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Lyrics:
I got used to tears on my shirt sleeves
Panic attacks getting groceries
Deep breaths and incense and heartbeats
the simplest of things could break me
I got used to rationalizing
The trauma with fake silver linings
& living felt more like surviving
I never thought that I’d stop crying
Ooh, I’m finally healing my
wounds, spent so long broken in
Two, trying to glue back the pieces
I don’t know what peace is or
Who I am
When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
I spent a year trying to make it out
And I don’t know how to function now
when the chaos goes away
Why am I still not ok
I can’t even sleep through the whole night
or go by myself on a long drive
Will I be like this my whole life
Already paid my price
Maybe I spent so long outrunning my past
That I still can’t help looking back
Will I always be waiting
For my whole world to cave in?
Ooh, took so much time getting
Used to everything breaking in
Two, trying to glue back the pieces
I don’t know what peace is or
Who I am
When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
I spent a year trying to make it out
And I don’t know how to function now
when the chaos goes away
Why am I still not ok
Fighting the pain
Gave me a purpose
I pulled my demons
up to the surface
I made a home in
all the discomfort
I found myself
In all the dysfunction
I got so sick of
asking for help but I
still can’t take
care of myself, I got
so used to living through hell
That I feel so lost anywhere else
When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
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As my neurologist explained, the body remembers the things you've been through and it changes the way we function on a cellular level to accommodate for trauma. Great song!
The book The Body Keeps the Score goes into this so deeply!
I'm finally going to see a neurologist - if this is accurate it would explain soooo much. I see someone also commented a book... time to find it.
@@araithoheals Functional Neurological Disorder is the name of this problem in case you want to do your own research
Literally my favorite artist ever. No one has been able to put my emotions into words the way this young woman does. So talented! ❤️
same here
I spent seven of my teenage years unknowingly consumed by depression & loneliness. I'm now getting better and improving, but some days being happy makes me feel like an impostor and just want to sink in the familiar chaos I'd spent so long in.
There is something so beautiful hearing someone putting your own feelings into words, but sometimes I find myself bursting into tears while listening to your songs because feeling seen is disarming. Thank you as always.
I feel the same way
again I find myself with tears in my eyes and a full heart from feeling like someone understands how I feel. Thank you once again for the gift of your music 🥰
❤❤❤❤i loooove how she dances!!!
When you've been anxious, get panic attacks, insomnia, feeling like dog shit etc. for so long that it becomes a part of you. Then when things are starting to get better and better, you start to lose that big piece of yourself and the things you do to get by and or enjoy but no longer need to, you start to feel lost. I've been there and I think it's an identity crisis and its scary to go through, but hopefully since you've gone through it, you grow and won't fall down as hard as the last time.
This is such a real feeling i've had. It's so hard to put into words but you did an amazing job. Your music has helped me so much going through the stages of my own heartbreak and I hope things keep heading in the right direction for us both
wow. I cannot tell you how much I just love your songs. Your words and melodies touch me so deeply, I always start crying, laughing, everything at once. Thank you so much.
You are so talented… your music always hits different 🫶🏻🥹I love you 😭😭😭😭
why does this resonate with me right now so much.
You’re my favorite Artist and when you made this song you did a AMAZING JOB at putting emotions into it
Healing my mind & soul with each & every song! Thank you Blü Eyes!🙏💙 Your music is soul-level refreshing, relatable, & real.
I love your songs so much. I went through a lot of trauma with a domestically abusive relationship and i feel with my journey you just come out with the right song for how i feel at that moment
That 2 measures pause after "..the chaos goes away" is so strong. I mean you want to fill silence with music, that's the goal as a song writer, right? But it makes so much sense with the message of the song, cause it feels indeed weird as a listener ... "when the music goes away"... so well done!
Soo relatable
Im two years free of a DV relationship and this song is literally how I feel
This is great
Absolute banger of a song, yet again!
Such a great song 😍🥹
really grateful i ran into this on shorts, this is a really meaningful song
Read: the body keeps the score. It will change your life ❤
Thank you for using your art in a way that is meaningful and healing.
Unreal
As someone going through this stuff now - your snogs are life saving
Thank you so so so much for your music ❤❤❤❤
Why I'm in tears? 😢
Thank you for translating my deepest feelings🥹🫂 Love from Azerbaijan❤️
You are amazing. Incredible
love this song❤❤
when are you coming to London again? i’m literally gonna scream this and all of your songssssss
I had the worst academic year my pic and feel into the pit of depression and now that I am doing better it feels like I am living a lie
Love this song
Magical ❤
Love you and your music
You `re cool!😊
Sounds like living in survival mode.
Love from Japan😢❤❤
I really love your song…
And I try to overcome my mental health issues…❤️🩹！
Love this
Every #topicalsteroidwithdrawal warrior knows this all too well. 💔
💙💙💙
❤❤❤
me likes! :)
Jesus Christ of Nazareth..
Dude I am christian and relate.
That's not how it works.