🚨🚨There are scammers posing as me in the comments, please be careful! I do not have WhatsApp and I do not offer personal readings at this time🚨🚨 also ps hi friends I missed u hehe 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Pile Selection: 1:49 Pile 1 (Rutilated Quartz): 4:06 Pile 2 (Rose Quartz): 44:38 Pile 3 (Cloud Clear Quartz): 1:25:20 Pile 4 (Blue Lace Agate): 2:12:18 🌠Get the Extended Reading HERE!🌠 Page Link: vimeo.com/ondemand/wwhs091821 Pile 1: vimeo.com/ondemand/wwhs091821/607903179 Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/wwhs091821/607903306 Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/wwhs091821/608524820 Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/wwhs091821/608524998 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/realesotarot Twitter: twitter.com/realesotarot TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMR8yghKN/ 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel!
Pile 4, with extended ♥️ I don't think this reading could be any more personal, even if it was just for me. Girl, you always know what to say and I appreciate all the growth that was possible just by watching your readings. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, which is deep, because I am a Cancer sun, with Leo rising, moon and venus. Thank you 😘
Girl, at the beginning of Pile 3 you pulled the Sun card, and then I was sort of doubting whether this was my pile, so I cut my tarot deck and I PULLED THE SUN CARD. I'm shooketh.
Pile 3. Unbelievably accurate. I was scared to listen because I knew you were gonna be spot on . The channeled messages from us I can confirm are 100% correct, it’s hard to believe my higher self would say these things because my ego is in the way and the wounds caused but yes the relationship taught me a lot about me and I got way closer to my higher self and spirituality.
always scared to click omg this is gonna be a doom and globe disaster.. will not pick more cards:) but here i am :/ higher self is talking but i am thinking ok that is insane...so second opinioning AF.
Why do I always cry when I watch your readings? Never sad tears. Always happy, hopeful, validated, seen. I feel my spirit guides send me your readings to tell me I'll be okay. My pile 3 person has changed my life, and I don't know if I'll ever be able to tell him because we're not talking, but I have so much gratitude towards this connection. It helped me find my way back to God, to the universe and to myself.
Pile 3: this resonated so much. It could have been a personal reading. This is me and my husband. When the lovers popped up, it was absolute confirmation. Spot on. Thank you so much❤️
Pile 3 - so resonated completely!! He surrounds me with his energy all the time. I'm sure he feels me too. I just wish his 3d self would catch up to his higher self..
Pile 2: my DM came over yesterday and we had 💜2💜 how he worries about me financially and my future. He basically told me to get my shit together lol but in a nice way. It was an emotional convo but definitely needed. He also literally said “ you have to move on from the hurtful past it’s not doing you or your son any good. You have to think of the future, be happy, and abundant” so WOW to have his spirit guide say the same thing 😳 I told him he’s such a wonderful friend and I appreciate him so much, and that he does care about me. We’ve become closer as friends and it’s great 😊 he’s ♏️
3, I am open to have her back into my life. I have released all expectations. I'd choose her over and over again. I'm pretty connected with my higher self
Pile 3 - my husband and I. We were breaking up and getting back together for almost 10 years before we finally got back together for good 2-3 years ago. I even told him at that point that we must be soul family or something and that’s why we can’t seem to let each other truly leave. But we have a great relationship now. The whole thing resonated so clearly.
So accurate!!! Pile 3. I have always told him he pulled me off of a dark path and helped me see my potential. And I always tell him he taught me unconditional love because I had never experienced it previously. So beautiful.
Oh my gosh.... By choosing yourselfs you are choosing each other.... You don't know how true you are. After a long way things are going to pay off and getting clear in a very romantic way. Thank you so much
Pile 2 - The Tyra Banks reference really hit home, because things with the person I'm thinking of kind of ended on a, "I was rooting for you, we were all rooting for you..." note. Hopefully things will get better soon. Thank you for the reading!
remember that episode, very moving/ her minifreakout, that was years ago though. very hands in the air ’ wtf what is this ?! quick be normal. and what is up with J Bieber ? I mean seriously wtf, where is the normal ppl? um
Pile 1. I know we are soulmates, but he didn't accept his true self, which means he didn't accept me either, which was the reason for all of our problems. It's sad that he didn't understand that being different is not bad, it's just different. I hope he can be in a higher vibrational level one day. I trust in divine timing and that we'll meet again to have a closure. Thanks a lot for the extended reading, I just couldn't stop crying of happiness for confirming that I made the right choose and that was something that needed to happen to both of us to be happy.
souls just stroll in that direction regardless of our personal selves. thinking ok enough no more nonsense be normal ! but alas here we are.. tarot readings...
Pile 2 here - I realized just a few days ago (my ear is ringing as I type this haha) that my higher self is just myself but at its absolut best. And believe me, when I comprehended this, everything made sense to me in the way that while I believed I should be working with a deity in my practice, I should have instead been working with my higher self, and that I always heard her voice in my head telling me works of reassurance and advice. That was ground breaking for me and so far, it resonates a lot. Thank you EsoTarox, you’re the best!
I was literally trying to trust my higher self but that lil sh(t.has proven to me now that she's not trust worthy snd definitely not my purest form. If anything she's more like an evil demon. I despise her.
Pile 4 is accurate af thanks so much good to know I’m not the only one feeling this connection and I’m glad we are both putting in the work to become our best authentic self!
I've watched so many of your readings. They are on point everytime. What i want to thank you for is the info you give with spirit. You help heal, help with finding direction and lessons learned. Closure. You are a gift. Ty for being you and sharing your gifts with us! Keep shining bright! 💛🧿🌌🔮🚩🫂👏🔜☮🎯♾
Pile 4: Absolute Perfection 💗 Thank you so very much. This was the reading I needed between myself and my mom, my favorite person, who passed away on April 5th this year. The death card coming up on both sides was literal for us. We were fully aware of our deeply psychic, soul level connection. And she was a Scorpio in this life, and I am a Gemini. 💗 Our love was and is so pure, bright, and deep all at once. And the sun was cracking me up as my mom's favorite place to be was in the sun! ☀️ Thank you, thank you, thank you! 😇🙏
Pile 4, and omg, what an extremely accurate reading. I have been putting my life puzzle back together after a life shattering life changing event, and bit has been near impossible to see a light at the end of the tunnel for me. I am still figuring things out, one step at a time. This reading truly did clarify some very important things for me, & it helped me place some of my "in limbo" puzzle pieces in the right places so I can truly say I am slowly starting to see the in detail big picture of my life, again. So.. I wanna say thank you for taking time to share your amazing gift with so many. I truly do appreciate it, and I can sleep a little lighter tonight knowing that I am indeed on the right path..
Pile 3, and I teared up when you drew the Man holding a heart ❤ very wholesome and gave me the comfort i came for. Thank you! You do a great job, please keep up the good work!!
*Pile 2:* *Her* : *Your higher self feels like a "daddy" right now.* *My higher self* :💥💥💥 *Say what!! Say again ~ say my name again~ let me hear you.~* 👁️👄👁️
I rarely ever watch readings having to do with love or significant others because I'm always scared of what I'll hear. I accidentally clicked on this one and decided to go for it and I cannot tell you how precisely and accurately your reading described my situation and told me exactly what I needed to hear. You have such an amazing gift and thank you for using that to help others💜
I CLAIM Pile 1’s energy 🥳👏🏻 *Sending love and light to everyone who chose this pile. Congrats on coming so far and going on this healing journey with me🥰*
Pile 3. Spot on , we are twinflames. Other then i told her everything my higherself makes me feel. Its very accurate. Im spiritual since im a child and i awoken her concious for what she always had.
so it was vice versa for you? i had it too and it made me very confused at the beginning when eso said "this is how you see this other person" i felt, no, this is how the person perceives me! 🤪💗
Pile 3- The spongebob reference hit so close to home. I literally say my best friend (my person) is the human embodiment of Patrick Star. Everything about our connection was so accurate! I am very grateful to have him in my life. Just wow, your readings always resonate so much with me! I also found it funny you called him “DM” because that also stands for dungeon master in D&D and he is in fact a Dm in a campaign we’ve started playing!
my higher self wants me to find someone that wants to reciprocate - they want something new - not me- I have no apology to give I'm no martyr- neither are pot smokers- pile 4- I want a new person - this person isn't healthy for me and I don't trust them- they're not authentic- the tower happened - he's not on a pedestal now - believe me- I was blind but now I see
Pile 3 - definitely trying my best to shift away - The more I shift away the better I feel that I made the right decision … continuing with relationship would only damage myself. I am at peace. I feel like I’m the moon & he’s the sun. I’m really contempt on this relationship, learn a lot. 😊 And yes we’re super duper independent doing my thang … that’s why people thought we would be great together but no, we’re not. We chose ourselves.
Pile 2 resonates a lot losing the love of my life and realizing that sometimes I was the problem and the way I’d behave and take out my emotions on him and sometimes others was NOT cool after some self reflection and separation which (totally btw caused me to start my spiritual journey a little over 1 year ago) I still have lots more work to do even though I feel like I’ve came a long way in such a short amount of time if there’s blockage that won’t let us reunite despite my efforts at least I’ve grown and matured and learned I still feel so honored and beyond grateful to have even crossed paths of life with someone as wonderful as him 🧚🏼♀️💗🧿
Pile 2, and it was spot on as usual, I claim that this is in the works by the universe, and I'm allowing the universe to flow through me. Love and light 💕✨ amor fati 💞
Pile 3... Thankyou, eso. I don’t normally comment (I watch most readings long after they’re posted). The past few readings I have watched from you have told my story. I have tried looking for answers elsewhere, I have tried to use logic. But none of that really fits. I’m starting to learn to trust the process
Pile 3 here, just wanted to let you know I love your new readings so far ✨ it's so different than the ones that already exist that it helps me tap into myself (?) More in a way that I really needed. You give me so much food for thought that it's a relief to think about questions that anchor me in the present rather than get stuck in my head about all the would-have, could-have, should-haves that often linger after certain types of readings. It's nice to entertain potential futures ngl but I probably should focus on the here and now.
Pile 3 this is exactly what had been happening. We are three hours apart only communicating by text but we strongly feel each others energy and presence. This energy has evolved our life and made us better then we were the day before. Thank you peace ,love , and shine on.
Pile 4. 100% accurate. Complete personal reading. I did put my person on a pedestal in the past and felt that i was rejected by him because i thought he didnt think i was good enough. I have a scorpio ascendant. Yes i have learnt to properly selfcare, self love and value myself. My person is an Aries Emperor. This person is my first love. I do want a new beginning with this person.
I feel like I somehow "woke up" too soon, everyone I really connected with is having tower moments after a good talk with me, and then go into hermit...
Omg I’m literally gonna cry from this reading! I still can’t believe the things you say he’s saying because this was someone I met 5-6 years ago now and we were in the same country for a year and imo we had a beautiful connection. We sadly aren’t even in contact anymore but he is showing up in my dreams twice this past month 🥲
Pile 3: when you said "I heard holding out for a hero" I heard it at the same time. I accidentally clicked on this one and it resonated. I picked this pile first and then I changed my mind and I somehow got back to it 😂❤️
Pile 4 - continuation of a profound journey guided by another profound Reading! Thank you EsoTarot!! I love both the confirmations and the new insights you provide toward supporting the role I AM playing while in this Divine Dream!! 💜🙏
The things my higher self wants to tell them is exactly what my 3D self currently feels. Further more, there were a few confirmations in the cards... symbols or certain words, so I can be quite sure, that I picked the right pile. I'm so excited, what they habe to say to me and I'm even more excited, if/when/how me meet again and how things will turn out... 😊. Thank you so much for these insights ❤🌻🦋🙏.
there's something in your readings that make me see the world in a positive light meaning your readings have a balance of making me see lessons and opportunities. Thank you so much❣️
🖤 Pile 1 ... did anyone else get this pile for someone who has passed away? Wasn't even looking for a video like this and it popped up and I was so super drawn to the gemstone on Pile 1... with this person in the back of my mind. My former partner of five years who died by suicide in April about 6 months after we broke up. I'm so glad to hear this message from him ...
Pile 2 thank you! It resonates strongly, no shock I couldn't tell if the first pile was him or me 😂 the 2nd pile was more him but at this point in our very high level/twin flame connection all the readings I listen to blur. We are so close to 3D union... 🙏❤🌟
Pile 4 on 20-09-2021! I saw 1111 in NY clock, I decided to see a tarot reading. Got your prompt and got an 1111 card! Also from today in India our ancestors are being prayed for the next 15 days! So Thank you so much ESO and Ancestors💛
I'm a pile 3 and everything you said about my higher self connect with me. I said everything to him like you said. I feel that he is a very valuable person. Even now we have lost contact. But I still hope that one day he will come back into my life again. Thank you for your wonderful reading ♡ 😊
I love how pile 3 was unapologetically twin flame energy 😂 I love him so much but he's struggling to awaken and does the most disappointing things to push me away and complain later.. it's sad and yet I know he's getting closer to realizing what needs to happen for himself. Hopefully, there's a brighter connection for us in the future. Thank you so much for this reading Eso. 💞
Pile 3 was a seriously intense but good reading. I've been crochety and angry for the past few weeks and feel like it's finally lifting once I've let go and journaled out whatever my issues and resentments with myself and how they bring them out in me are. Self care are healing all the way. Maybe we'll be together maybe not, but we are so similar that we can't not affect each other in the way we are. Focusing on my own creative projects has been helping me get back into the momentum of creating for the fun of it again instead of external motivations alone, which doesn't work we when you're discouraged and have no big audience yet. You have to just enjoy it for a while and not be competitive or spiteful.
Pile 3… this reading was giving me shivers the whole time and has been a beautiful confirmation. You’re readings have helped me so much on my journey, thank you for sharing your talents and sweetness with us 💚
Pile 2 has sooooo much energetic mirroring. I can't tell who is who half the time but that makes a lot of sense. We're mirrors of each other. I've known that for a while. Here's hoping this comes back together.
I felt a really strong pull for pile 3. And Eso, girl I cried throughout the messages from my higher self to my person 😭😭😭😭😭. I also cried when the lovers came up on messages from his higher self to me. This reading was insane, and you are a brilliant and amazing tarot reader, person, and soul. Thank you so much for this reading. And yes the extended was on fire too. Thank you thank you Eso for all that you do! Stay blessed, sending so much love and light to you 💕✨🙏🤗
pile #1, and also watched the extended version. It deeply resonated! I took notes as I was watching. I've been so impatient and confused about this connection for years. I randomly stumbled across your videos today, and they destroyed all of my doubts. Then I saw you posted a new video, and I knew that spirit guided me to your account for a reason, and pile #1 explained everything. It felt like a personal reading that you were doing for me, I had to remind myself that it was a collective reading haha! But I do feel that I was one of the people that pile #1 intended on reading for. Everything was spot on, couldn't have been more accurate. Working with butterflies and moths is a career interest of mine, and I do feel like they are a familiar to me or something, so every time I see them come up in a reading I know that it's meant for me. In this case, it came up twice for me in pile #1. As I was watching your videos today, the raccoon came three times total! That was another sign that it was meant for me too 😊 thank you so much.
why pile 3 is so accurate 😩 - we’re in separation, hes fav show is spongebob, i already told him two months ago that hes my gift from the universe, he helped my spiritual awakening.
Pile 3 and 4 here. I have to say, it’s difficult to put into words just how intimidatingly accurate these readings were for me. My ex is a Scorpio and I’m a Leo, and while we did go through separation, I always felt the impact of the depth and intensity of our connection.
Pile 3 I am not crying 😢! Thank you 🙏 this message was so accurate and eye opening. This was about my son a Virgo and I’m a Pisces. He’s been estranged from me for awhile now and last week was his birthday and the first one I didn’t get to see or even talk to him despite my efforts. I cannot wait for him to be in my life again. He was my first true love and will always be in my heart. Thank you ESO your the best ever. 💞
Pile 3, oh, my heart😍😍😍 Thank you so much! This was so amazing, like for real! I know I'm a starseed and I've been very sus of my boyfriend and now I can show him this reading as confirmation😌😍 Also I already know we are soul family and had past lives together and I love how this confirms that as well, and along with the unimaginable amounts of love we both feel for each other😍💖 Pile 1 is next because I keep getting told to watch it, but the person im thinking makes me a little nervous to watch
The manifest card is there AGAIN in pile 2. This reading helped me understand what I'm trying to manifest. I'm still sad but this reading really helped me more peaceful about it. Thank you ❤
@@ykpersson I think it depends on your interpretation. For me, my person came into my life and has helped me understand what kind of partner I want and has also helped me more fully understand that I love what I do for a living. We've broken up because he is moving out of state and needs to find himself, for himself, by himself. I think he came in to show me what I deserve to be happy. Happiness (my version of success) is what I want to manifest. So, moving forward, I think self talk, trusting my guides, and living for ME is what will be helpful in manifesting my goals. 💕
Pile 1: wowowow so accurate. This is what I’m going through. We recently broke up and he moved to follow his dreams of starting a life for himself and building a home. It seems like we’re both learning how to work with the universe to create our lives separately. We couldn’t do it together. My relationship with him has taught me so much. It’s crazy how something that seemed so bad in the moment can provide the biggest lessons. I know we still hold out hope for each other even at such a distance because at the end of the day out souls are strongly connected and we are best friends. I hope we both succeed and can reach our higher selves. We’re both Sagittarius btw! Loved to goof around all the time, we still talk and laugh ❤️
I click on these every once in awhile, just when I feel drawn to it. And when I do my reading is always always always 100% spot on. You’re literally amazing and are the reason I got into spirituality
Pile 3 had me bawling my eyes out. Much needed cleansing and validation in this pile. Completely resonated that I had goosebumps in some parts. 🤍💫🤍. Much love Eso, thank you for all you do. 🤟
Pile 4, goosebumps. I know there's a very deep connection and hope he really is starting to realise it too. Went to the extended and yeah that thing you said, no one does it better? Apparently I do that very very well lol. We are in seperation but I have so much hope!
Pile#3 -- DEVASTATINGLY & DIVINELY ACCURATE. I am fucking mindblown by this reading. MINDBLOWN & heart cracked open. It is NOT a coincidence that this reading also came out on his birthday. Like, WTF, i CANNOT deny this message is FOR me, for US. I don't even have words to describe this experience. Even before you began giving the entire message, I was already intuiting how personal this reading is for me and began tearing up. A part of being so moved is that there were subtle, hidden doubts which this reading took away from my experience. Our relationship IS intense. We have a very telepathic relationship, mystical and yet incredibly challenging bec of the all the shadow work which has become FULLY present for us to walk through and remember who we truy are is NOT the personality. I am incredibly grateful and send you much love, Eso Tarot.
This is literally the most accurate [somewhat creepily even :) ] reading I have ever listened to. All of the messages from my higher self are spot on. When you mentioned that my higher self visits him in meditations and also that our inner children feel connected I had to laugh because every time I do meditate for higher guidance between the two of us (the individual is my husband) it's ALWAYS our inner children that show up and they are just so comfortable together and always "at home" it just really resonated. Then, just to be extra crazy the three signs you pointed out are literally my husband's three major astro signs. All of the feelings and things expressed are without a doubt how I feel about him and our connection.
pile 4 this reading was crazily accurate My birthday is 1111. The person I was thinking of is my gf. Both of us are born in Nov and both of us are scorpios. It's true that I've felt like I wasn't good enough for her for the longest time but I didn't want to hide it from her so I told her directly and she helped me feel so much better about myself. She has taught me so many things including not to blame myself for things I cannot control. I'm just so thankful that she's in my life. According to the reading I make her feel that way too and I hope it's true because she means so much to me and I'm just so thankful towards her. I'm just so happy to know that I make her happy too. Thank you Eso 💜
p3: the way you started struggling to get the words out when communicating his higher self's message, reminded me of him so much..! haha it warmed my heart
everything resonates, sometimes I feel a sadness or anxiety that doesn't feel mine, and yesterday it happened, I dreamed with him and woke up feeling that but I can swear it wasn't MY energy I felt the whole day... Also, yes! I'm pisces and he's a virgo c:
For pile two, about the Tyra banks relation- me and my partner always talk about how crazy and illogical reality is. So that’s how I interpreted your comment. Thank you for the message !!💖
Pile 4: you never cease to amaze me miss Eso, you are definitely a guide in this life time for me so thank you. P.S, in your older videos you started practicing the riffle shuffle and said you wanted to get better at it !! look at you
From the extendeds (pile 3 & 4), my life has been a complete toss up for past few months so thank you for the extra confirmation. Passing honest gratitude, from me to you ESO! Light and love girlie!!
Pile 3, Everything you say in pile 3 about me and my person is 100% same like what i feel all this time! I dont know what to say... I just keep saying "i know that!" in pile 3 reading. His soul and mine love each other so sweetly and deeply❤ i can feel that.
#3 right in line with my higher self 💛 the betrayal and swords in my back helped me grow tremendously. Love him always but from a distance. Thank you 😊 I’m Leo and he’s Aquarius
Saw 12:34 at the end of the reading, I picked pile 3 and this completely resonated with the dream I had just last night. I woke up with a strong conviction that “my person” was thinking of me and either 4:44 or 5:55 was on the screen when I checked my phone. Yet I knew that even though he didn’t text me he may have been thinking of me. Everything you said for my higher self was everything I was seeing in the vision of what I was communicating to him. Thank you !!🥰🥰
Pile four: within the first minute I had been flayed open and dragged face down through the mud. Yeah, learning I’m loved and always have been was definitely something. And I am cultivating things in my life that I was envious of in his (specifically how great he is with people and how easily he makes friends) without even really realizing it. Also never felt like enough for him cause he’s such a great person like he deserves everything and I still don’t think I’m everything he deserves. Additionally, “adults are just kids in big bodies” yeah. I can take care of basic house chores but I could never be a parent, I can’t even take care of myself. I’m not even done with the reading. Not even halfway done with it. Will reply with updates as I go. Basically, you called me out by name without even knowing me. Thanks for facilitating this, spirit.
“You may have regrets about how you treated this person or treated people in general” yeahhhh it’s the depression telling me everyone merely tolerates me and no one truly likes me. Glad I grew from that one, I’m a freakin delight. Bro I hit play and got dragged even further. “You thought you were protecting yourself but you were just pushing people away and shutting out the very thing you wanted” OUCH
He really has taught me a lot about my own worth and value 🥺 I’m even more carefree being back in touch with him and I was already pretty carefree. Also it’s like he knows when I’m thinking about him or something cause he reaches out in those moments.
I am definitely learning how to care for my physical and emotional needs. Also love how I said I was a delight and then you pulled “I am my best company. I’m no longer afraid to be alone.” Like I started realizing that I didn’t need anyone a few years ago but just when I finally said “okay no. I’m gonna love myself, that’s all I need, let’s buckle down and get that degree so I can get that bread. That’s all I need. Financial and mental/emotional stability” then he showed up again
“I think there’s things about this connection that burden them. Maybe things they don’t feel ready for. There’s even imagery on the cards of them hiding their face so maybe they don’t feel ready to face it” okay that’s two consecutive readings on that that have said “there’s something more that you guys are skirting here”
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Pile Selection: 1:49
Pile 1 (Rutilated Quartz): 4:06
Pile 2 (Rose Quartz): 44:38
Pile 3 (Cloud Clear Quartz): 1:25:20
Pile 4 (Blue Lace Agate): 2:12:18
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Pile 4, with extended ♥️ I don't think this reading could be any more personal, even if it was just for me. Girl, you always know what to say and I appreciate all the growth that was possible just by watching your readings. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, which is deep, because I am a Cancer sun, with Leo rising, moon and venus. Thank you 😘
@@mze7 👋🏻 I am also Cancer Sun w/Leo rising 😁😍
The way this resonated even tho I wasn't thinking about a person 😩💓
Kino!!!!🤍
Pero like saaame😭✨ I was thinking bout myself
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Kino ❤❤❤
Girl, at the beginning of Pile 3 you pulled the Sun card, and then I was sort of doubting whether this was my pile, so I cut my tarot deck and I PULLED THE SUN CARD. I'm shooketh.
Pile 3. Unbelievably accurate. I was scared to listen because I knew you were gonna be spot on . The channeled messages from us I can confirm are 100% correct, it’s hard to believe my higher self would say these things because my ego is in the way and the wounds caused but yes the relationship taught me a lot about me and I got way closer to my higher self and spirituality.
always scared to click omg this is gonna be a doom and globe disaster.. will not pick more cards:) but here i am :/ higher self is talking but i am thinking ok that is insane...so second opinioning AF.
I feel the same way. Eso always has the ability to dive really deep into these readings and this one was definitely reassuring & such a relief.
Yeah. I, yeah. Same.
Pile 3: that 6 of wands has her eyes one closed and one open… that’s a huge symbolism for looking inside and outside at the same time
Why do I always cry when I watch your readings? Never sad tears. Always happy, hopeful, validated, seen. I feel my spirit guides send me your readings to tell me I'll be okay. My pile 3 person has changed my life, and I don't know if I'll ever be able to tell him because we're not talking, but I have so much gratitude towards this connection. It helped me find my way back to God, to the universe and to myself.
Pile 3: this resonated so much. It could have been a personal reading. This is me and my husband. When the lovers popped up, it was absolute confirmation. Spot on. Thank you so much❤️
Exactly the same here. Basically got what I needed/wanted to hear and why i clicked on the video.
Exactly the same here!
Pile 3 - so resonated completely!! He surrounds me with his energy all the time. I'm sure he feels me too. I just wish his 3d self would catch up to his higher self..
Me too lol and I am just about to listen to the reading 😁😁😁
um psychic stuff..
Pile 2: my DM came over yesterday and we had 💜2💜 how he worries about me financially and my future. He basically told me to get my shit together lol but in a nice way. It was an emotional convo but definitely needed. He also literally said “ you have to move on from the hurtful past it’s not doing you or your son any good. You have to think of the future, be happy, and abundant” so WOW to have his spirit guide say the same thing 😳 I told him he’s such a wonderful friend and I appreciate him so much, and that he does care about me. We’ve become closer as friends and it’s great 😊 he’s ♏️
3, I am open to have her back into my life. I have released all expectations. I'd choose her over and over again. I'm pretty connected with my higher self
Pile 3 - my husband and I. We were breaking up and getting back together for almost 10 years before we finally got back together for good 2-3 years ago. I even told him at that point that we must be soul family or something and that’s why we can’t seem to let each other truly leave. But we have a great relationship now. The whole thing resonated so clearly.
💞Wow. I picked number 4: “3 full moons,” TONIGHT there really IS a full moon and I was born on a full moon. Thanks so much!💖
the moon last night was HUGEEE it looked almost unreal
So accurate!!! Pile 3. I have always told him he pulled me off of a dark path and helped me see my potential. And I always tell him he taught me unconditional love because I had never experienced it previously. So beautiful.
Oh my gosh.... By choosing yourselfs you are choosing each other.... You don't know how true you are. After a long way things are going to pay off and getting clear in a very romantic way. Thank you so much
Pile 2 - The Tyra Banks reference really hit home, because things with the person I'm thinking of kind of ended on a, "I was rooting for you, we were all rooting for you..." note. Hopefully things will get better soon. Thank you for the reading!
remember that episode, very moving/ her minifreakout, that was years ago though.
very hands in the air ’ wtf what is this ?! quick be normal.
and what is up with J Bieber ? I mean seriously wtf, where is the normal ppl?
um
Pile 1. I know we are soulmates, but he didn't accept his true self, which means he didn't accept me either, which was the reason for all of our problems. It's sad that he didn't understand that being different is not bad, it's just different. I hope he can be in a higher vibrational level one day. I trust in divine timing and that we'll meet again to have a closure. Thanks a lot for the extended reading, I just couldn't stop crying of happiness for confirming that I made the right choose and that was something that needed to happen to both of us to be happy.
From pile 3 I would give them that credit for getting me into spirituality but that honor goes to you 😂💜💜
Awww 🥺💗🥺💗
Same story! Thank you, Madison!
souls just stroll in that direction regardless of our personal selves. thinking ok enough no more nonsense be normal ! but alas here we are.. tarot readings...
@@EsoTarot 💙😎
Pile 2 here - I realized just a few days ago (my ear is ringing as I type this haha) that my higher self is just myself but at its absolut best. And believe me, when I comprehended this, everything made sense to me in the way that while I believed I should be working with a deity in my practice, I should have instead been working with my higher self, and that I always heard her voice in my head telling me works of reassurance and advice. That was ground breaking for me and so far, it resonates a lot. Thank you EsoTarox, you’re the best!
I was literally trying to trust my higher self but that lil sh(t.has proven to me now that she's not trust worthy snd definitely not my purest form. If anything she's more like an evil demon. I despise her.
Pile 4 is accurate af thanks so much good to know I’m not the only one feeling this connection and I’m glad we are both putting in the work to become our best authentic self!
I've watched so many of your readings. They are on point everytime. What i want to thank you for is the info you give with spirit. You help heal, help with finding direction and lessons learned. Closure. You are a gift. Ty for being you and sharing your gifts with us! Keep shining bright! 💛🧿🌌🔮🚩🫂👏🔜☮🎯♾
Pile 4: Absolute Perfection 💗
Thank you so very much. This was the reading I needed between myself and my mom, my favorite person, who passed away on April 5th this year. The death card coming up on both sides was literal for us. We were fully aware of our deeply psychic, soul level connection. And she was a Scorpio in this life, and I am a Gemini. 💗 Our love was and is so pure, bright, and deep all at once. And the sun was cracking me up as my mom's favorite place to be was in the sun! ☀️ Thank you, thank you, thank you! 😇🙏
Pile 4. I’m a scorpio and it was 100 percent all true. The universe loves me and loves you too ✨💕💚
Pile 4, and omg, what an extremely accurate reading.
I have been putting my life puzzle back together after a life shattering life changing event, and bit has been near impossible to see a light at the end of the tunnel for me. I am still figuring things out, one step at a time. This reading truly did clarify some very important things for me, & it helped me place some of my "in limbo" puzzle pieces in the right places so I can truly say I am slowly starting to see the in detail big picture of my life, again. So.. I wanna say thank you for taking time to share your amazing gift with so many. I truly do appreciate it, and I can sleep a little lighter tonight knowing that I am indeed on the right path..
Pile 3, and I teared up when you drew the Man holding a heart ❤ very wholesome and gave me the comfort i came for. Thank you! You do a great job, please keep up the good work!!
*Pile 2:*
*Her* : *Your higher self feels like a "daddy" right now.*
*My higher self* :💥💥💥
*Say what!! Say again ~ say my name again~ let me hear you.~* 👁️👄👁️
I rarely ever watch readings having to do with love or significant others because I'm always scared of what I'll hear. I accidentally clicked on this one and decided to go for it and I cannot tell you how precisely and accurately your reading described my situation and told me exactly what I needed to hear. You have such an amazing gift and thank you for using that to help others💜
I CLAIM Pile 1’s energy 🥳👏🏻
*Sending love and light to everyone who chose this pile. Congrats on coming so far and going on this healing journey with me🥰*
Pile 3
Pile 3: fantastic reading!! We mirror each other so much its creepy. We are in alignment
Pile 3. Spot on , we are twinflames. Other then i told her everything my higherself makes me feel. Its very accurate. Im spiritual since im a child and i awoken her concious for what she always had.
I wasn't sure what to expect from this reading & omg Pile 3😳😍💜 awwwwww! Very resonant WOW. He's the 1st part & I'm the 2nd part WOW
so it was vice versa for you? i had it too and it made me very confused at the beginning when eso said "this is how you see this other person" i felt, no, this is how the person perceives me! 🤪💗
The calmest and sweetest reader.
Pile 3- The spongebob reference hit so close to home. I literally say my best friend (my person) is the human embodiment of Patrick Star. Everything about our connection was so accurate! I am very grateful to have him in my life. Just wow, your readings always resonate so much with me! I also found it funny you called him “DM” because that also stands for dungeon master in D&D and he is in fact a Dm in a campaign we’ve started playing!
"In my opinion, the devil's lettuce is actually arugula." 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Pile 3
I’m going to cry 😭😭 I miss him so much.
my higher self wants me to find someone that wants to reciprocate - they want something new - not me- I have no apology to give I'm no martyr- neither are pot smokers- pile 4- I want a new person - this person isn't healthy for me and I don't trust them- they're not authentic- the tower happened - he's not on a pedestal now - believe me- I was blind but now I see
"If getting out of bed for the day is what you deem successful, then you're successful."
Pile 3 - definitely trying my best to shift away - The more I shift away the better I feel that I made the right decision … continuing with relationship would only damage myself.
I am at peace.
I feel like I’m the moon & he’s the sun. I’m really contempt on this relationship, learn a lot. 😊
And yes we’re super duper independent doing my thang … that’s why people thought we would be great together but no, we’re not. We chose ourselves.
pile 2 and when you pulled out the sleep card 🙃 i’ve had major sleep deprivation lately and sleeping 2-4 hours at night
Pile 3: spot on 🤍
Pile #3 🤍☁️. This really resonated with me and how I feel about my person. Since the first time we met, I felt a strong connection with him.
Pile 2 resonates a lot losing the love of my life and realizing that sometimes I was the problem and the way I’d behave and take out my emotions on him and sometimes others was NOT cool after some self reflection and separation which (totally btw caused me to start my spiritual journey a little over 1 year ago) I still have lots more work to do even though I feel like I’ve came a long way in such a short amount of time if there’s blockage that won’t let us reunite despite my efforts at least I’ve grown and matured and learned I still feel so honored and beyond grateful to have even crossed paths of life with someone as wonderful as him 🧚🏼♀️💗🧿
Pile 2, and it was spot on as usual, I claim that this is in the works by the universe, and I'm allowing the universe to flow through me. Love and light 💕✨ amor fati 💞
Pile 3... Thankyou, eso. I don’t normally comment (I watch most readings long after they’re posted). The past few readings I have watched from you have told my story. I have tried looking for answers elsewhere, I have tried to use logic. But none of that really fits. I’m starting to learn to trust the process
Pile 3 here, just wanted to let you know I love your new readings so far ✨ it's so different than the ones that already exist that it helps me tap into myself (?) More in a way that I really needed. You give me so much food for thought that it's a relief to think about questions that anchor me in the present rather than get stuck in my head about all the would-have, could-have, should-haves that often linger after certain types of readings. It's nice to entertain potential futures ngl but I probably should focus on the here and now.
Pile 3 this is exactly what had been happening. We are three hours apart only communicating by text but we strongly feel each others energy and presence. This energy has evolved our life and made us better then we were the day before. Thank you peace ,love , and shine on.
Pile 3- the lovers x2 really hit home, thank you for validating this love 🥲🤍
Pile 4. 100% accurate. Complete personal reading. I did put my person on a pedestal in the past and felt that i was rejected by him because i thought he didnt think i was good enough. I have a scorpio ascendant. Yes i have learnt to properly selfcare, self love and value myself. My person is an Aries Emperor. This person is my first love. I do want a new beginning with this person.
Scorpio ascendant group 4 club 🙋♀️✨
@@weenusfranklin2752 whoa me too
I feel like I somehow "woke up" too soon, everyone I really connected with is having tower moments after a good talk with me, and then go into hermit...
Pile #4, thanks so much! I like that his higher self is down with the program! I'm gonna work those full moon cards tonight/tomorrow!
literally saw the notification from her posting and i was like need to watch this right this second 😂
Same
Me too
Priorities😏✨
Pile 3 Miss Eso, is def me and my higher self and I am totally Intune with it, I appreciate knowing that, & this reading! Much love girl!
Omg I’m literally gonna cry from this reading! I still can’t believe the things you say he’s saying because this was someone I met 5-6 years ago now and we were in the same country for a year and imo we had a beautiful connection. We sadly aren’t even in contact anymore but he is showing up in my dreams twice this past month 🥲
Pile 3: when you said "I heard holding out for a hero" I heard it at the same time. I accidentally clicked on this one and it resonated. I picked this pile first and then I changed my mind and I somehow got back to it 😂❤️
same i was drawn to pile 3 but i picked 4 and they BOTH resonate😂😭
Pile 4 - continuation of a profound journey guided by another profound Reading! Thank you EsoTarot!! I love both the confirmations and the new insights you provide toward supporting the role I AM playing while in this Divine Dream!! 💜🙏
The things my higher self wants to tell them is exactly what my 3D self currently feels. Further more, there were a few confirmations in the cards... symbols or certain words, so I can be quite sure, that I picked the right pile.
I'm so excited, what they habe to say to me and I'm even more excited, if/when/how me meet again and how things will turn out... 😊.
Thank you so much for these insights ❤🌻🦋🙏.
there's something in your readings that make me see the world in a positive light meaning your readings have a balance of making me see lessons and opportunities. Thank you so much❣️
🖤 Pile 1 ... did anyone else get this pile for someone who has passed away?
Wasn't even looking for a video like this and it popped up and I was so super drawn to the gemstone on Pile 1... with this person in the back of my mind. My former partner of five years who died by suicide in April about 6 months after we broke up. I'm so glad to hear this message from him ...
Pile 2 thank you! It resonates strongly, no shock I couldn't tell if the first pile was him or me 😂 the 2nd pile was more him but at this point in our very high level/twin flame connection all the readings I listen to blur. We are so close to 3D union... 🙏❤🌟
Pile 4 on 20-09-2021! I saw 1111 in NY clock, I decided to see a tarot reading. Got your prompt and got an 1111 card! Also from today in India our ancestors are being prayed for the next 15 days! So Thank you so much ESO and Ancestors💛
Same, as I opened my phone I saw exact 11:11 pm idk that really a coincidence wow
Pile 3: the fact that you said DM and DF and called us bubble blowing babies. I just knew it was for me! We watch SpongeBob ALL THE TIME!
I'm a pile 3 and everything you said about my higher self connect with me. I said everything to him like you said. I feel that he is a very valuable person. Even now we have lost contact. But I still hope that one day he will come back into my life again. Thank you for your wonderful reading ♡ 😊
I love how pile 3 was unapologetically twin flame energy 😂 I love him so much but he's struggling to awaken and does the most disappointing things to push me away and complain later.. it's sad and yet I know he's getting closer to realizing what needs to happen for himself. Hopefully, there's a brighter connection for us in the future. Thank you so much for this reading Eso. 💞
Pile 3 was a seriously intense but good reading. I've been crochety and angry for the past few weeks and feel like it's finally lifting once I've let go and journaled out whatever my issues and resentments with myself and how they bring them out in me are. Self care are healing all the way. Maybe we'll be together maybe not, but we are so similar that we can't not affect each other in the way we are. Focusing on my own creative projects has been helping me get back into the momentum of creating for the fun of it again instead of external motivations alone, which doesn't work we when you're discouraged and have no big audience yet. You have to just enjoy it for a while and not be competitive or spiteful.
Pile 3… this reading was giving me shivers the whole time and has been a beautiful confirmation. You’re readings have helped me so much on my journey, thank you for sharing your talents and sweetness with us 💚
Pile 2 has sooooo much energetic mirroring. I can't tell who is who half the time but that makes a lot of sense. We're mirrors of each other. I've known that for a while. Here's hoping this comes back together.
I felt a really strong pull for pile 3. And Eso, girl I cried throughout the messages from my higher self to my person 😭😭😭😭😭. I also cried when the lovers came up on messages from his higher self to me. This reading was insane, and you are a brilliant and amazing tarot reader, person, and soul. Thank you so much for this reading. And yes the extended was on fire too. Thank you thank you Eso for all that you do! Stay blessed, sending so much love and light to you 💕✨🙏🤗
WOW 😮!!!!! Pile 2 … randomly did this for an “old friend” and can’t even believe the accuracy … 👏🏼
pile #1, and also watched the extended version.
It deeply resonated! I took notes as I was watching. I've been so impatient and confused about this connection for years. I randomly stumbled across your videos today, and they destroyed all of my doubts. Then I saw you posted a new video, and I knew that spirit guided me to your account for a reason, and pile #1 explained everything. It felt like a personal reading that you were doing for me, I had to remind myself that it was a collective reading haha! But I do feel that I was one of the people that pile #1 intended on reading for. Everything was spot on, couldn't have been more accurate. Working with butterflies and moths is a career interest of mine, and I do feel like they are a familiar to me or something, so every time I see them come up in a reading I know that it's meant for me. In this case, it came up twice for me in pile #1. As I was watching your videos today, the raccoon came three times total! That was another sign that it was meant for me too 😊 thank you so much.
why pile 3 is so accurate 😩
- we’re in separation, hes fav show is spongebob, i already told him two months ago that hes my gift from the universe, he helped my spiritual awakening.
Pile 1 was wildly accurate & the tarot decks were stunning 😍😍
Couldn’t take my eyes off pile 3. Super excited for my reading, thank you 💜
And when you said it was an 11 and a 44 the time was 11:44 oooo
Pile 3 and 4 here. I have to say, it’s difficult to put into words just how intimidatingly accurate these readings were for me. My ex is a Scorpio and I’m a Leo, and while we did go through separation, I always felt the impact of the depth and intensity of our connection.
Pile 3 I am not crying 😢! Thank you 🙏 this message was so accurate and eye opening. This was about my son a Virgo and I’m a Pisces. He’s been estranged from me for awhile now and last week was his birthday and the first one I didn’t get to see or even talk to him despite my efforts. I cannot wait for him to be in my life again. He was my first true love and will always be in my heart. Thank you ESO your the best ever. 💞
Pile 3, oh, my heart😍😍😍 Thank you so much! This was so amazing, like for real! I know I'm a starseed and I've been very sus of my boyfriend and now I can show him this reading as confirmation😌😍 Also I already know we are soul family and had past lives together and I love how this confirms that as well, and along with the unimaginable amounts of love we both feel for each other😍💖 Pile 1 is next because I keep getting told to watch it, but the person im thinking makes me a little nervous to watch
The double lovers cards in pile three got me 😂 your reaction was so great
The manifest card is there AGAIN in pile 2. This reading helped me understand what I'm trying to manifest. I'm still sad but this reading really helped me more peaceful about it. Thank you ❤
how can this be manifested ?
@@ykpersson I think it depends on your interpretation. For me, my person came into my life and has helped me understand what kind of partner I want and has also helped me more fully understand that I love what I do for a living. We've broken up because he is moving out of state and needs to find himself, for himself, by himself. I think he came in to show me what I deserve to be happy. Happiness (my version of success) is what I want to manifest. So, moving forward, I think self talk, trusting my guides, and living for ME is what will be helpful in manifesting my goals. 💕
Pile 1: wowowow so accurate. This is what I’m going through. We recently broke up and he moved to follow his dreams of starting a life for himself and building a home. It seems like we’re both learning how to work with the universe to create our lives separately. We couldn’t do it together. My relationship with him has taught me so much. It’s crazy how something that seemed so bad in the moment can provide the biggest lessons. I know we still hold out hope for each other even at such a distance because at the end of the day out souls are strongly connected and we are best friends. I hope we both succeed and can reach our higher selves. We’re both Sagittarius btw! Loved to goof around all the time, we still talk and laugh ❤️
I click on these every once in awhile, just when I feel drawn to it. And when I do my reading is always always always 100% spot on. You’re literally amazing and are the reason I got into spirituality
I love these new readings you've been coming out with. They're super unique and creative. Thank you and keep it up!
Pile 3. WOW I don’t think I’ve ever had a more accurate reading!
Pile 3 had me bawling my eyes out. Much needed cleansing and validation in this pile. Completely resonated that I had goosebumps in some parts. 🤍💫🤍. Much love Eso, thank you for all you do. 🤟
Pile 4, goosebumps. I know there's a very deep connection and hope he really is starting to realise it too. Went to the extended and yeah that thing you said, no one does it better? Apparently I do that very very well lol. We are in seperation but I have so much hope!
Pile#3 -- DEVASTATINGLY & DIVINELY ACCURATE. I am fucking mindblown by this reading. MINDBLOWN & heart cracked open. It is NOT a coincidence that this reading also came out on his birthday. Like, WTF, i CANNOT deny this message is FOR me, for US.
I don't even have words to describe this experience. Even before you began giving the entire message, I was already intuiting how personal this reading is for me and began tearing up. A part of being so moved is that there were subtle, hidden doubts which this reading took away from my experience. Our relationship IS intense. We have a very telepathic relationship, mystical and yet incredibly challenging bec of the all the shadow work which has become FULLY present for us to walk through and remember who we truy are is NOT the personality.
I am incredibly grateful and send you much love, Eso Tarot.
For my pile 2’s - some of you will feel it in idfc by blackbear. Love you guys! 🥺 love you too eso .💓 you always pull on heart strings
This is literally the most accurate [somewhat creepily even :) ] reading I have ever listened to. All of the messages from my higher self are spot on. When you mentioned that my higher self visits him in meditations and also that our inner children feel connected I had to laugh because every time I do meditate for higher guidance between the two of us (the individual is my husband) it's ALWAYS our inner children that show up and they are just so comfortable together and always "at home" it just really resonated. Then, just to be extra crazy the three signs you pointed out are literally my husband's three major astro signs. All of the feelings and things expressed are without a doubt how I feel about him and our connection.
pile 4 this reading was crazily accurate
My birthday is 1111. The person I was thinking of is my gf. Both of us are born in Nov and both of us are scorpios. It's true that I've felt like I wasn't good enough for her for the longest time but I didn't want to hide it from her so I told her directly and she helped me feel so much better about myself. She has taught me so many things including not to blame myself for things I cannot control. I'm just so thankful that she's in my life. According to the reading I make her feel that way too and I hope it's true because she means so much to me and I'm just so thankful towards her. I'm just so happy to know that I make her happy too. Thank you Eso 💜
I'm glad that not only our Higher Selves know about the depth of our connection, but we're aware about it 100%, too 😊 (Pile 3)
p3: the way you started struggling to get the words out when communicating his higher self's message, reminded me of him so much..! haha it warmed my heart
everything resonates, sometimes I feel a sadness or anxiety that doesn't feel mine, and yesterday it happened, I dreamed with him and woke up feeling that but I can swear it wasn't MY energy I felt the whole day...
Also, yes! I'm pisces and he's a virgo c:
For pile two, about the Tyra banks relation- me and my partner always talk about how crazy and illogical reality is. So that’s how I interpreted your comment.
Thank you for the message !!💖
Pile 4: you never cease to amaze me miss Eso, you are definitely a guide in this life time for me so thank you. P.S, in your older videos you started practicing the riffle shuffle and said you wanted to get better at it !! look at you
Pile 3. I always feel that, and you totally spot on. I believe that devine will bring us together when they need it.
From the extendeds (pile 3 & 4), my life has been a complete toss up for past few months so thank you for the extra confirmation. Passing honest gratitude, from me to you ESO! Light and love girlie!!
Pile 3, Everything you say in pile 3 about me and my person is 100% same like what i feel all this time! I dont know what to say... I just keep saying "i know that!" in pile 3 reading. His soul and mine love each other so sweetly and deeply❤ i can feel that.
#3 right in line with my higher self 💛 the betrayal and swords in my back helped me grow tremendously. Love him always but from a distance. Thank you 😊 I’m Leo and he’s Aquarius
Pile 4 -- you were so kind to that ant, that was very sweet ❤️
Saw 12:34 at the end of the reading, I picked pile 3 and this completely resonated with the dream I had just last night. I woke up with a strong conviction that “my person” was thinking of me and either 4:44 or 5:55 was on the screen when I checked my phone. Yet I knew that even though he didn’t text me he may have been thinking of me. Everything you said for my higher self was everything I was seeing in the vision of what I was communicating to him. Thank you !!🥰🥰
Pile 2. His soul did tell him to walk away. This makes a lot of sense. Thank you ❤️🙏
Idk but I felt like this was a love letter from my higher self to me. I feel guided and loved. (pile 4) ☺️
Pile four: within the first minute I had been flayed open and dragged face down through the mud. Yeah, learning I’m loved and always have been was definitely something. And I am cultivating things in my life that I was envious of in his (specifically how great he is with people and how easily he makes friends) without even really realizing it. Also never felt like enough for him cause he’s such a great person like he deserves everything and I still don’t think I’m everything he deserves. Additionally, “adults are just kids in big bodies” yeah. I can take care of basic house chores but I could never be a parent, I can’t even take care of myself.
I’m not even done with the reading. Not even halfway done with it. Will reply with updates as I go. Basically, you called me out by name without even knowing me. Thanks for facilitating this, spirit.
“You may have regrets about how you treated this person or treated people in general” yeahhhh it’s the depression telling me everyone merely tolerates me and no one truly likes me. Glad I grew from that one, I’m a freakin delight.
Bro I hit play and got dragged even further. “You thought you were protecting yourself but you were just pushing people away and shutting out the very thing you wanted” OUCH
He really has taught me a lot about my own worth and value 🥺 I’m even more carefree being back in touch with him and I was already pretty carefree. Also it’s like he knows when I’m thinking about him or something cause he reaches out in those moments.
I am definitely learning how to care for my physical and emotional needs. Also love how I said I was a delight and then you pulled “I am my best company. I’m no longer afraid to be alone.” Like I started realizing that I didn’t need anyone a few years ago but just when I finally said “okay no. I’m gonna love myself, that’s all I need, let’s buckle down and get that degree so I can get that bread. That’s all I need. Financial and mental/emotional stability” then he showed up again
“This person’s higher self would say they love you and adore you” uh he’s said that to my face-
“I think there’s things about this connection that burden them. Maybe things they don’t feel ready for. There’s even imagery on the cards of them hiding their face so maybe they don’t feel ready to face it” okay that’s two consecutive readings on that that have said “there’s something more that you guys are skirting here”