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  • @IAmMickiel
    @IAmMickiel 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +690

    I'm so honored to be apart of this collective! I've never met so many people I can relate to in my life. Let's shine brighter than we ever have before!!!

    • @Par_isRay33
      @Par_isRay33 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

      Let’s!! 🥂👯‍♀️✨

    • @cassiewatkinson4554
      @cassiewatkinson4554 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Sorry wouldn't let me make a general comment lol but giiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrllllll I was born Aug 23rd I feel as though we soul tribe🎉🎉❤ we got soooo much in common and I been sent your messages since I started this life changing journey ❤ I would be honored to meet you some day

    • @kathyish4547
      @kathyish4547 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Yessssss! Let’s 💪🏼🫶🏼🩷😍

    • @NevaehKelso-t6s
      @NevaehKelso-t6s 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Yesss

    • @trexieSaranillo
      @trexieSaranillo 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      I love that you said let’s shine brighter than we ever have before!!!!! That’s a statement I’ll remember forever❤❤

  • @juliaparker0
    @juliaparker0 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +656

    The concept of success in " The Art of Seductive Power" book completely explains this. I wish I read it sooner.

    • @Hannajames1223
      @Hannajames1223 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you this book help me a lot

  • @quinlanpaige
    @quinlanpaige 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +388

    The attire is giving cutest little cinnamon roll I’ve ever seen!!!!!! I literally opened this video and went “oh my god SHE IS SO CUTE!!!!”

    • @catbatfishie
      @catbatfishie 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

      Literallyyyyy!!!!!!

    • @paulmccartneyadorrer
      @paulmccartneyadorrer 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

      🧸

    • @TheAncientAmbassador
      @TheAncientAmbassador 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

      I know! She looks like the sweetest fluffiest deer! 🥰
      (I bought a deer stuffie today :)

    • @jessicastallard4269
      @jessicastallard4269 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Same! I was like ooh cutie pie!

    • @Jewelmind
      @Jewelmind 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      Yes she is

  • @Manjeet.5
    @Manjeet.5 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +467

    The fact that nobody talks about the book whispers of manifestation on borlest speaks volumes about how people are stuck in a trance

    • @leniahjohnson5640
      @leniahjohnson5640 21 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Thank you my friend. I needed that, for real. God bless you. ❤😊🎉

    • @Alis-um8et
      @Alis-um8et 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      THIS IS A SCAM PEOPLE PLSSSS DON'T FALL FOR THIS BOOK

  • @miameramusic
    @miameramusic 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +57

    The fact that you don’t even know the meaning of certain words and you use them perfectly is proof of your divine gift, thank you so much!

  • @viennarambles
    @viennarambles 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +190

    The second you said “your not stuck” I literally teared up. I’m in college right now and struggling to figure out my future career so I really needed this. Your messages are always the best

    • @dalisusithole5101
      @dalisusithole5101 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      @viennarambles And you're really not, I've really learned that quite often the way to "unstuck" yourself is to just surrender.

    • @tauttwins7548
      @tauttwins7548 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hello, I know you didn’t mention much but here’s a friendly little reminder from a stranger that school isn’t as important as you think it is. If part of the reason you’re struggling to figure out your career is because you don’t enjoy any of the subjects that the school you’re going to has to offer then it’s probably not the right place. If school is also extremely affecting your mental health and that’s part of why you’re struggling also a sign that school is not the right place. I experienced something very similar. I kept going back to school because of external pressures and I genuinely hated it and it affected my mental health a lot. I officially decided to leave and let life take me where it needs to take me and after some time an opportunity fell into my hands. Im now training to become a dog trainer and I’m enrolled in an academy online, but it’s way affordable, its actually interesting and something I enjoy doing. I’m very passionate about animals and I never thought about becoming a trainer until this opportunity came up and it was like a gift from my guides for doing the right thing. but if you do enjoy school and you’re just struggling to figure out what career cause you’re so interested in so many things then maybe it’s the right place just listen to yourself and you’re intuition and you’ll be able to know if the place is right for you or not

    • @NaujiNauj
      @NaujiNauj 21 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Bro you just in college chill out, life ain’t een hit fr yet give it 3-5yrs just have yo credit ready

  • @lilyverebess
    @lilyverebess 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +284

    Something big is coming. The world is healing. I’m holding your hand, the universe set you in my path intentionally and you have no idea how magical your messages have been. I love you 💖

    • @shelbyallen8432
      @shelbyallen8432 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

      I can feel it too

    • @laurenreagles6675
      @laurenreagles6675 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      I’ve been feeling this too, for about 2 months! A huge, beautiful shift, & much more ✨

    • @btj7ndr33
      @btj7ndr33 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      My best friend, who is also very in tune with the Universe, recently told me the whole world is about to go through a major shift. These are exciting times!

    • @Par_isRay33
      @Par_isRay33 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      This is phenomenal! ✨

  • @GraceFace222
    @GraceFace222 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +244

    The way you gas me up out of melancholy and depression is unmatched. For the way your consciousness connects to my energy and reminds me of who I am, a seemingly long lost version of me, I am eternally grateful. Wishing on a star like I’m my own Disney movie.

    • @imxyre
      @imxyre 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      feel this

    • @222Lovebug
      @222Lovebug 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      Literally though this is exactly how I feel

    • @josealcala4344
      @josealcala4344 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Louisiana warm n gold cold

    • @GraceFace222
      @GraceFace222 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @imxrye @tylersantiago191 interdimensional butterfly gang 🦋💖

    • @Par_isRay33
      @Par_isRay33 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      RIGHT!! ✨🌌

  • @hazardmuffin
    @hazardmuffin 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +29

    "You had to lose yourself to find yourself" GIRL, THE CHILLS I HAVE. I feel like you're speaking directly to me. I can't believe how every little thing you have to say is spot on and 100% in alignment with what I have been experiencing lately.

  • @serpent.goddess
    @serpent.goddess 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +30

    This is a prime example of if you build it they will come 🕯️Deep resonance from beginning to end

  • @MiKytsune
    @MiKytsune 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +95

    Finding this tribe has helped me remember that I'm not alone also. Thank you for bringing us together ❤️

    • @cheyennechristinelivinglife
      @cheyennechristinelivinglife 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      It's a beautiful thing, isn't it? 😁

    • @bree8150
      @bree8150 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      you are never alone, friend. 👭

  • @queentrinicorn9441
    @queentrinicorn9441 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +166

    Bestie, I did it. I went no contact. I spent my first bday completely alone and in silence. It was cozy and the first year I didn’t cry in, I don’t remember how long.
    I’m on my own but it feels better than breadcrumbs. I’m free. I’m emailing songwriters from California, applying to artist residencies, collaborating with celebrity photographers, I am letting myself be seen. The best part is, I don’t feel bad about it. Nobody could’ve bought me this because it took 24 yrs of realizing I was being constantly lied to by my own family. Imagine being constantly sick, and they tell you not to be, but they are the ones making you sick, and refuse to stop….
    I am alone, but I am freed. 🎂

    • @ramenfilledfridge2313
      @ramenfilledfridge2313 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

      Happy birthday! You deserve this

    • @jeanettepena1822
      @jeanettepena1822 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Congratulations and be safe

    • @AuDHDVee
      @AuDHDVee 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Good for you, friend. You may feel alone, but you're in good company. Your people will find you when the time is right. Going no contact with my stepdad has given me more peace and stability in my life for the last 8 years, and I hope your life brightens more every day you put distance between yourself and the negative influences in your life. You deserve to be and feel loved and at peace. 🫶🏻

    • @jadziamerriberri
      @jadziamerriberri 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Happy birthday! 🍰 🥂
      I have also become a peaceful hermit. Getting my health back too. Gotta make room for better things to come in. ❤

    • @lolzjeni
      @lolzjeni 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Happy birthday I went no contact and just celebrated my second birthday and thanksgiving family free, it gets better ❤ wishing you all the love ❤❤

  • @solobanks79
    @solobanks79 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +42

    the way she said "hi baby..."🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you for this message!

  • @sheridepue7542
    @sheridepue7542 19 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Food for thought... it's not repetition if someone never heard the 1st message. Keep allowing spirit to guide you. We all need reminders. I love your messages and they always come at the perfect time!! Much love and many blessings! 🥰💖🤗

  • @thebrandontheo
    @thebrandontheo 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    i will never forget your videos resonating with me on the deepest most unexplainable level during my personal time of mental health recovery. i’m in a process of a spirtual awakening and part of it is truly your doing. you have made an impact on my life more than you’ll ever know, truly blessed to have been connected with u

  • @jonellj.5275
    @jonellj.5275 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +85

    You’re my friend. This collective is dope. I also lost my mom two years ago, I have no parents.. I’ve been isolated for a long time. I’m an empath and this past life of mine hasn’t been easy whatsoever. But now I have hope that things will be okay. Thank you, everyone, for being who you are, divine. I love you all ❤❤❤

    • @outgoing_introvert
      @outgoing_introvert 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    • @CarolynCook-np4or
      @CarolynCook-np4or 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    • @charliejohnson2755
      @charliejohnson2755 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      the greatest blessings take the longest amount of time. healing and choosing love will build you closer to God and God’s blessings

    • @PepsiScopesGaming
      @PepsiScopesGaming 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      God bless you

    • @southernguru1455
      @southernguru1455 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      We all love you immensely

  • @Triple5SyeefJulbe
    @Triple5SyeefJulbe 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +25

    Your vibe attracts your tribe. There's no point in which error happens in life. Every experience is for you, with each love and each lesson - this wonderful time is unfolding like a lavish field of roses.

  • @tiaralizama8435
    @tiaralizama8435 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

    You are the universe in human form, darling. The confirmationssss have been received. Thank you for being our messenger, J! Ugh I swear every single video has aligned with my life. So happy to be a part of this collective. Please make "There goes the lights" merch so we can support you even more. Sending you big big hugs. I'm proud of you.

  • @lama4963
    @lama4963 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    19:49
    I ran away from emotions for all of my life, i’ve chased highs everywhere and in everyone, 23 truly changed me, i stopped trying to be happy, i stopped trying to prove to people and to myself that my decisions about my life were right. I know that i’m okay and fine even in the lowest moments because finally i know that i can pull myself through, i learned to stress less about things i can’t control. And finally the biggest lesson I’m learning is that i’m not good at one thing and not defined by one thing, i’m an artist who likes science and philosophy, i’m a believer that likes to question everything, i belong to everywhere i go and i love my hometown and my culture, i’m so emotional yet so rational all at once, i’m learning to accept my duality and everything in between, i do not fit in one box for now.. and maybe not ever and that’s ok

    • @lama4963
      @lama4963 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      27:48 Know that you’re important you are wanted and needed, i promise you.. you wouldn’t be here if you weren’t, i’m here for you

    • @btj7ndr33
      @btj7ndr33 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Heh, you sound like me! I've always been full of contractions, and I've always said I don't fit into any boxes. I tell people, "I don't do anything normal. I don't even do weird normal!" 😅

    • @CoolGirl-qs4qe
      @CoolGirl-qs4qe 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      U made me cry and yeah thank you for this comment... i truly love this.. ❤

    • @sweetist
      @sweetist 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Felt every word of this comment ❤

  • @thefastlanediaries
    @thefastlanediaries 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    I LITERALLY LOVE THIS CHANNELLLLLL AGHHHHHH. You literally predict my gosh darn day, and your videos never miss!!!! I appreciate all of your amazing messages and everyone in this collective. You've helped me and encouraged me more than you know. I feel like you're my best friend, and I know you like the back of my hand. Please never stop these videos. They're so amazing. You are my therapy, my guidance, my wisdom, my fortune teller. YOU ARE LOVE :) therefore, WE ARE LOVE. ❤❤❤

    • @bree8150
      @bree8150 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      my heart has been so full since finding Jhadina. I totally resonate with this!

  • @kinga9301
    @kinga9301 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +64

    God Bless Everyone In This Comment Section 🙏🏾 🙏🏾 I’m Praying For Everyone. God Is Good Always

    • @arsnotorious
      @arsnotorious 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @KeepOnKeepnOn
      @KeepOnKeepnOn 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you so much! God bless you as well ❤❤❤

  • @annamiddleton-jones911
    @annamiddleton-jones911 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +20

    I usually come to TH-cam to figure out my next step, educate myself or get answers but what I love about this channel is I’m purely here for the vibes, I can feel the love and it’s like a pep talk ❤

  • @PawsitivePam
    @PawsitivePam 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +84

    Oh my god I was just writing in my journal about how today I am feeling a little defeated and looking for a strong confirmation day. So far it’s pulled through and now this!! Girl I love you.

    • @anotherdayinthislife
      @anotherdayinthislife 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      You got this 🤩WE GOT THIS ✨

    • @EnigmaLeis
      @EnigmaLeis 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Why do I feel thesame. Like why me!!! When I thought I got this

    • @NaneMeister
      @NaneMeister 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      You’re not alone!!! ❤❤❤❤

    • @WarriorOpposingIgnorace
      @WarriorOpposingIgnorace 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Try to remind yourself that every thing passes, I know when we are in the middle of it all, it is even hard to remember, let alone remind yourself. Also, distraction is a great coping skill (as long as it’s not all the time) because your brain is unable to be thinking about two things at one time. Everyone has a different thing that distracts them, like my daughter it is video games. But for me., I always watch comedy it’s one of those days where I am defeated and down. It is a coping skill I recently figured out is a very good distraction (for me). Some, actually feel worse watching comedy. But it’s an example of something. (Like doing a crossword puzzle or an actual physically puzzle would never help me lol) . Much love, glad this inspired you. Me too

  • @stangood1
    @stangood1 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    I love the 🦋 mug and nerd vibes!! Keep trusting source! Your message is needed and wanted. Get well soon!!! Merry Christmas to all reading this.. 💜🎄🌲🌳👽

  • @LadyRaynbeau
    @LadyRaynbeau 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Lol I love you gurl. Everything you said tonight resonated deeply with me. As you stated the definition of 'pensive sadness' I thought of Eeyore then you said his name. In my life my sadness was because I have always been obese, I grew up with a seizure disorder and my parents divorce when I was 6yo. All of these happenings left me feeling unwanted, unlovable & like an outcast. For many years I apologized to everyone for an unknown reason. My mother remarried when I was 12yo. Seeing the love my parents have for each other and going to church I feel love found me again. I've always felt connected to God aka the universe in all their names and would always feel a hug or see smiles in the sky while at worship. At the age of 36 I married a great man who shared his love and his heart with me. He has shown me how love can truly make a being hole. Before we got married I was blessed to find out that my seizure disorder had gone into remission. I got my drivers license on the way back from our honeymoon. As you can tell I am very verbose and have a very good vocabulary and am pleased to share the 50¢ words as I call them, with you. Thank you for all the fantastic messages you share.

  • @philpatterson-g4s
    @philpatterson-g4s 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

    I don't watch every day. But when they pop up,I watch. They seem to always hit , like you are only speaking to me. You have a great energy, keep it up.

    • @KeepOnKeepnOn
      @KeepOnKeepnOn 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

      No bullshit. That's what I'm saying! What'sup gang? I think I'm finallytappingin ❤

  • @jazz98lol
    @jazz98lol 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

    I definitely teared up when you said “you are not stuck” because that’s exactly how I’ve been feeling. For a while I did get mad at myself for being sad or mad especially when I didn’t understand why but I have definitely come to a place of acceptance and starting to find appreciation for all of my emotions. Thank you for your videos they hit every time. ❤

    • @KeepOnKeepnOn
      @KeepOnKeepnOn 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @nicoleekstrom4056
    @nicoleekstrom4056 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +18

    Girl you better not stop repeating messages I need this in my subconscious mind on repeat. It’s been so hard to be myself because people imitate me or hate me bc I’m authentic and try to be me so your message was meant to be heard. Never doubt yourself, someone somewhere needs to hear your messages. I’m grateful spirit sent you my way❤️ thank you

  • @emiliodelcastillo333
    @emiliodelcastillo333 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    i’m so grateful with life and algorithm for showing that first video of you, it came out in a very very very dark moment of me, i was a 20 year old mexican guy completely alone living in nyc and i was feeling very alone and isolated and these videos, this connection that i felt since the first video i saw made me feel hugged, made me feel there was someone out there that completely understood how i was feeling and the craziest thing ab this is that we don’t even know each other! hearing your messages always brings me that clarity that i need to keep going, we all are so strong but we’ll always be stronger together, thank u Jhadina please never stop bringing all these messages but specially, never stop being so unique and special i love u :)

  • @ifinkufreakyxd6936
    @ifinkufreakyxd6936 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    14:55 you literally nailed it I’m crying rn you said everything that was me on point the character my cptsd my childhood pain and unconditional love for others omg this was for me 😢

  • @TheMuppetman421
    @TheMuppetman421 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +14

    “Lemme know if this resonates with you.” MAAM, it ain’t never not resonated! You’re staring into our souls while looking through us to the stars and cosmos, pulling our destinies down and showing them to us in crystal clarity!

  • @trevorcmorris
    @trevorcmorris 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +17

    your personal mantra....."Life loves me like an only child".....and, "I'm always in the right place at the right time." Namaste, love to you from Canada.

  • @ashlynnriebe
    @ashlynnriebe 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    I’ve never even noticed you repeating yourself honestly, but hearing your messages multiple times makes it settle in more and helps solidify the information 🤗💓

  • @emmawalker150
    @emmawalker150 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Your momma is so proud of you. You have changed so many lives already. I appreciate you and everyone in these comments. Together we will become all we were meant to be ❤

  • @johnathanjones2814
    @johnathanjones2814 20 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    These convos with bestie never cease to accurately punch me in the chest and fill my soul! So grateful I found this collective :)

  • @dricee8
    @dricee8 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +13

    Recovered people pleaser here.
    Thank you for the video I appreciate it.😊♥️👏🏽🙏🏽

  • @SasaKura-212
    @SasaKura-212 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +13

    It comforts me knowing that you were able to receive some sort of healing from this session. When you mentioned how alone you feel, I felt that. I recently officially realized that I am so very lonely, but it's okay, cause like you said, the right people will find us. I was also thinking 'What if she's saying the same thing over and over?' and the fact that you mentioned that is just crazy
    But the viewers were right, that repetition is necessary, and now I get that
    Thank you so much for this video, Jhadina. I hope you find peace in life

    • @rails723
      @rails723 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Haha, I was reading your comment, almost exactly when she was saying those very words...kind of weird actually

    • @SasaKura-212
      @SasaKura-212 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      @@rails723 She's right about this collective fr

  • @eb0nyb89
    @eb0nyb89 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +46

    I lost my mom this year and my family is scattered. I know the alone feeling very well. I look forward to your videos. You're such a shining light and uplifting voice in tough times ❤

    • @taylorhawkins5201
      @taylorhawkins5201 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      I feel you. I lost my mom almost four months ago, and this has been the hardest time of my life. These videos have helped keep me afloat, and I’m glad we all have this community. Much love to you! ❤

    • @jonellj.5275
      @jonellj.5275 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      I love you, both.

    • @marcellacuevas1442
      @marcellacuevas1442 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Sending you tons of love and light ❤❤❤❤

    • @arsnotorious
      @arsnotorious 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Awe... ❤❤❤
      Love you...😊😊😊
      Happy holidays...

    • @Templeofpoon
      @Templeofpoon 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Hugs ❤ Sending you love

  • @SoumyaR222
    @SoumyaR222 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Not me tearing up at the end becuase of how overwhelmingly I felt your emotions...
    You have helped me gain clarity in my darkest days...I am not the best with words or emotions..I have never been..people think I didnt have any emotions..but I do, I feel it all. I just don't express them as they do...whenever I see your videos it brings me so much clarity with my emotions and makes me feel calm and that everything will be alright.

  • @sarahmango1437
    @sarahmango1437 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Jhadina. I think I’m finally ready to comment. I have been watching you for several weeks now and…… I don’t know how to better say it other than You have literally saved me. You are so real to me. You ARE my angels talking directly to me!!!!! You are speaking things that I have been praying and praying to hear for the last 8 years. IT IS ALL SO FREAKISHLY ACCURATE!!!!!!!!!!!! Witnessing this magic is .. I don’t even have words I just feel like exploding. My little brother’s best friend is actually who found one of your videos and sent it to me because he said that what you were saying reminded him of me… which is mindblowing to me. I still remember that moment. Sitting on my floor and listening to you and just bawling my eyes out the entire time. I couldn’t believe it. It was the video of you saying that we are a domino effect of healing… gosh. I’ve watched every video since and even went back to the beginning and watched those and the timing of your videos with my life could not be more perfect... At the very end of August RIGHT WHEN YOU STARTED MAKING VIDEOS is when I moved all the way across the entire country to go to the Wilderness Awareness school in WA (for whoever is reading maybe you were meant to check this out) and it is all about healing ourselves, each other, the natural world, and so much more. These last few months have been just insane, an emotional rollercoaster, unbelievably uncomfortable but sooooo beautiful. I really feel like the puzzle pieces are all finally coming together.
    My big big dreams are that I want to be a wildlife conservationist. I want to save and protect the planet. I want to work with underprivileged kids and at risk teens. I want to work in the Amazon Rainforest and Africa. I want to be a teacher and a healer and travel the world and experience love like nothing before. I have so many big dreams it is terrifying to even imagine how I can do it all in just one life... and rebuild my confidence and sense of self after it having been torn to shreds my entire life. But Jhadina you are supporting me and seeing me like no one ever has before. Thank you thank you thank you thank you for being you and I thank Spirit ever single day for speaking to me and loving me through you. words cannot express how huge this is and HOW INCREDIBLE WE ALLLLL ARE like wowwwwwwww to see so many other people feeling this way TOO is unreal I am just flabbergasted. I love all of you so much and we really are all about to change the fcking world!

    • @screamingturtle1062
      @screamingturtle1062 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I feel this HEAVY! Thank you for sharing, you’re an awesome person and I wish you the best of luck on your journey ❤❤❤

  • @dalisusithole5101
    @dalisusithole5101 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +16

    I'm not a photo copy of anyone. Anyone who tries to mimic me will end up at a dead end. Not because of my doing but because of theirs. To sacrifice your divine destiny in pursuit of another's can only stagnate you and goes against the natural flow of energy in its purest form. Thank you for your Nuggets Jhadina, you have helped me navigate the toughest, yet most satisfying journey of my spiritual growth. Your work is immense and keep shining that beautiful light. Light & Love shining from Africa.

  • @EnigmaLeis
    @EnigmaLeis 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +10

    27:30 Sorry babe, you aren't alone. We got ourselves no matter what.
    Praying for you.

  • @Ria-k6y
    @Ria-k6y 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    My old soul son is an old soul Taurus and also born on 23rd! And hello? Repeating yourself is why WE LOVE YOU! This is what makes you real and why we can relate with you! I’m 57 and a Gemini and fully love that you youngsters but old souls are my people! Thank you for your authenticity! 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️

  • @Sanaa7143
    @Sanaa7143 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    I am stunned,
    To give context, I don't really get readings or tap into my energy but deeply care for experience and understanding. As a black, trans, politically radical, musician ,woman. I don't see myself represented in damn near anything.
    I have been having the feeling of sold out shows, a home, marriage and just abundant joy that I never thought possible for myself. I just went on a local radio station tonight ( and got a lil tipsy in celebration) and continually keep finding myself with more opportunities for growth in music. A dream once though futile is coming forth boldly and out of rhythm. I barely just now subscribed after seeing a few of these posts and hearing my life played to the beat of your words. I only wish to continue with humility and pride, in a balance as delicate as my own voice. Thank you deeply I pray and hope that everyone feels the joy of almost a type of traumatic redemption. I for the first time am learning to deal with happiness and comfort. I digress, I will put in the extra effort that is required for my life to continue through it's budding stage. Next year( in spite of the orange one in the office) will be revolutionary, and all I can do is hold excitement.

    • @btj7ndr33
      @btj7ndr33 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      "hearing my life played to the beat of your words"
      That was beautifully poetic!

    • @Sanaa7143
      @Sanaa7143 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @btj7ndr33 ♥️♥️♥️

  • @mosesbell2110
    @mosesbell2110 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Im a person who finds solace in solitude. But being here allows me to see the beauty in all. This channel is a beautiful safe place.

  • @herjourney862
    @herjourney862 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +22

    You are literally my ray of sunshine 🥺♥️

  • @adrenalsupport637
    @adrenalsupport637 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +33

    bruuh melancholy has been my state of being FOR SO LONG, it's crazy you bring it up. Also pensive, brooding, balanced out by these energetic joyful states. a crazy DICHOTOMY :)

    • @iiislandbreeze
      @iiislandbreeze 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Dichotomy is one of my favorite words & observations 😊

    • @paulmccartneyadorrer
      @paulmccartneyadorrer 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Haha, I’m remembering now how melancholy was one of my first big words and how ironic it was that I was sooooo happy and elated when I discovered it!! 😂🫶🥳 It really does all come full circle 💫

    • @jadziamerriberri
      @jadziamerriberri 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      It's all about contrast, eh. I used so be a goth kid haha, I dedicated my life to "pensive and brooding" for a decade. 😂

  • @Earthangelscollective
    @Earthangelscollective 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +15

    The amount of times I nod my head, say wow, in your videos is crazy haha. Your speaking soooo much truth. I hope when you speak so beautifully about how far we have come that you really listen to yourself too Jhadina and that you also recongbize and see yourself in the growth you are talking about and the beauty you see in us, I hope you see it in yourself too. This video specifically is so powerful. I don’t ever comment more then once on a video but something about this one is special. The way you talked about emotions and the discovery we have been having about the whole human experience and cracking the code. 💡 you got it. ❤

  • @JesusRamos-yw6bj
    @JesusRamos-yw6bj 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You're blessing, everybody and you're blessing yourself. Everybody loves the way you're giving it out. You're a blessing you are.
    You have it all together, trust in God.

  • @Suite99
    @Suite99 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Let me just say I don’t ever recall you saying the same thing over n over. If you have, know that everyone word and sentence you say hits different every-time I hear it. Your energy is the sweetest and is everything. I’m so glad you’re here and for me. As my energy is for you whenever you want to tap into it. It’s the Christ conscious.

  • @GODDESSoftheUniverse12
    @GODDESSoftheUniverse12 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +33

    When you see the day of your birthday it is the universe reminding you to celebrate everyday like it is your birthday!!🎉😁🦄

    • @iiislandbreeze
      @iiislandbreeze 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Luv that ⁸

    • @paulmccartneyadorrer
      @paulmccartneyadorrer 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Awe! ❤🎉🥳

    • @theegoddessaffect
      @theegoddessaffect 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      I love this bc I've been seeing 96 every where.. even my bank card number has my birthday as the security code. I always say celebrate life every day

  • @bluewotherspoon7445
    @bluewotherspoon7445 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +15

    You are amazing. I have been struggling to find who I am but it seems that I naturally am myself. You have really helped me with my mental health as well. I’m only 17 but I feel like I am here just to heal the collective. I am realizing that I can turn what I touch into gold. I’m now able to heal others from a genuine standpoint.

    • @misia6670
      @misia6670 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      babe im 17 too!! i guess theres more of us out there!! keep shining your light is bright!! love you!

  • @Yoohmei
    @Yoohmei 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    It is an honor to be in this collective. You are such a wonderful and beautiful soul and I’m very grateful to have you here helping us all heal!

  • @jj8234-g9m
    @jj8234-g9m 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you for very resonating words. Keep being yourself and don’t stress about how you should present yourself. When everything is not perfect people can relate and feel something real. All good and blessings to you beautiful being. Towards brighter days, always.

  • @Hailey-e7i3p
    @Hailey-e7i3p 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you for your messages. I’ve been so lost for so long. My entire family has been lieing to me…and I don’t know why. But when I listen to your messages it feels like you know me and your positivity and perspective have really helped me in a very dark time. I’m so grateful for that and you! Sorry if that sounds weird or crazy since we don’t even know each other but please keep it up! Your messages are helping so many people when they really need it!

  • @wranglermon
    @wranglermon 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +18

    We’re healing each other ❤🎉

    • @chimom5635
      @chimom5635 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Amen to that💕

    • @KeepOnKeepnOn
      @KeepOnKeepnOn 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Amen to that! We is right now! Lol

  • @Thorn99855
    @Thorn99855 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    You are not alone. It's good to be here with you.

  • @LighthouseCharlie
    @LighthouseCharlie 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +26

    19:27 as someone who prides himself on his verbal lexicon, I appreciate your multi-syllabic video today lol you’re intuitively using every word correctly before you look it up too

  • @Imjusticebro
    @Imjusticebro 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    24:00 You’re the reason why I ever even looked in my Personal year number, for 2025 I got the number 4 which is about building a foundation for the blessings and lifestyle that is come through. I was so disappointed at this message I was TIRED of hearing the word building and just wanted it to finally be built. With that, this message has reinforced my efforts and helped me acknowledge WHY I am doing it and that something is in motion. Building a foundation isn’t just another big “WAIT” plastered onto my blessings, it’s a sign of hope and arrival. I am so excited for what’s to come and this is big confirmation of my personal year number. Thank you for your videos! 🙏🏽

  • @ibbybobbyy
    @ibbybobbyy 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    thank you for this, i love you beautiful. i’m excited for what’s to come for all of us !!

  • @carsenvetter8861
    @carsenvetter8861 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    Found this video within an hour of posting. It’s absolutely insane how many confirmations i get throughout each of your videos. “Embodying” was in fact the perfect word. Ive been struggling with taking action on the mindsets ive been creating the past 3 months (another confirmation) and ive really felt a shift recently. This video was exactly the reminder i needed. Thank you for all that you do for us, we are so proud to be apart of this community with you❤️

  • @Pamela-co7cu
    @Pamela-co7cu 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    I’m really glad you’ve endured all the battles that you’ve fought, because your presence is truly a gift. 🎁 virtual hug 🤗 29:07

  • @CharlieBlaize1
    @CharlieBlaize1 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    Thank you for your service! The world needs you more than you probably even know! You hold up mirrors to light-workers whose spirits are often a little dimmed. Including my own at times. I love how you look up words too - made me giggle cos I’m always doing that too 😂… Thank you for the smiles you create and the warmth that you generate!!! Life if brighter thanks to people like yourself!! I’m so glad your channel randomly popped up on my screen. Divine order! 🙌

  • @violetlovessky
    @violetlovessky 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I literally choked up when you mentioned inner child. I felt as if I got to meet the infancy age of myself doing this inner work and that I decided to nurture her and take care of her whole heartedly. Thank you for such a beautiful message🫶🏽❤️ I love you so much!!!

  • @jimeesueboltz3307
    @jimeesueboltz3307 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The genuine love, kindness, and light you bring forth are INCREDIBLE and feel like a warm hug with each and EVERY message. This is not the first go 'round we've shared, Little Sister! THANK YOU for simply, beautifully being YOU and pouring out your gentle kindness every time. Today is my 46th birthday, I'm doing chemo for Stage IV metastatic neuroendocrine cancer, and in the process of moving...you have NO idea how much I needed your messages to keep me going forward. Your messages "randomly" started playing about a week ago, so I'm so GRATEFUL the Universe brought you to me. Thank you for sharing your soul...welcome to this wonderful soul tribe!!!❤

  • @adderallmannequin
    @adderallmannequin 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +66

    WAKE UP EVERYONE. MOTHER HAS POSTED AGAIN ❤️

    • @giynxxentt.5626
      @giynxxentt.5626 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Lmaooooo MOTHERRR I LIKE THAT❤❤😂😂😂😂😂😂❤

    • @McGeeJ
      @McGeeJ 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Naw, I'm old, lol. She's my wise Sissy

    • @Jewelmind
      @Jewelmind 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      😮

    • @JoePickalo-o5u
      @JoePickalo-o5u 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      She’s a pimp

  • @k-sunflower6033
    @k-sunflower6033 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    Cleaning my room while I have this message playing in the background. Normally I’d be blasting my music bc it brings me peace, but your messages have been so good for the soul lol, I’d rather listen to you J!❤️😌

    • @paulmccartneyadorrer
      @paulmccartneyadorrer 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Ugh! I love cleaning and listening to Jhadina ❤ Which is why I love the long videos 🙌

  • @LisaAanestad
    @LisaAanestad 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    I feel like I've known you my whole life. You are so special. You are healing and helping me. Thank you sweet friend. ❤❤❤❤

  • @edendoodle1267
    @edendoodle1267 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    it's really nice to be here and you always come at the nick of time. i was just crying from being homeless for the holidays and not being able to stand it. i don't know how I'll keep going, but I do know that I can.

  • @pazluv
    @pazluv 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    These videos have helped me realize how I need to move forward. This is such a beautiful community, I feel like it's a family. We all have our stuff but the care for other humans is present. We're humans supporting humans and I love it!!

  • @DattBabyMela
    @DattBabyMela 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    This whole video was for me.. even about the not wanting to be here for a moment 😅 I made it through and stilllll thriving daily. Idk I went back and stole my power back lol just accepting things for what they are. Loving me enough to allow myself space to genuinely feel every emotion has given me peace ☮️ and clarity. Now I’m in my BOSS “B🦄” CONFIDENT ENERGY! I’ve been good to all so it’s my turn to harvest from those seeds sewn. ☺️💅🏽🥰

    • @anslynryan9506
      @anslynryan9506 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I feel the same! It's such a gift to know we are not alone in how we feel and what we are experiencing, for me anyway. ❤

  • @DeMiaElizabeth-v8k
    @DeMiaElizabeth-v8k 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +15

    Speak Health and wellness over your body. Every cell in my body is healthy is an easy way. Intend and Believe! Your body is always listening Love! Thank you for all you do!

  • @MichelleTweed
    @MichelleTweed 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    You sang to my soul today. I totally 💯 resonate with this. God bless everyone!!

  • @stevenjones2286
    @stevenjones2286 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Every video has been pouring out so much spiritual guidance and motivational perspective. We all have felt like burdens. The qissome that you have given me alone has been spot on. You've been keeping it 100, and I love it. Keep being the blessing you are ok. Thank you for your service. Bless you. Thanks again. Just keep sowing...

  • @ejschatroom7674
    @ejschatroom7674 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I’m grateful for you as well ♾️

  • @cmarie222
    @cmarie222 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    4:12 we love you J

  • @anotherdayinthislife
    @anotherdayinthislife 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +12

    11:11 eight years I spent in the Army and that’s when my awakening really started to unfold-spot on, love ✨🤩✨

    • @anslynryan9506
      @anslynryan9506 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Oh yes I forgot the, 8 years, infinity which is my name of my soul. Also a 8 year journey of recovery! 🎉

    • @anslynryan9506
      @anslynryan9506 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      11 on the thumbs up right now, 1111

  • @emperaepheru
    @emperaepheru 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Everything you said on this video resonated from the moment you said “you are not stuck” 🙏🏾
    Sending you love & light to you and your journey 💜💫

  • @MattieMacaya
    @MattieMacaya 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Yes pensive sadness- you are using it right.
    It’s so deep I feel like a lot of don’t even let ourselves feel joy fully because we get so wigging that it’s going to get taken away, or that because others suffer that we should be helping them or even feeling guilty for doing well whilst others suffer.
    Girl this pattern is releasing and your videos have been godsend and I’ve been in deeper prayer and meditation and it’s all feeling birds of a feather.
    That being said I just want cocoa and comfort this season- like these old triggers need to not.

  • @kerri9004
    @kerri9004 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    Everything about her is always a vibe... even this cup

  • @ragingstream144
    @ragingstream144 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    I need you to know how beautiful you are inside and out. Tou are not a burden you are a blessing with a heart as big as texas so hugs love you back.

  • @KaiLerahMonStar
    @KaiLerahMonStar 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    You pour into us every time you post a link. 2/23 in this mug. You're a 5 like me and we are strong. Keep that sky high vibration we love it and we love you. Keep yo head up. In my 2Pac voice

  • @TransformFromWithin
    @TransformFromWithin 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Your readings are better than doing affirmations !! The beauty is that each and everyone has a beautiful gift and is special in their own way. Your readings allow people to see them selves and begin to love themselves again ❤… thank you Jhadina 💕🔥🌈

  • @infiniteimanii
    @infiniteimanii 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    just hearing you read the comments, made me cry for you! you deserve to feel unlimited amount of love and we support your growth and wisdom in whatever shape or form it comes in! We see you and we love you! Keep shining Jay ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

  • @ananyawalunjkar
    @ananyawalunjkar 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    Honestly l can't wait to see what all the people watching these videos grow up to become
    To whoever is reading this u got this just keep pushing through
    One day the world will know your name❤

  • @kiarachan6118
    @kiarachan6118 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    I love being personally called out in your videos. I didn't realized I had been dimming my light for others.
    Thank you for these. You've inspired me to the point of living my dreams. I'm relaunching my business, pursing the careers I want to. I refuse to hold back ever again 🤗✨️

  • @Seancorrigan444
    @Seancorrigan444 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +49

    The shift has happened ❤ the new world happens after the new year. Get ready for the golden age. Get right with Jesus if you want to ascend. God bless. Sean 🎉❤

    • @anotherdayinthislife
      @anotherdayinthislife 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      I love your username 😂

    • @avoiceinthedarklorielliot2986
      @avoiceinthedarklorielliot2986 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      Become Jesus become Christ consciousness

    • @indigomoon9
      @indigomoon9 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      how do i get in tune with the shift

    • @richardcardinale7152
      @richardcardinale7152 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      @indigomoon9 by getting in Tune With yourSELF ❤

    • @janaetylercreates
      @janaetylercreates 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Get right with the Jesus in you* they mean

  • @cutiebrataz
    @cutiebrataz 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I finally came to the realization that if it wasn’t for the sad times I’d never know the good times. To take the lessons as they come and appreciate everything. Good and sad. Don’t like using bad to explain this. I have been feeling for a few months things are changing and not sure what but this is helping me realize a few things. If Spirit says to say it you say it beautiful. Never know when a new person joins us or we need to hear it again. You are not alone when it comes to feeling “lost” as I like to call it. I love the fact you look up the words because you are teaching us as well! Thank you beautiful soul. For the message. Really needed it today. Much love. ❤

  • @tauttwins7548
    @tauttwins7548 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’m actually in tears bawling every single thing resonates so deeply and I’ve never felt so validated. I used to not believe in any sort of higher power, I felt like I did always know it was there, but because of that pensive feeling your explaining I almost resented them because I felt they weren’t supporting me, but within this last year I had some sort of awakening and I started realizing how much they truly have protected me my whole life and I do see like in a whole different perspective now!! Your channel popped up on my recommended a couple of days ago; extremely surprising as these kinds of videos NEVER and I mean never are in my recommended. I have been asking my guides to communicate with me more in anyway they can and I felt like it truly was a sign from them and your channel found me at the perfect time. The last couple videos they recommended to me resonate so deeply that I have cried and constantly getting chills and also that throat pain you experience. Thank you so much and keep repeating yourself as many times as it needs to be heard. I love you girl and I dont even know you!!

  • @rachelitsupanditsstuck
    @rachelitsupanditsstuck 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    IM NOT A CHOSEN ONE BUT I NEED YOU AND YOUR VIDEOS BECAUSE YOU HELP ME GO A LIL FURTHER ❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @zitlali777
      @zitlali777 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

      We are all chosen to be on this Earth for a reason just by virtue of existing you are chosen and needed 🫶🌟

    • @StickUpTop
      @StickUpTop 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I once had the feeling of being one of the chosen ones 😔 it had felt so good but now I feel like I’m losing it but it’s ok, I’m still following along and believe, that’s all you can do is believe 🙏🏿💜

    • @bluegrasspicker1204
      @bluegrasspicker1204 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      We are all the Chosen Ones friend 🧡

    • @vampyress77769
      @vampyress77769 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      ​@@StickUpTopyou are here because God and Mother Earth put you here now you are divine you are here to shine and raise the vibration and consciousness of others. Do not sell yourself short sister we need your light. Shine On You Beautiful diamond shine on

  • @Surakranms
    @Surakranms 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    I was homeless, did drugs, went into prison, where I got to know God. He changed my life. Now I have a home, a Husband and a lovely daughter (Jessica), and a stream of income that gets me $44,000 Every month. Plus a new identity - a child of God. Hallelujah!!!

    • @lkesnw4573
      @lkesnw4573 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      amazing story mh

    • @freespirit81
      @freespirit81 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      God bless! ❤
      I’d love to work from home for myself and for the people!❤ This is my new goal❤

  • @NirajanRokaya-m
    @NirajanRokaya-m 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +70

    society would change overnight if more people read the book Magnetic Aura by Takeshi Mizuki

  • @witchlinglou
    @witchlinglou 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    literally brought me to tears when you said "you had to lose yourself in order to find yourself"

  • @ShirleyRodall-p2h
    @ShirleyRodall-p2h 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Young lady I am absolutely elated and proud of you , I am the 'Smarty pants' or at least one of them. I turn on my TV and there you are out of no where and I'm saying how did you get here I resonate and feel your energy as though you ate with me. That gift in you inspires it is awesome and beautiful🎉

  • @dtl974
    @dtl974 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I spent my childhood taking care of myself, forced into early maturity as both my biological parents were absent physically and emotionally until I was adopted. I resonate with this a lot. I hide my sadness well, but internally, in most moments, I sit in a state of melancholy. Even being on this healing journey and path for the last 7 years, I am still learning, growing, and healing in phases and stages. I also channel those high vocabulary words in a moment and it fits and then I also have to look it up lol.

  • @reudter2000
    @reudter2000 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I genuinely feel you have been speaking to me with every video. you have explained things about my life I have not seen myself.
    You are such a beautiful soul, and your words have moved me, as well as resonated within me an almost concerning amount. To the point that this video was uploaded AS I thos thing was happening. I appreciate your video as a individual. I can't wait to see the future unwind

  • @shaelynmickleborough6276
    @shaelynmickleborough6276 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Wow, the last half of this message felt SO incredibly direct and personal. I cant tell you how much I appreciate everything you said. Thank you so much, I love you and am always thankful for your wisdom!

  • @Iamtamievans
    @Iamtamievans 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    EVERY SINGLE WORD ......Resonated.
    Profound. PROFOUNDDDD
    Especially that part about 8 years.
    We love tou Jhadina.
    Lol I love how REAL you are! We love you 🦋🦋🦋🦋💜❤️✨️

  • @Debawcherryinc
    @Debawcherryinc 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Every time you speak I feel spoken to and reading the comments gives me chills. The message was so clearly on point. I’ve felts so alone while building myself up, but seeing you all here gives me hope!

  • @JeniAdams-r1l
    @JeniAdams-r1l 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I LOVE THAT YOU SAID THAT!!! I just read last week that I have come to the point in my life to where I am not afraid of lightness or darkness. I can confront either with confidence!!