Lately right now I've been stuck and soaking in depression// Lonely for forever cause I never liked affection// Symptoms of an introvert avoiding all attention// And even with my family I always Dodge their questions// It's hard to look myself inside the mirror when I know// I'm just a ruthless bastard cause my heart is turning cold// Can you blame me after family, deserted me and stranded me// Left me in conditions where I made it out of tragedy// Threw me in the water and I didn't have a strategy// All I had was pain, pain turned to hatred Hatred turned resentment so I turned it into patience// Exist within the essence so it's easier to face it// Earth is not the problem it's the people with intentions// Speaking from my pov I'm part of that connection// Since early as a teen I turned to smoking on the weed// And poppin ecstacy cause it had made me feel relieved// It's these lies that I believed when I inhaled and then I breathed// My eyes were redder than the devil in the classroom dozing off// While my teacher asking questions And I never spoke so soft// Still remember every lecture from my father to this day// But I had felt annoyance and ignored the things he'd say// My father used to tell me never place your trust in friends// So I brushed it off immediately could never comprehend// Cause my homies had my back and I had just as much as theirs// We knew everything about us and the deepest of our cares// There ain't nothing we won't share// Soon I learned that life ain't fair// One day walking to my classroom// Caught my homies in the way// So they greeted me and handed in my hand a Gatorade// They're laughing as I'm drinking then they told me it was laced// I felt a disbelief cause deep inside it felt so strange// To lose my loyalty within the shortest time frame// These the bridges my own father knew that one day would collapse// My trust had disappeared and to this day it won't come back// I refuse to let it in so that i'll never feel betrayed// Fool me once and that's a shame// Fool me twice then im to blame// But a third will never happen I be moving out the way// It's these topics I still deal with that be causing me some pain// But I'm still a working progress but I'm not the type to fold// I'll still be working on myself until the day that I turn cold// That's my word
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brodie fast with it😭🔥
OD 😂
What do you mean Diana? SEASON UR FOOD
Its Dana not diana 😂
@@natek4252 either way that woman needs to season her food
This is heat 🔥
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🙏❤️🔥
Bro please what instrument is that in the back
Lately right now I've been stuck and soaking in depression//
Lonely for forever cause I never liked affection//
Symptoms of an introvert avoiding all attention//
And even with my family I always Dodge their questions//
It's hard to look myself inside the mirror when I know//
I'm just a ruthless bastard cause my heart is turning cold//
Can you blame me after family, deserted me and stranded me//
Left me in conditions where I made it out of tragedy//
Threw me in the water and I didn't have a strategy//
All I had was pain, pain turned to hatred
Hatred turned resentment so I turned it into patience//
Exist within the essence so it's easier to face it//
Earth is not the problem it's the people with intentions//
Speaking from my pov I'm part of that connection//
Since early as a teen I turned to smoking on the weed//
And poppin ecstacy cause it had made me feel relieved//
It's these lies that I believed when I inhaled and then I breathed//
My eyes were redder than the devil in the classroom dozing off//
While my teacher asking questions And I never spoke so soft//
Still remember every lecture from my father to this day//
But I had felt annoyance and ignored the things he'd say//
My father used to tell me never place your trust in friends//
So I brushed it off immediately could never comprehend//
Cause my homies had my back and I had just as much as theirs//
We knew everything about us and the deepest of our cares//
There ain't nothing we won't share//
Soon I learned that life ain't fair//
One day walking to my classroom//
Caught my homies in the way//
So they greeted me and handed in my hand a Gatorade//
They're laughing as I'm drinking then they told me it was laced//
I felt a disbelief cause deep inside it felt so strange//
To lose my loyalty within the shortest time frame//
These the bridges my own father knew that one day would collapse//
My trust had disappeared and to this day it won't come back//
I refuse to let it in so that i'll never feel betrayed//
Fool me once and that's a shame//
Fool me twice then im to blame//
But a third will never happen I be moving out the way//
It's these topics I still deal with that be causing me some pain//
But I'm still a working progress but I'm not the type to fold//
I'll still be working on myself until the day that I turn cold//
That's my word
Bruh... This is amazing
@@Random_system1 Thank you bro much love 🙏
straight up ass like theres not one bar here
just corny lyrics and the topic thats talked about in every second song
@@RXKDon down bad fr
OMGGG. WHAT IS THAT INSTRUMENT? a trumpet??
Please make Smi, myself , and I instrumental
that’s a Beyoncé. Just look it up and it’ll be there
BRO MAKE 24-8 by smino ASAP WAIT TILL YOU HEAR THAT SHIT