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[Verse 1] Go ahead and call me a coward Say that I'm not strong because I'm not like you Go ahead and call me crazy 'Cause I live in a maze, tell me how about you? I think I live in my head Sometimes I think that I'm dead, I hide behind my youth Know I been losing my mind And I'm a little behind, step inside my shoes 'Cause I've never been happy with myself And I don't need no one feeling bad for me Tryna to offer me pity and throw jabs at me Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me Behind closed doors, just close the door Let me be by myself-just me and myself I'm tired of living, I cry I hear it's easy to die, I wanna see for myself And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else But I'm depressed as fuck, stressed as fuck Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs I mean, I need extra love And that ain't even enough, said that ain't even enough And where the fuck is God? (God, God) Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough But today, we gonna see if he's real And if He is, then I guess I'm prolly going to hell Look, I ain't wanna die like this I ain't picture my life like this They don't know what it's like like this Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this, and laugh like you Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like, "Woo!" Or would you feel lost without me? 'Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish Truth is I don't care how they feel about my feelings I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit Okay, the day I was nine I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time And dammit, look at me now, fuck Fuck, pen runnin' out, shit, fu-, ugh Look, just know it's a new day But if you reading this, then it's prolly too late, blaow! 1.5M864 Rich Brian & Warren Hue “Getcho Mans' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified NOW PLAYINGRich Brian & Warren Hue “Getcho Mans' Official Lyrics & Meaning | VerifiedMike Dimes 'Home' (Live Performance) | Open MicBenny the Butcher “Johnny P’s Caddy' Official Lyrics & Meaning | VerifiedDreya Mac & FelixThe1st “Own Brand Freestyle' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified [Chorus] Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me [Verse 2] I hope you got what you wanted I hope you finally happy, it's too late for you Been going out of my mind You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you I hope you hear me, goddammit 'Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart But goddammit, look at you now, it's all of your fault How could you? Maybe it's my fault I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doin' Maybe I should have been more of an influence I can't believe that you're dead, I fu- I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it But I'll forever be attached to you (Damn) Part of me feels bad for you A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you And I don't mean to be insensitive But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit You took the easy way out, goddammit, you did I mean, look what you did, I'm so fucking upset How could you be so selfish? Nigga, how could you be so selfish? Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless I wonder what God thinks, I hope you in God's place behaving yourself Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (Say for yourself) Look, I really feel lost without you I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish Truth is: I don't care how you feel about my feelings And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out I'm sorry this is something that we both couldn't figure out I wish I could hear you now, is your soul missing? I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different? Tell me what death is like Was it meant for you, brodie? Did the heaven support it? Are you fucking happy now? Did you get what you wanted? Isn't this what you wanted? I feel the temperature falling And you've been suicidal back then you were nine? Yeah, even back then, you was nine We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time And damn it, look at you now, shit But it's a new day And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late, fuck! [Chorus] Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
When I read comments I feel the need to encourage people that are hurt and broken with the falling strength that is in me maybe I'm really trying to encourage myself to keep living 😔
You can call me weak That’ I close my eyes and she’s all I see You can call me weak That I got feelings for someone who ain’t got em for me Go and call me weak That my heart still weak that my hearts still weak for someone that would cheat For someone that would leave And I’m not complete Walk the streets without the other half of me Sorry that my confidence derived off someone who can smile while they break all of my pride Lift me up the skies then look in my eyes as I cry and I’m still clinging onto what they decide Who the hell am I A guy who’s always mad at himself Laugh at himself Feels bad for himself Never established himself Then you grabbed him and helped Then crushed him to pieces Knowing that’s bad for health Now he’s askin himself Who belongs with me what is wrong with me Why am I like this Who would like this
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I’m not strong like you. Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a daze. Yeah, tell me how about you ? Sometimes I think I’m dead, I think I live in my head, hiding behind my youth. I’m losing my mind, I’m a little behind, go ahead and step inside my suits. I’m sad, ain’t nobody got a clue. Seem like yesterday brodie died, I heard it on the news. I know, I’m talking, and it’s not really getting through. Smoking the chronic til my lungs turn blue. Yet, I’m doing all this crap God cuz I don’t know how to turn to you. Sorry, if I put all the blame on you. I bet you hate me God, I do too.
[Verse 1] Go ahead and call me a coward Say that I'm not strong because I'm not like you Go ahead and call me crazy 'Cause I live in a maze, tell me how about you? I think I live in my head Sometimes I think that I'm dead, I hide behind my youth Know I been losing my mind And I'm a little behind, step inside my shoes 'Cause I've never been happy with myself And I don't need no one feeling bad for me Tryna to offer me pity and throw jabs at me Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me Behind closed doors, just close the door Let me be by myself-just me and myself I'm tired of living, I cry I hear it's easy to die, I wanna see for myself And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else But I'm depressed as fuck, stressed as fuck Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs I mean, I need extra love And that ain't even enough, said that ain't even enough And where the fuck is God? (God, God) Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough But today, we gonna see if he's real And if He is, then I guess I'm prolly going to hell Look, I ain't wanna die like this I ain't picture my life like this They don't know what it's like like this Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this, and laugh like you Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like, "Woo!" Or would you feel lost without me? 'Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish Truth is I don't care how they feel about my feelings I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit Okay, the day I was nine I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time And dammit, look at me now, fuck Fuck, pen runnin' out, shit, fu-, ugh Look, just know it's a new day But if you reading this, then it's prolly too late, blaow! Chorus] Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me [Verse 2] I hope you got what you wanted I hope you finally happy, it's too late for you Been going out of my mind You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you I hope you hear me, goddammit 'Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart But goddammit, look at you now, it's all of your fault How could you? Maybe it's my fault I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doin' Maybe I should have been more of an influence I can't believe that you're dead, I fu- I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it But I'll forever be attached to you (Damn) Part of me feels bad for you A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you And I don't mean to be insensitive But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit You took the easy way out, goddammit, you did I mean, look what you did, I'm so fucking upset How could you be so selfish? Nigga, how could you be so selfish? Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless I wonder what God thinks, I hope you in God's place behaving yourself Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (Say for yourself) Look, I really feel lost without you I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish Truth is: I don't care how you feel about my feelings And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out I'm sorry this is something that we both couldn't figure out I wish I could hear you now, is your soul missing? I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different? Tell me what death is like Was it meant for you, brodie? Did the heaven support it? Are you fucking happy now? Did you get what you wanted? Isn't this what you wanted? I feel the temperature falling And you've been suicidal back then you were nine? Yeah, even back then, you was nine We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time And damn it, look at you now, shit But it's a new day And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late, fuck! [Chorus] Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
pro
When you know how sad and deep the lyrics are the beat is intense to listen to 💔 🥀 😭🔥
FIRST! You Nailed it,
Good as Always bro!
Please do Friday Night Cypher Em's Part Instrumental 😭❤
🔥🥳 this is one the the best instrumentals I've heard in a while 🥳🔥👍👌👏
[Verse 1]
Go ahead and call me a coward
Say that I'm not strong because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy
'Cause I live in a maze, tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head
Sometimes I think that I'm dead, I hide behind my youth
Know I been losing my mind
And I'm a little behind, step inside my shoes
'Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Tryna to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors, just close the door
Let me be by myself-just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry
I hear it's easy to die, I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck, stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough, said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, God)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
But today, we gonna see if he's real
And if He is, then I guess I'm prolly going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this, and laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like, "Woo!"
Or would you feel lost without me?
'Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And dammit, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pen runnin' out, shit, fu-, ugh
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this, then it's prolly too late, blaow!
1.5M864
Rich Brian & Warren Hue “Getcho Mans' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified
NOW
PLAYINGRich Brian & Warren Hue “Getcho Mans' Official Lyrics & Meaning | VerifiedMike Dimes 'Home' (Live Performance) | Open MicBenny the Butcher “Johnny P’s Caddy' Official Lyrics & Meaning | VerifiedDreya Mac & FelixThe1st “Own Brand Freestyle' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified
[Chorus]
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
[Verse 2]
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy, it's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddammit
'Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddammit, look at you now, it's all of your fault
How could you? Maybe it's my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doin'
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But I'll forever be attached to you (Damn)
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
You took the easy way out, goddammit, you did
I mean, look what you did, I'm so fucking upset
How could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks, I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (Say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is: I don't care how you feel about my feelings
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I'm sorry this is something that we both couldn't figure out
I wish I could hear you now, is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, brodie? Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now? Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted? I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back then you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now, shit
But it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late, fuck!
[Chorus]
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Stay Strong regardless 💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾❤️❤️❤️✌🏾💪🏾❤️❤️❤️✌🏾😃❤️😃✌🏾
Bro you recovering? Good to see you be better
When I read comments I feel the need to encourage people that are hurt and broken with the falling strength that is in me maybe I'm really trying to encourage myself to keep living 😔
I love it! Great job man🔥
One my fav beats !! Producers killed this shit sonically and spiritually !
The lyrics are the soul of the song but im glad they were delivered on a powerful beat that did them justice
You can call me weak
That’ I close my eyes and she’s all I see
You can call me weak
That I got feelings for someone who ain’t got em for me
Go and call me weak
That my heart still weak that my hearts still weak for someone that would cheat
For someone that would leave
And I’m not complete
Walk the streets without the other half of me
Sorry that my confidence derived off someone who can smile while they break all of my pride
Lift me up the skies then look in my eyes as I cry and I’m still clinging onto what they decide
Who the hell am I
A guy who’s always mad at himself
Laugh at himself
Feels bad for himself
Never established himself
Then you grabbed him and helped
Then crushed him to pieces
Knowing that’s bad for health
Now he’s askin himself
Who belongs with me what is wrong with me
Why am I like this
Who would like this
Trying to imagine what Joyner was thinking when he heard the beat💭😭💯😢♥️✔️
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I’m not strong like you.
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a daze.
Yeah, tell me how about you ?
Sometimes I think I’m dead, I think I live in my head, hiding behind my youth.
I’m losing my mind, I’m a little behind, go ahead and step inside my suits.
I’m sad, ain’t nobody got a clue. Seem like yesterday brodie died, I heard it on the news.
I know, I’m talking, and it’s not really getting through.
Smoking the chronic til my lungs turn blue.
Yet, I’m doing all this crap God cuz I don’t know how to turn to you.
Sorry, if I put all the blame on you.
I bet you hate me God, I do too.
hey bro! do you have Instagram or sum? I need to talk with you.
Great instrumental like always🔥
Yeah, I’m still considering to create a Instagram account for my channel. But anyways, you can add my personal account if you want.
ig: dr.joe2039
What software you've used for instrumental
(ultimate vocal remover v5)
I am right or not?
Yep, I’ll make a video about this A.I one day
Hey man, could you do greatest by Em?
I already did it recently, check out my previous video 😁
(And I’ll remastered it one day 😉)
@@ugandansinstrumental620 oh dang, ima check that out then. Also, your lucky you instrumental is the best on yt man😎. The only accurate one
@@rushilthimmaiah7055 greatest instrumental here
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Hey is it possible to use this instrumental for my own version?
[Verse 1]
Go ahead and call me a coward
Say that I'm not strong because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy
'Cause I live in a maze, tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head
Sometimes I think that I'm dead, I hide behind my youth
Know I been losing my mind
And I'm a little behind, step inside my shoes
'Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Tryna to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors, just close the door
Let me be by myself-just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry
I hear it's easy to die, I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck, stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough, said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, God)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
But today, we gonna see if he's real
And if He is, then I guess I'm prolly going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this, and laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like, "Woo!"
Or would you feel lost without me?
'Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And dammit, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pen runnin' out, shit, fu-, ugh
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this, then it's prolly too late, blaow!
Chorus]
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
[Verse 2]
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy, it's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddammit
'Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddammit, look at you now, it's all of your fault
How could you? Maybe it's my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doin'
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But I'll forever be attached to you (Damn)
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
You took the easy way out, goddammit, you did
I mean, look what you did, I'm so fucking upset
How could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks, I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (Say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is: I don't care how you feel about my feelings
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I'm sorry this is something that we both couldn't figure out
I wish I could hear you now, is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, brodie? Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now? Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted? I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back then you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now, shit
But it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late, fuck!
[Chorus]
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry, so much weighing on me