@HER MONEY GUIDE I beg to differ!!.... it had everything to do with his depression! He stated in an article that he had depression since he was little...even before he joined SHINee. In the article he states that the whole time they were practicing waiting for their debut as SHINee that he felt depressed and inferior. SM management also treated him badly which did not help! He was the main/lead singer of SHINee and they still treated him like trash! One of the videos for that song View.... I think they’re supposed to be in a soda shop and if you look in the background they RUDELY have prices of all the members Minho is like $12 and Jonghyun’s is the lowest at something like $4.32...right there...that is very telling!
I was in the same mental state as him back in 2019 summer and it’s not fun at all. I was very stressed out and had severe depression and I cried daily but I put on a fake smile to my parents so they would think I was ok. To this da
Seeing this video always breaks my heart. He was a very warm/kind hearted person. Not many people in this world are like that, we’ve definitely lost an angel.
@@kaylalovesyuhCx ŕGracia Jonghyun por ser el mejor cantante Gracia por tu sonrisa y canciones que nos dejastes lo hiciste muy bien te extraño mucho y lloro mucho cuando escucho tus canciones estaras Siempre en nuestros corazones Cariños al cielo Jonghyun SHNees Te extraño mucho
Depression is not something that you have from one day to another so I think it's obvious that he carried with that illness for so long until it destroyed him.
He listened to these lies for so long... that he wasn't good enough... that he couldn't find people who would accept him for him... I wish he could have stepped down from the entertainment industry and found his purpose... but its hard once you're that big, and have so many people who think they have control over your life.
Almost like he was so engulfed by the industry environment, that he didn’t realize what was outside of it. I feel so bad that he felt so alone and isolated, that there was no way out or light at the end of the tunnel. I know many of us wish we could have been there for him.
johnghyn felt so alone....it's so fucking terrible that we understood his pain when it was too late...why does this always happen to the most precious people...? mental health is no joke
Some of his fans understood him, including me. When this video came up about two years ago we all understood his problems. In my dreams I was flying to korea to hug him and tell him he's loved and he is not alone... But in real life apart from supportive comments we could do nothing.
i don't think I will ever be able to listen to his solo songs in the future... it's more difficult to watch or listen any recordings of someone who passed away by 'his own will'... but I've heard and read so many times that people who com.s. and especially from the ones who survived actually didn't want to kill themselves ... they just wanted to get rid of the pain inside... they want to get help, be noticed but many do not know how to ask for help from who....
2017 was a very difficult year for me. By December I was feeling unwell. On the evening of 17th December until early morning of 18th December I stayed awake all night, thinking of ways to end my life. I do not listen to K-pop, I had never heard of Jonghyun until the 18th December 2017. When I heard the news of his passing, I realised that two people who had never met, on opposite sides of the globe thought about ending their lives that day. One fell into the abyss, one fell back onto land. When I saw the news it felt unreal. He was so young, so beautiful inside and out and seemingly had so much to live for. More than me. Yet he died and I choose life that day. Watching this video breaks my heart. I know the fire that slowly consumes him inside. I know the fear and I know that sometimes you cannot conquer the demons inside. I wish I could have reached out to him. It broke my heart then and it still does today.
It really broke my heart reading this. It's unbelievable. Hope you're doing okay now. I've somewhere read this: " To the whole world you're maybe just one person. But to one person you're maybe the whole world". Stay strong💪💖
@@ninjapirate123 I wanna feel that sad day.Because the day jonghyun died that time I was 5 years old and didn’t know who is jonghyun.But after 3 years and 7 months later jonghyun died I know about his death.Also became he’s fan.Also which day I heard that jonghyun died.It was the day before my first day in new school and first in new class.I should be happy and busy that day.But I was sad and busy
Jonghyun, I feel your presence..you're right here, in my heart, closer than ever. You did so well, you worked so hard, you were good enough, but this life wasn't meant for you, your soul was too beautiful for this shitty world. Although you broke my heart into pieces, you made me feel so empty..so dead inside..ill forgive you, knowing that you're happy. You did so well Jonghyun...you did. Rest in Peace angel.
Miyuki i feel like hes lingering around me cuz im not at ease even though i know hes in a better place but my heart is still broken i cant stop thinking about him
When I read that he blamed himself I thought ‘ NO! Blame this shitty world. There is nothing wrong with you, everything is wrong in this world’. He is pure and beautiful, so much so that he blessed this world and will be the saviour, the one that is going to make a difference in this world. His legacy will live on. He lives on, just not in the physical vessel we knew him as. He is free. He is watching over us all. He is at peace and has found happiness in a better world. Tbh idk how this all works but I believe in this for his sake, for mine and for yours. I hope he doesn’t worry but rather can find resolution in this new found peace. The end of his suffering and for him to be happy is all I can ask. I will be okay. I wouldn’t want him to suffer so I respect his decision ... as much as I wish he was here I would never ask him to suffer in doing so. This world did him wrong. He deserved better. Wait for us Jonghyun. One day we will all be united in the beautiful land. Watch over us till then and we will do our best to live our best lives and make you proud. ♥️
Miyuki made me cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭he's great and bravo for his work! Angel, don't blame yourself and stay happy . Keep smiling. Whenever you smile you make my day brighter. Love you always with all my heart.
I wish I could've been born to a different life where I was someone who was by his side to tell him how much I care for him & to comfort him, to let him know there were people who understood his feelings, people who wanted to know the real him, people who loved all the sides of himself that he showed, people who recognized him as a person & as a true artist
Guys... Who's ever reading this... Jonghyun's gone... Go look it up... It's true... I straight up cried for 21 hours... He was my bias and it's really hard... SHINee was the first band I stanned... I can't believe this😭
una1qaaàiy77777iī matutina Same here . . the first band i love . And he tge first idol tht i really admire most . His histort life , his grown up story n how he come into Shinee . . he amazing . . rest in peace Kim Jonghyun .
una1qaaàiy77777iī matutina seriously...i can't believe what is happen now Shinee is my first group im stan..the main voice from shinee is committee suicide ?? Whyy?? Why must suicide!!? I can't understand some people kill their self
Me either.. SHINee is the first K-pop group that I ever got into. And Kim Jong Hyun.. he is my bias too.. I knew them because of “Hello Baby”.. he was so happy that time... I remember the reason why I love him so much was because of his smile. His smile was so warm and contagious. And now.. I couldn’t see it anymore. I cried because I feel so hard for him. He faced all the things alone. I could only see he was facing the camera and smiled and I didn’t know he had so much things hide that made him could not find his way to be happy. No one wants to believe it but it’s so true that he’s forever gone... I only hope that he could be the real himself and don’t have to care anyone’s eyes in the Heaven and do his favorite music. 김종현... 많이 수고하셨습니다. And please don’t let anything thing like this happen again.
He was acting so good actually. He’s the best ACTOR. He acted like nothing is happening and everything is amazing while everything sucks and miserable! And that’s because of the jerks who gave him no option but DEATH. Who deserves to live is DEAD, while who deserves to die is still ALIVE ruining other people’s lives again. Life actually is so fair but people aren’t fair and oppressors. YES PEOPLE ARE OPPRESSORS. He did what you wanted him to do long time ago .( HATERS)... ARE YOU HAPPY NOW??
Thank you for telling people this it's true. I have same type of depression and hardship in my life that it gets so hard and harder to cope. Until you break down so many thoughts feelings emotions You just feel so stress in pain hurt You have to deal with the pain. Nonody see innner struggles They tell you to stop it stop being negative unhappy
tan bey what the people said about him wasn't what got him depressed, it was the fact that he wasn't ready to be as big and famous as he is now. His life wasn't made to be famous and he doesn't want anything to do with it.
I noticed that he is slighting swaying from left to right in the first clip. It's a self soothing coping mechanism that many people (including myself) have when they're in distress or sad. I usually hide it, but it seems like he doesn't realize he is doing it. I'm not saying that I understand his pain, but I got a taste of the sort or culture he lives in when I was a teen. I lived in Japan for 1 year when I was 16 (when I first discovered Shinee) and even tho I lived with a host family, I've never felt more isolated in my life. The people were wonderful, but there is a pressure to not show emotion and always present the best side of yourself that we don't have in the West. One time, one of my Japanese classmates was crying and I was the only one who came up to her and comforted her. All her Japanese friends pretended they didn't even see her tears. They seemed embarrassed by her. broke my heart. Especially after she seemed so mad at herself for breaking down. Some people don't get a break from themselves or from others. Kpop idols even more so because they are treated like products to be marketed and exploited. It is so tragic.
Now.. I.. i just didn't know about his struggling like this.. I live overseas and here not available everything... Why people really ignored that? Words "you're now alone who is hurt" or "stay strong" not helping.. They didn't.. Now... after such a tragedy.. just imagine for how long Jonghyun was upset, broken inside, for how long his pure soul have hurt.. I can't imagine! I wish i could be close to him... This is rediculous how people in fame being busy but in real they feel soo lonely... People must pay attention on that! Stop trolling others, stop judging others , stop spreading lies if you don't know! .. We couldn't save him.. We couldn't give him better life, the one he deserved for.. Jonghyun.... Kim Jonghyun.. You are my ultimate bias of all. You brought me to kpop! Thanks to you i know many beautiful songs, thanks to you i was able to go through many hard things.. You are my big love, i respect you so much! All i wished for is just to see you even once in my life... My beautiful soul.. such a pure and amazing.. Your crystal voice... , your kind heart.. How am i going to be with you from now? How we all are going to move on? My inspiration is gone.. My beloved ultimate bias is gone.. I will always remember you, you will be always in my heart!😭😭.. For ever...
I can't take it,it hurts,it is so painful,I miss his beautiful smile,I miss him so much,I'm crying right now,my tears won't stop.I love you so much Jonghyun.You will always be in my heart.Rest peacefully Jonghyun.
Arsidala I really didn't know Jonghyun or Shinee. I feel you how hurt you is. After watching this video. He was so handsome and had a lot of feelings in himself. If you was his friend. He would of love you. How caring you was and have a nice personality. When I saw the news about Jonghyun I thought they was lying. But the moment I saw his apartment I littered started crying and punching the wall. I didn't even know him. But I now know he's was model, leader, and friend to his fans. He was hard working and never give up. He Always tries. Rest in peace JONGHYUN YOU WAS THE BEST ROLE MODEL AND LEADER TO YOUR FANS. Also, I didn't know him. But, right I'm setting a wallpaper of Jonghyun on my phone to remember him. Luv u and your caring.😌😌😌❤❤❤😪😪😪😪😪😪❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
He was the first one ever who brought me to kpop and his beautiful songs. I was charmed by his voice.. His songs give me strength, his voice touches my soul.. His kindness reaching my heart.. I also never knew him personally, but what i could know about him, I totally love, for me he was an example of hardworking person, of a human being... I .... just imagine the moment - you are listening to your favourite SHINee's song, composed by Jonghyun, enjoying his crystal voice... and your skype pops up with message "tell me Jonghyun isn't dead" ... and he is your ultimate bias! ... How would you feal? My heart just felt.. I refused to believe.. I was on my work.. I went to restroom to cry.. I am crying the second day. I can't think how he must feel his last moments.. I wish i could be his friend! I wish! .. but this is just a dream that will never be fulfilled....We actually born in same year, the same age... And i am sad we won't get older together :'( And I am in despair... Jonghyun deserved another life, deserved to have a real friend.. even one.. but a real one, who could never leave him, who could leave every his own things to do and rush to Jonghyun... I don't know how to go through this.. I don't know how his family and SHINee is going to go on from now on.. because this is that kind of tragedy that left a bleeding wound that will never be hialed. That's what i feel.. My inspiration does not live anymore ... That rips my broken heart... But i can make a smile, because he has left me his music, his voice .. to be for ever with me... I want him to be .. How it happened so much people ignored him... I am mad at them! My poor Jonghyun....
Arsidala Its hard. To see you like this. It will be okay. Jonghyun would of loved you as a friend always there for him and saying" fighting" and that he got this. Rest in Peace Jonghyun.😪😪.
Jonghyun is a warm person. Love to hug touch and express what he feel with other member friends fan and people. But when he alone. He feel so alone lonely and suffocate. He alwys need somebody beside him to cherish him more than jonghyun cherish other people. At daylighy Im happy and cheerful with my fren, but when im lying at my bed alone at night, that feeling lonely make me cry everynight. Just need people to say thank you for today and you did well for today, let make tomorrow more memorable.
SEPTEMBER 24TH 2022, I can't imagine the constant pain he was in,every night,fighting everyday just to live,to keep moving forward...it must've been so hard for him to cope with the things he was battling with. If only he knew how much he was loved by so many people,if only he knew how much he meant to us. When he wrote his goodbye letter to his sister,the line I will never forget is, "Say I did well",he did well,he accomplished so much in his 27 years of living on earth,he created a movement that inspired so many people,he was someone who had such a big heart,that cared for everyone around him,including his members and shawols. I wish I could go back in time, to go back to that terrible day and tell him that he's loved and appreciated,I would give him the biggest hug possible... I can't imagine the tears he cried every night,all those emotions he was feeling all at once as they proceeded to consume him from within... He spoke so raw and real about his genuine emotions,how he felt so alone...how he discussed in his final letter,that fame wasn't the life he wanted to live...Fame really takes a toll on ones mental health,it did on our jjong. I just hope wherever he is,he's doing okay....I love u so much our sweet boy,miss u lots 💎❤
He has been suffering since so long ago. I wish i could hug him and tell him how loved he is, how amazing he is, how shawols love him, tell him that he did well. I just miss him angelic smile, he was a beautiful soul. I still can't get over him.... And im not even a shawol i just knew about shinee, loved to watch their shows and he was my favorite , he was the brightest one. A star who shined on stage for 10 years is now shining in the sky, hope his soul is at ease
Hey .. Can u please just let me know of what was our beloved jonghyun was talking about like why he said that "becoz of the unfair things that people said about me " .....what people said about him 😢 please let me know if you can
I remember watching this clip a couple years ago. When I was going through depression and struggling on my own. I remember relating to every word he said. He is part of why I am still here today.
He was a beautiful young man that still had a huge life ahead of him,lots of love to give,lots of love to keep,lots of music to create.he was one beautiful soul that you’ll recognize out of 1 million others. R.I.P Kim Jonghyun 4.8.1990~12.18.17 A beautiful soul at Rest Kim Jonghyun You did well
I hate people talking bad to him..they don't know the real Kim jonghyun in person..that is the bad manner talking bad to others....jonghyun is a person keep in pain and silent every badwords he heard....that's why its hurts me so much...I feel the pain inside him...I understand him...I pray always that he always peace and happy wherever he is now....and watching us who love to him.....and I think he knows the real person who love him....
I want to find out just who made Jong Hyun feel like this, and who said the unfair things, just give me 5 minutes with them, please. They would regret it for the rest of their lifes. To see a person being hurt like this, brakes my heart. HWAITING KIM!!!!
Who ever did something to him, they deserve to be ashamed, he basically got ‘bullied’ to death. Whoever did that, there are millions of people who are against you. People want to know the real you. Millions do.
Depression is truly a baffling disease. How can someone so beautiful, handsome, gifted, and talented be in so much pain that the only way to escape is by taking their own life? God bless Jonghyun, he was a very special person.
I wish, i could get that power to save your life. Still now 2022 November i Couldn't forget you. You are in my and so many people's mind. We still love you a lots respectively our dear, ❤️Jonghyun❤️
For all the people out there... If you see someone suffering with depression, or someone with a problem, please talk to them. Just, please try to help them, try to understand them, and appreciate them. I've known many people who suffered with this problem and they were some of the sweetest people I've known, they were bullied, judged, and neglected by people. It hurts to know that a victim of this serious illness has passed, he was a beautiful human being. May he rest in peace. And to all the shawols out there, I may not be one of you, but please keep supporting the members of shinee, they must be going through a lot right now.
Violet 723 after hearing that Jonghyun killed himself because of depression, i vowed to myself that anyone dealing with it would not leave my sight and that i would be the one person to protect them from their demons. I have depression and i hate myself. I think of suicide everyday, but im still here almost 6 years later. Im still battling and the demons are still winning, but im putting up a fight. But i promised myself that i will protect anything from anything thatis eating away at them, no matter what!
Violet 723 i think more on this situations are celebrities....its hard for them to do what they really wants to do....paparazzi are everywhere...fans are expecting too much from them...they are still humans not a robot....ofcourse for the sake of those who admires them they will forget what really their needs and real happiness...because they are celbrities....sad to say they ended to face that horrible deppressions...
some people think that is easy living with depression but it's not as much as you try to understand you won't. I suffer from depression and the only person that knows that I suffer from depression is my best friend friends.she tried to understand but she couldn't my family doesn't know that I have depression I'm too scared to tell my mom and I actully thought of killing myself but i just can't see my mom crying non stop if something like that happened to me
I just feel helpless, I can't do anything to comfort my fellow Shawols, I feel miserable myself, but I am not sure about other, I know Shawols have and will always love you and your work, as we grow we surely will relate with your songs more and more, and the shawols who have experienced this, you and your songs are a source of comfort, strength and energy to them, Tahnk you always Jjong, I love you always💙💙💙💙💙
Oppa... You were the one who got me into Korean entertainment, when I randomly came across your snl skit on youtube. I wouldn't call myself a shawol but I always made sure to support you guys because I was so thankful... it seems so surreal... I'll continue to support SHINee because I know that's what you would've wanted... we will forever miss you. I have so much I want to say but I can't find the words and I'm crying too hard to think properly. Oppa... *you did well* I'll continue to listen and think of you, especially when I hear "breathe/sigh" (한숨). 너무 보고싶다... ❤❤❤❤❤🌹🌹🌹🌹
I started crying when i saw this and it is so sad watching him crying and thinking of how hard it was for him and i am still not over it and it is 2020 I love you jonghyun❤️
This breaks my heart... he had been feeling like the the entire time and felt that suicide was the only solution. Sending my prayers to all friends, family, and fans.
4 of you (Onew, Key, Minho and Taemin) got to be strong. Made the name Shinee bright again that will replayed the efforts of Jonghyun. Jonghyun is a careling guy, he thought a lot before doing it, I would not blamed him in another way I would said he was a braved guy. Will love him forever.
jonghyun, thank you for spreading mental health awareness , on being an amazing role model, inspiration , an amazing poet, writer , producer, composer, a great vocalist, a great friend, brother , son, lgbtqia supporter
Never judge yourself based on what other people think of you. You are beautiful. You are strong. You are you. Don't let sadness win. You are perfect the way you are- don't try to please others. I wish I could have told you sooner..face to face. Rest In Peace 💛 And to anyone going through a hard time, this is directed at you too. You are worth something. Even if you aren't worthy to yourself when you look in the mirror, you are loved. You are loved by someone, who can help restore your sight so you can see your beauty. Go to them. Talk to them. Let yourself be loved. Do not be blind- you are beautiful.
You *are* good enough. And do not try to make yourself fit this standard of "good enough." Instead, live to love yourself; do not wait to seek happiness from other people's approval. You do you.
Words are powerful, and pierce like arrows. We all must be mindful of our words, even if said in "jest". My grandmother used to say "Always think twice before speaking once".
I want to go straight to Korea and hug him... I want to tell him that he is such an important person in my life who comforted me all the time when I was sad or stressed.. He was a person who comforted people but still needed to be comforted by someone.... RIP our beautiful angel, JONGHYUN
i just think the entire kpop community has to change for this not to happen again to somebody. Like they cant actually be themselves as he said. People didnt want to see the real person behind fake smile. I think this vid from 2015 got hate too. If they wanna share something with their so called fans, fans bash them for it. Fans say they love them, but the real person they love is their imagination or only looks. And its a hard fall when you realize that people are actually shit and even more so if you are famous. Its envy that isnt even named, you have to be entertaining get them to watch, otherwise there is no point. Like for idols it even no longer is about music, Jonghyun created beautiful music, like im crying all over again listening to his pieces. He had talent, had it all, but wasnt enough for many. And I know some people might be strong to endure it, but you have to accept that some people care and wont watch stone faced when you hate them, it will rip their heart to pieces and you will think you are just another one in the crowd. Hate for idols have to stop, any hate for idols have to vanish. We have to apperciate them who they really are. We cant peek in their real lives if they dont want us to. And if they want us to see something about them, we have to see it without judging. We have to give them freedom to love anyone they want to, without unrequied comments on how this will look to world. Becasue every person is beautiful and every love is beautiful too, so just apperciate them for what they are. Jonghyun wasnt apperciated and didnt feel apperciated enough for what he did. And he was full of love if you saw him, listened to him talking, he wanted to give. He gave. And what some people did? Demanded someone else, hated person he shared and required him to be somebody else. There isnt enough empathy for people like Jonghyun, sensitive people who are often told just to "endure it all, you have to be strong, dont let them get to you". His suicide is of course individual case, but many people killed themselves for similar reasons and they are gonna continously kill themselves becasue they are not understood. And its sad, but no matter how many of us think that people hating each other, especially idols in this case have to stop doing that. Will try to stop them from being negative, they wont stop. They wont listen. And its even worst its gonna be the same all over again when the "Jonghyun tragedy" will be an exhausted topic in media it will be the same. It wont change becasue people are used to get what they want and if they dont get it, they gonna blame someone for not being right for them. They wont change, it is the people they hate, they think have to change. selfish people will always think world have to change for them, not they for the world. The problem are always people, no matter how you look at it. It is always some of us. We kill each other with words without realizing it. Not realizing how harmful and deathly words can me.
Honestly, praise to you for that comment. That's absolutely the sad reason why the world would never be a good place, because of people's selfishness and cruelty . He, as every single one of us carried a soul, which had at this point been through so much, and if for some people it is easy to just ignore it and move on with their lives, for others it hurts, It hurts so deeply that it consumes them and leads to self-hate that (like in his case) can lead to even worse. Had it not been for the people (the so called "fans"), treating human beings, idols like the sole reason for their existence is to entertain them and live however they wanted them to, a talented kind-hearted person would still have been not just living and breathing, but also in peace with himself. Rest in Peace Jonghyn
È bello vederlo sorridere...ma sapere che era solo una facciata e dietro si celava tanta differenza...io lo voglio ricordare come un figlio quel figlio che non ho mai avuto ...io ne sarei stata fiera di lui♥️♥️♥️♥️
@@mozaffarmohoibi4583 how can you be so heartless??? What did Jonghyun do that you hate him so much that you don't even wish him peace after his death?! He was such a sweetheart how can you be happy about that someone died?! R.I.P. Jonghyun. 😭
This breaks my heart.....and to everyone saying he was not important.....you are wrong! I barely knew him but I could tell he was a kind sweet man! You will live on forever! -keb
He was an angel from heaven who just gone back to his place as this people were so toxic to him It's 2023 and I still cry whenever I watch his funeral and this
Nooo RIP. Since u passed all I’ve been doing is watching old videos of you and just crying. I’m so sorry you felt this way. ARMY is here to support. Heaven now has an angel to sing for it. 😭💗
•BeyondTheScene • people the suicide dont go a heaven he is now n more pain the before n that is cruel what people did to him n cant understand how his family n friends didnt know what he was going thru the should it make him company knowing his thougs they should it never live him alone
That what make me more sad the l know he is not rest in he is n more pain the before n the pain he is now is for eternity so he is not in heaven he is in hell. I pray for hin everynight n went l do a got a chill. N l know deep inside me that is a sign the he is in more pain n he is in hell so sorry he choose to emd his life that way but more sorry l feel with the miserable life hes sister will have n family for not helping him n love more money the his own blood Kim jonghyun. L will pray for you always
Paola Lopez who said people who committed suicide do not go to heaven?? It's possible my friend. People who do commit suicide do go to heaven. It depends on their lives from the beginning to end not just this specific, tragic, event. It's possible for anyone and I mean anyone to go to heaven. If they do have good in them like jonghyun, he's supported the LGBT and didn't judge anyone for who they were. He reached out to many people and inspired them as much as they inspired him to be who was. But what striked him personally was majority of the people did not want to know who he actually was, in the inside not the fabulous kpop star from the outside. People judged him and even since they did he was still afraid to express and show who he actually was. My point is, anyone is able to be in paradise, (if you are religious) you should know that. The God I know has mercy and he has love for everyone no matter what religion you are or if you're non-religious. It's possible he could be in paradise or in a form of limbo. (There are different forms but the one I know is being held not in heaven nor hell because you're not bad nor good. It's not permanent it's just to be hold until the decision is made or it could be a form of test to see if you are worthy of heaven or hell) But looking at him from my view he was a good person and held onto his fans, band mates and family. He cared and wasn't heartless like those selfish people who led him to his death. Those heartless people will be judged. Amen.
I couldn't finish the video without crying, jesus, my heart aches so much 😢 the way he was trying to calm himself by rocking on the bed with his lil bear and candle - he deserved love. Those people who hated him aren't human at all. His songs were amazing. I still listen to them almost every day because his voice is pure heaven. Rest in peace Jonghyun, we love you 🙏
I'm not shineee's stan. But I feel the lost :'( He didn't deserve the pain.. Artists are human. But people's expectations and actions towards the artists burden them mentally & physically. It's heartbreaking seeing suicidal people. It's even nore heartbreaking looking the suicides among idols who always entertain others but depressed deep inside their heart without anyone listening to them. T.T
it’s been 4 days. i have cried myself to sleep ever since his death, my heart doesn’t want to accept it and my mind still can’t believe it. we didn’t listen to him, he was trying to let us know his true feelings, but we didn’t listen to him. nobody knew how he felt, so he suffered in silence. but now, he can rest in peace. he can live on without worry, he may not be with us physically, but he will continue to live on in our hearts. you did well, kim jonghyun. shawols will continue to love you no matter what, please rest peacefully.🌹
This must be a sign of his suicide form back then, I like Shinee but I don't Stan them too hard, but come on, how can haters hate him that much that he would take his own life. How could he leave us fans here, his band mates and family.... But I hope he's in a better place now. Stay Strong SHINee and Shawols, I hope you'll stay strong as a family, This must be hard for you but Other fandoms will always be here for y'all. I love you all
MARK JAIRUS 08 ...stay with us💕 we need that.... when i make this video, I also suffer from bipolar disorder.it was on 2015.... and try to stay strong for them...
From what I heard from a co worker who is also a shinee fan. She said that other idols also disliked him that he didn’t just get hate from fans but other people in the industry. And that hurts my heart. This man who was nothing but good, sweet and honest got hate from others who have the same dreams as him.
LadyZeze :) people hate on those who have talent, who smile and are sincerely honest and nice. He was hated for who he was and no matter what he did to show people they still hated him💔 but this man was an angel till the end🌹
MARK JAIRUS 08 same i like Shinee..but i'm not they fans..i dont know.but i think he feel so stress because the outsider does not try to understand it. as there are people who speak badly about him
You are a wonderful person and you are a good person. You did a great job being who you are. You made us all proud. RIP! You will always be in our hearts.
He was such a beautiful person inside and out and I can't believe that he felt so bad about himself because of others words. This video breaks my heart 💔😭
21- 7 - 2022 Hora 8,38 de Corea ,Al ver esto me traen recuerdos tristes ,estaba en su última etapa ya no podía lidiar más con su Tristeza ,yo vivo en Corea hace como 15 años por trabajo de mi padre ,lo conocía cuando estaba en gira lo seguía a todas partes tuve la bendición de hablar con él en una eutoria de autógrafos , Hera una persona bellisima tenía una calidez con sus fans ,Hera increíblemente bello así Hera su forma de ser como lo vieron ustedes Siempre no están equivocadas cuando hablan de él con tanto amor ,quiero agradecerles que lo sigan y lo amén de esa manera y no se olviden de él de nuestro Bling- Bling- gracias por tanto amor Donna 👍👏🌹.
I am new to K-POP and about three months in,and I love SHINee music.Jonghyun was such a beautiful man.I love his personality,his voice,the way he dances.Am just so sad that I got to know about him after he has passed away.He seems to be in so much pain right here,it hurts my heart.We need to learn to be kind to one another,accept them for who they are and what they stand for.It's not for us to judge them but to love them, support them and keep in mind they are human beings with feelings.
It’s really annoying when people don’t want to accept the sad side of you I completely understand Please everyone stop just being like: « don’t cry, smile » Most of the time it just makes things worse.
Jonghyun lived for so long hearing these lives and maybe even believing them. In reality he was so perfect?????? Beautiful vocals and a perfect face..... he deserved so much more. So so much more and it hurts me how he acted like it was okay, how everything was good when in reality it wasn’t. I can imagine him crying every night like he did in this video and it upsets me so much??? I became a fan of Kpop after his death and i feel so bad for not being able to stan someone so perfect before he died....... You did well Jonghyun. Rest in peace ❤️
Jonghyun is such a precious human-being😥He deserves so much more. What did he do to deserve all the pain he felt😣I want to wipe his tears off and tell him that he did well, there are so many people who want to know him deeper and love him for who he was. ❤️❤️❤️
Jonghyun was afraid that people would judge him for who he really is. I said to myself that it doesn't matter what other people think about you or if people judge you. Because it's your life, be who you truly are. They can't control your life and tell you what to do. It's what you think about yourself. Don't be scared to show people who you really are. Just go ahead and do it. Yes, Jonghyun chosen the famous life and said he didn't deserve it and he has received a lot of hatred. Yes, people are going to hate on you for specific reasons. Everyone has someone who hates them and is mean towards them. I know being famous also puts stress on celebrities which may have been a little bit of Jonghyun's reason why he has killed himself. He said he was lonely but on that day he died, (12-18-17) most of us realized that he wasn't alone. Millions of fans across the globe has cried and their hearts were broken. (If you're a true fan your heart would still be broken.) And a LOT of people showed up at the same exact hospital in the morning to pay for their respect for Jonghyun. Even BTS and SHINee did the same thing. Hopefully SHINee doesn't break the promise that they have promised us. To keep preforming and try as hard as they can no matter how much it hurts. Jonghyun will be there on the stage during future preformances with them. Best of luck for SHINee and other K-pop groups who are having a tough time. Jonghyun was an angel but now he's an angel in heaven. RIP Jonghyun, 1990-2017. Gone but never forgotten.
@@Pineapple3009 I understand you too, being hypersensitive in this world is hard, especially for men, because men should be strong and it is hard to let it come along with hypersenstitivity. Most of man become cold after a time, because of words like: "Men don't cry. " "Don't be like a little girl." Because of my hypersenstitivity and feminine side I also had another struggle, for years I was hidding truth about gender orientation before others, I tried to accept I was born a girl and learn to like it, because I couldn't be myself in my true way. And if I 10 y.o. me would say that I think I am a boy, they would think I am just silly and don't know things right through. Because of this one and other reasons I was in depressions for over 6 years, now I am working on it, to "repair" myself, depressions cost me more than just a loose productive time and almost constant feeling of broken person, I have problems with permament memory, higher logical thinking, self-confidence, feeling something to deep, to feel true happiness and love. I experienced also bullies for how "amazing" person I was, I tried to be the best version of myself on second secondary school I went to, some hated me for this, I even helped to others, so later I just gave up on trying, it was not 1st experience, when I tried for other people and they instead of being grateful, was trying to push me down. I am kind of tired of life, but I stayed for few people who'd miss me. I try to fight my fears. Accepting myself is hard for me because most people who knows me accepted only my "girl part" , I am afraid to be truly myself because I seem more like a girl than a boy. In South Korea being a boy like is Jonghyun, Taemin and BTS is normal, but here in Czech Republic I feel lost, like better stayed as a girl as a gender, so people are kinder at me than they would be to me as to boy.
@@Isira7 - You are in the most challenging situation for anyone to understand. I'm not straight; I hid for decades before coming out to family, friends, and colleagues around age 30. Revealing my inner self was the best thing I ever did. Being trans must be the most confusing situation ever. I cannot imagine dealing with such a circumstance because I am comfortable in my male body. Often when people don't understand something, they act against it. I am trying to understand and help transgender people. Politicians in America are so cowardly that they attack the smallest minority in the nation: trans folks. It's despicable; it is so bad that the sole thing revealed by their actions is their craven hearts. BTS is correct: You are the hardest judge of yourself. You MUST love yourself - because you are worthy, and you are valuable. These are slogans; those statements are the truth. If bullies and losers like them cannot appreciate you - screw them! They don't deserve to be around you. I'm 69 years old and have seen oppression and bullying over decades, and it is much worse now than when I was in high school. Because bullies can spread hate online, and once it's out there, it's the for eons. Screw them. If they are stupid enough to do something like that to someone, the world will recognize how small they truly are. Only cowards pick on someone [they perceive vulnerable] to make themselves feel better about themselves. I hope that you live to be my age and that you live a life of love with someone who will love every bit of you and who you are, however that may be. Best wishes for a happy and successful life!
If there were thousands of people who judged you badly, millions of people loved you. It may have been our fault too not being able to let you feel that consistently. May you find peace and happiness wherever you are right now. You will always be in our hearts.
I feel your pain Jong hyun.Life is not easy in this big and cruel world.I had the same problems as you people not liking me for who I am,being bullied and seized about it was painful if dealt this pain for 5 years in school but I never gave up on it.My mother just said let them grief in your light.No matter what they say you have to be positive and never give up,Imean..you were the one who inspired me to be a great singer and now I am one of the greatest singers in my school
....why...You can never see the signs and this is a sign.. his last Insta post was a sign... I feel so lost for words for him.. I would never think differently of him. Ever. NO, not any idol. And they are so alone but we never realize it! We need to do something about this.
A Jonghyun Solo quiero decirte que escucho tu voz desde que comencé a seguir a SHINee Esa Voz dulce y angelical que siempre te destacó Hace 5 años te escucho y ojalá en otra vida elijas la misma profesión sin que sientas ninguna presión Yo te seguiré escuchando por siempre 😍
I just want to hug him and tell him how much the world needs his beautiful soul. And tell him how much he means to us and tell him how much we love him.
Vinclenik Yg Stan yeah im shawol before. He really cheerfull person and always smile..i just can't believe this. I bet million fan from korea and especially from japan cry now
Rip JongHyun of Shinee may you forever be in our hearts and prayers forever saranghae JongHyun I will always think of you everyday you will forever be in my heart and soul and prayers rest in peace I know how you feel I went through the same thing and every time I tried to hide I would break down badly and cry extremely hard until my eyes extremely red you will always remain in our hearts and prayers saranghaeyo JongHyun we love you and we will miss you dearly it's really sad to see you leave this world 👼💔😭♥️🌹
After he died I couldn't listen to their songs for quite a while. Especially "Hello" was hard for me. Everytime he started singing I broke down in tears...
He is not being strong he's asking for help...and we ignored that and just comment bullshits like 'don't cry'which is useless.Which forced his true side being hidden from the camera...我一直以为是我给了你力量继续前行。。。回头才发现是你一身伤痕的拉着我跑了这么久。。。我的爱不会再给你带来困惑了...12月18日，我的天使走了，而我也要放手了。。。愿在天堂的你也能够放声歌唱，如果有下辈子，如果我知道九年后你会离开我，我就再也不会喜欢你了，我讨厌你，金钟铉，金钟铉
We didn’t even notice that he’s already feel the depression for such a long years bcs he’s always smiling.But now looking it again makes my heart feel his pain too.Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun.We love you
Jonghyun, I'm so sorry that your heart was broken, I wish I could have held your face in the palm of my hands and looked into your eyes and told you about all of the beautiful things that make me love you. I would have LOVED to know the real you and no matter what I would always be by your side. I would have wiped away your tears, I would have comforted you, I would have given you the world ❤ Now there are tears drenching my face after watching this and I pray that you aren't hurting anymore baby, I pray that you are loved and at peace. I love you 😭😭😭💔
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I can imagine him crying like this every night when he was still alive and its breaking my heart
I can too, and its breaking me to pieces... I feel so sad that I couldn't do anything. Even thought he didn't know me.. I wish I could have helped..
@HER MONEY GUIDE I beg to differ!!.... it had everything to do with his depression! He stated in an article that he had depression since he was little...even before he joined SHINee. In the article he states that the whole time they were practicing waiting for their debut as SHINee that he felt depressed and inferior. SM management also treated him badly which did not help! He was the main/lead singer of SHINee and they still treated him like trash! One of the videos for that song View.... I think they’re supposed to be in a soda shop and if you look in the background they RUDELY have prices of all the members Minho is like $12 and Jonghyun’s is the lowest at something like $4.32...right there...that is very telling!
Yes it does
@@SherBear88😔💦
I was in the same mental state as him back in 2019 summer and it’s not fun at all. I was very stressed out and had severe depression and I cried daily but I put on a fake smile to my parents so they would think I was ok. To this da
I come here in 2020 cause suddenly i miss him:( aah seeing this always makes me wanna hug him so bad
Me too
Seeing this video always breaks my heart. He was a very warm/kind hearted person. Not many people in this world are like that, we’ve definitely lost an angel.
Yes he was so sweet I wish I could go back in time
Me too
@@kaylalovesyuhCx ŕGracia Jonghyun por ser el mejor cantante Gracia por tu sonrisa y canciones que nos dejastes lo hiciste muy bien te extraño mucho y lloro mucho cuando escucho tus canciones estaras Siempre en nuestros corazones Cariños al cielo Jonghyun SHNees Te extraño mucho
So he carried this depression for too long? Salute this guy for holding on until his final breath
I will always love him.My beloved Jonghyun.
Depression is not something that you have from one day to another so I think it's obvious that he carried with that illness for so long until it destroyed him.
da xx Salute🙋🏻
kim jennie he really did hold on for so long, he suffered for so long, he’s in a much happier place
kim jennie hes been showing signs since 2013 and we did know about it tbh
He listened to these lies for so long... that he wasn't good enough... that he couldn't find people who would accept him for him... I wish he could have stepped down from the entertainment industry and found his purpose... but its hard once you're that big, and have so many people who think they have control over your life.
Almost like he was so engulfed by the industry environment, that he didn’t realize what was outside of it. I feel so bad that he felt so alone and isolated, that there was no way out or light at the end of the tunnel. I know many of us wish we could have been there for him.
johnghyn felt so alone....it's so fucking terrible that we understood his pain when it was too late...why does this always happen to the most precious people...? mental health is no joke
Some of his fans understood him, including me. When this video came up about two years ago we all understood his problems. In my dreams I was flying to korea to hug him and tell him he's loved and he is not alone... But in real life apart from supportive comments we could do nothing.
snow flower ikr uhhh i miss aaand love himmm😭😭😭
i don't think I will ever be able to listen to his solo songs in the future... it's more difficult to watch or listen any recordings of someone who passed away by 'his own will'...
but I've heard and read so many times that people who com.s. and especially from the ones who survived actually didn't want to kill themselves ... they just wanted to get rid of the pain inside...
they want to get help, be noticed but many do not know how to ask for help from who....
ikr :(
saga2828 wait i don't get it? This was uploaded 2 years ago? so this wasn't related to his death?
2017 was a very difficult year for me. By December I was feeling unwell. On the evening of 17th December until early morning of 18th December I stayed awake all night, thinking of ways to end my life. I do not listen to K-pop, I had never heard of Jonghyun until the 18th December 2017. When I heard the news of his passing, I realised that two people who had never met, on opposite sides of the globe thought about ending their lives that day. One fell into the abyss, one fell back onto land. When I saw the news it felt unreal. He was so young, so beautiful inside and out and seemingly had so much to live for. More than me. Yet he died and I choose life that day. Watching this video breaks my heart. I know the fire that slowly consumes him inside. I know the fear and I know that sometimes you cannot conquer the demons inside. I wish I could have reached out to him. It broke my heart then and it still does today.
It really broke my heart reading this. It's unbelievable. Hope you're doing okay now. I've somewhere read this: " To the whole world you're maybe just one person. But to one person you're maybe the whole world". Stay strong💪💖
18 December 2017 is the worst day ever in history
@@ninjapirate123 I wanna feel that sad day.Because the day jonghyun died that time I was 5 years old and didn’t know who is jonghyun.But after 3 years and 7 months later jonghyun died I know about his death.Also became he’s fan.Also which day I heard that jonghyun died.It was the day before my first day in new school and first in new class.I should be happy and busy that day.But I was sad and busy
@@desitinyinurarea So you're born in 2012, I'm new to Shinee so this is the first year ik who Jonhyun is
@@ninjapirate123 oh yes I was born in 2012
Jonghyun, I feel your presence..you're right here, in my heart, closer than ever. You did so well, you worked so hard, you were good enough, but this life wasn't meant for you, your soul was too beautiful for this shitty world. Although you broke my heart into pieces, you made me feel so empty..so dead inside..ill forgive you, knowing that you're happy. You did so well Jonghyun...you did.
Rest in Peace angel.
Miyuki i feel like hes lingering around me cuz im not at ease even though i know hes in a better place but my heart is still broken i cant stop thinking about him
This comment made me cry
Miyuki you said it why did he have to leave
When I read that he blamed himself I thought ‘ NO! Blame this shitty world. There is nothing wrong with you, everything is wrong in this world’. He is pure and beautiful, so much so that he blessed this world and will be the saviour, the one that is going to make a difference in this world. His legacy will live on. He lives on, just not in the physical vessel we knew him as. He is free. He is watching over us all. He is at peace and has found happiness in a better world. Tbh idk how this all works but I believe in this for his sake, for mine and for yours. I hope he doesn’t worry but rather can find resolution in this new found peace. The end of his suffering and for him to be happy is all I can ask. I will be okay.
I wouldn’t want him to suffer so I respect his decision ... as much as I wish he was here I would never ask him to suffer in doing so. This world did him wrong. He deserved better.
Wait for us Jonghyun. One day we will all be united in the beautiful land. Watch over us till then and we will do our best to live our best lives and make you proud. ♥️
Miyuki made me cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭he's great and bravo for his work! Angel, don't blame yourself and stay happy . Keep smiling. Whenever you smile you make my day brighter. Love you always with all my heart.
I wish I could've been born to a different life where I was someone who was by his side to tell him how much I care for him & to comfort him, to let him know there were people who understood his feelings, people who wanted to know the real him, people who loved all the sides of himself that he showed, people who recognized him as a person & as a true artist
Guys...
Who's ever reading this...
Jonghyun's gone...
Go look it up...
It's true...
I straight up cried for 21 hours...
He was my bias and it's really hard...
SHINee was the first band I stanned...
I can't believe this😭
una1qaaàiy77777iī matutina Same here . . the first band i love . And he tge first idol tht i really admire most . His histort life , his grown up story n how he come into Shinee . . he amazing . . rest in peace Kim Jonghyun .
Andyana Lilyanna Andrew we miss you so much jonghyun-oppa...
Thanks for the 9 years of happiness...
Anyeong😭
I still can't get over the fact😭
una1qaaàiy77777iī matutina seriously...i can't believe what is happen now
Shinee is my first group im stan..the main voice from shinee is committee suicide ??
Whyy?? Why must suicide!!? I can't understand some people kill their self
Me either..
SHINee is the first K-pop group that I ever got into. And Kim Jong Hyun.. he is my bias too.. I knew them because of “Hello Baby”.. he was so happy that time...
I remember the reason why I love him so much was because of his smile. His smile was so warm and contagious. And now.. I couldn’t see it anymore.
I cried because I feel so hard for him. He faced all the things alone. I could only see he was facing the camera and smiled and I didn’t know he had so much things hide that made him could not find his way to be happy.
No one wants to believe it but it’s so true that he’s forever gone...
I only hope that he could be the real himself and don’t have to care anyone’s eyes in the Heaven and do his favorite music.
김종현... 많이 수고하셨습니다.
And please don’t let anything thing like this happen again.
He was acting so good actually. He’s the best ACTOR. He acted like nothing is happening and everything is amazing while everything sucks and miserable! And that’s because of the jerks who gave him no option but DEATH. Who deserves to live is DEAD, while who deserves to die is still ALIVE ruining other people’s lives again. Life actually is so fair but people aren’t fair and oppressors. YES PEOPLE ARE OPPRESSORS. He did what you wanted him to do long time ago .( HATERS)... ARE YOU HAPPY NOW??
Haya Mohtaseb Your comment is making me sad 😭😭😭
😢😭😭😭😭💔
Thank you for telling people this it's true.
I have same type of depression and hardship in my life that it gets so hard and harder to cope. Until you break down so many thoughts feelings emotions
You just feel so stress in pain hurt
You have to deal with the pain.
Nonody see innner struggles
They tell you to stop it stop being negative unhappy
@@Egyptian_Bubbletea Same here.....
@@Heynay_ 0:34 song name plz???
The logic of hating on perfectly beautiful souls....
You did awesome jonghyun
nI-sAMa why was he hated tho?
anonymous person IDK ALL I KNOW IS THAT PPL WERE PUTTING HIM DOWN LYKE WHATS WRONG WITH HIM???
Xavier Tan do you know the reason for which he was hated ?
nI-sAMa what people saying about him??to made him so depressed like that i wanna know plz
tan bey what the people said about him wasn't what got him depressed, it was the fact that he wasn't ready to be as big and famous as he is now. His life wasn't made to be famous and he doesn't want anything to do with it.
im crying so hard right now.. nobody knew he was already so broken... RIP the most wonderful angel on earth
we actually knew for a long time but apart from supporting comments what could we do...
Although I never knew you Jonghyun, my heart breaks for you😢😢 I’m still listening to your beautiful voice/songs in 2022. RIP🙏🏽
2015.... gosh it was been .... How... 😭you did well oppa jonghyun. All this years.... 💔 you carried all the pain 😭 oppa saranghaeyo. 😭
I love you Kim jong Hyon
I AM NOT CRYING
ppippoppippo min You are not
You're dying
NEITHER AM I ITS FINE
NOPE IM NOT THOSE TEARS THATS JUST BECAUSE I DRANK A LOT WATER TODAY I AINT CRYIN
I am.
like a little bitch.
I noticed that he is slighting swaying from left to right in the first clip. It's a self soothing coping mechanism that many people (including myself) have when they're in distress or sad. I usually hide it, but it seems like he doesn't realize he is doing it. I'm not saying that I understand his pain, but I got a taste of the sort or culture he lives in when I was a teen. I lived in Japan for 1 year when I was 16 (when I first discovered Shinee) and even tho I lived with a host family, I've never felt more isolated in my life. The people were wonderful, but there is a pressure to not show emotion and always present the best side of yourself that we don't have in the West. One time, one of my Japanese classmates was crying and I was the only one who came up to her and comforted her. All her Japanese friends pretended they didn't even see her tears. They seemed embarrassed by her. broke my heart. Especially after she seemed so mad at herself for breaking down. Some people don't get a break from themselves or from others. Kpop idols even more so because they are treated like products to be marketed and exploited. It is so tragic.
So sad to know that :(
Now.. I.. i just didn't know about his struggling like this.. I live overseas and here not available everything... Why people really ignored that? Words "you're now alone who is hurt" or "stay strong" not helping.. They didn't..
Now... after such a tragedy.. just imagine for how long Jonghyun was upset, broken inside, for how long his pure soul have hurt.. I can't imagine! I wish i could be close to him...
This is rediculous how people in fame being busy but in real they feel soo lonely... People must pay attention on that! Stop trolling others, stop judging others , stop spreading lies if you don't know!
.. We couldn't save him.. We couldn't give him better life, the one he deserved for..
Jonghyun.... Kim Jonghyun.. You are my ultimate bias of all. You brought me to kpop! Thanks to you i know many beautiful songs, thanks to you i was able to go through many hard things.. You are my big love, i respect you so much! All i wished for is just to see you even once in my life... My beautiful soul.. such a pure and amazing.. Your crystal voice... , your kind heart..
How am i going to be with you from now? How we all are going to move on? My inspiration is gone.. My beloved ultimate bias is gone..
I will always remember you, you will be always in my heart!😭😭.. For ever...
I can't take it,it hurts,it is so painful,I miss his beautiful smile,I miss him so much,I'm crying right now,my tears won't stop.I love you so much Jonghyun.You will always be in my heart.Rest peacefully Jonghyun.
yes you are right... words can kill someone and it was happened
Arsidala I really didn't know Jonghyun or Shinee. I feel you how hurt you is. After watching this video. He was so handsome and had a lot of feelings in himself. If you was his friend. He would of love you. How caring you was and have a nice personality. When I saw the news about Jonghyun I thought they was lying. But the moment I saw his apartment I littered started crying and punching the wall. I didn't even know him. But I now know he's was model, leader, and friend to his fans. He was hard working and never give up. He Always tries. Rest in peace JONGHYUN YOU WAS THE BEST ROLE MODEL AND LEADER TO YOUR FANS. Also, I didn't know him. But, right I'm setting a wallpaper of Jonghyun on my phone to remember him. Luv u and your caring.😌😌😌❤❤❤😪😪😪😪😪😪❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
He was the first one ever who brought me to kpop and his beautiful songs. I was charmed by his voice.. His songs give me strength, his voice touches my soul.. His kindness reaching my heart.. I also never knew him personally, but what i could know about him, I totally love, for me he was an example of hardworking person, of a human being... I .... just imagine the moment - you are listening to your favourite SHINee's song, composed by Jonghyun, enjoying his crystal voice... and your skype pops up with message "tell me Jonghyun isn't dead" ... and he is your ultimate bias! ... How would you feal? My heart just felt.. I refused to believe.. I was on my work.. I went to restroom to cry.. I am crying the second day. I can't think how he must feel his last moments.. I wish i could be his friend! I wish! .. but this is just a dream that will never be fulfilled....We actually born in same year, the same age... And i am sad we won't get older together :'(
And I am in despair... Jonghyun deserved another life, deserved to have a real friend.. even one.. but a real one, who could never leave him, who could leave every his own things to do and rush to Jonghyun...
I don't know how to go through this.. I don't know how his family and SHINee is going to go on from now on.. because this is that kind of tragedy that left a bleeding wound that will never be hialed. That's what i feel..
My inspiration does not live anymore ... That rips my broken heart...
But i can make a smile, because he has left me his music, his voice .. to be for ever with me...
I want him to be ..
How it happened so much people ignored him... I am mad at them!
My poor Jonghyun....
Arsidala Its hard. To see you like this. It will be okay. Jonghyun would of loved you as a friend always there for him and saying" fighting" and that he got this. Rest in Peace Jonghyun.😪😪.
Jonghyun is a warm person. Love to hug touch and express what he feel with other member friends fan and people.
But when he alone. He feel so alone lonely and suffocate. He alwys need somebody beside him to cherish him more than jonghyun cherish other people.
At daylighy Im happy and cheerful with my fren, but when im lying at my bed alone at night, that feeling lonely make me cry everynight. Just need people to say thank you for today and you did well for today, let make tomorrow more memorable.
RIP my Love, You were such a beautiful soul.
SEPTEMBER 24TH 2022,
I can't imagine the constant pain he was in,every night,fighting everyday just to live,to keep moving forward...it must've been so hard for him to cope with the things he was battling with.
If only he knew how much he was loved by so many people,if only he knew how much he meant to us. When he wrote his goodbye letter to his sister,the line I will never forget is, "Say I did well",he did well,he accomplished so much in his 27 years of living on earth,he created a movement that inspired so many people,he was someone who had such a big heart,that cared for everyone around him,including his members and shawols.
I wish I could go back in time, to go back to that terrible day and tell him that he's loved and appreciated,I would give him the biggest hug possible...
I can't imagine the tears he cried every night,all those emotions he was feeling all at once as they proceeded to consume him from within...
He spoke so raw and real about his genuine emotions,how he felt so alone...how he discussed in his final letter,that fame wasn't the life he wanted to live...Fame really takes a toll on ones mental health,it did on our jjong. I just hope wherever he is,he's doing okay....I love u so much our sweet boy,miss u lots 💎❤
He has been suffering since so long ago. I wish i could hug him and tell him how loved he is, how amazing he is, how shawols love him, tell him that he did well. I just miss him angelic smile, he was a beautiful soul. I still can't get over him.... And im not even a shawol i just knew about shinee, loved to watch their shows and he was my favorite , he was the brightest one.
A star who shined on stage for 10 years is now shining in the sky, hope his soul is at ease
Hey ..
Can u please just let me know of what was our beloved jonghyun was talking about like why he said that "becoz of the unfair things that people said about me " .....what people said about him 😢 please let me know if you can
@@neelamvats471 haters used to say bad things about him
I remember watching this clip a couple years ago. When I was going through depression and struggling on my own. I remember relating to every word he said. He is part of why I am still here today.
the people who said that must be happy that he is gone forever😭😭😭😭😭
I can't .... I really can't believe it
Yes this is so hard to believe that he's gone....... I wish he survived but my wish will only remain a wish it seems!!
sujubigbangbtsexoseventeen snsdblackpinktwice 😭😭😭😭
Park Jimin Well, you can’t change peoples fate unless they changed their own fate...
sujubigbangbtsexoseventeen snsdblackpinktwice i wish they going to regret
He was a beautiful young man that still had a huge life ahead of him,lots of love to give,lots of love to keep,lots of music to create.he was one beautiful soul that you’ll recognize out of 1 million others.
R.I.P
Kim Jonghyun 4.8.1990~12.18.17
A beautiful soul at Rest
Kim Jonghyun You did well
you had such a beautiful personality and we will never forget you.
I hate people talking bad to him..they don't know the real Kim jonghyun in person..that is the bad manner talking bad to others....jonghyun is a person keep in pain and silent every badwords he heard....that's why its hurts me so much...I feel the pain inside him...I understand him...I pray always that he always peace and happy wherever he is now....and watching us who love to him.....and I think he knows the real person who love him....
He’s so soft hearted sigh. too good for this world.
I want to find out just who made Jong Hyun feel like this, and who said the unfair things, just give me 5 minutes with them, please. They would regret it for the rest of their lifes. To see a person being hurt like this, brakes my heart. HWAITING KIM!!!!
Marina Matic he passed alrdy :""
i agree with you
Marina Matic I want to know too who made him hurt I believe was so some fans that crazy always make harsh comment on idols and stuff
Who ever did something to him, they deserve to be ashamed, he basically got ‘bullied’ to death. Whoever did that, there are millions of people who are against you. People want to know the real you. Millions do.
He did not leave us because people were saying bad things about him, he said to a couple of his close friends that that was only a small part of why
Depression is truly a baffling disease. How can someone so beautiful, handsome, gifted, and talented be in so much pain that the only way to escape is by taking their own life? God bless Jonghyun, he was a very special person.
WATCHING THIS JUST BREAKS MY HEART
He's only got 27 years of life :(
HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY JONGHYUN (April 8th)!!🎁🎂😇 .. May you Rest In Paradise 🙏🏽
Why?..He must have been going through a lot... It hurts so much
Aqilah JamalVixx ,That's the truth. And how it hurts.
I wish, i could get that power to save your life. Still now 2022 November i Couldn't forget you. You are in my and so many people's mind. We still love you a lots respectively our dear, ❤️Jonghyun❤️
For all the people out there... If you see someone suffering with depression, or someone with a problem, please talk to them. Just, please try to help them, try to understand them, and appreciate them. I've known many people who suffered with this problem and they were some of the sweetest people I've known, they were bullied, judged, and neglected by people. It hurts to know that a victim of this serious illness has passed, he was a beautiful human being. May he rest in peace. And to all the shawols out there, I may not be one of you, but please keep supporting the members of shinee, they must be going through a lot right now.
Violet 723 after hearing that Jonghyun killed himself because of depression, i vowed to myself that anyone dealing with it would not leave my sight and that i would be the one person to protect them from their demons. I have depression and i hate myself. I think of suicide everyday, but im still here almost 6 years later. Im still battling and the demons are still winning, but im putting up a fight. But i promised myself that i will protect anything from anything thatis eating away at them, no matter what!
Violet 723 thanks for lovely message . Support each other n never loose hope please
Kpop Lover101 you are great
Keep fighting ...we have to defeat evil thoughts .. Love you
Violet 723 i think more on this situations are celebrities....its hard for them to do what they really wants to do....paparazzi are everywhere...fans are expecting too much from them...they are still humans not a robot....ofcourse for the sake of those who admires them they will forget what really their needs and real happiness...because they are celbrities....sad to say they ended to face that horrible deppressions...
some people think that is easy living with depression but it's not as much as you try to understand you won't. I suffer from depression and the only person that knows that I suffer from depression is my best friend friends.she tried to understand but she couldn't my family doesn't know that I have depression I'm too scared to tell my mom and I actully thought of killing myself but i just can't see my mom crying non stop if something like that happened to me
I just feel helpless, I can't do anything to comfort my fellow Shawols, I feel miserable myself, but I am not sure about other, I know Shawols have and will always love you and your work, as we grow we surely will relate with your songs more and more, and the shawols who have experienced this, you and your songs are a source of comfort, strength and energy to them, Tahnk you always Jjong, I love you always💙💙💙💙💙
Oppa... You were the one who got me into Korean entertainment, when I randomly came across your snl skit on youtube. I wouldn't call myself a shawol but I always made sure to support you guys because I was so thankful... it seems so surreal... I'll continue to support SHINee because I know that's what you would've wanted... we will forever miss you. I have so much I want to say but I can't find the words and I'm crying too hard to think properly. Oppa... *you did well* I'll continue to listen and think of you, especially when I hear "breathe/sigh" (한숨). 너무 보고싶다... ❤❤❤❤❤🌹🌹🌹🌹
I started crying when i saw this and it is so sad watching him crying and thinking of how hard it was for him and i am still not over it and it is 2020
I love you jonghyun❤️
This breaks my heart... he had been feeling like the the entire time and felt that suicide was the only solution. Sending my prayers to all friends, family, and fans.
4 of you (Onew, Key, Minho and Taemin) got to be strong. Made the name Shinee bright again that will replayed the efforts of Jonghyun.
Jonghyun is a careling guy, he thought a lot before doing it, I would not blamed him in another way I would said he was a braved guy.
Will love him forever.
jonghyun,
thank you for spreading mental health awareness , on being an amazing role model, inspiration , an amazing poet, writer , producer, composer, a great vocalist, a great friend, brother , son, lgbtqia supporter
You did really well, Jonghyun-ah. You did well. See you again oppa ☺
Baekyeonie _ss we'll see him in heaven
He’s dead
Yoouchiro
I know. And sadly he passed away. But for me, "Goodbye" isn't the right word so... I'd say "See you again" instead.
Yoouchiro He's also in heaven
Jonghyun I have no words to say... I just love you too much and miss you
Never judge yourself based on what other people think of you. You are beautiful. You are strong. You are you. Don't let sadness win. You are perfect the way you are- don't try to please others. I wish I could have told you sooner..face to face. Rest In Peace 💛 And to anyone going through a hard time, this is directed at you too. You are worth something. Even if you aren't worthy to yourself when you look in the mirror, you are loved. You are loved by someone, who can help restore your sight so you can see your beauty. Go to them. Talk to them. Let yourself be loved. Do not be blind- you are beautiful.
thank you
equeslrk33 No matter how much I try to be always with my friends, support and be sweet, im anyways not good enough
You *are* good enough. And do not try to make yourself fit this standard of "good enough." Instead, live to love yourself; do not wait to seek happiness from other people's approval. You do you.
Well said. You to..You are beautiful and unique to..And you are so kind.. Thank you.
Words are powerful, and pierce like arrows. We all must be mindful of our words, even if said in "jest". My grandmother used to say "Always think twice before speaking once".
He's.. gone, our dreams are falling but our love for him his living.
I want to go straight to Korea and hug him... I want to tell him that he is such an important person in my life who comforted me all the time when I was sad or stressed..
He was a person who comforted people but still needed to be comforted by someone....
RIP our beautiful angel, JONGHYUN
RIP jonghyun you will be missed by so many people. It’s so sad to hear you r gone when you deserved nothing but happiness 💔
Oppa😭😭😭
Even when he smiles you see the pain in his eyes, the pain i know too well, Jonghyun May you be happy now, you were out light and angel
i just think the entire kpop community has to change for this not to happen again to somebody. Like they cant actually be themselves as he said. People didnt want to see the real person behind fake smile. I think this vid from 2015 got hate too. If they wanna share something with their so called fans, fans bash them for it. Fans say they love them, but the real person they love is their imagination or only looks. And its a hard fall when you realize that people are actually shit and even more so if you are famous. Its envy that isnt even named, you have to be entertaining get them to watch, otherwise there is no point. Like for idols it even no longer is about music, Jonghyun created beautiful music, like im crying all over again listening to his pieces. He had talent, had it all, but wasnt enough for many. And I know some people might be strong to endure it, but you have to accept that some people care and wont watch stone faced when you hate them, it will rip their heart to pieces and you will think you are just another one in the crowd.
Hate for idols have to stop, any hate for idols have to vanish.
We have to apperciate them who they really are. We cant peek in their real lives if they dont want us to. And if they want us to see something about them, we have to see it without judging. We have to give them freedom to love anyone they want to, without unrequied comments on how this will look to world. Becasue every person is beautiful and every love is beautiful too, so just apperciate them for what they are.
Jonghyun wasnt apperciated and didnt feel apperciated enough for what he did. And he was full of love if you saw him, listened to him talking, he wanted to give. He gave. And what some people did? Demanded someone else, hated person he shared and required him to be somebody else. There isnt enough empathy for people like Jonghyun, sensitive people who are often told just to "endure it all, you have to be strong, dont let them get to you".
His suicide is of course individual case, but many people killed themselves for similar reasons and they are gonna continously kill themselves becasue they are not understood.
And its sad, but no matter how many of us think that people hating each other, especially idols in this case have to stop doing that. Will try to stop them from being negative, they wont stop. They wont listen.
And its even worst its gonna be the same all over again when the "Jonghyun tragedy" will be an exhausted topic in media it will be the same. It wont change becasue people are used to get what they want and if they dont get it, they gonna blame someone for not being right for them. They wont change, it is the people they hate, they think have to change.
selfish people will always think world have to change for them, not they for the world.
The problem are always people, no matter how you look at it. It is always some of us. We kill each other with words without realizing it. Not realizing how harmful and deathly words can me.
Honestly, praise to you for that comment. That's absolutely the sad reason why the world would never be a good place, because of people's selfishness and cruelty . He, as every single one of us carried a soul, which had at this point been through so much, and if for some people it is easy to just ignore it and move on with their lives, for others it hurts, It hurts so deeply that it consumes them and leads to self-hate that (like in his case) can lead to even worse. Had it not been for the people (the so called "fans"), treating human beings, idols like the sole reason for their existence is to entertain them and live however they wanted them to, a talented kind-hearted person would still have been not just living and breathing, but also in peace with himself.
Rest in Peace Jonghyn
È bello vederlo sorridere...ma sapere che era solo una facciata e dietro si celava tanta differenza...io lo voglio ricordare come un figlio quel figlio che non ho mai avuto ...io ne sarei stata fiera di lui♥️♥️♥️♥️
I can see JongHyun pain and struggle in his smile😭😭 my dear Baby, I wish i was there to Hug you and Hold you tight💔💔💔 tell you that you arent lonely😢😢
Rest well oppa, we will miss you forever👄👄❤❤
Sunshines haha I'm happy he went to hell
Internet Princess shut up
@@mozaffarmohoibi4583 how can you be so heartless??? What did Jonghyun do that you hate him so much that you don't even wish him peace after his death?! He was such a sweetheart how can you be happy about that someone died?! R.I.P. Jonghyun. 😭
0:34 name song please?
I Love you kim jonghyun 😢❤
This breaks my heart.....and to everyone saying he was not important.....you are wrong! I barely knew him but I could tell he was a kind sweet man! You will live on forever! -keb
He was an angel from heaven who just gone back to his place as this people were so toxic to him
It's 2023 and I still cry whenever I watch his funeral and this
rip its so sad to hear a talented man died😐in heaven you wont feel what hurts you the most
karen Balais no one goes to heaven , lol he killed hisself
Elio Cruz 😁only God knew where he is now
Nooo RIP. Since u passed all I’ve been doing is watching old videos of you and just crying. I’m so sorry you felt this way. ARMY is here to support. Heaven now has an angel to sing for it. 😭💗
•BeyondTheScene • people the suicide dont go a heaven he is now n more pain the before n that is cruel what people did to him n cant understand how his family n friends didnt know what he was going thru the should it make him company knowing his thougs they should it never live him alone
its true im a muslim and if you commit suicide u will be tortured by gods angels in ur grave and you dont get to go to heaven sorry to say this
That what make me more sad the l know he is not rest in he is n more pain the before n the pain he is now is for eternity so he is not in heaven he is in hell. I pray for hin everynight n went l do a got a chill. N l know deep inside me that is a sign the he is in more pain n he is in hell so sorry he choose to emd his life that way but more sorry l feel with the miserable life hes sister will have n family for not helping him n love more money the his own blood Kim jonghyun. L will pray for you always
He did have a amazing voice. N he write so such beautiful song a amazing dance an he was so gorgeous
Paola Lopez who said people who committed suicide do not go to heaven?? It's possible my friend. People who do commit suicide do go to heaven. It depends on their lives from the beginning to end not just this specific, tragic, event. It's possible for anyone and I mean anyone to go to heaven. If they do have good in them like jonghyun, he's supported the LGBT and didn't judge anyone for who they were. He reached out to many people and inspired them as much as they inspired him to be who was. But what striked him personally was majority of the people did not want to know who he actually was, in the inside not the fabulous kpop star from the outside. People judged him and even since they did he was still afraid to express and show who he actually was. My point is, anyone is able to be in paradise, (if you are religious) you should know that. The God I know has mercy and he has love for everyone no matter what religion you are or if you're non-religious. It's possible he could be in paradise or in a form of limbo. (There are different forms but the one I know is being held not in heaven nor hell because you're not bad nor good. It's not permanent it's just to be hold until the decision is made or it could be a form of test to see if you are worthy of heaven or hell) But looking at him from my view he was a good person and held onto his fans, band mates and family. He cared and wasn't heartless like those selfish people who led him to his death. Those heartless people will be judged. Amen.
My baby jonghyun💖💖 your soul is in a better place 😭😭💖
I couldn't finish the video without crying, jesus, my heart aches so much 😢 the way he was trying to calm himself by rocking on the bed with his lil bear and candle - he deserved love. Those people who hated him aren't human at all. His songs were amazing. I still listen to them almost every day because his voice is pure heaven. Rest in peace Jonghyun, we love you 🙏
I'm not shineee's stan. But I feel the lost :'( He didn't deserve the pain..
Artists are human. But people's expectations and actions towards the artists burden them mentally & physically.
It's heartbreaking seeing suicidal people. It's even nore heartbreaking looking the suicides among idols who always entertain others but depressed deep inside their heart without anyone listening to them. T.T
it’s been 4 days. i have cried myself to sleep ever since his death, my heart doesn’t want to accept it and my mind still can’t believe it. we didn’t listen to him, he was trying to let us know his true feelings, but we didn’t listen to him. nobody knew how he felt, so he suffered in silence. but now, he can rest in peace. he can live on without worry, he may not be with us physically, but he will continue to live on in our hearts. you did well, kim jonghyun. shawols will continue to love you no matter what, please rest peacefully.🌹
This must be a sign of his suicide form back then, I like Shinee but I don't Stan them too hard, but come on, how can haters hate him that much that he would take his own life. How could he leave us fans here, his band mates and family.... But I hope he's in a better place now. Stay Strong SHINee and Shawols, I hope you'll stay strong as a family, This must be hard for you but Other fandoms will always be here for y'all. I love you all
MARK JAIRUS 08 ...stay with us💕 we need that.... when i make this video, I also suffer from bipolar disorder.it was on 2015.... and try to stay strong for them...
From what I heard from a co worker who is also a shinee fan. She said that other idols also disliked him that he didn’t just get hate from fans but other people in the industry. And that hurts my heart. This man who was nothing but good, sweet and honest got hate from others who have the same dreams as him.
Koyuki Natsume why tho? Why he got hate?
LadyZeze :) people hate on those who have talent, who smile and are sincerely honest and nice. He was hated for who he was and no matter what he did to show people they still hated him💔 but this man was an angel till the end🌹
MARK JAIRUS 08 same i like Shinee..but i'm not they fans..i dont know.but i think he feel so stress because the outsider does not try to understand it. as there are people who speak badly about him
You are a wonderful person and you are a good person. You did a great job being who you are. You made us all proud. RIP! You will always be in our hearts.
.....😢😭 I remember watching this when it aired. This holds so much more meaning now.
He was such a beautiful person inside and out and I can't believe that he felt so bad about himself because of others words. This video breaks my heart 💔😭
It's so difficult without is perfect boy.. Jonghyun we love you for ever it's promise, de thing of you so much baby ❤ :'(
2023: I still miss him. His smile. His laugh. His voice. Rest in peace 🩵
21- 7 - 2022 Hora 8,38 de Corea ,Al ver esto me traen recuerdos tristes ,estaba en su última etapa ya no podía lidiar más con su Tristeza ,yo vivo en Corea hace como 15 años por trabajo de mi padre ,lo conocía cuando estaba en gira lo seguía a todas partes tuve la bendición de hablar con él en una eutoria de autógrafos , Hera una persona bellisima tenía una calidez con sus fans ,Hera increíblemente bello así Hera su forma de ser como lo vieron ustedes Siempre no están equivocadas cuando hablan de él con tanto amor ,quiero agradecerles que lo sigan y lo amén de esa manera y no se olviden de él de nuestro Bling- Bling- gracias por tanto amor Donna 👍👏🌹.
I am new to K-POP and about three months in,and I love SHINee music.Jonghyun was such a beautiful man.I love his personality,his voice,the way he dances.Am just so sad that I got to know about him after he has passed away.He seems to be in so much pain right here,it hurts my heart.We need to learn to be kind to one another,accept them for who they are and what they stand for.It's not for us to judge them but to love them, support them and keep in mind they are human beings with feelings.
It’s really annoying when people don’t want to accept the sad side of you
I completely understand
Please everyone stop just being like: «
don’t cry, smile »
Most of the time it just makes things worse.
I miss him again, if we can bring you back i think you're already here again. We miss you!!!! I miss you!!!!! Jonghyuniee
Jonghyun lived for so long hearing these lives and maybe even believing them. In reality he was so perfect?????? Beautiful vocals and a perfect face..... he deserved so much more. So so much more and it hurts me how he acted like it was okay, how everything was good when in reality it wasn’t. I can imagine him crying every night like he did in this video and it upsets me so much??? I became a fan of Kpop after his death and i feel so bad for not being able to stan someone so perfect before he died.......
You did well Jonghyun. Rest in peace ❤️
Jonghyun is such a precious human-being😥He deserves so much more. What did he do to deserve all the pain he felt😣I want to wipe his tears off and tell him that he did well, there are so many people who want to know him deeper and love him for who he was. ❤️❤️❤️
The fact that this vid, this confession was made 2years ago... 😢😢😢😢
I truly feels what he felt when expressing his true self... I love you Jonghyun I hope you're resting well...
Jonghyun was afraid that people would judge him for who he really is. I said to myself that it doesn't matter what other people think about you or if people judge you. Because it's your life, be who you truly are. They can't control your life and tell you what to do. It's what you think about yourself. Don't be scared to show people who you really are. Just go ahead and do it. Yes, Jonghyun chosen the famous life and said he didn't deserve it and he has received a lot of hatred. Yes, people are going to hate on you for specific reasons. Everyone has someone who hates them and is mean towards them. I know being famous also puts stress on celebrities which may have been a little bit of Jonghyun's reason why he has killed himself. He said he was lonely but on that day he died, (12-18-17) most of us realized that he wasn't alone. Millions of fans across the globe has cried and their hearts were broken. (If you're a true fan your heart would still be broken.) And a LOT of people showed up at the same exact hospital in the morning to pay for their respect for Jonghyun. Even BTS and SHINee did the same thing. Hopefully SHINee doesn't break the promise that they have promised us. To keep preforming and try as hard as they can no matter how much it hurts. Jonghyun will be there on the stage during future preformances with them. Best of luck for SHINee and other K-pop groups who are having a tough time. Jonghyun was an angel but now he's an angel in heaven. RIP Jonghyun, 1990-2017. Gone but never forgotten.
@@Pineapple3009 I understand you too, being hypersensitive in this world is hard, especially for men, because men should be strong and it is hard to let it come along with hypersenstitivity. Most of man become cold after a time, because of words like: "Men don't cry. " "Don't be like a little girl." Because of my hypersenstitivity and feminine side I also had another struggle, for years I was hidding truth about gender orientation before others, I tried to accept I was born a girl and learn to like it, because I couldn't be myself in my true way. And if I 10 y.o. me would say that I think I am a boy, they would think I am just silly and don't know things right through. Because of this one and other reasons I was in depressions for over 6 years, now I am working on it, to "repair" myself, depressions cost me more than just a loose productive time and almost constant feeling of broken person, I have problems with permament memory, higher logical thinking, self-confidence, feeling something to deep, to feel true happiness and love. I experienced also bullies for how "amazing" person I was, I tried to be the best version of myself on second secondary school I went to, some hated me for this, I even helped to others, so later I just gave up on trying, it was not 1st experience, when I tried for other people and they instead of being grateful, was trying to push me down. I am kind of tired of life, but I stayed for few people who'd miss me. I try to fight my fears. Accepting myself is hard for me because most people who knows me accepted only my "girl part" , I am afraid to be truly myself because I seem more like a girl than a boy. In South Korea being a boy like is Jonghyun, Taemin and BTS is normal, but here in Czech Republic I feel lost, like better stayed as a girl as a gender, so people are kinder at me than they would be to me as to boy.
And sulli try to be her self, and then many people judge her so hard. Jonghyun afraid to be him self, and choose to end the life.
@@jihannur5460 That's why this life is so cruel. You have to be someone else to fit societies likings.
@@yuu9048 Jonghyun entertains everyone, even though he needs to be entertained.
@@Isira7 - You are in the most challenging situation for anyone to understand. I'm not straight; I hid for decades before coming out to family, friends, and colleagues around age 30. Revealing my inner self was the best thing I ever did.
Being trans must be the most confusing situation ever. I cannot imagine dealing with such a circumstance because I am comfortable in my male body.
Often when people don't understand something, they act against it. I am trying to understand and help transgender people. Politicians in America are so cowardly that they attack the smallest minority in the nation: trans folks. It's despicable; it is so bad that the sole thing revealed by their actions is their craven hearts.
BTS is correct: You are the hardest judge of yourself. You MUST love yourself - because
you are worthy, and you are valuable. These are slogans; those statements are the truth. If bullies and losers like them cannot appreciate you - screw them! They don't deserve to be around you. I'm 69 years old and have seen oppression and bullying over decades, and it is much worse now than when I was in high school. Because bullies can spread hate online, and once it's out there, it's the for eons. Screw them. If they are stupid enough to do something like that to someone, the world will recognize how small they truly are. Only cowards pick on someone [they perceive vulnerable] to make themselves feel better about themselves. I hope that you live to be my age and that you live a life of love with someone who will love every bit of you and who you are, however that may be. Best wishes for a happy and successful life!
please don’t cry my little angel you always did well
I never knew who he was until a few minutes ago, I'm sorry to all that this hurts but R.I.P Kim Jonghyun.
If there were thousands of people who judged you badly, millions of people loved you. It may have been our fault too not being able to let you feel that consistently. May you find peace and happiness wherever you are right now. You will always be in our hearts.
stay strong SHINee World
Chika Tambi ..Stay with us... we need that💕
I feel your pain Jong hyun.Life is not easy in this big and cruel world.I had the same problems as you people not liking me for who I am,being bullied and seized about it was painful if dealt this pain for 5 years in school but I never gave up on it.My mother just said let them grief in your light.No matter what they say you have to be positive and never give up,Imean..you were the one who inspired me to be a great singer and now I am one of the greatest singers in my school
....why...You can never see the signs and this is a sign.. his last Insta post was a sign... I feel so lost for words for him.. I would never think differently of him. Ever. NO, not any idol. And they are so alone but we never realize it! We need to do something about this.
2022 and I’m here watching this. RIP🙏🏽
A Jonghyun
Solo quiero decirte que escucho tu voz desde que comencé a seguir a SHINee
Esa Voz dulce y angelical que siempre te destacó
Hace 5 años te escucho y ojalá en otra vida elijas la misma profesión sin que sientas ninguna presión
Yo te seguiré escuchando por siempre 😍
I just want to hug him and tell him how much the world needs his beautiful soul. And tell him how much he means to us and tell him how much we love him.
Jonghyun !!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Hong hyun may be gone. Never to be forgotten. But the rest of this group. Should. NEVER GIVE UP. WE LOVE YOU JUSY AS MUCH. LOVE YOU ALL
still cant believe his already gone....although im not a shawol i have watched some of hus videos and his a funny cheerfull man....
Vinclenik Yg Stan yeah im shawol before. He really cheerfull person and always smile..i just can't believe this.
I bet million fan from korea and especially from japan cry now
Rip JongHyun of Shinee may you forever be in our hearts and prayers forever saranghae JongHyun I will always think of you everyday you will forever be in my heart and soul and prayers rest in peace I know how you feel I went through the same thing and every time I tried to hide I would break down badly and cry extremely hard until my eyes extremely red you will always remain in our hearts and prayers saranghaeyo JongHyun we love you and we will miss you dearly it's really sad to see you leave this world 👼💔😭♥️🌹
My eyes already watery..srsly i miss him Rest in peace
I can't stop crying when I see this video he doesn't deserve this 😭😭😭
It hurts to watch this now after knowing that hes gone forever😭💖💖 rest in peace my dear beautiful jonghyun
After he died I couldn't listen to their songs for quite a while. Especially "Hello" was hard for me. Everytime he started singing I broke down in tears...
What is the first song this video ? Anyone know ? If anyone know pls give a title that song . 😄 is jonghyun song that song?
@@solehahshauqi4697 I don't know the first but the second is sleepless night by Shinee
@@zoeymon I want first song plzzz 😹😹 who know?
He is not being strong he's asking for help...and we ignored that and just comment bullshits like 'don't cry'which is useless.Which forced his true side being hidden from the camera...我一直以为是我给了你力量继续前行。。。回头才发现是你一身伤痕的拉着我跑了这么久。。。我的爱不会再给你带来困惑了...12月18日，我的天使走了，而我也要放手了。。。愿在天堂的你也能够放声歌唱，如果有下辈子，如果我知道九年后你会离开我，我就再也不会喜欢你了，我讨厌你，金钟铉，金钟铉
We didn’t even notice that he’s already feel the depression for such a long years bcs he’s always smiling.But now looking it again makes my heart feel his pain too.Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun.We love you
Jonghyun, I'm so sorry that your heart was broken, I wish I could have held your face in the palm of my hands and looked into your eyes and told you about all of the beautiful things that make me love you. I would have LOVED to know the real you and no matter what I would always be by your side. I would have wiped away your tears, I would have comforted you, I would have given you the world ❤
Now there are tears drenching my face after watching this and I pray that you aren't hurting anymore baby, I pray that you are loved and at peace. I love you 😭😭😭💔
I really wanna hug him
My heart is crying so hard 💔 jonghyun, we failed you, so sorry 😢😢😢
So sad. He deserved so much better. We love u, Jonghyun!
R.I.P n December 2017
He was and is such a beautiful human being, such a shame we lost someone so special.