Life Updates | what's been going on with me | Arnellarmon
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 21 ต.ค. 2024
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Age: 25 years old
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Ethnicity: Black & Mexican
No real talk you guys I’m sooooo happy to be feeling like myself again like you have no idea, the last few weeks I’ve experienced like the lowest of lows and I’m just so happy it’s over 😭😭 thanks for still being here!!
we missed you, i’m happy you took time for yourself🤍
So happy you’re back. We loved the live last night, the screenshots are golden. Glad you are in a better space babe 💕. We always have your back 💞💖
So happy you’re back! 💜
We love you Arnell!!! I'm a believer in self care!!! I'll always be here after your breaks!!!
We love you Arnell, glad you’re feeling better
Hi babe
Totally unrelated but since you’re here ! When u dropping your fenty powdered foundation review?😂😂❤️ we love u too
We LOVE a supportive SISTER!!😍❤🤗❤😘
You guys are sooo alike. I literally just went to dble check😅😅 are u guys sisters?
@@MufaroMYT they’re twins lol
@@Sam-xy9pg loool. Makes sense. Thanks
long time no seeee 😭
I missed youuu
Welcome back!
Hiiii. I missed you
Missed seeing you on youtube 🥺 I hope you were still able to enjoy your break we love you 💗💗💗💗💗
Welcome back Nellz!
Depression is no joke, I had the same problem... it’s either I eat nothing at all, or I eat anything. I’m glad you’re able to feel like yourself now 😌💞
No seriously it’s a roller coaster.. but is your name really Autumn Knight?? Lol
@@karimonique4706 I know, I LOVE that name...😍❤🤗
@@karimonique4706 yes that’s really my name lol
@@peytonweb thank you!!!
Yes depression is no freaking joke just last few weeks ago I went to a deep dark depression like I was going through a sadness. Now I'm during alright! And now in few weeks this month a therapy is going to call me. But in April I'm turning 34 years old!
That subpar makeup comment was so unnecessary...I’d expect extravagant makeup looks from someone whose niche is solely makeup,but idk about everyone else but I come to Arnells channel for her vibes, personality, transparency the looks are just an added bonus ✨
EXACTLY!!!!!
I don’t feel neglected when content creators don’t post, there’s so much content out there, it’s just a pleasant surprise when I see a video from someone I really enjoy.
Same! 💜
Yeah I think it’s selfish to feel that way anyhow because at the end of the day the content is being made by a person not a robot
Arnell I am SO happy you are getting therapy for yourself. I'm so glad you're getting help, idk you personally but it sounds like form what. you said you tend to isolate and not get help from others so you're opening up to letting other people give you comfort and guidance to heal because we cannot expect to fix everything ourselves! Its a. huge step I'm happy for you love!!!
Thank you so much!! I agree and that’s why I’m so happy I’m finally talking to someone about everything 😭 I’m really optimistic
Nelly i missed u sooo much! Life has been depressing. I had to binge watch ur old videos to get me thru! I love you forever and always
Same 😩! So glad she’s better🥺❤️
@@ronishalenora yes i think a lot of us experience depressing vibes I’m sooo happy she got thru!
@@puffandpass60 ?
Wow me toooo ! I literally was just watching her videos yesterday lol ... it’s crazy how depresssing January has silently been
@@amanigarvin8628 the silent part
😂”Welcome back to my channel” I should be the one saying that. Welcome back to your channel Arnell😂
I’m currently in that space right now and working to pull myself out of it. Happy you getting in a better space now!
You’ll get through it!! Seems impossible while it’s happening but it’ll pass :) sending you positive energy ❤️
@@arnellarmon Definitely needed to hear that I’m not alone on this. ❤️
@@arnellarmon It does seem impossible but I am determined to get to the other side! Thank you!
I'm so proud of you for taking the step to go to therapy and putting your mental health first. Capitalism and white supremacy has us thinking that we must constantly be producing and creating and that isn't a viable way to live. I'm glad you listened to yourself and didn't post videos for a while. Thank you for your vulnerability and cheers to continuous growth and healing
Hearing you talk about people being around you for the benefits of having you around hit me. I feel the same! I'm so happy that your older sister sent that care package to let you know you are loved and thought about. I definitely cannot wait to be surrounded with generous and attentive people.
Arnell every single one of your talks is SO RELATABLE. I've noticed for a while now that I don't have people in my life that TRULY care about me. It feels like they're sticking around for what I can give to them and not just because they actually truly like me :(
Randy Reid has returned! 😆
But honestly I feel you when you were talking about having no energy when depressed. I neglect my hygiene and eating so much it’s not a vibe. I love hearing you talk about what’s weighing on your mind nelly🥺
not randy reidddddd😂💀
Please girl never apologize for taking care of yourself. We love you and you are only human ❤️❤️
I feel you girl..I really do. My guy and I ended a 2 yr relationship 2 weeks ago and I havent been in my right head space..at all. You cant rush it. Dont ever feel you cant take the time to be better for yourself. Im still not me yet but I know Ill get there. *hugs hun.
I’m so glad that you decided to talk to someone and not suffer in silence anymore. I’m glad to see you and you don’t have to explain yourself to anyone! ☺️💖💕
jackie Douglas I second that! 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
I’m so glad you’re feeling better. Please don’t ever feel bad for taking a break. Your mental health is more important. Just know we’ll be here when you get back. :)
Never feel bad for taking care of yourself girlie. You are human. Because you are open with your followers, i feel its easier for them to understand. I hope you're feeling better
Sisss stop doubting yourself, we WANT to hear you say it 4x 😁!! We love everything you put out cause we see you always put out your best. Depression is so real and I was dealing with it for too long! Sooo glad you’re feeling better now. Sending positive vibes ✨
Depression is very real yet overlooked. Such a brave soul to even open up a little about your struggles. May you continue to face your demons (we all have them) and continue to vibe higher. Sending love and positivity your way sis. Everyday won’t be a great day & that needs to be more acceptable in society.
I related to this video so much wow. Depression is really something u have to put work into in order to feel better, and yes the saddest people are definitely the funniest, like I really don't want other people to feel my energy and the way I'm feeling either and humor is the best way to mask that. Anyways I'm so glad you took a break and came back healthier and stronger. I love how open and genuine you are in ur videos, they kinda sound like podcasts but I'm glad their not bc I'm so happy to see ur face and talent🥺 ugh this was so therapeutic ty again 💖
I missed you, but I’m so happy you took the time for yourself, you were pumping out content for vlogmas anyway. Don’t feel bad for taking care of you!
Exactly, thank you!!!👏👏👏👏👏 I was PRAYING she didn't have any "viruses"...whew. God PLEASE BLESS Arnelle with good health, both physical & mental!! I just feel like she's so genuinely sweet, & a kind person. I just LOVE her because she's NOT a MEAN GIRL!! 🤗🙏❤🙏🤗
“You guys my jaw hurts, and that sounds inappropriate but I will explain why... last night I was with one of my friends”
Me: **😂😂👀👀🍿🍿 **
Thank you for your vulnerability! It’s refreshing and needed especially in the black community it’s time to break the silence and erase the stigma . Welcome back! You got this sis 💪🏾
Who ELSE just LOVES Arnelle, because she's soooo sweet & kind, & she's the OPPOSITE of a MEAN GIRL????🤗❤🤗
I am happy to see you back Arnell! I am so proud of you for taking care of yourself. I really enjoy your videos. You were missed. Praying for you. 💜
Arnell! you don't know how much this video is helping me right now. I needed this! I have never related to another person so much and the way you made it seem like everything will work itself out and I will get through depression, I thank you for that. God bless you love. I also just started therapy and it has been really helpful.
You’re not a machine , take your time. We’ll be here when you get back. Sending love, light and and good vibes your way bb
Ayeeeee! Randy Reid pulled up with the content 🔥🔥🔥 your live last night had me rolling!
💀💀😂😂😂😂
Not Randy Reid 😂😂😂 but I wouldn’t mind a little ANR ARNELL series 😂😂😂 had us rolling last night. I thought she was serious when she said no video because of the prank.
A little IG’s got Talent series lmfaooooo
It was lit asf.
@@arnellarmon rdr8yy8r8rr7dr7r8r8
Welcome back lil mama!! glad you took time for yourself, slow progression indeed! don't force anything! we cant rush our healing! You're such-a gentle soul! may GOD grant you the peace that passeth all understanding! shalom!
I’m hoping that more genuine people who understand that your love language seems to be acts of service enter your life. It truly is the small things, the money doesn’t matter.
I can relate how you deal with your lows so much. Maybe its the Aquarius in us, but humor and avoidance is how I cope until I'm ready to face it head on. Thank you for being so candid and honest about these times in your life. My support will never waiver just because of an inconsistent video schedule
I do EMDR therapy as well! It’s been a huge help on top of my meds. It’s nice to see another black girl who has experience with that form of therapy.
Helping yourself is self care and I'm glad therapy is working for you. Always glad to see a new video but I'm happier that you are feeling better. 🙏🏾
Girl those sponsors pays your bills 🤬 everybody feelings, are they gonna pay your bills
the fact your sister send u a gratitude journal when your feeling your lowest is a sign things will get better.
I go thru a week to two weeks of low mood and sadness every other month it seems 😢 medication n therapy has been a Godsend but I still struggle. You can’t control it sometimes and those of us who been thru it get it 100%. Gotta choose urself first luv like you did 🤍 Take care of urself always. We missed u🤍
Welcome back Arnell! We really missed you. Glad you are healing - you look great!
idk why but when the Christmas edit didn’t take over i was like wtf and then remembered it’s January 31st💀
i was expecting that rip
@@christineunuigboje6771 bro literally same!! I was like hol up where it go???
exactly tho, I wanted to hear that LOL
Your mental health is IMPORTANT! I’m happy your feeling yourself and knowing that you need the extra help & THAT is important to celebrate! Your real fans will stick around! Take the time you need! And this make-up beat is F L A W L E S S ! 🙌🏼✨
I started therapy end of 2019 due to not productively dealing with loss of my uncle and my prediagnosis of depression and this pandemic and I feel like it helped so much. I’m working thru issues on how to connect with my father who last time I met and talked to was 6 and I’m 24 now. Love the eye look as well.
your makeup is always flawless 💯💚
I’m glad you’re investing in your mental health, I’m broke af so I don’t have access to like the best therapists or help I need to get when I’m in a similar mood like you🥺
Girl I feel you. Life is hard. I deal with depression and anxiety. Its so draining. You are human. So glad you are in therapy. Love u girl . Just know you are not alone!
the way folake almost messed this up 😭 glad you’re back love! ❤️❤️❤️
I don’t know why I’m emotional but I feel so happy you are back! You are such a light in my world! Missed you so much! I am so glad you are feeling better. Therapist are God sent. Therapy can change your whole life.😩💜
I turned 27 in October and I still can’t believe it. Time is going by so fast, it’s so hard to keep up.
I feel that!!! I’m shook that 30 is so close 😱😱😱
Don’t worry...once u turn 30 u will stop worrying and start enjoying life more 🤣
you do beautiful every day makeup nothing less it’s amazingly realistic ( skin makeup, glam makeup, boy beat , soft glam etc. It’s always fabulous)
I loveeeeeeee your simple “sub-par” makeup looks lol. Who tf cares !!
don’t apologize for protecting your mental health baby🤎 you’re doing amazing!
Arnellyyyyyyyyyyy we missed you! Happy you took some time for you! Hope you’re doing okay 🥺💖
So glad to see you back. Always be true to yourself and always protect your privacy. Do do not owe "the viewers/followers" no explanation. I pray you continue to heal and that you are stronger each day!
I get into funds also. I have Lupus and Ra. I just feel like everyone expects so much from me. I'm like I can't be do everything for everyone like before. I have to focus on my health and hubby and daughter. Before I would be running around helping everyone. But now I feel bad when I can't do as much. Plus dealing with my health issues. It's overwhelming but I push through slow, but I get shit done on my terms.
DOnt feel bad. My mom has fibro and she feels the same way. DOnt push your limits. People who understand will understand and make you feel better and included even when you can’t really be there or in pain. Your daughter ( coming from a daughter) will love you && slowly start to understand
Happy to have you back! And I’m glad you took a break. Your health is way more important than pleasing your supporters!
I have a history test tomorrow but it’s cool imma watch this instead
Good luck!! You got this!!
That’s my problem, can’t stay off TH-cam!
@starrsmith! Good luck!
Good luck with your test!
Fuck history, we livin in the nowwwww
You have such a beautiful soul. And you’re not going through this alone. I’m so glad that you realized the state you were in and decided to invest in your mental health. This past year has really been pretty gloomy. I feel everyone could benefit from talking to a mental health professional. Nothing wrong with that at all. I pray for your healing Arnell. I felt everything you said in this video whole heartedly ❤️ thank you so much for using your platform to speak out on issues like this. You’re so strong for being so vulnerable with us. You have my support for life!
Lmao “it’s like somebody hit the clock and said okay let’s speed this shit up” GIRL story of my life. We couldn’t wait to be grown now look at us ... look 😂
You can’t even see the scab on camera. I’m glad you’re feeling better❤️ Keep it up love👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
Almost broke my damn finger clicking so fast lmaooooo hey boo!
Randy🥺 we are always gonna be here for you. You being yourself is the best gift.
I clicked so fast you don’t even understand 😂😂
I’m sayin
Facts
Same
Me 2😊
arnell its so crazy bc you just don’t know how inspiring you are just for being you. i love being able to see your growth and how you are genuinely trying to better yourself in all aspects and even seeing and knowing you have really low times is inspiration too because , thankfully, we get to see you get back up again. i love it here 🤍
I was about to break my fingers tapping that notification 😭😭
Girl, I missed you! So glad you’re in the right headspace. Depression ain’t no joke. Postpartum depression had me feeling lower than low so I understand. You continue to work on you and grow into the beautiful flower that you are becoming! 🌷
I swear to God I was just thinking about how you went MIA. And vrummmm I get a notification 🤩😍🤩😍😍😍
“No matter what you’re going through, time is just going to keep going and going” I love that quote
Maybe you can do a giveaway for your palettes, just let everyone see which sets they want and have a raffle for them or something! Cause Lord knows I wouldn’t mind a free palette or 5 😍
i love how you articulate yourself. as a newer youtuber who definitely goes through shit. i still struggle
with disappearing and feeling like i really don’t want to make myself vulnerable to the internet. but vulnerability is such a superpower, as you’ve done in this video.
maybe for the palettes you do a Palette pop up in LA? that sounds cute!
It amazes me the way that people say stuff on the internet they would never say to your face! Start blocking people sis! Create a safe content space ❤️ glad you’re feeling a little better. Day by day !
I missed your vibes and videos SO MUCH!! I’m so glad that you’re taking the necessary steps to really care for yourself.. I know I’m just one of many but I’m so proud of you and wish you all the luck in your healing process 🤍❤️🤍
Never apologize for being human mamas. glad that you're back though :) ... also watchu doing bleeping out them swear words for lol. who giving you trouble again! shiiieeeeet
Never tired of hearing you talk Arnell, glad you are in a much better space, I'm not going anyyyywhereeeee as long as you don't💙. I love you and I missed you
LOL RANDY REID!! 😂 I need you to keep on doing IG lives
Damn I guess we won’t be getting that $10 😭😭 . Glad you’re back 💓
Super proud of you for knowing you needed a break and taking it!🙏🏽❤️ We missed you!
this is crazy that i watching this video and you were speaking about your dad... Mine just passed away a few days ago and we weren't on the best terms and I wish that I had a chance to speak to him. Definitely if you still have love for him try to make the relationship work I wish it was what I did...
Serah Carbon I agree 100% and was thinking the same thing...
Sorry for your lost 💜
@@asiasalley9843 thank you❤️
Happy early birthday boo! Do something nice for yourself. Make sure you sit in those moments that make you happiest.
I just want to be ghetto for one minute and say, "Heyyyyyy Arnellllllllll!" lol
Story of my life we all just have to duck off sometimes, you owe no explanation but your transparency made me feel a little more normal. I’ve been feeling emotionally exhausted lately i literally cannot, I have to force myself to do pretty much anything. I missed your genuine energy on this app. I legit i hate seeing ppl that are pressed in the comments but you’re my fave on TH-cam i had to keep checking back 😂 glad you’re okay!
💜💜💜💜Sending love to RANDY REID!!!💜💜💜💜
I’m a minute in and this exactly what I need as I clean up. It’s been rough for me this past month as well. I’m glad you’re back 💚
It just amaze me how you look identically like another person lol I know that’s weird but just a thought
we love you!! you’re so beautiful on the inside & out. i’m glad you’re feeling better & it’s great to see you on a journey to better your mental health. keep doing great
I guess we aren’t getting that $10 lol 😂
Anyway, welcome back ! We missed you ❤️
Your face hurting from smiling so much makes me happy to hear lol not about the pain but like ahhh 😁😁 enjoy those beautiful moments of smiling and laughter
a lot of people enjoy trauma bonding, we hear someone else “going through it” and get infatuated
I kept you in prayer although I didn't know why but am glad you have sought out therapy. As an ole woman, I understand what you're going thru. Take care always! I've been watching your videos over a year now. You've become like a granddaughter to me! Be blessed!
Depression is real asf guys.. U won't understand unless u experience it... Life us full of a lot of crazy shit... Sending positivity and love to everyone having a hard time right now... Let's try to take better care of our ental health... Missed u Arnell, glad you're getting back to urself ❤️❤️❤️
Arnell I been checking for you ALL MONTH LONG! but at the end of the day we want you at your best self... i fucking love you babe and I can't wait to see you thrive this year!
We loveuuuu always focus on yourself first i really admire how transparent you are!! 💕
I'm not sure why, but January was a month where a lot of people were probably feeling a little off. I definitely was feeling down for a while. I'm glad you are feeling better now! Keep prioritizing your mental health because that's much more important than anything else!
I relate to this video so much because my dad reached out to me on NEW YEARS after not speaking to him for a year and a half. I was so weary/timid to open that door again. But, I'm glad I did. Your are strong my girl and you're truly loved. Love you!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
currently going through this, you actually inspired me to look into therapy. thank you 🧡 glad you’re back, I really did miss you.
Arnell you’ve been talking about your eyeshadow skills for years, but girl your eyeshadow is always on point to me!
I totally get you. I don't wanna film or create content when I feel off or not 100% myself. Your channel should never feel like a burden or a chore. It's your happy space.
Been feeling so much of the same last month, and still trying to work through it. So I feel you! I also like working through my own shit, like you, but deep down, will always appreciate someone taking care of you, without asking.
Seeing the tears in your eyes, talking about how how money doesn’t solve internal struggles, was so heartbreaking. I hope you find peace, love and happiness always ❤️
Needless to say, missed your uploads and you look stunning as always x
so happy you're back and feeling better Randy 🤍🤍 missed your energy
I’m usually a silent subscriber but I’m so happy your back!! Your energy is a whole vibe🥰
I love how genuine you and your sister are!!! You got this babe 💜
Therapy is the best!!! Proud of you. Take care of you!! 🤎
Thanks for always being you Randy Reid! We love the content babe