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Hugs 😞 from someone who just climbed out of his dark hole, i'm proud of you for having the courage to speak publicly about your situation. I feel you're heading in the right direction, even if at times it doesn't seem that way. Mental illness is a challenging road but you tackled your most difficult hurdle, getting rid of the masks you felt you had to wear. I tell people, "i'd rather you hate me for who i am, than love me for who i am not." But you'll live a happier life being yourself. Stay strong and you'll get through this!
Your mental health should always be your no. 1 priority. I am glad that you are listening to yourself and understand that you are more important than being there for everyone. I hope the community comes through for you and your kitties. I'm struggling as well and was not a big fan of the OF stuff that you do, but I may buy you a coffee as you said. Cheers and good luck going forward. I will be here to support in way of views and channel engagement. GO BLUE!
Truly missed your reactions. Always have enjoyed your perspective and hearing your thoughts. Thank you for opening up and you be you and take good care of yourself. You have all my support and best wishes.
Just take care of yourself, Blue, and get rid of options that aren't improving your life. Your mental health is worth more than any amount of money. I'm sure I speak for all of us when I say that we'd much rather see you happy than anything else. Be yourself, who you really are. Hopefully that is the smiling and laughing young woman we enjoy seeing on your YT channel. That's what we care about: happy Blue.
Take your time to get better and get back to yourself Trixy blue taking care of yourself and your business and your mental health is the most important thing you can do it love your channel 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
It is what I worry about when young ladies get into that stuff. It may seem like the thing to do at the time and (maybe, maybe not) fun. But, as time goes on, you think differently about it and it could hurt mentally and spiritually. You are doing the right thing IMHO by being true to yourself and doing what is right for you. On a side note, I really like that natural brunette hair. Beautiful.
Never apologize for taking care of yourself. Quick programming note, from what you said your plan is you should do Logan next then Deadpool 2 then Deadpool and wolverine... Emotionally exhausting but worth it. The thing about the content you create and the things you can produce is that it's lovely but you shouldn't feel obligated to step outside of your comfort zone aside from personal self-growth. If you let it burn you out then you're not producing anything and that's not where you want to be either. The most important value to your work is how you feel about it, and if you're enjoying it, I'm sure others will too. If you were in group with me I'd ask you what it is you really want not so you would answer me but so you could answer yourself, then you could practice a little cartography and draw a map of what you want your future to be. It's not set in stone but it would be a helpful guide and it's always fun to go back and compare notes from what you thought the world would be to what you actually found on your adventure. Thank you for existing, you'll get through this.
Hey take care of yourself, your mental health (and physical health) are two of the most important things in your life, those taske priority! I'm glad you have a more solid road ahead now 🙂
You just discovered and described a universal issue that affects _every_ career. You think it's _ONE_ thing, when you start. After you've been involved for a while, you realize what you've _really_ gotten into, and it may be radically different than what you hoped. And if it's not what fits your personality, or your situation at that point in your life, you really have no choice but to go in a different direction. The difficult part? What's going to _actually_ work for you? The good news is that the experience should give you a better understanding of yourself, and that will help inform your decision about what comes next. There is no certainty. And there is no stopping. You just keep pushing forward, and if you find yourself in another rut, get out of it and try again. ♾
Your not the only one who has had mental health struggles I to have them as well. Dealing with depression over my dog’s passing a year ago. Ether way good to have back wish nothing but the best for you.
Sorry you are having problems. No one deserves stress instigated by what doesn't make them comfortable. Brave of you to come out here like this. I am out here rooting for you. I know not much help! You seem like a strong willed and determined person. I am sure you will do great with whatever you chose to endeavor.
I know exactly how you feel I have been burned out to the point of just not being able to function you take as much time as you need to heal and get your life organized I'm finally getting my life to a point where I hopefully have some more piece feel better❤... PS the only person I'll ever need you to be is yourself
I'm also going broke. I make a living with 2-4 delivery app jobs, because no 1 app job can pay the bills. I think cosplay is a great idea. You're obviously good at the costume/design stuff. I also remember you showing clothes you shopped for, once. Maybe clothing resale is good way to go, since you've got good taste and creative wear mindset. Who knows? You could probably be so good at it, we might see on TH-cam doing clothing auctions. People do that stuff a lot, here in the states. But whatever you decide, I hope your path gets back on your feet. You seem to be happy with/without the spot light, anyway. Take care, Miss Blue!❤
Pumping the brakes on your life and doing a reset can be difficult but it's often necessary. It's easy to lose your way. Find your joy again. After that, the money will take care of itself. Thanks for sharing with all of us. I'm rooting for you, and I know many others are too. ❤
I loved your reactions to movies and anime, suffering and laughing with you. You are gorgeous and certainly kind-hearted. Take your time and think about your precious health! Many hugs and thanks for your intelligent and exciting company. A hug!
Mental health is so important. Your content is yours to create and yours to control. It's such a shame you've felt pressured to be someone or something else. Be who you want to be Blue and do what makes you happy 💖. You deserve to be happy so much, you've got my support 100%. And you're new studio looks fantastic 🤩.
Hello and welcome back, my beautiful Angelic Blue, It's so great to hear from you, and I hope you get/feel better soon because your health and life is more important at the moment, so don't worry, we are always here for you, no matter what. And I also hope you will take very good care of yourself and always think so much positive and wash away all the negative. Take care, Blue. I'm sending you so much love, support, and lots of hugs and kisses for you. 🥰🥰😘😘😍😍🤗🤗
@Trixy Blue your new studio looks great and the merchandise really completes it. glad you're back from taking a 2 month break from reaction videos to get things done
We are always here for a talk, but for right now take care of yourself. Your health is most important. We all care for you. You just stay safe and take care of yourself. Say hi to the cats ❤
You always have to do what's best for you and screw everyone else, your happiness matters above all to self. Here's a poem I wrote that I'd like to share bellissima bomba blu... SELF-FIRST I've learned to place myself above all, I've learned to stand alone and strong, to heed my needs, to heed my call. To face the world, to right each wrong. No longer bound by others' strife, no longer leaning on another's hand, I'll chart my course and live my life. I'll forge my path across the land. I'll weather storms, both fierce and deep, I'll tend to wounds, both seen and not, find my solace, my own keep, and let the world outside just sleep. For in this heart in this soul, a fire's alight, a beacon of strength resides, a spirit soaring, no matter the tides, guiding me through the night.
Your new studio is lovely. You put your personality into it. I sure hope everything works out in the other aspects of your life. You just take care of you. Be well ❤️
Your health and well-being is paramount. Continue seeking and achieving your best self. Those who truly care will continue to be supportive of your decisions and future endeavors.
I've enjoyed your reactions but I understand the need to make life changes. I wish you the best of luck and hope your future endeavors prove fruitful for you.
I've missed you, but like you said, your mental health comes first. You're at a threshold where change is on the horizon. You have people that support you so you know that you're not alone. Be the person that you feel you should be
Blue, your health is much more important than trying to keep a platform going. Never be anyone but you, because that's what I'm here for. Still cheering you on.
I have an x758 lawn tractor and some acres to mow… if you want you can come mow my lawn while im at work……this task will clear your mind..let you think about things …(my brother calls me Tom Sawyer)
Your psychological wellbeing is obviously the highest priority. Get well and more or less stress-free soon. What I'm a bit confused about is the following though: haven't you been studying psychology at some point? Did I miss your leaving that academic path? And if so, did it no longer appeal to you or was your online career always more promising?
Trixy I might as well tell you When I was in college, I used to work at a strip club as a DJ So I was around a lot of the girls that worked in a very similar industry. This was a few years ago before only fans was even a thing. Most of the girls got into that stuff early 18 years old, but the smart ones got out out of it before they were 30 …. Think of it like a professional athlete Make a lot of money as you’re young, but you have a very short career and then use that money and recognition to do a different career and then retire with that career The ones that did it the best it seemed like to me was the ones that found a good boy …. A guy that was not in the industry and or not in the industry anymore,…. then they run off together. You look really good Trixie … healthy, calm, you seem to have your head on straight and a good set of priorities…. I wish you the best👍😊 BTW there are some girls that cosplay the movies that they react to on their movie reaction channel🤔 just a thought I ramble a lot sorry Thank you for listening 👍😎
Don't worry about being who you have to be for other people. Be who you have to be for yourself. You matter more than you know. Be safe, be healthy, be happy. 💚🥰👍
Sex workers (and titillating on OnlyFans counts as such) suffer astonishing rates of mental illness, substance abuse and suicide, both during and after their careers - something we (myself included) don't like to think about while watching. I'm pleased to see you seem to be taking the right priorities, and I wish you the very best in both your mental and financial recoveries.
Gee weez, I didn't even know about your Only Fan page! It's a shame that you felt the need to go against your emotions in this adventure that destabilized you from within. You seem to be a highly sensitive, intelligent and cultured person. I hope you find a form of happiness in your next adventures which, I hope, will be better for your mental balance. I loved the courage and humility you showed in this video. When you have these qualities, you can only succeed. Tough times don't last. Tough people do.
Well I think you're pretty awesome Trixy Blue. It takes alot of bravery to speak candidly online about your life, feelings regarding controversial topics like OF etc. I think you'll be just fine figuring it out, you're a smart girl 😁
Hey Trixy, I really love and appreciate this video. I never really watched you for your only fans content. ------- I love you for your quirky perspective of the world and mental health. I've always been here for your mind. Just know we are in your corner.
You find what works for you and stick with it. I am lucky in that self-medication in moderation is perfect for me. However, I am non-addictive personality. So if you are not in that 10%, I do not recommend it. If you can walk away from anything, it's for you. Good luck.
Always take care of your mental health first. Entertaining others is far down the list of priorities, especially if it is wearing on you. Enjoy every day that you can
Hugs 😞 from someone who just climbed out of his dark hole, i'm proud of you for having the courage to speak publicly about your situation. I feel you're heading in the right direction, even if at times it doesn't seem that way. Mental illness is a challenging road but you tackled your most difficult hurdle, getting rid of the masks you felt you had to wear. I tell people, "i'd rather you hate me for who i am, than love me for who i am not." But you'll live a happier life being yourself. Stay strong and you'll get through this!
Your mental health should always be your no. 1 priority. I am glad that you are listening to yourself and understand that you are more important than being there for everyone. I hope the community comes through for you and your kitties. I'm struggling as well and was not a big fan of the OF stuff that you do, but I may buy you a coffee as you said. Cheers and good luck going forward. I will be here to support in way of views and channel engagement.
GO BLUE!
Double and Triple down on this! I love seeing all the support in the comments and Go Blue!
Truly missed your reactions. Always have enjoyed your perspective and hearing your thoughts. Thank you for opening up and you be you and take good care of yourself. You have all my support and best wishes.
To Thine Own Self Be True..
Mental Health is Extremely Important.
Proud of You.❤
Your well being is the most important thing.
I want you to be in the best place possible for yourself.
Whatever you decide you have support 💙
Just take care of yourself, Blue, and get rid of options that aren't improving your life. Your mental health is worth more than any amount of money. I'm sure I speak for all of us when I say that we'd much rather see you happy than anything else.
Be yourself, who you really are. Hopefully that is the smiling and laughing young woman we enjoy seeing on your YT channel. That's what we care about: happy Blue.
Be sure not to underestimate your value. You make everything better ------ with or without pressure.
Sometimes you got to put yourself first
It's ok Blue take all the time you need and always be your self, please never change who you are as a person. Self care is important. 🙂👍
Welcome Back Trixy Blue 💙💙
Glad that you are taking care of yourself, the new studio looks great!
Take your time to get better and get back to yourself Trixy blue taking care of yourself and your business and your mental health is the most important thing you can do it love your channel 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
Have you considered reacting to music? TH-cam’s algorithm seems to really favor that content.
All money aint good money ❤
Money from the dark side of Internet is not good money.
Thanks for the update. I hope you enjoy your new direction, and look forward to seeing your new videos.
welcome back, missed you, cant wait to see what you planed, take all the time you need, we will here ❤💙
Welcome back to the bright side of Internet.
I support and respect this decision Trixy💙
It is what I worry about when young ladies get into that stuff. It may seem like the thing to do at the time and (maybe, maybe not) fun. But, as time goes on, you think differently about it and it could hurt mentally and spiritually. You are doing the right thing IMHO by being true to yourself and doing what is right for you. On a side note, I really like that natural brunette hair. Beautiful.
Never apologize for taking care of yourself. Quick programming note, from what you said your plan is you should do Logan next then Deadpool 2 then Deadpool and wolverine... Emotionally exhausting but worth it.
The thing about the content you create and the things you can produce is that it's lovely but you shouldn't feel obligated to step outside of your comfort zone aside from personal self-growth. If you let it burn you out then you're not producing anything and that's not where you want to be either. The most important value to your work is how you feel about it, and if you're enjoying it, I'm sure others will too. If you were in group with me I'd ask you what it is you really want not so you would answer me but so you could answer yourself, then you could practice a little cartography and draw a map of what you want your future to be. It's not set in stone but it would be a helpful guide and it's always fun to go back and compare notes from what you thought the world would be to what you actually found on your adventure. Thank you for existing, you'll get through this.
We're with you Trixy. No matter what.
Hey take care of yourself, your mental health (and physical health) are two of the most important things in your life, those taske priority! I'm glad you have a more solid road ahead now 🙂
You just discovered and described a universal issue that affects _every_ career. You think it's _ONE_ thing, when you start. After you've been involved for a while, you realize what you've _really_ gotten into, and it may be radically different than what you hoped.
And if it's not what fits your personality, or your situation at that point in your life, you really have no choice but to go in a different direction. The difficult part? What's going to _actually_ work for you?
The good news is that the experience should give you a better understanding of yourself, and that will help inform your decision about what comes next.
There is no certainty. And there is no stopping. You just keep pushing forward, and if you find yourself in another rut, get out of it and try again.
♾
Ur heading in a good direction, good for you.
Brave vid, love it. Luvya blue 💙
I was missing you videos but the most important thing is mental health that's a huge priority to everyone
Better off without OF. Its purely destructive.
Everything will work out great for you 👍👍 keep doing what you doing
I like your hair in this video.
Nice color.
Your not the only one who has had mental health struggles I to have them as well. Dealing with depression over my dog’s passing a year ago. Ether way good to have back wish nothing but the best for you.
Sorry you are having problems. No one deserves stress instigated by what doesn't make them comfortable. Brave of you to come out here like this. I am out here rooting for you. I know not much help! You seem like a strong willed and determined person. I am sure you will do great with whatever you chose to endeavor.
I know exactly how you feel I have been burned out to the point of just not being able to function you take as much time as you need to heal and get your life organized I'm finally getting my life to a point where I hopefully have some more piece feel better❤... PS the only person I'll ever need you to be is yourself
I'm also going broke. I make a living with 2-4 delivery app jobs, because no 1 app job can pay the bills. I think cosplay is a great idea. You're obviously good at the costume/design stuff.
I also remember you showing clothes you shopped for, once. Maybe clothing resale is good way to go, since you've got good taste and creative wear mindset. Who knows? You could probably be so good at it, we might see on TH-cam doing clothing auctions. People do that stuff a lot, here in the states.
But whatever you decide, I hope your path gets back on your feet. You seem to be happy with/without the spot light, anyway.
Take care, Miss Blue!❤
Pumping the brakes on your life and doing a reset can be difficult but it's often necessary. It's easy to lose your way. Find your joy again. After that, the money will take care of itself. Thanks for sharing with all of us. I'm rooting for you, and I know many others are too. ❤
I loved your reactions to movies and anime, suffering and laughing with you. You are gorgeous and certainly kind-hearted. Take your time and think about your precious health! Many hugs and thanks for your intelligent and exciting company. A hug!
Im so sorry for all Youve been Trough you deserves happinness on your life Trixy youre a wonderfull n charming person!😊
I’m glad to see that you’re back and in a better head space. Just keep on and don’t let the expectations of others get in the way of your health.
We support your decision on only fans! I hope you find an awesome creative outlet, good luck for the future :)
Mental health is so important. Your content is yours to create and yours to control. It's such a shame you've felt pressured to be someone or something else. Be who you want to be Blue and do what makes you happy 💖. You deserve to be happy so much, you've got my support 100%. And you're new studio looks fantastic 🤩.
Hello and welcome back, my beautiful Angelic Blue, It's so great to hear from you, and I hope you get/feel better soon because your health and life is more important at the moment, so don't worry, we are always here for you, no matter what. And I also hope you will take very good care of yourself and always think so much positive and wash away all the negative. Take care, Blue. I'm sending you so much love, support, and lots of hugs and kisses for you. 🥰🥰😘😘😍😍🤗🤗
@Trixy Blue your new studio looks great and the merchandise really completes it. glad you're back from taking a 2 month break from reaction videos to get things done
We are always here for a talk, but for right now take care of yourself. Your health is most important. We all care for you. You just stay safe and take care of yourself. Say hi to the cats ❤
I’m proud of you. It takes a strong person to make self sacrificing moves for their well being. Life isn’t all about the money.
No pressure you do what you want to do in social media and I will give you enormous amount of respect. You are so truly phenomenal.
You always have to do what's best for you and screw everyone else, your happiness matters above all to self. Here's a poem I wrote that I'd like to share bellissima bomba blu...
SELF-FIRST
I've learned to place myself above all, I've learned to stand alone and strong, to heed my needs, to heed my call. To face the world, to right each wrong. No longer bound by others' strife, no longer leaning on another's hand, I'll chart my course and live my life. I'll forge my path across the land.
I'll weather storms, both fierce and deep, I'll tend to wounds, both seen and not, find my solace, my own keep, and let the world outside just sleep.
For in this heart in this soul, a fire's alight, a beacon of strength resides, a spirit soaring, no matter the tides, guiding me through the night.
Your new studio is lovely. You put your personality into it. I sure hope everything works out in the other aspects of your life. You just take care of you. Be well ❤️
Cosplay as Trixy Blue 😜 hope it all gets better, hearing 3 months without working, I do hope you got enough savings until get stable income again
Good for you!❤️👍The best decision.
Your health and well-being is paramount. Continue seeking and achieving your best self. Those who truly care will continue to be supportive of your decisions and future endeavors.
Thank you for opening up about what's going on, others have already said enough, so I'll just add I'm glad you're taking this step for yourself.
Welcome back, Blue. We've missed your reactions. Your mental health is more important, and I hope you get better.
Happy you’re back. I’m also happy to hear that you’re taking care of yourself and I hope you continue to do so
I've enjoyed your reactions but I understand the need to make life changes. I wish you the best of luck and hope your future endeavors prove fruitful for you.
I've missed you, but like you said, your mental health comes first. You're at a threshold where change is on the horizon. You have people that support you so you know that you're not alone. Be the person that you feel you should be
Blue, your health is much more important than trying to keep a platform going. Never be anyone but you, because that's what I'm here for. Still cheering you on.
I have an x758 lawn tractor and some acres to mow… if you want you can come mow my lawn while im at work……this task will clear your mind..let you think about things …(my brother calls me Tom Sawyer)
Your psychological wellbeing is obviously the highest priority. Get well and more or less stress-free soon.
What I'm a bit confused about is the following though: haven't you been studying psychology at some point?
Did I miss your leaving that academic path? And if so, did it no longer appeal to you or was your online career always more promising?
Existing is already exhausting; don't hesitate to make it better for yourself. I'm proud of you for taking that step.
Trixy I might as well tell you
When I was in college, I used to work at a strip club as a DJ
So I was around a lot of the girls that worked in a very similar industry. This was a few years ago before only fans was even a thing.
Most of the girls got into that stuff early 18 years old, but the smart ones got out out of it before they were 30 ….
Think of it like a professional athlete
Make a lot of money as you’re young, but you have a very short career and then use that money and recognition to do a different career and then retire with that career
The ones that did it the best it seemed like to me was the ones that found a good boy …. A guy that was not in the industry and or not in the industry anymore,…. then they run off together.
You look really good Trixie … healthy, calm, you seem to have your head on straight and a good set of priorities….
I wish you the best👍😊
BTW there are some girls that cosplay the movies that they react to on their movie reaction channel🤔 just a thought
I ramble a lot sorry
Thank you for listening 👍😎
I hope you feel better Blue.🙏🤍
Hello Blue I love you so much 💙
Just be yourself.
I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling down. Please don't let anyone pressure you into anything. Put your health first.
Hello from Chicago. Missed you.
Don't worry about being who you have to be for other people. Be who you have to be for yourself. You matter more than you know. Be safe, be healthy, be happy. 💚🥰👍
We're with you Trixy.
I really hope you're doing better now. Really missed your videos. Always doing what's best for yourself. 👍
Take care of yourself first sister. I’ve missed you on here TH-cam and glad to know what’s going on with you. Huge hugs!
What is my life where any time I see a woman (even one I don't know) say "time for a talk" I am riddled with anxiety?
Hugs for you Trixie you're my favorite reactor on TH-cam much love dear.
Sounds good, glad you are looking out for yourself. Take care.
Sex workers (and titillating on OnlyFans counts as such) suffer astonishing rates of mental illness, substance abuse and suicide, both during and after their careers - something we (myself included) don't like to think about while watching. I'm pleased to see you seem to be taking the right priorities, and I wish you the very best in both your mental and financial recoveries.
Love that you walked away from that. It’s a toxic platform and you are making a fantastic decision 🍻. Heal and be you.
I wish you all the best 👍😊😊
Take care of yourself Blue.
Take care of yourself and get the support you need, that's most important. We will miss you but self care is more important.
Take care of yourself Trixy - you are loved. 🙏
I hope that whatever is burdening you is lifted away.
Missed you too 😘 You're so cute 😍 greets from ger.
Gee weez, I didn't even know about your Only Fan page! It's a shame that you felt the need to go against your emotions in this adventure that destabilized you from within. You seem to be a highly sensitive, intelligent and cultured person. I hope you find a form of happiness in your next adventures which, I hope, will be better for your mental balance. I loved the courage and humility you showed in this video. When you have these qualities, you can only succeed. Tough times don't last. Tough people do.
Glad you're back and doing better Blue... Missed you Pisces 😉
Welcome back! Take your time! Your mental health always matters! 🖤🙏🏻
Broke and happy is more important than money and being a wreck. You can always eat instant ramen and pot noodle
Glad to see you are okay! Love u Trixy, and you look really beautiful
Well I think you're pretty awesome Trixy Blue. It takes alot of bravery to speak candidly online about your life, feelings regarding controversial topics like OF etc. I think you'll be just fine figuring it out, you're a smart girl 😁
Glad your back sending you hugs 🫂 my friend
Do whatever you need to get better’
For quitting OF. God loves you.
Trixy talking about arranging cables with that tidy background
Me looking at the piles of trash and empty pizza boxes around my pc
Ehhhh...
You absolutely have to prioritise yourself, well done.
as someone who is struggling mentally as well, I hugely respect this decision & wish you nothing but positivity & success going forward
Thank you for sharing! We appreciate your reviews and have missed you! You're making good choices!
Hey Trixy, I really love and appreciate this video. I never really watched you for your only fans content. ------- I love you for your quirky perspective of the world and mental health. I've always been here for your mind. Just know we are in your corner.
You find what works for you and stick with it. I am lucky in that self-medication in moderation is perfect for me. However, I am non-addictive personality. So if you are not in that 10%, I do not recommend it. If you can walk away from anything, it's for you. Good luck.
Sounded like you needed one...
Missed you bunches!! Looking forward to you posting horror films this month for Halloween!! 👻 🎃 ☠️
Always take care of your mental health first. Entertaining others is far down the list of priorities, especially if it is wearing on you. Enjoy every day that you can
Then don't do onlyfans just like that it's simple
Love you Blue 💙💙💙💙
I'm sorry you have been struggling. The only fans game sounds like it would be way too much pressure for me too.
You are beautiful inside and out, do what you need to do for your happiness!
Nice studio.