I have seen your pictures on other locations over the years. I knew you had a deep spiritual side because of your testimoney in other places. Thank you for sharing your journey and where the Lord has planted you at this point in your daily walk with Him.
Yo fam. Thank you for being courageous enough to be vulnerable with us. If I may offer what I kept hearing from you was that you were seeking value from her instead of yourself. You were seeking your validation from her. At the end of this video you said you had invested all of these hours and months investing in trust with her but I was ask how much time have you invested in trusting yourself? In loving yourself? A man or a woman in any relationship is compliment not a completion often as lovehers we find ourselves so caught up in the connections of others that we miss the connection to ourselves and source. I would offer that, that could be one of the lessons in this. Love must be found in the fullness of ourselves, innerstanding what love actually is true is encompasses the fruits of the spirit but love is also pain ask any mother, love is always work ask any married couple, love is challenge and growth ask any parent, love is loss ask anyone who is in a relationship. We lose part of ourselves first in the throws of passion, then in the growth of our own nature pieces of find themselves folded into the other in an amalgamation of amorous union. Yet we must remain tethered to who we are, to the love we share with ourselves, and to the universal source. That is where the fertile soil of all aspects of love are, those internal elements of our own soul, rooted in the enlightened truth that your value truly is in "Christ". To me that word, that statement carried more meaning than most understand it. Christ meaning anointed, meaning to smear with oil to give (supernatural) power to...So in affect to find your value in "Christ" consciousness is to find the true essence of power in yourself...Love. Lastly I will offer this, it seems that you still have not let go of this experience, this wound is still open. I implore you to please find closure in it, whether it's through support of friends and family or through your spiritual advisors. Much like physical wounds it may not be the initial injury but the lack of proper triage and maintenance of it that can cause detrimental issues or death. You must close it, then give yourself time to heal and recover. You will know you are healed because of the scars. The Symbols Created After Revelation Subsides we may rub our fingers over them remembering the experience but we will be absolved of the pain. You are on a hero's journey fam keep going.
Brother...it's scary how close this hits home. Similar tragedy, the depression, the acceptance, and then being fine with being single while your friends are getting married left and right lol I feel you dude. I really do.
Thank you my friend. It has really shaped me into the man I am today and I just wanted to share that with people. It's very comforting to know that other people have gone through the same thing and that we are not alone.
I’m so sorry man. Keep your head up
I have seen your pictures on other locations over the years. I knew you had a deep spiritual side because of your testimoney in other places. Thank you for sharing your journey and where the Lord has planted you at this point in your daily walk with Him.
Yo fam. Thank you for being courageous enough to be vulnerable with us. If I may offer what I kept hearing from you was that you were seeking value from her instead of yourself. You were seeking your validation from her. At the end of this video you said you had invested all of these hours and months investing in trust with her but I was ask how much time have you invested in trusting yourself? In loving yourself? A man or a woman in any relationship is compliment not a completion often as lovehers we find ourselves so caught up in the connections of others that we miss the connection to ourselves and source. I would offer that, that could be one of the lessons in this.
Love must be found in the fullness of ourselves, innerstanding what love actually is true is encompasses the fruits of the spirit but love is also pain ask any mother, love is always work ask any married couple, love is challenge and growth ask any parent, love is loss ask anyone who is in a relationship. We lose part of ourselves first in the throws of passion, then in the growth of our own nature pieces of find themselves folded into the other in an amalgamation of amorous union. Yet we must remain tethered to who we are, to the love we share with ourselves, and to the universal source. That is where the fertile soil of all aspects of love are, those internal elements of our own soul, rooted in the enlightened truth that your value truly is in "Christ".
To me that word, that statement carried more meaning than most understand it. Christ meaning anointed, meaning to smear with oil to give (supernatural) power to...So in affect to find your value in "Christ" consciousness is to find the true essence of power in yourself...Love.
Lastly I will offer this, it seems that you still have not let go of this experience, this wound is still open. I implore you to please find closure in it, whether it's through support of friends and family or through your spiritual advisors. Much like physical wounds it may not be the initial injury but the lack of proper triage and maintenance of it that can cause detrimental issues or death. You must close it, then give yourself time to heal and recover. You will know you are healed because of the scars. The Symbols Created After Revelation Subsides we may rub our fingers over them remembering the experience but we will be absolved of the pain.
You are on a hero's journey fam keep going.
Brother...it's scary how close this hits home. Similar tragedy, the depression, the acceptance, and then being fine with being single while your friends are getting married left and right lol I feel you dude. I really do.
Thank you my friend. It has really shaped me into the man I am today and I just wanted to share that with people. It's very comforting to know that other people have gone through the same thing and that we are not alone.