Hey just fyi there seems to be a glitch with timestamps! I've triple checked them for accuracy so if they're not showing up correctly, it's a TH-cam thing. I'm so so sorry, thank you for your patience!! AND thank you for being here, for being your beautiful sweet self, and for existing. I'm so grateful to read for you & hope this reading brings you clarity and peace! 🌠Get the Extended Reading: "What's Next in Love?💕" HERE!🌠 Page Link: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924 Pile 1: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924/990395196 Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924/990395274 Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924/990785175 Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924/991331724 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:14 Pile Selection: 3:45 Make a Wish +: Message from Archangel Gabriel: 5:11 Pile 1 (Rhodonite Lotus): 10:07 Pile 2 (Tony the Turtle): 54:07 Pile 3 (Labradorite Dragon): 1:36:38 Pile 4 (Yellow Calcite Sunflower): 2:21:40
Heeey, can I get some advice on how to get legit crystals and jewelery with such as well? Can you recommend some websites maybe or at least some advice on how to make sure they are not scams, because some are just too cheap and I wonder if they are the real deal or just painted stones or something 😅
Pile 4. Thankyou!! Got out of a 8 year trauma bond with no professional help. Healing my nervous system. Beat my addictions. I’m feeling so good. 5 years I’ve been on this healing journey 🎉
Y’all, do not sleep on the extended!!! 100% worth it every time!!! ❤️🔥 if you don’t think so, feel free to come after me and I will gladly disagree with peace and love 🤷🏻♂️🤭 Thank you Madison for always putting so much friendly and caring and loving energy into all of the readings you do for us! 🥹💝
Pile 2. Glad to see that minding my own business has finally paid off 🤣 The rest of the year is going to be a breeze. Thank you for all that you do for us and the collective 🫶🏽🫂
Pile 3- It is crazy how much this alligns with me! I recently lost my job and instead of being upset, I realized the universe gave to me what I needed most. I now can use this time to figure out what I truly want, this past 12 months I have gone through so many rebirths and shifts within myself after separating from my kids dad whom I was with for 17 years. It's like I went through the abridged version or expedited version of self growth, I pushed myself hard and now I am exhausted and need to sit still and listen as you said, I need this time of quiet and less expectation and demand on my time to really listen to what I need, what I am looking for. I needed to hear this: you may feel like your doing everything wrong by taking more time for yourself but you are doing everything right ❤
Pile 2: Thank you, Eso! I think this is my first time commenting on a video of yours, but I've been a viewer for a couple of years now. Thank you so much for this reading; it was incredibly comforting and offers more confirmation. When you opened the reading, you had mentioned diving into divination. I've been reading tarot for myself and loved ones since 2020, and a lot of the pulls I've been giving myself all give a similar message: "You'll be OK - don't worry about it anymore." I've been healing from things that happened to me in childhood (raised by someone with narcissistic tendencies) and healing has been a major focal point this year, specifically my inner child. I've gained clarity that my anxiety is rooted within unhealed things from my childhood, and lately, have noticed I'm not as self-critical of myself nor am I letting other opinions deflate me (if that makes sense). Whenever I feel anxious, deep breathing, holding those heavy/scared emotions real tight and then letting it go has become easier. I also giggled a bit when you mentioned fun opportunities and joy; I've noticed an uptick in hangouts with friends and outings out in the community. I've been happier lately because of that (since you can heal things on your own and with a group of trusted people), and it's so darn nice to (finally) trust, embrace, and prioritize myself. Additionally, I've been seeing so many angel numbers lately, mostly 777, 1212, 1010, and 222. Thank you for being here, Eso, and providing this reading! I truly believe it's another sign from the Universe in my current journey/path. Edit: I forgot to add two commas.
Pile 3 - my home burned down in the massive California Park fire just 2 weeks ago. When you pulled the “burn all down” card, I gasped… Your readings are always so aligned with my life journey.
Pile 2: I just blew up my life and am moving across the country to be on my own for the first time in a long long time, so the whole "foggy road" thing is definitely something I'm feeling! Also second-guessing the decisions I made so "what is meant for you is not going to miss you" was definitely something I needed to hear!
I'm planning a move across country to be with my tf. Excited and terrified because my guides have been silent. I feel like I'm doing a trust fall into this and my brain is trying to find reasons not to
Honestly, sometimes I struggle to see any kind of next chapter and it’s so frustrating and difficult, then I feel silly every time I come out of that headspace. Then I get angry with myself for getting back there again. But I truly look forward to hearing what you have for us today Eso, as always, All the love ❤❤❤❤
Pile 2. Yeah I get what you mean. The universe is hiding how things are gonna play out after all the healing we’ve done… I know I feel like things are hidden from me right now. Ngl I feel good but also been really anxious. This is a transitional time I feel like… ❤️
Pile 2 is exactly what I’ve been searching for. I’ve been needing to reject a specific pattern in every single important relationship in my life and the one I resisted the most was yesterday. I could cry, honestly. Thank you, Queen! ❤❤❤ You are a gift.
Just started the 3rd pile and you are absolutely right about my current state....so hard to feel my emotions which i constantly cloud with escapism..hurting myself even more (bedrotting). In 11th standard right now and the stress of studies is NOT helping at all. I hope I heal my heart from past hurt and move on for good. They constantly pull me down and conflict my self concept. I love you Eso, my sister is bust with her job so I cannot talk to her daily but your videos provide me comfort while I miss her :)
Omg this is exactly what I needed rn, an eso notification 🥹 I really feel like I’m closing up a chapter (long overdue tbh) and I’ve been shedding off old belief systems and ideas and pain for what feels like forever and I’m finally getting to a spot where I (think)) I’m moving into a new era of me, a MUCH needed one and that shit is TERRIFYING pile 3 called me bc it’s BLUE and that’s my favorite color 💙 Oh eso I know I say it a million times but. Thank you for being part of my life in such a meaningful way. I truly feel like sprit uses you to talk to me in ways that I’m not always able to channel on my own. Sending u a giant hug and lots of loving energy because you truly do have such a huge part in my life and my spirituality as a whole and I love you and my guides love you and you are such a pure soul and a gift sent straight from spirit 🥹
Pile 4 here! During your rant about being in the present in my head I was like “hmm maybe I should read the book the power is now” *literally 3 SECONDS later Eso: “you should read the power of now” 🙀🤯
I resonated with piles 2 & 4. I’m graduating nursing school next month and turning 25 soon after. Both piles resonated and i really needed those messages. Thank you Eso! ❤
Pile 2: Thank you 🥹, I am in a season of uncertainty. Graduated last year only to be a year later trying to pass an exam that is stoping me from getting my license to do what I wanna do and currently with a job thats not bringing out the gifts I know I have to give. I am trying to be more compassionate and patient with myself. Ive made some discoveries in the past few months which are affecting how im moving forward but its been a process. Thank you I appreciate this message 🙂
Man I can’t explain how much I love you girl I’m cryingggg I’m so glad I’ve come back to your videos doesn’t matter what I’m going through my intentions always on point in choosing a deck and you always on point with the message 🤍✨🙏🏽
I'm on pile 1 atm and I just wanted to say, lately when I have thoughts that are particularly bad and I just don't need to think about them anymore because they're in the past and no longer relevant OR when they're just not constructive, I imagine myself literally punching the thought/memory into outer space 💀👊🏻😂 and it really DOES help to visualize a way to get rid of them! I love the donut method, amazing 10/10 made me want donuts 🍩
I chose pile 3 based on intuition not looking and nearly jumped out of my seat cuz I’m staring at the same labradorite dragon! I have that exact one on my computer stand at work 😊
i’m coming from pile 1 and haven’t finished yet but just wanted to say that the second you brought up a bugs life movie a gnat flew in my face lol. i also loved the movie as a kid so that’s definitely my sign to watch it tonight!
I rarely ever write comments on any type of videos but I appreciate your work so much, Eso. I've been watching you for a couple of years now and whenever I go through something major in my life, your videos show up and hit just the right spots and highlight the struggles I've been going through that I might've suppressed or been confused about. Not only you show that there's nothing wrong with going through such shifts but also give comfort and actual guidance that I practice in real life and honestly I feel like I wouldn't be where I am right now without your readings. I love you and your work and I wish all the best for you because you SO MUCH deserve it! Thank you for being yourself and doing what you love ❤
🍀 Archangel Gabriel totally straightforward and absolutely resonates this is why I never skip an intro or an extended! I like to supersize my ESO readings 😂❤
This was so therapeutic… i definitely cried a few tears during this reading. I havent been this honest and in tune with my emotions in a veeeery long time. Thank you so much Eso🤍
Pile 1 just found out last week that I am pregnant and I am extremely worried about having a healthy safe pregnancy. When you mentioned pregnancy I SOBBED. This reading gave me so much reassurance. Thank you Eso 😇
eso thank you so much. i have been racking my mind trying to figure out why i randomly get bombarded with the feeling of just wanting more and more and not getting it then getting depressed and i keep coming to the conclusion that i absolutely Must look for a state of gratitude and reside in it for good. i was doing this consistently during the spring but so much has happened since then. i entered a phase of shedding that came naturally but was still quite hard, and i think these days i’ve been in the exhaustion part of it all just trying to find a way to keep moving and i’m having to kind of relearn the lessons i had been enlightened to earlier this year. gratitude being the main one. i’m so so so happy this is the main message i’m getting from this reading right now and it’s so beautiful because what i wished for to archangel gabriel is that i can find the way to really dive deeper into gratitude. thank you for reassuring me 💛
This appeared in my recommended and I have been just scrolling past readings recently because I felt like they burned me out but I saw this and thought why not, I immediately felt called to pile 3 and I’ve never felt so seen in readings before. I woke up with intense frustration and sadness today but I wasn’t letting myself cry because why would I cry for no reason. I’ve felt so stagnant lately and even gotten judgement a lot in my own readings I literally have been bawling my eyes out for this reading and I just want to thank you eso! I really really needed this
the ONLY youtube reader that really gets me there. talking tears, painful but needed truths, and unconditional love to get me there. you are a blessing to so many
Pile 1, yeeesss pleeaseee❤ after ~4 years of my dark night of the soul, difficult things, identity crisis, anxiety and depression i've really been manifesting to get my creative projects off the ground with music and visual arts. And I've been getting signs that the sun is rising and things are starting to align!!! 🎉🎉😭❤ Thank you again for this beautiful reading and hi from Finland! 😁👋 (that was my extra confirmation when you started to tell about your experiences in Finland😁💫)
I am not really into parasocial relationships but I really love you eso, I really feel such a strong connection with you and I am so greatful for the comfort and guidance your readings bring me, If I ever see you in real life I'd definitely want to hug you tight.
@EsoTarot 🥹🫂 It means a lot to me , I don't know if it's weird but I really want to meet you someday , when I hear you I feel woah I want to be friends with her or woah it'd be so nice to have a friend like her, there's such sweetness and wisdom in your words , and resonance that's rare to find for me, like I know we will understand each other 💖, such love and comfort you make me feel, I am just greatful to have met you at all be it virtually, I want to tell you, you have helped me through toughest time, all the crazy synchronicities. you helped me get my ADHD diagnoses , I remember feeling anxious and confused feeling like I am making it all up asking for some clarity and support from the universe if I really had adhd before going in for an evaluation and not only I come across a tarot reading where the reader herself has ADHD and tells me everything I needed to hear at that moment but talks about ADHD in reading, adhd energy, book called radical self acceptance for women with ADHD, I can't put in words how poignant some of your readings have been for me, they always kinda make me cry but in a good way in a way that helps me feel connected and that I am real and not alone, in a way that brings relief and makes me feel lighter. I got my ADHD diagnosis last year , I have been trying to come out , recover from a phase of burnout, depression, shut down , suicidal ideation...it's been about five years I feel like everything is a blank I don't remember consciously living after I passed highschool everything was auto I did well in terms of functioning atleast first semester of college even got a scholarship but everything after that went downhill, I just became so dysfunctional it's just like I froze and now that I am recovering and I look back it's hard to make peace with it, it's hard to start living again, it's hard to forgive myself bcz now when I look back I feel there's so much I could have done I feel so guilty for getting depressed so stupid I have messed up so many good opportunities just bcz of my mental state and not being active, not trying, not looking for solutions it feels like years of my life have been stolen, I took a gap year to work on my overall health and figuring things out worst decision ever functional depression was better than that , I should have done something anything but I just froze I just wasted all my time dissociating and now I am worse off and I don't know how to restart when I feel so left behind and worst it feels like it was all for nothing like I did it to myself. Yes ADHD I feel I have some autistic symptoms too I'll check that up and I do have more compassion for myself bcz of these things now and understand my past better yet I can't help but look back and see no real barriers strong enough to put me down only If I approached things differently, only if I didn't shut down give up or feel apathetic... Pile 2 and 3 I just want to say to the universe it's been a long time of unclarity and isolation and trying to heal and I feel I haven't made any progress I just don't want any of that I want to feel things again, I want to have joy, motivation, something to move towards. Sorry for the trauma dump so coming back to what I was saying past few years have been very difficult and though I grew up kind of aloof I have never felt so lonely as I did during this time, never craved understanding and comfort more, I have tried to get better to feel positive to hold onto life and sometimes all I wanted was to have someone I could hug and cry, have someone with whom I could feel sad without feeling pathetic or ashamed, without feeling the pressure to get better, even for a moment just have someone understand the grief and loss I felt to acknowledge the pain I feel even if it's my fault to an extent even if I have control over my life even if I understand the need to get better and take responsibility, the closest thing I have had to that understanding comfort and support are your readings 💕, so thankyou, thankyou so much for allowing me this space that brings me so much comfort , that allows me to grieve and I would like to believe help me heal and grow as well. At last not the least I would just like to say my dear internet friend, If you ever decide to travel or have a vacation in india, delhi or northern states, hill stations, reach out to me I 'll take you to best places, get the best food and you won't have to worry about a place to say🙃, I'd like to think I can be fun, atleast that's how I imagine it, I think it will be fun, I love to travel ( even though I can hardly afford it😅) so whenever I get out of where I am stuck right now and have the resources If I go to U.S. I do hope to just randomly run into you, just one small date:)
Pile 3: Haven’t been spiritually connected all year, can barely read my own cards. Been in a horrible place, and just decided to finally watch one of your videos again as a long time viewer, and i finally feel myself being seen and understood, ready to come back into myself and my spirituality. Thank you Eso 🩷
Pile 1, i've been learning and practicing Non dualism, conscious manifesting and being in the present moment overall. Im seeing a lot of signs, synchronicities and just this very intense feeling of excitement but also calm at the same time idk. Thank u so much, you are the only tarot reader that I resonate with fr.
I can’t even express how much you made my jaw drop with the accuracy. I even have the “this is fine” meme on my work bag. Lol. I also had a meltdown that opened up my eyes in a lot of ways, and I was feeling absolutely hopeless. You gave me a reason to wake up another day and fight. Thank you. 🩵
the way i gasped when you said "how are you going to be a writer if you don't write" for pile 1! i just quit my day job to focus on writing and it's a scary, exciting time. this was so reassuring :)
Pile 2 felt like a warm hug from a friend. This is the first time I actually felt like sobbing to a reading, because it hit me so deeply. I'm so scared, so confused and worried right now. You've given me a really important message, thank you so so much Eso. Bless you.
pile 3 - in therapy and we have been working through some tough inner things and at work, things are picking up. i know that god and spirit is by my side and will have people around me who can help me! i've also been wanting to do so much but it's hard for me to concentrate. i loved the levelling up spiritually in circles but upwards since it really HAS been like that for me. i feel like i have cycles but each time, I am feeling so much closer to the end of the entire cycle. Thank you Eso!
PILE 4 - literally had a small argument with my childhood friend who I just realized and she exposes herself as a envy friend and seeing you say someone not happy to see you happy hits! I feel like sad about it but because she's having this huge negativity, I chose myself. I knew i chose the right pile right away Thank you Eso🫰🏼
Pile 3, I recently lost my mom to cancer (it came as a surprise) and I continue to feel my life has broken to pieces. I’ve realized how much my old goals came from a fear to disappoint my mom. Now knowing that, I fired my ex-employer, decided I’ll no longer wait for my Canadian PR before returning to school, and switch to a career path I was too scared to pursue. I know my mom is whether out there and will be so proud and supportive of my decisions, or not existing at all. I’ll still trade everything to have her back, but in the same time i feel we both have been released
I was pile 3 and I think I'm in the midst of these months. This was the most exactly true thing I have ever heard, and because of how tough this season is, I really needed this for reassurance. Thank you so much. Just purchased the extended (I was tempted by the word JUICY) and hope to hear it resonate as well.
I KNEW YOU WERE DOING IFS SINCE YOU STARTED TALKING MORE ABOUT “PARTS” IN YOUR VIDEOS LATELY LOL!!! GIRL I LOVE IFS. Internal family systems therapy literally saved my life. I literally never shut up about it and everyone I introduce to it says the exact same thing. 🙌🏼 love this and love you!! I LOVE THAT YOURE BRINGING THIS UP!!! Hi parts. ( pls one day just hit us with ✨ Hi parts ✨ instead of hi friends 💀 iykyk)
Eso, thank you so so much. I literally felt a huge weight lifted from me during your pile 3 reading. It brought tears to my eyes. I've needed to hear this so badly.
Eso, from the bottom of my heart - thank You so much for Your readings! They are a real gift to us all and I am so greateful to have found Your channel! I have been watching Your work for years now and resonating 100%. Shrek is love. 💗💗💗
Your readings are always so accurate and reassuring! 🥺 I chose pile 3 and just having gratuated university it felt really good to know that I don't have to listen to others and pressure myself into take the next step yet, whatever that might be. Sometimes being you is enough despite not having the resources to do something productive at the moment, and that's what I took from this reading. Also, yes I have about a hundred unfinished projects, thanks for reminding me to take one thing at a time 🤭❤️ love your readings, thank you for taking the time ✨️
Cool video, My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to leave me, I really love her so much I can’t stop thinking about her, I’ve tried my very best to get her back in my life, but to no avail, I’m frustrated, I don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts of her, but I can’t, I don’t know why I’m saying this here, I really miss her and just can’t stop thinking about her
its difficult to let go of someone you love, i was in a similar situation, my relationship of 12 years ended, but i couldnt just let her go i did all i could to get her back, i had to seek the help of a spiritual counselor who helped me bring her back
Don’t listen to that “spiritual counselor will get them back” crap. It’s a money grab for when people are feeling low and and will try anything. We never want to go against another’s free will. Learn to let go and find peace. If they are meant to be in your life they will find their way back.
OMG TY ESO! It's so crazy, I picked pile 2 but still felt drawn to pile 1 and in pile 2 you said maybe there's another pile that has a message for us!! Thank you for your beautiful accurate readings!!🥰🥰🥰❤️
delightful video. My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to leave me, I really love him so much I can’t stop thinking about him, I’ve tried my very best to get him back in my life, but to no avail, I’m frustrated, I don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts of him, but I can’t, I don’t know why I’m saying this here, I really miss him and just can’t stop thinking about him
its difficult to let go of someone you love, I was in a similar situation, my relationship of 12 years ended, but I couldn't just let him go I did all I could to get him back, I had to seek the help of a spiritual counselor who helped me bring him back
Omgggg pile 3 was so helpful. It reminded me of so many things I'd forgotten about my situation and how I really need to focus on putting myself first from now onwards. I've been a walking mat for everyone my whole life, but no more. I'm proud to say I've taken those first steps to make the hard changes. It's taken me half my life to do that but I'm still proud nonetheless. Thank you so much for your reading! I'm looking upon my future with hopeful positivity 🥰❤️
Im always amazed and sometimes a bit scared, how accurate and on point your readings are for me. No other tarot readings has so much synchronicity and rightly future predicting for me as your readings. I enjoy your energy and wisdom so much thank you for this content❤
This is probably my first comment...pile 3s ...we all will come out of this storm stronger and wiser .let this pain ...emotional or physical finally liberate us to one step closer towards our greater good.never ever give up! you are loved and are so special 💗
Pile one - As an ex-competitive figure skater trying to find my way back to skating after working through related trauma for years, my heart skipped a beat when you started talking about gliding on the ice 🥺
Pile 3 came and snatched my wig with violence but also with so much love. I’ve been having existencial crises and emotional outbursts. Yesterday, I even thought about ending it all. Forever grateful for your insight ❤
2nd pile, this reading helped me feel so secure in the present. Everything completely resonated, I’m excited for life and the journey into myself & more joy 😊🍄💫💃🏽
I had not felt so drawn to a video like this in a while, but archangel gabriel’s messages regarding career.. and my wish regarding career- was so cool to experience !
Pile 2 here! ☺As always thank you for you reading, it resonated alot and help me feel gained more clarity and comfort~ Also,I just wanna say you nails SLAYED so hard, it's giving Barbie Mariposa. 🦋 💖
Life is so crazy, i was so unhappy in my job, and i watched a video of you like 4 weeks ago and you said just do it, change it, go for this job opportunity! And i did, got the most perfect offer a week later and just quit my job yesterday (on my birthday too! ♌️) starting in September and enjoying my life and myself with all my hobbies and interests in August) - btw chose pile 4 🥹🌻
Hey just fyi there seems to be a glitch with timestamps! I've triple checked them for accuracy so if they're not showing up correctly, it's a TH-cam thing. I'm so so sorry, thank you for your patience!! AND thank you for being here, for being your beautiful sweet self, and for existing. I'm so grateful to read for you & hope this reading brings you clarity and peace!
🌠Get the Extended Reading: "What's Next in Love?💕" HERE!🌠
Page Link: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924
Pile 1: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924/990395196
Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924/990395274
Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924/990785175
Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/wnil072924/991331724
🕐Timestamps🕓
Intro: 0:00
Reading Breakdown: 0:14
Pile Selection: 3:45
Make a Wish +: Message from Archangel Gabriel: 5:11
Pile 1 (Rhodonite Lotus): 10:07
Pile 2 (Tony the Turtle): 54:07
Pile 3 (Labradorite Dragon): 1:36:38
Pile 4 (Yellow Calcite Sunflower): 2:21:40
Heeey, can I get some advice on how to get legit crystals and jewelery with such as well? Can you recommend some websites maybe or at least some advice on how to make sure they are not scams, because some are just too cheap and I wonder if they are the real deal or just painted stones or something 😅
Girl, you know we got you!!! Whatever TH-cam does to mess with you is just stupidity on their part. You rock, young lady! ❤❤❤
@eventually687, she definitely got some cool stones!!!
Affirming that I am that bitch. 🙌🏼💯
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"Smooth seas don't make good sailors, and you are meant to be a very talented one"
This sentence is so powerful. Thank you very much 🙏🏽
Ahoy matey 🥹💗
Truth omgggg
Arrrrrrrrr
"what is meant for you is not going to miss you "
so true!
Eso - “ if you choose this pile”
Me every video ever with a very dramatic voice - “I didn’t choose this pile… this pile choose me”
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Pile 4. Thankyou!! Got out of a 8 year trauma bond with no professional help. Healing my nervous system. Beat my addictions. I’m feeling so good. 5 years I’ve been on this healing journey 🎉
That is INCREDIBLE!!!! 🥳
Excellent, Be proud of yourself, I know it's not easy. ❤ I'm proud of you.
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Y’all, do not sleep on the extended!!! 100% worth it every time!!! ❤️🔥 if you don’t think so, feel free to come after me and I will gladly disagree with peace and love 🤷🏻♂️🤭 Thank you Madison for always putting so much friendly and caring and loving energy into all of the readings you do for us! 🥹💝
Her extendeds are absolutely worth it! And a great way to thank her!
Ahhh you guys 😭💗 thank you for all the love & support yall are the BEST
pile 3, “when is it going to get better” YEPPPPP THATS THE QUESTION:’)
Pile 2. Glad to see that minding my own business has finally paid off 🤣 The rest of the year is going to be a breeze. Thank you for all that you do for us and the collective 🫶🏽🫂
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Pile 3- It is crazy how much this alligns with me! I recently lost my job and instead of being upset, I realized the universe gave to me what I needed most. I now can use this time to figure out what I truly want, this past 12 months I have gone through so many rebirths and shifts within myself after separating from my kids dad whom I was with for 17 years. It's like I went through the abridged version or expedited version of self growth, I pushed myself hard and now I am exhausted and need to sit still and listen as you said, I need this time of quiet and less expectation and demand on my time to really listen to what I need, what I am looking for.
I needed to hear this: you may feel like your doing everything wrong by taking more time for yourself but you are doing everything right ❤
Pile 2: Thank you, Eso! I think this is my first time commenting on a video of yours, but I've been a viewer for a couple of years now. Thank you so much for this reading; it was incredibly comforting and offers more confirmation. When you opened the reading, you had mentioned diving into divination. I've been reading tarot for myself and loved ones since 2020, and a lot of the pulls I've been giving myself all give a similar message: "You'll be OK - don't worry about it anymore."
I've been healing from things that happened to me in childhood (raised by someone with narcissistic tendencies) and healing has been a major focal point this year, specifically my inner child. I've gained clarity that my anxiety is rooted within unhealed things from my childhood, and lately, have noticed I'm not as self-critical of myself nor am I letting other opinions deflate me (if that makes sense). Whenever I feel anxious, deep breathing, holding those heavy/scared emotions real tight and then letting it go has become easier. I also giggled a bit when you mentioned fun opportunities and joy; I've noticed an uptick in hangouts with friends and outings out in the community. I've been happier lately because of that (since you can heal things on your own and with a group of trusted people), and it's so darn nice to (finally) trust, embrace, and prioritize myself. Additionally, I've been seeing so many angel numbers lately, mostly 777, 1212, 1010, and 222.
Thank you for being here, Eso, and providing this reading! I truly believe it's another sign from the Universe in my current journey/path.
Edit: I forgot to add two commas.
Pile 3 - my home burned down in the massive California Park fire just 2 weeks ago. When you pulled the “burn all down” card, I gasped…
Your readings are always so aligned with my life journey.
I'm glad you are okay and hope things get sorted for you. Take care.
Pile 2: I just blew up my life and am moving across the country to be on my own for the first time in a long long time, so the whole "foggy road" thing is definitely something I'm feeling! Also second-guessing the decisions I made so "what is meant for you is not going to miss you" was definitely something I needed to hear!
I'm planning a move across country to be with my tf. Excited and terrified because my guides have been silent. I feel like I'm doing a trust fall into this and my brain is trying to find reasons not to
Honestly, sometimes I struggle to see any kind of next chapter and it’s so frustrating and difficult, then I feel silly every time I come out of that headspace. Then I get angry with myself for getting back there again. But I truly look forward to hearing what you have for us today Eso, as always, All the love ❤❤❤❤
I feel you 😭 even though it doesn’t feel it, things are changing!
Pile 2. Yeah I get what you mean. The universe is hiding how things are gonna play out after all the healing we’ve done… I know I feel like things are hidden from me right now. Ngl I feel good but also been really anxious. This is a transitional time I feel like… ❤️
Pile 2 is exactly what I’ve been searching for. I’ve been needing to reject a specific pattern in every single important relationship in my life and the one I resisted the most was yesterday. I could cry, honestly. Thank you, Queen! ❤❤❤ You are a gift.
u don’t understand how much you’ve helped me with your readings.
Just started the 3rd pile and you are absolutely right about my current state....so hard to feel my emotions which i constantly cloud with escapism..hurting myself even more (bedrotting). In 11th standard right now and the stress of studies is NOT helping at all. I hope I heal my heart from past hurt and move on for good. They constantly pull me down and conflict my self concept. I love you Eso, my sister is bust with her job so I cannot talk to her daily but your videos provide me comfort while I miss her :)
Aww, I feel you girl. Hope everything feels okay soon!
@@basicslime104 thank youuuu!!! This means a lot to me rn💗💗🫂
Eso thank you so much for existing
You're one of few reasons why i love life
Pile 1 - definitely claiming, much appreciated. And definitely resonated. Love you, dear 💖 Thanks for the reading! They're always appreciated 💖
Omg this is exactly what I needed rn, an eso notification 🥹 I really feel like I’m closing up a chapter (long overdue tbh) and I’ve been shedding off old belief systems and ideas and pain for what feels like forever and I’m finally getting to a spot where I (think)) I’m moving into a new era of me, a MUCH needed one and that shit is TERRIFYING
pile 3 called me bc it’s BLUE and that’s my favorite color 💙
Oh eso I know I say it a million times but. Thank you for being part of my life in such a meaningful way. I truly feel like sprit uses you to talk to me in ways that I’m not always able to channel on my own. Sending u a giant hug and lots of loving energy because you truly do have such a huge part in my life and my spirituality as a whole and I love you and my guides love you and you are such a pure soul and a gift sent straight from spirit 🥹
Pile 4 here! During your rant about being in the present in my head I was like “hmm maybe I should read the book the power is now” *literally 3 SECONDS later Eso: “you should read the power of now” 🙀🤯
'' i dont have to proof that im worthy of feeling good'' wow once again Eso has hit the nail on the head!
I resonated with piles 2 & 4. I’m graduating nursing school next month and turning 25 soon after. Both piles resonated and i really needed those messages. Thank you Eso! ❤
Pile 2: Thank you 🥹, I am in a season of uncertainty. Graduated last year only to be a year later trying to pass an exam that is stoping me from getting my license to do what I wanna do and currently with a job thats not bringing out the gifts I know I have to give. I am trying to be more compassionate and patient with myself. Ive made some discoveries in the past few months which are affecting how im moving forward but its been a process. Thank you I appreciate this message 🙂
Man I can’t explain how much I love you girl I’m cryingggg I’m so glad I’ve come back to your videos doesn’t matter what I’m going through my intentions always on point in choosing a deck and you always on point with the message 🤍✨🙏🏽
it's crazy how accurate these readings are every time
I'm on pile 1 atm and I just wanted to say, lately when I have thoughts that are particularly bad and I just don't need to think about them anymore because they're in the past and no longer relevant OR when they're just not constructive, I imagine myself literally punching the thought/memory into outer space 💀👊🏻😂 and it really DOES help to visualize a way to get rid of them! I love the donut method, amazing 10/10 made me want donuts 🍩
I felt the need to let you know that you are doing a really good job. Thank you for making these videos for us.
I chose pile 3 based on intuition not looking and nearly jumped out of my seat cuz I’m staring at the same labradorite dragon! I have that exact one on my computer stand at work 😊
Congrats on having excellent taste 😎🐉
I chose pile 4 and you immediately said congratulations…..I’m watching this 4 days before i move to a big city for dental school 😭 CHILLS!!!!
i’m coming from pile 1 and haven’t finished yet but just wanted to say that the second you brought up a bugs life movie a gnat flew in my face lol. i also loved the movie as a kid so that’s definitely my sign to watch it tonight!
Omg 😭😂
I rarely ever write comments on any type of videos but I appreciate your work so much, Eso. I've been watching you for a couple of years now and whenever I go through something major in my life, your videos show up and hit just the right spots and highlight the struggles I've been going through that I might've suppressed or been confused about. Not only you show that there's nothing wrong with going through such shifts but also give comfort and actual guidance that I practice in real life and honestly I feel like I wouldn't be where I am right now without your readings. I love you and your work and I wish all the best for you because you SO MUCH deserve it! Thank you for being yourself and doing what you love ❤
🍀 Archangel Gabriel totally straightforward and absolutely resonates this is why I never skip an intro or an extended! I like to supersize my ESO readings 😂❤
This was so therapeutic… i definitely cried a few tears during this reading. I havent been this honest and in tune with my emotions in a veeeery long time. Thank you so much Eso🤍
Babe wake up, Eso just posted.
28:16 Tryna get this YT channel off the ground. It's going good though 😅
Why is there a minimum of 10 people on each of her videos that posts this comment?
She is beyond elite.
@hollydaugherty2620 because it's 1) funny 2) true, eso got talent, and we're always excited to get a new video from her👌🏻
@@hollydaugherty2620is this a reference?
Pile 1 just found out last week that I am pregnant and I am extremely worried about having a healthy safe pregnancy. When you mentioned pregnancy I SOBBED. This reading gave me so much reassurance. Thank you Eso 😇
Congratulations!!! I’m sending so much love your way 💗🫂
eso thank you so much. i have been racking my mind trying to figure out why i randomly get bombarded with the feeling of just wanting more and more and not getting it then getting depressed and i keep coming to the conclusion that i absolutely Must look for a state of gratitude and reside in it for good. i was doing this consistently during the spring but so much has happened since then. i entered a phase of shedding that came naturally but was still quite hard, and i think these days i’ve been in the exhaustion part of it all just trying to find a way to keep moving and i’m having to kind of relearn the lessons i had been enlightened to earlier this year. gratitude being the main one. i’m so so so happy this is the main message i’m getting from this reading right now and it’s so beautiful because what i wished for to archangel gabriel is that i can find the way to really dive deeper into gratitude. thank you for reassuring me 💛
This appeared in my recommended and I have been just scrolling past readings recently because I felt like they burned me out but I saw this and thought why not, I immediately felt called to pile 3 and I’ve never felt so seen in readings before. I woke up with intense frustration and sadness today but I wasn’t letting myself cry because why would I cry for no reason. I’ve felt so stagnant lately and even gotten judgement a lot in my own readings I literally have been bawling my eyes out for this reading and I just want to thank you eso! I really really needed this
🍀 The judgment card was definitely resonating! Thank you, Eso!
the ONLY youtube reader that really gets me there. talking tears, painful but needed truths, and unconditional love to get me there. you are a blessing to so many
🍀 so crazy i was literally wishing about career clarity ect. and the first card omfg
THIS CAME JUST AT THE RIGHT TIME, thank you so much!! 💞💞 i’ve been watching your readings since 2022 and watching them now makes me so sentimental
Pile 1, yeeesss pleeaseee❤ after ~4 years of my dark night of the soul, difficult things, identity crisis, anxiety and depression i've really been manifesting to get my creative projects off the ground with music and visual arts. And I've been getting signs that the sun is rising and things are starting to align!!! 🎉🎉😭❤ Thank you again for this beautiful reading and hi from Finland! 😁👋 (that was my extra confirmation when you started to tell about your experiences in Finland😁💫)
🍀 intro squad here. Love all your readings. Thank you for shining your light beautiful soul 🙏
I am not really into parasocial relationships but I really love you eso, I really feel such a strong connection with you and I am so greatful for the comfort and guidance your readings bring me, If I ever see you in real life I'd definitely want to hug you tight.
Hopefully we can make that happen one day 🫂💗
@EsoTarot 🥹🫂 It means a lot to me , I don't know if it's weird but I really want to meet you someday , when I hear you I feel woah I want to be friends with her or woah it'd be so nice to have a friend like her, there's such sweetness and wisdom in your words , and resonance that's rare to find for me, like I know we will understand each other 💖, such love and comfort you make me feel, I am just greatful to have met you at all be it virtually, I want to tell you, you have helped me through toughest time, all the crazy synchronicities.
you helped me get my ADHD diagnoses , I remember feeling anxious and confused feeling like I am making it all up asking for some clarity and support from the universe if I really had adhd before going in for an evaluation and not only I come across a tarot reading where the reader herself has ADHD and tells me everything I needed to hear at that moment but talks about ADHD in reading, adhd energy, book called radical self acceptance for women with ADHD, I can't put in words how poignant some of your readings have been for me, they always kinda make me cry but in a good way in a way that helps me feel connected and that I am real and not alone, in a way that brings relief and makes me feel lighter. I got my ADHD diagnosis last year , I have been trying to come out , recover from a phase of burnout, depression, shut down , suicidal ideation...it's been about five years I feel like everything is a blank I don't remember consciously living after I passed highschool everything was auto I did well in terms of functioning atleast first semester of college even got a scholarship but everything after that went downhill, I just became so dysfunctional it's just like I froze and now that I am recovering and I look back it's hard to make peace with it, it's hard to start living again, it's hard to forgive myself bcz now when I look back I feel there's so much I could have done I feel so guilty for getting depressed so stupid I have messed up so many good opportunities just bcz of my mental state and not being active, not trying, not looking for solutions it feels like years of my life have been stolen, I took a gap year to work on my overall health and figuring things out worst decision ever functional depression was better than that ,
I should have done something anything but I just froze I just wasted all my time dissociating and now I am worse off and I don't know how to restart when I feel so left behind and worst it feels like it was all for nothing like I did it to myself.
Yes ADHD I feel I have some autistic symptoms too I'll check that up and I do have more compassion for myself bcz of these things now and understand my past better yet I can't help but look back and see no real barriers strong enough to put me down only If I approached things differently, only if I didn't shut down give up or feel apathetic...
Pile 2 and 3 I just want to say to the universe it's been a long time of unclarity and isolation and trying to heal and I feel I haven't made any progress I just don't want any of that I want to feel things again, I want to have joy, motivation, something to move towards.
Sorry for the trauma dump so coming back to what I was saying past few years have been very difficult and though I grew up kind of aloof I have never felt so lonely as I did during this time, never craved understanding and comfort more, I have tried to get better to feel positive to hold onto life and sometimes all I wanted was to have someone I could hug and cry, have someone with whom I could feel sad without feeling pathetic or ashamed, without feeling the pressure to get better, even for a moment just have someone understand the grief and loss I felt to acknowledge the pain I feel even if it's my fault to an extent even if I have control over my life even if I understand the need to get better and take responsibility, the closest thing I have had to that understanding comfort and support are your readings 💕, so thankyou, thankyou so much for allowing me this space that brings me so much comfort , that allows me to grieve and I would like to believe help me heal and grow as well.
At last not the least I would just like to say my dear internet friend, If you ever decide to travel or have a vacation in india, delhi or northern states, hill stations, reach out to me I 'll take you to best places, get the best food and you won't have to worry about a place to say🙃, I'd like to think I can be fun, atleast that's how I imagine it, I think it will be fun, I love to travel ( even though I can hardly afford it😅) so whenever I get out of where I am stuck right now and have the resources If I go to U.S. I do hope to just randomly run into you, just one small date:)
You’re channel is new to me. I choose pile 4. Thank you for the reading it was extremely helpful for me to hear.
Pile 3: Haven’t been spiritually connected all year, can barely read my own cards. Been in a horrible place, and just decided to finally watch one of your videos again as a long time viewer, and i finally feel myself being seen and understood, ready to come back into myself and my spirituality. Thank you Eso 🩷
Take care ..all will be fine🌸✨️
Pile 1, i've been learning and practicing Non dualism, conscious manifesting and being in the present moment overall. Im seeing a lot of signs, synchronicities and just this very intense feeling of excitement but also calm at the same time idk. Thank u so much, you are the only tarot reader that I resonate with fr.
I love this!!! Unapologetic about being joyful!!
That ice skater analogy was 🔥🔥🔥🔥 and "believing is seeing" 🍀
ANOTHER BANGER ESO / MADISON !! we appreciate and SEE your LOVE
I can’t even express how much you made my jaw drop with the accuracy. I even have the “this is fine” meme on my work bag. Lol. I also had a meltdown that opened up my eyes in a lot of ways, and I was feeling absolutely hopeless. You gave me a reason to wake up another day and fight. Thank you. 🩵
🍀 pile 2 🪽🤍 thnk u for the extra peace in the make a wish part ✨
the way i gasped when you said "how are you going to be a writer if you don't write" for pile 1! i just quit my day job to focus on writing and it's a scary, exciting time. this was so reassuring :)
This reading was everything I needed to hear (pile 1) ✨🙌🏻✨ thank you SO much! 💓
Pile 4. I am just reading The power of now!!❤🥹 Thank you Eso. Your readings are always spot on!🙏🍀
#2 was so accurate i can’t even put into words, thank you so much Eso 💜
Eso mentioning FINLAND !!!! 😍 Glad you got some help and good customer service. Reading was very much on point. Thank you.❤
I chose pile 4 and it’s definitely something I needed to hear right now😭🙏
THE WAY I JUST THOUGHT TO MYSELF “yk what, I’m moving on, a new chapter awaits” and this the first thing when I open yt, THANK YOU😭🙏
🍀 eso, you’re so precious, thank you for being here
Pile 2 felt like a warm hug from a friend. This is the first time I actually felt like sobbing to a reading, because it hit me so deeply. I'm so scared, so confused and worried right now. You've given me a really important message, thank you so so much Eso. Bless you.
pile 3 - in therapy and we have been working through some tough inner things and at work, things are picking up. i know that god and spirit is by my side and will have people around me who can help me! i've also been wanting to do so much but it's hard for me to concentrate. i loved the levelling up spiritually in circles but upwards since it really HAS been like that for me. i feel like i have cycles but each time, I am feeling so much closer to the end of the entire cycle. Thank you Eso!
The Intro fit perfectly for my wish 🍀🍀🍀❤️❤️❤️ looking forward to pile 3‘s message
Pile 1 gang and I’m feeling so supported and validated! Thank you for this 🥰
🍀🍀intro gang
Thanks for all you do!! You’re so appreciated ❤️ps the nails are everything
🍀 the 1st one immediately relating to my wish amazing beginning ✨️ 💖
Queen!!! You are by far one of the most incredible readers to exist! Very on point. Thank you for what you do!
Thank you so much!
Love eso thanks pile 4 helped me feel good. I did give to much to people who didn't return the energy back because i thought it was my responsibility.
PILE 4 -
literally had a small argument with my childhood friend who I just realized and she exposes herself as a envy friend and seeing you say someone not happy to see you happy hits! I feel like sad about it but because she's having this huge negativity, I chose myself. I knew i chose the right pile right away
Thank you Eso🫰🏼
Pile 3, I recently lost my mom to cancer (it came as a surprise) and I continue to feel my life has broken to pieces. I’ve realized how much my old goals came from a fear to disappoint my mom. Now knowing that, I fired my ex-employer, decided I’ll no longer wait for my Canadian PR before returning to school, and switch to a career path I was too scared to pursue.
I know my mom is whether out there and will be so proud and supportive of my decisions, or not existing at all.
I’ll still trade everything to have her back, but in the same time i feel we both have been released
I hope you are ok. I’m sorry for your loss 😢
#2 this is the most healing and insightful reading I have had in a long time. I wish you knew how much it was needed!!! ❤
pile 2 1:15:51 i have been so anxious about going back to school after feeling so much judgment from my peers last year. i needed to hear this.
I added My Brilliant Friend to my TBR earlier this year bc I felt there’s a lesson in the book for me. This was such a specific synchronicity!
I was pile 3 and I think I'm in the midst of these months. This was the most exactly true thing I have ever heard, and because of how tough this season is, I really needed this for reassurance. Thank you so much. Just purchased the extended (I was tempted by the word JUICY) and hope to hear it resonate as well.
I KNEW YOU WERE DOING IFS SINCE YOU STARTED TALKING MORE ABOUT “PARTS” IN YOUR VIDEOS LATELY LOL!!! GIRL I LOVE IFS. Internal family systems therapy literally saved my life. I literally never shut up about it and everyone I introduce to it says the exact same thing. 🙌🏼 love this and love you!! I LOVE THAT YOURE BRINGING THIS UP!!! Hi parts. ( pls one day just hit us with ✨ Hi parts ✨ instead of hi friends 💀 iykyk)
i'm about to start IFS therapy!!
YESSSSS IFS therapy crew 😎 healin’ our parts and letting our authentic spirit lead 😇
Eso, thank you so so much. I literally felt a huge weight lifted from me during your pile 3 reading. It brought tears to my eyes. I've needed to hear this so badly.
Eso, from the bottom of my heart - thank You so much for Your readings! They are a real gift to us all and I am so greateful to have found Your channel! I have been watching Your work for years now and resonating 100%. Shrek is love. 💗💗💗
Pile 4…never not amazed at how spot on Eso is. When you got to the opportunities I about fell out of my chair 🫶🏼
Thanks!
Pile 3 spot on
There's freedom in uncertainty 🎉
oh my. i needed this so bad. listening to you sounds like i’m on facetime with a friend and that’s exactly what i needed
Your readings are always so accurate and reassuring! 🥺 I chose pile 3 and just having gratuated university it felt really good to know that I don't have to listen to others and pressure myself into take the next step yet, whatever that might be. Sometimes being you is enough despite not having the resources to do something productive at the moment, and that's what I took from this reading. Also, yes I have about a hundred unfinished projects, thanks for reminding me to take one thing at a time 🤭❤️ love your readings, thank you for taking the time ✨️
Cool video, My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to leave me, I really love her so much I can’t stop thinking about her, I’ve tried my very best to get her back in my life, but to no avail, I’m frustrated, I don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts of her, but I can’t, I don’t know why I’m saying this here, I really miss her and just can’t stop thinking about her
its difficult to let go of someone you love, i was in a similar situation, my relationship of 12 years ended, but i couldnt just let her go i did all i could to get her back, i had to seek the help of a spiritual counselor who helped me bring her back
Amazing, how did you get a spiritual counselor, and how do i reach him?
His name is Owen Abiola, and he is a great spiritual counselor who can bring back your ex.
thanks for sharing. I curiously searched for his full name and his website popped up after scrolling a bit.
Don’t listen to that “spiritual counselor will get them back” crap. It’s a money grab for when people are feeling low and and will try anything. We never want to go against another’s free will.
Learn to let go and find peace. If they are meant to be in your life they will find their way back.
Pile 1. Every time you are just SO SPOT ON. thank you!!!! 🎉🎉🎉
OMG TY ESO! It's so crazy, I picked pile 2 but still felt drawn to pile 1 and in pile 2 you said maybe there's another pile that has a message for us!! Thank you for your beautiful accurate readings!!🥰🥰🥰❤️
Pile #4. The lazy river!! Oh my yessss, I desire that, thank you for the reminder to enjoy it!
delightful video. My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to leave me, I really love him so much I can’t stop thinking about him, I’ve tried my very best to get him back in my life, but to no avail, I’m frustrated, I don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts of him, but I can’t, I don’t know why I’m saying this here, I really miss him and just can’t stop thinking about him
its difficult to let go of someone you love, I was in a similar situation, my relationship of 12 years ended, but I couldn't just let him go I did all I could to get him back, I had to seek the help of a spiritual counselor who helped me bring him back
Amazing, how did you get a spiritual counselor, and how do I reach one.?
His name is Owen Abiola, and he is a great spiritual counselor who can bring back your ex...
Thank you for this valuable information, I just looked him up online. impressive.
Omgggg pile 3 was so helpful. It reminded me of so many things I'd forgotten about my situation and how I really need to focus on putting myself first from now onwards. I've been a walking mat for everyone my whole life, but no more. I'm proud to say I've taken those first steps to make the hard changes. It's taken me half my life to do that but I'm still proud nonetheless. Thank you so much for your reading! I'm looking upon my future with hopeful positivity 🥰❤️
Im always amazed and sometimes a bit scared, how accurate and on point your readings are for me. No other tarot readings has so much synchronicity and rightly future predicting for me as your readings. I enjoy your energy and wisdom so much thank you for this content❤
This is probably my first comment...pile 3s ...we all will come out of this storm stronger and wiser .let this pain ...emotional or physical finally liberate us to one step closer towards our greater good.never ever give up! you are loved and are so special 💗
Pile 3, right in and it’s so spot on!
Pile one - As an ex-competitive figure skater trying to find my way back to skating after working through related trauma for years, my heart skipped a beat when you started talking about gliding on the ice 🥺
Pile 3 came and snatched my wig with violence but also with so much love. I’ve been having existencial crises and emotional outbursts. Yesterday, I even thought about ending it all. Forever grateful for your insight ❤
There are great readers on TH-cam but somehow yours just hit every time. Thank you 🙏 😊
2nd pile, this reading helped me feel so secure in the present. Everything completely resonated, I’m excited for life and the journey into myself & more joy 😊🍄💫💃🏽
I had not felt so drawn to a video like this in a while, but archangel gabriel’s messages regarding career.. and my wish regarding career- was so cool to experience !
Pile 2 here! ☺As always thank you for you reading, it resonated alot and help me feel gained more clarity and comfort~ Also,I just wanna say you nails SLAYED so hard, it's giving Barbie Mariposa. 🦋 💖
Pile 2 really resonated with me. Hit the nail on the head
Life is so crazy, i was so unhappy in my job, and i watched a video of you like 4 weeks ago and you said just do it, change it, go for this job opportunity! And i did, got the most perfect offer a week later and just quit my job yesterday (on my birthday too! ♌️) starting in September and enjoying my life and myself with all my hobbies and interests in August) - btw chose pile 4 🥹🌻
Wonderful! 🙌Congratulations & cheers for your determination. Wishing you joy.
@@TheGarnetObsidian thank you so much!