I do understand what you mean by 'It is my freedom and liberation' because I feel the same! I was diagnosed 2 years ago, when I was 52 and it felt sooo good! I'm gonna watch all your video's.
I think I might be autistic too but It might just be because I'm extremely socially awkward. I'm 12 at the moment and for about one or two years I've been getting extremely anxious over really tiny things and I point it out to myself that It's tiny, but I shake and choke. I bite and scratch (not because I'm itching and it leaves a scar) myself, I don't really think of it as self harm but more of stimulating all my nerves. I really think I'm just a weirdo. Sometimes I want to break every bone in my body... I know It might hurt lots but-idk-It don't sound too bad. Of course I've felt pain and I hate it so yea, not going to stay in a junk car just to do that. I have tons of emphaty and I can't stand seeing people getting abused (verbal and or physical). But I always contemplate the idea of everyone and everything not existing with ease. I bang my head (when I'm alone) when I have conflicting ideas and or things are too loud or I recall something really sad, mean, and rarely, happy. Really creepy ideas, bad jokes apperently (you know who else has children...MY MOM! HA HA HA HA!), socially awkward. I learn easily now but in the past my brain and or thoughts were just a...idk, like a glob. Well, I don't really remember much about when I was smaller. I don't keep track of time and I don't know why people do. I'm still a really bad speller though. I've become really distant from my family and really quiet. I notice small things and get worried about if I do so and so, I'll die. Prone to suggestion. I shiver. When people talk I looking all over their face and it feels weird. Conflicts: What's wrong with eating chicken? Nothing. Well, just kill them with kindness. Ha ha pun. What's wrong with eating humans? Nothing. But, no, you shouldn't because humans are like people and people don't are erm so the point is yes no. Yea... Obviously you shouldn't eat stuff because they are things and things are stuff real emotions so just starve and die because you pain nevermind I mean eat plants and they have feelings too so be executed and the last people alive kill themself but then they would be killing things with stuff and the universe will never...songs I like candy, let me go buy some. Never looking anything up-biggest problem.
Hi, no I am not on wrong planet. I have signed up but rarely use it. I find style of forum too confusing and overwhelming. I am part of a number of Facebook groups and run a few myself.
I do understand what you mean by 'It is my freedom and liberation' because I feel the same! I was diagnosed 2 years ago, when I was 52 and it felt sooo good! I'm gonna watch all your video's.
Your story echoes mine SO much! thank you for sharing... My son is in the process of being diagnosed for ASD and I think I will be now too...
I think I might be autistic too but It might just be because I'm extremely socially awkward. I'm 12 at the moment and for about one or two years I've been getting extremely anxious over really tiny things and I point it out to myself that It's tiny, but I shake and choke. I bite and scratch (not because I'm itching and it leaves a scar) myself, I don't really think of it as self harm but more of stimulating all my nerves. I really think I'm just a weirdo. Sometimes I want to break every bone in my body... I know It might hurt lots but-idk-It don't sound too bad. Of course I've felt pain and I hate it so yea, not going to stay in a junk car just to do that.
I have tons of emphaty and I can't stand seeing people getting abused (verbal and or physical). But I always contemplate the idea of everyone and everything not existing with ease.
I bang my head (when I'm alone) when I have conflicting ideas and or things are too loud or I recall something really sad, mean, and rarely, happy. Really creepy ideas, bad jokes apperently (you know who else has children...MY MOM! HA HA HA HA!), socially awkward.
I learn easily now but in the past my brain and or thoughts were just a...idk, like a glob. Well, I don't really remember much about when I was smaller. I don't keep track of time and I don't know why people do. I'm still a really bad speller though.
I've become really distant from my family and really quiet. I notice small things and get worried about if I do so and so, I'll die. Prone to suggestion. I shiver.
When people talk I looking all over their face and it feels weird.
Conflicts: What's wrong with eating chicken? Nothing. Well, just kill them with kindness. Ha ha pun. What's wrong with eating humans? Nothing. But, no, you shouldn't because humans are like people and people don't are erm so the point is yes no. Yea...
Obviously you shouldn't eat stuff because they are things and things are stuff real emotions so just starve and die because you pain nevermind I mean eat plants and they have feelings too so be executed and the last people alive kill themself but then they would be killing things with stuff and the universe will never...songs I like candy, let me go buy some.
Never looking anything up-biggest problem.
Hi, no I am not on wrong planet. I have signed up but rarely use it. I find style of forum too confusing and overwhelming. I am part of a number of Facebook groups and run a few myself.
You said that you read groups. Are you a member of Wrongplanet?