Pin this🤝 Bro I can't lie to you right now You need to focus You're tough with the rapping ting You're hard at football But distractions now are a blessing in the future You get me You've just gotta balance your time Look, Akz It's pain Hear me out Like bro I don't even think she likes me Wanna use me to get over her ex's And my hearts still broken bro Ask me why did I air her message Used to be friends now I don't like her Them man are some well known pеonies Can't talk about love it's more than a myth My hеarts still frozen there's wholes G look I can't express my feelings if I like you then I might compress it And I wish that I stayed at home cuz if I see love then I might just dead it I See love as an endless game In this endless cycle pains the gain I know love has made me change Like why do love stories end the same We could've gone two years clear in love But love ain't a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting Reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting We could've gone two years clear in love But love ain't a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting Reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting Like I don't think she wants me If she ain't made that clear already And she thinks she can lead me on Like me I can't fall for love you get me Feel pain that I can't express I'm always mislead so easily Tell lies to sweeten me She's got no respect or decency And my mental state is messed Can't be a Petrachan lover I see love as a fucking myth After you can't love no other I'm so hurt by my past relations Many reasons why I'm anti love I put pain into bars and flows I'm only 15 don't know that stuff We could've gone two years clear in love Thought love was a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting There's reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting I ain't finished yet Like tell my bro I ain't finished yet Look Hear me out Let me talk about feelings though [stick to the rap Like Hear me out See the way that you make me feel Nobody makes me feel this way I thought love was reciprocal I got trapped in this ting no way I put faith in God Bro told me Stick to the bars and flows you'll pattern Friendships get turned into feelings Suppress that thought like no it can't happen We could've gone two years clear in love Thought love was a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting There's reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting We could've gone two years clear in love Thought love was a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting There's reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
So much raw talent and potential at such a young age. Keep at what you're doing, aim high, as the skies the limit. I know you will do great things in future.
Its soo mad seeing him blow up after being with him since the beginning. This guy is gonna make it big and i can acc say i was a fan of him since the beginning
Heard this when it first dropped just a yungin now I'm almost 18 and just found it after hours of searching can't believe bro was only 16 when he made this banger I'm officially 2 years clean on heavily smoking weed now I'm in the army doing my dream job
Look, Akz It's pain Hear me out Like bro I don't even think she likes me Wanna use me to get over her ex's And my hearts still broken bro Ask me why did I air her message Used to be friends now I don't like her Them man are some well known pеonies Can't talk about love it's more than a myth My hеarts still frozen there's wholes G look I can't express my feelings if I like you then I might compress it And I wish that I stayed at home cuz if I see love then I might just dead it I See love as an endless game In this endless cycle pains the gain I know love has made me change Like why do love stories end the same We could've gone two years clear in love But love ain't a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting Reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting We could've gone two years clear in love But love ain't a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting Reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting Like I don't think she wants me If she ain't made that clear already And she thinks she can lead me on Like me I can't fall for love you get me Feel pain that I can't express I'm always mislead so easily Tell lies to sweeten me She's got no respect or decency And my mental state is messed Can't be a Petrachan lover I see love as a fucking myth After you can't love no other I'm so hurt by my past relations Many reasons why I'm anti love I put pain into bars and flows I'm only 15 don't know that stuff We could've gone two years clear in love Thought love was a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting There's reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting We could've gone two years clear in love Thought love was a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting There's reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting I ain't finished yet Like tell my bro I ain't finished yet Look Hear me out Let me talk about feelings though [stick to the rap Like Hear me out See the way that you make me feel Nobody makes me feel this way I thought love was reciprocal I got trapped in this ting no way I put faith in God Bro told me Stick to the bars and flows you'll pattern Friendships get turned into feelings Suppress that thought like no it can't happen We could've gone two years clear in love Thought love was a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting There's reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting We could've gone two years clear in love Thought love was a simple thing She's got me for the time that I live But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting There's reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick Like Jaggar if you know what it is My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
I remember when this only had a 10 k come onto it a few weeks later and it on 400k this song u can just vibe to all day without getting bored keep up the good work bro
She played with my feelings. And she said that I'm boring and is hard to love me. And said she had other dudes before me and they played with her feelings but I didn't do that and loved her with my all heart and she still did that... She was the first girl I showed my feelings. I think for now I will just work for myself. Be strong boys ❤. Always be careful, because you don't know if you are the only boy she talks.
@@idiakz bro you got a talent and trust me please don’t become lazy because ik guys who think they’ve made it when they haven’t but as long as you keep this music ting going regularly u can easily go right to the top
I saw short clips of this video on tik tok I think and since then I never stopped looking for it till I found it. I'm not into drill but this???? I can't think of words to.yse cause it would be an understatement. Immediately he goes "listen I ain't finished yet" the verses after that especially hit different. I don't know what I can say about this song but it's honestly never getting out of my head!.
This song is insane, i can't believe you could explain everything so good over a beat, much love from sweden, keep on going bro ur gonna make it big time
crazy how I still listen to this nearly every day like others just because we can relate so much. Also amazing that this guy is 15. Keep it up man and don't let us down.
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Pin this🤝
Bro I can't lie to you right now
You need to focus
You're tough with the rapping ting
You're hard at football
But distractions now are a blessing in the future
You get me
You've just gotta balance your time
Look, Akz
It's pain
Hear me out
Like bro
I don't even think she likes me
Wanna use me to get over her ex's
And my hearts still broken bro
Ask me why did I air her message
Used to be friends now I don't like her
Them man are some well known pеonies
Can't talk about love it's more than a myth
My hеarts still frozen there's wholes G look
I can't express my feelings if I like you then I might compress it
And I wish that I stayed at home cuz if I see love then I might just dead it
I See love as an endless game
In this endless cycle pains the gain
I know love has made me change
Like why do love stories end the same
We could've gone two years clear in love
But love ain't a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
Reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
We could've gone two years clear in love
But love ain't a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
Reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
Like
I don't think she wants me
If she ain't made that clear already
And she thinks she can lead me on
Like me I can't fall for love you get me
Feel pain that I can't express
I'm always mislead so easily
Tell lies to sweeten me
She's got no respect or decency
And my mental state is messed
Can't be a Petrachan lover
I see love as a fucking myth
After you can't love no other
I'm so hurt by my past relations
Many reasons why I'm anti love
I put pain into bars and flows
I'm only 15 don't know that stuff
We could've gone two years clear in love
Thought love was a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
There's reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
I ain't finished yet
Like tell my bro I ain't finished yet
Look
Hear me out
Let me talk about feelings though [stick to the rap
Like
Hear me out
See the way that you make me feel
Nobody makes me feel this way
I thought love was reciprocal
I got trapped in this ting no way
I put faith in God
Bro told me
Stick to the bars and flows you'll pattern
Friendships get turned into feelings
Suppress that thought like no it can't happen
We could've gone two years clear in love
Thought love was a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
There's reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
We could've gone two years clear in love
Thought love was a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
There's reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
Were can I copy this
cheers
Put
Mais qq
Et tu zappe
Just a 15 year old appreaciating the talent of a fellow 15 year old
LIKE DIS KID FR TALENTED WIT HIS LYRICS, I DIDNT EGEN KNOW HE WAS 15 WTAF
He's 15??
@@thesmokinggk794 yeah bro. He gonna be big in the next few years trust
@@thesmokinggk794 yes bro, he talented asf
Same cuz
0%Naked girls
0%guns/drugs
90%facts
10%Just him having fun with the fam
Says alot how the raps are nowadays what happened to just throwing bars
you just spitting facts.
so facts
@Osama Bin laden Bro underage people take drugs xD
i was the 1000th like
I heard it 2 years earlier and randomly found it again.
How blessed I am!!!!
fr
Same
Clear this man’s pain & protect him at all costs, this dude has talent and he’ll clearly get far in life. Don’t you dare take him away from us.
+1
@@brajanxholaj9767"amin"-brajan xholaj 2021
@@officialcatchingair1932 😅
@@brajanxholaj9767 Amin?-
@@gunairsoft1237 nothing
still listening on 2024.. and i keep this shii on repeat... i can relate many shii u spittin.. ur amazing
i feel u bro, don't close ur self bc of what happened. I did it and it's not very funny to live with maybe someday youll find someone.
Evey time I hear this song ,it gives me chills
“And my mental state is messed, can’t be a Petrarchan lover, I see love as a fucking myth, can’t even love no other” hit different 🥶🥶🥶🥶❄️❄️❄️❄️
dbi
@@jsaul2863 Lowe him man 😭😭
A whole new wave of “sad drill”. He’s gonna make it. Keep it up bro
how is this sad drill lol wtf abt this vid made it drill
it’s not drill u white kid
@@thekidyb6925 i think he was saying that he used a drill beat for a "sad" song
@@yanan6821 i think he was saying that he used a drill beat for a "sad" song
@@thekidyb6925 stop begging it u neek😭
1:35 i always get goosebumps at that moment when they shout “love is a fuxking myth”
I thought I was the only one 👌
Me too man
he's 15?? crazy shit bro keep it up
Aint no way bro
@@ackata5105 06
@@idiakz Damn im 06 too! This song is beautiful keep working
Waitttt whattttt he’s 15??????
@@idiakz i could be like him with all this talent❤️
So much raw talent and potential at such a young age. Keep at what you're doing, aim high, as the skies the limit. I know you will do great things in future.
Sky aint the limit if there be footprints on the moon... read that again
@@kavi6099 it was a typo*
raw like me and ure marje
Did u
forget there space and space is infinite
Who is here in 2024
the minority that disliked this clearly never had heartbreak
Ik when you have this song feels deep
@@Calseu Too true bro
Fam I respect this so much as a 24 year old, this is what 15 year olds in London should be rapping about
I’m not from london but thanks I appreciate it
@@idiakz it’s at kiwi init?
@@Koz-86Juskzklm no the park he is at is called kiwi park
Think he's from Burton
the video is geotagged in Derby
I’m not from Tick Tok and I found the song when it came out
this is a fucking masterpiece. No joke i started listening to this song when i needed it the most. too fuvking relatable.
We 2 man, if u wanna talk we can
Glad you could relate bro!
I feel u
@@idiakz how is it a good thing to relate
@@marceledeko6030 you can feel the bars more if you can relate
YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAS i’ve been waiting for this for a long time
And it SLAPS ❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@@haydenhector734 fax ima keep this shit on repeat
"i see love as a fucking myth after u can't love no over"bro i felt that💔💔
Wrddd
“i thought love was a simple thing”
the pain in your voice and lyrics, man you deserve so much:(
Aint no song thats hit me as deep as this ong this mans going places
I see love as a fuc*ing myth 💯🔥🔥❤️
I remember seeing this on tik tok and gassing it up so much, so happy it’s finally out 🙏🏾
Wallahi one of the hardest tunes I've heard dis year - Idi soon on Top inshallah
Idi your a great guy I'm 16 always wanted to sing songs like this but I can't find the lyrics so for you to do this. What a masterpiece😀
15 years old🤯 what a fucking tune, so relatable too. Constantly on repeat this👏🤯🤯👏👏
1:34 got me chills 🥶🥶🥶🔥
So true
fr
feeling this song rn honestly sums it all up.
i accidentally found this song and im not disappointed, u can hear the pain in his voice😔 so much talent 🔥
This song hits diffrent after a year and half relationship
New year is when I need this song more than ever 😩
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This guy is talented he needs more recognition and hes 15 most 15 year olds haven’t achieved stuff like this yet, respect 💯
Fr man I saw this at 600k... at 1mil now, this man is next up
@@LC-yb4wj word bro 💯
@@fijimars5671 fr 💯
Love bro appreciate it
@@idiakz keep it up bro 🤝
I can’t wait for this to be on Spotify I think you should extend the raw but where everyone’s rapping
1year later still listening to this song man this is a masterpiece nothing like this man keep it up
Its soo mad seeing him blow up after being with him since the beginning. This guy is gonna make it big and i can acc say i was a fan of him since the beginning
tm bro
thank got this is coming out soon, been waiting for a hot minute g
Cant lie this one hits deeper you know
lady was mines but belonged to someone else
these birds belongs to the streets
Can’t wait until this one blows up!!!!!
it did💜
like ure dad
@@jsaul2863 😂😂
Young and talented, stay consistent and w time your due to blow, beat selection is on point too
still cold!
Second song I've ever cried to lol. But for real this shit hit deep
stop liyin on marjes life ill smoke ya
@@jsaul2863 man woke up and chose violence 🤣😭
What's the first song
@@bigbean858 strawberry mentors lmao
Actual wetty haha 😂 songs hard tho
Idc who you are, be proud of this guy. This is such a fire song and he’s 15. Good shit bro❤️🔥
Heard this when it first dropped just a yungin now I'm almost 18 and just found it after hours of searching can't believe bro was only 16 when he made this banger I'm officially 2 years clean on heavily smoking weed now I'm in the army doing my dream job
🔥
We back 4 months later ☝️
stay strong king
💯
1:33 the best part of the song
This man is going places !!!
Bro, im 19 yrs old, listening you from Spain, im so glad for you, just follow on this line, you will be a Legend, keep pushing, only 15 yrs, OMG.
Look, Akz
It's pain
Hear me out
Like bro
I don't even think she likes me
Wanna use me to get over her ex's
And my hearts still broken bro
Ask me why did I air her message
Used to be friends now I don't like her
Them man are some well known pеonies
Can't talk about love it's more than a myth
My hеarts still frozen there's wholes G look
I can't express my feelings if I like you then I might compress it
And I wish that I stayed at home cuz if I see love then I might just dead it
I See love as an endless game
In this endless cycle pains the gain
I know love has made me change
Like why do love stories end the same
We could've gone two years clear in love
But love ain't a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
Reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
We could've gone two years clear in love
But love ain't a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
Reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
Like
I don't think she wants me
If she ain't made that clear already
And she thinks she can lead me on
Like me I can't fall for love you get me
Feel pain that I can't express
I'm always mislead so easily
Tell lies to sweeten me
She's got no respect or decency
And my mental state is messed
Can't be a Petrachan lover
I see love as a fucking myth
After you can't love no other
I'm so hurt by my past relations
Many reasons why I'm anti love
I put pain into bars and flows
I'm only 15 don't know that stuff
We could've gone two years clear in love
Thought love was a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
There's reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
We could've gone two years clear in love
Thought love was a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
There's reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
I ain't finished yet
Like tell my bro I ain't finished yet
Look
Hear me out
Let me talk about feelings though [stick to the rap
Like
Hear me out
See the way that you make me feel
Nobody makes me feel this way
I thought love was reciprocal
I got trapped in this ting no way
I put faith in God
Bro told me
Stick to the bars and flows you'll pattern
Friendships get turned into feelings
Suppress that thought like no it can't happen
We could've gone two years clear in love
Thought love was a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
There's reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
We could've gone two years clear in love
Thought love was a simple thing
She's got me for the time that I live
But sorry darling I could never even wife this ting
There's reasons why I'm anti love
I'm anti love bro don't take the mick
Like Jaggar if you know what it is
My brodie came through with a gorgeous ting
How can I copy This?
su
@@patriktamaskiss1975 i wanna know tha to
lets go my g, so fire
This shits fire when this is up on Spotify it’s getting slapped on the playlist so much talent💫
Man keep pushin this ting...you made me make a heartbreak drill banger in Kenya🇰🇪🇫🇴💯🔥
Mans way ahead of his years lyrically, in life experience and speaking truth. This man is an elder amongst the young 100/100 Akz.
I remember when this only had a 10 k come onto it a few weeks later and it on 400k this song u can just vibe to all day without getting bored keep up the good work bro
She played with my feelings. And she said that I'm boring and is hard to love me. And said she had other dudes before me and they played with her feelings but I didn't do that and loved her with my all heart and she still did that... She was the first girl I showed my feelings. I think for now I will just work for myself. Be strong boys ❤. Always be careful, because you don't know if you are the only boy she talks.
This guys gonna take over
I’ve waited time for this so fire 🔥
2024 anyone?
Ofc
Still here from 2022
Ikr@@RTXtoxic-k3v
We here
Big up Derby
Best song out in 2021 so far
Broken hearts take forever to mend, I haven't trusted a soul in 3 years.
This is probably the best song i’ve ever heard
😐
@@Macaveli91 ur names lil Mac you nerd shut up
@@sym.4455do u need a tissue
@@Macaveli91 Yh Cus ur mum just told me she’s pregnant and I don’t really want a kid yet you neek
That was nearly funny….
Been listening to this all week what a tune you have produced akz mad respect 🔥❤️
this is nostalgic asf. thank you for the best summer of all time. 2021
the Spotify one needs to be releasedddd
Is now my brudda, if you didn't know
Still listening to this banger, bro just spitting facts keep it up my bro we want more of these type of drill
fax
On repeat forever
It’s crazy ppl experience this at a young age
Saw this on TikTok when u put a teaser on and then I listened to the whole song and loved it g respect from Sheffield lad
A year ago and 1 day ago, this song was released. This is a masterpiece. Hope this video gets the attention it deserves :)
So proud of you Idi!! You’re gonna go so far in this lifee!! 🔥🔥
Thank uuu so much 🤍
@@idiakz bro you got a talent and trust me please don’t become lazy because ik guys who think they’ve made it when they haven’t but as long as you keep this music ting going regularly u can easily go right to the top
people who are not from tiktok where you @
Here styl
Here
here
Here
Styll here
Brings back memories of 2021
Found this song by accident. I do not regret it ❤️ can't stop listening to this 🔥❤️
Can’t believe how relatable this song is
I saw short clips of this video on tik tok I think and since then I never stopped looking for it till I found it. I'm not into drill but this???? I can't think of words to.yse cause it would be an understatement.
Immediately he goes "listen I ain't finished yet" the verses after that especially hit different. I don't know what I can say about this song but it's honestly never getting out of my head!.
Listened to this about 10 times already today to hard icl
Think this is the best song I’ve ever heard listening to it non stop never get tired of it
Still jamming this in 2023
This song is insane, i can't believe you could explain everything so good over a beat, much love from sweden, keep on going bro ur gonna make it big time
This needs to get on Spotify ASAP!!!!
shuuush
@@DCotm I’ll clart you
Facts bro💯
@@slopefx1677 oo don't hurt me
@@swiftcartier6970 who are you twat
Лучший просто, сильные слова ,прям очень жизненые,высказал за пацанов
да.брат.
А самый прикол то что ему 15
@@prod.dyeaai2731 да да . Я знаю)
сыглы пацаны
+
The lyrics✅
The voice ✅
Bro keep up the work man I can't stop listening to this. Big future mm.
Yo akz this song helped me deal with my break up. Respect g you'll forever be in my heart bro.
deep drill oh my never knew it will be fire , lyrics amazing, beat amazing, flow on point well done
u good tho?
this is so clear of anything else i’ve ever seen from someone so young
Big love bro ❤️
@@idiakz love is a myth😂
@@idiakz told you it would blow up 🥳
Putting Derby on the map 👏🏾
Anti love ✌🏾
“i see love as an endless game, in this endless cycle pains the gain”
Absolutely class, nice beat , good flow and wordplay mans going places
Tell me... validé par la France 🇫🇷💪🏻🔥
this is fucking cold one of the best songs i’ve heard this year. too underrated, so much talent and potential don’t waste it🥶🤍
sym
@@jsaul2863 bullied at school bro? Tf lol
Yo I felt it when they all sang together damn
"There's reasons why I'm anti love I'm anti love bro don't take the mick" hits dif on a whole new level
This hits different after listening between sets at the gym
You got my respect from morocco🇲🇦✊🏻
🇲🇦🇲🇦🇲🇦 Come onn
JD Sports definitely going to be playing this 😊
This guy has mad talent big bro keep bringing the fire real rap 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👊🏽
This is so cold
crazy how I still listen to this nearly every day like others just because we can relate so much. Also amazing that this guy is 15.
Keep it up man and don't let us down.
Being sad in december do be different
@@lodal2752 fr man. u ok?
@@nick91.39 Yea im good, just her :)
oh my god bro.. 🙏 this x beat with your cold af lyircs.. 🙏 this is actually emotional.. 😓
love this type of drill, keep it up, so much love and respect from italy fam
I still listen to this song and always touches my heart
Same
This is a real hard emotional thing ...explains how I'm feeling for real for real