I'm a below knee amputee, and have been for almost 3 years now, and only recently had a photo taken of myself (full body, showing the leg) that I really liked. It was taken by someone I was comfortable around (and I'd just gotten a new running blade a few days before), but I think it was the first photo where I was comfortable when it was being taken. The location was great (out filming in the Mohave), it was golden hour, and I was doing what I've always wanted to do, with people I enjoyed working with. I often get told the leg looks cool, but it was really nice to be able to see it from outside my own view.
Great to hear Sean, are you familiar with the work of Giles Duley? He is a triple amputee, and has some amazing self-portraiture work! I thought you might enjoy :)
When I think of my beloved wife, it's the portrait photo I took of her a year before she passed. I wonder what picture my children will remember me by. Thanks for the thoughts, Sean.
Sorry to hear about your loss. Indeed, I also think how I would be remembered as. Right now, I feel I shld take more pics of my parents who are in their 70s. The clock is ticking and soon they will be called back to the Lord. I wanna cherish the happy moments spent with them
:'( I would love to see the picture if its okay? (Odd request) I know. I believe the only way someone can become immortal is when they live in someone else's memory!
There was a period in my life when I'd take self portraits whenever I'm having intense depressive episode. It's really therapeutic and made the outcome, even the process, made me embrace myself even more. Seeing the photos when I'm in tears or afraid or in agony was reaffirming. It reaffirmed that despite my mental illness, I'm still alive. Gives me hope, really. Thank you for this video.
This video was on my recommended videos and the first I have watched on your channel. This is what I needed! I’m 46 years old and I still hate looking at myself in the mirror, let alone being on the other side of the camera. Your words are absolutely moving and really triggered something inside me. To be vulnerable in front of the camera is a pretty scary thought for me. This is something I will try with a more creative approach, if I can get the nerve up to actually do it. Thank you so much for making this video! 👏🏻
Wonderful video. I started taking self portraits to deal with depression. Honestly I did not give too much thought about it, I just started to take pictures of myself. Pictures that I like. It has been a very strong tool.
I’ve got several physical conditions and I just today started taking self-portraits that highlight that part of my life that I’m so used to hiding. It doesn’t feel like me, but at the same time.. it’s the most ‘me’ I’ve ever seen.
"We conspire with mirrors to keep ourselves blind from who we really are." This was a remarkably & admirably open, honest, and thoughtful lesson. Someone once told me to try to take pictures 'about something' rather than 'of something'. This has given me a lot to think about. Thanks, as always, and hope you're doing well.
I came here for an instructional video to help me take better self portraits. And ended up in a therapy session…. I’m not disappointed and honestly it was a fantastic break and very uplifting. Thank you
2 mins in an I can relate so hard it almost hurts. I'm 2.04m at 75-80kg. Struggling with my shape a lot of times especially every time I was photographed. Making a video about this is brave, courageous and will help a lot of people very much! Thank you.
Sean, I am a firm believer that there are no ugly faces or bodies. Hands, face, body: they are all a record of a life lived, unique to that person. Like many of your videos, this one which contains photographic wisdom, is also a lesson about life.
Wow. I wanted to get better at photography as an amateur and found your channel. Your content i must say holds my attention because of your honesty and the deep and profound insights on life you have. Please don't stop putting out such great content.
As I mentioned in my 'What held me back' video, I was not sure, if I'm pretty enough to start a beauty channel. Once I overcome my fear, and got started, I realised, that I don't look that bad actually. I somehow even like, how I look, when I'm talking (normally you never talk to mirror). By the way, I really love those portraits of you... 😊
It is no accident that I came across this video tonight. I recently decided it was time to be my own muse. To put myself in front of my own lens, to begin creating some of the things I’ve imagined for so long. I am learning about light, setting up, and will begin soon. This, is part of my healing, my recovery, from CPTSD. To see, and believe in myself differently. This was beautiful. It brought tears. It’s a soul journey. At 46, it is time. Thank you. Thank you. 🙏🏼🤍
Once again you have expanded the territory of what it means to be a photographer. The power of vulnerability in exploring self makes every photographer stop and consider what they’re doing with their camera. Again so well done.
Thank you, Sean. I've never seen a picture of myself that I liked. Especially self-portraits. Because of this video of yours, I'm going to give it a go one more time. Not to find a result that I might like, but to expose my most vulnerable self. This is gold. Much thanks, again
You are an amazing human being. You speak to the soul of humanity. I appreciate you sharing your thought’s insecurities and encouraging words! Thank you!
Wow. Few months ago I told my friend that I realized getting photographed helps me accept myself even though I don't like the photos at first. She hasn't thought I made sense. Seeing this video now, hearing your thoughts on the topic, makes my heart warm. Thank you. Perfectly said. Beautiful portraits. 🖤
I clicked the first that I thought would help me make a photo of myself to look as good as possible…now I’m considering just accepting the things I can’t change about myself. Wow I wasn’t expecting that; thank you for the awesome message.
Self portraits are basically all I do. Everything from simple minimal images, to conceptual or composites. It has helped me accept myself, express myself and more recently heal and cope from c-ptsd. I was in a abusive relationship that left a lot of mental emotional issues. Confusion, anxiety, all around heaviness I felt weighing on me. I started a series and Instagram account to explore, express and heal from all of it and its been amazing for me.
Sean, man, I love your videos. Straightforward and brutally honest. You express what so many others feel but keep tucked deep inside. But they aren't videos without hope. Just the opposite. Life has it moments where we feel crushed. But, we are uniquely made and when we grasp that there is a great release. Your self-portraits are a testament to who you are. They are vulnerable and that makes them so real and special. "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. 14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. 15 My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth."
Really agree with the point to look at myself in 3rd person's point of view. I applied it to one situation, when I was supposed to get an operation next day. When I tried to think, there's a person, who will get operation tomorrow, it sounded much less dramatic, and I could comfort myself a bit.
Sean talks for 12 minutes and it feels like I've been listening him for an hour. So much information, and such deep thoughts on such a short video. Absolutely amazing.
I saw this video years ago and really didn't get the message. I have a better appreciation for it today being a little older and wiser than yesterday. Thank you for that.
I have strayed away from photography for a last little while. But you are the only person who actually motivates me. And this video is the best example. Truly from the bottom of my heart, Thank you Sean
You constantly surprise me. Yes, the view of oneself, literally constant and changing, all one’s life. I don’t take pictures of people, but when I do - it’s me, I’m always around, but I can’t say I see one version, ever. I like the “ugly” ones, weird ones, they test me because there’s enough truth in them even so. It parallels my self knowledge of never knowing who I am. Since I can’t hold on to any one image of my ideal “me”, it leaves me w/ my inner me, and that powers my projection into this world, my ever mutable presence through energy of desire.
Scars, struggle, toil are the things that contribute to many of the things, some of us, really gravitate towards, an old worn saddle, weathered trees, man or woman even an old dog. These events lead to strength for those that live to tell about it. One of yours, the trials, of a young person that had bad skin and the scars physically and otherwise to prove it, is the evidence the some of us to understand and appreciate your character. It is not an accident that those with the capacity are the ones that are preyed on. Best wishes, thanks for sharing.
Sean, I have to tell you this video has opened my eyes in so many ways. I am a preacher and the way you expressed about not seeing yourself for who you are came to me as a perfect sermon. Mainly about me feeling inadequate growing up. I also learned a lot about portraits and self portraits. I really appreciate you for this.
We take the photos as we see the world, just as we are. Very often we forget to see how we will see ourselves the same. Very inspiring, it has pased some time since I like a self portrait, time to face that honestly. Thank you!
Well done Sean, thanks for your honesty. That which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. That mantra got me through my divorce. You have my utmost respect. All the very best to you.
Amazing Sean... and thank you for sharing. I had almost the exact same revelation. Just a few weeks ago, I was setting up lights to shoot portraits of a friend the next day. To make the setup easier I used an app on my phone to connect to the camera so that I could see what the camera was seeing, and sat in the space set up for my sitter. I was taken by an odd mixture of discomfort and fascination at suddenly viewing myself as the subject, and without really thinking about it, I started clicking the shutter, showing and looking for those things that I habitually hide. In the end, like in your case, it was a feeling of vulnerability, but also empowermen. And giving myself that small but important distance allowed me to empathize with myself... which sounds strange, but truly it is easier to empathize somehow, when you are out of your body, and looking at yourself, as someone else might. For me, sharing those pictures was yet another level of vulnerability and the odd empowerment that comes with that sharing. More than simply healing, it has in some way, permanently changed who I am, and how I occupy my life,, for the better. I feel some sense of freedom, or relief. The permission to be more myself, perhaps. It was an odd and welcome surprise.
Your self-portrait at 11:20 - it’s as if you are talking to the light.. made me think of your story as an artist whose medium is light; a photographer. Inspired video - thank you.
You struck a nerve. Over the course of the past year, I've lost a substantial amount of weight. I was talking to my mother the other night and somehow me telling her, 'I'm trying to figure out who the person staring at me in the mirror is', worked into the conversation. Your monologue reminded me of how strange I look to myself now. I seriously don't recognize myself. I'm not really the type of person who looks at themselves in the mirror for some sort of self discovery, or assessment. In my current situation I think it would really do me some good to acquaint myself with the new me. I need to take some headshots as part of a branding exercise for my business. The whole process will now have an alterior function . Good stuff Sean. 📸🌞
Hi Sean , I Done This Fighting Depression As I Have MS, But What An Eye Opener It Was To See Me So Vulnerable, This Helped Me So Much To Get To Where I Am Now . Only My Wife Has Seen Them And She Was Shocked How I Photograph My Self Keep Up The Fantastic Work My Friend
Kidding aside, I had a moment like that when I was in my midtwenties. It shook me up enough that I decided to change my direction in life. So, I know where you're coming from. A very good video.
I've only been watching your videos for a few weeks now but when I listen to you... my mind seems to almost change about my personal thoughts about myself and my photography right at that second. And I just want to say thank you, truly from the bottom of my heart thank. Every video that I have viewed make me feel like it was an answer that I have been looking for my whole life and coincidently enough, it also feels like your videos come up on my feed right at the time I need them.
Sean, I've always thought of myself as a "behind the camera" guy who enjoys capturing other peoples moments and creating story that way, because that's what I've been most comfortable with. I hesitated for a couple days bothering to watch this video as I was sure it wouldn't be of interest, as it's not my style, but I was wrong. Beautiful video with great insights, and I'm actually looking forward to experimenting with this type of photography moving forward!
Thank you for being such a wonderful mentor, Sean. Your honesty and vulnerability show clearly in your self-portraits. And, those qualities make you look very attractive. Just last week I saw my true reflection in the mirror.......the one I think I'm hiding with my make-up every day. I'm old now but I guess I think I'm magically fooling people with lipstick and eye shadow, etc.. My revealing vision was just a flash, but, the honesty was brutal and somehow exciting. I decided to try to re-capture it with my camera. The images show me completely unmasked. They're beginning to become easier to look at and, surprisingly, I'm beginning to love the woman I see there.
I had the exact same insecurities in my teenage years. Being 6'5" meant I was very long and just could not fill it out. It wasn't until many years into my 20s that I was able to find true love for myself, regardless of how I looked. Another wonderful and inspiring video, Sean!
I can't describe exactly how opportune a time it was for you to put out this video for myself. Just real talk as always from you. Thank you for being vulnerable in such a public forum and thank you for letting us all feel that its ok to be. Now, ... I have some photos to take.
Brilliant! You have this uncanny ability to put into words and feelings what many of us are thinking. Vulnerability is so much more admirable than the gran facades of infallibility so many other you tubers put on their channels. This is why your content is so refreshing, at least it is to me anyway. Keep up the great work!
I have listened to this video. Multiple times. I have been struggling with my physical appearance as I grow older. I constantly scrutinize every inch of my body and face. I even took some self portraits recently and didn’t like most of them because I criticized every aspect of myself. They are almost too honest and raw. Despite that, I’m going to keep taking self portraits. I’d like to do a long term project in an effort to find self-love and self acceptance. So thank you for this video and for your vulnerability.
Hahaha. Welcome to the Club Sean. I spent all my younger years with the same insecurity. And Now, hooray. I'm still not overweight. Not what one would call "Skinny" (I hate that word) but certainly able to manage a normal weight range without many of the other issues that many of those early bullies are probably now battling with. Remember the saying, "He who laughs first, laughs last". On a more serious note, I appreciate the real depth of your analyses and sensitivity. You are a true artist (and not a bad Philosopher either). All the best in this phase of you life.
WOW! I just happened to come across this and you explained PERFECTLY what I have been doing for a while now and did not realise. I recently found the courage to post a few pics and although most people were very positive, a couple just thought to have a bit of fun and bit a of a laugh, then when I stopped playing the game and got upset decided to say they were supportive the whole time. They made it known that they were insecure about their bodies but totally missed the point when I said it took months of building up the courage to share. I remember specifically replying to one person that "I DO NOT look like that in the mirror", so when you mentioned that, you totally got my attention. Thank you for sharing this. You have inspired me to keep going and keep being brave.
You've inspired me to get up in the loft & retrieve my negatives from a Project I did for my A Level Photography course about 15 yrs ago.. Self portraits for me at the time was a very cathartic process as I went through an Empty Nest phase. Thanks for having the conversation.
This sounds incredible. I cannot stand to look at myself in the mirror. I was annorexic for years so I think I probably have quite a distorted self view. So I've decided to try this everyday. just for me. I'll see what happens. Thank you!
came across this video and i’m so glad i did. so powerful, because just took some self portraits in my underwear now, i know you’re probably like what the hell? it’s empowering for me, and these self portraits are so helpful with my insecurities within myself.
I discovered Sean Tucker a couple of hours ago when I watched a Digital Rev photo challenge he did. I loved his work. I thought I’d look at his channel cos I do photography. In fact I found a life coach. I thought I only cried during Call The Midwife. I watched this video and bawled. He’s so beautiful.
Anytime I'm in a rut, your videos and words inspire me to get motivated and shoot something new. This is me saying from the bottom of heart the most sincere THANK YOU.
Everyone's hit on the content, which is really lovely and I believe important [necessary, really] for everyone to hear. But I also want to thank you for the thoughtfulness that you have with the music. Even as I learn photography, I'm very auditory in my approach to the world. Your choice of music really resonates, moves, and inspires me. Often to tears [whether touched or hopeful]. Thanks for all you do.
This video was very moving for me, I never thought someone else would have similar if not the same insecurities as me. It is really nice to hear others and how they overcome this. Every word you said in this video made me rethink and reconsider my view of my own self. I guess we just need to look at ourselves from another perspective to see ourselves
This is so touching. An observer in you couldn't see an observable physical you because your conditioned mind was getting in a way as a filter. In fact you are beautiful and attractive and you always have been this way. Drop the persona, that's the greatest vulnerability and openness anyone can show. And be the happiness and light that you really are.🙌
What you learned from your your first self portrait is to have compassion for your self. Excellent topic. Profound insight and beautiful self portraiture. Thank you for sharing with us.
Thank you, you express so beautifully again what I have experienced myself. I did that some month ago with some very sensual self-portraits. Just for myself, revealing to myself that part of me that nobody else sees, that I am hiding from the world.
Beautifully composed. Thank you for always sharing of yourself. I’ve been watching your videos for a couple years, and you are a quality creative being.
This is so inspiring. I recently started with taking self portraits and I was just wondering if there are TH-cam videos about self portraits and I find this. Thank you for this. This helps me to continue my own healing journey.
I ended up writing my feelings on paper when I went through that. Also burned it all, as a cleanse to say goodbye to those feelings and make a clean slate.
I have been doing the self portraits and posting them every wednesday. What I have also liked is the process of finding new ways to see myself, plan the shoot, it so much of self discovery. I will continue to do it until I run out of ideas. It has helped me so much! I try to stay creative and find different angles and now Im playing with new places. Thank you again very much for your video, always helpful.
It's a great set of photos and message. It takes a lot of courage to do what you describe, even without showing them to anyone. Thank you for posting this.
Your ability to distill the meaning and growth from personal adversity, and to share that with others in such a sincere way is a remarkable skill. Loved the vid, loved the portraits. Thank you.
Exploring the human condition through photography is a beautiful thing, whether it be yourself or a complete stranger. You, sir, are one of a kind and a true inspiration. I wish you all the best going forward.
I'm a below knee amputee, and have been for almost 3 years now, and only recently had a photo taken of myself (full body, showing the leg) that I really liked. It was taken by someone I was comfortable around (and I'd just gotten a new running blade a few days before), but I think it was the first photo where I was comfortable when it was being taken. The location was great (out filming in the Mohave), it was golden hour, and I was doing what I've always wanted to do, with people I enjoyed working with. I often get told the leg looks cool, but it was really nice to be able to see it from outside my own view.
Thank you for sharing your story Sean. It inspired me. I guess life is always so full of possibilities. Greetings from Monterrey, Mexico.
This is so lovely and beautiful
Awesome release... hope you see the beauty that keep your friends near.
That's great my friend. Thanks for sharing that.
Great to hear Sean, are you familiar with the work of Giles Duley? He is a triple amputee, and has some amazing self-portraiture work! I thought you might enjoy :)
This was moving. Both in a sense of soul and a call to action. My turn.
I'm ugly and I'm proud!!
When I think of my beloved wife, it's the portrait photo I took of her a year before she passed. I wonder what picture my children will remember me by. Thanks for the thoughts, Sean.
Sorry to hear about your loss. Indeed, I also think how I would be remembered as. Right now, I feel I shld take more pics of my parents who are in their 70s. The clock is ticking and soon they will be called back to the Lord. I wanna cherish the happy moments spent with them
Thanks sir! I will especially when they are with my kids. The smiles on their faces are indeed priceless
:'( I would love to see the picture if its okay? (Odd request) I know. I believe the only way someone can become immortal is when they live in someone else's memory!
@@ezekielkokspeaks Thanks, Ezekiel. Definitely take more pictures now! You'll never regret it.
@@ronakvalobobhai7819 I certainly appreciate that you asked me - if you have a contact email I'd be happy to oblige.
Damn Sean, you are without doubt an unbelievable asset to the photographic community. Thank you for all your amazing work.
Geeze man. How do you make a hotel room look so cinematic??
Thanks for your work Sean.
Light is all you need and I mean most of the hotels have windows and if you have a GR it's quite easy :)
@@rst6590 what's a GR?
@@tomasgomez1906 Ricoh GR III (The camera sean's been using)
I thought the same 😅
Sean... This is raw and beautiful.. I cry watching this because I feel every words you say... I will try to take my own pic.. Thank you!
Do it up.
There was a period in my life when I'd take self portraits whenever I'm having intense depressive episode. It's really therapeutic and made the outcome, even the process, made me embrace myself even more. Seeing the photos when I'm in tears or afraid or in agony was reaffirming. It reaffirmed that despite my mental illness, I'm still alive. Gives me hope, really.
Thank you for this video.
*"The story of their life is written on their body."*
Sean Tucker
I have to say.. not quite... people will surprise you.. the book cover is not always revealing.
This made me cry. Thanks for being vulnerable and honest. It really isn’t easy on the internet.
This video was on my recommended videos and the first I have watched on your channel. This is what I needed! I’m 46 years old and I still hate looking at myself in the mirror, let alone being on the other side of the camera. Your words are absolutely moving and really triggered something inside me. To be vulnerable in front of the camera is a pretty scary thought for me. This is something I will try with a more creative approach, if I can get the nerve up to actually do it. Thank you so much for making this video! 👏🏻
You're welcome. Good luck
Wonderful video. I started taking self portraits to deal with depression. Honestly I did not give too much thought about it, I just started to take pictures of myself. Pictures that I like. It has been a very strong tool.
I’ve got several physical conditions and I just today started taking self-portraits that highlight that part of my life that I’m so used to hiding. It doesn’t feel like me, but at the same time.. it’s the most ‘me’ I’ve ever seen.
"We conspire with mirrors to keep ourselves blind from who we really are." This was a remarkably & admirably open, honest, and thoughtful lesson. Someone once told me to try to take pictures 'about something' rather than 'of something'. This has given me a lot to think about. Thanks, as always, and hope you're doing well.
I came here for an instructional video to help me take better self portraits. And ended up in a therapy session…. I’m not disappointed and honestly it was a fantastic break and very uplifting. Thank you
2 mins in an I can relate so hard it almost hurts. I'm 2.04m at 75-80kg. Struggling with my shape a lot of times especially every time I was photographed. Making a video about this is brave, courageous and will help a lot of people very much! Thank you.
Sean, I am a firm believer that there are no ugly faces or bodies.
Hands, face, body: they are all a record of a life lived, unique to that person.
Like many of your videos, this one which contains photographic wisdom, is also a lesson about life.
Wow. I wanted to get better at photography as an amateur and found your channel. Your content i must say holds my attention because of your honesty and the deep and profound insights on life you have. Please don't stop putting out such great content.
Every time i watch a new video from you its a new lesson that i didn’t expect. Thanks so much Sean, thanks for being brave to share your message !
As I mentioned in my 'What held me back' video, I was not sure, if I'm pretty enough to start a beauty channel. Once I overcome my fear, and got started, I realised, that I don't look that bad actually. I somehow even like, how I look, when I'm talking (normally you never talk to mirror). By the way, I really love those portraits of you... 😊
It is no accident that I came across this video tonight. I recently decided it was time to be my own muse. To put myself in front of my own lens, to begin creating some of the things I’ve imagined for so long. I am learning about light, setting up, and will begin soon. This, is part of my healing, my recovery, from CPTSD. To see, and believe in myself differently. This was beautiful. It brought tears. It’s a soul journey. At 46, it is time. Thank you. Thank you. 🙏🏼🤍
I thought this was going to be a midly boring video with pretentious title but still end up fascinated by your thoughts, you're amazing
Authentic. Courageous. Brilliant.
I first took my self potraits yesterday and watching this makes me even more encouraged to take more...Thank you!
Once again you have expanded the territory of what it means to be a photographer. The power of vulnerability in exploring self makes every photographer stop and consider what they’re doing with their camera. Again so well done.
Thank you, Sean. I've never seen a picture of myself that I liked. Especially self-portraits. Because of this video of yours, I'm going to give it a go one more time. Not to find a result that I might like, but to expose my most vulnerable self. This is gold. Much thanks, again
You are an amazing human being. You speak to the soul of humanity. I appreciate you sharing your thought’s insecurities and encouraging words! Thank you!
Thanks my friend.
Wow. Few months ago I told my friend that I realized getting photographed helps me accept myself even though I don't like the photos at first. She hasn't thought I made sense. Seeing this video now, hearing your thoughts on the topic, makes my heart warm. Thank you. Perfectly said. Beautiful portraits. 🖤
I clicked the first that I thought would help me make a photo of myself to look as good as possible…now I’m considering just accepting the things I can’t change about myself. Wow I wasn’t expecting that; thank you for the awesome message.
Self portraits are basically all I do. Everything from simple minimal images, to conceptual or composites. It has helped me accept myself, express myself and more recently heal and cope from c-ptsd. I was in a abusive relationship that left a lot of mental emotional issues. Confusion, anxiety, all around heaviness I felt weighing on me. I started a series and Instagram account to explore, express and heal from all of it and its been amazing for me.
Sean, man, I love your videos. Straightforward and brutally honest. You express what so many others feel but keep tucked deep inside. But they aren't videos without hope. Just the opposite. Life has it moments where we feel crushed. But, we are uniquely made and when we grasp that there is a great release. Your self-portraits are a testament to who you are. They are vulnerable and that makes them so real and special.
"For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth."
This topic deserves a whole serie on its own! Excellent content, a true gem. Thanks!
Really agree with the point to look at myself in 3rd person's point of view. I applied it to one situation, when I was supposed to get an operation next day. When I tried to think, there's a person, who will get operation tomorrow, it sounded much less dramatic, and I could comfort myself a bit.
I like that:)
I admire your bravery and honesty. Sometimes I can't even look at myself in a mirror.
one of the best videos I've seen in a while..... this was just so honest... I cannot say more... one of the best
Sean talks for 12 minutes and it feels like I've been listening him for an hour. So much information, and such deep thoughts on such a short video. Absolutely amazing.
I really hope you're okay now, remember Sean, you are and would be in my morning prayers, always
I appreciate that
I saw this video years ago and really didn't get the message. I have a better appreciation for it today being a little older and wiser than yesterday. Thank you for that.
I have strayed away from photography for a last little while. But you are the only person who actually motivates me. And this video is the best example. Truly from the bottom of my heart, Thank you Sean
You constantly surprise me. Yes, the view of oneself, literally constant and changing, all one’s life. I don’t take pictures of people, but when I do - it’s me, I’m always around, but I can’t say I see one version, ever. I like the “ugly” ones, weird ones, they test me because there’s enough truth in them even so. It parallels my self knowledge of never knowing who I am. Since I can’t hold on to any one image of my ideal “me”, it leaves me w/ my inner me, and that powers my projection into this world, my ever mutable presence through energy of desire.
You are always open, honest, reflective, introspective, cerebral and a great giver of yourself. I have found no-one else like you on TH-cam.
That's very kind my friend. Thank you.
Scars, struggle, toil are the things that contribute to many of the things, some of us, really gravitate towards, an old worn saddle, weathered trees, man or woman even an old dog. These events lead to strength for those that live to tell about it. One of yours, the trials, of a young person that had bad skin and the scars physically and otherwise to prove it, is the evidence the some of us to understand and appreciate your character. It is not an accident that those with the capacity are the ones that are preyed on. Best wishes, thanks for sharing.
Sean, I have to tell you this video has opened my eyes in so many ways. I am a preacher and the way you expressed about not seeing yourself for who you are came to me as a perfect sermon. Mainly about me feeling inadequate growing up. I also learned a lot about portraits and self portraits. I really appreciate you for this.
Thanks for being vulnerable and honest. You are a class act.
I Cannot believe I've missed your channel before. Your insights and honesty are truly remarkable. Thank you!
Thank you for sharing all of those thoughts and ideeas. As always.. an inspiration.
We take the photos as we see the world, just as we are. Very often we forget to see how we will see ourselves the same. Very inspiring, it has pased some time since I like a self portrait, time to face that honestly. Thank you!
Well done Sean, thanks for your honesty. That which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. That mantra got me through my divorce. You have my utmost respect. All the very best to you.
You know Sean when I’ve watched your videos I’ve not seen what you describe you see, instead I hear an amazing voice and an awesome talent.
Self Portraits are like channeling your inner being your true self. Selfies are just for fun. Thank you Sean. New sub here.
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@@seantuck You really inspired me. I thank you.
Amazing Sean... and thank you for sharing. I had almost the exact same revelation. Just a few weeks ago, I was setting up lights to shoot portraits of a friend the next day. To make the setup easier I used an app on my phone to connect to the camera so that I could see what the camera was seeing, and sat in the space set up for my sitter. I was taken by an odd mixture of discomfort and fascination at suddenly viewing myself as the subject, and without really thinking about it, I started clicking the shutter, showing and looking for those things that I habitually hide. In the end, like in your case, it was a feeling of vulnerability, but also empowermen. And giving myself that small but important distance allowed me to empathize with myself... which sounds strange, but truly it is easier to empathize somehow, when you are out of your body, and looking at yourself, as someone else might. For me, sharing those pictures was yet another level of vulnerability and the odd empowerment that comes with that sharing. More than simply healing, it has in some way, permanently changed who I am, and how I occupy my life,, for the better. I feel some sense of freedom, or relief. The permission to be more myself, perhaps. It was an odd and welcome surprise.
Your self-portrait at 11:20 - it’s as if you are talking to the light.. made me think of your story as an artist whose medium is light; a photographer. Inspired video - thank you.
You struck a nerve. Over the course of the past year, I've lost a substantial amount of weight. I was talking to my mother the other night and somehow me telling her, 'I'm trying to figure out who the person staring at me in the mirror is', worked into the conversation. Your monologue reminded me of how strange I look to myself now. I seriously don't recognize myself. I'm not really the type of person who looks at themselves in the mirror for some sort of self discovery, or assessment. In my current situation I think it would really do me some good to acquaint myself with the new me. I need to take some headshots as part of a branding exercise for my business. The whole process will now have an alterior function . Good stuff Sean. 📸🌞
Hi Sean , I Done This Fighting Depression As I Have MS, But What An Eye Opener It Was To See Me So Vulnerable, This Helped Me So Much To Get To Where I Am Now . Only My Wife Has Seen Them And She Was Shocked How I Photograph My Self
Keep Up The Fantastic Work My Friend
Sean, there is something in YOU that really connects with audience so well..may be your honesty and simplicity..
For me, this was the best you’ve posted on your channel that I’ve come across thus far. Thank you.
Kidding aside, I had a moment like that when I was in my midtwenties. It shook me up enough that I decided to change my direction in life. So, I know where you're coming from. A very good video.
I've only been watching your videos for a few weeks now but when I listen to you... my mind seems to almost change about my personal thoughts about myself and my photography right at that second. And I just want to say thank you, truly from the bottom of my heart thank. Every video that I have viewed make me feel like it was an answer that I have been looking for my whole life and coincidently enough, it also feels like your videos come up on my feed right at the time I need them.
My turn
Sean, I've always thought of myself as a "behind the camera" guy who enjoys capturing other peoples moments and creating story that way, because that's what I've been most comfortable with. I hesitated for a couple days bothering to watch this video as I was sure it wouldn't be of interest, as it's not my style, but I was wrong. Beautiful video with great insights, and I'm actually looking forward to experimenting with this type of photography moving forward!
Thank you for being such a wonderful mentor, Sean. Your honesty and vulnerability show clearly in your self-portraits. And, those qualities make you look very attractive. Just last week I saw my true reflection in the mirror.......the one I think I'm hiding with my make-up every day. I'm old now but I guess I think I'm magically fooling people with lipstick and eye shadow, etc.. My revealing vision was just a flash, but, the honesty was brutal and somehow exciting. I decided to try to re-capture it with my camera. The images show me completely unmasked. They're beginning to become easier to look at and, surprisingly, I'm beginning to love the woman I see there.
Again, you've taken the negative energy in your life and made something truly positive. Thank you.
Beautiful, @Sean Tucker. May you find comfort and deep healing and peace beyond understanding in the days ahead.
Thank you for sharing these personal moments. You give encouragement to others - to me - to look more deeply, to seek awareness.
I had the exact same insecurities in my teenage years. Being 6'5" meant I was very long and just could not fill it out. It wasn't until many years into my 20s that I was able to find true love for myself, regardless of how I looked. Another wonderful and inspiring video, Sean!
I can't describe exactly how opportune a time it was for you to put out this video for myself. Just real talk as always from you. Thank you for being vulnerable in such a public forum and thank you for letting us all feel that its ok to be. Now, ... I have some photos to take.
Brilliant! You have this uncanny ability to put into words and feelings what many of us are thinking. Vulnerability is so much more admirable than the gran facades of infallibility so many other you tubers put on their channels. This is why your content is so refreshing, at least it is to me anyway. Keep up the great work!
I have listened to this video. Multiple times. I have been struggling with my physical appearance as I grow older. I constantly scrutinize every inch of my body and face. I even took some self portraits recently and didn’t like most of them because I criticized every aspect of myself. They are almost too honest and raw. Despite that, I’m going to keep taking self portraits. I’d like to do a long term project in an effort to find self-love and self acceptance. So thank you for this video and for your vulnerability.
So more difficult than photographing other people! Those sequence of triptychs is outstanding. Excellent pics!
Hahaha. Welcome to the Club Sean. I spent all my younger years with the same insecurity. And Now, hooray. I'm still not overweight. Not what one would call "Skinny" (I hate that word) but certainly able to manage a normal weight range without many of the other issues that many of those early bullies are probably now battling with. Remember the saying, "He who laughs first, laughs last".
On a more serious note, I appreciate the real depth of your analyses and sensitivity. You are a true artist (and not a bad Philosopher either). All the best in this phase of you life.
WOW! I just happened to come across this and you explained PERFECTLY what I have been doing for a while now and did not realise. I recently found the courage to post a few pics and although most people were very positive, a couple just thought to have a bit of fun and bit a of a laugh, then when I stopped playing the game and got upset decided to say they were supportive the whole time. They made it known that they were insecure about their bodies but totally missed the point when I said it took months of building up the courage to share. I remember specifically replying to one person that "I DO NOT look like that in the mirror", so when you mentioned that, you totally got my attention. Thank you for sharing this. You have inspired me to keep going and keep being brave.
Gives shooting in RAW a whole new meaning.
You've inspired me to get up in the loft & retrieve my negatives from a Project I did for my A Level Photography course about 15 yrs ago.. Self portraits for me at the time was a very cathartic process as I went through an Empty Nest phase. Thanks for having the conversation.
This sounds incredible. I cannot stand to look at myself in the mirror. I was annorexic for years so I think I probably have quite a distorted self view. So I've decided to try this everyday. just for me. I'll see what happens. Thank you!
Thank you Sean always here for you mate, onward and upwards.
came across this video and i’m so glad i did.
so powerful, because just took some self portraits in my underwear now, i know you’re probably like what the hell? it’s empowering for me, and these self portraits are so helpful with my insecurities within myself.
I discovered Sean Tucker a couple of hours ago when I watched a Digital Rev photo challenge he did. I loved his work. I thought I’d look at his channel cos I do photography. In fact I found a life coach. I thought I only cried during Call The Midwife. I watched this video and bawled. He’s so beautiful.
Anytime I'm in a rut, your videos and words inspire me to get motivated and shoot something new.
This is me saying from the bottom of heart the most sincere THANK YOU.
You put feelings of so many into beautiful words.
Everyone's hit on the content, which is really lovely and I believe important [necessary, really] for everyone to hear. But I also want to thank you for the thoughtfulness that you have with the music. Even as I learn photography, I'm very auditory in my approach to the world. Your choice of music really resonates, moves, and inspires me. Often to tears [whether touched or hopeful]. Thanks for all you do.
This video was very moving for me, I never thought someone else would have similar if not the same insecurities as me. It is really nice to hear others and how they overcome this. Every word you said in this video made me rethink and reconsider my view of my own self. I guess we just need to look at ourselves from another perspective to see ourselves
Pure class here.
Thank you Mr T.
Some very cool images as well, a fresh breath from most self portraits you see.
This is so touching. An observer in you couldn't see an observable physical you because your conditioned mind was getting in a way as a filter. In fact you are beautiful and attractive and you always have been this way. Drop the persona, that's the greatest vulnerability and openness anyone can show. And be the happiness and light that you really are.🙌
The cleverest and most meaningful speech I've heard recently.
What you learned from your your first self portrait is to have compassion for your self. Excellent topic. Profound insight and beautiful self portraiture. Thank you for sharing with us.
I love your voice. I am not a native speaker. It is so easy to understand. And I share your point of view to photography.
My turn! Indeed!
Thank you very much, Sean.
This is very therapeutic.
Why does this photographer always has such philosophical insight that are so on point? Great video.
Thank you, you express so beautifully again what I have experienced myself.
I did that some month ago with some very sensual self-portraits. Just for myself, revealing to myself that part of me that nobody else sees, that I am hiding from the world.
One of the many reasons I subscribed to your channel. Your vulnerability makes your videos so genuine. Keep up the great content!
Beautifully composed. Thank you for always sharing of yourself. I’ve been watching your videos for a couple years, and you are a quality creative being.
This is so inspiring. I recently started with taking self portraits and I was just wondering if there are TH-cam videos about self portraits and I find this. Thank you for this. This helps me to continue my own healing journey.
I ended up writing my feelings on paper when I went through that. Also burned it all, as a cleanse to say goodbye to those feelings and make a clean slate.
A great way to say goodbye and come back afresh
I have been doing the self portraits and posting them every wednesday. What I have also liked is the process of finding new ways to see myself, plan the shoot, it so much of self discovery. I will continue to do it until I run out of ideas. It has helped me so much! I try to stay creative and find different angles and now Im playing with new places. Thank you again very much for your video, always helpful.
I still come back to this video and watch it over again. It really opens my eyes. 🦋
It's a great set of photos and message. It takes a lot of courage to do what you describe, even without showing them to anyone. Thank you for posting this.
Your ability to distill the meaning and growth from personal adversity, and to share that with others in such a sincere way is a remarkable skill. Loved the vid, loved the portraits. Thank you.
Exploring the human condition through photography is a beautiful thing, whether it be yourself or a complete stranger. You, sir, are one of a kind and a true inspiration. I wish you all the best going forward.
Thanks Sean. Through self-portraits, I forgive myself the very first time for obsession with my flaws.
As someone with a lot of insecurities about my body, this really hit home. Thank you.
Thank you for being Sean.
Best TED talk i’ve watched this year.