@@skippymusic1 this used to be how I felt. Luckily, I have my friends and family by my side. They helped me so much. I just found you today, by the way. I already am in love with your voice and your music. Keep up the great work.
"I've been in my room I've been counting down the time, counting down the hours till I finally take my life" 😪 months later I'm still relating to this verse, nothing ever changes and nothing ever will, this is just a matter of time for all of us but it is what it is. much love Skippy
Things change believe you need to keep holding on cause 1 thing you are sure is that you will die no matter what like everyone So try to "enjoy" the time you have before dying And i know it's hard i fight depression and suicidal tought for like 12 years now But keep holding on i beg you
Reach out to someone. Family, friends, relatives, a helpline. You're not alone. Ik how hard it can be. Stay strong. Ik this doesn't fix anything but people do care. Even if it doesn't feel like that. Letting someone in can be hard but those who love you will help you through, even if it feels like they don't or can't. I believe in you 🤍
I promise you things do get better even when it seems utterly hopeless! God and Jesus are amazing and I PROMISE they will do incredible things in your life, you're super strong never forget that. Keep pushing forward and it'll all be worth it. I believe in you
I've wrote a suicide letter before but my friend noticed that I'm different from usual so he stayed with me, talk deep things, I cried n etc.... man I'm thankful and lucky to be here n to be his friend
"Ive been in my room counting down the time counting down the hours till i finaly take my life" blows hard, thank you for that. and i hope you live long and happy.
tysm for listening, and i promise things will get better really soon. You're super strong and im proud of u for fighting, just keep going a little bit longer
I literally felt every single lyric to my core. I never thought o would find such a song, its the perfect discription of how it feels...😢 I cried to this song today.
keep fighting brother you're extremely strong never forget that. God and Jesus are amazing and they will do incredible things in your life, keep going forward
You're music is absolutely amazing and describes how I feel. I've survived suicide 4 times now. This shit makes me cry soo hard. Not because it's sad but because I can feel it. I'm not the type of person that litens to music, it's in my soul and I feel it. Everything I've wrote is from my own personal experiences. 80% of it is super tragic. Thank you for the music you make, I appreciate you.
Today is my Birthday. My birthday is never a happy time, i always feel the most worthless when this time of year comes. Listening to this song, i feel every single word and it hits hard... It's difficult to keep going on sometimes. Today, im definitely feeling it, but what can I do but keep on trying? Thank you for making music. I am only one in 7 billion, but I truly appreciate what you do. It has clamed me down, and I'm ready to give another day another shot ❤
happy belated birthday 🎉 😊 it was hard to read your comment as my birthday is tomorrow and the very few people in my life just told me they are too busy tm and will have to do dinner another day. so alone again it is!
Yeah I was forced to do something for my birthday now I'm so glad I spent that time with my family It is more important than all the money in fort Knox.
@pmin9955 that's very similar to me. I decided to host a party for the first time but everyone cancelled or got sick, so it was a very lonely birthday. But at the very least I got some messages and a few calls so a few people still showed they cared. I hope you had a good birthday xx
Please everyone don’t give up we have to keep fighting we can’t let the evil ones win. We can win these battles no matter how many more keep coming our way. We aren’t lost if we ask to see we will be given eyes to see, if we ask to hear and to understand we’ll be given ears to hear and a mind to understand, we just gotta keep our faith and know that God has our backs we just gotta give it all to him. He’ll take all our pain away. I am a 7 attempt suicide survivor ands I’m falling back into a deep dark depression and if I let it completely consume then I’m going to die and I want to see my baby boys again who were adopted 8 years ago so much I want to do
God wont put us through anything you cant handle g. Gods working on you, and i feel your pain and so does he.... plz dont go we all love you.. fans, me (a new fan/brother in Christ.)jesus and most importantly God
Bro I have been listening this song since from last year and today I know that that’s your real video alot of love ❤ your songs are too melancholistic seriously big fan
This son& practically is the definition of my life and mental state since the day I lost the only person keeping me out of the void that I thought I have hurried in the back of my head
Thankyou so much for literally everything. You are a true blessing in this world. Your music makes me feel like I'm making a connection through it and I am also being heard. I love you . -Ella💜💜💙💙
This sounds like my thought process especially when I’m losing the only person that made me happy and treated me like a queen. Now I hate everything and everyone but I hate myself more for letting the devil in to our home. I’m so sorry hunny I never intended on it tearing us apart I miss you and I love u I need us bk more than anythjng
Cant talk about it lately so u put it in a song... Thankyou...for putting it in a song. 1:10 I really feel those lines.... always telling people im fine cuz you just know they wont understand.
I just found this artist randomly through youtube since i usually listen to NF or lil Sophy but damn i am stuck on this song for 2-3 days now just cuz the lyrics is pretty deep
Skippy i dont know you But i can tell you have my back O o oh I will be beside you You got a brother on attack, This depression got me, Dunno know i should react. Sorry bro, depression got me, and was vibing to your musi
6 months ago I lost a war to the demons and tried to kill myslef multiple times. Today I’m 6 months sober and I survived. We’re in this fight together we are stronger as one ♥️ you’re not going anywhere and neither am I. Change is coming hold on.
I’ve recently had mental health problems too and I just wanna say that I wish you the best and congrats for being sober for 6 months. You got this never give up ❤️
Why all this sadness ? Hope you’ll find your way. Hold tight. i’ve been in this one day. Thanks to Allah i’ve felt and seen the real life. Don’t loose hope and right now go to pray. Hope anoher time you’ll find your way 🤲
Since like 8 years old. 33 now. It never seems to end. I wish I had something profound and uplifting, to contribute. But, unfortunately, I've found no solution. Pretty much just just existing until I no longer do.
I asked one of my friends "What would you do if someone you knew committed suicide...." He fricking said, "I don't care, not my problem, it's not me". May have been numb before but I don't even know what this feeling is.
I'm 47 living with so many demons in my head. I've been on my own since I was 13. My mom OD about 10 years ago. And all my other family abandoned me. My so-called friends have used me. This world has to much BS in it. I'm tired of doing the same thing day and day wondering if something is going to change, but it doesn't. I'm to the point of ending it.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your mom, and about the abandonment from your family and mistreatment by your friends. I agree that a lot is wrong with the world and it's evident that you're tired. No one can guarantee that anything can change, but as a Christian, I believe that if we repent and trust in Christ's blood for our salvation, we will be forgiven by Him and saved by His life, and that Jesus will one day create a new heaven and new Earth and restore all things. Please don't end your life - it is too valuable for you to do that (and I believe our lives ultimately belong to God). If you need someone to talk to, while I can't speak to how helpful they will be, there might be helplines you can contact if you do an Internet search.
Its like everyone in this world even in music and tv and the internet they all seem so fake like cgi or pixels. Just made up to fool The Lord..im thankful i have all my feelings still..Praise the Lord for that..i protect that part of my heart the truth about people
Skippy you are great i love this song i get bad Anxiety and bad depression And I also feel like I wanna commit suicide too but your music made me realize different man thx bro big fan of you too bro keep up the good work
Hi Kiara (if that’s your name), I hope you’re holding on. I don’t know what you’re going through, but if you want to talk to someone but are not sure who to turn to, maybe you can to talk to a teacher, school nurse, school counselor etc if you can access them. There’s also helplines you might be able to contact if you do an Internet Search. Also feel free to message me (vanillaflowerandleaves) on Instagram if there’s something you want to talk about or if you just want to chat. You don’t have to, of course, but wanted to let you know you’re welcome to.
Every single one of you guys listen to me right now I am two days it’s going to be two years since I committed suicide I am here two years after I did that I made it through two years it’s gonna be hard but it’s gonna be worth it just keep pushing forward and I am here to talk with anybody I know that you feel like dying but trust me when I say it’s not worth dying for what ever you are going through you matter mental illness is torture for sure I am well versed in it I am a survivor of it and it never the answer ❤hit me up anybody you can send me a message I am willing to talk with anybody for real ❤
" I don't want to be alive anymore" hits home hard.
Keep fighting brother.
Im proud of you for still fighting bro, keep going a bit longer and you'll see everything will work out better than you could have ever imagined
Same I hate that I'm alive
I’m right there with you the only thing that’s keeping me here are my kids
@@ChlairisseJudd-or3ihfelt that
The song that brought me to this artist and explains my true feelings... This song is my peace thank you
and thank u for sticking with me
*This is the song that defines me.*
keep fighting brother, God has amazing things coming for u
Same
This song is what I'm going through. Thanks
@@skippymusic1 this used to be how I felt. Luckily, I have my friends and family by my side. They helped me so much. I just found you today, by the way. I already am in love with your voice and your music. Keep up the great work.
😮
"I've been in my room I've been counting down the time, counting down the hours till I finally take my life" 😪 months later I'm still relating to this verse, nothing ever changes and nothing ever will, this is just a matter of time for all of us but it is what it is. much love Skippy
Things change believe you need to keep holding on cause 1 thing you are sure is that you will die no matter what like everyone
So try to "enjoy" the time you have before dying
And i know it's hard i fight depression and suicidal tought for like 12 years now
But keep holding on i beg you
Reach out to someone. Family, friends, relatives, a helpline. You're not alone. Ik how hard it can be. Stay strong. Ik this doesn't fix anything but people do care. Even if it doesn't feel like that. Letting someone in can be hard but those who love you will help you through, even if it feels like they don't or can't. I believe in you 🤍
I promise you things do get better even when it seems utterly hopeless! God and Jesus are amazing and I PROMISE they will do incredible things in your life, you're super strong never forget that. Keep pushing forward and it'll all be worth it. I believe in you
Hold on I get intense bouts of wanting to just end it, but there's too much beauty that we just need to look for. It'll be alright. You're not alone.
I gave up on hope
Skippy songs are always so real, he’s singing the lines I felt deep down in my soul.
i know all the lyrics of this song, it hits so deep and sounds awesome. Thankyou for making music your absolutely amazing!!
and thank u for always being supportive and listening bro! Ur a real one
I've wrote a suicide letter before but my friend noticed that I'm different from usual so he stayed with me, talk deep things, I cried n etc.... man I'm thankful and lucky to be here n to be his friend
God bless you for still being here with me and God bless your friend for saving me 🙏 Amen thanks for looking for them.
"Ive been in my room counting down the time
counting down the hours till i finaly take my life"
blows hard, thank you for that. and i hope you live long and happy.
Your music says the worlds I can't say out loud. my ears, brain and soul are so blessed to hear your song.
tysm for listening, and i promise things will get better really soon. You're super strong and im proud of u for fighting, just keep going a little bit longer
@@skippymusic1 Thank you sm skippy. I feel like we would be good friends.
Favourite song forever ❤
tysm
I feel so angry and peaceful listening to this song ❤️
ty for listening
I literally felt every single lyric to my core. I never thought o would find such a song, its the perfect discription of how it feels...😢
I cried to this song today.
keep fighting brother you're extremely strong never forget that. God and Jesus are amazing and they will do incredible things in your life, keep going forward
Yeah this is definitly what i feel right now but i need to keep holding on i have to support you and maggy for ever
I love u too brother! Ur one of the realest and most genuine people I know. Like I always say, you and I are gonna keep fighting through life together
this artist's music is one of the reasons im still alive right now.
that means a lot brother thank u
You're music is absolutely amazing and describes how I feel. I've survived suicide 4 times now. This shit makes me cry soo hard. Not because it's sad but because I can feel it. I'm not the type of person that litens to music, it's in my soul and I feel it. Everything I've wrote is from my own personal experiences. 80% of it is super tragic. Thank you for the music you make, I appreciate you.
This is beautiful. Praying for you❤
tysm
Today is my Birthday. My birthday is never a happy time, i always feel the most worthless when this time of year comes. Listening to this song, i feel every single word and it hits hard... It's difficult to keep going on sometimes. Today, im definitely feeling it, but what can I do but keep on trying? Thank you for making music. I am only one in 7 billion, but I truly appreciate what you do. It has clamed me down, and I'm ready to give another day another shot ❤
Thank you for persevering during hard times.
happy belated birthday 🎉 😊 it was hard to read your comment as my birthday is tomorrow and the very few people in my life just told me they are too busy tm and will have to do dinner another day. so alone again it is!
Yeah I was forced to do something for my birthday now I'm so glad I spent that time with my family It is more important than all the money in fort Knox.
@pmin9955 that's very similar to me. I decided to host a party for the first time but everyone cancelled or got sick, so it was a very lonely birthday. But at the very least I got some messages and a few calls so a few people still showed they cared. I hope you had a good birthday xx
It always encourages my patients ❤❤
“Ask me how I’m doing and I’ll tell you that I’m fine” hits different when you’ve got ppl to talk to but yet your pride won’t let you open up
I keep coming back here everyday
This my favourite song at the moment
Love you skips
I love u more!
Please everyone don’t give up we have to keep fighting we can’t let the evil ones win. We can win these battles no matter how many more keep coming our way. We aren’t lost if we ask to see we will be given eyes to see, if we ask to hear and to understand we’ll be given ears to hear and a mind to understand, we just gotta keep our faith and know that God has our backs we just gotta give it all to him. He’ll take all our pain away. I am a 7 attempt suicide survivor ands I’m falling back into a deep dark depression and if I let it completely consume then I’m going to die and I want to see my baby boys again who were adopted 8 years ago so much I want to do
i have this song on replay 😥😥ive been hit hard lately i'm
exhausted of life
God wont put us through anything you cant handle g. Gods working on you, and i feel your pain and so does he.... plz dont go we all love you.. fans, me (a new fan/brother in Christ.)jesus and most importantly God
Thank u for ur words of encouragement bro! God bless you and your family, love u lots
@@skippymusic1 that means so more than you know. Much love ❤️
Bro I have been listening this song since from last year and today I know that that’s your real video alot of love ❤ your songs are too melancholistic seriously big fan
This is such a great sad song. It’s all the thoughts written into lyrics. Sad vibes yet so peaceful. It’s amazing 🔥
lysm ty
This son& practically is the definition of my life and mental state since the day I lost the only person keeping me out of the void that I thought I have hurried in the back of my head
"I've been trying to run but I'm moving too slow"
Damn...
OH MY GOD I FINALLY FOUND YOU AGAIN. I've slept to this song like 2 weeks back and ever since I've been searching for it.
im happy ur back! thank u for listening
finally I've found a relatable song :)
This song means so much to me ❤
Wow this hits home
You don't know the impact this music has on my heart man i don't wanna do this no more
This that shit right here fam💯 love it g! Respect the grind fam❤
thank u for all the support brother! Love u lots
Thankyou so much for literally everything. You are a true blessing in this world. Your music makes me feel like I'm making a connection through it and I am also being heard. I love you . -Ella💜💜💙💙
This sounds like my thought process especially when I’m losing the only person that made me happy and treated me like a queen. Now I hate everything and everyone but I hate myself more for letting the devil in to our home. I’m so sorry hunny I never intended on it tearing us apart I miss you and I love u I need us bk more than anythjng
I cant escape it man
Take one day at a time brother it'll be ok we all go through this you can only go so far down before you start coming back up ❤❤
Thank u for the words of encouragement brother! I hope everything is going amazing for u, God bless u
@@skippymusic1 God bless you to brother
Thank you for this song. One day bro
thank u for listening
This is too real.
thank u for listening
@@skippymusic1 AHHH YOU REPLIED❕ OMLLL I LISTEN TO YOUR SONGS ON SPOTIFY AND YT EVERYDAY❕
I relate to this song so much deeper than ne 1 can kno!😢
thank you such a strong wordered sng
Deep words 📌🗣️
Top...✌🏿
❤❤❤
Glad i came across this it hits hard 😢
means a lot bro fr, God bless you
Thank you, this is helping me with my life ❤
thank u for listening bro!
@@skippymusic1 omg you actually replied
Your music hits the heart
tysm
underrated
I listen to this song 24/7 and it just matches up with my life exept the drug part
tysm for listening
Cant talk about it lately so u put it in a song...
Thankyou...for putting it in a song.
1:10
I really feel those lines.... always telling people im fine cuz you just know they wont understand.
ily brother, things will get better for u super soon even if it doesn't look like it right now. Gods got you
@@skippymusic1 thankyou...brother.
I hope the same for you;
you know its really bad when you smile while listening to this song....
I love this sm:(
tysm
This song is me right now 😢
Great song🤟🏻
1:16 - 1:40 is so true…. 😞 I hate life….
proud of u for still fighting and not giving up, keep going
I just found this artist randomly through youtube since i usually listen to NF or lil Sophy but damn i am stuck on this song for 2-3 days now just cuz the lyrics is pretty deep
thank you for listening!
Best song
Trued taking my life yesterday
Skippy i dont know you
But i can tell you have my back
O o oh
I will be beside you
You got a brother on attack,
This depression got me,
Dunno know i should react.
Sorry bro, depression got me, and was vibing to your musi
Keep chasing your dreams your going viral SOON God knows you need it 🖤
that seriously means a lot, ur super sweet tysm
6 months ago I lost a war to the demons and tried to kill myslef multiple times. Today I’m 6 months sober and I survived. We’re in this fight together we are stronger as one ♥️ you’re not going anywhere and neither am I. Change is coming hold on.
I’ve recently had mental health problems too and I just wanna say that I wish you the best and congrats for being sober for 6 months. You got this never give up ❤️
Few people know the pain difference between
being alone &
Feeling alone
Why all this sadness ?
Hope you’ll find your way. Hold tight. i’ve been in this one day. Thanks to Allah i’ve felt and seen the real life. Don’t loose hope and right now go to pray.
Hope anoher time you’ll find your way 🤲
This is so fucking True ❤ but keep fucking fighting with the demons in my head it's hard much love for Skippy
Somehow it's how I feel every day
ty for listening and im sorry u relate to this
Now that he is gone I can make sure he knows I ❤😂❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤him miss you 7/31/2024
Keep up the great work
tysm
I really relate to your songs, the feelings you express :( Can I promote your music on my channel??!!
@@UnReality thank u bro! and ofc u can 🙏🏼🫶🏼
❤WHOOP😢WHOOP💔
If my life had a definition, this would be it.. 😥
Since like 8 years old. 33 now. It never seems to end. I wish I had something profound and uplifting, to contribute. But, unfortunately, I've found no solution. Pretty much just just existing until I no longer do.
My best friend a few days ago and this song describes how I am right now 😖😔💔
Im so sorry for ur loss brother, just know they're ur guardian angel now and they'll watch over you and protect u. Love u lots
@@skippymusic1 Thanks brotha. You just made my day so much better by that comment and I love you too brotha.
I ❤️ you Sopaul...
Skippy focus on your songs brother I keep myself isolated to
❤❤
Bru i jus hate life jus speeding on the highway😔😭
i feel u fr
I just need a day then ill be counting down the hours and the time...
Can't wait until my end 💔😢😔
I'm soooo lost and can't find words for anything anymore
I asked one of my friends "What would you do if someone you knew committed suicide...." He fricking said, "I don't care, not my problem, it's not me".
May have been numb before but I don't even know what this feeling is.
that's not a real friend then. Real friends support each other through the highs and lows. Especially the lows
@@skippymusic1 I asked him hypothetically I guess he really doesnt care.
I'm 47 living with so many demons in my head. I've been on my own since I was 13. My mom OD about 10 years ago. And all my other family abandoned me. My so-called friends have used me. This world has to much BS in it. I'm tired of doing the same thing day and day wondering if something is going to change, but it doesn't. I'm to the point of ending it.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your mom, and about the abandonment from your family and mistreatment by your friends. I agree that a lot is wrong with the world and it's evident that you're tired. No one can guarantee that anything can change, but as a Christian, I believe that if we repent and trust in Christ's blood for our salvation, we will be forgiven by Him and saved by His life, and that Jesus will one day create a new heaven and new Earth and restore all things. Please don't end your life - it is too valuable for you to do that (and I believe our lives ultimately belong to God). If you need someone to talk to, while I can't speak to how helpful they will be, there might be helplines you can contact if you do an Internet search.
I'm done counting 😢
My day is soon.
I waited day by day not knowing if she building a relationship already or is patient for me but she know her actions will break us
It’s a struggle everyday
W
ly brother
Song describes me to well i just turned 22 and have tried taking my life multiple times since i was 14 i just wanna feel alright
U will be happy soon...
Its like everyone in this world even in music and tv and the internet they all seem so fake like cgi or pixels. Just made up to fool The Lord..im thankful i have all my feelings still..Praise the Lord for that..i protect that part of my heart the truth about people
I hate how I feel but it’s okay right 🥲
Skippy you are great i love this song i get bad Anxiety and bad depression And I also feel like I wanna commit suicide too but your music made me realize different man thx bro big fan of you too bro keep up the good work
Much love skippy
Meeee.... 😢 How many times have I hit the road, hoping I crash....
things are gonna get better for you i promise. Gods got blessings on the way for you
I am 13 and i can't anymore this pain is too much
Really! You haven’t even lived.
Be strong
I wish I could give up
Im definitely haven a hard time just whets the point of fighting any more like seriously ive no more fight left
When you cant bear it anymore that the only peace you know is suicide
can i put a verse?
The sad thing is that I’m 16 and listening to it non stop 💔
Hi Kiara (if that’s your name), I hope you’re holding on. I don’t know what you’re going through, but if you want to talk to someone but are not sure who to turn to, maybe you can to talk to a teacher, school nurse, school counselor etc if you can access them.
There’s also helplines you might be able to contact if you do an Internet Search. Also feel free to message me (vanillaflowerandleaves) on Instagram if there’s something you want to talk about or if you just want to chat. You don’t have to, of course, but wanted to let you know you’re welcome to.
relatable i am ugly as fuck and i deserve no better than trash i dont even know what love is
You're beautiful, never forget that. Don't let your brain trick you into thinking otherwise
𝑴𝒂𝒏 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈..💯💯
Every single one of you guys listen to me right now I am two days it’s going to be two years since I committed suicide I am here two years after I did that I made it through two years it’s gonna be hard but it’s gonna be worth it just keep pushing forward and I am here to talk with anybody I know that you feel like dying but trust me when I say it’s not worth dying for what ever you are going through you matter mental illness is torture for sure I am well versed in it I am a survivor of it and it never the answer ❤hit me up anybody you can send me a message I am willing to talk with anybody for real ❤
You got this man I believe in you and thank you for this