Dax - Depression (Lyrics)

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  • Dax - Depression (Lyrics)
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    ➥ Lyrics:
    I can’t find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help
    But I pushed all of them way
    I took cards they dealt
    And there’s nothing I can change
    So when I’m by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
    Sometimes I sit and I reminisce
    bout the good times
    wish I could get those back
    I keep on running these races
    that go in my mind
    then they go on these tracks
    I’m not ready to erase all my memories
    I fight depression
    and I let it get the best of me
    now there’s nowhere to run, nowhere to go
    look around its liquor bottles all on the floor
    filling up the space
    inside my heart and my home
    drowning out these thoughts
    until they leave me alone
    I can’t find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help
    But I pushed all of them way
    I Took cards they dealt
    And there’s nothing I can change
    So when I’m by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
    [Verse 2]
    These thoughts are draining all my energy
    I try to tell em to God
    they say i’m going insane
    And then they recommended therapy
    and to go and talk to a man
    who’s getting paid to explain
    He started saying
    That the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain ain’t connecting to accomplishments associated with moving on in life and past the things that my heart cannot contain
    So the happiness won’t sustain
    Then he read me my options
    he said here goes a pill
    only take two with A meal
    and It’ll numb how I feel
    I can’t find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help
    But I pushed all of them way
    I Took cards they dealt
    And there’s nothing I can change
    So when I’m by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
    Should I drown all these thoughts or should I leave them to float?
    I got all of my flaws living inside of this boat
    I’ve been anchored in pain
    the weight is making me choke
    It’s getting harder to breathe
    it’s pulling right at my throat
    I’ve been hoping for change but don’t know how to restart
    they say you ain’t a man when you exposing your heart
    Then they say you’re insane until it tears you apart
    And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars
    We can only see change when we accept who we are
    Try to run from the shame and you will never get far
    Don’t you bottle the pain
    or live your life in the dark
    You’re meant break from those chains
    and shine as bright as a star
    Don’t you ever tell yourself
    that your depression
    is the reason you won’t make it
    or that happiness is not in your cards
    with our God
    you can beat all the odds
    keep your faith and you’ll never get lost and say
    I can’t find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help
    But I pushed all of them way
    I Took cards they dealt
    And there’s nothing I can change
    So when I’m by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
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  • @rapcitylife
    @rapcitylife  ปีที่แล้ว +302

    What's your favorite Dax song?

    • @XXXTENTACIONTHEGOAT
      @XXXTENTACIONTHEGOAT ปีที่แล้ว +36

      She cheated again, Dear God, Self Proclaimed 2, Dear Alcohol, My Heart Hurts

    • @jonathansavoie5619
      @jonathansavoie5619 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Dear alcohol

    • @thatskeytee
      @thatskeytee ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I need some tips from you rapcity pls

    • @rapcitylife
      @rapcitylife  ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@thatskeytee yo, wassup

    • @kayleighcraig5243
      @kayleighcraig5243 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Last words, dear alcohol, my heart hurts, dear god, dax Godzilla, joker, dear mom, killshot. 🙌🏼🙌🏼👌🏼🤍

  • @jakelovell42
    @jakelovell42 ปีที่แล้ว +2148

    You don’t understand depression until you can’t stand your own presence in an empty room - Unknown

  • @SuperMusic194
    @SuperMusic194 ปีที่แล้ว +176

    For the 1% people reading this, I hope you become successful in your life . good luck 😘

    • @Kareemlove5
      @Kareemlove5 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I do not want success! , I want love , comfort and the same for the ones that I love until the end of times 🙏💚💚💚💚💚💚

    • @chrisgolden6128
      @chrisgolden6128 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Won't happen. Too many mental issues to be more than lower class. I appreciate it though

    • @karynecasavant7156
      @karynecasavant7156 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @jeremiahjackson3239
      @jeremiahjackson3239 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      🎉 we already made it

    • @goodday011
      @goodday011 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you. I'm trying

  • @Thatsdax
    @Thatsdax ปีที่แล้ว +773

    Appreciate you fam🙏🏾♥️

    • @ty9988do
      @ty9988do ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Your music is truly beautiful!

    • @Oogie_Boogie_Man
      @Oogie_Boogie_Man ปีที่แล้ว +5

      #impact✊

    • @rapcitylife
      @rapcitylife  ปีที่แล้ว +32

      🙏🙏

    • @That1CrazyBoi
      @That1CrazyBoi ปีที่แล้ว +10

      You're a real one dax. Thank you for all your music 🙏

    • @joshrole
      @joshrole ปีที่แล้ว +3

      💯 🚫 🎩

  • @That1CrazyBoi
    @That1CrazyBoi ปีที่แล้ว +427

    Dax is one of my favorite rappers, not only because his lyrics are relatable, but because he is not afraid to put himself out there. Thank you dax.

  • @mitchabarnett3703
    @mitchabarnett3703 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +73

    Who listening to this song in 2024

    • @corndog95.
      @corndog95. 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🎉🎉🎉

    • @user-ym4mf5gv8g
      @user-ym4mf5gv8g 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Gotcha.

    • @nsskaVF4M
      @nsskaVF4M 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Me

    • @ro_hit15
      @ro_hit15 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Dude

    • @Mariposa91
      @Mariposa91 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Meeeeeee

  • @teresadavis133
    @teresadavis133 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    I fight with depression everyday,but by the grace of God is why I make it everyday!

    • @LUTC_356
      @LUTC_356 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Amen

  • @delboski9000
    @delboski9000 ปีที่แล้ว +105

    Im going to tell you all like this im a 100% disabled veteran...a father of a 7 yr old little girl and a 14 yr old lil girl and happily married....my past haunts me everyday and lives within me everyday through PAIN and i can tell you all that this song is EXACTLY how i feel everyday and have to push through to do my job as a father and husband. Such a fantastic song!

    • @jarodsnow
      @jarodsnow ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Shout out to all the Vets that went through hell for there people and families I salute you sir you a legend

    • @sangheeozuna3894
      @sangheeozuna3894 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Salute

    • @oKazaryo
      @oKazaryo ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You’re doing well brother. I know it’s hard but let it be known you’re one hell of a man to go through all that and be there for your girls and you bless them and many others with your presence. I think you’re amazing

    • @richardporkins62
      @richardporkins62 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for your service and sacrifice. I know it must not be easy.

    • @ihannibal2470
      @ihannibal2470 ปีที่แล้ว

      its called karma... youi fought for a tyrannical govt a war based on lies so murica could get more power.

  • @tiff6264
    @tiff6264 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    Since this song was released, I've listened to it just about every single day. It truly helps to know that I'm not the only one who had these feelings. Thank you Dax, for such a healing song.

  • @emoboyluvr1990
    @emoboyluvr1990 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    This is such a masterpiece. Anyone battling depression can relate to this song, me included. Amaxing!

    • @karlbroughton1615
      @karlbroughton1615 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kia ore e hoā u arent wrong there justd herd it and damn was reminising hundie on that waiata(SONG).

    • @goodvibeshustler4833
      @goodvibeshustler4833 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Everything would be OK soon 🙏🙏🙏

    • @bongisasajini5927
      @bongisasajini5927 ปีที่แล้ว

      Best song ever

    • @mrnobody3356
      @mrnobody3356 ปีที่แล้ว

      I relate to this song a lil to much I was cheated on in a 2yr relationship and it hurts just a lil too much cause their was child involved he wasn't mine but I was there 99% of his life it hurts

    • @Heavenly_007
      @Heavenly_007 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can definitely relate to this song

  • @marcus4life161
    @marcus4life161 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    I just heard this 2 days ago. Not even half way through it I started bawlin my eyes out. It’s like I see myself singing this cuz it’s exactly how I feel. It’s sad that only few ppl in this world speak out about depression and notice it’s a big problem in this world . Ty Dax for makin this song. Cuz u bring lots of ppl together.

  • @brettwhittle452
    @brettwhittle452 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I've been praying for brighter days since I was 18, I've just turned 30. It doesn't get easier. But keep fighting.. there is always help

    • @AndreaMcAteer-fh8vr
      @AndreaMcAteer-fh8vr 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hoping wherever you are now, a yr later, is more peaceful

  • @jeanboy9108
    @jeanboy9108 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    The verse about the therapist gives me chills. hands down the cleanest verse i’ve heard in a while going through depression… anything to hide the pain, but nothing to address it.

  • @carsonelias4594
    @carsonelias4594 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings.
    This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.

    • @JamesTaylor-ff4dp
      @JamesTaylor-ff4dp ปีที่แล้ว

      Please does anyone know where I can get them? I put so much on my plate and it really affects my stress and anxiety levels, I would love to try shrooms

    • @mirabelwatson7863
      @mirabelwatson7863 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes, bergwilly11

    • @Armus187
      @Armus187 ปีที่แล้ว

      Psychedelics saved me from vears of uncontrollable depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction. imagine carving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone. Believe it or not in a couple years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues.

    • @zarkos2313
      @zarkos2313 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Is he on instagram?

    • @zarkos2313
      @zarkos2313 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      depression and anxiety is like the worst disease you can get

  • @joshuataylor1757
    @joshuataylor1757 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    This song kept me from pulling the trigger tonight depression is the worst pain u can feel thank you for this song !!!

    • @lord_may
      @lord_may ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Don't ever to that again😢 ,I know how it'as feel, am ready to be ur friend Dear 💓

    • @jessicaspang9033
      @jessicaspang9033 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You are here for a reason ! If u need someone to talk I’m here for you cs I know damn well how u feel !

    • @just_ruby_fps
      @just_ruby_fps ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stay strong my friend. Im so low right now. Just lost the backbone to happiness in both sides of my family. Lost 2 aunts one yesterday one a month ago both to cancer. I was mad because they didn’t deserve to be taken. It helps me knowing they’re not in pain anymore.

    • @ashley3492
      @ashley3492 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Please check in so we know you are ok. I pray things get better for you.

    • @keldonworley2570
      @keldonworley2570 ปีที่แล้ว

      Toothache is worse

  • @fuzzybuddy5318
    @fuzzybuddy5318 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Just blows my mind that a song with REAL meaning and emotion behind it won’t get the same recognition as a song talking about cars, bitches and money… Respect Dax 🤙🏼

  • @hunterpentecost5544
    @hunterpentecost5544 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I heard this song on TikTok and had to look it up and it express everything I'm going through right now and I'm crying over it DAX thank you

    • @janetangelezyii4574
      @janetangelezyii4574 ปีที่แล้ว

      I relate to you...Only difference, I found it on You Tube shorts...I cried also....

    • @hunterpentecost5544
      @hunterpentecost5544 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@janetangelezyii4574 yes i truely like this song for this simple fact of how hard it hits home and how hard it exprisses how someone feels while going through this uve have also found another song pretty close to this one

    • @user-fz7gl4md1r
      @user-fz7gl4md1r 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      1:14

  • @stephenbaker6722
    @stephenbaker6722 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    I swear… I cried like a baby listening to this. Being a Military vet with no visible scare, you feel no one sees you mental scares.

    • @alterbridgefan99
      @alterbridgefan99 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you for your service and I'm sorry you're going through hell

    • @JohnMackay-kn3rl
      @JohnMackay-kn3rl ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well said brother

    • @michaelwrath5473
      @michaelwrath5473 ปีที่แล้ว

      I see you brother. You're not alone.

    • @matthewwaters4869
      @matthewwaters4869 ปีที่แล้ว

      Right there with you brother. Mission isn’t over yet keep fighting!

    • @jcuzkartel
      @jcuzkartel ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you for your service and may the universe send you all the strength u need to keep pushing sir

  • @mackenzie613
    @mackenzie613 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    I tried to post this on Facebook and Facebook said “it goes against community standards”. And that my friends is what’s wrong with this world

  • @kermielewis4451
    @kermielewis4451 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    He's done it again. Dax says EVERYTHING i can't put into words

  • @stephengilbreath840
    @stephengilbreath840 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    My mom passed away on 3-6-23. This song basically describes where I've been. Much love Dax.

    • @MichelleNagir
      @MichelleNagir 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. My mom passed in 2019.

  • @delboski9000
    @delboski9000 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You know as a father of two daughters and a husband i am also a 100% disabled vet...on all of the days i have tried to convince myself to pull it....i would always listen to this song and think just one more day is all i need....keep the faith and always rise above.

  • @brandinomyrino9235
    @brandinomyrino9235 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This will forever be my favorite song ever and im never gonna forget when i screamed this at the top of my lungs at this mans concert. Time of my life

  • @user-sh4so5xx9w
    @user-sh4so5xx9w 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    just remember Ur never alone

  • @StandForTruth205
    @StandForTruth205 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Man this hits home so hard, I've lived this! Much love DAX!!!

  • @justagirlandherdog
    @justagirlandherdog ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Yall do not buy into the lies your depression tells you!!! Mad respect brother!

  • @davidgutierrez4999
    @davidgutierrez4999 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "dont you ever tell yourself that your depression is the reason you wont make it or that happiness is not in your cards, with our god you can beat all the odds keep your faith and youll never get lost and say" that shit hit deep

  • @jessestevenson5684
    @jessestevenson5684 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This man’s music speaks to so many. But I swear he writes his songs exactly for me

  • @smiledog6121
    @smiledog6121 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Not all rappers need to swear to be good. Keep it up dax!

  • @pbell192
    @pbell192 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Yeah Dax this song hit me different, some people do not realize how serious depression is. Thank you for this

    • @tristinjudd2595
      @tristinjudd2595 ปีที่แล้ว

      It'll take you to very dark places and destroy you in every way imaginable

  • @jazman5051
    @jazman5051 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Dax is too talent and he is truly passionate about his lyrics. I just over love him ❤❤❤He actually put himself in other people shoes through his songs

  • @RangisKhan
    @RangisKhan ปีที่แล้ว +19

    This one really hits hard. Greatest song about depression ever written!

  • @callielynn7577
    @callielynn7577 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Depression sucks it's a lonely world my anxiety is so high I feel like I'm gonna puke. All I can do is cry . I got hit with a hell of a curve ball in life and it knocked me down I can't get up. Much Love Dax. Thank you for your music.

  • @Jessie_BT
    @Jessie_BT ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i'm not usually into rap, but it has been a LONG time since a song has hit me so close to the bone that it's left me in tears...i've never heard a song that has ever perfectly put into words how it feels coping with depression...it feels inescapable

  • @chrissmith1111
    @chrissmith1111 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This was one of his best songs its real and i appreciate Dax speaking on this im a recovering addict and it just lets us know that we arent alone in all these thoughts much respect to Dax.

  • @danzthamanz
    @danzthamanz ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I've never appreciated a rapper like I do dax alot of his songs hit home love you dax 💯

  • @rositacaraballo83
    @rositacaraballo83 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you for sharing this song with the world I feel just like that people don't understand us I been fighting depression for 25 years but I hang on to God blessings

  • @joshgesman1815
    @joshgesman1815 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm not into rap songs but when I heard dax song really speaks my thoughts and feelings right now.

  • @danielbell4144
    @danielbell4144 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This hit me so hard dax. You just keep making songs that just hits you in the right place when something is wrong. Thank you so much my dude.

  • @Mozenrath1186
    @Mozenrath1186 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    So glad I found this song during a dark episode 2 days ago. Truly a piece that hits home for most who suffer in silence but just know to those we are not alone

    • @dariush1291
      @dariush1291 ปีที่แล้ว

      No one will ever know truly know the Darkness

  • @saintgeorgemanuel9211
    @saintgeorgemanuel9211 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Since I started listening to Dax songs ... It always makes me be ambitious and lifts up my morales .... That ya bro Dax for such an inspirational relatable ethic song ...

  • @JustJay1281
    @JustJay1281 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    First time I heard this song, it literally brought me to tears. I can't stop listening to it. Over the holidays my thoughts got dangerously dark. I went to my local ER after almost 3 weeks I am ready to face the world again

  • @the_pineapples_2557
    @the_pineapples_2557 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Such a good song thank you. Was painful to hear but really spoke to how I feel and my experiences.

  • @danielmcinnes9892
    @danielmcinnes9892 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Damn, that song really hits those buried emotions.
    10/10.
    Excellent job, Dax. Absolutely phenomenal song.

  • @CoryCDS
    @CoryCDS ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I think this is the first Dax song ive heard, I’ll definitely be checking out more

  • @leep4158
    @leep4158 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This man was sent from up above by a higher power because he hits everyone in ways we can't imagine.
    🙏

  • @mrtheo_fitness_and_massage
    @mrtheo_fitness_and_massage ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Dax is the best rapper, how he connects his song to real life situations and it elevates people and shapes us.. keep it real Dax 😊

  • @erikfirst4143
    @erikfirst4143 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Nothing can compare to what Dax’s lyrics can do to you🙏🏽💯🔥 thank you so much for letting us know we’re not alone💙💪🏼

    • @kofiosaekwapong2256
      @kofiosaekwapong2256 ปีที่แล้ว

      Geez this track is a masterpiece. Its a true lyric to fight away the depression. Its real u noe....lets pray for brighter days...

  • @MrDerKuenstler
    @MrDerKuenstler ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Great song. Hurts big time. Thanks for being a voice where most can't speak.

  • @Rawnchy
    @Rawnchy ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I speak for so many people when I say you have helped me so much, and I can never thank you enough for that. I wish I could say this to your face, but thank you brother, you’re amazing

  • @ltillman79
    @ltillman79 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is beyond a good track. This is LIFE! I was scrolling fb and I came across this incredible masterpiece. 🖤❤️ praying for brighter days especially for those who feel like they've been in the dark so long that they can't comprehend that the sun will shine again and for those who put on a smile when their face when their insides (heart) are just bleeding out from the pain. Keep pushing, we deserve happiness, we deserve to be here.

  • @Rekanora
    @Rekanora ปีที่แล้ว +2

    TH-cam shorts brought me here, because only two lines of this song captured my heart instantly!
    Life is testing me right now, and this song just gave me the strength I needed!
    Thank you so much for this, and God bless you all! ❤️

  • @sherylkelly8524
    @sherylkelly8524 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Amazing how Dax can switch his music up so much. Such talent he has and the words of his song we all can relate to. Another great one wish he would tour in Boston would love to see him.

  • @seanshelleman3289
    @seanshelleman3289 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Couldn’t have said it any better. I battle with it everyday. I’m going through a string of bad times right now and this definitely slams the nail on the head

  • @alyssabehrendsen3603
    @alyssabehrendsen3603 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love your music. I know that I'm not the only one that has ever felt like this. I appreciate you!

  • @sarasmile355
    @sarasmile355 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Wow first time ever hearing this... Been having it on loop for the last 7 hrs. Think its stickin cause i finally have the courage to get up open the shades let the light in an take a shower for the first time in 16 days. This song is going to save my life. Thank u is to small of a word to express my gratitude

    • @tiff6264
      @tiff6264 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree

  • @meethead1174
    @meethead1174 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I've never been into rap, I'm more of a metal dude, but I can listen to dax, he's not afraid to say his mind. And his music is very relatable for me in my life.

  • @mhelle3370
    @mhelle3370 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Never came across a song with lyrics so powerful amazing song awesome lyrics Respect to Dax this is a masterpiece dealing with depression and when in a hard place all I have to do is turn to your music man you speak truth within your music keep it up I know your music helped me out a few times and hopefully it will keep helping others

  • @rmh1180
    @rmh1180 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Dax if you read this... I don't have words. You just know what I mean. Thank you for that . Thank you for understanding the assignment and being of service to God. I see you.

  • @ZedSalvatore
    @ZedSalvatore ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I've been listening to this song for 3 days in a row, I could never explain how much its helping me during these dark days...
    thank you so much

  • @ernestomeads5493
    @ernestomeads5493 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Now why ain't he platinum
    Pure genius 💯✊🏿🙏

  • @andreasullivan2419
    @andreasullivan2419 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    DAX is a RAP GOD
    Dax I'm proud of you that you found God

  • @madsadworld
    @madsadworld 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    DAX is a lyrical genius - love his music and this songs really hit home!

  • @johnleduc1568
    @johnleduc1568 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm a recovering addict. Clean for 4 years and going 💪. I've never been happier or more confident in myself and my recovery than when I listen to this song or songs like it. Thanx Dax. We all appreciate it. You're giving us help through this.

  • @SpeedyPunisher
    @SpeedyPunisher ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Pure emotion, yet still the flow and ability showing as clear as always. 👏👏👏 Legend

  • @meaganberndt3503
    @meaganberndt3503 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This is THE most amazing song. Really described what depression is to a T. Amazing lyrics and really affecting me in a big way

  • @napz530norkal9
    @napz530norkal9 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    DAX!! Blows my mind how u rip my thoughts n feelings rt out my soul . Word for word every song

  • @shadowslayer5240
    @shadowslayer5240 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Dax I would like to thank you for the songs you have made I listen to them because I relate to them whole heartedly and this is my favorite song because I’ve gone through so much in my life that I get stuck in my head and hope to continue and not relapse. Thank you so much homie

  • @lonewolf_101
    @lonewolf_101 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Feel every word in this song - beautiful comforting pain 💔

  • @nicimosiskwew3390
    @nicimosiskwew3390 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This song has me crying the words right out of my mind 😭😭😭

  • @yarrenwise2764
    @yarrenwise2764 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Wow this song explains it better than I ever could thanks DAX for this anointed song

  • @terronlidge51stcrip
    @terronlidge51stcrip ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Love this song man definitely helps me with my depression 😩 thanks Dax we appreciate you and your talent

  • @leannes8270
    @leannes8270 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’ve never heard a song that I can relate more than this song. I love this artists. He’s the realest of real artists. Joker from this artists is bomb asf

  • @Ty-yy8cg
    @Ty-yy8cg ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Domt know how many times i came back to this song and kept hitting play. With a glass in my hand and crying trying not to end this sht once again here we are again i wish everyone luck

  • @sherisharonhines532
    @sherisharonhines532 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    All I can say is...WOW
    AMAZING
    Depression...hits home
    You're so real...thanks
    for being you

  • @Hannasbananas
    @Hannasbananas ปีที่แล้ว +7

    🔥🔥Damn Dax every song hits my heart so hard, saying so many words I can't bring to my mouth but sit in my heart!! thank you ❤️❤️🔥🔥

  • @jgv33
    @jgv33 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Dax never disappoints us 💫💨💥🤟🏼💪🏽😎🙌🏽🔥💯🔥🔥

  • @Bambisdeluca
    @Bambisdeluca ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I can't find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help
    But I pushed all of 'em away
    I took the cards they dealt
    And there's nothing I can change
    So when I'm by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
    Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times
    Wish I could get those back
    I keep on running these races that go in my mind
    Then they go on these tracks
    I'm not ready to erase all my memories, mm
    I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
    Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go
    Look around, it's liquor bottles all on the floor
    Filling up the space inside my heart and my home
    Drowning out these thoughts until they leave me alone
    I can't find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help
    But I pushed all of 'em away
    I took the cards they dealt
    And there's nothing I can change
    So when I'm by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
    These thoughts are draining all my energy
    I try to tell 'em to God, they said I'm going insane
    And then they recommended therapy
    And to go and talk to a man who's getting paid to explain
    He started saying that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
    Ain't connecting to accomplishments associated with moving on
    In life and past the things that my heart cannot contain
    So the happiness won't sustain
    Then he read me my options
    He said "Here goes a pill, only take two with a meal"
    And it'll numb how I feel
    I can't find myself (I can't find myself)
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help (I think I might need help)
    But I pushed all of 'em away
    I took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)
    And there's nothing I can change
    So when I'm by myself (when I'm by myself)
    I just pray for brighter days
    Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?
    I got all of my flaws living inside of this boat
    I've been anchored in pain, the weight is making me choke
    It's getting harder to breathe, it's pulling right at my throat
    I've been hoping for change, but don't know how to restart
    They say you ain't a man when you exposing your heart
    Then they say you're insane until it tears you apart
    And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars
    We can only see change when we accept who we are
    Try to run from the shame and you will never get far
    Don't you bottle the pain or live your life in the dark
    You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
    Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
    Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
    With our God, you can beat all the odds
    Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say
    I can't find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help (I think I might need help)
    But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
    I took the cards they dealt
    And there's nothing I can change
    So when I'm by myself
    I just pray for brighter days

    • @ramulondirofhiwa779
      @ramulondirofhiwa779 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah man u make me to take out my stress and plan good music

  • @billy-boyplays8180
    @billy-boyplays8180 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Perfect timing for this to come out. I lost my dear mother right when this was released. Thank you Dax!

    • @Myseries24sb
      @Myseries24sb 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sorry for your loss

  • @andreasullivan2419
    @andreasullivan2419 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You don't know depression and anxiety until you feel alone in a crowded place

  • @gw..9730
    @gw..9730 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Heard a clip and come searching. My whole adult life has had depression lurking. I can go a few years and feel great and out of nowhere and for no reason I sink.
    So I start fighting and it rips me up inside,can't be around myself let alone other people.
    I've been battling this latest hole for nearly 6 months now. I swear each time it gets tougher or maybe I'm just getting weaker.

    • @elvisss55
      @elvisss55 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stay Strong in your faith. Never give up

  • @emeraldpannell-glass4587
    @emeraldpannell-glass4587 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m feeling this literally depressing is real😢 but I gotta stay afloat thanks for the music it helps

  • @ScoutOMalley
    @ScoutOMalley ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This should be required listening for every psychiatrist, psychologist or any counselor of any kind

  • @dreambailey1312
    @dreambailey1312 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Found this from TikTok. This song is deep. You have a new fan in me Dax

  • @Rawnchy
    @Rawnchy ปีที่แล้ว +4

    So many late nights unable to sleep because of what’s on my mind. It’s nice to know I’m not alone. I love you all ❤

    • @YWNHughes
      @YWNHughes ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Keep your head up brother

    • @Rawnchy
      @Rawnchy ปีที่แล้ว

      @@YWNHughes thanks bro you do the same ❤️

  • @doobydune
    @doobydune ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Shit made me cry it was so beautiful. Keep doing you Dax ! We love you

  • @StrayKids_STAY2021
    @StrayKids_STAY2021 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I love this song im currently very depressed and this song has helped me very much

  • @gavenknapp5004
    @gavenknapp5004 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This song saved my life.

  • @dennispalmore4847
    @dennispalmore4847 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    First time ever listening to Dax and this damn near brought me to tears... I felt every word.

  • @douglevesque7522
    @douglevesque7522 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Keep it up bro! Appreciate your and your songs helped me through a lot.

  • @amandagerber287
    @amandagerber287 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is my new favorite song frfr because I been here I am an recovering addict trying to fight major depressive disorder PTSD anxiety all of it. This is my daily song ❤

  • @mkjcb
    @mkjcb 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you, @Thatsdax , thank you for being open and creating a song that relates to and freed so many of us.
    Depression shows its ugly face in so many forms. It's not always crippling. It's not always clear. It's not always due to a chemical imbalance. It's not always treatable.
    What it is, is real. Be there for those you know may be battling.

  • @michaelstevens2230
    @michaelstevens2230 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Your music saved my life ❤

  • @ecuabori
    @ecuabori ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love your music been following since day 1 and can't wait for more, you help me motivate myself and fight. From my experience in the military and ptsd and all I go thru I love. Wish you do concerts or be a top rapper

  • @aprylmartin793
    @aprylmartin793 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Best rapper ever! I used to say the same thing about Lil Wayne for many many many years and heard 3 Dax songs and my mind was changed! Keep doing your thing and you will go sooo far in life! Ty for all your inspiration and encouragement! Much respect! ❤

  • @goldengrain9851
    @goldengrain9851 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You don't know depression until your depression is unsuppressed by finding your mother deceased or your kids threatening you and you look in the mirror and start swinging on yourself. Thank God I'm still here each new day is a chance to be a better man, a better human being.

  • @hosauce5466
    @hosauce5466 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    im in recovery and recently just came out of a dangerous spot, no relapse but i was damn close, a buddy of mine from recovery met with me and gave me this song yesterday and i fell apart, so i saved it and use it as an anchor point, anyone going through the struggle remember you arent alone and even though i dont know you i love you

    • @nickie4151
      @nickie4151 ปีที่แล้ว

      I struggle with going to that dangerous spot almost everyday, it feels like it will never go away

    • @jacobpharis2302
      @jacobpharis2302 ปีที่แล้ว

      How are both of y'all doing?

  • @gabrielndiritu8441
    @gabrielndiritu8441 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Beautiful. I appreciate this alot. May you continue speaking about mental health in your music.

  • @ReptileFrankReynolds
    @ReptileFrankReynolds ปีที่แล้ว

    This is the first new music I've actually searched for in like 3 years. Dax this is beautiful. I feel you.

  • @ryanrifenbark43
    @ryanrifenbark43 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thanks dax for expressing what many feel

    • @lord_may
      @lord_may ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Am sorry 4 u dear, god help ua all we are tired