I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for brushing your hair I’m proud of you for blinking I’m proud of you for breathing I’m proud of you for making your bed I’m proud of you for eating Im proud of you for trying to eat Im proud of you for drinking water Im proud of you for being here Im proud of you for being you Im proud of you for smiling Im proud of you for I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you Im proud of you for standing up I’m proud of you for sitting down I’m proud of you for defending yourself I’m proud of you for believing in yourself I’m proud of you for simply trying I’m proud of you for being alive IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU❤❤❤ Not my words I’m just passing this around! :)
@@brezio5251ave they really thought about 1-KYS-I do 2-S/h/ing- I do 3- go to a therapist- I do. 4- not eating because of pretty people- I do 5- hating every inch of their body- I do
For anyone who came to this video to try to get some tears out of you eyes for once, to have someone to relate to, or just to have some sense of comfort, just know, we are all proud of you and will support you though whatever your going through.
My mom says I'm skinny but I eat like the rest of them, really that sentence made me cut of more meals just to feel like I'm not eating them out of a home.
I tease my best friend (whom funny enough, the teacher decided to move me beside my best friend 1 and in front of best friend 2 LOL) *alot* so-- Im feeling guilty 👀
When someone says " but your always laughing or smiling in school, your not depressed! " Its the act. You can't cry in school so you hide it so nobody knows that you feel like a failure.
Yea.,. It’s called smiling depression. I don’t have it but I know it must be very hard for you to deal with that shit. Your not a failure to anyone. Crying will not make you weak. It makes you stronger. And I’m proud of you. I’m very proud of you
@@miamimancilla that’s ok. If you don’t feel comfortable crying to someone then it’s ok to cry alone. If feels nice once you just let it all out. Try to love yourself. Don’t wait for someone to love you.
I think one of the worst things I have heard recently (that wasn’t directed towards me) was I over heard someone say “Sometimes, some people just need to get bullied”. Now I hear a lot of things since for some reason I listen in to conversations sometimes when I have nothing else to do and this just made me feel so uncomfortable. It was while I was at a camp and these two girls were in a line next to me and there were talking about someone in my cabin when they had mentioned that. Now personally, I have been through a good amount of bullying, while not as much as others, and I would never wish that upon anyone. And since I had known this person more since they were in my cabin, I knew that they had already been bullied, and were in a rough state. It was heartbreaking and I just wanted to out this out there to show people that whatever you are going through, that you just have to push through it. It may take a while but never give up, even when it is hard. I also need to remember this.
I understand that, but I interpret that as "Sometimes the bullies need to be the victims" at least a little. Bit, but I completely get where you're coming from, as someone who was bullied despite just existing, I get it.
Vent : In school I always try to be “nice” to anyone I know if I snap I would face the hardships. My friend said in like an “Angel” am so innocent and kind but in reality am not. Even though I try my best to be kind everyone still gets mad at me for no reason. It’s hard
3 of my teachers have asked me if I’m okay. “Are you okay?” Just hits so different. It hits the soul. It’s hits the part of your thinking process that: “oh no, I look miserable”. It hits your realization that someone you barely know cares. It hits the tears that holding back is almost impossible. It just hits different.
my fucking best friend went up to my teacher and told HIM that i wasn’t okay he came over there and asked me what was wrong why would someone do that to u or am i just the bozo looking at it the wrong way
So our English teacher asked this girl in class if she was okay... Adults just know... We never thought she wasn't ok, she is always smiling. After the talk with our teacher she was sent to wash her face, she was crying. Her sadness was hidden. Till to this date no one except the teacher knows the cause....
You know it’s real bad when it gives you a call for help or a message saying it’s related to self harm or death. I’m so sorry for whoever goes through this
This was me 2 years ago. I never believed people that said it would get better, but it did. It’s all a mental battle. My life hasn’t changed much but my approach to it has. It’s not you against the world. It’s you against yourself.
I tried to open myself up to people but all I got in return was a “people have worst problems than you” “your overreacting” “stop being dramatic” “I have it worst” “it’s not even that bad” “you’ll get over it” “stop making excuses” “I knew you hated me” as if it’s my fault or they don’t care about me I want to open my heart to people but as soon as I do I get it broken again and again (people on the internet treat me better than my own parent who I’ve known for my whole life)
Happiness is a feeling. Deppression is a state of mind. You can have happy moments and still have deppression. Being happy for once doesn't mean you aren't deppressed. I wish people could understand that just because I'm happy for a short time doesn't mean I don't feel like shit in the back of my mind.
you ever hate it when you can't even be exited for ur own birthday cuz you realized the only time people started caring for your mental health was when you first and will never again do self harm and now they know, but they dont even know half of it.....
I know how that feels. They think they know when they just know the chapters not what's written in those pages. You will be okay. I am here for you mate
50 Reasons to stay alive 1. To make someone proud 😊 2. To see the sunrise 🔆 3. To see the sunset 🌆 4. To be in your happy place 🧡 5. To dance 🩰 6. To see the light through your curtains ⛅ 7. To see the stars 🤩 8. To see a blue moon 🌚 9. To see an eclipse 🌜🌝 10. To celebrate your birthday 🎉 11. To feel a warm feeling🔥❤️ 12. To snuggle up after a long day🛀 13. To treat yourself 🧞 14. To be complemented😘 15. To eat your fav food🧁 16. To make someone laugh🤣 17. To make someone's day better😌 18. To feel relief after a stressful time😩 19. ( Small TW) To be clean for a whole month 🤲 20. To get a hug🤗 21. To look in the mirror and smile🙂 22. To read a book you love📖 23. To realise society has too high standards 🤕 24. To realise 'perfect' is impossible🤡 25. To discover something no one knows yet🤯 26. To succeed😝 27. To fall and be caught🥺 28. To fall and get back up laughing😅 29. To feel passionate about something 😁 30. To watch TV 🖥️ 31. To not feel judged💅 32. To win😃 33. To find something beautiful 😯 34. To make your ancestors proud😇 35. To realise you are worth it😮 36. To hear someone you love say they love you💕 37. For someone to listen to you with full attention😗 38. To feel loved and be loved🤭 39. To make everything right✅ 40. To listen to music🎶 41. To do something couragious🧑🚒 42. To share your wisdom🧓 43. To watch your kid do something incredible👪 44. To save someone's life🦸 45. To know you are worth it🙃 46. To wake up refreshed🤪 47. To know you don't need to do anything😴 48. To heal 🤒 49. To watch TH-cam videos ▶️⏸️ And 50, to see each year go, knowing you made it this far. ❤❤ Another 10 (edit) 51. To feel and watch the rain 52. To see the sun after a storm 53. To see a rainbow 54. (Small TW) To quit smok!ng and vap!ng and feel good about it 55. To see your favourite colour 56. To see your favourite animal 57. To accept 58. To explore the world 59. To find peace 60. To find HOPE, because wherever you look there is a treasure to be found, even if its out of reach :) Some emojis might have gone into little X's, sorry bout that Did you read every single one? ❤ Will add more soon :)
In like 6th grade I wanted to kms because I wanted people to realize how bad they where treating me, and I hope all of you get better :) I love you, and you deserve everything.♡
many ppl say young ppl can't be depressed and that this is just a grown-up matter..... but, do they really know what may be going on inside of those innocent youth-filled heart of theirs? they may be trapping a whole ocean behind their eyes cuz they're holding it all in, trying not to let it escape, they may be hiding the frown behind those fake smiles, even 9 year olds these days are getting pale becuz of social media
Listen, I think ur perfect. I don’t care how skinny or fat you are, what race you are, if you’re a furry, if you’re gay, what your height is, how your voice sounds, your appearance, your age, etc. You should love yourself, you only have one life, so you might as well make it count and make it the best you can! Don’t listen to hate or people how tell you otherwise! If your Bf/Gf is trash to you leave them, if your friend/bestie is sending you hate leave them, if your ex is being toxic ignore them, if your family is being abusive (and/or trash) leave them or ignore them. I will be your friend if you don’t have any, if you have fake friends, or want more friends. I will always be here for you no matter what you’re going through. -Craig
It's so hard to open up to people about anything. Even if its over text, you just start crying when you read the words and delete them. I don't think im okay, neither is anybody here. But I'll pray for better things to come your way, even if we'll only ever be strangers on the internet.
Daily reminder: Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it. Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it. Your body is not a book, so don't judge it. Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it. Your life is not a movie, so don't end it. Remember to always love yourself because you're a freakin' star
At 8:17 it hit me what it meant and I almost cried. I want everyone to know that I am here to support you, even if you can see, hear, or know me as a person. I think I might start posting videos of cute drawings and vent drawings on TH-cam and maybe tiktok. Sorry this got really off track from the original comment I was gonna post, but whatever. I LOVE YOU BITCHES SO MUCH!!!!!❤❤🩹
@@somerandommhDo you want to share something with me?I am not one to judge. I know how it feels. I know I am a stranger but I can lend you my arms to take comfort in , my heart to stay in,my shoulders to cry on. Are you okay? tell me what's wrong
I have said this on multiple videos and I will say it again: I believe in you and the things you’re capable of doing. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you do and give Everything is a season, and right now you’re in winter. It’s dark and cold and you can’t find shelter, but one day it’ll be summer, and you’ll look back and be grateful you stuck it out through winter. You know I’m always here for you and always will be Hey, it’s me. I’m you when you committed to staying alive and knew you deserved to be here. It’s okay that right now you don’t feel this way and probably think it’s a lie that you ever felt this way. It’s okay. I don’t blame you. You’ve been through hell and it’s a miracle that you survived up to this point. You are a miracle. I understand that right now you are battling between a decision to stay or to go. And I’m grateful that you chose to read this letter and hear what I have to say, before you decide. You are so important to me. Please don’t go. It’s not your time yet and you haven’t seen and done everything that you wanted to. Please stay and fight this. Please have super-human strength again. You were born with a right to live, to love, to be loved, to express yourself. They tried to take your light and fill you with lots of darkness. But the darkness isn’t yours. It never was. I understand you want the pain to end. I understand you don’t want to live like this and you feel like the pain, the nightmares, the flashbacks, the hell, will never end. I’m sorry for everything that’s happened to you and for everything that they did. I’m sorry it feels like you’re back there. I’m sorry you’re suffering so much. And I need you to hear this. No matter how bad it feels right now (and I understand it feels extremely bad), you already survived the worst hell of your life. You survived/going through your childhood. You survived it already and you escaped from it. You are not back there. You can survive this. I am here with you to help you get through this. I’ve put everything you need into this pack, I’ve prepared for this moment with you. I love you and I want you to stay. I believe you can survive this. I believe in you. I am here with you. Nothing that the voices in your head tell you, is true. There is nothing wrong with you. You are not the problem, the fact that you were so severely abused is the problem. You are loved and you are cared about. I want you to stay. We have so much life to still live together and I need you to stay so that we can do that. Right now, you feel like you can’t survive this or that you don’t even want to. And I know you have your reasons and they are valid. I hear you. And I’m asking you to believe in me right now. To put your faith in me, the version of you that has survived this before. I see your value, your light, your worth. You were born and put on this planet for a reason, it wasn’t a mistake. You are not a mistake. You are meant to take up space in this world. You are meant to stay. I want to help you stay, please let me. I need you to picture yourself as a little girl right now. I understand this is hard, but please try to do this with me. That little girl felt so unwanted, so worthless. She felt like the world would be better off without her. She believes that she is the problem, that it’s her fault Mummy is so mean and Daddy is in bed with her. She believes that she is the problem, but you can see that it’s not her. It’s them. This little girl is so small and innocent. She is so precious and worthy of love, care, nurturing, safety and protection. She is good enough. She doesn’t deserve any of the treatment that she got and she doesn’t deserve to die because of what they did to her. She needs you right now. She needs you to save her. She needs you to hold her and protect her. Don’t let her go. I believe in you. I know you can do this, and I’m right here with you. You are the person that she needs. Put the knife away, soften your fists and get a wet towel. Put it over your head and wrap yourself in your favorite cozy blanket. Hold onto your teddy and imagine it’s you as a little girl. You are her mother and you are going to hold her, comfort her and protect her right now. All you need to do is hold her tight until the voices soften. Re-read this letter over and over if you need to. Look at the other things I’ve left for you inside your Survival Pack. I am here with you. You are not alone, you have me. And the little girl inside you is not alone either, she has you. You are going to survive this. I believe in you. I love you. I want you to stay. Please stay with me.
I hate how yellow and crooked my teeth are I hate my smile I hate my laugh I hate my hair I hate my fat lumps I hate the female mustache I have I hate my big thighs I hate my big chest I hate my unibrow I hate my big nose I hate how I look like a pig I hate my bitten nails I hate my hairy legs and arms I hate my sh scars I hate my trauma I hate how weak I am I hate how ugly I sound when I cry I hate how loud I chew food I hate how inactive I am I hate the fact I like girls and boys I hate how I need makeup just to look a little better I hate my self I hate my life
Hey don’t say all of that about yourself. I know for a fact that you will be happier soon. I promise. And you are perfect the way you are. And I can relate some of those things you said about yourself. But that doesn’t mean. You should hate yourself. Enjoy life while you can. If you are having a bad day. Do a hobby. Take a nap. Watch anime or a movie/show. Read a book or manga. Think about your friends or your crush if you have one. Go outside. Hang out with friends and family. There are a lot of things that you could be doing instead of hating on yourself because you are perfect the way the you are
The weight one hurts. I've become obsessed with checking my weight, every single day. What makes it worse is my family always makes jokes about me being fat. I just really hate them I guess.
At least you don’t have a fat ego. What I mean is you care for other people than you, your kind on the inside you have a heart don’t worry about the outside
I'm not insecure about my weight, because im competitive and want to beat everyone in every way possible... But when I heard the teacher say everyone who is in 2nd grade who is over 30KG needs to exercise I felt immediately scared about my weight, but then when I saw others who are 40,50,60, even 70KGs I felt better (in my school we divide 5,6,7th graders in to what we call the 2nd grade, same goes to 1,2,3,4th graders with 1st grade )
I sit and ponder about what life is, I sit and think wherever I go. “The purpose of life is what?” I think to myself. That was when I was *six*. My parents, friends, teachers, taught me what life meant. They said to provide happiness but to me.. *I’ve been raised by social media.* my parents on work 24/7 teachers overworking my classmates and me , friends who left me out and when I go talk to someone else they get mad and say “oh you DONT want to be friends?” Life has all different meanings to me… it’s hollow, empty all because of my parents behavior, teachers, and mostly my friends, IM with my friends because they are all I have but when I branched out they stopped me.
12:14 made me tear up. vent. (TW: CURSE WORDS) i got called “fat” for 4. fucking. years. every, single day by the crush i had, a dumb little crush that called me a burger every motherfucking day. and i was 9. 9 when that all happened. it is shit having body insecurities at a young age, thinking your ugly, sucking your stomach in, thinking how you would look like skinny and other shit. it was a male and hes still a fucked up human. I apoligize if im being “dramatic” or some shit but he made me eat less, go on a secret diet and cry myself to sleep, or think about it. I usually laughed the “burger” thing off, but inside i was crying.
today one of my friends told me. Friend "You're okay. Repeat it." Me "I-I'm okay." I almost teared up because I knew that I was lying. I'm not okay. Instead I put on a fake smile and laughed it off.
I don't know why everyone puts on a fake persona. just be yourself. don't care what other people say and make it obvious your going through something, then it will help you get through it faster. Stop putting on a smile when you aren't happy. Be genuine
@@Cordexx I'm so sorry if I sound rude but it's not that easy. I cant explain it but for me at least I was taught to fake emotions because I couldn't tell my friends what was going on. So now its become sort of a habit where I pretend to be happy because I'm scared. Sorry if I didn't make sense
@@the_dam_snack_bar1041 no i get it, but you can again start to become genuine. a lot of people on hear always think that they are just stuck where they are, like they cant improve. Everyone can improve, especially if you are young. try to watch some self improvement videos about mental health also.
thank you for getting you and pushing yourself to make it this far I know it must have been hard but you did it and that’s all that matters.Don’t listen to people when they call you ugly,fat,skinny,annoying, stupid,ect they don’t know what your going through just try to keep your head up and cry if you need to or journal it’s really healthy trust me or you can come here you are always welcome and can talk to many one about it.If you think that you aren’t loved remember that there are people here who want to help you even if they can’t help themselves.Please keep going no matter how stressful it gets.I love you ❤
I am proud of you. You can do it. You can be clean for more days. I believe in you. If you ever feel like talking I am here for you, a complete stranger who wants you to know you are loved
When parents say "everything is a mess because of you phone" but what they don't realize is most of us don't wanna get off our electronics because we're scared if reality and maybe if they just opened their goddamn eyes they would notice that we're in so much pain physically and mentally 💔
Is anyone else tired of simply feeling like a pillow? Like something your friends and family cry into to let it out, but those tears remain. They stay. They sink in and deep into your mind. Your body, your thoughts, your viewings, and your outlook on life. It’s the worst
When i was a kid i was happy, jolly, friendly i made friends rlly quick and i was talkative. I always had this smile in my face. After i became 14 i now just burst out in tears at the school washroom mostly after chemistry (our chemistry teacher is very rude to us ) i was a happy short tempered 14 year old. Tha boys call me crybaby after the times i just burst out crying......it made my pain and stress worse and worse every SINGLE time After facing that torture for 6 months i learned how to put a smile even tho i am rlly hurt inside, i turned that cries of freedom from judgement into a big smile... Now everytime i burst out crying in class and my friend says "are you ok?" I just wipe my tears take my stuff and switch seats. Cuz if they wanna support me then they should know thatt im not fine and I'll never be fine cuz the pain is too much, i gave them too much signs that im not alright and never will be the pain and stress in too much. Every night i wish i was again that jolly happy little kid with her parents who love her very much, friends who tell her everyday that she is the best friend she had ❤ And yes im depressed i have thought about hanging myself but my brothers stopped me from doing it (they now tell me everyday that they will be here for me no matter what happens and that be myself and dont pay attention to all those jerks) Dont be like me a depressed cringe teen but be yourself and love yourself and be proud for yourself and take care!
Hey it's okay. Life is unfair and it hurts. You are in pain and nobody notices that pain or nobody cares. You feel like you are in a dark room with no light. But you will be okay. Don't hurt yourself. You will be okay. You can do it. You can survive and you WILL find that light switch once more. If you ever feel like venting it out I am here for you
VENT- You treat me like shit and for what? To project, to hurt me? To just do it to do it? I don’t get it. You’ll berate me, you’ll hit me you’ll pull me you’ll push me. You’ll cross my boundaries you’ll cross every line! And you just don’t care?! You insult me! You hurt me! Physically and mentally?! I hate you! I hate you sm?! It’s not a joke! You’re not funny! That side eye?! That roll of your eyes when I simply speak?! It’s not funny it hurts. It hurts me so bad. When I help you out, when I explain a whole assignment to you or when I do your work for you and you simply call me names the whole time? Tell me to hurry up? To call me stupid when you can’t even do your own shit? It hurts, and I hate you for it. I hate you. When you pull my hair, when you push me to the ground? When you tug on my clothes, when you take my things and embarrass me with it? It hurts. It hurts so bad and I hate you. You’ve pushed me so far, you’ve pushed me to the point where I’m ready to throw it all away. I’m ready to go. And I want you to know that it was your fault too.
im sorry you go through this. I hope you get better and finally fight for yourself and do what you deserve I'm sorry if this doesn't make you feel any better but I hope your okay ❤
and all people say is im sorry i get your trying to help but your not changing anything “im sorry” sorry about what the fact you have ruined my life youre a fuc**** liar
I cried in school yesterday and all they said were ‘are u okay?’. Like everyone else I said yes and they believed that.Ofcourse I’m not okay I’m CRYING Edit: I don’t cry in school anymore knowing they don’t care.
You are enough , you are perfect in your own way , you may have your flaws and you may have things that are wrong with you but those things are beautiful in their own way , you are not a burden to those around you no matter how much you think you are , you are on this planet for a reason and that reason is specific to you and only you , you are an amazing human being and you will get through this
Remember this, Your perfect just the way you are, Your beautiful body is gorgeous, your hair is gorgeous, be proud of yourself, be grateful for everything, be grateful you can see, be grateful you can hear, be grateful you can walk, be proud of what you achieved,be proud you have a beautiful voice, be grateful you are alive, be grateful for you having a mum/dad, Be grateful you can eat, be grateful you can breathe, don’t hang your neck, your neck isn’t a coat, don’t hurt your gorgeous beautiful body, up to toe. Be grateful you were given birth.
I love you when you blink I love you when you blink I love you when you smile I love you when you talk I love you when you wake up I love you when you brush your teeth I love you when you look at something I love you when you care I love you when you read I love you when you write I love you when you live I love you when you eat I love you when you feel proud I love you when you feel happy I love you when you sleep I love you when you feel safe I love you when you feel okay I love you when you have feelings I love you when you shout I love you when you scream I love you when you go through something that's hard, and you became brave. YOU KNOW WHAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! YOU ARE THE BEDT, YOU DESERVE TO LIVE, YOU HAVE THE LIFE! ❤❤❤❤ If you want to vent, come to me. I will support you!!❤
Lemme tell y'all a fact. People who have went through shit, like us, are way more powerful, strong, brave and are capable of SO many more things than others who had a nice life. So keep it up Kings, Queens & Enby-Royaltees!
You know, I always thought I'm mentally unstable, but since I'm a person who cares more for others.. If you read this, please keep my advice at mind. It's okay to cry, it's okay to be sad as long as you let out what you feel, you'll feel better. I promise you that whatever you're going through will soon disappear. Don't give up, don't lose hope. Continue being strong, dedicated and determined. People go through what you go through too (some of them), so you're not really alone. You're never alone. If it's really making you feel tired and hopeless please talk it out with me (if you want) or with someone else you know or trust more. I wish everyone to be well and feel better soon. You are a strong and a good person, don't hate yourself, don't compare yourself to others, don't do things that harms yourself whether it's physically, emotionally or mentally. It will be worse for you. Give yourself a positive self-esteem, a smile, and motivation. We may be strangers now, but I still care for you nonetheless. Thank you for being strong, I hope everything becomes better for you. Have a nice day/night. ❤️
When I cried in school my whole group of classmates surrounded me and wouldn’t leave me even after they had gotten a scolding by my teacher. They srsly are amazing classmates I wish everyone had classmates and friends like this. They cheered me up after one hour of crying. They really are the best. I know they care bc they don’t only ask if I’m okay but acc comfort me and help. I love them sm.
Your smile represents your soul and I have a feeling your soul is beautiful. Don't ever doubt yourself. You are beautiful and so is your smile. I love you
I need to vent rn I'm sad I see so many people say "MY heart is in my best friend" "I love my bestie" "They are someone who I can trust and can talk too" What about the people left out like me? What about the people who are left out in that trio? What about that person who is suffering? Suffering from friendship? How about a person who is sensitive? What happened to our feelings? What about when friends who knows you're insecurities and turns it into jokes infront of you, and you get sad, betrayed, helpless? Then you're other friends laughs at you.. What happened to kindness? What happened to taking jokes too far? What happened to taking insults and bullying a joke? What happened to true friends? Why do people say you're emo for sharing you're sadness? Why do people tease? Why Why? What did we do to deserve this? What did I do to deserve this? What happened to actually smiling? What happened to happiness? What happened to society We are just humans
You can pull through this. Trust me. It will be Easy once it is over. All you have to do is keep telling yourself that this is the worst and it will get better. And if you need anyone to talk to you can always come here. I will help or others will. Stay strong. You got this
I feel you on this, friend. I have went through the same thing all of my life. It's not your fault, it's theirs. If you feel that way, the best option is to confront them and drop them. A friend who makes you feel unwanted is not worthy of your friendship. I learned that the hard way. I get cslled emo too because I'm emotional. Others think that's funny, but not to me. It's offensive. I understand when jokes are taken too far, and we become defensive, and then they blame it on us. I understand when we have to fake everything, because the moment we show the tinniest bit of sadness, give the tinniest hint of not being ok, they call us attention seekers. As a person with ADHD, Schizophrenia and Anxiety disorder, I fully feel you and agree that those type of friends make this world more miserable than killers or abusers. The person who can hurt us the most, is the one who is dear to our hearts.
It's okay to cry and feel like you can't go on but look at you, you are strong, amazing, and perfect just the way you are don't let anyone tell you otherwise. People will love you no matter what keep on going.
im so grateful for S. S makes my life better. S makes me smile. S is the one i can trust. S makes me happier than anyone. S is MY life. They always make sure im okay. S is the reason im alive. If it weren't for S, i would have committed by now. Ily S
Vent: I’ve been fighting depression and passive suicidal ideation for years now and I’m a junior in high school atm, there’s not much left of school for me. My friend keeps trying to help me get my grades up and motivate me, and my mom keeps saying she wants me to graduate on time, and I don’t know what to do anymore. And my friend seems to get really upset when she sees I can’t do it. One time when she’s tried to help me I just looked at her with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes thinking “I’m sorry for failing you like I have everyone else in my life, I’m sorry I can’t do it”, I couldn’t understand why she wanted to help me. I still don’t. My grades suck, I can’t take it, I can’t take the pressure of my grades and the pain I feel from the depression, I’m such a fucking failure. I’m so done.
When someone asks me if I'm okay it just breaks something inside me. It breaks the hard shell hiding how I really feel. It makes me think someone actually cares for me. It makes me understand that maybe someone actually does care how people feel.
it takes time, years , months weeks ,days . Bad days happen . Sometimes they dont get fixed in an instant . Being sad is like getting a wound , it takes time to heal and it will heal quicker if u treat it . Just like you need to treat ur wound for it to heal , you need to treat urself , take care of urself and stop caring about others to be better. People may call you selfish but let them say shit. You know what ur going through and deep inside you know u need to get treated better. I know it will be hard since people get demotivated easily but just keep in mind , you can do it and keep remembering that you wont be happy after a day. It takes time, and i know you’ll be able to do it. Time heals all wounds , and if it fails to do so you’ll get scars but atleast the scars are better than the wounds , right? So dont worry dear. You’ll get out of this mess, i know you can . Believe on yourself and keep in mind you matter , and if people say u dont who are they to? Just remember not everyone will love you and u need to accept that , just how u need to accept urself , ur flaws and ur insecurities. Every part of u is beautiful , it is really. Dont exceptth everyone to love you and like you , some people just wont but some people will . Leave the people behind , those who dont care about you arent worth ur tears or ur thoughts . Trust me on one thing , Things will only get better if you love urself , its hard but all u need is self care and REAL friends and family to support u on the way And time heals all wounds , it may not seem believable because u cant just have that mindset when sometime bad happened to u recently . It takes time to accept the changes , loss , or ur “imperfections” but once u just accept the fact that ur human and that u cant always please people even if u try so hard . Just remember someone actually loves you and cares for you. ❤ lysm and my best wishes for you to be okay , happy and healthy and to live ur dream❤
VENT! "LOL WHO WOULD RELATE TO THIS SONG?" "Lucky is she who lives unaware who doesnt get bothered by those who dont care, lucky is she who lives unaware who doesnt get bothered by all thats unfair. Unlucky me, who knows way too much, who fights to make changes with music and such, unlucky me aware of the pain all cause i happen to Have.Some.Brain"
I'm not even a teen. I'm 9, and I have family problems too. My mom had changed a lot ever since I turned six. She beats me up with all her strength, she insults and scolds me so hard when i do little mistakes and sometimes I feel like she wants me to die, to go away etc (she also said this irl). She only cares about my lil bro. What's the point of living? If she can't see I am trying to be better. She just doesnt wanna understand me. I cry in class because of this. The teachers also don't care about me. I want nothing but love from my mother. She says I talk back, lie and do all this bad stuff.
its okay to not be okay, my friend. life happens, and eventually, it all does get better. even on the days where it feels like the universe is against you, i can promise you, it gets better. you will come out the other side a stronger person, because you didnt deserve any of it. we are all so proud of you. your mistakes, your inperfections, and those times where you just dont feel okay and just want to cry. you are human. its okay. you are valid to feel like this, because you have feelings too. take a deep breath, and remind yourself the reasons your still here, the reasons you deserve to live. whether its your love for your pets or the way that through anything, your friend will do anything to see you happy. whether its the taste of cake or the sunset on a tuesday evening, its valid. you are valid. you are inperfect, because no human is or ever will be perfect. your inperfections are what make you, you, and you should never let anyone make you think otherwise. You deserve to eat. It gives you energy. You deserve it because you are you, and no one should ever be able to decide what you do with your body. You will never be good enough for their standards, and that's okay. Why should you need their validation? The only validation you need is the validation of being yourself when you look in the mirror. Being happy with yourself is always better than needing others to be happy with yourself. It isn't their job to judge your body, and it never will be. Your body is beautiful the way it is because everyone is unique, even if people can't stand to accept your uniqueness. They do that because they themselves don't feel unique. They feel like they need to be just like everyone else, but they aren't. The only thing they are looking for is their own validation that they lack about their bodies. They wish they were as unique as you are. They wish they didn't want to be like everyone else, so they bash on you for being unique, unlike they are. They will never be able to be like every other person out there, and they will never stop trying. They will never be able to regain that emptiness from the lack of validation they have with themselves, and that's the sad reality of it. No matter how you feel, you will never feel true validation from hurting others.
Every fucking day, I sit on my balls. Not every time, but it happens at least once a day. Not only that, I somehow manage to tag myself. Often. It’s always a small accidental love tap. Not enough to kill me but definitely enough to immobilize me for a moment. This happens nearly every day, I manage to hurt my testicles and I’m fuckin sick of it. There’s gotta be some boxer briefs out there that secure your junk and keep it all safe. I don’t even have massive balls or anything, they just swing low sweet chariot. Idk if this fits the rules of the sub but goddamnit, I am so tired of sitting on my family jewels and I gotta get it out.
I’m proud of you for waking up
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair
I’m proud of you for blinking
I’m proud of you for breathing
I’m proud of you for making your bed
I’m proud of you for eating
Im proud of you for trying to eat
Im proud of you for drinking water
Im proud of you for being here
Im proud of you for being you
Im proud of you for smiling
Im proud of you for I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you
Im proud of you for standing up
I’m proud of you for sitting down
I’m proud of you for defending yourself
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself
I’m proud of you for simply trying
I’m proud of you for being alive
IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU❤❤❤
Not my words I’m just passing this around! :)
aww this is so sweet im so happy that i can have such kind and supporting people in my comment section❤
Thank you so much, this made me cry you're so kind
Thank you so much..
I really needed it..
This made me cry..
Thank you. Thank you so much❤
I really really needed this..
You made it ✨shine✨
"isn't *EVERYONE* a little *DEPRESSED?"*
No. They aren't.
like 90% of humans have been a little depressed before. its just some have it more severe
I’m so depressed about about everything I’m literally a faker! 😂😂😂😭😭😭
@@lauraloja6991 ok, dont hate me , and im not comparing or anything, but saaaaammmmeeeeee👁👄👁
@@brezio5251ave they really thought about
1-KYS-I do
2-S/h/ing- I do
3- go to a therapist- I do.
4- not eating because of pretty people- I do
5- hating every inch of their body- I do
@@illyg_2008 It's almost like... You read my comment with your eyes closed
For anyone who came to this video to try to get some tears out of you eyes for once, to have someone to relate to, or just to have some sense of comfort, just know, we are all proud of you and will support you though whatever your going through.
Love you and God bless you.
Ty we are proud of you too!
God blessed you❤😊
Thank you thank you so much
Thank you
9:15 "you drew stars around my scars" suits perfectly for this one.
Love you and God bless you.
@@SkylarWilson-xc2en thank you very much, you're so kind! ❤️🩹🥹
@@MzRain your welcome
@@MzRain i mean to me its feels good to vent and be a therapist at the same time.
@@SkylarWilson-xc2en i also do that too!
"i wish i was as skinny as you"
My mom says I'm skinny but I eat like the rest of them, really that sentence made me cut of more meals just to feel like I'm not eating them out of a home.
What’s wrong with sayin that ..
For me I eat so much why can’t I gain weight not be just like a skeleton
I hate that it’s like just because I’m skinny me not liking my body is invalid
@@Aperson11028 fr smh :/
*"breaking someone is soo easy,yet its super hard to fix"*
I tease my best friend (whom funny enough, the teacher decided to move me beside my best friend 1 and in front of best friend 2 LOL) *alot* so--
Im feeling guilty 👀
Like glass, even tempered glass can get a Crack in it
@@astro_uniq-al God bless you are your best friend.
God bless you @happy_artist and love you.
@@SkylarWilson-xc2en thank you and may god bless you too
It did get worse. It really did. My heart goes out to anyone who feels the same
Who watched this and got the warning at the start?
me
Me
Me
Me
Me..
Do you ever get that sensation that you get when you're about to cry but you held your tears in for so long you can't cry anymore?
yeah
yep
I have been doing that for years
I’ve had this forever now.
yes
When someone says " but your always laughing or smiling in school, your not depressed! " Its the act. You can't cry in school so you hide it so nobody knows that you feel like a failure.
Yea.,. It’s called smiling depression. I don’t have it but I know it must be very hard for you to deal with that shit. Your not a failure to anyone. Crying will not make you weak. It makes you stronger. And I’m proud of you. I’m very proud of you
Yes
@@hiimmaddy2592I don’t cry in front of anyone I cry in private not even in front of family
fr-
@@miamimancilla that’s ok. If you don’t feel comfortable crying to someone then it’s ok to cry alone. If feels nice once you just let it all out. Try to love yourself. Don’t wait for someone to love you.
I think one of the worst things I have heard recently (that wasn’t directed towards me) was I over heard someone say “Sometimes, some people just need to get bullied”. Now I hear a lot of things since for some reason I listen in to conversations sometimes when I have nothing else to do and this just made me feel so uncomfortable. It was while I was at a camp and these two girls were in a line next to me and there were talking about someone in my cabin when they had mentioned that. Now personally, I have been through a good amount of bullying, while not as much as others, and I would never wish that upon anyone. And since I had known this person more since they were in my cabin, I knew that they had already been bullied, and were in a rough state. It was heartbreaking and I just wanted to out this out there to show people that whatever you are going through, that you just have to push through it. It may take a while but never give up, even when it is hard. I also need to remember this.
Thank you for you
I understand that, but I interpret that as "Sometimes the bullies need to be the victims" at least a little. Bit, but I completely get where you're coming from, as someone who was bullied despite just existing, I get it.
fr
Vent :
In school I always try to be “nice” to anyone I know if I snap I would face the hardships. My friend said in like an “Angel” am so innocent and kind but in reality am not. Even though I try my best to be kind everyone still gets mad at me for no reason. It’s hard
3 of my teachers have asked me if I’m okay.
“Are you okay?”
Just hits so different. It hits the soul. It’s hits the part of your thinking process that: “oh no, I look miserable”. It hits your realization that someone you barely know cares. It hits the tears that holding back is almost impossible.
It just hits different.
my fucking best friend went up to my teacher and told HIM that i wasn’t okay he came over there and asked me what was wrong why would someone do that to u or am i just the bozo looking at it the wrong way
@@kendrashadowens2028 I think ur best friend shouldn’t have done that without permission.
@@woww_w exactly
So our English teacher asked this girl in class if she was okay... Adults just know... We never thought she wasn't ok, she is always smiling. After the talk with our teacher she was sent to wash her face, she was crying. Her sadness was hidden. Till to this date no one except the teacher knows the cause....
@@liv_bear everyone has a story….
Was anyone else crying their eyeballs out while watching this??
Yessir❤
Yes
Yuppp
Me 😊
yeah
i really hope you guys are all doing better :(
and in case no one tolds you this today: i love you and im proud of you
Love you and God bless you.
You know it’s real bad when it gives you a call for help or a message saying it’s related to self harm or death.
I’m so sorry for whoever goes through this
If the parents ever saw these types of videos im sure they would cry on seeing how we teens actually feel
yeah
Too bad they will never see it.
@@Robin_selvaraj 💀
Yeah... I wish they could
Don’t forget 10 and 11 year olds
This was me 2 years ago. I never believed people that said it would get better, but it did. It’s all a mental battle. My life hasn’t changed much but my approach to it has. It’s not you against the world. It’s you against yourself.
Based
I tried to open myself up to people but all I got in return was a “people have worst problems than you” “your overreacting” “stop being dramatic” “I have it worst” “it’s not even that bad” “you’ll get over it” “stop making excuses” “I knew you hated me” as if it’s my fault or they don’t care about me I want to open my heart to people but as soon as I do I get it broken again and again (people on the internet treat me better than my own parent who I’ve known for my whole life)
“In real in life” that was the most realistic line I have ever heard for a person who has gone through that take care of yourself yall’ please ❤️ :)
Happiness is a feeling. Deppression is a state of mind. You can have happy moments and still have deppression. Being happy for once doesn't mean you aren't deppressed. I wish people could understand that just because I'm happy for a short time doesn't mean I don't feel like shit in the back of my mind.
you ever hate it when you can't even be exited for ur own birthday cuz you realized the only time people started caring for your mental health was when you first and will never again do self harm and now they know, but they dont even know half of it.....
i'm so sorry
I know how that feels. They think they know when they just know the chapters not what's written in those pages. You will be okay. I am here for you mate
50 Reasons to stay alive
1. To make someone proud 😊
2. To see the sunrise 🔆
3. To see the sunset 🌆
4. To be in your happy place 🧡
5. To dance 🩰
6. To see the light through your curtains ⛅
7. To see the stars 🤩
8. To see a blue moon 🌚
9. To see an eclipse 🌜🌝
10. To celebrate your birthday 🎉
11. To feel a warm feeling🔥❤️
12. To snuggle up after a long day🛀
13. To treat yourself 🧞
14. To be complemented😘
15. To eat your fav food🧁
16. To make someone laugh🤣
17. To make someone's day better😌
18. To feel relief after a stressful time😩
19. ( Small TW) To be clean for a whole month 🤲
20. To get a hug🤗
21. To look in the mirror and smile🙂
22. To read a book you love📖
23. To realise society has too high standards 🤕
24. To realise 'perfect' is impossible🤡
25. To discover something no one knows yet🤯
26. To succeed😝
27. To fall and be caught🥺
28. To fall and get back up laughing😅
29. To feel passionate about something
😁
30. To watch TV 🖥️
31. To not feel judged💅
32. To win😃
33. To find something beautiful 😯
34. To make your ancestors proud😇
35. To realise you are worth it😮
36. To hear someone you love say they love you💕
37. For someone to listen to you with full attention😗
38. To feel loved and be loved🤭
39. To make everything right✅
40. To listen to music🎶
41. To do something couragious🧑🚒
42. To share your wisdom🧓
43. To watch your kid do something incredible👪
44. To save someone's life🦸
45. To know you are worth it🙃
46. To wake up refreshed🤪
47. To know you don't need to do anything😴
48. To heal 🤒
49. To watch TH-cam videos ▶️⏸️
And 50, to see each year go, knowing you made it this far. ❤❤
Another 10 (edit)
51. To feel and watch the rain
52. To see the sun after a storm
53. To see a rainbow
54. (Small TW) To quit smok!ng and vap!ng and feel good about it
55. To see your favourite colour
56. To see your favourite animal
57. To accept
58. To explore the world
59. To find peace
60. To find HOPE, because wherever you look there is a treasure to be found, even if its out of reach :)
Some emojis might have gone into little X's, sorry bout that
Did you read every single one? ❤
Will add more soon :)
thankyou:) this is very cool
This made me cry, thank you for taking time to type this..😊
The fact that i have been here more than once sucks 💀
Same
Same
In like 6th grade I wanted to kms because I wanted people to realize how bad they where treating me, and I hope all of you get better :)
I love you, and you deserve everything.♡
You know it's good when it comes with a warning and a helpline number
Fr tho
yea
Mhm
what’s the helpline number? also do you have to call or text
@@niyah9919the helpline number is for people who want to kill themselves
"Every Ending Is Always A Happy One, So If It's Feeling Hard For You,
It's Not The End Yet"
- A Wise Women
many ppl say young ppl can't be depressed and that this is just a grown-up matter..... but, do they really know what may be going on inside of those innocent youth-filled heart of theirs? they may be trapping a whole ocean behind their eyes cuz they're holding it all in, trying not to let it escape, they may be hiding the frown behind those fake smiles, even 9 year olds these days are getting pale becuz of social media
Listen, I think ur perfect. I don’t care how skinny or fat you are, what race you are, if you’re a furry, if you’re gay, what your height is, how your voice sounds, your appearance, your age, etc. You should love yourself, you only have one life, so you might as well make it count and make it the best you can! Don’t listen to hate or people how tell you otherwise! If your Bf/Gf is trash to you leave them, if your friend/bestie is sending you hate leave them, if your ex is being toxic ignore them, if your family is being abusive (and/or trash) leave them or ignore them. I will be your friend if you don’t have any, if you have fake friends, or want more friends. I will always be here for you no matter what you’re going through. -Craig
tysm
@@yourlocalfrog3562 you’re welcome :)
Thank you for supporting the furry’s I really needed all of this
Thx
Thank you I really needed this! This made my day:))
It's so hard to open up to people about anything. Even if its over text, you just start crying when you read the words and delete them. I don't think im okay, neither is anybody here. But I'll pray for better things to come your way, even if we'll only ever be strangers on the internet.
You can tell me. Sometimes it's good to vent it all out. don't delete the text. I know it's hard to talk about but can you please try?Are you okay?
@@Harold_Tommo I'm really sorry for dumping all this onto you, i got carried away.
Daily reminder:
Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it.
Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
Your body is not a book, so don't judge it.
Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it.
Your life is not a movie, so don't end it.
Remember to always love yourself because you're a freakin' star
“Your skin isnt paper”
My body my choice :)
LMFAO
My body my choice, I’ll die soon either way so what difference does it make
Wow, the life movie one just hit me hard
“Your skin isn’t paper so don’t cut it..”
Makes me cut more.
At 8:17 it hit me what it meant and I almost cried. I want everyone to know that I am here to support you, even if you can see, hear, or know me as a person. I think I might start posting videos of cute drawings and vent drawings on TH-cam and maybe tiktok. Sorry this got really off track from the original comment I was gonna post, but whatever. I LOVE YOU BITCHES SO MUCH!!!!!❤❤🩹
My friend has stopped me so many times from ending it all. I wish everyone had that friend. stay safe my lovelies.
I'm so glad you have such a good friend❤
Lucky
Bro Imagine having friends
LUCKY
I wish I had that kind of friend
"you never knew the real her, you only knew the act she put on"
Hits hard when you've made more than 5 mistakes
these videos really make me feel better knowing a lot of ppl go through the same things as me and that i’m not alone ❤
“That last hug was so important, yet I had no idea.”
I just realized no one will ever ask if you are truly okay
yeah sadly no one asks that question
All who ask 'Are you ok?' Expect a yes in return. If you don't give it, they call you pick me or attention seeker.
Are you okay?Do you want to talk about it?I am always here for you. I am a complete stranger but I am here for you. Tell me what's wrong
@@somerandommhDo you want to share something with me?I am not one to judge. I know how it feels. I know I am a stranger but I can lend you my arms to take comfort in , my heart to stay in,my shoulders to cry on. Are you okay? tell me what's wrong
@@Harold_Tommo You are so nice, thank you
I have said this on multiple videos and I will say it again:
I believe in you and the things you’re capable of doing. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you do and give
Everything is a season, and right now you’re in winter. It’s dark and cold and you can’t find shelter, but one day it’ll be summer, and you’ll look back and be grateful you stuck it out through winter.
You know I’m always here for you and always will be
Hey, it’s me. I’m you when you committed to staying alive and knew you deserved to be here. It’s okay that right now you don’t feel this way and probably think it’s a lie that you ever felt this way.
It’s okay. I don’t blame you. You’ve been through hell and it’s a miracle that you survived up to this point. You are a miracle. I understand that right now you are battling between a decision to stay or to go. And I’m grateful that you chose to read this letter and hear what I have to say, before you decide.
You are so important to me. Please don’t go.
It’s not your time yet and you haven’t seen and done everything that you wanted to. Please stay and fight this. Please have super-human strength again.
You were born with a right to live, to love, to be loved, to express yourself. They tried to take your light and fill you with lots of darkness. But the darkness isn’t yours. It never was.
I understand you want the pain to end. I understand you don’t want to live like this and you feel like the pain, the nightmares, the flashbacks, the hell, will never end.
I’m sorry for everything that’s happened to you and for everything that they did. I’m sorry it feels like you’re back there. I’m sorry you’re suffering so much.
And I need you to hear this.
No matter how bad it feels right now (and I understand it feels extremely bad), you already survived the worst hell of your life. You survived/going through your childhood. You survived it already and you escaped from it. You are not back there. You can survive this.
I am here with you to help you get through this. I’ve put everything you need into this pack, I’ve prepared for this moment with you. I love you and I want you to stay. I believe you can survive this. I believe in you. I am here with you.
Nothing that the voices in your head tell you, is true. There is nothing wrong with you. You are not the problem, the fact that you were so severely abused is the problem. You are loved and you are cared about. I want you to stay.
We have so much life to still live together and I need you to stay so that we can do that.
Right now, you feel like you can’t survive this or that you don’t even want to. And I know you have your reasons and they are valid. I hear you.
And I’m asking you to believe in me right now. To put your faith in me, the version of you that has survived this before.
I see your value, your light, your worth. You were born and put on this planet for a reason, it wasn’t a mistake. You are not a mistake. You are meant to take up space in this world. You are meant to stay. I want to help you stay, please let me.
I need you to picture yourself as a little girl right now. I understand this is hard, but please try to do this with me.
That little girl felt so unwanted, so worthless. She felt like the world would be better off without her. She believes that she is the problem, that it’s her fault Mummy is so mean and Daddy is in bed with her. She believes that she is the problem, but you can see that it’s not her. It’s them.
This little girl is so small and innocent. She is so precious and worthy of love, care, nurturing, safety and protection. She is good enough. She doesn’t deserve any of the treatment that she got and she doesn’t deserve to die because of what they did to her. She needs you right now. She needs you to save her. She needs you to hold her and protect her. Don’t let her go.
I believe in you. I know you can do this, and I’m right here with you. You are the person that she needs.
Put the knife away, soften your fists and get a wet towel. Put it over your head and wrap yourself in your favorite cozy blanket. Hold onto your teddy and imagine it’s you as a little girl.
You are her mother and you are going to hold her, comfort her and protect her right now. All you need to do is hold her tight until the voices soften.
Re-read this letter over and over if you need to. Look at the other things I’ve left for you inside your Survival Pack.
I am here with you. You are not alone, you have me. And the little girl inside you is not alone either, she has you.
You are going to survive this. I believe in you. I love you. I want you to stay. Please stay with me.
God bless you 🙏
@@anime1o1166 stay safe
thank you. your amazing to even do this for people. thank you once again
Bles you your an angel send from heaven 😇
I cry, because i had nobady..
my friends once said "i wish i lived your live!", i just went silent and smiled at them.
The way how everyone can relate this. Can’t believe what the world has become..
it's enough to get out of bed knowing you have a whole day ahead of you that you won't enjoy
True but God is on my side, so i try to focus on him
I hate how yellow and crooked my teeth are
I hate my smile
I hate my laugh
I hate my hair
I hate my fat lumps
I hate the female mustache I have
I hate my big thighs
I hate my big chest
I hate my unibrow
I hate my big nose
I hate how I look like a pig
I hate my bitten nails
I hate my hairy legs and arms
I hate my sh scars
I hate my trauma
I hate how weak I am
I hate how ugly I sound when I cry
I hate how loud I chew food
I hate how inactive I am
I hate the fact I like girls and boys
I hate how I need makeup just to look a little better
I hate my self
I hate my life
Hey don’t say all of that about yourself. I know for a fact that you will be happier soon. I promise. And you are perfect the way you are. And I can relate some of those things you said about yourself. But that doesn’t mean. You should hate yourself. Enjoy life while you can. If you are having a bad day. Do a hobby. Take a nap. Watch anime or a movie/show. Read a book or manga. Think about your friends or your crush if you have one. Go outside. Hang out with friends and family. There are a lot of things that you could be doing instead of hating on yourself because you are perfect the way the you are
@BILLIEMYHEART your not ugly 😭 don't say that you beautiful ❤️😁
stay stong, we love you❤ and that just means you have more options to love☺
Your not any of that even though I don't know you personally I know no one should think about themselves like that.
just shave and workout
„You don’t have bad family issues“ „You don’t have toxic friends“ „You’re not suicidal“
I get so many things online saying "call the suicide hotline" or "get professional help" or "are you okay? you're not alone" but I just ignore them.
0:21
I actually started crying, I haven’t cried properly in so long.
Do you feel better? Do you wanna share something? My ears are open
No actually I ✨relapsed✨
The weight one hurts. I've become obsessed with checking my weight, every single day. What makes it worse is my family always makes jokes about me being fat. I just really hate them I guess.
At least you don’t have a fat ego. What I mean is you care for other people than you, your kind on the inside you have a heart don’t worry about the outside
I'm not insecure about my weight, because im competitive and want to beat everyone in every way possible... But when I heard the teacher say everyone who is in 2nd grade who is over 30KG needs to exercise I felt immediately scared about my weight, but then when I saw others who are 40,50,60, even 70KGs I felt better (in my school we divide 5,6,7th graders in to what we call the 2nd grade, same goes to 1,2,3,4th graders with 1st grade )
I sit and ponder about what life is, I sit and think wherever I go. “The purpose of life is what?” I think to myself. That was when I was *six*. My parents, friends, teachers, taught me what life meant. They said to provide happiness but to me.. *I’ve been raised by social media.* my parents on work 24/7 teachers overworking my classmates and me , friends who left me out and when I go talk to someone else they get mad and say “oh you DONT want to be friends?” Life has all different meanings to me… it’s hollow, empty all because of my parents behavior, teachers, and mostly my friends, IM with my friends because they are all I have but when I branched out they stopped me.
12:14 made me tear up.
vent. (TW: CURSE WORDS)
i got called “fat” for 4. fucking. years. every, single day by the crush i had, a dumb little crush that called me a burger every motherfucking day. and i was 9. 9 when that all happened. it is shit having body insecurities at a young age, thinking your ugly, sucking your stomach in, thinking how you would look like skinny and other shit. it was a male and hes still a fucked up human. I apoligize if im being “dramatic” or some shit but he made me eat less, go on a secret diet and cry myself to sleep, or think about it. I usually laughed the “burger” thing off, but inside i was crying.
I’m proud of you. Please just know that. ❤
@@DoudouxUwU ❤️
Thank you I’m proud of you to😁
your amazing ily!! 🤍🤍
@@grace36774 ❤️
@@dawnhopson3205 ❤️
today one of my friends told me. Friend "You're okay. Repeat it." Me "I-I'm okay."
I almost teared up because I knew that I was lying. I'm not okay. Instead I put on a fake smile and laughed it off.
I'm sorry, youre not alone. were all here for you❤
I don't know why everyone puts on a fake persona. just be yourself. don't care what other people say and make it obvious your going through something, then it will help you get through it faster. Stop putting on a smile when you aren't happy. Be genuine
@@Cordexx I'm so sorry if I sound rude but it's not that easy. I cant explain it but for me at least I was taught to fake emotions because I couldn't tell my friends what was going on. So now its become sort of a habit where I pretend to be happy because I'm scared. Sorry if I didn't make sense
@@the_dam_snack_bar1041 no i get it, but you can again start to become genuine. a lot of people on hear always think that they are just stuck where they are, like they cant improve. Everyone can improve, especially if you are young. try to watch some self improvement videos about mental health also.
@@blockgirlygamer7714 fr tho no one gets it but us who go thru the same thing
thank you for getting you and pushing yourself to make it this far I know it must have been hard but you did it and that’s all that matters.Don’t listen to people when they call you ugly,fat,skinny,annoying,
stupid,ect they don’t know what your going through just try to keep your head up and cry if you need to or journal it’s really healthy trust me or you can come here you are always welcome and can talk to many one about it.If you think that you aren’t loved remember that there are people here who want to help you even if they can’t help themselves.Please keep going no matter how stressful it gets.I love you ❤
3:42 i’m crying. i relate to this too much.💔
im watching this as these past days ive been clean and getting better i guess not :/
I am proud of you. You can do it. You can be clean for more days. I believe in you. If you ever feel like talking I am here for you, a complete stranger who wants you to know you are loved
When parents say "everything is a mess because of you phone" but what they don't realize is most of us don't wanna get off our electronics because we're scared if reality and maybe if they just opened their goddamn eyes they would notice that we're in so much pain physically and mentally 💔
Is anyone else tired of simply feeling like a pillow? Like something your friends and family cry into to let it out, but those tears remain. They stay. They sink in and deep into your mind. Your body, your thoughts, your viewings, and your outlook on life. It’s the worst
When i was a kid i was happy, jolly, friendly i made friends rlly quick and i was talkative.
I always had this smile in my face.
After i became 14 i now just burst out in tears at the school washroom mostly after chemistry (our chemistry teacher is very rude to us ) i was a happy short tempered 14 year old. Tha boys call me crybaby after the times i just burst out crying......it made my pain and stress worse and worse every SINGLE time
After facing that torture for 6 months i learned how to put a smile even tho i am rlly hurt inside, i turned that cries of freedom from judgement into a big smile...
Now everytime i burst out crying in class and my friend says "are you ok?" I just wipe my tears take my stuff and switch seats.
Cuz if they wanna support me then they should know thatt im not fine and I'll never be fine cuz the pain is too much, i gave them too much signs that im not alright and never will be the pain and stress in too much.
Every night i wish i was again that jolly happy little kid with her parents who love her very much, friends who tell her everyday that she is the best friend she had ❤
And yes im depressed i have thought about hanging myself but my brothers stopped me from doing it (they now tell me everyday that they will be here for me no matter what happens and that be myself and dont pay attention to all those jerks)
Dont be like me a depressed cringe teen but be yourself and love yourself and be proud for yourself and take care!
When you’re watching a vent video and an ad for knives plays🥲
I didn’t realize until yesterday but everyday when I get dressed I pick out clothing others would like. I never considered what I think about it…
love that this has viewer discretion and a suicide hotline call button
I used to watch this and cry, now im just numb, because i always feel like this
i’m so sorry gorgeous i know exactly how you feel i hope one day you feel better ❤❤
I felt this on a different level. When I clicked the link tears started falling down my face…
Hey it's okay. Life is unfair and it hurts. You are in pain and nobody notices that pain or nobody cares. You feel like you are in a dark room with no light. But you will be okay. Don't hurt yourself. You will be okay. You can do it. You can survive and you WILL find that light switch once more. If you ever feel like venting it out I am here for you
@@Harold_Tommo thank you for that..
@@XxNovaa yea anytime mate❤️
VENT-
You treat me like shit and for what? To project, to hurt me? To just do it to do it? I don’t get it. You’ll berate me, you’ll hit me you’ll pull me you’ll push me. You’ll cross my boundaries you’ll cross every line! And you just don’t care?! You insult me! You hurt me! Physically and mentally?! I hate you! I hate you sm?! It’s not a joke! You’re not funny! That side eye?! That roll of your eyes when I simply speak?! It’s not funny it hurts. It hurts me so bad. When I help you out, when I explain a whole assignment to you or when I do your work for you and you simply call me names the whole time? Tell me to hurry up? To call me stupid when you can’t even do your own shit? It hurts, and I hate you for it. I hate you.
When you pull my hair, when you push me to the ground? When you tug on my clothes, when you take my things and embarrass me with it? It hurts. It hurts so bad and I hate you.
You’ve pushed me so far, you’ve pushed me to the point where I’m ready to throw it all away. I’m ready to go. And I want you to know that it was your fault too.
i'm so sorry you have to go through all that. we all love you and were here for you❤
im sorry you go through this.
I hope you get better and finally fight for yourself and do what you deserve
I'm sorry if this doesn't make you feel any better but I hope your okay ❤
and all people say is im sorry i get your trying to help but your not changing anything “im sorry” sorry about what the fact you have ruined my life youre a fuc**** liar
I’m sorry this happened…
I hope ur okay
" But you're loved!"
" Then why doesn't it..feel like it?"
“Stop saying you want to gain weight! People would die for your body”
“Have you ever notice how the friends that never make you feel insecure are the most insecure?”
Love you and God bless you.
I cried in school yesterday and all they said were ‘are u okay?’.
Like everyone else I said yes and they believed that.Ofcourse I’m not okay I’m CRYING
Edit: I don’t cry in school anymore knowing they don’t care.
You deserve the world, I wish I could give you it, I’m sorry.
@@Ouch.- Thank you,You too❤❤❤
What's wrong? I may be a stranger but you can tell me. Tell me why you were crying. just vent it out
I cried in school becuase I broke my head and blood was running down my head everyone laughed at me :/
You are enough , you are perfect in your own way , you may have your flaws and you may have things that are wrong with you but those things are beautiful in their own way , you are not a burden to those around you no matter how much you think you are , you are on this planet for a reason and that reason is specific to you and only you , you are an amazing human being and you will get through this
Remember this,
Your perfect just the way you are,
Your beautiful body is gorgeous, your hair is gorgeous, be proud of yourself, be grateful for everything, be grateful you can see, be grateful you can hear, be grateful you can walk, be proud of what you achieved,be proud you have a beautiful voice, be grateful you are alive, be grateful for you having a mum/dad, Be grateful you can eat, be grateful you can breathe, don’t hang your neck, your neck isn’t a coat, don’t hurt your gorgeous beautiful body, up to toe. Be grateful you were given birth.
Thank you!
I love you when you blink
I love you when you blink
I love you when you smile
I love you when you talk
I love you when you wake up
I love you when you brush your teeth
I love you when you look at something
I love you when you care
I love you when you read
I love you when you write
I love you when you live
I love you when you eat
I love you when you feel proud
I love you when you feel happy
I love you when you sleep
I love you when you feel safe
I love you when you feel okay
I love you when you have feelings
I love you when you shout
I love you when you scream
I love you when you go through something that's hard, and you became brave.
YOU KNOW WHAT
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! YOU ARE THE BEDT, YOU DESERVE TO LIVE, YOU HAVE THE LIFE!
❤❤❤❤
If you want to vent, come to me. I will support you!!❤
omg this made my day so much better, you are so kind. im so happy to have people like you in the comments❤
Thank you so so much I really needed it it made me tear up
Thanks..
Lemme tell y'all a fact. People who have went through shit, like us, are way more powerful, strong, brave and are capable of SO many more things than others who had a nice life. So keep it up Kings, Queens & Enby-Royaltees!
How could you love anything about a person like me?
You know, I always thought I'm mentally unstable, but since I'm a person who cares more for others.. If you read this, please keep my advice at mind. It's okay to cry, it's okay to be sad as long as you let out what you feel, you'll feel better. I promise you that whatever you're going through will soon disappear. Don't give up, don't lose hope. Continue being strong, dedicated and determined. People go through what you go through too (some of them), so you're not really alone. You're never alone. If it's really making you feel tired and hopeless please talk it out with me (if you want) or with someone else you know or trust more. I wish everyone to be well and feel better soon. You are a strong and a good person, don't hate yourself, don't compare yourself to others, don't do things that harms yourself whether it's physically, emotionally or mentally. It will be worse for you. Give yourself a positive self-esteem, a smile, and motivation. We may be strangers now, but I still care for you nonetheless. Thank you for being strong, I hope everything becomes better for you. Have a nice day/night. ❤️
Tried to watch this to relate and get some tears out of my eyes. Made me feel even more depressed, knowing that others are going through...
When I cried in school my whole group of classmates surrounded me and wouldn’t leave me even after they had gotten a scolding by my teacher. They srsly are amazing classmates I wish everyone had classmates and friends like this. They cheered me up after one hour of crying. They really are the best. I know they care bc they don’t only ask if I’m okay but acc comfort me and help. I love them sm.
1:10 really hit hard because this is actually what I do.
Everytime I smile I remind myself to stop bc I think I look terrible.......
Your smile represents your soul and I have a feeling your soul is beautiful. Don't ever doubt yourself. You are beautiful and so is your smile. I love you
I relate to 8:40 , literally everyone I see asks me why and I saw "idk lol"
I need to vent rn I'm sad
I see so many people say
"MY heart is in my best friend"
"I love my bestie"
"They are someone who I can trust and can talk too"
What about the people left out like me?
What about the people who are left out in that trio?
What about that person who is suffering?
Suffering from friendship?
How about a person who is sensitive?
What happened to our feelings?
What about when friends who knows you're insecurities and turns it into jokes infront of you, and you get sad, betrayed, helpless?
Then you're other friends laughs at you..
What happened to kindness?
What happened to taking jokes too far?
What happened to taking insults and bullying a joke?
What happened to true friends?
Why do people say you're emo for sharing you're sadness?
Why do people tease?
Why
Why?
What did we do to deserve this?
What did I do to deserve this?
What happened to actually smiling?
What happened to happiness?
What happened to society
We are just humans
i'm so sorry that youre friends treat you that way. they aren't acting the way friends should act. stay strong, we love you and were here for you❤
You can pull through this. Trust me. It will be Easy once it is over. All you have to do is keep telling yourself that this is the worst and it will get better. And if you need anyone to talk to you can always come here. I will help or others will. Stay strong. You got this
I feel you on this, friend. I have went through the same thing all of my life. It's not your fault, it's theirs. If you feel that way, the best option is to confront them and drop them. A friend who makes you feel unwanted is not worthy of your friendship. I learned that the hard way. I get cslled emo too because I'm emotional. Others think that's funny, but not to me. It's offensive. I understand when jokes are taken too far, and we become defensive, and then they blame it on us. I understand when we have to fake everything, because the moment we show the tinniest bit of sadness, give the tinniest hint of not being ok, they call us attention seekers. As a person with ADHD, Schizophrenia and Anxiety disorder, I fully feel you and agree that those type of friends make this world more miserable than killers or abusers. The person who can hurt us the most, is the one who is dear to our hearts.
@@yourlocalfrog3562 thanks for hearting
@@somerandommh yw
It's okay to cry and feel like you can't go on but look at you, you are strong, amazing, and perfect just the way you are don't let anyone tell you otherwise. People will love you no matter what keep on going.
“I just need some sleep..”
im so grateful for S.
S makes my life better.
S makes me smile.
S is the one i can trust.
S makes me happier than anyone.
S is MY life.
They always make sure im okay.
S is the reason im alive.
If it weren't for S, i would have committed by now.
Ily S
I'm sorry🤭
@@sisiiplayz7713 LMAOOO THIS WAS TARGETED TOWARD SOMEONE IRL
@@actualityz omg wtf I meant to say "I'm s" (name)
@@sisiiplayz7713 LMAOO OHH
@@actualityz yes I was like "when did I write this"
2:32 is my life
i'm so sorry, please stay strong were here for you ❤
@@yourlocalfrog3562 tysm ily❤️🩹
@@chevellederr yw!❤
Same by exactly everything they said
@@UnKnown-.-rose ya me too
Vent: I’ve been fighting depression and passive suicidal ideation for years now and I’m a junior in high school atm, there’s not much left of school for me. My friend keeps trying to help me get my grades up and motivate me, and my mom keeps saying she wants me to graduate on time, and I don’t know what to do anymore. And my friend seems to get really upset when she sees I can’t do it. One time when she’s tried to help me I just looked at her with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes thinking “I’m sorry for failing you like I have everyone else in my life, I’m sorry I can’t do it”, I couldn’t understand why she wanted to help me. I still don’t. My grades suck, I can’t take it, I can’t take the pressure of my grades and the pain I feel from the depression, I’m such a fucking failure. I’m so done.
"The outcast in the group of outcasts"
-someone i considered a friend
You know it’s gonna be good when it has a SH warning
0:50 bro I swear this really definitely describes me and how my mom thinks I feel 😅
Nah the first one is relatable. An I told my friends I wasn’t feeling stable and one of my friends said “you are okay, you don’t look depressed” like-
The second one got me crying instantly when it said “You’re important” I haven’t heard that in a while
I’m proud of you for everything keep moving on you got this!❤
Love you and God bless you.
(summer comes)
Me:Oh God pls no!
yeah, i sh on my side
On one hand I love the summer because seasonal depression and all that, on the other I hate absolutely everything else about summer
relatable :/
I love summer but winter kills me
@@MuffinMinccino if you're confused they meant its hot in summer so its gonna be hard to wear long sleeved shirts to cover self harm cuts
You made my day better🌼
When someone asks me if I'm okay it just breaks something inside me. It breaks the hard shell hiding how I really feel. It makes me think someone actually cares for me. It makes me understand that maybe someone actually does care how people feel.
5:14 it's the most relatable :(
“You drew stars on my scars”🤍
it takes time, years , months weeks ,days . Bad days happen . Sometimes they dont get fixed in an instant . Being sad is like getting a wound , it takes time to heal and it will heal quicker if u treat it . Just like you need to treat ur wound for it to heal , you need to treat urself , take care of urself and stop caring about others to be better. People may call you selfish but let them say shit. You know what ur going through and deep inside you know u need to get treated better. I know it will be hard since people get demotivated easily but just keep in mind , you can do it and keep remembering that you wont be happy after a day. It takes time, and i know you’ll be able to do it. Time heals all wounds , and if it fails to do so you’ll get scars but atleast the scars are better than the wounds , right? So dont worry dear. You’ll get out of this mess, i know you can . Believe on yourself and keep in mind you matter , and if people say u dont who are they to? Just remember not everyone will love you and u need to accept that , just how u need to accept urself , ur flaws and ur insecurities. Every part of u is beautiful , it is really. Dont exceptth everyone to love you and like you , some people just wont but some people will . Leave the people behind , those who dont care about you arent worth ur tears or ur thoughts .
Trust me on one thing , Things will only get better if you love urself , its hard but all u need is self care and REAL friends and family to support u on the way
And time heals all wounds , it may not seem believable because u cant just have that mindset when sometime bad happened to u recently . It takes time to accept the changes , loss , or ur “imperfections” but once u just accept the fact that ur human and that u cant always please people even if u try so hard . Just remember someone actually loves you and cares for you. ❤ lysm and my best wishes for you to be okay , happy and healthy and to live ur dream❤
The fact the suicide hotline is on this vid is..wow..
For everybody going through anything, I’m proud you made it this far. Keep going, please.
VENT!
"LOL WHO WOULD RELATE TO THIS SONG?"
"Lucky is she who lives unaware who doesnt get bothered by those who dont care, lucky is she who lives unaware who doesnt get bothered by all thats unfair. Unlucky me, who knows way too much, who fights to make changes with music and such, unlucky me aware of the pain all cause i happen to Have.Some.Brain"
I'm not even a teen. I'm 9, and I have family problems too. My mom had changed a lot ever since I turned six. She beats me up with all her strength, she insults and scolds me so hard when i do little mistakes and sometimes I feel like she wants me to die, to go away etc (she also said this irl). She only cares about my lil bro. What's the point of living? If she can't see I am trying to be better. She just doesnt wanna understand me. I cry in class because of this. The teachers also don't care about me. I want nothing but love from my mother. She says I talk back, lie and do all this bad stuff.
I needed to hear all of this today..
This really helped me with my problems I finally found people who understand my pain😊😅
I can’t cry anymore?… I HATE MYSELF..
well i love you❤(as a friend ofc) i hope you start to love yourself more too, you're important, you're loved, you're not alone.❤
Listen this world will hurt you but promise me u will stay strong ... never give up my friend
My phone understands me❤
I've been watching vent and upsetting things alot and it just put up my childhood fav TH-camr ❤❤❤
its okay to not be okay, my friend. life happens, and eventually, it all does get better. even on the days where it feels like the universe is against you, i can promise you, it gets better. you will come out the other side a stronger person, because you didnt deserve any of it. we are all so proud of you. your mistakes, your inperfections, and those times where you just dont feel okay and just want to cry. you are human. its okay. you are valid to feel like this, because you have feelings too.
take a deep breath, and remind yourself the reasons your still here, the reasons you deserve to live. whether its your love for your pets or the way that through anything, your friend will do anything to see you happy. whether its the taste of cake or the sunset on a tuesday evening, its valid. you are valid. you are inperfect, because no human is or ever will be perfect. your inperfections are what make you, you, and you should never let anyone make you think otherwise.
You deserve to eat. It gives you energy. You deserve it because you are you, and no one should ever be able to decide what you do with your body. You will never be good enough for their standards, and that's okay. Why should you need their validation? The only validation you need is the validation of being yourself when you look in the mirror. Being happy with yourself is always better than needing others to be happy with yourself. It isn't their job to judge your body, and it never will be. Your body is beautiful the way it is because everyone is unique, even if people can't stand to accept your uniqueness. They do that because they themselves don't feel unique. They feel like they need to be just like everyone else, but they aren't. The only thing they are looking for is their own validation that they lack about their bodies. They wish they were as unique as you are. They wish they didn't want to be like everyone else, so they bash on you for being unique, unlike they are. They will never be able to be like every other person out there, and they will never stop trying. They will never be able to regain that emptiness from the lack of validation they have with themselves, and that's the sad reality of it.
No matter how you feel, you will never feel true validation from hurting others.
Every fucking day, I sit on my balls. Not every time, but it happens at least once a day. Not only that, I somehow manage to tag myself. Often. It’s always a small accidental love tap. Not enough to kill me but definitely enough to immobilize me for a moment. This happens nearly every day, I manage to hurt my testicles and I’m fuckin sick of it. There’s gotta be some boxer briefs out there that secure your junk and keep it all safe. I don’t even have massive balls or anything, they just swing low sweet chariot.
Idk if this fits the rules of the sub but goddamnit, I am so tired of sitting on my family jewels and I gotta get it out.
0:38 I wish I could relate. My dad said the school called him and threatened to remove my door. Nothing supportive at all.
i'm so sorry
@@yourlocalfrog3562 it’s ok :)