Lyrics: A question I’ve been asking myself for far too long Will I find my way, will things finally change A winter of chasing down empty promises long gone Let them wash away, let summer light my days I’ll be brave like the thunder and brighter than lightning Pull this weight off of my chest, leave the hurricane behind me I’ve been seeking an answer, hoping for a rescue The night fades away and now I finally find you Finally find you I find you, I’m not alone I find you, finally find you I know, I know, one day turns into a lifetime But, don’t go, don’t go, keep this feeling right by my side Now I’m free for the rest of my life, yea I get up and I finally move on Searching for my truth and now I finally find you An answer that’s been hidden in the stars for far too long Why did I feel the pain, why did I have to be strong Speed bumps and red lights along the way Yea, we broke down, then we finally broke away To an open road, one that leads me home I’ll be brave like the thunder and brighter than lightning Pull this weight off of my chest, leave the hurricane behind me I’ve been seeking an answer, hoping for a rescue The night fades away and now I finally find you Finally find you I find you, I’m not alone I find you, finally find you I know, I know, one day turns into a lifetime But, don’t go, don’t go, keep this feeling right by my side Now I’m free for the rest of my life, yea I get up and I finally move on Searching for my truth and now I finally find you I finally find you Finally find you
Nobody: The Chat: "WE DIDNT START THE FIRE" "NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP" "IM ALIVE I SURVIVED IM REVIVED YOU SUPRISED" "JUMP IN THE CADILLAC" "IVE GOT THE KEY AND HES GOT THE DOORMAT"
i was honored to be there as premiere chat sang your new boyfriend and we didnt start the fire and never gonna give you up and revived and basiclly any other song you can think of
It's so weird that all the Dsmp songs get so much attention, and Kat's other songs don't These songs are so underrated I came for the Smp songs, but now, I'm here for these!!!
This is a sequel to Don't Wanna Lose You, isn't it... "Don't Wanna Lose You" to "Finally Find You" "Carry your burden with you no matter how much it weighs Even when my heart aches, even when the ground shakes" to "Pull this weight off of my chest, Leave the hurricane behind me." It's a healing song, isn't it? It seems there's a story to be told here; in the first song, there was an almost obsessive, nearly desperate fixation and hope towards keeping 'you', this person, close to the heart. In this one, though, it talks about letting go, moving on, and realizing that the way that 'you' was being approached wasn't actually one that allowed a true understanding of the person, and only by realizing this was that person truly able to be 'found' and understood after all this time. It's something that resonates with me, and I hope that whatever the story behind it, it ended in peace, the sort of peace which this kind of song ends on.
This song and the art go together so well omg THE MOOD OF THIS SONG I feel like this is a song derivakat made for herself, im assuming it really does mean something special
She uploads so often, and yet every song is a well-made masterpiece, I will never understand how its possible. Banger after banger, at this point my 50 favourite songs are all just Derivakat.
Honestly this is a very beautiful song and I feel like the lyrics can tough about anyone and how they feel. I know this song can be interpreted in so many way but to me how I feel with it it really touches me. It gives off alot of self discovery and life journey whether mentally or physically and soul searching. I feel like personally this is just the song I needed and the lyrics are what I need to hear and feel I relate to the lyrics. Granite it's the first time hearing this song. I know derivakat songs are amazing. But you know a song has done amazing and well then it touches the hearts of the audience the very first time they hear it. This is now my new favorite song and will be listening to this on repeat till I have this memorized like all the rest of Derivakat songs
this song means SO much to me. i kept listening to it and i've listened to it for a while, and i always thought it was just the music and the vocals. now i realize it's also the lyrics. i always knew they were good and i always loved them, but there's a deeper meaning for me in my previous relationship, i was abused. i have some really bad ptsd from it. my next relationship, i was still really fucked up. but slowly and surely, i started to heal and "leave the hurricane behind me." he showed me that things don't have to be like that and SHOULDN'T be like that. i'm allowed to feel the residual pain of it, yes, but it's in the past now and i don't have to be strong anymore. he's got my back, now as my husband rather than my boyfriend, but still my best friend thank you, derivakat, for making such an amazing song. it's definitely one of my favourites for reasons that aren't personal but it also holds such a powerful message for me
My wi-fi literally said "no you can't catch that" I was in the life chat prior but the second it hit 9 pm, my connection just died. Anyway now I'm here to say that this song is amazing!
This song is so underrated. I love Derivakat's approach to vocal melodies and personal writing on this one. Netrum definitely contributed to the atmosphere and feel of the song too. I love how bouncy the drop is and the synthesizers all over this thing.
I 'm really excited , but also the voice Derivakad is a memory .If they asked me " What song would like to listen to for a year . I would definiytely say Derivakad .
I'm super excited for this!! I love all of your original songs so much, unreleased ones and older ones so I can't wait to hear this!! Sure it's gonna sound awesome as always
This is the type of song that will get you a whole new experience when you listen to it with headphones. I’m serious, if you haven’t tried it, you really should because it’s really cool. :D
I've been getting really nostalgic over your previous songs especially since I started my channel about 4-5 months ago and I love the music you make now so thank you Kat because aside from nostalgia I feel really inspired because I remember the first reactions to all of the songs (and being really mad for missing every premiere!)
Man, it's great to hear a Derivakat Song that isn't SMP 😄 Not saying SMP is bad, in fact I still hope for a Bad Boy Halo song, but I also love your other songs just as much 😊❤
Wow, it’s so good. It doesn’t only sound very nice, but it also feels very different. I’m not really sure how to explain it, but it has such a cool unique vibe. I really like it! :D
So many people are saying "wow, an original song! I can't wait" "can't wait to see her first original song" Like- what- Under The Weather Whole New World Breathe Etc. Cmon guys. There's quite a few original non-fandom songs that Kats made. (May have messed up titles
the chat absolutely passed the vibe check haha :] I am so fucking proud of you kat oh my gosh! This song was absolutely incredible. But when is your work not. Keep doing what you do love you so much
It feels to me more like they're realizing that they never really knew someone they've been fixated on for too long. If you listen to Don't Wanna Lose You, Derivakat's previous original song released in March, there's this almost obsessive, desperate hope in trying to keep someone close to heart, that there wouldn't be any lengths they wouldn't go for them. In this one, meanwhile, it talks about moving on, leaving behind the sorrows and weights of the past, and allowing the ability to actually TRULY know this person.
My youtube was really slow so I saw the title of this song but the thumbnail hadn't loaded so I thought I would try listening to it without looking and guess which dsmp member it was about. I listened through the entire thing, loved it, and had no clue who it was about XD. It was a really unique experience and by listening to it with no bias, I realized I how much I love it!!!!!!
Listening to this song made me nostalgic for some reason, i remembered the times where covid wasnt a thing. I hope we could get through this and go back to normal. Thanks Derivikat, keep up the good work!
A lot of people have brought it up but I’ll say it again. Derivakat’s songs are really good. It doesn’t matter if they’re related to the DSMP or not. You keep on doing what you’re doing. We love it. Thank you so much for this!
![Lost In Space - Derivakat & Netrum [OFFICIAL M/V]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/8zs_rip2Re0/mqdefault.jpg)
![Lost In Space - Derivakat & Netrum [OFFICIAL M/V]](/img/tr.png)
![Stand Out Fit In - ONE OK ROCK [Cover by Derivakat]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/XyoRUVle-vE/mqdefault.jpg)
Lyrics:
A question I’ve been asking myself for far too long
Will I find my way, will things finally change
A winter of chasing down empty promises long gone
Let them wash away, let summer light my days
I’ll be brave like the thunder and brighter than lightning
Pull this weight off of my chest, leave the hurricane behind me
I’ve been seeking an answer, hoping for a rescue
The night fades away and now I finally find you
Finally find you
I find you, I’m not alone
I find you, finally find you
I know, I know, one day turns into a lifetime
But, don’t go, don’t go, keep this feeling right by my side
Now I’m free for the rest of my life, yea
I get up and I finally move on
Searching for my truth and now I finally find you
An answer that’s been hidden in the stars for far too long
Why did I feel the pain, why did I have to be strong
Speed bumps and red lights along the way
Yea, we broke down, then we finally broke away
To an open road, one that leads me home
I’ll be brave like the thunder and brighter than lightning
Pull this weight off of my chest, leave the hurricane behind me
I’ve been seeking an answer, hoping for a rescue
The night fades away and now I finally find you
Finally find you
I find you, I’m not alone
I find you, finally find you
I know, I know, one day turns into a lifetime
But, don’t go, don’t go, keep this feeling right by my side
Now I’m free for the rest of my life, yea
I get up and I finally move on
Searching for my truth and now I finally find you
I finally find you
Finally find you
YOO
THIS SONG WAS GREATT
KAT THIS SONG IS FIRE OMG
☺️
Thank u!
This song was so fun to make!! Huge thank you to Derivakat for having me, hope you enjoy it! :D
I most likely will :D
Hello! :D
ITS A BOP!!
HI
You did very well
Man Derivakat's songs are literally amazing!! Dsmp or not!!
ikr
facts
Couldn't agree more!
big time!
Your pfp is amazing
Can't wait to finally see an original song!! Like, I love DSMP song's but I wanna see how this turns out! :]
Same
Same same same
She has other original songs too btw (not trying to sound rude)
@@mackenzieharsh6904 I was going to say the same thing. She did some music before the Dream SMP started
There is a play list with original songs and technically the dsmp ones are original .
This song is totally going to get stuck in everyone's heads for a while.
F A C T S
as is any derivakat song
i uploaded a 1 hour version check it out
oMg a gAMMA IKAZUNE :O
Already is
Chat: “Who’s gonna make a 10 hour version?!”
Me: _presses loop_
Me: cries bc my mobile online doesn’t have loop option lol
@@T355V it actually does now just press the 3 dots and you should see it
@@T355V it does tho! I have it, so you should
@@T355V you can put it in a playlist by itself and loop it that way
big brain
For personal reasons, this hits harder than everything else.
Same...
i uploaded a 1 hour version check it out
same LMAO
Same, damn.
@@ClownIsGood no
Nobody:
Not even a SINGLE SOUL:
The chat during the premiere: ONE OF US.
lol i think i started that oop
I started playing heatwaves IM SORRY- XD
i uploaded a nightcore version
lol, i saw that too, i was late lol
I love anything Derivakat puts out, whether it's dsmp or not. :D
Same
Derivakat is an amazing music artist :)
Yes
i uploaded a 1 hour version check it out
Same. It’s sad how other people don’t :’)
Nobody:
The Chat: "WE DIDNT START THE FIRE"
"NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP"
"IM ALIVE I SURVIVED IM REVIVED YOU SUPRISED"
"JUMP IN THE CADILLAC"
"IVE GOT THE KEY AND HES GOT THE DOORMAT"
Now they're onto "One of us"
LMFAO
ONE OF US. BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD. PENT UP RAGE THAT’S BUILDING UP.
THIS IS WHY I LOVE THIS FANDOM-
I was one of these and I’m proud of it lol
Your Voice is just as colorful as the art.
This time is not an exception
i uploaded a nightcore version
Надеюсь эта премьера запомнится хоть некоторым людям своим наводнением русских в чате👀💕 DERIVAKAT WE LOVE YOU 🇷🇺❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
I hope this premiere will be remembered by at least some people for its flood of Russians in the chat
TH-cam mobiles translate feature actually being useful?
@@scense6934
Yeah it is
I’m not that good at Russian but I understood a bit so YEAH
Bruh the translate thing for mobile is still glitched lol sometimes it disappears
i was honored to be there as premiere chat sang your new boyfriend
and we didnt start the fire
and never gonna give you up
and revived
and basiclly any other song you can think of
It's so weird that all the Dsmp songs get so much attention, and Kat's other songs don't
These songs are so underrated
I came for the Smp songs, but now, I'm here for these!!!
This is a sequel to Don't Wanna Lose You, isn't it...
"Don't Wanna Lose You"
to
"Finally Find You"
"Carry your burden with you no matter how much it weighs
Even when my heart aches, even when the ground shakes"
to
"Pull this weight off of my chest,
Leave the hurricane behind me."
It's a healing song, isn't it? It seems there's a story to be told here; in the first song, there was an almost obsessive, nearly desperate fixation and hope towards keeping 'you', this person, close to the heart.
In this one, though, it talks about letting go, moving on, and realizing that the way that 'you' was being approached wasn't actually one that allowed a true understanding of the person, and only by realizing this was that person truly able to be 'found' and understood after all this time.
It's something that resonates with me, and I hope that whatever the story behind it, it ended in peace, the sort of peace which this kind of song ends on.
I like the in depth explanation here
This song and the art go together so well omg THE MOOD OF THIS SONG
I feel like this is a song derivakat made for herself, im assuming it really does mean something special
It is! Derivakat said on her stream (when playing a teaser of the song) that the song was made for her :D
One doesn’t experience self-transcendence, the illusion of self only dissipates🎈
What are you on mate?
Can you give me some of that good stuff you are on man
i uploaded a 1 hour version check it out
Eyo, who's your dealer? I need to get what you're on
All of Netrum's songs are really good I strongly suggest listening to them
Yes. Definitely needs more recognition
i uploaded a nightcore version
I'm glad SOMEONE in this comment section sees 2 people in the damn title
ikr
deriverkat could literally make a song out of anything and make it sounds fire 🔥
i uploaded a nightcore version
What about mayonnaise?
Hype!!! We appreciate EVERY song derivakat puts out!! Im looking forward ti the feature as well!
i uploaded a nightcore version
She uploads so often, and yet every song is a well-made masterpiece, I will never understand how its possible.
Banger after banger, at this point my 50 favourite songs are all just Derivakat.
this gives me some Life Is Strange: True Colors vibes- anyway, you did a great job on this one,i look forward to hearing more of your songs!
It does! I love that game :D
you're so right!! the vibes are IMMACULATE
i uploaded a nightcore version
Your actually right! It kinda does :D
Oh shoot you're right
OMG
THE 🎶SONG🎶
IS SO 💖VIBRANT💖
THE 🎨 ART MATCHES IT SO WELL 🎨
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤A MASTER PIECE OF WORDS AND COLOURS❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤
i uploaded a nightcore version
@@ClownIsGood YOUR SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!
*@Chu has been timed out for 2 minutes.
Reason: emoji spam*
@@dylanplayz7254
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
MORE EMOJIS
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@@ChuM00n_ NO GOD PLS NO
Can't wait for the new song! It's going to be amazing!!
i uploaded a nightcore version
How is she so good at singing?! This song is poggers
Derivakat: *Uploads song*
Derivakat: *Song is a banger like always*
Super Hype to see what you came up with!
I trust your genius working with DSMP content, but the fact that this is all from you makes it even better!
WAIT WHAT, I GOT THE NOTIFICATION JUST AS SHE SANG THE LAST LYRIC 😭😭😭
This song is honestly so gorgeous, just like all of the others, but something about this one is just so beautiful in a different way. An amazing song
Honestly this is a very beautiful song and I feel like the lyrics can tough about anyone and how they feel.
I know this song can be interpreted in so many way but to me how I feel with it it really touches me.
It gives off alot of self discovery and life journey whether mentally or physically and soul searching.
I feel like personally this is just the song I needed and the lyrics are what I need to hear and feel I relate to the lyrics. Granite it's the first time hearing this song.
I know derivakat songs are amazing. But you know a song has done amazing and well then it touches the hearts of the audience the very first time they hear it.
This is now my new favorite song and will be listening to this on repeat till I have this memorized like all the rest of Derivakat songs
Oh? A new song? * eagerly waits for the premiere*
i uploaded a nightcore version
@@ClownIsGood Kat has said she’s fine with nightcore version but not 1 hour/10 hour reuploads
this song means SO much to me. i kept listening to it and i've listened to it for a while, and i always thought it was just the music and the vocals. now i realize it's also the lyrics. i always knew they were good and i always loved them, but there's a deeper meaning for me
in my previous relationship, i was abused. i have some really bad ptsd from it. my next relationship, i was still really fucked up. but slowly and surely, i started to heal and "leave the hurricane behind me." he showed me that things don't have to be like that and SHOULDN'T be like that. i'm allowed to feel the residual pain of it, yes, but it's in the past now and i don't have to be strong anymore. he's got my back, now as my husband rather than my boyfriend, but still my best friend
thank you, derivakat, for making such an amazing song. it's definitely one of my favourites for reasons that aren't personal but it also holds such a powerful message for me
My wi-fi literally said "no you can't catch that" I was in the life chat prior but the second it hit 9 pm, my connection just died. Anyway now I'm here to say that this song is amazing!
This is straight up such an amazing track, kudos to both of you
i saw that it was an original song and got so hyped
I love your originals, pop off- you're amazing no matter what you make
This song is so underrated. I love Derivakat's approach to vocal melodies and personal writing on this one. Netrum definitely contributed to the atmosphere and feel of the song too. I love how bouncy the drop is and the synthesizers all over this thing.
Bruh this morning I was literally thinking, "Man, what if Derivakat released a new song today?" and BAM I was hit with this.
1:34 the way the flow lands to that high note sounds like the sunrise 🌅
I already know this is gonna be a banger!
I 'm really excited , but also the voice Derivakad is a memory .If they asked me " What song would like to listen to for a year . I would definiytely say Derivakad .
I'm super excited for this!! I love all of your original songs so much, unreleased ones and older ones so I can't wait to hear this!! Sure it's gonna sound awesome as always
Incredible as always :)
AHH I CAN'T WAIT I'M SO EXCITED :)) I'm sure it will be amazinggg
The bass at the start of the chorus tickles my brain i love it
I can't wait to finally hear it!
The fact that you're making music with someone like Netrum is such a huge accomplishment omg this song is such a bop
i uploaded a nightcore version
Welp, this already sounds good.
i uploaded a 1 hour version check it out
This sounds like something you’d play on a long car drive and just sing your heart out
i uploaded a 1 hour version check it out
love the vibe of this song!
This song makes me so happy for no reason
This is the type of song that will get you a whole new experience when you listen to it with headphones.
I’m serious, if you haven’t tried it, you really should because it’s really cool. :D
The editing / background in these videos just keeps getting better!
To whoever disliked this song, you must've misclicked. I'll allow you to take away your dislike and replace it with a like
You're so friking talented i can't wait!
WOW! This song was so beautiful. I absolutely loved it. I don't have any other words except 'excellento' !
This song represents my life quite well right now.
Thank you, Derivakat. You have unknowingly helped sorting out a small piece of my life.
This song is going to be poggers and i know it
Its always so nice when Derivakat uploads
Love that beat girl! Don't stop you have so much talent. :-)
I've been getting really nostalgic over your previous songs especially since I started my channel about 4-5 months ago and I love the music you make now so thank you Kat because aside from nostalgia I feel really inspired because I remember the first reactions to all of the songs (and being really mad for missing every premiere!)
Your songs all ways makes me happy :)
how the heck did i not see this yet THIS IS A BANGER YOOOO
:0 this is gonna be so good
Looped this song for 3 hours while doing work. Such a great song!
This songs feels the same message a Change My Clothes but made 10x better.
THAT WAS AMAZING
Man, it's great to hear a Derivakat Song that isn't SMP 😄 Not saying SMP is bad, in fact I still hope for a Bad Boy Halo song, but I also love your other songs just as much 😊❤
These original songs are popping off! Seriously, each dsmp song, cover, and non-dsmp songs always have stellar instrumentals and vocals
This song is A M A Z I N G 💙
Bro... This is literally radio-quality music! You can put this on the radio and people will LOVE it!
Kat
You never cease to amaze us
I am so excited!
I'm so excited for this :]
Wow, it’s so good. It doesn’t only sound very nice, but it also feels very different. I’m not really sure how to explain it, but it has such a cool unique vibe.
I really like it! :D
So many people are saying "wow, an original song! I can't wait" "can't wait to see her first original song"
Like- what-
Under The Weather
Whole New World
Breathe
Etc.
Cmon guys. There's quite a few original non-fandom songs that Kats made.
(May have messed up titles
Don't forget Don't Wanna Lose You! I consider it the prequel to this one : D
@@asylvis3311 yeah
the chat absolutely passed the vibe check haha :] I am so fucking proud of you kat oh my gosh! This song was absolutely incredible. But when is your work not. Keep doing what you do love you so much
this gonna be a pog! I just know it :D
AHH THIS IS SUCH A BOP!I LOVE IT! It also kinda gives me Geoxor vibes, which I find cool :D
Anyone else feels like this song would be played while the main character meets their love interest?
i uploaded a nightcore version
oh my gosh you’re so right
It feels to me more like they're realizing that they never really knew someone they've been fixated on for too long. If you listen to Don't Wanna Lose You, Derivakat's previous original song released in March, there's this almost obsessive, desperate hope in trying to keep someone close to heart, that there wouldn't be any lengths they wouldn't go for them. In this one, meanwhile, it talks about moving on, leaving behind the sorrows and weights of the past, and allowing the ability to actually TRULY know this person.
YOOOOO THIS IS SO GOOD!! You have done it again kat, I'll be hearing this song on repeat!
i miss you guys, :]
i miss you too
I Love this sm I’ve been waiting for more non dsmp music and this is epic it’s already stuck in my head 🎶 🎵 🎼 *finally find you* 🎶 🎵 🎼
I just know this songs gonna be good once it plays :]
Samee
Insane drop, beautiful sounds !
it feels bad that her non DSMP songs get way less views cuz in my opinion these are even better
My youtube was really slow so I saw the title of this song but the thumbnail hadn't loaded so I thought I would try listening to it without looking and guess which dsmp member it was about. I listened through the entire thing, loved it, and had no clue who it was about XD. It was a really unique experience and by listening to it with no bias, I realized I how much I love it!!!!!!
Claim your here for the PREMIERE ticket:
Claimed by ☆sadkkdLo♡
Omg! This is actually so amazing! All your songs are both dream Smp and not Smp Related! This song is actually so fire! I love it!❤️❤️❤️
My favorite track of the week
Thank you netrum and dericat
im in love
this song is soo good
Listening to this song made me nostalgic for some reason, i remembered the times where covid wasnt a thing. I hope we could get through this and go back to normal. Thanks Derivikat, keep up the good work!
A lot of people have brought it up but I’ll say it again.
Derivakat’s songs are really good. It doesn’t matter if they’re related to the DSMP or not.
You keep on doing what you’re doing. We love it. Thank you so much for this!
Love the upbeat/victorous tone of the song! The art is so bueatiful and matches the tone really well!💜 Great job! Cant wait to hear more
EYYY I’m here for the premiere so excited dude.
i keep coming back to this masterpiece :)
A BANGER MY GOD; you guys crushed it!!
Legendary.
YES ULTIMATE COLLAB
This is awesome!