@@skippymusic1 this used to be how I felt. Luckily, I have my friends and family by my side. They helped me so much. I just found you today, by the way. I already am in love with your voice and your music. Keep up the great work.
"Ive been in my room counting down the time counting down the hours till i finaly take my life" blows hard, thank you for that. and i hope you live long and happy.
tysm for listening, and i promise things will get better really soon. You're super strong and im proud of u for fighting, just keep going a little bit longer
Please everyone don’t give up we have to keep fighting we can’t let the evil ones win. We can win these battles no matter how many more keep coming our way. We aren’t lost if we ask to see we will be given eyes to see, if we ask to hear and to understand we’ll be given ears to hear and a mind to understand, we just gotta keep our faith and know that God has our backs we just gotta give it all to him. He’ll take all our pain away. I am a 7 attempt suicide survivor ands I’m falling back into a deep dark depression and if I let it completely consume then I’m going to die and I want to see my baby boys again who were adopted 8 years ago so much I want to do
Thankyou so much for literally everything. You are a true blessing in this world. Your music makes me feel like I'm making a connection through it and I am also being heard. I love you . -Ella💜💜💙💙
God wont put us through anything you cant handle g. Gods working on you, and i feel your pain and so does he.... plz dont go we all love you.. fans, me (a new fan/brother in Christ.)jesus and most importantly God
I will also be posting this song tomorrow before i attempt to leave thanks for everything ur music made me feel that there's someone that actually understands me
Hi, I hear that you’ve already decided to leave and that you’re going through things not many people understand. I wish things will get better for you, but there’s no guarantee that on Earth, they will. Killing yourself is not the answer to these problems, and will only cause more hurt for others. Things also might get better but if you kill yourself you will never have known if they would have. Also, as a Christian, I believe our lives ultimately belong to God, and that only He has the right to take a life (except for cases such as self-defense). Even if there is no one on Earth you can turn to, you can always turn to God.
Cant talk about it lately so u put it in a song... Thankyou...for putting it in a song. 1:10 I really feel those lines.... always telling people im fine cuz you just know they wont understand.
I just found this artist randomly through youtube since i usually listen to NF or lil Sophy but damn i am stuck on this song for 2-3 days now just cuz the lyrics is pretty deep
Skippy i dont know you But i can tell you have my back O o oh I will be beside you You got a brother on attack, This depression got me, Dunno know i should react. Sorry bro, depression got me, and was vibing to your musi
Every single one of you guys listen to me right now I am two days it’s going to be two years since I committed suicide I am here two years after I did that I made it through two years it’s gonna be hard but it’s gonna be worth it just keep pushing forward and I am here to talk with anybody I know that you feel like dying but trust me when I say it’s not worth dying for what ever you are going through you matter mental illness is torture for sure I am well versed in it I am a survivor of it and it never the answer ❤hit me up anybody you can send me a message I am willing to talk with anybody for real ❤
Hi Kiara (if that’s your name), I hope you’re holding on. I don’t know what you’re going through, but if you want to talk to someone but are not sure who to turn to, maybe you can to talk to a teacher, school nurse, school counselor etc if you can access them. There’s also helplines you might be able to contact if you do an Internet Search. Also feel free to message me (vanillaflowerandleaves) on Instagram if there’s something you want to talk about or if you just want to chat. You don’t have to, of course, but wanted to let you know you’re welcome to.
Lame attempt at a rhyme.... honestly, i just wanted to say thanks. Its hell, this depression. But you made a song, and helped anyone who listened. Respect brother
Yeah being depressed is the worst thing i've ever known i'm still depressed and suicidal tbf , but we need to keep going, for our closed one we have no other choices than thug this life out, we can put our friend and family in grief
I've wrote a suicide letter before but my friend noticed that I'm different from usual so he stayed with me, talk deep things, I cried n etc.... man I'm thankful and lucky to be here n to be his friend
"I've been in my room I've been counting down the time, counting down the hours till I finally take my life" 😪 months later I'm still relating to this verse, nothing ever changes and nothing ever will, this is just a matter of time for all of us but it is what it is. much love Skippy
Things change believe you need to keep holding on cause 1 thing you are sure is that you will die no matter what like everyone So try to "enjoy" the time you have before dying And i know it's hard i fight depression and suicidal tought for like 12 years now But keep holding on i beg you
Reach out to someone. Family, friends, relatives, a helpline. You're not alone. Ik how hard it can be. Stay strong. Ik this doesn't fix anything but people do care. Even if it doesn't feel like that. Letting someone in can be hard but those who love you will help you through, even if it feels like they don't or can't. I believe in you 🤍
I promise you things do get better even when it seems utterly hopeless! God and Jesus are amazing and I PROMISE they will do incredible things in your life, you're super strong never forget that. Keep pushing forward and it'll all be worth it. I believe in you
Today is my Birthday. My birthday is never a happy time, i always feel the most worthless when this time of year comes. Listening to this song, i feel every single word and it hits hard... It's difficult to keep going on sometimes. Today, im definitely feeling it, but what can I do but keep on trying? Thank you for making music. I am only one in 7 billion, but I truly appreciate what you do. It has clamed me down, and I'm ready to give another day another shot ❤
I literally felt every single lyric to my core. I never thought o would find such a song, its the perfect discription of how it feels...😢 I cried to this song today.
keep fighting brother you're extremely strong never forget that. God and Jesus are amazing and they will do incredible things in your life, keep going forward
This sounds like my thought process especially when I’m losing the only person that made me happy and treated me like a queen. Now I hate everything and everyone but I hate myself more for letting the devil in to our home. I’m so sorry hunny I never intended on it tearing us apart I miss you and I love u I need us bk more than anythjng
You're music is absolutely amazing and describes how I feel. I've survived suicide 4 times now. This shit makes me cry soo hard. Not because it's sad but because I can feel it. I'm not the type of person that litens to music, it's in my soul and I feel it. Everything I've wrote is from my own personal experiences. 80% of it is super tragic. Thank you for the music you make, I appreciate you.
Bro I have been listening this song since from last year and today I know that that’s your real video alot of love ❤ your songs are too melancholistic seriously big fan
i dont comment, because well the fakeness is real ... but , uh iaint feel right rn , and i am the last person to even come close to say it , but please dont ... people need you , people like me , people like "Skippy" , we need you guys, because sometimes , and as lame as it sounds , you speak for us , ya dig..... thank you .... just sending ya some love with a hug... 🫂
6 months ago I lost a war to the demons and tried to kill myslef multiple times. Today I’m 6 months sober and I survived. We’re in this fight together we are stronger as one ♥️ you’re not going anywhere and neither am I. Change is coming hold on.
I have gone no contact just over a year and i still feek stuck i get on witb my life neeo buay but they are on my mind 24 7 !,£ my emotions r all over the place , past few month i stsrted having dreams about them like i was being hunted by them , them talking to me nd visiting me in my dreams , am i going kinda mad ???
I don't have anyone I could share these feelings with that wouldn't laugh in my face or take me seriously, if I try to get professional help they start taking rights away and that would only rip deeper into my soul, but at least I can listen to this relatable song and other like it and let it out a little sometimes
I have attempted sucide before I couldn’t take the pain anymore. This was the time my dad passed away then my grandmother. My dad died in December then my grandmother in march. I was so depressed over my dad I went down a black hole and couldn’t get out. Then when we got to the hospital my mom looks at me in tears and said don’t ever do that again. Ask for help
Skippy you are great i love this song i get bad Anxiety and bad depression And I also feel like I wanna commit suicide too but your music made me realize different man thx bro big fan of you too bro keep up the good work
I don't know if I can write a suicide letter, I am dying from an illness that has failed all treatments and I'm only 29. Are you okay if I use this song as a way to express to my friends and family that I'm done? Your music has really helped me Skippy
I love u brother, dont give up. God performs insane miracles all the time, don't lose hope. Hope is all we have. Keep praying and asking God to heal you. You're a soldier and I'm so proud of you for fighting this long, don't stop now brother. Love u gang u got this
I'm 47 living with so many demons in my head. I've been on my own since I was 13. My mom OD about 10 years ago. And all my other family abandoned me. My so-called friends have used me. This world has to much BS in it. I'm tired of doing the same thing day and day wondering if something is going to change, but it doesn't. I'm to the point of ending it.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your mom, and about the abandonment from your family and mistreatment by your friends. I agree that a lot is wrong with the world and it's evident that you're tired. No one can guarantee that anything can change, but as a Christian, I believe that if we repent and trust in Christ's blood for our salvation, we will be forgiven by Him and saved by His life, and that Jesus will one day create a new heaven and new Earth and restore all things. Please don't end your life - it is too valuable for you to do that (and I believe our lives ultimately belong to God). If you need someone to talk to, while I can't speak to how helpful they will be, there might be helplines you can contact if you do an Internet search.
What hurts me is the question of what will my parents think what will my friends think it’s going to be alright son I hear every night thanks dad i say but deep down I just ask myself why would you even bother with someone like me It’s only a matter of time and I hope that nobody will even think about me afterwards
"Why would you even bother with someone like me" This phrase made me drop a tears that's exactly how i feel "Only matter of time and i hope that nobody will even think about me afterward" This also relatable, but you matter , you are worth to live, you have family and probably some friends, they all will be incredibly sad if you die, it's the best proof that they care about you and want your best
*This is the song that defines me.*
keep fighting brother, God has amazing things coming for u
Same
This song is what I'm going through. Thanks
@@skippymusic1 this used to be how I felt. Luckily, I have my friends and family by my side. They helped me so much. I just found you today, by the way. I already am in love with your voice and your music. Keep up the great work.
😮
"Ive been in my room counting down the time
counting down the hours till i finaly take my life"
blows hard, thank you for that. and i hope you live long and happy.
i know all the lyrics of this song, it hits so deep and sounds awesome. Thankyou for making music your absolutely amazing!!
and thank u for always being supportive and listening bro! Ur a real one
" I don't want to be alive anymore" hits home hard.
Keep fighting brother.
Im proud of you for still fighting bro, keep going a bit longer and you'll see everything will work out better than you could have ever imagined
Same I hate that I'm alive
Your music says the worlds I can't say out loud. my ears, brain and soul are so blessed to hear your song.
tysm for listening, and i promise things will get better really soon. You're super strong and im proud of u for fighting, just keep going a little bit longer
@@skippymusic1 Thank you sm skippy. I feel like we would be good friends.
Please everyone don’t give up we have to keep fighting we can’t let the evil ones win. We can win these battles no matter how many more keep coming our way. We aren’t lost if we ask to see we will be given eyes to see, if we ask to hear and to understand we’ll be given ears to hear and a mind to understand, we just gotta keep our faith and know that God has our backs we just gotta give it all to him. He’ll take all our pain away. I am a 7 attempt suicide survivor ands I’m falling back into a deep dark depression and if I let it completely consume then I’m going to die and I want to see my baby boys again who were adopted 8 years ago so much I want to do
OH MY GOD I FINALLY FOUND YOU AGAIN. I've slept to this song like 2 weeks back and ever since I've been searching for it.
im happy ur back! thank u for listening
This is beautiful. Praying for you❤
tysm
Yeah this is definitly what i feel right now but i need to keep holding on i have to support you and maggy for ever
I love u too brother! Ur one of the realest and most genuine people I know. Like I always say, you and I are gonna keep fighting through life together
Thankyou so much for literally everything. You are a true blessing in this world. Your music makes me feel like I'm making a connection through it and I am also being heard. I love you . -Ella💜💜💙💙
God wont put us through anything you cant handle g. Gods working on you, and i feel your pain and so does he.... plz dont go we all love you.. fans, me (a new fan/brother in Christ.)jesus and most importantly God
Thank u for ur words of encouragement bro! God bless you and your family, love u lots
@@skippymusic1 that means so more than you know. Much love ❤️
I relate to this song so much deeper than ne 1 can kno!😢
When you cant bear it anymore that the only peace you know is suicide
I will also be posting this song tomorrow before i attempt to leave thanks for everything ur music made me feel that there's someone that actually understands me
Hi, I hear that you’ve already decided to leave and that you’re going through things not many people understand. I wish things will get better for you, but there’s no guarantee that on Earth, they will. Killing yourself is not the answer to these problems, and will only cause more hurt for others. Things also might get better but if you kill yourself you will never have known if they would have. Also, as a Christian, I believe our lives ultimately belong to God, and that only He has the right to take a life (except for cases such as self-defense). Even if there is no one on Earth you can turn to, you can always turn to God.
If my life had a definition, this would be it.. 😥
Your music hits the heart
tysm
Cant talk about it lately so u put it in a song...
Thankyou...for putting it in a song.
1:10
I really feel those lines.... always telling people im fine cuz you just know they wont understand.
ily brother, things will get better for u super soon even if it doesn't look like it right now. Gods got you
@@skippymusic1 thankyou...brother.
I hope the same for you;
I just found this artist randomly through youtube since i usually listen to NF or lil Sophy but damn i am stuck on this song for 2-3 days now just cuz the lyrics is pretty deep
thank you for listening!
Deep words 📌🗣️
Top...✌🏿
❤❤❤
Skippy i dont know you
But i can tell you have my back
O o oh
I will be beside you
You got a brother on attack,
This depression got me,
Dunno know i should react.
Sorry bro, depression got me, and was vibing to your musi
underrated
1:16 - 1:40 is so true…. 😞 I hate life….
proud of u for still fighting and not giving up, keep going
Trued taking my life yesterday
I'm soooo lost and can't find words for anything anymore
I love this sm:(
tysm
Song describes me to well i just turned 22 and have tried taking my life multiple times since i was 14 i just wanna feel alright
U will be happy soon...
❤❤
I waited day by day not knowing if she building a relationship already or is patient for me but she know her actions will break us
Every single one of you guys listen to me right now I am two days it’s going to be two years since I committed suicide I am here two years after I did that I made it through two years it’s gonna be hard but it’s gonna be worth it just keep pushing forward and I am here to talk with anybody I know that you feel like dying but trust me when I say it’s not worth dying for what ever you are going through you matter mental illness is torture for sure I am well versed in it I am a survivor of it and it never the answer ❤hit me up anybody you can send me a message I am willing to talk with anybody for real ❤
You got this man I believe in you and thank you for this
Yo i mite use this letter great song bro
I can’t keep this anymore
Suicide is the opinion 😭😭😭
When they find it it will already be to late
😢 to real
The sad thing is that I’m 16 and listening to it non stop 💔
Hi Kiara (if that’s your name), I hope you’re holding on. I don’t know what you’re going through, but if you want to talk to someone but are not sure who to turn to, maybe you can to talk to a teacher, school nurse, school counselor etc if you can access them.
There’s also helplines you might be able to contact if you do an Internet Search. Also feel free to message me (vanillaflowerandleaves) on Instagram if there’s something you want to talk about or if you just want to chat. You don’t have to, of course, but wanted to let you know you’re welcome to.
The next lil peep
I love you and you don’t even know me ❤
I love you more!
Lame attempt at a rhyme.... honestly, i just wanted to say thanks. Its hell, this depression. But you made a song, and helped anyone who listened. Respect brother
Yeah being depressed is the worst thing i've ever known i'm still depressed and suicidal tbf , but we need to keep going, for our closed one we have no other choices than thug this life out, we can put our friend and family in grief
Am i the only one crying?
You‘re not the only one, believe me
The fact that the song could be the song name
Skippy still alive?
"i dont want to be here but i dont want to kill myself"
Shana kutul goodnight
cold
gang
Dude what is up let’s talk please ❤
Wanna be emo
Big men never get loved-solution =suicide
The song that brought me to this artist and explains my true feelings... This song is my peace thank you
and thank u for sticking with me
I've wrote a suicide letter before but my friend noticed that I'm different from usual so he stayed with me, talk deep things, I cried n etc.... man I'm thankful and lucky to be here n to be his friend
"I've been in my room I've been counting down the time, counting down the hours till I finally take my life" 😪 months later I'm still relating to this verse, nothing ever changes and nothing ever will, this is just a matter of time for all of us but it is what it is. much love Skippy
Things change believe you need to keep holding on cause 1 thing you are sure is that you will die no matter what like everyone
So try to "enjoy" the time you have before dying
And i know it's hard i fight depression and suicidal tought for like 12 years now
But keep holding on i beg you
Reach out to someone. Family, friends, relatives, a helpline. You're not alone. Ik how hard it can be. Stay strong. Ik this doesn't fix anything but people do care. Even if it doesn't feel like that. Letting someone in can be hard but those who love you will help you through, even if it feels like they don't or can't. I believe in you 🤍
I promise you things do get better even when it seems utterly hopeless! God and Jesus are amazing and I PROMISE they will do incredible things in your life, you're super strong never forget that. Keep pushing forward and it'll all be worth it. I believe in you
Hold on I get intense bouts of wanting to just end it, but there's too much beauty that we just need to look for. It'll be alright. You're not alone.
I gave up on hope
Today is my Birthday. My birthday is never a happy time, i always feel the most worthless when this time of year comes. Listening to this song, i feel every single word and it hits hard... It's difficult to keep going on sometimes. Today, im definitely feeling it, but what can I do but keep on trying? Thank you for making music. I am only one in 7 billion, but I truly appreciate what you do. It has clamed me down, and I'm ready to give another day another shot ❤
Thank you for persevering during hard times.
Im sorry everyone but its the end for me i cant do it nomore 😢im over life my name is Dani pray i make it to the better side i tried
You still here, Dani?
Dani?
Dani,
No man please don’t tell me you are gone…
I may not know you dani, see you on the other side bud 😢 im tired too.
Skippy songs are always so real, he’s singing the lines I felt deep down in my soul.
This that shit right here fam💯 love it g! Respect the grind fam❤
thank u for all the support brother! Love u lots
I literally felt every single lyric to my core. I never thought o would find such a song, its the perfect discription of how it feels...😢
I cried to this song today.
keep fighting brother you're extremely strong never forget that. God and Jesus are amazing and they will do incredible things in your life, keep going forward
"I've been trying to run but I'm moving too slow"
Damn...
This sounds like my thought process especially when I’m losing the only person that made me happy and treated me like a queen. Now I hate everything and everyone but I hate myself more for letting the devil in to our home. I’m so sorry hunny I never intended on it tearing us apart I miss you and I love u I need us bk more than anythjng
You're music is absolutely amazing and describes how I feel. I've survived suicide 4 times now. This shit makes me cry soo hard. Not because it's sad but because I can feel it. I'm not the type of person that litens to music, it's in my soul and I feel it. Everything I've wrote is from my own personal experiences. 80% of it is super tragic. Thank you for the music you make, I appreciate you.
Favourite song forever ❤
tysm
I feel so angry and peaceful listening to this song ❤️
ty for listening
Love you skips
I love u more!
I hate how I feel but it’s okay right 🥲
this artist's music is one of the reasons im still alive right now.
that means a lot brother thank u
Bro I have been listening this song since from last year and today I know that that’s your real video alot of love ❤ your songs are too melancholistic seriously big fan
❤WHOOP😢WHOOP💔
Skippy focus on your songs brother I keep myself isolated to
Bru i jus hate life jus speeding on the highway😔😭
i feel u fr
W
ly brother
This is too real.
thank u for listening
@@skippymusic1 AHHH YOU REPLIED❕ OMLLL I LISTEN TO YOUR SONGS ON SPOTIFY AND YT EVERYDAY❕
can i put a verse?
I really relate to your songs, the feelings you express :( Can I promote your music on my channel??!!
@@UnReality thank u bro! and ofc u can 🙏🏼🫶🏼
i dont comment, because well the fakeness is real ... but , uh iaint feel right rn , and i am the last person to even come close to say it , but please dont ... people need you , people like me , people like "Skippy" , we need you guys, because sometimes , and as lame as it sounds , you speak for us , ya dig..... thank you .... just sending ya some love with a hug... 🫂
Hey homie I don't know you but I got love for you, don't quit man, ain't nobody responded yet so I wanted to, love you bro stay strong
@@GreenedNGrinding-wq6qw thanks bud, i appreciate you ....
@@SADxDUCK1991 brother I gotchu, you need a chat? I got discord if you ever need a homie to vent to
Few people know the pain difference between
being alone &
Feeling alone
relatable i am ugly as fuck and i deserve no better than trash i dont even know what love is
You're beautiful, never forget that. Don't let your brain trick you into thinking otherwise
6 months ago I lost a war to the demons and tried to kill myslef multiple times. Today I’m 6 months sober and I survived. We’re in this fight together we are stronger as one ♥️ you’re not going anywhere and neither am I. Change is coming hold on.
I wish the title was something different so I could share it without raising any flags
i have this song on replay 😥😥ive been hit hard lately i'm
exhausted of life
I have gone no contact just over a year and i still feek stuck i get on witb my life neeo buay but they are on my mind 24 7 !,£ my emotions r all over the place , past few month i stsrted having dreams about them like i was being hunted by them , them talking to me nd visiting me in my dreams , am i going kinda mad ???
My best friend a few days ago and this song describes how I am right now 😖😔💔
Im so sorry for ur loss brother, just know they're ur guardian angel now and they'll watch over you and protect u. Love u lots
@@skippymusic1 Thanks brotha. You just made my day so much better by that comment and I love you too brotha.
I don't have anyone I could share these feelings with that wouldn't laugh in my face or take me seriously, if I try to get professional help they start taking rights away and that would only rip deeper into my soul, but at least I can listen to this relatable song and other like it and let it out a little sometimes
I have attempted sucide before I couldn’t take the pain anymore. This was the time my dad passed away then my grandmother. My dad died in December then my grandmother in march. I was so depressed over my dad I went down a black hole and couldn’t get out. Then when we got to the hospital my mom looks at me in tears and said don’t ever do that again. Ask for help
Take one day at a time brother it'll be ok we all go through this you can only go so far down before you start coming back up ❤❤
Thank u for the words of encouragement brother! I hope everything is going amazing for u, God bless u
@@skippymusic1 God bless you to brother
i dont kill myself because im weak i kill myself because iv decided to end this war im dealing with
😭😭😭😭😭😭
ly lots
@@skippymusic1 awwww! ❤️
Cant do this anymore i swear im going at some time this month
Skippy you are great i love this song i get bad Anxiety and bad depression And I also feel like I wanna commit suicide too but your music made me realize different man thx bro big fan of you too bro keep up the good work
Much love skippy
Somehow it's how I feel every day
ty for listening and im sorry u relate to this
I don't know if I can write a suicide letter, I am dying from an illness that has failed all treatments and I'm only 29.
Are you okay if I use this song as a way to express to my friends and family that I'm done?
Your music has really helped me Skippy
I love u brother, dont give up. God performs insane miracles all the time, don't lose hope. Hope is all we have. Keep praying and asking God to heal you. You're a soldier and I'm so proud of you for fighting this long, don't stop now brother. Love u gang u got this
Yo uu dead?
Me soon some day will just take rest..once for all
Keep fighting brother, Gods got blessings waiting for u, hang on a little bit longer
Keep chasing your dreams your going viral SOON God knows you need it 🖤
that seriously means a lot, ur super sweet tysm
This song is me right now 😢
I'm 47 living with so many demons in my head. I've been on my own since I was 13. My mom OD about 10 years ago. And all my other family abandoned me. My so-called friends have used me. This world has to much BS in it. I'm tired of doing the same thing day and day wondering if something is going to change, but it doesn't. I'm to the point of ending it.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your mom, and about the abandonment from your family and mistreatment by your friends. I agree that a lot is wrong with the world and it's evident that you're tired. No one can guarantee that anything can change, but as a Christian, I believe that if we repent and trust in Christ's blood for our salvation, we will be forgiven by Him and saved by His life, and that Jesus will one day create a new heaven and new Earth and restore all things. Please don't end your life - it is too valuable for you to do that (and I believe our lives ultimately belong to God). If you need someone to talk to, while I can't speak to how helpful they will be, there might be helplines you can contact if you do an Internet search.
Thank you for this song. One day bro
thank u for listening
Meeee.... 😢 How many times have I hit the road, hoping I crash....
things are gonna get better for you i promise. Gods got blessings on the way for you
Can't wait until my end 💔😢😔
Who is here cuz he doesn't want to call the number accidentally in the original vid?
I mean from Mr.radio
What hurts me is the question of what will my parents think what will my friends think it’s going to be alright son I hear every night thanks dad i say but deep down I just ask myself why would you even bother with someone like me
It’s only a matter of time and I hope that nobody will even think about me afterwards
"Why would you even bother with someone like me"
This phrase made me drop a tears that's exactly how i feel
"Only matter of time and i hope that nobody will even think about me afterward"
This also relatable, but you matter , you are worth to live, you have family and probably some friends, they all will be incredibly sad if you die, it's the best proof that they care about you and want your best
I'm counting down the time I will force myself to die. Wednesday....
Dont do it bro we can talk about if you want , solution exist almost everytime ❤
Sometimes
A.
dude......😮