I killed Xerazade, Joumana Haddad

To live, last but not least, is also to lose. At least it is for me. Because I'm not a superwoman. Far from it. And I've had my fair share of defeats and failures:
I've been a coward many times in my life. And so I've lost the battle;
I've often been stupid and limited. And I lost the debate;
I've often been overly competitive. And I've lost the pleasure of competing;
I've often been arrogant. And I've lost the privilege of being humble;
I've often been gratuitously authoritarian. And I've lost the privilege of being fair;
I've often been evasive. And I lost my self-confidence;
I've often been unfocussed, and I've missed the mark;
I've often done things just to prove that I can do them. And I've lost the feeling of personal fulfilment;
I've often thought that I could easily get the better of my opponents. And they won;
I've often doubted my friends. And I lost real friends;
I often trusted those who didn't deserve my trust. And I was stabbed in the back;
many times I thought I was invulnerable. And I've been seriously wounded;
I've often been unnaturally confrontational. And I've been slapped;
I've often said no when I really wanted to say yes. And I've lost a yes that would have transformed my life;
I've often said yes when I really wanted to say no. And I missed a no that I needed;
I often chose self-control over surrender. And I lost love;
I often chose the illusion of victory over recognising my weaknesses. And I lost my truth;
I often chose selfishness over generosity. And I lost what I didn't give;
I've often desperately wanted things that were stupid, or vain, or futile, or juvenile, or unattainable;
the vain things I sought and achieved only brought me a sense of ridicule;
the unattainable things I sought and never achieved only wasted my time and brought me a feeling of frustration.
...And I learnt, and gained a lot from losing. In every wound. In every tear. In every fall.
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1. I grow and evolve through my past failures.
2. I acknowledge my weaknesses and strive to overcome them.
3. I learn humbly and gain lessons from my mistakes.
4. I embrace positive change and improve myself.
5. I recognize my worth and regain my confidence.
6. I heal from past wounds and move toward new opportunities.
7. I form genuine and meaningful relationships in my life.
8. I can express my emotions and needs honestly.
9. I am not afraid of failure and have the courage to take on challenges.
10. I have the self-control to say 'no' when necessary.
11. I focus and work hard to achieve my goals.
12. I let go of unnecessary competition and find peace.
13. I practice fairness and honesty in my life.
14. I accept the lessons learned from my mistakes and move forward.
15. I become stronger and wiser through my past failures.

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