Ive been struggling with a lot of depression due to unfortunate circumstances. Circumstances created by my own actions. Acting compulsively without considering the effects is very detrimental to ones self. Now i must wrestle with the realization that ive been my worst enemy. If it werent for my most committed supporters im afraid i may have fallen onto my own sword. I am grateful to not have to fight this battle alone. I am grateful for my allies, brothers, family. I am assured of defeating my demons because i am aligned with living angels❤️
defeat is temporary, its just a lost battle get up face it again, you might lose but god wants you to win the wars not the battles.as per if suicide helps, it does not it just transfers the sadness and pain to another person@@bere4fucin
@@bere4fucin You act like Rome, Rome was defeated so many times, especially during the Punic wars, in so many battles, they lost one third of their male population in those wars. However, after every lost battle, no matter how crushingly it was lost, they would set out again after their enemies. No other civilisation of the ancient world would have done such a thing, all others would have sued for piece. The situation was disasterous, but the Roman commanders did not care. Although there was no victory in sight, they kept fighting, they kept dying. Eventually, however, at the end of the war, their enemies were defeated, and Rome was victorious. By pure determination victory can be achieved against overwhelming odds. sometimes mental battles will be overwhelming, but after every defeat, you raise a new army, and take to battle again. If you do this, then eventually victory will be achieved. I have fought so many of these battles of the mind which ended in defeat, and I am yet to see victory(I got close). Despite losing so many times, and being desperate to surrendur to the many enemies(and having embarassingly surrendured on a few occasions), I must keep fighting, and, if I am correct in guessing why you asked, in the same way you can keep fighting too, even if you have lost many battles.
The worst part about this internal struggle is that I am fully conscious that I am the root cause of my suffering yet I feel helpless from my emotional triggers. I can't blame those who make me feel pain because I unknowingly give them that permission to be superior above me. I am my worst critic and it is why I perceive others as having harsh judgement towards me through the harsh self-judgement I have. I am trying to love myself but it seems almost impossible to relearn something that is already well embedded and established within my psyche.
It is def possible it starts by small changes, baby steps, actions that are negligible, but over time something new pops into you. The problem is usually our type of people (the struggling internally every minute type), gets arrogant so quick that he becomes untitled to the new changes and refuse to be humble and feel pain again and again and again. Pride is your worst enemy my friend.
I noticed this too, it was a communication failure during the upload between the file and TH-cam. I changed some settings and I believe this will not happen again. Thanks for the feedback Hasan.
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Ive been struggling with a lot of depression due to unfortunate circumstances. Circumstances created by my own actions. Acting compulsively without considering the effects is very detrimental to ones self. Now i must wrestle with the realization that ive been my worst enemy. If it werent for my most committed supporters im afraid i may have fallen onto my own sword. I am grateful to not have to fight this battle alone. I am grateful for my allies, brothers, family. I am assured of defeating my demons because i am aligned with living angels❤️
Most caterpillars are murdered before they get a chance to harden.
Be grateful that you have the chance
same here. Let's work to get out of this hell.
The worst war happens within ourselves
You got that right. And the war can be brutal and intense.
May I ask brother, what happens if you lose.
You may be able to guess why I'm asking
defeat is temporary, its just a lost battle get up face it again, you might lose but god wants you to win the wars not the battles.as per if suicide helps, it does not it just transfers the sadness and pain to another person@@bere4fucin
@@bere4fucin You act like Rome, Rome was defeated so many times, especially during the Punic wars, in so many battles, they lost one third of their male population in those wars. However, after every lost battle, no matter how crushingly it was lost, they would set out again after their enemies. No other civilisation of the ancient world would have done such a thing, all others would have sued for piece. The situation was disasterous, but the Roman commanders did not care. Although there was no victory in sight, they kept fighting, they kept dying. Eventually, however, at the end of the war, their enemies were defeated, and Rome was victorious. By pure determination victory can be achieved against overwhelming odds. sometimes mental battles will be overwhelming, but after every defeat, you raise a new army, and take to battle again. If you do this, then eventually victory will be achieved.
I have fought so many of these battles of the mind which ended in defeat, and I am yet to see victory(I got close). Despite losing so many times, and being desperate to surrendur to the many enemies(and having embarassingly surrendured on a few occasions), I must keep fighting, and, if I am correct in guessing why you asked, in the same way you can keep fighting too, even if you have lost many battles.
@@AveSPQR I do like Rome
Also
Genuinely
Thanks for the history
@@bere4fucin Thanks, I'm happy that my comment was hepful to you
Я около часа решил не думать о Риме и тут вижу это видео. Это судьба
Думай о Древнем Риме. Вместе мы сильны, брат✊🏻
@@ГрозныйПавукъ именно эти мысли не дают впасть в уныние и двигаться вперед
Thoughts, a tree on a hill. A shield wielded by a man, but does he have power?
powerful title
спасибо. а то я забыл подумать о нём сегодня
greetings from Turkey
selam olsun zevkli kardesim iyi çalışmalar dilerim
Just thank you for music.
Most caterpillars are murdered before they get a chance to harden.
Be grateful that you have a chance.
Muito bom! Como já disse, os seus trabalhos baseados em Roma são os melhores, os mais profundos. Abraço.
Obrigado pelo feedback Leandro!
thus the greatest of victories is the one against ourselves
It's so true
мотивацию поднять
The worst part about this internal struggle is that I am fully conscious that I am the root cause of my suffering yet I feel helpless from my emotional triggers. I can't blame those who make me feel pain because I unknowingly give them that permission to be superior above me. I am my worst critic and it is why I perceive others as having harsh judgement towards me through the harsh self-judgement I have. I am trying to love myself but it seems almost impossible to relearn something that is already well embedded and established within my psyche.
It is def possible it starts by small changes, baby steps, actions that are negligible, but over time something new pops into you. The problem is usually our type of people (the struggling internally every minute type), gets arrogant so quick that he becomes untitled to the new changes and refuse to be humble and feel pain again and again and again. Pride is your worst enemy my friend.
Love it.
шикарная музыка
🤝👍
Автор! Попробуй сделать древнерусскую атмосферу, например: Владимир Мономах думает и пишет "Поучение для молодых"
"Valor becomes feeble without an opponent"
Seneca
Is this in 432 hz? I'm just curious, also the images on your videos are amazing, how do you make them?
Acepe, is there any chance I can get those astonishing pictures and use them as wallpaper? I mean no commercial use
Scattered =Vulnerable, because they’re is no church in the wild and Hells not a destination.
31:25 There is a problem with the animation
I noticed this too, it was a communication failure during the upload between the file and TH-cam. I changed some settings and I believe this will not happen again. Thanks for the feedback Hasan.
The only person who really watches these videos :D
where can I get this picture?
azkana traps their victim in vicious cycle of emotion ,doubt breeds dobut fear breeds fear and the azakana feasts
-yone
How can we win
When war is beneath our skin
Est-ce que ça veut dire que l'on se bat contre les autres pour éviter de s'affronter soi-même ? Peut-être.