There’s nothing in my fridge except for some tea, and my medicine. With each pill swallowed, I grow more agitated as anxiety takes over me. There isn’t a single thing that’s clean here- not my fingertips, leaving grimy marks on my phone screen, And certainly not my greasy, sticky hair. Then again, that’s nothing new. I’ve only just noticed how my scarred wrist, courtesy of those times that I gave in to my longing for death, is now covered in dirty brown streaks. With my eyes tightly shut, of course I wouldn’t be able to tell when the morning light trickles in through the gaps in the curtain. There’s my friends, Eri and Takayuki, but honestly, they seem too busy to have time to worry about other’s problems, so yeah. Anyway, what’s the point of me faking all these smiles? It’s not like there’s a single thing to be proud of when it comes to my nondescript family or my nondescript life. I’m so sleepy, so very sleepy. If only I could fall into an eternal sleep, just like this… I’d gladly get up to take a bite of that poisoned apple. Let’s say that I climb onto the balcony, teetering a little, to make it look as if I’m not quite aware of what I’m doing. Still, there’s no way can jump down, even if there is a strong wind blowing. Why is it that even that comedy show I used to love so much and the music that changed my life are now invalidating my very existence? I’ve only just noticed how my scarred wrist, courtesy of those times that I gave in to my longing for death, is now covered in dirty brown streaks. With my eyes tightly shut, how would I be able to tell when the morning light trickles in through the gaps in the curtain? Try as I might to despair the prospect of such agonizing days continuing without reprieve, it’s not like any of my pains will subside. There’s no possible way for them to subside. I might as well just vanish from this world. Yes, I’m going to vanish from this world
I'm here on New Year's Eve.... no why, i don't want it to end like this, haha....... i'm gonna be fine in the alive sense btw.... don't worry i would never actually think of going through with anything drastic
my favorite coverrrr. the mood just hits different with shamuon's voice
There’s nothing in my fridge except for some tea, and my medicine.
With each pill swallowed, I grow more agitated as anxiety takes over me.
There isn’t a single thing that’s clean here- not my fingertips, leaving grimy marks on my phone screen,
And certainly not my greasy, sticky hair. Then again, that’s nothing new.
I’ve only just noticed how my scarred wrist,
courtesy of those times that I gave in to my longing for death,
is now covered in dirty brown streaks.
With my eyes tightly shut,
of course I wouldn’t be able to tell
when the morning light trickles in through the gaps in the curtain.
There’s my friends, Eri and Takayuki, but honestly, they seem too busy to have time
to worry about other’s problems, so yeah.
Anyway, what’s the point of me faking all these smiles? It’s not like there’s a single thing to be proud of
when it comes to my nondescript family or my nondescript life.
I’m so sleepy, so very sleepy.
If only I could fall into an eternal sleep, just like this…
I’d gladly get up to take a bite of that poisoned apple.
Let’s say that I climb onto the balcony,
teetering a little, to make it look as if I’m not quite aware of what I’m doing.
Still, there’s no way can jump down, even if there is a strong wind blowing.
Why is it that even that comedy show I used to love so much
and the music that changed my life
are now invalidating my very existence?
I’ve only just noticed how my scarred wrist,
courtesy of those times that I gave in to my longing for death,
is now covered in dirty brown streaks.
With my eyes tightly shut,
how would I be able to tell
when the morning light trickles in through the gaps in the curtain?
Try as I might to despair the prospect of such agonizing days continuing without reprieve,
it’s not like any of my pains will subside.
There’s no possible way for them to subside.
I might as well just vanish from this world.
Yes, I’m going to vanish from this world
Thanks :')
why the censorship tho
I don't know what about this that made me cry more, shamuon's voice or the lyrics
I'm still crying
Still crying
man this is my favorite song, but i didn’t know what the lyrics meant until a while ago, that makes me sad
I like this so much!!!
This is so good!!!
Needs more attention!
Aaaa vueltooo
笑い事じゃないから汚れたものみんな愛したい
I came here from the hoshigawa haruka chanell teeeheee
me too ^^ hehe
@@raviedavieu wait why am I just now seeing this LOL
@@CuriousKou hehehee
hey can anyone gimme a full chord sheet? ;-;
Might be a bit late but i just found the chord recently , here you go man ! www.guitartabsexplorer.com/vocaloid-Tabs/sayoko-ukulele-crd.php
@@patipan7359 i thought it played on a guitar 😔
@@daniellinter6457 Then this page might be helpful for you? :)
www.reddit.com/r/Tabs/comments/9fqber/request_sayoko_by_shamuon/
@@raviedavieu thanks a lot i havent try to play this song so imma try it
I'm here on New Year's Eve.... no why, i don't want it to end like this, haha.......
i'm gonna be fine in the alive sense btw.... don't worry i would never actually think of going through with anything drastic
Bro ru okayy? Hope ur doin good and good thing always happen to you man
hello, are you still alright?
Heyy man I know I’m just a random guy on the TH-cam comment section but I really think you should talk to someone
@@AV_tha_GOAT thanks, it's been a year though and ive been better now 🤝
@@raviedavieu that’s great to hear man! Take care 😊
Soy el único hablaispano y solo tengo que decir que te quedó mamalon
Vamos dos, yep!
le quedo incre!
4
sad version
Gamer uniteeeeee
what