Kevin's meth story

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  • Recovering meth addict Kevin tells his story of drug abuse.
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  • @nybrite46
    @nybrite46 12 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I have a lot of respect for this guy after listening to him. I hope he stayed clean.

    • @stevescontriano860
      @stevescontriano860 ปีที่แล้ว

      He’s not unique. Have you ever been to a AA meeting brother ?

    • @BushyHairedStranger
      @BushyHairedStranger ปีที่แล้ว

      @@stevescontriano860this kid robotically parrots lines out of the “big book” He’s really working “his” program,…tragic sad.
      AA & NA are thought wash systems,.. or belief shift substitutes, the dead man’s new addiction. New Aeon replacement system thats as destructive as any other enslaving system…. All brainwashing systems have agendas. AA & NA are control systems designed to corrupt free thinking & free association creation, their ideal is to switch off creativity through a new substance free dependence framework.
      12 steps ideology falsely “dismantles” the individuals “addictions” by repetitive tag line parroting and fear based group hierarchy. AA becomes the programed slave to 12cSteps or in AA-NA the “group think” a new dependency. We called them “big book Nazi’s” as they we elitist, rigid stereotyping half wits with extremely stereotypical theology dipped in white supremacism. To ensure that those free thinkers, the creative types, those who ride the lightning of life are controlled, enslaved to a control system. AA is steeped in hypocrisy-‘lets talk shit about the girl on methadone while we go smoke cigarettes, drink coffee & pump sugar into our toothless mouths! Then have incestuous sex with one another as anonymous AA-NA 12 Steppers film the sex in the back room.
      AA, NA & 12 steps are simpleton brain washing systems.

  • @jrokkaaa253
    @jrokkaaa253 14 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    i wouldnt say you're addicted right away..i smoked meth and snorted meth a good number of times, at first i was chasin a weed high, didnt really like the feeling of being mellow and wired but gradually it became a better feeling..once u smoke it its a feeling i cant explain, its just UGHHH! my hands feel so..my heart, my chest..my body..WOW! but ive been off meth for 2 yrs exact.

    • @robertafierro5592
      @robertafierro5592 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Best of luck!

    • @yardsalesavage9032
      @yardsalesavage9032 ปีที่แล้ว

      You can't get addicted to meth. There are no physical withdrawal symptoms. The fictional term they have coined to give people an excuse is "mental addiction" let me translate that into honest commen sense Language. YOUR ON DRUGS AND YOU KNOW YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT WHOS A BURDEN ON EVERYONE WHO LOVES YOU. BUT YOU DONT WANNA STOP.

  • @frogmorten
    @frogmorten 17 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Glad you got off. It's tough crap to kick. Not everyone makes it. Thanks for sharing. You remind me of my younger brother. He was on meth for two years (every day). He got off, but it was a struggle. Keep sharing it helps us all.

  • @MaCe313
    @MaCe313 12 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Im so lucky i still live with my parents. They are so patient with me even though i fight with them like a lunatic. I feel so ashamed and i have crpling anxiety but i still go to college and trying to get my life back. Its an uphill battle but the only other way is down.

  • @alamea702
    @alamea702 13 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    What a person to look up to and such great advice on how to change your life. You are who you hang with!!

  • @darrenheffner4329
    @darrenheffner4329 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I bet you have Kevin hasn't given up math now he's in the f****** graveyard

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 ปีที่แล้ว

      That sort of thinking is going to make your own life sh*t pal

    • @samuraininjarockstar9355
      @samuraininjarockstar9355 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why was he struggling with Mathematics?

  • @mattdavidson87
    @mattdavidson87 14 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    he sounds like he would be a good singer.

  • @momentumliberty514
    @momentumliberty514 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am 25 y old myself comming of meth, thank you for this inspirationa heautiful video❤😊

  • @jc2delaga
    @jc2delaga 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you. Very straight to the point!

  • @biglatt
    @biglatt 17 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    thank you for sharing...your experience will help other...you are a winning human

  • @sipeirson
    @sipeirson 11 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    such a nice dude ... good luck brother

  • @VictorRoseOriginals
    @VictorRoseOriginals 17 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you know people - there are people out there who just don't enjoy weed. I never liked it - I never liked hydro or humboldt varieties. My body just didn't appreciate it.

  • @momentumliberty514
    @momentumliberty514 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well spoken young man

  • @Monstereo67
    @Monstereo67 13 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please do not relapse. Hope you have a succesful recover.

  • @tariqulmajumder9145
    @tariqulmajumder9145 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    If Drug equals $hit then the urge to take it and the pleasure after taking drugs has to be same as holding our $hit and afterwards.

  • @claireistotle
    @claireistotle ปีที่แล้ว +1

    G Eazy is goin off 😂😂

  • @socaljules1
    @socaljules1 11 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This guys got more than most going for him...he's very handsome, speaks well and is street smart...if he stays on the path he's on, he will go far. The trouble with street smart people is they're cocky, a bit TOO smart, and they think they know best. He has to keep grounded...not let his brain tell him he's able to handle the occasional high....

    • @Stanley.1977
      @Stanley.1977 ปีที่แล้ว

      "Street smart" is NOT a synonym of "cocky". Where I grew up, the majority of people are geneeally plenty street smart, but most are humble. Some act cocky, but this is true amongst people from all walks of life. Sometimes the nicest, most humble person can handle what they need to handle, when necessary, yet few will ever see that side. Basically, it would be just as inaccurate if I were to say "Book-smart"/college-educated people are usually "XYZ." It would be a preconceived notion, likely based on my own biases.
      I hope that makes sense.
      Kind regards.

  • @littletugartbug
    @littletugartbug 15 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    If you don't have empathy for any one person don't expect anyone to give a damn about you in your worst of times.

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don’t mess up quit making excuses and pointing the finger and you won’t need empathy and you also won’t be narcissistic like you currently are

  • @Tcamp95818
    @Tcamp95818 17 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Ho looks old for his age he is early 30s late 20s. And he looks early 40s it does hurt you.

  • @That1Chick
    @That1Chick 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Kevin you are cute... Good for you... You have a good head on your shoulders, stay positive & strong sweetheart

  • @cassandramiller9170
    @cassandramiller9170 ปีที่แล้ว

    Kevin is a handsome man. I hope he has stayed sober.

  • @Monstereo67
    @Monstereo67 13 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have never seen or saw people use the drug crystal meth. I just know i have done marijuana before and that is very addictive to me. So i Couldn't even think how adictive crstal meth is. Congratulations to Kevin, you have done what most people could never do and that includes me.

  • @bobjary9382
    @bobjary9382 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have been doing drugs for nearly 50 yrs and im not addicted.
    Im not saying I had a perfect upbringing or a trauma free life but im sure there are a lot of folk that have a shitty time and no appropriate help so when they do drugs that feels like the best they have ever been.
    That muat be hard to ignore

  • @moseseba2117
    @moseseba2117 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Guys this man is kinda fine

  • @somethingpretty24
    @somethingpretty24 17 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Dude looks like Edward Norton

  • @wannaknowit291
    @wannaknowit291 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    @alphafirstoneyou
    One of the best series ever....the good thing in it is that there are countless humerous numbers in it...one of the funniest was when the bald copper crawled up on the trailor's top looking for Jesse,but only an old couple were playing cards and the woman started shouting "is he some kind of perverted scumbag" or so...I had a fit of laughter.....almost fell out of the sofa:))

  • @brea87
    @brea87 15 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow...not very sympathetic to others are we?

    • @daniellakarenina8634
      @daniellakarenina8634 ปีที่แล้ว

      He is an azzh00le
      Keeps on saying OTHER PEOPLE are WORSE than he is
      I am sure he relapsed

  • @LcoolJfiveoh
    @LcoolJfiveoh 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    whats your story?

  • @911SGY
    @911SGY 17 ปีที่แล้ว

    Who said I was a man. What is your evidence that I am sad? And exactly what do I need help for? Telling the truth about cults?

    • @catherinewylie6959
      @catherinewylie6959 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Some person's "cult" is another person's life line. I applaud anyone for getting sober anyway they can and that works for them...I used to be annoying like that too...

  • @Sncedayone
    @Sncedayone ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Jesus is king

  • @weirdowaldo
    @weirdowaldo 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    What is KJ?

  • @sshenanigans95
    @sshenanigans95 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    i would not want to live like that: having to fight yourself every day. i know its his fault and he made a lot of mistakes, but this guy doe not deserve what he has had to deal with.

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 ปีที่แล้ว

      He doesn’t deserve it? He chose to do it.

  • @mackawack12346
    @mackawack12346 12 ปีที่แล้ว

    I know the most important part. It's great!

  • @Docthal010
    @Docthal010 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    better call Saul

  • @gondwana17
    @gondwana17 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    just for today

  • @LeahsLover
    @LeahsLover 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    So when does weed get legalized?

    • @Sireal_beats
      @Sireal_beats ปีที่แล้ว +1

      10 years later, you Can go to the store to buy your weed 👍✌🏻

  • @SmokeWeedEveryDay629
    @SmokeWeedEveryDay629 12 ปีที่แล้ว

    Have a good life

  • @aaronamccoy
    @aaronamccoy 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    meth almost killed me..

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ya fat people are at more risk of a heart attack. Stick to weed Doritos and Diet Coke

    • @chrishendricks4613
      @chrishendricks4613 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too!

  • @wiper3704
    @wiper3704 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m gonna grow marijuana and smoke it so I don’t have to buy

  • @qbulb
    @qbulb 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    You may be recovering but you are no longer a drug addict. You are a child of God who once was a drug addict. It is dangerous to call yourself an addict albeit a recovering addict. What does an addict do? An addict uses. When you call yourself an addict or an alcholic that becomes your identity and you may be setting yourself up for failure. A child of God is a better identity. I hope it is your identity. God bless you and your family.

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 ปีที่แล้ว

      The reason they use it in the present tense is so they don’t forget. Fkn dummy. How many years sober do you have?

  • @RickJamesNoGames
    @RickJamesNoGames 15 ปีที่แล้ว

    a⋅the⋅ism
    1. the doctrine or belief that there is no God.
    2. disbelief in the existence of a supreme being or beings.

  • @Jtwpayne
    @Jtwpayne 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i have yet to see anyone crave or say they need weed, it can be a habbit n then to some people that would make them ''seem'' addicted but its not somthing that u can develop a need for, even overtime but i do agree with u on anything can be addictive such as the things u mentioned but things like meth, once u do it once or however u would do it u are addicted right away and it creates such a sensation that u want more and more all the time. but after awhile it gets dull, u wanna stop but u cant.

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 ปีที่แล้ว

      That’s why we have prisons

    • @bobjary9382
      @bobjary9382 ปีที่แล้ว

      I have mates ,two who are really chronically addicted that will move heaven and earth to get weed.
      I think there is a physical thing you suffer but even id their wasnt there are many addictions that ruin lives and those around them that have no psychoactive component.
      If there are gambling addicts shopping addicts and folks who cant stop stealing
      ..then why not weed

  • @killthefakes666
    @killthefakes666 16 ปีที่แล้ว

    wtf he replaced meth with weed? i think his brother would've noticed

  • @Valness11
    @Valness11 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i understand the brainfarts completely :)

  • @JumpStop1
    @JumpStop1 15 ปีที่แล้ว

    but isn't crank amphetamine, or a potent form of amphetamines

    • @ferguson8143
      @ferguson8143 ปีที่แล้ว

      No crank is slang for meth

  • @OwningOwninqTwins
    @OwningOwninqTwins 15 ปีที่แล้ว

    yeah definitely, fuck doing hard drugs, I've been there and i am definitely never going back

  • @KilonBerlin
    @KilonBerlin 13 ปีที่แล้ว

    respect stay clean! I don't understand why in Europe (and other areas) speed is normal amphetamin, and in the USA there is no normal amphetamin, speed = crystal, here crystal is not very common, except east europe and small part of east germany. The Nazis used Pervitin a lot in WW2, but since than... however because many meth in the US is made in amateur kitchens, this is a big problem since the majority of these people are no chemists, in Czech/Poland at least "experts" produce it high-quality.

  • @rsroor
    @rsroor 11 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    kj is pcp

  • @ands0areyou
    @ands0areyou 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    basically-guy

  • @creamydistortion
    @creamydistortion 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It was the cool thing to do? I did it cause it got me high... It was really uncool, but smoking weed is good!

  • @wannaknowit291
    @wannaknowit291 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    @alphafirstoneyou
    or the other very funny moment is when Walter is obsessively chasing flies in the new meth lab and Jesse thinks Walter is completely nuts...there are so many funny moments in this series..I love it! It makes me want to NOT try meth or anything else....it only makes me laugh a lot:-)))

  • @MXNecessities
    @MXNecessities 12 ปีที่แล้ว

    shit, my names kevin

  • @jrokkaaa253
    @jrokkaaa253 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was never a "tweaker" just around here, its very social, common around southern california. Im from cali..we have weed clinics in LA on some of the sweetest shit I ever smoked. I've smoked BC bud from Canada when i use to live in WA! Hahaha..stay smoking man, I got a 211 beer and a sack of good bud right now too! :D..

  • @SmokeWeedEveryDay629
    @SmokeWeedEveryDay629 12 ปีที่แล้ว

    You watch Breaking Bad? You must know everything about meth

  • @Jtwpayne
    @Jtwpayne 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    congrats on bein clean for 2 yrs :D, i dont think id ever do it, my family is a strictly alcohol,t.h.c related :P/ but on the other hand n kinda off topic i use weed for fun,but to also help with my asthma but i dont get it from the goverment legaly even though i could but in canada goverment weed is crap lol but iv started smoking it everyday for about 2-3 weeks an jus for sleep mostly n it is habbit forming but i dont like need to use it but i do see wat u mean by anythin can be addictive

  • @pisces29
    @pisces29 15 ปีที่แล้ว

    trying to rip off chris rock much?

  • @OwningOwninqTwins
    @OwningOwninqTwins 15 ปีที่แล้ว

    just stick to weed.

  • @LcoolJfiveoh
    @LcoolJfiveoh 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    crack and special K (cat tranquilizer)

  • @wildestcowboy2668
    @wildestcowboy2668 ปีที่แล้ว

    U ain't automatically addicted, I snorted on and off for years! Mainly to loose weight, apparently smoking is different.

    • @bobjary9382
      @bobjary9382 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah. It fucks your lungs up

  • @Bioxv1rus
    @Bioxv1rus 17 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ketamine

  • @jrokkaaa253
    @jrokkaaa253 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    anything can be addictive, hard work, fast foods..exercise, sex..too much of anything, can be harmful, thats to you too weed head! :D..stay up mang..:D

  • @Jtwpayne
    @Jtwpayne 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    lol nice n ya i know bout the despencerys there sick but we got some daaank ass bud thats never left canada n wont go to the cup, high times had it in 1 of there issues is sick, i plan on goin to cali when i older to get my card, :P, try some blue berry, n white rhino :D yums :D an if u can get it, get blue dragon :D:D