Same, but the "I lived here, I loved here, I thought it was true, I feel so stupid, I feel so used, I feel so used" and " my tuition's paid by blood, I might deserve your fate or worse, but I don't need your goddamn money, I don't need jack shit from you, so when I speak you bet your life my words are true" are way more targeted when thinking about my mom.
[Verse 1] I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill God They make technology high quality, complex, physiological Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good They taught me everything, just like a daddy should And you were beautiful and vulnerable and power and success God damn, I fell for you, your flamethrowers, your tunnels, and your tech I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you And the real tragеdy is half of it was true [Pre-Chorus 1] But we've been fuckin' mеan, we're elitist, we're as flawed as any church And this faux-rad West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth I bit the apple 'cause I trusted you, it tastes like Thomas Malthus Your proposal is immodest and insane And I hope someday Selmers rides her fuckin' train [Chorus] I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true I wanted to be you and do what you do I lived here, I loved here, I thought it was true I feel so stupid, and so used I feel so used [Verse 2] I was your baby, your firstborn, the hot girl in your comp-sci class And I was Darwin's prep school dream, bred, born and raised to kick your ass I fell for circuit boards, rocket ships, pictures of the stars If you could only be what you pretend you are When I said take me to the moon, I never meant take me alone I thought if mankind toured the sky, it meant that all of us could go But I don't want to see the stars if they're just one more piece of land For us to colonize, for us to turn to sand [Pre-Chorus 2] 'Cause we're so fuckin' mean, we're so elitist, we're as fucked as any church And this bullshit West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth I bit the apple 'cause I loved you, and why would you lie? And then I realized that you're just as naïve as I am Oh, you're so traumatized it makes me want to cry [Chorus] You dumb bitch I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true I wanted to be you and do what you do I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it's true I'm so embarrassed, I feel abused [Verse 3] Well I don't want to eat the rich, I'd have to eat my heroes first And my tuition's paid by blood, I might deserve your fate or worse But I don't need your god damn money, I don't need jack shit from you So when I speak, you bet your life my words are true Let me level with you, man, as someone guilty of the game I took the help, I took the cash, I would've taken your last name So if any girl on Earth should get to make a call about this, it should be me And as I see it, you're a dick [Pre-Chorus 3] So fuck your tunnels, fuck your cars, fuck your rockets, fuck your cars again You promised you'd be Tesla, but you're just another Edison 'Cause Tesla broke a patent, all you ever broke were hearts I can't believe you tore humanity apart With the very same machines that could have been our brand new start [Chorus] And the worst part is I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true And sometimes I feel like I still fuckin' do I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it's true I'm so embarrassed, I feel abused I feel so used I feel so used Take me to the moon 'Cause I feel so used I feel so used
The girl I like said that to me And that "has the love of our life and the love of our life" (I copied) And at the exact time she said that, she was playing this part 2:43 (She was talking about the boy she likes) I won't lie I cried In 2020 I realized that I liked her and I showed signs you know and she responded and such until there was a day when I went to sleep at her house (she is my best friend) and we kissed but she had said it was only a kiss of friendship After that day she didn't show that kind of love for me after that but she still showed But she told me she liked another boy who is her best friend and she said she always liked him... I feel used, betrayed you know because I feel like she told me all those things she kissed me even though I had that feeling for her just to try and forget about him... But I don't want to talk about it with her because she already suffers from more, she has depression and anxiety and she also suffers from the fact that the boy she likes doesn't like her And I'm so afraid of losing her so I think the best option I have is to keep this hurt and pain and feeling of betrayal for myself... Update: I was reading old messages from her that I had saved Now I'm much more frustrated... Not that I hate her, but all the things she said to me that really felt like she liked me... And nowadays she just says that I deluded myself "alone?!?!?" I'm mt mt frustrated about it I don't want to make her feel guilty about it because she's going through a hard time Maybe she doesn't even know it But she eluded me... And such frustration... honestly i just want to cry but i can't I feel so used :)... Sorry for the bad english i put this on google translator
0:46 I loved you I loved you I loved you Its true I wanted to be you And do what you do I lived here I loved here I thought it was true I feel so stupid And so used
Listening this because in 2 hours I’m heading off to a church camp where, uh… Needless to say, they won’t let me listen to this. So I’m just gonna chill and listen to this until it’s time to go
this reminds me of a pred that i got affected by, i can just think im throwing curse words at that pred left and right, and feeling good about myself, happy this has a 1 hour loop.
12 rounds in a day of this video, welcome to my life, depression, ptsd, anxiety, suicidal and sh, abusive parents and fake friends ‘I loved you’ ‘I’m so embarrassed, I feel so used’ :)
I'm thinking about a TON of different characters, one of the shows is the promised neverland, but I'm also reading a book called "Stronger, Faster, And More Beautiful" and the whole book is reminding me of these lyrics
@@IceePhoenix Yea, And thinking about Connie when the song said "I wanted to be you and do what you do, I feel so stupid I feel so used…" Am I the only person?
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I litterally needed this tyyyyy
Mmmmm don't we all!
@@annythemonke8074 yes
Thank you this is one one of my favorite songs 🎵
Listening to this song while doing late assignments hits different
I’m doing the same thing-
@Julianna McDowell thanks!
@@humand7507 ITS BBH :o
@@hi-rq7uy YUP
Honestly I’m just watching us at midnight because I like this music
girl i relate to everything to penelope scott, she's my favorite artist
when i say i wanted to replay this about 11 times, *i'm stepping out*
This song feels directed to my mother. (Especially the “i wanted to be you and do”)😀🤚
Same, but the "I lived here,
I loved here, I thought it was true, I feel so stupid, I feel so used, I feel so used" and
" my tuition's paid by blood, I might deserve your fate or worse, but I don't need your goddamn money, I don't need jack shit from you, so when I speak you bet your life my words are true" are way more targeted when thinking about my mom.
"I don't wanna eat the rich i'd have to eat my heroes first" hits diffrent it is to relatable
Yeah
Hear it at 3am
I don’t get help-
I don’t get it-
Help-
@@SnowyFox-ej3by ME NEITHER-
I SWEAR THIS SONG IS SUPER ADDICTNG
It is
I like this because Its finally a song about how horrible some humans can be :)
:)
@@isaacyopal4967 😁
Yep
thanks for the likes
**cough** *my mom*
I could listen to this on loop for 10h and not get tired of this song 👌
I can confirm that
Ye
True about Rat: th-cam.com/video/9VQEdBQQtoM/w-d-xo.html
yes
Im doing it now
This is great. This makes me remember my friend this song was her favorite.
Awh!
what happened to your friend?
I swear to god if your friend died imma cry-
You said was. So she die?
maybe they moved states guys
This song's so accurate it's sad
AMEN
WHY IS THIS SO TRUE-
WHY.
This is so true
Seriously like why
Yes
U come from scientists????
Rät + pouring rain = 💖
th-cam.com/video/yL91mGEj5X0/w-d-xo.html
I listen to this song a lot right now I’m singing it in a mad way ✨
same
me too
🧀
Me too
I listen to this while working on bloxburg
"And i loved you i loved you its true" hits hard during a breakup
Stop lying ngga
Bruh shut up
I'm packing up my stuff right now and it's the 3rd time because of some drama at home but this makes my day Beder so 😊 thx
This is so awesome this deserves more likes :)
Agreed man
This song makes me remember my toxic friendships
Same
it reminds me mostly of the relationship between me and my mom but same
Same
IKR
F
THANK YOU
Rät is my fave song so far istg
Same
@@CrsvKatelyn Weird name xD
"Help my head feels heavy, that's because you are alone you have no one so maybe instead of reading my quotes go and find a new life."
-Arwa
...yeah uh....cant argue...
I listen to this song 5x a day-
I just cant get over it i dunno why xD
when i say i had to re-play this twice- o-0
Only twice pfffft
I did 10 hours of it 0_0
100 hour version maybey?
I can legit just listen to this on an infinite loop lol
Remember
i’m putting this on when i go to sleep so i remember the lyrics
Same
I love this song omg
the "I bit the apple because I trusted you" makes me feel some kinda way
makes me remember my birth giver
@@CarlosDiaz-ng9bv sorry (I think idk if it's bad or not sorry)
@@yesnt6428 its bad
@@CarlosDiaz-ng9bv sorry!!
i think its like implying that like in the song she is saying that she did anything that he told her to do
Im having a mental breakdown and this is all I wanna listen to, nothing else, just this
Same here.
@@freesundae5533 Feel better, I hope things get better
this remembered me to TPN
Same
same
it's actually kinda like it like when emma ray and norman found out isabella was feeding the kids to the demons when they turned 12 .
[Verse 1]
I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill God
They make technology high quality, complex, physiological
Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good
They taught me everything, just like a daddy should
And you were beautiful and vulnerable and power and success
God damn, I fell for you, your flamethrowers, your tunnels, and your tech
I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you
And the real tragеdy is half of it was true
[Pre-Chorus 1]
But we've been fuckin' mеan, we're elitist, we're as flawed as any church
And this faux-rad West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth
I bit the apple 'cause I trusted you, it tastes like Thomas Malthus
Your proposal is immodest and insane
And I hope someday Selmers rides her fuckin' train
[Chorus]
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true
I wanted to be you and do what you do
I lived here, I loved here, I thought it was true
I feel so stupid, and so used
I feel so used
[Verse 2]
I was your baby, your firstborn, the hot girl in your comp-sci class
And I was Darwin's prep school dream, bred, born and raised to kick your ass
I fell for circuit boards, rocket ships, pictures of the stars
If you could only be what you pretend you are
When I said take me to the moon, I never meant take me alone
I thought if mankind toured the sky, it meant that all of us could go
But I don't want to see the stars if they're just one more piece of land
For us to colonize, for us to turn to sand
[Pre-Chorus 2]
'Cause we're so fuckin' mean, we're so elitist, we're as fucked as any church
And this bullshit West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth
I bit the apple 'cause I loved you, and why would you lie?
And then I realized that you're just as naïve as I am
Oh, you're so traumatized it makes me want to cry
[Chorus]
You dumb bitch
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true
I wanted to be you and do what you do
I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it's true
I'm so embarrassed, I feel abused
[Verse 3]
Well I don't want to eat the rich, I'd have to eat my heroes first
And my tuition's paid by blood, I might deserve your fate or worse
But I don't need your god damn money, I don't need jack shit from you
So when I speak, you bet your life my words are true
Let me level with you, man, as someone guilty of the game
I took the help, I took the cash, I would've taken your last name
So if any girl on Earth should get to make a call about this, it should be me
And as I see it, you're a dick
[Pre-Chorus 3]
So fuck your tunnels, fuck your cars, fuck your rockets, fuck your cars again
You promised you'd be Tesla, but you're just another Edison
'Cause Tesla broke a patent, all you ever broke were hearts
I can't believe you tore humanity apart
With the very same machines that could have been our brand new start
[Chorus]
And the worst part is
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true
And sometimes I feel like I still fuckin' do
I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it's true
I'm so embarrassed, I feel abused
I feel so used
I feel so used
Take me to the moon
'Cause I feel so used
I feel so used
Wow
The bad thing about this video is that...
It ends 😔😔
Yes.
I second that
Third, that’s a goddamn statement.
welp, all good things come to an end at one point
REAL
This song reminds me of Adora and Catra lol
OMG YES
It also reminds me of entrapta if she had a mental breakdown.
@@IceePhoenix Would she ever, she seems so happy, then again she is neurodivergent, so idk
It is epic
Those dislikes are...
Hm..
What are those dislikes? OH!
They are insane little shi-
This hits different at 12:30 while trying to use it to help you sleep without falling a sleep so your parents don’t see you.
uh okay-
@@your_local_knife wdym
Some of us aren't allowed to listen to music to help us sleep.😔
@@leolionheart3004 me either so I sneak my phone and headphones
Oh I actually did that
So good
Toga love mha
thank youu omgg
Loved it so much
Thank u
Nobody: *me listening to this song in front of my mom not knowing what the lyrics mean*
My mom: tf is this kid listening to? 👁️👄👁️
Listening to this while playing Minecraft and making a death trap for my sister. :) lol
I was listening to this full blast and somehow fell asleep
literally all my music (especially if it had curse words if my siblings are annoying me)
@@junkoenoshima8869 fr though 💀
The girl I like said that to me And that "has the love of our life and the love of our life" (I copied)
And at the exact time she said that, she was playing this part 2:43
(She was talking about the boy she likes) I won't lie I cried
In 2020 I realized that I liked her and I showed signs you know and she responded and such until there was a day when I went to sleep at her house (she is my best friend) and we kissed but she had said it was only a kiss of friendship
After that day she didn't show that kind of love for me after that but she still showed
But she told me she liked another boy who is her best friend and she said she always liked him...
I feel used, betrayed you know because I feel like she told me all those things she kissed me even though I had that feeling for her just to try and forget about him...
But I don't want to talk about it with her because she already suffers from more, she has depression and anxiety and she also suffers from the fact that the boy she likes doesn't like her
And I'm so afraid of losing her so I think the best option I have is to keep this hurt and pain and feeling of betrayal for myself...
Update: I was reading old messages from her that I had saved
Now I'm much more frustrated...
Not that I hate her, but all the things she said to me that really felt like she liked me...
And nowadays she just says that I deluded myself "alone?!?!?" I'm mt mt frustrated about it I don't want to make her feel guilty about it because she's going through a hard time
Maybe she doesn't even know it
But she eluded me...
And such frustration...
honestly i just want to cry but i can't
I feel so used :)...
Sorry for the bad english i put this on google translator
Oh, I feel used of my ex friend..
I found this song in wierdcore and fell in love with the weird core version, checked out the original and got obsessed
Bro I watched it 10 times I love this 😀👍
Love it
0:46
I loved you
I loved you
I loved you
Its true
I wanted to be you
And do what you do
I lived here
I loved here
I thought it was true
I feel so stupid
And so used
My mom said this song is bad but I love it😔
my mother does not give a crap about what I listen or watch
Maybe its because this song describes what your mother is.
Love it! ^^
I was gonna my friend loves this song but they called me a fatass
Listening this because in 2 hours I’m heading off to a church camp where, uh… Needless to say, they won’t let me listen to this. So I’m just gonna chill and listen to this until it’s time to go
So I left the camp early bc I got sick-
@@jamietheangryoctopus5938 Well now you can listen to the song.
if you have headphones/earphones and your allowed to bring them and a device then listen to it
Ty I needed this
Why do I cry listening to this :,)
this reminds me of a pred that i got affected by, i can just think im throwing curse words at that pred left and right, and feeling good about myself, happy this has a 1 hour loop.
I can never get tried from this song
I listen to this song on repeat while being on character ai for hours on end… :)
OMG SAME THO
This is the first time I listened to this song and now it’s stuck in my head ❤😊
The Elon musk diss track
12 rounds in a day of this video, welcome to my life, depression, ptsd, anxiety, suicidal and sh, abusive parents and fake friends
‘I loved you’
‘I’m so embarrassed, I feel so used’
:)
Am i the only one who found out this is a disstrack on Elon Musk
Omg. It literally is...
This song reminds me. The promised never land ✨
same
WHHMHWHNEGNR YES
I listened to the entire thing trice
well this is the best song I’ve ever heard
:00000 I LOVE UR USERNAME!! I KUV THE LESBEIN PARTT
*Me an atheist, just vibin to the sick af beats*
AAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THE SOUNG ITS SUPER 💫 b e a t i f u l l 💫 ASHHH IT ITS GOOD! I LOVE THE SOUNGGGG
Me: listens to this song...
My friends: you... ok?
This song is still amazing 2 years later.
every child after they find out that santa clause isn't real and their parents lied to them:
I feel so used 😭😭😭
amo la cancion la letra y todo esta musica me sirve para calmarme
This song is so relatable
43 minutes rn lets goo
This song is such a mood
Elon Musk? dis u?
Listening to the song during the shower hits different
thankssss!!
The lyrics I wanted to be you and do what you do just hit close to my heart
listening to this song just makes me feel happy and traumatized at the same time 😂😓
Listening to this while trying to sleep is like someone knocking you out 😩🌝
This song hits so hard ❤
This is the best song to listen to after an argument with ur dad
Don’t mind me just painting and listening to this GREAT song!
This song is the definition of how I feel about humanity rn
This is my jam 💃
soo good ;)
sorry so good :)
Sad song
I fall asleep to this now.
I love this song i always listen to this song
I love this song it just hits different
Just crying while listening to this :'>
Who else is still here?
Mee
“And sometimes i feel like i still fuckin’ do” and “i feel so used” is relatable as fuck for me.
When you listen and think about the promised never land... *Inhale*
yes.
I'm thinking about a TON of different characters, one of the shows is the promised neverland, but I'm also reading a book called "Stronger, Faster, And More Beautiful" and the whole book is reminding me of these lyrics
@@IceePhoenix Yea, And thinking about Connie when the song said "I wanted to be you and do what you do, I feel so stupid I feel so used…"
Am I the only person?
when you think about el's backstory from stranger things and you listen to this, INHALE
yes
Bob snchitsel:describe your life with a song
me:already have
Music u should try listening to: Deviltown by Cavetown
Honestly I've only ever liked this song recently but it is so good
I lOvE THiS SonGggGgGGg aaAAaAAa
The only bad part:
HA YOU FELL FOR IT THIS SONG IS REALLY GOOD
Never love someone you know one day will turn youre back on you… never hurt someone’s feelings you never know their story
This entire time I’ve always crawled back to this thinking of other people
best song to listen too while reading manga
when you are doing homework and you go to a catholic school:
I listen to when lm mad and it helps!