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Citizen Soldier I want you to know your music has given me strength to move forward and it has been a voice to people I know so maybe they can see inside my head. On that note I found someone else in this amazing place TH-cam, he has been blessed with the magic of showing the health how the mentally sick suffers every day. His name is Liam Gray @liamgraymusic. I found him three weeks ago and I was hoping you could check his words. Thank you guys for everything you do, it helps to know I am not alone in my fight and there is light out there somewhere and not to give up
Don’t be held down by your mistakes. You have a right to do more than just exist day by day waiting for it all to end. Whether you start living for the first time in your life, or again after going through hardships, live your life to the fullest ❤
Believe me, I know exactly how you feel. Both my family and friends are so busy with their own lives that I rarely get to spend time with any of them. But being alone shouldn’t stop you from living. Find a new restaurant, see a movie you normally wouldn’t, go someplace fun and do what YOU want to do. Live for yourself first and then you’ll be able to live with others ❤@@Whenever_Wherever_Whoever
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@@Whenever_Wherever_WhoeverI wish you the best of luck. I don't know what you're going through, but I hope you can recover and gain the strength to fight it.
"I wanna live again!" This is something that I strive for. Depression and self-loathing have been venomous to my physical and mental health for almost 20 years. Enough is enough. I should be more aware of my strength. I deserve to live and I should put my negativity to rest once and for all. Thank you for this one, you guys!
"Separated, isolated, in the chasm I've created, I know I'm broken, I need connection, get me out of this prison" and "''cause I've carried the weight of my mistakes, all the guilt and all the shame, nothing's gonna change what I have done" just hits on a whole nother level🧡
Yeah, nothings like low self esteem/low confidence. When you are so used to failiure that your mistakes don't hurt anymore, just make you feel numb and apathetic. I know that all too well.
It's fascinating how Citizen soldier always manages to release exactly the song I need when I need it. This last week I've struggled and been set back significantly on my journey to improve my mental health. So I have been actively telling myself that, despite failure being ok and not the end of the world, I *do* need to get back up in the saddle if I want to recover. So I've been needing some motivational music to keep me going on my journey to "live again"
Same with me. It's like magic when a new song comes out right when I need it. My epilepsy, daily and multiple seizures....I've never had a life like others and have always hated myself. CS magically came into my life and saved me from the night I had legit plans of suicide. ",Would Anyone Care" starts playing when never touching the phone or playing music. Since then the band has always saves me from falling back into the darkness sometimes
Same, tho! I had a rather intense therapy session the day this song dropped, found it afterward while trying to distract myself, and then it was on repeat pretty much the rest of the day and since. (I also emailed the song to my therapist)
@@ryansparks2359 I had Would anyone care on repeat for full work days for weeks. That song was just right on, and the first time I found lyrics I related to so much
If you're here feeling unloved by others or yourself, I love y'all. Others love you, even if at times it doesn't feel like it. Genuinely. Your guys life's are so important.
The fans will make them more popular. I never heard of them till youtube recommended me their song 'you're enough' after I saw a fan wearing a shirt of them
Im gonna be honest, this describes how I feel perfectly right now with my life. I don't know how you guys can do this but I can't be more grateful for you guys doing this, thank you for all you do!
From the depths of our hearts we may be quite hurt or feel empty, but this song does give us the strength we need to keep standing and not give up anymore... 🤘
To each and every person reading these comments, the world is a better place with you in it, and no matter how bad it gets remember you have survived 100% of bad days so far... YOU GOT THIS!!!
My life has been nothing but the worst. Just this past year I have had a gun held to my head and been in jail. I'm going through a divorce. I've become a ghost of myself. I wanna live though. I'm looking to the light. Thank you Citizen Soldier for this song. It's on repeat now for a long time.
I'm so sorry for what you are having to go through. Nit saying I can relate. I'm 29 and have been diagnosed with epilepsy. I have multiple seizures every day and even more at night and in my sleep. Literally almost 24/7 seizure activity where my brain is slowly dying from not getting proper rest. I don't ever see myself having a future, or ever be deserving of love. I cannot imagine anyone wanting to take in the burden of having to take care of me like a child. Couple years ago I had my day where I was going to do it. Legit plans. Taking my last smoke of weed to calm my burning nerves from constant seizures activity. Fuck I can't even walk right afterwards and I even forget my entire memories. But the phone was on the table in front of me when "Would Anyone Care" just magically starts playing by itself. I'm no religious man...but that song saved my life. I cried out the negative and finally felt free. Like someone for the first time in my life, understood my pain. Physically and mentally. I have a very loving and supportive family, but my demons are heavy. The drummer Kyle has blessed me with a Phoenix drawing I wanted to get for a tattoo. For thr Phoenix is the ruler of both life and death. Even if we must fail, we will always have that chance to rise up again. Even if we can't see it sometimes
He also told me that the "my own miracle" Phoenix shirt was made because he was inspired by my stories and the story i told him of how the Phoenix is something that also helps me just like them. For reincarnation is my "heaven" in a since
@@ryansparks2359 I took associate with the Phoenix. Every time I get knocked down I pick myself back up and try again. I actually have a Phoenix 🐦🔥 tattoo I got as a gift to myself for my first divorce. I also go by the pen name of CC Phoenix. I'm sorry to hear that you have your very hard difficulty in life. My second husband the one I'm divorcing now has epilepsy too. I know that's so difficult. I wish you the best.
Been needing this so badly. I lost both my cat and my mother this year, and having a lot of struggles. So, this song feels like what I've been wanting, the want to live again.
You and me both my friend. But that's the good thing it brings us those “different” people like us together and help one another with no judgment from anyone. The First time I saw them in concert he just got done with the show and I was somehow the first to talk to him and I couldn't was awe struck by being around the band and I have the video before I could say anything he gave me one of the most important and needed hugs and he said “your worth it and you deserve it”
Honestly how do you guys keep making absolute bangers? Every new song feels unique and purposeful, without that well other bands fall into Seriously, CS is the absolute BEST, keep doing what you do ❤
I've been through a lot of pain in my life growing up with family toxicity, not knowing how to love, and just recently putting my relationship back together with my girlfriend. We fought, broke up for a bit, and I almost lost everything till I was forced to the psych ward. I begged God to just let me let go of my life until she came back through a friend of hers. Afterwards I've been trying to put the pieces back together, and my sister Leila recommended me to Citizen Soldier. Your music is helping me to keep going, and to build a healthy, and genuine relationship with my true love. Especially with this song just wanting to learn to live again. I'm also trying to be better for myself, and to try to understand that people actually care about me. Thank you for helping to save me through your music.
Tbh, this song really describes me right now. Im stuck with ptsd as a volunteer firefighter, barely making any money, trying to have a stable relations with my bf, and currently without a job. But this song has given me hope that all that will change for the better.
I don't have anxiety nor depression nor mental health issues, but I can assure you, you all are helping people who are dealing with this kind of problems. You aren't psychologists or psychiatrists, but with your music you are doing what much of them aren't capable of do: heal Keep it up for people like them and obviously keep improving for music enjoyers like me, and long live rock!
I have not stopped listening to their music since I got all the CDs, I need to get the new one, I love them so much. This song came at the perfect time. I needed it tonight. Thank you Citizen Soldier for making music that resounds with all of us.
God Bless Citizen Soldier for putting lyrics out into the world that really reach and help so many people that are in the margins of society and who really need to know that they are not alone.
This year has been the hardest as I went from being able bodied to in a wheelchair when I leave the house because I can’t walk far, “sick of this ghost I have become” spoke to me, as I feel like one most days, been following for about 2 years now. Thank you for giving me hope.
"I want to hurt so I can heal" I am about to turn 23 in a couple of days that message is how I feel around this time every year for the past 5 years I have thought how much my life has gotten worse and worse, only for some small bright lights to save me. Citizen soldier was a light for me when I was close to stopping it all and I hope they continue to spread the message
The mere sound of their music is already so incredible powerful - and then its hitting even harder in combo with these lyriks ! Thank you for those amazing masterpieces 👌
Yes, thank you for this song again you guys' hugs for all of you And that lyric "I want to hurt so I can heal" made me cry because this describes me what I'm going through right now
I can't explain how much I need this now. I'm back to all the panic attacks and wanting to attempt but this gives me something to hold on to. Thank you so much!
I just saw you guys live last night in Spokane, Washington. You guys were amazing and I’m so glad that I was able to watch. I was diagnosed with both depression and anxiety. The year that ‘would anyone care’ came out and I continuously go back to that song when I need a good reminder and cry sesh. To hear it performed live was something else entirely, you probably weren’t looking at me in the crowd, but you stood in front of me and I looked up at you sobbing with joy and thankfulness. Thankyou for that. All of you.
Wow. I love all of CS’s songs, but I think this one has just become my favorite. I relate to all of the lyrics, I honestly want to go back on time and show this to younger me who was constantly fighting to be okay & be himself. Stay strong y’all 💚
This.... is exactly what I needed to hear at this moment. I've just come off my most recent hospitalization and I often listened to Citizen Soldier songs, both the hopeful ones and the ones that describe the pain of living with depression, anxiety, all that fun stuff. So, when I saw this pop up and saw it had only been out for six hours, plus the title and thumbnail, I knew I had to give it a shot, and I'm glad I did. My psychiatrist today gave me a challenge. This song has given me the desire to actually try and go through with it.
This is a beautiful song. I first found this beautiful band when I was at my very lowest, four years ago. Now, I can finally feel again. I am doing so much better, your songs kept me feeling something. Sometimes we just pull the short straw at life. I certainly did, but we can try.
Hack yea! I adore this powerful song! We all have made mistakes that make us feel withdrawn, hiding out of embarrassment and shame. But just existing is not good enough for even you. Fight to be seen, to be forgiven. Don't let the regret pull you back into the background, out of others' sight. Fight to hold on to the ones you love or to be known for someone. YOU CAN DO IT!
"Cause I've carried the weight of my mistakes, the guilt and the shame" It's hard when existing hurts so much, even if you've been through a lot, there is still a guilt for wanting to not be here.
It's been years since I started listening to you and I've finally crawled out of the darkness and can stand on my own 2 feet again. For everyone in that darkness still I promise you that it will get better and it's ok to not be ok.
*"Sick of this ghost that i've become..."* Damn... this phrase is the pure truth and it even breaks me inside because of the loneliness I've been feeling lately... ❤️🩹
Omg... This song is so fucking perfect... My best friend lost her kids in a custody case a while ago and she's been fighting for them... This song came out the fucking day she got them back... 😭😭😭
I discovered Citizen Soldier with their song "Would Anyone Care", and it was the first song that ever hit me hard enough to leave me with silent screaming sobs. When I was a young teen, I made up some lyrics to a song. It was only a handful of lines, but it went "If I were to vanish tomorrow, who would even notice if I were just to disappear? Who would care to follow my shadow, even if it led them to my despair?" And so those first few lines of "Would Anyone Care", "Would anyone notice if tonight I disappeared? Would anyone chase me and say the words that I need to hear?" Really not only spoke to the me I am now, but the me that needed to hear that as a young teenager. Over time, more and more of Citizen Soldier's songs have touched me in ways I'd never expected. They're my go-to band for my bad days, and give me the strength to keep moving forward. I'm finally going to see them in Santa Ana, and got myself the meet and greet tickets so I can thank them in person for all the strength they've given me. For being the voice I needed to hear, both as a young teen, and as the adult I am today who has been through some heavy times. I didn't mean for this message to be so long, but I wanted to say Thank you, to Citizen Soldier. I also wanted to also say, to whoever's reading this, that if you stick with it, and take another step forward, there will be hope. Every breath is a victory. Even if you need to close your eyes for a moment, so long as you've got one foot in front of the other and take a breath, you'll get to where you need to be.
Another song to speak for me. I love this song. I heard it on Spotify first and cried. It's so so real to feeling gone or lost. Feeling kinda hopeless in life and hopeful for death.. I also wanna live again. Thank you guys for another great great song!! 💛💛
I just found out about this channel a few days ago, and I can relate to it so much, I can't even describe in words. Can't believe I now found these amazing people.
I paid enough and did my time, now I want to see the other side. This is exactly where I'm at right now. I can't say again because I have always been a ghost but I will live.
Another great song. Feeling like nobody truly cares. Feel like people just act like they care do they can use me. Have no idea anymore who truly cares or would even care if i was here or not. Your music has helped me in so many ways. I no longer have thoughts of not being here, but i still feel like no one truly cares.
I realized that things are only gonna get worse before it gets better thank u for all the songs citizen soldier, I wish I can meet u and tell u my story and u can sing about ur amazing at putting ppls story’s into songs! ❤ u citizen soldier and ppl that’s struggling I may not know u but ily guys to know that things get better but it gets worse only before it ever gets better, have a blessed day guys (this song hit a little different to) ❤❤️🩹🕊️ this year has been the worst the lord has token to much from me this time 😭 4 loved ones died this year. And my family loves taking it out on me I guess they do but that’s ok..(ur songs are helping me get through it)
Thank you for everything you have done for all of us trying to find our way out of our dark days. I have been listening to your songs for 3 years now and thanks to you that I have been able to start trying to communicate better with my family and my friends. I have lost some people but I gained new lights in my life. I can see that I finally wake up without a desire to sleep forever. I am stilling healing but I finally wake up just safe enough from my own thoughts and monsters where I can take the step to talk to someone to make it go away even just for a little bit longer.
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Love this new song
❤ Two steps forward, 1 step back but moving forward. Been a while.
You are #1 on my Spotify!
Good Job Guy's keep it up you earned another Subscriber and fan me 👍
Citizen Soldier I want you to know your music has given me strength to move forward and it has been a voice to people I know so maybe they can see inside my head. On that note I found someone else in this amazing place TH-cam, he has been blessed with the magic of showing the health how the mentally sick suffers every day. His name is Liam Gray @liamgraymusic. I found him three weeks ago and I was hoping you could check his words. Thank you guys for everything you do, it helps to know I am not alone in my fight and there is light out there somewhere and not to give up
Don’t be held down by your mistakes. You have a right to do more than just exist day by day waiting for it all to end. Whether you start living for the first time in your life, or again after going through hardships, live your life to the fullest ❤
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How do I do that with no one there for me
Believe me, I know exactly how you feel. Both my family and friends are so busy with their own lives that I rarely get to spend time with any of them. But being alone shouldn’t stop you from living. Find a new restaurant, see a movie you normally wouldn’t, go someplace fun and do what YOU want to do. Live for yourself first and then you’ll be able to live with others ❤@@Whenever_Wherever_Whoever
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@@Whenever_Wherever_WhoeverI wish you the best of luck. I don't know what you're going through, but I hope you can recover and gain the strength to fight it.
"I wanna live again!"
This is something that I strive for. Depression and self-loathing have been venomous to my physical and mental health for almost 20 years. Enough is enough. I should be more aware of my strength. I deserve to live and I should put my negativity to rest once and for all. Thank you for this one, you guys!
You can do this! You're great for everything you did
Thank you for not giving up ❤❤
You got what it takes
"Separated, isolated, in the chasm I've created, I know I'm broken, I need connection, get me out of this prison" and "''cause I've carried the weight of my mistakes, all the guilt and all the shame, nothing's gonna change what I have done" just hits on a whole nother level🧡
Yeah, nothings like low self esteem/low confidence.
When you are so used to failiure that your mistakes don't hurt anymore, just make you feel numb and apathetic.
I know that all too well.
agree totally
Never now know one understand mental health issues 😕
It's fascinating how Citizen soldier always manages to release exactly the song I need when I need it.
This last week I've struggled and been set back significantly on my journey to improve my mental health.
So I have been actively telling myself that, despite failure being ok and not the end of the world, I *do* need to get back up in the saddle if I want to recover.
So I've been needing some motivational music to keep me going on my journey to "live again"
Same with me. It's like magic when a new song comes out right when I need it. My epilepsy, daily and multiple seizures....I've never had a life like others and have always hated myself. CS magically came into my life and saved me from the night I had legit plans of suicide. ",Would Anyone Care" starts playing when never touching the phone or playing music. Since then the band has always saves me from falling back into the darkness sometimes
Same, tho! I had a rather intense therapy session the day this song dropped, found it afterward while trying to distract myself, and then it was on repeat pretty much the rest of the day and since. (I also emailed the song to my therapist)
I hope you get through it😊
@@ryansparks2359 I had Would anyone care on repeat for full work days for weeks. That song was just right on, and the first time I found lyrics I related to so much
If you're here feeling unloved by others or yourself, I love y'all. Others love you, even if at times it doesn't feel like it. Genuinely. Your guys life's are so important.
Thank you. You have saved my life.
Love to hear that! Needed it! Same to you!!!
I needed that
@@pilot601 I'm so serious you're cared for and loved. You're saving yourself I'm just here to let you know you aren't always alone. Please keep safe!
@@draidenwolf You deserve to hear it!!
Finally another song! Citizen Soldier is all that is right in this world, thank you for so much 🖤
Totally agree
Discovering Citizen Soldier and their music is the best decision I've ever made.
Their music has helped me through so many hard times ❤
I agree this band has given me hope.
That makes two of us.
I wish that Citizen Soldier is a lot more popular. You guys are so underrated. 😭🙏
The fans will make them more popular. I never heard of them till youtube recommended me their song 'you're enough' after I saw a fan wearing a shirt of them
Im gonna be honest, this describes how I feel perfectly right now with my life. I don't know how you guys can do this but I can't be more grateful for you guys doing this, thank you for all you do!
From the depths of our hearts we may be quite hurt or feel empty, but this song does give us the strength we need to keep standing and not give up anymore... 🤘
How do they do this? Their music touches old scars. It also pulls people out of dark places. They're awesome.
Exactly
To each and every person reading these comments, the world is a better place with you in it, and no matter how bad it gets remember you have survived 100% of bad days so far... YOU GOT THIS!!!
And I would only add....
And you are not alone!!!
My life has been nothing but the worst. Just this past year I have had a gun held to my head and been in jail. I'm going through a divorce. I've become a ghost of myself. I wanna live though. I'm looking to the light. Thank you Citizen Soldier for this song. It's on repeat now for a long time.
I'm so sorry for what you are having to go through. Nit saying I can relate. I'm 29 and have been diagnosed with epilepsy. I have multiple seizures every day and even more at night and in my sleep. Literally almost 24/7 seizure activity where my brain is slowly dying from not getting proper rest. I don't ever see myself having a future, or ever be deserving of love. I cannot imagine anyone wanting to take in the burden of having to take care of me like a child. Couple years ago I had my day where I was going to do it. Legit plans. Taking my last smoke of weed to calm my burning nerves from constant seizures activity. Fuck I can't even walk right afterwards and I even forget my entire memories. But the phone was on the table in front of me when "Would Anyone Care" just magically starts playing by itself. I'm no religious man...but that song saved my life. I cried out the negative and finally felt free. Like someone for the first time in my life, understood my pain. Physically and mentally. I have a very loving and supportive family, but my demons are heavy. The drummer Kyle has blessed me with a Phoenix drawing I wanted to get for a tattoo. For thr Phoenix is the ruler of both life and death. Even if we must fail, we will always have that chance to rise up again. Even if we can't see it sometimes
He also told me that the "my own miracle" Phoenix shirt was made because he was inspired by my stories and the story i told him of how the Phoenix is something that also helps me just like them. For reincarnation is my "heaven" in a since
@@ryansparks2359 I took associate with the Phoenix. Every time I get knocked down I pick myself back up and try again. I actually have a Phoenix 🐦🔥 tattoo I got as a gift to myself for my first divorce. I also go by the pen name of CC Phoenix. I'm sorry to hear that you have your very hard difficulty in life. My second husband the one I'm divorcing now has epilepsy too. I know that's so difficult. I wish you the best.
Damn bro look you got this just give it everything you have day and night been there and still there but this band is absolutely amazing
I hear you. Family medical almost killed 3 family members this year only to find out my wife was cheating.
But we will live again!!!
I've spent time in psych hospitals, the line "I paid enough and I did my time. Now I want to see the other side"
that hits home hard.
Been needing this so badly. I lost both my cat and my mother this year, and having a lot of struggles. So, this song feels like what I've been wanting, the want to live again.
These musicians are bonestly the reason im still alive
You and me both my friend. But that's the good thing it brings us those “different” people like us together and help one another with no judgment from anyone. The First time I saw them in concert he just got done with the show and I was somehow the first to talk to him and I couldn't was awe struck by being around the band and I have the video before I could say anything he gave me one of the most important and needed hugs and he said “your worth it and you deserve it”
Now this is a huge mood and vibe. I want to love life again. I don't want to keep feeling weighed down by everything i have, and haven't, done.
Hell yeah. I love it. I wish my uncle didn't have to passed away. I was mad. I'm really missing him, right now. God bless his soul. 💛💙💙💛💛💛💛
Honestly how do you guys keep making absolute bangers?
Every new song feels unique and purposeful, without that well other bands fall into
Seriously, CS is the absolute BEST, keep doing what you do ❤
I've been through a lot of pain in my life growing up with family toxicity, not knowing how to love, and just recently putting my relationship back together with my girlfriend.
We fought, broke up for a bit, and I almost lost everything till I was forced to the psych ward. I begged God to just let me let go of my life until she came back through a friend of hers.
Afterwards I've been trying to put the pieces back together, and my sister Leila recommended me to Citizen Soldier. Your music is helping me to keep going, and to build a healthy, and genuine relationship with my true love. Especially with this song just wanting to learn to live again.
I'm also trying to be better for myself, and to try to understand that people actually care about me. Thank you for helping to save me through your music.
Tbh, this song really describes me right now. Im stuck with ptsd as a volunteer firefighter, barely making any money, trying to have a stable relations with my bf, and currently without a job. But this song has given me hope that all that will change for the better.
I don't have anxiety nor depression nor mental health issues, but I can assure you, you all are helping people who are dealing with this kind of problems. You aren't psychologists or psychiatrists, but with your music you are doing what much of them aren't capable of do: heal
Keep it up for people like them and obviously keep improving for music enjoyers like me, and long live rock!
I have not stopped listening to their music since I got all the CDs, I need to get the new one, I love them so much.
This song came at the perfect time. I needed it tonight. Thank you Citizen Soldier for making music that resounds with all of us.
God Bless Citizen Soldier for putting lyrics out into the world that really reach and help so many people that are in the margins of society and who really need to know that they are not alone.
This year has been the hardest as I went from being able bodied to in a wheelchair when I leave the house because I can’t walk far, “sick of this ghost I have become” spoke to me, as I feel like one most days, been following for about 2 years now.
Thank you for giving me hope.
I feel your pain I am the same I spend all my time on the couch. So sending love Xx
"I want to hurt so I can heal" I am about to turn 23 in a couple of days that message is how I feel around this time every year for the past 5 years I have thought how much my life has gotten worse and worse, only for some small bright lights to save me. Citizen soldier was a light for me when I was close to stopping it all and I hope they continue to spread the message
The mere sound of their music is already so incredible powerful - and then its hitting even harder in combo with these lyriks !
Thank you for those amazing masterpieces 👌
How I wish I could feel this way... Perfect Song
Yes, thank you for this song again you guys' hugs for all of you
And that lyric "I want to hurt so I can heal" made me cry because this describes me what I'm going through right now
I can't explain how much I need this now. I'm back to all the panic attacks and wanting to attempt but this gives me something to hold on to. Thank you so much!
The line "No Numb's not Alive" gives me such chills.
I just saw you guys live last night in Spokane, Washington. You guys were amazing and I’m so glad that I was able to watch.
I was diagnosed with both depression and anxiety. The year that ‘would anyone care’ came out and I continuously go back to that song when I need a good reminder and cry sesh. To hear it performed live was something else entirely, you probably weren’t looking at me in the crowd, but you stood in front of me and I looked up at you sobbing with joy and thankfulness. Thankyou for that. All of you.
Just got out of hospital psych ward yesterday, currently homeless but I've never felt the hope in this song as much as I do now after getting help
And a new Citizen Soldier song dropped, and it was sad, and it was relatable, and it was motivating, and there was much rejoicing
CS, you’ve been my favorite band for 5 years now. Every notification of a new song is the best part of my week! Keep killing it ❤
Great job citizen soldier this song is amazing words cannot describe how good this song is love it Great job yall
Supper awsome one can't stop hearing ❤️🔥❤️🔥
Oh lord that's a sick song !!!!! Love it so darn hard... thanks for your songs
Every time. Another awesome song! Citizen Soldier does not fail!
I've been waiting for this one awhile.
It definitely doesn't disappoint my high expectations
Absolutely needed this! I just wanna live again, express myself and not be a numb shell.
THIS MAN CANNOT EVER MAKE A BAD SONG. IT’S IMPOSSIBLE.
Citizen Soldier never disappoints! ❤❤❤
I did NOT expect to love this one this much. You're always so full of pleasant surprises
Another great masterpiece by the one...the only....CITIZEN SOLDIER!!! KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK GUYS!!!❤❤❤🤘🤘🤘🔥🔥🔥
It is absolutely fantastic and powerful.
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Wow. I love all of CS’s songs, but I think this one has just become my favorite. I relate to all of the lyrics, I honestly want to go back on time and show this to younger me who was constantly fighting to be okay & be himself. Stay strong y’all 💚
This song is amazing. Thank you for another masterpiece❤
I need this song so bad I needed to here it knowing I can learn to live again another song well done
A new live again Official Song it's fantastic !
This.... is exactly what I needed to hear at this moment. I've just come off my most recent hospitalization and I often listened to Citizen Soldier songs, both the hopeful ones and the ones that describe the pain of living with depression, anxiety, all that fun stuff. So, when I saw this pop up and saw it had only been out for six hours, plus the title and thumbnail, I knew I had to give it a shot, and I'm glad I did. My psychiatrist today gave me a challenge. This song has given me the desire to actually try and go through with it.
Great song and awesome video ❤️❤️ thanks guys for this masterpiece 🤟🖤
Thank yall for the great music it's helping me in my battle with Bladder Cancer
You’ve got this!!!
In God’s loving Grace and embrace,
God Bless You 🕊️
Hi citizens soldier huge fan from the UK your music hits deep ❤ helped me through so much thankyou for making amazing music
Yaaayyy another songggg!
The timing on this song is perfect cause it’s how I actually feel
this song just came in time, feeling like ive lost who i once was and my purpose and needed something like a spark to wake up
I'm not sure I'm through the worst yet
But the will is the way
And I definitely want to see the other side of this
Thanks guys ❤
Nno
this song is so good 🔥 probably one of my favorites on the album so far ❤
You are always so relatable. I'm not so sure that's a good thing lol.
✌️&❤️
I absolutley love this, it's too relatable. I struggle to feel anything and this made me tear up, thank you!
This is a beautiful song. I first found this beautiful band when I was at my very lowest, four years ago. Now, I can finally feel again. I am doing so much better, your songs kept me feeling something. Sometimes we just pull the short straw at life. I certainly did, but we can try.
What an incredible song
I WILL live again, thank you so much for your music it saved my life many times ❤️
Another great song didn’t know I needed until I heard it
I feel so _deeply_ and I want the feeling to be reality. My paper heart WILL beat on as I make it flesh and blood
Hey citizen soldier thank you for all that u do u help me so much
Hack yea! I adore this powerful song!
We all have made mistakes that make us feel withdrawn, hiding out of embarrassment and shame. But just existing is not good enough for even you. Fight to be seen, to be forgiven. Don't let the regret pull you back into the background, out of others' sight. Fight to hold on to the ones you love or to be known for someone. YOU CAN DO IT!
"Cause I've carried the weight of my mistakes, the guilt and the shame" It's hard when existing hurts so much, even if you've been through a lot, there is still a guilt for wanting to not be here.
These songs by this group has gotten me through the hardest times in my life
This hits so hard. Thank you so much for making these relatable songs🫂
Damn, this made me feel something.
"Sick of this ghost that I've become"
I'm loving this album, each song is another banger!! ❤❤
Yes! Always so worth the wait when you guys post :)
I love all your songs I have listened to them more than once.
I really love this band because they really understand the people with demons within themselves. It made us heard.
Love your songs ❤️
Another banger praise to you guys
This is what I'm going through.
Thank you, citizen soldier.😢😢
Such an amazing song! This one really hits home ❤
Bro this album is hitting so fucking hard so far guys. Just like all your albums. This is fucking amazing.
It's been years since I started listening to you and I've finally crawled out of the darkness and can stand on my own 2 feet again. For everyone in that darkness still I promise you that it will get better and it's ok to not be ok.
*"Sick of this ghost
that i've become..."* Damn... this phrase is the pure truth and it even breaks me inside because of the loneliness I've been feeling lately... ❤️🩹
Omg... This song is so fucking perfect... My best friend lost her kids in a custody case a while ago and she's been fighting for them... This song came out the fucking day she got them back... 😭😭😭
This is the song of my life.... this and scarecrow.... citizen soldier never misses. This is therapy
I discovered Citizen Soldier with their song "Would Anyone Care", and it was the first song that ever hit me hard enough to leave me with silent screaming sobs. When I was a young teen, I made up some lyrics to a song. It was only a handful of lines, but it went "If I were to vanish tomorrow, who would even notice if I were just to disappear? Who would care to follow my shadow, even if it led them to my despair?"
And so those first few lines of "Would Anyone Care", "Would anyone notice if tonight I disappeared? Would anyone chase me and say the words that I need to hear?" Really not only spoke to the me I am now, but the me that needed to hear that as a young teenager.
Over time, more and more of Citizen Soldier's songs have touched me in ways I'd never expected. They're my go-to band for my bad days, and give me the strength to keep moving forward. I'm finally going to see them in Santa Ana, and got myself the meet and greet tickets so I can thank them in person for all the strength they've given me. For being the voice I needed to hear, both as a young teen, and as the adult I am today who has been through some heavy times.
I didn't mean for this message to be so long, but I wanted to say Thank you, to Citizen Soldier. I also wanted to also say, to whoever's reading this, that if you stick with it, and take another step forward, there will be hope. Every breath is a victory. Even if you need to close your eyes for a moment, so long as you've got one foot in front of the other and take a breath, you'll get to where you need to be.
Yes top favorite so far
Worth waiting 4 weaks for this
Absolutely, I just listened to it for the third time as soon as I received the notification
This is how I feel in the face of my trauma atm. Numb's not alive is so real too
Another song to speak for me. I love this song. I heard it on Spotify first and cried. It's so so real to feeling gone or lost. Feeling kinda hopeless in life and hopeful for death.. I also wanna live again. Thank you guys for another great great song!! 💛💛
I just found out about this channel a few days ago, and I can relate to it so much, I can't even describe in words. Can't believe I now found these amazing people.
Amazing song ❤❤
I paid enough and did my time, now I want to see the other side.
This is exactly where I'm at right now. I can't say again because I have always been a ghost but I will live.
Another great song. Feeling like nobody truly cares. Feel like people just act like they care do they can use me. Have no idea anymore who truly cares or would even care if i was here or not.
Your music has helped me in so many ways. I no longer have thoughts of not being here, but i still feel like no one truly cares.
Thank you Citizen soldier. Beautiful song.i appreciate your artform
I realized that things are only gonna get worse before it gets better thank u for all the songs citizen soldier, I wish I can meet u and tell u my story and u can sing about ur amazing at putting ppls story’s into songs! ❤ u citizen soldier and ppl that’s struggling I may not know u but ily guys to know that things get better but it gets worse only before it ever gets better, have a blessed day guys (this song hit a little different to) ❤❤️🩹🕊️ this year has been the worst the lord has token to much from me this time 😭 4 loved ones died this year. And my family loves taking it out on me I guess they do but that’s ok..(ur songs are helping me get through it)
Thank you for everything you have done for all of us trying to find our way out of our dark days. I have been listening to your songs for 3 years now and thanks to you that I have been able to start trying to communicate better with my family and my friends. I have lost some people but I gained new lights in my life. I can see that I finally wake up without a desire to sleep forever. I am stilling healing but I finally wake up just safe enough from my own thoughts and monsters where I can take the step to talk to someone to make it go away even just for a little bit longer.
Thats sooooo amazing!!!!!😍😍😍😍✝️