man, you’re one of my favorite artists. I love the beats, the flow, the vibe itself. I don’t think there’s a single song you have made that I don’t like. Keep doing your thing man! -Brandon
You kept the sad boy vibe and you played a lot with your lyrics and flow on this one. Love you man stay healthy
Hell yeah woke up to a new ollie song
Love the introvert side of you, it is all part of the whole of us ❤️ we all got this and we are not alone 💕 Thank you Ollie for walking forward and being real, reaching and connecting us all 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
"I just need lil bit of time" the way he hit this omg
So focused on moving forward, avoiding temptation by sacrifice
ollie you and NF are my inspiration thanks man
This hit deep dam bro amazing
Wow
Loving what I'm hearing, true fact; your music helps a lot
God Bless America Ollie is So Real and Hits you in the Wounded Soul with Music with Meaning.
I don't know if I could live without listening to your music it helps me at the worst of times and the best of times.
Your OG Fans will always be here for you brother ❤️🙏💯
Facts
Always 💯💯💯
Standing by the road side thinking boat my life and how nobody really cutting it for me, I didn't even realize am all teared up had to play your songs just to feel better. Ty for all the songs man.
Damn, these lyrics hit hard. 1am, high af and it's a different vibe. Every single word just resignates.
I been depressed af so thank you for this.
absolutely love ollie, his music is so relatable and has helped me through more than he could ever know, absolute amazing person, artist
Thanks for always being you and sticking to your music, it keeps me going through the hard days amazing music
You took the words/feelings straight from my head and made them true. This is beautiful & so raw. Thankful for people like you who can make it real & be vulnerable & put this out there. Thank you.. 🖤
The only dude I feel like I can blast through the speakers while the music saves my life day by day. Keep fighting people!
YOOOoooooo
This DROPPED on my bday and describes ME!!!
THANKS BRO🔥
Been listening to you forever now and swear you never miss ollie
Ay man
Thank u for doing this
Your music keeps me going sometimes
I love u
Man the day will come when they realize what you bring to this world - I‘ll be there
Goosebumps.. your music is so deep and meaningful.
Whooo another daily banger for the playlist 💪🏻💯💪🏻🔥🔥🔥
This was really good bro!! Excited to see what else you have in store this year! 🙏
sheeesh man, the words at the start, wow.
keep making art sir, 2022 im excited what you got in the bag
Fire 💯🔥
Recently I heard your music and I've been addicted ever since. You really are underrated man, keep up the amazing music
This hit home pretty hard for me, I have this exact tendancy when it comes to family and friends, it's a struggle to open up most of the time being a introvert that suffers from anxiety and depression. So thank you Ollie as this song brings me comfort. 🖤
He Is A STAR That's his whole point The people that feel him r his gifts
I’ve been a fan of your music for 3 years now, and I wish I found out about you sooner than that honestly. You’ve grown so much with your music in the time I’ve been listening to you, and you’re honestly in my top 5 favorite artists of all time. I hope one day you have a song, and another and another that blow up more than feelings and lost did, and get the recognition you deserve. Keep grinding Olllie! We’re rooting for you man
fell in love with this song right after listening to it for the first time, thx for your music
I don’t say this lightly, You have no real idea what you’re doing for us, thank you Ollie. Keep being you and you will keep providing.
Masterpiece 🔥🔥🔥
Ollie you're a 💎
You got mad talent Ollie Hope the new year brings you blessings and you reach all your goals.
I love this song! Hits so deep, spreading the aura that so many of us feel but dont know how to express! Amazing work ollie!
Easily one of my top favorites!
Feeling this one..
Another absolute banger man. Love it.
Love every song and I swear you've read my journals craziness
this song... is just special man
This man never disappoints with his music. A really good track to start off the 2022 year!
I liké this songe
Ollie, your one of my favorite artists! I connect with your music so much it’s incredible. I can’t thank you enough for helping!!
OLLIE! Bro this is a banger!! I hope this is your year, you deserve it
Amazing man, thank you...exactly had me crying seriously felt this
Love and respect the work this dude does. Won't sellout and keeps grinding on his own! The music touches your soul.
How is this song not bigger then this should have millions of plays
lets go bro love the song
Gave me all the chills. ❤️
Art 🖤
Beautifully done sir keep on keeping things real like you do. Love you Strange kitty 😸🐾❤We 💙you Ollie
Your music is always relatable. Lyrics always hit 🔥
Your talent is out of this world. One of these is going to catch fire like crazy and you’re going to be a star
Hey Ollie Thsnks for the amazing music
It’s helped me through so much stuff
Check out my music i make lofi hip hop similar to ollie and phora 🥺 check out my new single “don’t go” feat mere
Absolutely love this!!!
Ollie always comes back with an instant classic!
Your songs!
Real music . Respect
Absolutely love this guy man. I was 0.001% of ollie top listeners on Spotify in 2021, and I stopped using spotify in September. My goat 🐐
Ollie you truly never dissapoint! Your songs truly hit me deeper then i care to admit! This music is a blessing and you are a wonderfull person! Keep on carrying on brother! You truly deserve so much more!🌠
Keep them coming Ollie👏🏼
Hi Ollie! Your songs has gone beyond the countries and it gets here I'm Brazil. I just wanna say you are impacting lives as many as you can Imagine. Thanks for all your work and keep doing it, you're special!
Absolutely 💯 my fav
Can't beat this vibe!
I love ur music!! I usually am a metalcore girl but everytime I get a notification you released a song. I literally do a happy dance and immediately listen
every music of yours is more then music to me, this one stayed pretty good... glad you keep making music :)
Wow 🔥🔥🔥
Absolute banger Ollie..this one hits different rn..
Love this. Great song
I have no words to say it about this song and this man all what can I say this so perfect
Thank for writing this it’s always good to here people still are going strong with what ever your going threw will get better bro I have high hopes for u
🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️ Love this!!!
Love this song so much!
This song hits home real hard, atm in life it's been hard I feel like a burden on everyone & it makes me feel selfish & I don't know who I've become, you're one my inspirations to make music that has a meaning & way for others to heal when thay feel a little selfish, keep it up & I've been listening to you for years ❤️
This song hits me in so many ways. Love your music!
BIG love
I've never heard lyrics that described myself so perfectly.. I needed this song so much thank you Ollie
Jams. Feel. Vibe. Real.