#1- " They see you as blocked off". Yes, I am. I can't keep interacting with people who use me as a commodity. Even only for my energy. It drains me. I am a healer and clairvoyant. I am naturally inclined to want to help people. But I have become acutely aware that it is universal law- the law of exchange- that I receive as well as get. This person gives me absolutely nothing- even as a friend. I think he liked the attention because I am attractive. If he is in a third party, I will not go anywhere near that. Automatic pain and drama. I need happiness. And why would he want to " move forward" with me and nurture me if he's already in a relationship he doesn't want to leave ? I think these people need to be honest that they are actually looking for a polygamy or polyamorous- like scenario. I am not interested in that but stop the bullsh*t games already. Right- I don't want to be dictated to. Why would I ?
Pile 1. You just described me 100% omg. I’m tripled Aries (sunW, moonV, risingV), Jupiter in Scorpio but everyone sees me as a calm, reserved, and sweet person. However, I’m very rebellious and ambitious that I left my country to study abroad and pursue my dreams in a foreign land. Also, I’m known as a hard worker and spiritual person. And YES my eyes are the part that get most compliments!! And yes I cut people out of my life all the time
2. I did come from a broken family and my dad wasn’t around plus he passed away. I do have Taurus in Venus. We do have mars and moon connection. Everything you said made me tearful 😢 Yep with the baby and family. RESONATES too the core!! I did leave 🤷🏻♀️it’s been 6 months Thank you 🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️I have Aries sun Scorpio moon..Yep he thought I was married with kids but he knows that I don’t have neither but he heard about the toxic relationship I was dealing but he knows I am done with them.
#2 resonates after sooo longggg of watching tarot readings... this one is i thing to closest to what i am feeling now.. i hope that my person is doing well...
Pile #1 Thank you very much, I feel that I understand a lot more now. I was actually pulling more and more away from this dude, but now I understand how he really feels and it makes sense to me. You've saved a relationship. Sankyū
Pile 2 was very on point. I don’t know how you tap into my personality so well. I know I’m not perfect and I can’t expect you to only share the good stuff so please don’t feel bad 😊
#1 I’m a Scorpio, very feisty & calculating 😆 Sounds like he’s snooping on my Twitter since I’ve been Retweeting the protests in america... 🥴 I’m mixed, he’s white & I noticed all of his friends spoke out about what’s happening right now, except him & he has a mixed girlfriend. I’m disappointed in him. He is well off & I feel his parents may be apart of the problem 😟
Pile #2 This is your first reading I’ve ever seen. I’ve seen hundreds of other readings on TH-cam, but this was the most spot on ever! I’m married and all the other details are so right! We haven’t talked in 2 years and I was wondering what he thinks now. I still think of him often. Glad he does too 😊
#3. I'm a pisces, had codependent relationships before I met my person and went through separation. The time we met I literally messaged him back one night while I was using hard drugs and in addiction and opened up completely about that so this is so accurate. Also I am a healer and since getting clean from hard drugs am on my way to getting a social work degree.
Pile 1. Hes my boss in a arranged marriage. Loved him before that crap happen. Been avoiding him alot. I do have firey personaity. Hes pretty controlling. He has a high status. Im a hippie spiritual woman lol.
2 - Yes, he would lose “player status” at work (all the the senior level management where he works, and I used to work, doesn’t respect women) if he were found out to be with me. I’m very much protecting myself from him, because he only wants sex, so he ghosted me when I politely declined. I’ve had my struggles in this life, and no one would know it to look at me. I’d imagine he thought I was married, and I think he’s involved with either one or more like multiple women. But I’ve been divorced for many years.
Pile 2# He was in love with a married woman. He wanted me to ease his ego. I am different and strong. He found out I was mushy in the middle and fell for him. But he was obsessed with her...still is. I need better then second banana. His married woman got a divorce. He is finding out who she really is. He is a player, and controlling. I am.not manipulated long. I think this may be the future, of me getting on my feet. So spot on!!!!
Wow Jess! Pile 1.. I'm a minimalist. That calls herself an introverted extrovert! I connected spiritually to the older women of my hometown. I grow plants, artist, and I'm starting a store in this town. I do protect all my friends and will bite those that step out of line. I'm a protagonist, (trouble maker in the best way) trying to improve my soul tribe's life. And we are both child protectors. I don't want power, but it's coming from the townsfolk, so I will take my place. Yes, I use my own hurts to help others, as I learn, I teach. I was told to let him go, to grow, so he could see me as cold. Yep, he's the emperor. I gave him a lot and am waiting for him to give before I give more. My purpose in life may involve him, because he lives in this town, but my purpose isn't him alone. He helped me last year (building for my store) and asked if I needed him this year, but I've grown bigger and have my own building coming. He has studied me all right. He's a deputy, entrepreneur, boss, empath, INFJ, and has saved 6 lives in the ice over 7 years and found a little 4 yr old girl in the forest last week.❤💙 oh, I got 4 messages telepathically last summer from him, that were proven right. I thought I was going insane. Haha had an MRI done..ohoh Jess pile2 and 3 resonated too hahah
So accurate, pile 1. My special person is a chaplain leader of a spiritual care department in a major hospital. There is definitely a connection but a reluctance. I am definitely a Joan of Arc energy 😮😮😮 So many accurate things!!
Group 1: this made me think about the beginning parts I completely forgot about. Yeah I did lump him into a group. He tried to say he wasn’t apart of that. Eventhough he somewhat was. I don’t know. And I am a Scorpio with a Leo moon. Crazy energy. I was very well spoken and observant in the beginning because I wasn’t from that area. I was new to the environment.
Thank you for the reading!! I felt very drawn to pile #2 and slightly to pile #3!! 🧡🧡 This was a very wonderful reading!! Edit: Pile #2: Yeah I am definitely seen as an outdoorsy person, I like gardening and learning able plants. I am fairly simple with things I enjoy. My person did hurt me as they said things my old bullies use to say. Yeah I do have a off limit structure with my family, since I have too listen to them like they don’t allow me to do specific things. Yeah I have some trickster attitude in real life tho. I also have done studies that I don’t really use in the medical field. They did see me as traditional then they saw my mischief streak with my freedom, tripping up people and pranking others. There are something’s that would end up social consequences as the people I care for as family don’t like them and my family doesn’t allow me to do certain things as I’m a girl. Pile #3: They definitely saw me as a wounded bird, I know this as they have pitied and underestimated me. Then I proved them wrong.
2- randomly click this video and I don't expect it reasonate as a personal reading. We met in school's library in march and i always keep my manners. And now I'm kind of more open and witty. 3rd party situation. He is player type, also he has a long term gf but he didn't tell me at first and all he wanted towards me is sex. Silly me trusting that this could be a romantic relationship, I even opened up to be vulnerable to him and then realized that he took advantage of it. I said straight no to him and left. About his relationship, I'm not so sure all I know through many other tarot readings that it was toxic but he can't leave it, she is as his wife and they may have kid? When I first heard it I didn't believe since we are still in high school (senior yr) but he once joked that he about to be a father on april fool... now I think that this could be real lol. I'm still tryna suffer from this situation. Thank you for your reading :)
Whoa, you totally blew me away when you said "maybe this was this person in the past", because the whole time I was thinking "he is that person"! Wow, thank you it resonated from beginning to end... Totally on point! 🧚♀️💫💜💫🧚♀️
Pile 3 sounds like the continuation of a personal reading I got from you a while back. It also seems to tie in to another reading that I hope to get in a few days (let’s just say the person I’m inquiring about makes a appearance here as “the person from my past.” 😳
Omgggg pile 2 exclusive unapproachable!! They feel like they’ll be rejected Ppl feel less than or whatever omggggg it’s the same shit every reading. Noooo I’m so chill lol well I have expectations and I do carry myself as you described but I’m so down to earth. They see you as marriage material or they wanna have your babies Wooooow every reading says the same thing as to how ppl see me. Crazy!
This pile sounds like my story, Jess. He is a monk at a very toxic Buddhist "meditation center" monastery in Mississippi. He donated his life savings to join the one in France then was transferred to this toxic place. Our friendship is a secret. He has no means that I know of of supporting himself if he escapes. When I visited him in France, I felt like I was visiting someone in jail, even though it was very free and happy and I really liked it there. When I went to Miss. to heal from my mom's sudden death on doctor's orders (sunny, warm, meditation) the nuns, led by one, attacked me, told me plainly that she wanted to make sure I had no more light and no more love inside of me. There was so much interrogation, gas lighting, isolation... Every time I got close to him, she would pop up and he would shoo me away. He would play her favorite, luring her in, acting like he has special something with her. He would always publicly side with her calling me ridiculous. I realized that's his method of survival. The nuns chanted his name in a sexually provocative way... My other monk friend from France got into serious trouble because of her for talking to me. He was forced to say that he doesn't know me. She was acting like a crazy person. She got the monks to shun me and sneer at me whenever I am around. I didn't do anything wrong, or I wouldn't have done at their flagship monastery; though I have to say it was the first time I stayed with nuns. There was no evidence of them actually practicing what they are preaching behind closed doors. It was everyone for themselves, so very different than when they put on their big bread and butter retreats. It's all a show for money. Speaking of money, they still owe me some. Midway through my stay I became semi incapacitated bed bound because they didn't accommodate my medical needs, which I gave them a doctor's note for. I stood up for myself publicly which probably broke his heart. The organization and him had lost my respect during that stay. There's no point in communicating with me telepathically if it's 180 from 'reality'. Apologize in person like you mean it, for example. Or astrosex. Things got better after I yelled at the whole group for bullying me to the point where I lost control of my body at lunch, yet the nuns still insisted that I get up immediately and walk back the distance that I was supposed to be driven. I yelled what happened to compassion, what happened to love that thay was teaching? All I needed was time to regain strength so I could use my body. The little nuns were nice but they were controlled. The some monks were very nice too. I might have made some monastic friends in the end. I wasn't the only retreatant who got a bad experience while I was there. The attacks were selective. Most came to me to share their similar experiences with me as a way of comforting me. But none of them had secret ties like I did. Anyways, I was glad that I got out alive and in one piece. Oh and this place is also next to a gun range / hunting ground. It's the first time in my life that I heard live ammunition. I'm still trying to work through this pain and allow myself to open up again. Please wish me well... Thank you Jess for this, what seems like a more in-depth private reading!
Pile 2 knowledge for knowledge sake. Not materialistic. I have not left. They are merry, I just keep my distance. Grief and loss of the love of my life. I look for friendship.
Pile 2: Awwww! 😂😂😂😂 Yeah, goal oriented. Nothing has happened between us for a while. I left because he hadn't talked to me. I never reach out to anyone anymore so I just assumed he wanted to work on his relationship. If u want my attention, then u come to me. If he sent me a message.🥰🥰 I'll be smiling on the inside. Yeah, he's stuck in a relationship (which he chooses to be in) that he's not happy in.
P2 correct. He is a well known respected man in the community - married. Very strong connection between us that I keep trying to ignore. I just graduated and will go to grad school in fall though I’m not going to transition to find a job in this new field yet. “Unused education.” He is a trainer, trains my daughter. We were at a sport event that he came to - and coincidentally my daughters father -who I am not with showed up and came over to introduce himself as we were talking. Awkward. Things have been very tense since.
Pile 3. I am doing healing work and been bullied, abused. But I see his stupidity again, he himself is a codependent.🤦🏻♀️ He needs to heal himself. Yes I was waiting for that, he was the person who thought i am seeing him as a soulmate so he can manipulate me. I walked away and getting stronger. He is my twin flame, and him being an idiot he still sees me as naive, where he should actually self-reflect. He better help himself, i am doing perfect by myself.
pile 2 and yes, I am like black death, highly contagious. I love knowledge inner and outer.... and I am full of fire. Jess the reading was on point, thanks.
Pile 1. I felt a sexual connection with my boss, and she hints here and there. So, this clarifies what I've been seeing and feeling. Thank you very much. =)
I’m an Aries sun #2 Scorpio in my 5th house..long thick dark hair, green eyes. I’m very spiritual. He is arrogant and egotistical and feels entitled..vain my Pluto is in 4th house libra. Slightly older than you lol he’s younger. He’s a foreman.
Omgeee! If I could tell you the situation it's *exactly* number 3. We both have fire in our charts and basically what you say is what happened from the past.
Pile 3.. was last year the first story line we were all coworkers and he was a Capricorn who was a narcissist and the other one was a Taurus and I’m a Pisces. This Capricorn literally started so much lies and rumors and tried to break me down all because I didn’t want to talk anymore because I knew something was off about him.. and my Taurus friend/ coworker def helped me out and in this read his energy showed up. As the reading got to the end it became not my story anymore but I’m thankful I’m away from that Capricorn.
I wasn't gonna comment cos it's the first time I came across your channel. But I picked pile 1 and right before you found the word to express what you were channelling at 10:29 I was waiting and "witchy" just pop up in my head and I jumped right after that cos you said the same thing. I really jumped 😂 So I decided to leave a comment. Also, yes. People would describe me as a fiery nun lmao.
Pile#2 so so SO spot on.... Where do I even start?! Nonetheless at the end of the day we are both in separation.... He has the obligations I feel as we work on ourselves.... Whether he stays in his situation is up 2 him and yup late fate spin the wheel... I am working on things that could b transformative but we'll see... Courage/post COVID 19😀👍🍀
Pile 1 Moon in Aries in vedic. Long distance relationship age gap, I am older than he is, different culture , he is very religious I am very spiritual and I am not for any established religion whatsoever. And I can be pretty unpredictable specially when provocked. 😉
Pile 3 - doesn’t at all reflect on anything that is relevant to me, but it was good to listen to the reading. Regardless of if I’d have picked pile 1 pile 2, if they reached out I’d never ignore them, I want them to reach out as they were the one that couldn’t be in a committed relationship with me to work through her situation she’s now dealing with
pile 3: Very spot on; I've always loved your early readings. To my guy: Bruh I'm in therapy and actively working thru my shit, you need to either show yo ass up, and/or go do therapy yourself. I appreciate if you might wanna help, but I need to see actions from you. Not energies
Thanks for the reading. It was pretty accurate, except the three of swords and hermit card strongly reflects that my person reconnected with me after I divorced my controlling husband. Three of Swords and Hermit could indicate a divorced person.
#1- " They see you as blocked off". Yes, I am. I can't keep interacting with people who use me as a commodity. Even only for my energy. It drains me. I am a healer and clairvoyant. I am naturally inclined to want to help people. But I have become acutely aware that it is universal law- the law of exchange- that I receive as well as get. This person gives me absolutely nothing- even as a friend. I think he liked the attention because I am attractive. If he is in a third party, I will not go anywhere near that. Automatic pain and drama. I need happiness. And why would he want to " move forward" with me and nurture me if he's already in a relationship he doesn't want to leave ? I think these people need to be honest that they are actually looking for a polygamy or polyamorous- like scenario. I am not interested in that but stop the bullsh*t games already. Right- I don't want to be dictated to. Why would I ?
#1 I am definitely a rebel now because no one will control me ever again and try to hurt me
same
Pile 1. You just described me 100% omg. I’m tripled Aries (sunW, moonV, risingV), Jupiter in Scorpio but everyone sees me as a calm, reserved, and sweet person. However, I’m very rebellious and ambitious that I left my country to study abroad and pursue my dreams in a foreign land. Also, I’m known as a hard worker and spiritual person. And YES my eyes are the part that get most compliments!! And yes I cut people out of my life all the time
2. I did come from a broken family and my dad wasn’t around plus he passed away. I do have Taurus in Venus. We do have mars and moon connection. Everything you said made me tearful 😢 Yep with the baby and family. RESONATES too the core!! I did leave 🤷🏻♀️it’s been 6 months Thank you 🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️I have Aries sun Scorpio moon..Yep he thought I was married with kids but he knows that I don’t have neither but he heard about the toxic relationship I was dealing but he knows I am done with them.
#3 within the first 5 seconds was so on point 😳 I’m a Pisces and always go towards people who need mothering/nurturing.
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Yes he tried to come back to torture me, I was ten steps ahead as I'm fully aware of what I was dealing with, ty for the reading Jess.
#3, Very Accurate. Im into my own independence and Freedom!!
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So accurate he was an abusive narcissist.
#2 resonates after sooo longggg of watching tarot readings... this one is i thing to closest to what i am feeling now.. i hope that my person is doing well...
#3. I just finalized my divorced from a very abusive Aries. This is 💯 accurate.
Same. I was with him 15 years
Pile #3: woah! Thank you soooo much this reading really puts things into perspective!!
Pile #1
Thank you very much, I feel that I understand a lot more now. I was actually pulling more and more away from this dude, but now I understand how he really feels and it makes sense to me. You've saved a relationship. Sankyū
Did it work out? Are you still together?
#2 soooo true ❤️ btw if you’re willing / interested in doing a 3rd party reading I am here for it !
Pile 2 was very on point. I don’t know how you tap into my personality so well. I know I’m not perfect and I can’t expect you to only share the good stuff so please don’t feel bad 😊
#1 I’m a Scorpio, very feisty & calculating 😆
Sounds like he’s snooping on my Twitter since I’ve been Retweeting the protests in america... 🥴 I’m mixed, he’s white & I noticed all of his friends spoke out about what’s happening right now, except him & he has a mixed girlfriend. I’m disappointed in him.
He is well off & I feel his parents may be apart of the problem 😟
Pile #2
This is your first reading I’ve ever seen. I’ve seen hundreds of other readings on TH-cam, but this was the most spot on ever!
I’m married and all the other details are so right! We haven’t talked in 2 years and I was wondering what he thinks now.
I still think of him often. Glad he does too 😊
Pile 2. He’s in third party relationship. I left.
#3. I'm a pisces, had codependent relationships before I met my person and went through separation. The time we met I literally messaged him back one night while I was using hard drugs and in addiction and opened up completely about that so this is so accurate. Also I am a healer and since getting clean from hard drugs am on my way to getting a social work degree.
Also during our separation I dated a guy with NPD lol I can't believe how accurate this is
3 so confusing, how does the narcissist want to help me heal?
Pile 1. Hes my boss in a arranged marriage. Loved him before that crap happen. Been avoiding him alot. I do have firey personaity. Hes pretty controlling. He has a high status. Im a hippie spiritual woman lol.
Pile #2 - Excellent reading. The energies you described were unbelievably accurate. Thank you!!
2 - Yes, he would lose “player status” at work (all the the senior level management where he works, and I used to work, doesn’t respect women) if he were found out to be with me. I’m very much protecting myself from him, because he only wants sex, so he ghosted me when I politely declined. I’ve had my struggles in this life, and no one would know it to look at me. I’d imagine he thought I was married, and I think he’s involved with either one or more like multiple women. But I’ve been divorced for many years.
@A F mine too
Pile 1 and 3 this time... and he's my ex, and that's a long crazy history and we just recently reconnected and disconnected. As always on point! ❤
Pile 2 totally resonates! Thank you so much!! Wishing you blessings love and light!! Blessed be!!
🕊️I was totally a bird in a cage. 💧I nearly cried because it's so true.
P1 I Love Chamomile. 4/26/21. Great reading. Thanks.
Pile 2# He was in love with a married woman. He wanted me to ease his ego. I am different and strong. He found out I was mushy in the middle and fell for him. But he was obsessed with her...still is. I need better then second banana. His married woman got a divorce. He is finding out who she really is. He is a player, and controlling. I am.not manipulated long. I think this may be the future, of me getting on my feet. So spot on!!!!
Picked pile 3 and it resonated a lot. Missed you and so thankful for your readings as always Jess. Much love ❤
Wow Jess! Pile 1.. I'm a minimalist. That calls herself an introverted extrovert! I connected spiritually to the older women of my hometown. I grow plants, artist, and I'm starting a store in this town. I do protect all my friends and will bite those that step out of line. I'm a protagonist, (trouble maker in the best way) trying to improve my soul tribe's life. And we are both child protectors. I don't want power, but it's coming from the townsfolk, so I will take my place. Yes, I use my own hurts to help others, as I learn, I teach. I was told to let him go, to grow, so he could see me as cold. Yep, he's the emperor. I gave him a lot and am waiting for him to give before I give more. My purpose in life may involve him, because he lives in this town, but my purpose isn't him alone. He helped me last year (building for my store) and asked if I needed him this year, but I've grown bigger and have my own building coming. He has studied me all right. He's a deputy, entrepreneur, boss, empath, INFJ, and has saved 6 lives in the ice over 7 years and found a little 4 yr old girl in the forest last week.❤💙 oh, I got 4 messages telepathically last summer from him, that were proven right. I thought I was going insane. Haha had an MRI done..ohoh Jess pile2 and 3 resonated too hahah
So accurate, pile 1. My special person is a chaplain leader of a spiritual care department in a major hospital. There is definitely a connection but a reluctance. I am definitely a Joan of Arc energy 😮😮😮 So many accurate things!!
As a student of Vedic Nakshakra’s, I REALLY appreciated this reading. First one I’ve heard! Thank you! The message was spot on... 🙏🏻💜💚🌸💗💙
Group 1: this made me think about the beginning parts I completely forgot about. Yeah I did lump him into a group. He tried to say he wasn’t apart of that. Eventhough he somewhat was. I don’t know. And I am a Scorpio with a Leo moon. Crazy energy. I was very well spoken and observant in the beginning because I wasn’t from that area. I was new to the environment.
Thank you for the reading!! I felt very drawn to pile #2 and slightly to pile #3!! 🧡🧡 This was a very wonderful reading!!
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Pile #2:
Yeah I am definitely seen as an outdoorsy person, I like gardening and learning able plants. I am fairly simple with things I enjoy. My person did hurt me as they said things my old bullies use to say. Yeah I do have a off limit structure with my family, since I have too listen to them like they don’t allow me to do specific things. Yeah I have some trickster attitude in real life tho. I also have done studies that I don’t really use in the medical field. They did see me as traditional then they saw my mischief streak with my freedom, tripping up people and pranking others.
There are something’s that would end up social consequences as the people I care for as family don’t like them and my family doesn’t allow me to do certain things as I’m a girl.
Pile #3:
They definitely saw me as a wounded bird, I know this as they have pitied and underestimated me. Then I proved them wrong.
2- randomly click this video and I don't expect it reasonate as a personal reading. We met in school's library in march and i always keep my manners. And now I'm kind of more open and witty. 3rd party situation. He is player type, also he has a long term gf but he didn't tell me at first and all he wanted towards me is sex. Silly me trusting that this could be a romantic relationship, I even opened up to be vulnerable to him and then realized that he took advantage of it. I said straight no to him and left. About his relationship, I'm not so sure all I know through many other tarot readings that it was toxic but he can't leave it, she is as his wife and they may have kid? When I first heard it I didn't believe since we are still in high school (senior yr) but he once joked that he about to be a father on april fool... now I think that this could be real lol. I'm still tryna suffer from this situation. Thank you for your reading :)
Whoa, you totally blew me away when you said "maybe this was this person in the past", because the whole time I was thinking "he is that person"! Wow, thank you it resonated from beginning to end... Totally on point! 🧚♀️💫💜💫🧚♀️
Pile 3 sounds like the continuation of a personal reading I got from you a while back. It also seems to tie in to another reading that I hope to get in a few days (let’s just say the person I’m inquiring about makes a appearance here as “the person from my past.” 😳
Pile 3 from the m the beginning i knew this person was the person from the past. Then you said it too
Omgggg pile 2 exclusive unapproachable!! They feel like they’ll be rejected Ppl feel less than or whatever omggggg it’s the same shit every reading. Noooo I’m so chill lol well I have expectations and I do carry myself as you described but I’m so down to earth. They see you as marriage material or they wanna have your babies Wooooow every reading says the same thing as to how ppl see me. Crazy!
Pile 1 .. reversed. Accurate n resonated vise versa. She has aires sun.
You are either a genius or am i dreaming that you are such a fantastic tarot reader!
Pile 3. I'm Leo and intelligent. Independent.
I am a Libra rising! Chose pile 1, might becoming a lawyer in the future. Kudos to you for accuracy!
Group #1, I literally have Sun in Krittika, Moon in Hasta/Chitra cusp and last time we spoke I talked about how practical stoicism is 😂
That pile 1 2 3 divide in the video is AMAZINGGG TY for your beautiful readings
This pile sounds like my story, Jess. He is a monk at a very toxic Buddhist "meditation center" monastery in Mississippi. He donated his life savings to join the one in France then was transferred to this toxic place. Our friendship is a secret. He has no means that I know of of supporting himself if he escapes. When I visited him in France, I felt like I was visiting someone in jail, even though it was very free and happy and I really liked it there.
When I went to Miss. to heal from my mom's sudden death on doctor's orders (sunny, warm, meditation) the nuns, led by one, attacked me, told me plainly that she wanted to make sure I had no more light and no more love inside of me. There was so much interrogation, gas lighting, isolation... Every time I got close to him, she would pop up and he would shoo me away. He would play her favorite, luring her in, acting like he has special something with her. He would always publicly side with her calling me ridiculous. I realized that's his method of survival. The nuns chanted his name in a sexually provocative way...
My other monk friend from France got into serious trouble because of her for talking to me. He was forced to say that he doesn't know me. She was acting like a crazy person. She got the monks to shun me and sneer at me whenever I am around. I didn't do anything wrong, or I wouldn't have done at their flagship monastery; though I have to say it was the first time I stayed with nuns.
There was no evidence of them actually practicing what they are preaching behind closed doors. It was everyone for themselves, so very different than when they put on their big bread and butter retreats. It's all a show for money. Speaking of money, they still owe me some. Midway through my stay I became semi incapacitated bed bound because they didn't accommodate my medical needs, which I gave them a doctor's note for. I stood up for myself publicly which probably broke his heart. The organization and him had lost my respect during that stay. There's no point in communicating with me telepathically if it's 180 from 'reality'. Apologize in person like you mean it, for example. Or astrosex.
Things got better after I yelled at the whole group for bullying me to the point where I lost control of my body at lunch, yet the nuns still insisted that I get up immediately and walk back the distance that I was supposed to be driven. I yelled what happened to compassion, what happened to love that thay was teaching? All I needed was time to regain strength so I could use my body. The little nuns were nice but they were controlled. The some monks were very nice too. I might have made some monastic friends in the end.
I wasn't the only retreatant who got a bad experience while I was there. The attacks were selective. Most came to me to share their similar experiences with me as a way of comforting me. But none of them had secret ties like I did. Anyways, I was glad that I got out alive and in one piece. Oh and this place is also next to a gun range / hunting ground. It's the first time in my life that I heard live ammunition.
I'm still trying to work through this pain and allow myself to open up again. Please wish me well...
Thank you Jess for this, what seems like a more in-depth private reading!
Pile no. 1. VERY ACCURATE. I AM A CHITRA MOON! Love you, jess ♥️
Holy moly.. omg pile 3. Ex narc. Was v ill as I'd never heard of narc abuse.. x that's amazing how accurate x thanku
Pile 2 knowledge for knowledge sake. Not materialistic. I have not left. They are merry, I just keep my distance. Grief and loss of the love of my life. I look for friendship.
Pile 2: Awwww! 😂😂😂😂 Yeah, goal oriented. Nothing has happened between us for a while. I left because he hadn't talked to me. I never reach out to anyone anymore so I just assumed he wanted to work on his relationship. If u want my attention, then u come to me. If he sent me a message.🥰🥰 I'll be smiling on the inside. Yeah, he's stuck in a relationship (which he chooses to be in) that he's not happy in.
P2 correct. He is a well known respected man in the community - married. Very strong connection between us that I keep trying to ignore. I just graduated and will go to grad school in fall though I’m not going to transition to find a job in this new field yet. “Unused education.” He is a trainer, trains my daughter. We were at a sport event that he came to - and coincidentally my daughters father -who I am not with showed up and came over to introduce himself as we were talking. Awkward. Things have been very tense since.
This is a great reading! Loved pile 1❤️! Thank you!
Funny how he shows up as the Emperor and Hierophant for the second time today … definitely a sign!
Pile 2 is unbelievably true ❤️
pile 3; resonated 💗
3- Hi Jess this pic a reading was a good idea I liked it very good read thank you :~)
Pile 3. I am doing healing work and been bullied, abused. But I see his stupidity again, he himself is a codependent.🤦🏻♀️ He needs to heal himself. Yes I was waiting for that, he was the person who thought i am seeing him as a soulmate so he can manipulate me. I walked away and getting stronger. He is my twin flame, and him being an idiot he still sees me as naive, where he should actually self-reflect. He better help himself, i am doing perfect by myself.
Same
Love the new additions to the editing Jess!
Pile 2 is insanely accurate!
You hit the nail on the head w pile 1, well played, many thanks 😋
Pile 3, question so if my counterpart hurt me before then it means he’s only trying to get back because of his narcissistic behaviour?
pile 2 and yes, I am like black death, highly contagious.
I love knowledge inner and outer.... and I am full of fire.
Jess the reading was on point, thanks.
Pile 1. I felt a sexual connection with my boss, and she hints here and there. So, this clarifies what I've been seeing and feeling. Thank you very much. =)
Pile #3 resonates 💖 . I really enjoy the music 🎶
Omg pile one is veryyyyy accurate wow im blown away
Pile 2',very good read ,you did a great job ! Thank you
No. 3 - definitely resonated. Thank you. 💖
Thank you 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Pile 2&3 - my co-worker
Pile 1 - my taurus crush
Resonate so much with pile 3. Thank you for an amazing read!🙏💓
I’m an Aries sun #2 Scorpio in my 5th house..long thick dark hair, green eyes. I’m very spiritual. He is arrogant and egotistical and feels entitled..vain my Pluto is in 4th house libra. Slightly older than you lol he’s younger. He’s a foreman.
#1 &3 resonates wow thank you 😊
Omgeee! If I could tell you the situation it's *exactly* number 3. We both have fire in our charts and basically what you say is what happened from the past.
Pile 3. On point girl! This resonated with me. I love how u figured it out the he was the narcissistic one. Thanks
Pile 1- I have my moon nodes in libra and Aries and my sun is in Aries 😌 he is a consultant
Pile 3.. was last year the first story line we were all coworkers and he was a Capricorn who was a narcissist and the other one was a Taurus and I’m a Pisces. This Capricorn literally started so much lies and rumors and tried to break me down all because I didn’t want to talk anymore because I knew something was off about him.. and my Taurus friend/ coworker def helped me out and in this read his energy showed up. As the reading got to the end it became not my story anymore but I’m thankful I’m away from that Capricorn.
You are amazingly gifted Jessica, thank you for the much much,much needed clarity.💜💜💜💜💜
Pile 3 and it definitely resonated.
I'm living for the timelapse at the start
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Pile 1- Thank you so much!! You are always spot on! ☺️🙏🏻
this is so accurate omg too accurate even the part when i thought my ex was fated lol
fuckin hell 2 & 3 are freakishly on point for future reference
I wasn't gonna comment cos it's the first time I came across your channel. But I picked pile 1 and right before you found the word to express what you were channelling at 10:29 I was waiting and "witchy" just pop up in my head and I jumped right after that cos you said the same thing. I really jumped 😂 So I decided to leave a comment.
Also, yes. People would describe me as a fiery nun lmao.
Yessss!!!!!
Pile #2 resonated to a TEE even the higher studies part... 😳
Wow pile # blew my mind because i was curious about a past person and i always wondered if they were narcissistic..
Pile 3. I'm a Pisces rising in sidereal astrology .
Pile#2 so so SO spot on.... Where do I even start?! Nonetheless at the end of the day we are both in separation.... He has the obligations I feel as we work on ourselves.... Whether he stays in his situation is up 2 him and yup late fate spin the wheel... I am working on things that could b transformative but we'll see... Courage/post COVID 19😀👍🍀
Pluto IS A PLANET! pile 1. Dont apologize 4 that. Any body in space that has 27 moons is a planet!
Pile 2 earth energy I'm a Capricorn so that's maybe why
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Pile 1 Moon in Aries in vedic. Long distance relationship age gap, I am older than he is, different culture , he is very religious I am very spiritual and I am not for any established religion whatsoever. And I can be pretty unpredictable specially when provocked. 😉
Soooooo on point ❤️💚💚❤️💚💚 thank you #2
Pile 3 - doesn’t at all reflect on anything that is relevant to me, but it was good to listen to the reading. Regardless of if I’d have picked pile 1 pile 2, if they reached out I’d never ignore them, I want them to reach out as they were the one that couldn’t be in a committed relationship with me to work through her situation she’s now dealing with
Believe I picked 2 I’m a Virgo so that’s a lot of earth there he is too!
This is so insanely accurate!!!
#3 yes its like Miracle. if its really happen.
pile 3: Very spot on; I've always loved your early readings. To my guy: Bruh I'm in therapy and actively working thru my shit, you need to either show yo ass up, and/or go do therapy yourself. I appreciate if you might wanna help, but I need to see actions from you. Not energies
Amazinggggg as usual!
Thanks for the reading. It was pretty accurate, except the three of swords and hermit card strongly reflects that my person reconnected with me after I divorced my controlling husband. Three of Swords and Hermit could indicate a divorced person.
I really liked the reading because it was very accurate but I would prefer for the pile choosing to be a bit more easier. Anyway Thank you 😆
Thankyou! I love the song you used in between 1 & 2 what is it called?
I looove it too! It’s “Then I Go” by Damma Beatz
Omgggg I have Aries and Libra in my chart for sureeeee!!!
Pile 2: wow how it can be so accurate?
Pile 1: I’m not all the way through but I claim this interpretation
I challenged what he was part of for sure (rich white maleeeeeeee - it’s the hyper privileged perspectives on human rights for me)
BRUHHH I PEEPED THE PART ABOUT SOMEONE GETTING YOU INTO THEIR SPACE BEING SIGNIFICANT