𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲.
ฝัง
- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 18 พ.ย. 2024
- 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓘 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓭?
song list:
00:00 snowfall (super slowed) - øneheart & reidenshi
03:11 green to blue (super slowed - daneil.mp3
07:03 let go (super slowed) - ark patrol
10:35 blue nights (slow + reverb) - trapeia, (feat. fulleyes)
12:07 numb (super slowed) - cxlt.
14:14 watching the stars (super slowed) - øneheart
16:30 school rooftop (slow + reverb) - hisohkah
super slowed playlist.
tags:
#vibe #sad #depression #aesthetic #study #chill #music #vibes #therapy #therapymusic #motivation #motivational #calm #calmmusic #calmingmusic #shorts #short #subscribe #like #stressfree #stressrelief #yougotthis #atpeace #peace #peaceful #fyp #viral
more calming music @darknitethor
![pov: you tried your best to stop your friend but couldn't // [playlist]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/FP6gF0PEa2k/mqdefault.jpg)
![BOWKYLION - วิงวอน (ex-change) [Official MV]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/cLdnZWDaO-w/mqdefault.jpg)
Being surrounded by people who love you yet feeling absolutely alone and broken is one of the worst feelings you can ever experience.
simple! they love you but they don't understand you. That's what you're trying to say
I know I am loved I do not know what wrong with me It’s all signed and all hanging around with family and friends but I just feel like it enough and it is but it’s just something it’s just not right something is not almost perfect I have lost both of my parents think I’ll be seeing them real soon i don’t think I’ll be here for long all I could say is. Game over .later . And good afternoon and goodbye to everyone until we are all ONE ☝️……………….
Being abandoned is much worse than you can imagine
@@joshy7657 Just enjoy every moment alone! Take a walk! observe everything arround you! dont loose precious time
@@RodrigoFesteiro agreed
I'm here at 3am with that common teenage feeling that no one but my mom really cares about me. But at the end of the day, if no one is here for you, at least you're here for someone, right? So I'm here for you guys
you will find someone that truly cares, but I care. and hopefully you have an awesome day. 🖤
Same man. I'm so fucking lonely rn but i don't wanna give up, hope u make it brudda
Thanks guys, these comments really made my day. @Smooth_ND And for you, here, take a hug bro🫂
I remember that feeling 😢 but more people care than you might think 🥹
@@Will-lh3mzJust love yourself don’t rely to much on others
Brother, I am very lonely, my mother has been sick since I can remember, no love, no friendship, I don't know what to do
You have to stay strong believe in yourself if you have siblings love them treat them with kindness and tenderness be lovley be kind to people learn how to love yourself cuz if you didn't no one would love you and for your mother take care of her, mother's are the sweetest thing in this world❤
It's okay bro all you need is the Lord
What will you do? Do you keep putting yourself down and feeling disappointed? we're the same I don't have friends I just sit in my room and see my sister always going out with her friends I'm not a bad or silly person the only issue is that you haven't found a true friend , Stay with your mother because she is your true friend
My mom doesn't want me and I miss her so I die everyday because of my loneliness
keep going and do what you gotta do, brother
Your life will not always be like this.. "be not anxious" is in the bible 365 times. Do not worry and put your worries on Jesus to handle. Your worry will change nothing so best not do it. Focus on the moment and the planning of your day. Getting things done and crossed off you list. Keep going!
I don't know why i feel so lonely and depressed at night but when I'm with my friends at school i feel okay,i wanna just dissappear
The pain of losing everyone,truly painful,i lost my only best friend,now i keep getting bullied,i had social anxiety from when i was around 9 years old,and he was the only friend i had,now that i lost him,i cant make any new friends,my brother doesnt enjoy talking to me,i got bullied by a girl i liked aswell with others.
Life is rough.
I hope things will be better for you mate and being bullied by a girl that you liked is the worst feeling): hope you can defeat this situation and maybe you have just change school and meeting new people so you have to move on from all this shit who is around you
social anxiety has always been a massive problem with me, I struggle ever going in public, but I trust in myself, and that it will get better, just like how it'll get better for you, life may be super tough at times, but keep your head up, your worth much much more than you can imagine, bullying is horrible, and friends take time, you'll find another real best friend that will stay with you soon. you got this, and you'll find a true relationship too, I believe in you. you got this. if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here. 🖤
No friends, not nice parents, no love, nobody.
hang on tight, you'll find someone that cares eventually, you got this. 🖤
You'll find someone bro just go improve yourself if you haven't already then go live life
in your inside there is god , he love you bro you are not alone
@@Gamerunknown33 I’m here
Thank you🥲
Being alone is good because you are alone and at the same time it's bad because you are alone
"At the end of the day, we're all just suicidal kids telling each other that suicide isn't the answer."
Amen
so real
Everything will get better, I thought that too.😢
real
to everyone and anyone that reads this, always remember, you are loved, your are needed, even if you feel worthless, someone out there, without you even knowing, needs you, and loves you, always be there for yourself, because you can't be replaced🖤
thank you so much. same goes for you too, you're so needed in this corrupt world. only people like you can make it feel okay. 🖤
I appreciate you being kind, but be realistic, not for everyone can there be a person to love, life isnt rainbows and sunshines, sadly
thx
Life goes so Fast...i need to enjoy it more..
so relatable, make it last. 🖤
sometimes i still think of you when im laying bed
but still all alone... with our memories in my head
I'm listening this because i am not sad. I just want a peaceful deep sleep with the feeling of loneliness. It helps me for better sleep.
This picture keeps reminding me when i was younger living in a small village which hadnt many streetlights only in some corners but most of them were broken anyways, I often waited for it to be night and would sneak out my home so my parents wouldnt notice and always walk towards that one streetlight that was working and sit there.
I always wonder why I did that
because it was subconscious feeling. Your physical state might not understand but your emotional probably does. Well mentally obviously
даже если ты сейчас одинок и у тебя нет друзей, не беспокойся об этом, потрать это время на себя чтобы стать лучше. Тогда нужные люди сами придут в твою жизнь 🤲
Спасибо❤ Верю что у тебя все хорошо 😊
Someday you will be loved.
🖤
I hope it...
I love you.
Hopefully yeah..
No, nunca puedes ser completamente amado, ya que no importa cuánto quieras a alguien, siempre lo vas a olvidar.
Meus irmãos, agradeço por ter vivido na mesma época de vocês 🙏🏼
I always look at Liminal Spaces as a reflection of my isolation and suffering that I have felt since I was a child
I never had a chance to put a simple smile on my face
I don't know why, but that image is so beautiful, resonating and beautiful
I'm so glad, you're amazing. 🖤
There's nothing wrong being alone.. people are poison..
so so true. 🖤
@@darknitethorI can agree.
i hate being alone even tho i am around people sometimes
(Something I think in my head when I cry for no reason)"why am I crying? Nothing bad happened today at school...." that's actually what I thought when I started crying for no reason one day.... I'm broken
Sometimes our emotions hit us for no clear reason, and it’s okay not to always understand why. Just remember, you're not alone in feeling this way, and tomorrow could be a better day.
@@dpq_ thank you ❤️
it feels good to cry sometimes, especially if you have emotions built up. but I don't know what you're going through, hopefully it all gets better though, school is stressful 🖤
@@darknitethor OMG STOWPP people are soo sweettt😭😭😭😭❤️
I just want to fall asleep and never wake up.
Fuck Reality! It's nothing but chaos and trouble.
The Dreamworld is exactly where I want to be for the rest of my life.
I started to like being alone even more lately because there is no one left who could hurt me and then just disappear..
when its so bad you don't even want to be happy anymore. You feel comfort in sadness
@@eenryu True af, and that's the point in life when I started with self h@rm
@@SarkaVecerova I've never self that. I'm just super tired i gave up, lost all my friends and thats it, i lost my my family and thats it. I can't argue or fight anymore. I'm just tired
@eenryu Damn you don't even know how much i understand. My family just gave up on me the say that im the black sheep, my friends seem to be really detached and when I've been thinking that one boy loves me he just started to ignoring me and blocked me after 1 week of relationship and I don't understand why. I feel like I'm the problem..
@eenryu And I want to that it's great that you don't do (you know what) keep it up bro 🫡
Others love doesn't matter if u don't love Ur self
i can't take it anymore.
you’re strong and important, never give up. 🖤
Piensa, que a causado ese pensamiento?, ¿Soledad?, ¿Rechazo?, ¿Una decepción de vida?, ¿o que esta vida no tenga sentido?, la verdad no eres fuerte ni importante, pero eso no importa en este mundo, lo que importa es que tú debes elegir que hacer con tu vida, pero siempre habra quienes te ayuden, busca ayuda y no vengas a estos lugares, busca terapia, ni importa que piensan los otros, solo importas tu.
@@EFZ_17therapy doenst do shit my guy, useless waste of time and energy
@@centum-780 créeme, sirve más de lo que parece.
My brother I love you and believe in you with my entire heart. Remain strong and you will overcome all that pains you. I believe in you God bless you my brother!
I’ve felt alone for many years, I’d just brush it off and continue with my life. Now it’s catching up with me
it's not gonna be that way forever though, you'll find friends, and you'll find someone.
I’m 26, I have a great partner, friends, family, healthy body, a routine and I do what love but I still am depressed. I feel guilty and selfish. Some days it’s easy, other days it’s hard to see the point of living or feeling like a failure. I wish mental health was talked about more because it’s easy for people to be angry at me for how I feel and think
Life is like learning to drive a car. There’s so many things that can go wrong in seconds, so take every precaution to heart. But sometimes you get into an accident, and sometimes you can’t repair it.
so so true. 🖤
Однажды у меня были друзья,но сейчас их нет ,мы не общаемся ,зато есть воспоминания и я рада ,что они сохранились в моей памяти
Honestly, I'm not feeling well, I'm very scared, I don't know if I can continue or not, the future is scary and I don't know if I'll be able to handle it, I'm angry with myself, I'm tired of myself, everything is in danger now and I can't make any changes that I need to make it be what I should and reach my goal, and I am alone in this way
I'm so tired, and no matter what I do, I can't get out of this curse of sadness
Hey man, don’t give up yet. I’m here for you
you can and you will. Just like how your past happy moments were very much temporary this problem is temporary. It's so hard and Ive been there too :( take things one day at a time, precious soul of the cosmos
Confie em Deus, nada é eterno. Isso vai passar.
don't worry, happiness is soon, sadness is only temporary even though in the moment it may feel like it will never pass. just keep hope, trust in yourself for the future, and don't worry about the future, focus on now. you're so important, and you will make something great of your life and meet all your goals, just put trust in yourself, and believe that you can do it. you got this. 🖤
Just believe in God he knows what is the best for us . He love us the future in his hands .
Yore believe in yore hands believe in him make good in the world help each other
I really hate this tiring life 😞!
stay strong, you got this. 🖤
The sadness I've been going through is very overwhelming.
the sadness will pass soon, it's only temporary, just continue to stay strong.
"Lo peor del infierno no es el fuego, si no la perdida de toda esperanza"
- alguien
Yes.
*Tw* I feel so useless… I haven’t gotten anywhere in life. I know I’m still young, but that’s going to change. And I don’t want to; I don’t want to be a part of society because all it’s ever been is horrible. If I could live in the mountains like a hermit, I would. I’m tired, I’m sick of everyone fighting with each other. And now we’re losing money, my father won’t pay mom’s medical bills anymore, and she doesn’t have a job. Now, I can’t even show my face at school; I keep hurting myself when I do. How am I supposed to get a job if I couldn’t even pass high school? How am I supposed to help if everything just keeps falling apart? If I just keep falling apart…?
you'll get somewhere eventually, stay strong, the pain will pass, don't stress school too much, you have an amazing path, trust the process. hopefully your mother continues to get better. 🖤
The worst feeling ever is to see your mother suffering, unemployed for a long time and all you do is to sacrifice your skool funds cos she's the only person who has been suffering with you from childhood.At that time my father is a father just by name taking care of his other kids,but it okay...
@@darknitethorhold on, brother. You can pull through. Stay strong for your mom. She needs you to be strong.
I love you my brother and I believe in you, you have not failed anyone these times we live in are tough times indeed. There is no doubt in my mind that you will overcome these trials may all that hurts your heart fade away and the scars of the pain you have suffered heal. God bless you.
I dont have any words to describe my pain
Have you never been loved? 😢
My brother, don’t be discouraged by all sorts of trifles, life goes on, live and enjoy every moment, soon you will have a wife, family, children. This is what you should live for
thank you so much. same goes for you, if you don't already have a family. 🖤
@@darknitethor Hah, I'm only 18 years old, so for now I'm waiting for this moment)
@@user-ke2pl3tg4l oh! well, hopefully someday you have a wonderful family, trust the process 🖤
everything feels so heavy, i can’t seem to breathe properly without my heart hurting and my stomach churning, i feel like im suffocating and i don’t know how to stop it, i want to cry but i cant seem to. it hurts too much
Real
Here we are: me listening to this at 12 of full night and starting to enjoy this beautiful playlist thinking what can i do to improve my self and try to defeat my shiness and have conficidence that i don't have often and trying to catch up with school
It's another effect listening this at night than at morning
I can feel that,it's 3 am right now and hearing it right now is so much different than in the morning
Damn dude I can't do nothing,I feel lonely and lonely every single day,no body wants to help me or talk to me ,no friends,no gf,just loneliness
My brother I love you and am here for you! I believe in you and I know that all these pain you go through day to day will one day fade. Stay strong my brother the world is a better place with you in it. God bless you!
Every time I cry, I feel like something is bleeding inside me, and my hands become numb. I can't take it anymore. I'm exhausted from everything. This is the first time I talk about something inside me.
it will get better for you. it's normal to feel exhausted, but you also have to try to make it better for yourself, and it will get better for you.
Beautiful music for reading 📚
so comforting and helps me think clearly
i feel pressured from work/school/staying home all day alone.. i just want to finish everything but I cant.. so i have no choice but to go on with this f*cking life..
you got this.. life may be hard, but only the strongest can live. 🖤
Certainly with the difficulty comes the relief
Dale un sentido a tu vida, no importa nada más que eso, pero se conciente de que todo lo que te pase no es mas que tu culpa.
Ending it all really is my last option, i’m giving this life thing one more try but if anything messes up then i wish you all long and happy lives
Never give up my friend. Remember who you are.
you are important than you can ever imagine, you have a big purpose, and you are very needed in this corrupt society, don't let life beat you, beat life. you got this, don't ever give up. 🖤
Se que no puedo cambiar lo que estás apunto de hacer, talvez incluso ya lo hiciste, pero quiero mostrarte que hay gente que realmente es buena en este mundo, aunque todos seamos grises de personalidad, siempre debes buscar ayuda, no importa si no te valoras, debes saber que aunque esto no tenga sentido, la razón de la vida es buscar ese sentido.
@@darknitethor bro dont worry ❤❤ I do care about you even though I dont know you plz dont end it you have a whole life to live its okay im here :)
Even when every thing looks bad , try doing one thing , that way you can help your self , at least a bit, I know... that you think none one would care if you weren't there but just think and you will find some one who dose care about you
Pure relaxation. Much thanks.
I'm surrounded by a lot of people, family, friends and even coworkers but I'm consumed by loneliness and painful memories, no one understands me.. I don't even understand myself, why should I keep on trying what the use of it ? The Sadness will last forever...
sadness is temporary, and I feel the same way sometimes, it's hard to find someone that actually deep down cares, but trust me, you will find someone. just don't give up. and you should keep on trying, because of you, because you matter, it may feel like you'll be stuck in this cycle of sadness forever, but that's not the truth. 🖤
Guys light up your candles , it is time to change some , do your best man this is all temporarily you have to be proud of yourself that is the only thing that matters , people will love you for that.
🖤
That music brings mind,fealings. thnk bro.
no problem, I'm glad I can help you with this playlist 🖤
Behaind the darkness is the light!!🔥⚘💕🍃
I am very depressed and tired. I do not know what to do. I hope to achieve any achievement in my life
you will, it takes time, you got this. 🖤
ty i will do my best
This may sound crazy but you know what I do to feel better sometimes? I go listen to someone else's problems. If they are something I have experienced, perhaps I can help them. But, if they are worse than my problems, I feel better. But I also feel sympathy for them and it gives me something to pray to God about other than myself. Die to oneself and love is revealed my friend. I love you and pray for you now. Good vibes from USA headed your way🙏
I know it is easier said than done but, do not allow yourself to be overwhelmed my brother. I have all the faith in the world that you will get where you are going and I’m so proud of you for making it this far. I believe in you! God bless you!
@@GeneralHvac Thank you very much. I am starting to feel better and I will try to get better as soon as possible. Thank you very much, my friend. You are truly a good person. I wish I had friends like you, and your words made me happy. I love you from ksa
The truth is that I don't know what to expect from myself in the future. The only thing I know is that I am a nobody, lonely, lazy, unsuccessful, ungrateful, etc. The only thing that keeps me alive are my parents and my sister, who have accompanied, supported and guided me during these 15 years of my life. However, despite all the support I have received, I have never achieved anything. I always think that I should not have existed, and that maybe it would have been better to give the opportunity to another soul who could make my loved ones happy. Sometimes I think that disappearing from this world would be the best thing to do, but I don't want to hurt the ones I love any more.
I understand you
My english is not really good but just one thing, love yourself first. If the love of others are not enough then give you the love that you deserve. Cause, despite of anything, you are a beautiful life and an amazing human. So see it and do your best to give you the chance to be. Understand yourself when your are deep down, it's would be much easier to understand yourself, when you gonna be happy. Much love for U 😊.
always on your side,partner.. I'm one fucked-up person too..but if I can't do much for myself..I want to atleast let you know..that I want YOU to be better..go on and go forward.. atleast for the stranger writing to you now..I love you,man.
I need nobody because I have her.❤
If you guys are alone and dying about it here's some advice,love yourself.
What if u don't even love yourself
@@Smooth_ND then learn you love yourself. learn to overcome things, its a hard road and bumpy road, but at the near end, its smooth and safe. trust me brother, you will make it.
@@SunnyExoreus I hope so man. I've alr tried to start loving myself but it's a slow process... just hope all this pays off soon
@@Smooth_ND dont worry man, it will, trust me. im still in the process of it, and its going well, there WILL be bumps, but dont let that deture you. keep going man, im rooting for you.
@@SunnyExoreus thanks man, appreciate it 🙏
listening to this at my work driving alone, and being in love in that one girl… ugh
Always all alone.
What we all need is a hug from God.
so so true. 🖤
HEY STRANGER I LOVE YOU.
CUZ IF NOBODY LOVE ME I LOVE YOU
Virtual hug 🫂
@@dpq_ ❤🥺
I don't typically comment, but I have a hard time letting go of things .. letting go of that beautiful soul I knew but not able to communicate with .. I knew that she was a once in a lifetime person in that moment of time .. I just can't let my mind go over the fact that she was there for only a short time .. but no matter of what happens, I will still acknowledge and appreciate the coincidence that got me to know her .. and I will still remember the impact she left on me .. even if she never noticed ..
thats so relatable, confidence to even go into a relationship is huge, and I'm proud of you. not many people can be confident enough, I hope it gets better for you, stay strong. 🖤
I love that you are commenting under every single comment it makes me happy!
thank you so much, I try my best! your comment made me happy 🖤
Listing to this with tears in my eyes as I stare at my sons crib thinking about how I had planned this beautiful life with him having two loving parents. Now my husband and I are getting a divorce and I see him living the same childhood as me dark and cold.
I'm so sorry. you can't control what's supposed to happen, and even though you are getting divorced doesn't mean he'll have a bad childhood, hopefully it all works out for you and your family 🖤
There is a day you will realize your worthy and not useless to everyone and yourself you just have to be patient and it will come a new world will open wide for you shining bright like stars
i love u guys
🖤
Leaving my home where I lived for 28 yrs. This is the last day, alone at home ,raining outside and it's cloudy morning 8am . Listening to this while tears in my eyes.
it’ll get better, you got this. I’m glad the playlist gives you some peace. 🖤
Omg omg omg, FINALLY! Finally I found the perfect music for me
I'm glad, hopefully I can keep making playlist you enjoy. 🖤
Время 23:48,ночь,темно,родители спят,суббота,завтра воскресенье,я решаю ОГЭ по Английскому 1 и 3 задание. Очень волнуюсь. Вроде сдавать через год,но время быстро пройдет. Друзья перестали общаться. Хочется плакать. Но музыка помогает мне не сдаваться,идти дальше. ❤ спасибо большое за такой чудесный плей-лист🩷☺️
I experience the sensation of dying before I actually die.
grasp onto happiness, you got this. 🖤
Sometimes I feel pain, and then I think fuck nobody will help you ,they don’t care about you.The thing is that if they don‘t really care ignore them and Go improve yourself and don’t hear what they say , You are stronger than you think💪
Thank you amen
🖤
We all lost here…
I think I've arrived to a point in my life where the scars are too many, the losses of friends along with love relations make me saturated, and ì need to undo myself on some levels, I think for everyone it comes a time where enough is enough and you need to embrace the darkness inside and think more about yourself than the others, because you tryed and sometimes hard for them, done my mistakes, then again I grew tired, a step backward then always forward, in my case many step backward
I need this playlist for my late night drive and gym.
yess, you got this
peaceful
Don’t let your emotions cloud your wisdom. Don’t always confuse infatuation or strong feelings as love. Don’t think of it as the heart pounding excitement of meeting or being with someone new. Do not confuse it with passion. Some people spend a life time never understanding this and moving on to different relationships looking to continue these false highs and they end up alone. Even if you do understand it, you must also realize that sometimes love is not enough. Invest in yourself, be of value. When you meet someone, make sure they are capable of "appreciating" others and the good things in life because there is a chance then……………. that they might appreciate you. “Appreciation” is what makes it work and you can’t do it alone. It has to be both ways or you walk away. Don’t give your power to others. Be wise enough to know the difference in people who are capable of appreciation, be strong enough to walk away.
sometimes I call my old number or join a discord vc to actually feel like I'm talking to someone
i can be ur friend if u want
glad to be on my own 😙
My life is getting emptier day by day and to be honest I can’t care anymore , i’ve been suffering through a real depression but i think no one noticed that’s why i’m a very quiet person , i hope someday i can get some peace instead of feeling hallow and empty like an endless cycle .. or maybe it’ll end , when i get my end too .
there's never endless happiness and peace without sadness, there will be a time where it will stop. sadness is temporary, and happiness isn't forever. you'll find peace, I promise. just try to be a better version of yourself everyday.
Ei amigo,obrigado por isto!
agradeço de coração
de nada, hago estas playlists para gente como tú, muchas gracias. espero seguir haciendo listas de reproducción que disfrutes. 🖤
@@darknitethor* -- *
Misery is a comfort to me now and feels more joyous then not
misery is temporary, I hope it gets better for you 🖤
@ I hope it does as well but I have a lot of ptsd and trauma to work through even though I thought I sorta did
@@Tweakthedevourer trauma is gonna stick with you. but try to better yourself more and more everyday, I believe in you.
@ I ended up having a really bad flashback last night and it doesn’t happen often so it really messed with me today and last night but usually I regress when those happen but I’m trying not to this time and it’s not easy
I hope someone see me trying
I’m proud of you.
You’re doing great.
Never lose hope. ❤️
"We listening to this at 3am"
🗣️🔥🔥
im tired of living an unfulfilling life in a fucked up world. im a failure to everybody i know in every way. i havent felt the feeling of accomplishment in 9 years. i just cause pain to everybody around me. but hey guys! just write it off as teenage angst.
you can look at the world as being fucked up and you'll always think of it that way, but if you look at the good aspects of the world, instead of looking at the bad ones, you notice it isn't that bad. and you can think of yourself as a failure and you'll always be that way, but if you try to make a difference, and try your hardest not to be the bad things you think of yourself, it will get better, because you don't know the way other people think about you, the only bad thoughts of yourself are in your own head. you're not a failure, accomplishment doesn't just fall in your hands, you have to work for it. don't give up.
To all strangers out there
I love you so much ❤
I am going through a very painful stage in my life when I found out that I have cried a lot but I am trying very hard 😢
you're strong, and I believe in you, don't give up.
Sometimes the Greatest is sitting right beside you.
so true 🖤
I want to forgive myself, I really do. I want to forgive myself for all the times I stayed up late because I was on TH-cam, for all the times I didn't stick to my schedule, for all the times I've been on social media for too long, for every time I ever blamed myself for things others wouldn't dream to blame on themselves. I want to forgive myself for not forgiving myself. I want to forgive myself for being hard on myself, for making myself cry, for making myself feel like I'm not worth it. But I can't. You see, I have found that I'm no person of shallow emotions. When I try to feel happy about making pretty notes, eating healthy, aesthetic food, about just romanticizing life, I find myself exhausted after a couple of hours. I cannot feel that kind of ''shallow" happiness. My real nature of feelings is deep and calm and dramatic and sad and loving and true, but at the same time, I've never really loved myself. Silly innit? Even though I am the only person who I will always be with. My heartbeat is my home. But I cannot bring myself to forgive myself because it is not something I feel with all my heart, in my true nature of feeling. I will have to fight, though, because I ain't giving up. I really hope I can come back to this comment in a couple of years and be like ''Yes Darling. We made it.'' That would make me so crazily happy. Thankfully I'm still young. Wish me luck, thank you for reading this far, random stranger I'm never gonna meet :) Have a good life, bye bye
- Jfred. 10:46 PM - 7/23/24
Super beautiful.
haven’t been here for a while dark, but I knew I had to come back one more time. I knew you could do it, I knew one of your videos would blow up (in my opinion this video did) keep it up dark.
thank you so much, truly, you've been here since I created one of my first videos, you're really amazing, I really really appreciate you 🖤 hopefully your doing well, and hopefully you continue to do well.
I go for walks and reflect. Go home and sleep. Repeat.
You know, when I'm listened this is playlist, so im feeling unusually feels....so that's good, because not every day I have it
“Remember, nothing lasts forever. Make every moment of your life count. Make your parents, dead or alive, proud that you lived the best you could.
I remember when I was younger listening many depressing playlist to handle with my emotions, anxiety and loneliness. I was going through my trauma after abusive father, after seeing his few attempt to murder my mom
It took many years but I finally feel better and found someone who loves me and truly care about me
It was worth it to wait
thank you so much, I'm sorry about your parents. and I'm glad you found someone. 🖤
It’s all part of life
life isn't easy, but never give up.
10 years of this why just why
Estos sonidos crean una sensación buena y a la vez malo dentro de mi, pero me gusta 😊
I don't feel anything anymore.
it's not gonna be like that forever, it's only temporary.
It's okay sweetheart, I know it's hard, but it's okay to be tired dear. You can take a break. Nobody will get mad at you, after all, we all are human. We have a breaking point. I know it won't mean too much to you because I'm just an internet stranger, but I'm proud of you, my love. So fucking proud. Focus, dear, you are breathing. Your heart is beating. That will be my favorite sound, even if I can't hear it. You're so strong, sweetheart. You can talk to me, love, anything. How you feel, something you like, something that makes you angry, something that hurt you, about someone you love or hate, your childhood, anything about you, I just want to hear it. I want to listen.
Thank you for this. I never thought that a lovely stranger like you would make me cry. I think I needed this.
I think I am a failure and I don't even understand myself. My close friends and my family never understands me. It's so hard to be fully myself.
I'm so stressed about school, I know that I can better grades so that my parents would finally be really proud of me but I can't. I'm broken, my heart is broken, even my soul is broken. I don't know what to do. Even my close friends don't talk to me or text me.
I'm feeling useless and horribly ugly.
I'm so broken, I cannot feel proud nor happy for anything. I'm scared of happiness.
Maybe because I think that I don't deserve it.
I'm feeling empty and forever lost in the sadness of a broken soul.
@@sambia3623 you're not a failure, it's hard to understand some things, nobody really fully understands themselves 100%. just try to be as much as yourself as you can, because that's what really matters. school is super stressful, and I constantly feel like my parents don't understand me or where I'm coming from sometimes too. but just try your hardest at school, it doesn't matter if you're getting bad grades, what matters is that you're trying to understand and learn it, and try your hardest doing it. you'll get better grades overtime, don't give up. and sometimes you have to text your close friends first if you haven't already, and you'll find better friends eventually. and I'm sure you're not ugly and definitely not useless. you're one of God's creations. and you matter. don't give up.
thank you so much. 🖤
When I see the stark, gray sky on a snowy day and see the bare trees frosted with snow. I want to wander into the opaque fog. And ... just... dissolve...
I love the snow, it makes me so happy, but hopefully it gets better for you, never give up. 🖤
r.i.p insiquator your still missed😕
It’s unbelievable that there are actually people who are living similar lives. as I read these comments i came to realize that people are truly alone. I feel as if people are only nicer to me now that I lost weight it made me think do I need to be a different person for people to at least like me I don’t want to be popular. It’s just I don’t wnat people to look at me with disgust.
You all remind me of a tree trying to become an old fence before its even lived long enough to experience the life it has or stretch its branches and roots as far as possible...... Life hurts but maybe its because its someone else hurting for how you feel love yourselves and be there while you have the chance.
Banger playlist,tq stranger
thank you so much. 🖤
Go to your mum tell her that you love and miss her so much that you want that relationship with her because life is very short remember the great times you had with her forget the past time to reunite with her godbless you both ❤❤❤