Dearly Beloved But You Were Never Meant To Exist

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  • @squidkidsyoutube3712
    @squidkidsyoutube3712  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +36

    Guys this is just the Re:Coded version slowed and reverbed with a distortion filter it’s ok I was just being edgy-

    • @popmoncatkittyhero
      @popmoncatkittyhero 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank you. It’s beautiful. I was curious what it sounded like without it being slowed. 0-0 you did bring a lot of people together and had many people cry in various ways. Thank you.

    • @Lunevia-LetJungCook
      @Lunevia-LetJungCook 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Too late, am now questioning if now it turns out Sora will end up erasing his own existence and memories of himself in KH4 in exchange for giving everyone else a good ending in KH3

  • @managal3560
    @managal3560 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2475

    "Sora... You're lucky. Looks like my summer vacation is... Over..."

    • @Robyx1996
      @Robyx1996 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      ❤❤❤❤

    • @espio329
      @espio329 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      Roxas.... 😭😭😭

    • @joshua2400
      @joshua2400 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Jesus Christ the sovereign God loves you my friends :" )

    • @megamillion5852
      @megamillion5852 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      @@joshua2400 If you have to tell others that someone they don't even know loves them, then you're selling something wicked.

    • @DammnDeejay
      @DammnDeejay ปีที่แล้ว +29

      That will forever hit hard. I’m also forever heartbroken at the people who never witnessed that scene
      Edit: or this game

  • @Cantoinferno7272
    @Cantoinferno7272 ปีที่แล้ว +2491

    When Sora enters Silent Hill, and finds out Roxas was the real him the whole time.

    • @StrawberryBongo
      @StrawberryBongo ปีที่แล้ว +107

      Lol I just imagine sora fighting pyrimid head xD

    • @KikoTheFool
      @KikoTheFool ปีที่แล้ว +288

      Goofy: Gorsh we're in silent hill sora, that means we've committed a great sin and are now stuck in purgatory in till we discover our selfs and come to terms with our trauma and guilt of the sin we did sora.
      Sora: wooah goofy that sounds like fun
      Donald: We need to find king mickey...

    • @Roots-n-Horizons
      @Roots-n-Horizons ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Don't you fucking go there

    • @link2969
      @link2969 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Love the Silent Hill reference. Imagine if he was there, it’d be some adventure😂

    • @ZgermanGuy.
      @ZgermanGuy. ปีที่แล้ว +34

      And kairi drowned on the ocean making us fight starfish abominations

  • @Marx-XIII
    @Marx-XIII ปีที่แล้ว +863

    I guess this is what Dearly Beloved sounds like to at least half of the cast.

    • @ZgermanGuy.
      @ZgermanGuy. ปีที่แล้ว +168

      Sora is the therapy dog in a household full of depressed people

    • @spacegremlin9972
      @spacegremlin9972 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @@ZgermanGuy. so fucking accurate

    • @kit0fcatastrophe425
      @kit0fcatastrophe425 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      HARSH-
      BUT ACCURATE

    • @puckie643
      @puckie643 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Sora being the household himself as well

  • @karawithgun8148
    @karawithgun8148 ปีที่แล้ว +1465

    This makes me think of when I first played KH as a child and in the tutorial when that kid asks you what are you so afraid of, I chose getting old as my greatest fear. I felt relief knowing it was such a long ways away though.
    Then I played the game again recently at the age of 30 and seeing that question pop up on screen really hit me hard after going through all the trials and tribulations of adulthood only to have my childhood innocence staring back at me and asking "Is getting old really that scary?"

    • @aliceslab
      @aliceslab ปีที่แล้ว +110

      i had the same experience, choose the same thing. i think im still afraid of getting old, of being one day closer to having to deal with losing everything and dying. all the memories of myself feeling strong emotions, its like it faded away and doesnt exist anymore, like it doesnt matter anymore. whether i was happy or sad, successful or failed, it all just was engulfed by time. never to be seen again, outside the reflection of my eye. young people who choose that, i feel like what we were so afraid of losing, because you only understand loss when your older and have had time to lose something, to miss something, to regret something. i feared all those things and i still do. i guess i am human after all.

    • @joriplz9794
      @joriplz9794 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Geez… this one hurts

    • @Paraselene_Tao
      @Paraselene_Tao ปีที่แล้ว +40

      I'm the only person I've ever met that speaks of the tetrapharmakos. It works for me. I didn't make it up. An ancient, Greek philosopher named Epicurus crafted it about 2,300 years ago.
      1, do not fear god.
      2, do not worry about death.
      3, what's good is easy to obtain.
      4, what's terrible is easy to endure.
      These are the first four of forty doctrines that lead to a happy life according to Epicureanism. The tetrapharmakos banishes nearly all anxiety and existential dread. From there anyone may begin to live a happy life.

    • @CJ-xl3ki
      @CJ-xl3ki ปีที่แล้ว +4

      🤘😔

    • @JabamiLain
      @JabamiLain ปีที่แล้ว +7

      If you had the chance to make your childhood self feel your pain, would you do it ? You can't go back to then. But you can think how you should have seen this coming.

  • @NormalfellaStephen
    @NormalfellaStephen ปีที่แล้ว +1211

    This is how it feels to grow up and realize how different, yet similar it all is to childhood. Never appreciate it until it’s gone.

    • @Laliboome
      @Laliboome ปีที่แล้ว +4

      near to make me cry D:

    • @MrPK-
      @MrPK- ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I had a moment like that yesterday wow
      Cheers to you for the realness

    • @NormalfellaStephen
      @NormalfellaStephen ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@MrPK- Being realistic is important for life. But I also think having a good balance of fantasy helps as well, the ability to be able to imagine must also coincide with the ability to reason.

    • @Iisho
      @Iisho ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Almost 20. I know that's still fairly young but I already feel so old. I want to go back to my childhood so bad it hurts. I hate being an adult.
      I'm just constantly stressed, tired, and scared. I dont want to go through this anymore.
      Man now I want a hug

    • @malaksafa4074
      @malaksafa4074 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Iisho* hugs*

  • @spoonowo
    @spoonowo ปีที่แล้ว +928

    This sounds like old memories slowly fading away and suddenly youre starting to forget

    • @Fragmentsinfractals488
      @Fragmentsinfractals488 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      "Who are you, again? Did I .... do this to you?"

    • @crimsondynamo615
      @crimsondynamo615 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      “Mr. Sora isn’t able to have visitors today.”

    • @tigerfestivals5137
      @tigerfestivals5137 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      Everywhere at the end of Destiny Islands

    • @ZgermanGuy.
      @ZgermanGuy. ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Those moments you know happend but are look behind a door you cant open

    • @blulikefriendlyhit1213
      @blulikefriendlyhit1213 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      "I've been having these weird thoughts lately. Like, is any of this for real? Or not?"

  • @munkydaniels4429
    @munkydaniels4429 ปีที่แล้ว +1315

    "You'll forget me, but the memories themselves will never go away. Memories of you and me will always be together...forever, inside him." ~ Unknown

    • @Megaera2
      @Megaera2 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      I could have sworn there were three of us. . . must just be my imagination.

    • @eternalwintress
      @eternalwintress ปีที่แล้ว +93

      "Count the chairs. When did we ever number more than 13?"

    • @MrNickPresley
      @MrNickPresley ปีที่แล้ว +58

      Wait, if that's true... then why can't I remember who I had ice cream with?

    • @lunarlight279
      @lunarlight279 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      Loss of Xion in 358/2 was painful. The return in 3 was emotionally wrenching.

    • @GoblinWar
      @GoblinWar ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@lunarlight279 arguably the only emotional moment in the entire game

  • @matias9609
    @matias9609 ปีที่แล้ว +490

    The End. Thats what this sounds like. Not a climactic showdown. Just a deathbed, a treasured memory, and then the end.

    • @MastaGambit
      @MastaGambit ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Ven/nitas: "AND NOW, THE END"

    • @apathy2454
      @apathy2454 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sounds relieving

  • @slowlearner12
    @slowlearner12 ปีที่แล้ว +334

    “Long ago, people lived in peace, bathed in the warmth of light. Everyone loved the light. Then people began to fight over it.”

    • @TheSteelkeeper0
      @TheSteelkeeper0 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      a truth to this day of which we struggle, a pointless battle that is won with harmony, a point that humanity is what it is meant to be not what others make it out to be...life is such a fascinating thing to experience....dont you think so?

    • @alchemxstxavier5225
      @alchemxstxavier5225 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      And in the end all returns to that single singularity where it all began. Where shadow, light, and inbetween converge into one. All our stories coming to a single point. It is there that the next version of us awaits. The only thing that is constant in reality is change itself.

    • @vel2118
      @vel2118 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@alchemxstxavier5225Very true my beloved brother 😢

    • @ZeranZeran
      @ZeranZeran ปีที่แล้ว

      @@alchemxstxavier5225 Stanley Kubrick taught me this. Well said.

    • @Icarus975
      @Icarus975 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ZeranZeranhas he mentioned this in interviews or in movies

  • @roxasdeviluke317
    @roxasdeviluke317 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    "Angrily smashes computer with a keyblade"

    • @capofthink
      @capofthink ปีที่แล้ว +15

      *Roxas Hates Everything*

    • @MastaGambit
      @MastaGambit ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@capofthink holy shit he jus like me fr fr

  • @daltontaylor8830
    @daltontaylor8830 ปีที่แล้ว +671

    Coming back and playing these games is a real, “leaving neverland” feeling. Like when you’re a kid it’s just a fun adventure with your homies Donald and Goofy, but you reach adulthood and go back and actually feel the weight and sadness of the narrative.

    • @kinasakuraba
      @kinasakuraba ปีที่แล้ว +34

      I had the opposite reaction... I reached adulthood and can't stop laughing at how bad the dialogue and story are. Which does make me really sad, I used to genuinely enjoy them a lot and all that's left now is hollow.

    • @Dougdimmadingleling
      @Dougdimmadingleling ปีที่แล้ว +32

      ​@@kinasakurabaThe best things in life happen naturally and quicker than we wish. The most complicated dissonance takes decades to create and lasts lifetimes as the burden of proof. One of the only constants are the expanding amounts of DARKNESS in our universe every moment, yet we as vessels are beings of LIGHT rather than taking form of what surrounds, we have individuality beyond that unfathomable darkness. Even when we succumb to emptiness. WE feel empty. We aren't empty. We continue regardless. Alotta people will tell you "It's all darkness out there, just empty space", yet here we are. Not vestiges of lifes essence waiting for the last grain of sand to fall, but a representation of what is shown in the darkness. Light. We are light.
      Bro, after losing to Sozora in 3 and they reference the first things sora says in the story in 1 through sozora's dialogue after sora "dies", "I've Been Having These Weird Thoughts Lately" is incredible story telling. Insane mix of nostalgia and despair. That kind of buildup is only possible through multiple years of story telling and following. I'm not trying to convince you, i'm just saying, its more about what you take away than what's presented. Practice humility and learn from everything.

    • @tokcnyecko6055
      @tokcnyecko6055 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@kinasakuraba i guess that speaks volumes of your emotional depth

    • @iantaran2843
      @iantaran2843 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      ​@@tokcnyecko6055 To claim that someone growing up and seeing Kingdom Hearts cringe dialogue for what it is
      Is now a deciding factor in their emotional depth or that you could even fathom who that person is just because they criticized something you like
      Is definitely a show of your maturity.
      🤷

    • @daltontaylor8830
      @daltontaylor8830 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@iantaran2843 no, they’re correct. Even the naivety and childishness of the lines themselves bore a much greater subtext to the overall narrative.

  • @thomasmurrell9832
    @thomasmurrell9832 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    This is what you hear when you realize that you can't get into the same games you once played to full completion as a child. Whether it be because you're busy or you find yourself no longer having fun anymore, you pick the game up, you play it...but you never finish it.

    • @KuuchWizard
      @KuuchWizard ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Getting older is hard. We’ve changed, Tom. The childlike innocence that fueled us as children sometimes creeps back up but almost as a reminder to keep growing as an adult.

    • @SeraphimDragon
      @SeraphimDragon ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Nostalgia drives us to revisit the past, but... in the end that's really all we can do; visit the past. We can never relive it the same way twice. So many games I bought to try and replay that I used to spend literally hundreds of hours on, and I just can't do it again. My time's limited, I know almost everything that will happen, and sometimes the grind in the game just feels like a chore to repeat. Goodbye childhood.

    • @TimothyGod
      @TimothyGod ปีที่แล้ว +5

      God this hits me hard lately 😭😔

    • @Shinichu
      @Shinichu ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Cant relate. Still have fun with them.

    • @D-fs2zk
      @D-fs2zk ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@SeraphimDragon Nostalgia is a friend and an enemy. It lets us visit moments of our life which were happier, but it doesn't let us live them again the same way, also reminding us about how time flows, leaving a bitter taste.

  • @ravensrevenge7245
    @ravensrevenge7245 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I never played the KH saga but I've always wanted to.
    My friend ended his life last year. This one song was actually played at his funeral. I remember Dearly Beloved playing as they led him out of the chapel and into the hearse, and when the piano deepened and the orchestra started, I remember just breaking down and crying over the casket. I had never heard this song before but something awoke inside me and I never forgot this one song.

  • @sneakyfox5
    @sneakyfox5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    “If there is something in there, inside us… then we would feel it, wouldn’t we?”

  • @lauraxion0024
    @lauraxion0024 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    "You have poured so many memories into me...given me so much...that I feel like I'm about to overflow. This puppet will have to play her part."
    "You'll be...better off now...Roxas."

  • @ChosenSunn
    @ChosenSunn ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Sora: A shattered dream that's like a far off memory, a far off memory that's like a scattered dream.

  • @gigaflare9710
    @gigaflare9710 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    As someone who literally isn’t “supposed to exist” this hits ❤️

    • @jonathanaguilar9934
      @jonathanaguilar9934 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Same. but that's ok we can enjoy things for ourselves without the need for validation from some sucky parent hehe.

  • @joshuahobbs4740
    @joshuahobbs4740 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    "Give me that thing of yours... That Dark Soul." - Abraham Lincoln to Captain Kirk aboard the Aluminum Falcon during the Horus Heresy.

    • @squidkidsyoutube3712
      @squidkidsyoutube3712  ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This one wins. I don’t understand half the references.

  • @adrianbrave6044
    @adrianbrave6044 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    Any tempo any instrument, I'd always recognize this tune. When we're reborn in some extra dimension trillions of years from now we can use it to find each other.

    • @pieton9346
      @pieton9346 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      its like I know what you mean bro

    • @CosmicStarlord83_
      @CosmicStarlord83_ ปีที่แล้ว +3

      May your heart be your guiding key 🤍

  • @3amman672
    @3amman672 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Even when we do forget...we will always have a burning memory

  • @BumroyV2
    @BumroyV2 ปีที่แล้ว +532

    I don't know if you intended this, but there's some white noise and the reverb makes some instruments sounds a little... artificial? Distorted? That's not a criticism - it works really well. It makes the music sound fake, which just enhances the feeling. It's a very haunting sensation that appropriately makes me feel like I don't belong. Really cool.

    • @7EEVEE
      @7EEVEE ปีที่แล้ว +15

      bitrate

    • @excalibur493
      @excalibur493 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      Restoration at 12%

    • @mac_sour
      @mac_sour ปีที่แล้ว +21

      like a saferoom in a disney resident evil type place

    • @thenewchillzone4082
      @thenewchillzone4082 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      It is likely due to the soundbox of the Nintendo DS, which this iteration of Dearly Beloved was played from. This is the version from the start menu of Kingdom Hearts Re: Coded.

    • @galvanizeddreamer2051
      @galvanizeddreamer2051 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Now that you bring it up, I am reminded of Everywhere at the End of Time. Not exactly the same idea, but similar in effect given the series.

  • @LethalAether
    @LethalAether ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Xion's existence be like

  • @laurovaldez8752
    @laurovaldez8752 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    “…remember what you said before. Im always with you too. I’ll come back for you. I promise!”
    “I know you will.”

  • @johnsmith-nv5fq
    @johnsmith-nv5fq ปีที่แล้ว +19

    "In your hand, take this key. So long as you have the makings, then through this simple act of taking...its wielder you shall one day be. And you will find me, friend-no ocean will contain you then. No more borders around, or below, or above, so long as you champion the ones you love." -Terra

  • @UltraLuey
    @UltraLuey ปีที่แล้ว +97

    It sounds so peaceful, but makes you feel like something is off. It's a sad song but it still sounds great. Makes it sound like KH is really over.

    • @pkphantom
      @pkphantom ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ...but it isn't.

    • @UltraLuey
      @UltraLuey ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@pkphantom its peaceful in a sad kind of way is what I meant

    • @TimothyGod
      @TimothyGod ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pkphantom not literally

  • @Hiro_atl
    @Hiro_atl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    The TH-cam algorithm has made its decision. Thank you for this

  • @zemerickinfinity717
    @zemerickinfinity717 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    “Take a look at this tiny place.
    To the heart seeking freedom, this Island is a prison surrounded by water.
    And so this boy, he sought out an escape from his prison
    He sought a way to cross over into other worlds,
    𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵
    𝙏𝙤 𝘿𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨..."

  • @sparkypup
    @sparkypup ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This reminds me of a conversation I had with my social worker. I told them I’m nobody, that I was never meant to exist. They told me “well you do exist, and wether or not it was meant to happen,it did. Even nobody can become somebody.” Then I played kingdom hearts 2 a year later and I loved Roxas. He was like me, a Nobody, but unlike me he had friends. He was somebody. Then dream drop distance told us Nobodies get hearts as they are alive

  • @solitaryrocky1541
    @solitaryrocky1541 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    The moment of listening to this while reading the title gave me a weird, relatable feeling.

  • @S.Shugars
    @S.Shugars ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This reminds you of memories that you never had, but wish you did😢

  • @lightyearpig12
    @lightyearpig12 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Me one moment: UNDERWATER TEMPLE, UNDERWATER MONK!
    Me the next: Creepy Dearly Beloved.

  • @yderga8707
    @yderga8707 ปีที่แล้ว +294

    Didn't realize how liminal the Destiny Islands were until now. All of the kids look generic but somehow familiar, all of the random empty houses and structures scattered all over the place. No adults or other people in sight. A dark ominous presence all throughout the island but especially the tree cave

    • @colbyboucher6391
      @colbyboucher6391 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I mean of course they're familiar, they're literally FF characters

    • @yderga8707
      @yderga8707 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@colbyboucher6391 Yeah Sherlock that was the point, but are they really? I mean Squall, Cloud, Cid and Yuffie are more or less exact copies of their game counterparts, while the FFX characters feel more like overly simplified background characters, like imitations, they dont even have any hi def facial animations or cutscenes which adds to the liminal feeling.

    • @Dreigonix
      @Dreigonix ปีที่แล้ว +33

      That’s not liminal. People misuse that all the time. The word you’re looking for is “uncanny”.

    • @yderga8707
      @yderga8707 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Dreigonix Nope I'm pretty sure the exact definition for the term is something that feels slightly familiar but isn't, and also a place that feels abandoned or unbelievable. Try again.

    • @Dreigonix
      @Dreigonix ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@yderga8707 Liminal means either “relating to a transitional or initial stage of a process” or “occupying a position at, or on both sides of, a boundary or threshold”. So a true liminal space would be, like, an empty hallway in a school or the empty open space in a mall. Interstitial places you only experience when _passing through_ on your way to other places.

  • @gmb9862
    @gmb9862 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    My mom didn’t understand value when I was a child, she told me I could sell my Ps2 for money. Biggest mistake ever.
    my brother, who had moved out for the rest of my life, left behind that ps2 and the OG kingdom of hearts.
    I grew up listening to beautiful music, since i was born, I was infatuated by kingdom hearts. I could feel the emotion and ideas behind the harmonies.
    But i never played the whole game.
    now that i’m 18 i bought every game on steam. I wish to have the understanding of this game like everyone else does.
    Wish me luck

    • @ZeranZeran
      @ZeranZeran ปีที่แล้ว +8

      "The closer you get to the light, the stronger your shadow becomes"

    • @NeO_SaNdMaN4040
      @NeO_SaNdMaN4040 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Have fun. And make sure you check in on the friends and family between games.

    • @Azure9577
      @Azure9577 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      "A shattered dream that's like a far off memory
      A far off memory that's like a shattered dream
      I want to line the pieces up, yours and mine"

  • @Es-Flowers
    @Es-Flowers ปีที่แล้ว +263

    This really resonates with me, seeing as how I have a dissociative disorder and would not exist the way I am, as me, along with many others here if horrible crap didn't happen, and that's something that I had such a hard time coming to terms with when we found out.
    Anyways thanks for attending my random partial trauma dump on a TH-cam comment section. KH has always been a vital part of my childhood.

    • @sircharima9082
      @sircharima9082 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      KH helped me survive a pretty miserable childhood too. You're not alone.

    • @Jac-Man
      @Jac-Man ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I’m so sorry. I hope you’re doing okay these days

    • @zamasterhando3399
      @zamasterhando3399 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      My family ruined my life. Chronic depression, dissociation, years of trauma. I haven't felt happiness in in 10 years.

    • @TimothyGod
      @TimothyGod ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@zamasterhando3399 well make it man. Things will get better, I'm on the way there. Some days I'm still down, and some days it hits really badly. But I will get better in time

    • @Axelfan7
      @Axelfan7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Seems like this is a theme, because KH helped in my childhood as well. I hope things are getting better for you.

  • @Dusks_Logged_On
    @Dusks_Logged_On 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This song gives me Deja vu in a way it reflects on things throughout my life that hasn’t even happened yet,
    or it turns my mind into an endless record of repeat that plays over and over to the point it scares me,
    but at the same time,
    it’s kind of comforting…
    I think..
    That’s it’s just my way of telling myself that it’ll all be worth it in the end…
    But who knows…
    Only time will tell…..

  • @theotherjared9824
    @theotherjared9824 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I always saw destiny islands as the physical manifestation of childhood memories. That place seems too perfect. The children could play on the beach forever and have as much fun as they wanted. The only reference to adults are when they need to be there and there might be a school system. Every major character has a connection to these islands and their journies begin when they are forced away from it. This is much like how our childhood memories are in this bubble of idealism that isn't exactly reality, but we choose not to disturb it when all of it is suddenly gone.

  • @alexstach8667
    @alexstach8667 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I remember playing Kingdom Hearts 1 for the first time and entering Destiny Island near the end of the game. It was empty. No friends, no upbeat music, no mini games and no way out. It was really depressing to see the Island like that.

  • @damonrichardson1999
    @damonrichardson1999 ปีที่แล้ว +168

    I honestly thought this was going to be a mashup of "Never Meant to Belong" from Bleach and Dearly Beloved, but then I remembered that it was "Belong", not "Exist". Still a very good mix though!

    • @pygmalion0451
      @pygmalion0451 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Unrelated, but have you ever thought that the Sea Salt trio looks like Ichigo, Rukia, and Renji?

    • @akkinda
      @akkinda ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pygmalion0451wait that’s so true

    • @admiralguitar
      @admiralguitar ปีที่แล้ว

      bro actually same hahahahaha

    • @damonrichardson1999
      @damonrichardson1999 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pygmalion0451 I can't unsee that now, and I can just picture them being best friends eating ice cream together!

    • @SahilHossain-ff4if
      @SahilHossain-ff4if ปีที่แล้ว

      So kh OST + bleach soundtrack= Slowed down Undertale/deltarune OST?

  • @Hell5men
    @Hell5men ปีที่แล้ว +65

    My boys, somehow we gather up here again to reflect on all the crap we have done so far, have no worries tho, we all gonna make it

    • @E4439Qv5
      @E4439Qv5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Battered, bruised-- limping, some of us.
      But we push through. It's what we've always done.

    • @springbreak2021
      @springbreak2021 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Still going, yessir 💯🤝🤝 keep it up everyone!! Finding our way out there

  • @sonicplays8740
    @sonicplays8740 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I can tell that it it is a beautiful song indeed, but the way it echoes is in kind of saddened way? Close to constatly observing the sea. I wonder if it is the difference between Sora and Xehanort's perspective regarding the islads, one was seeing them as a warm homely place while the other belived it was prison surrounded by water.

  • @NoeLoFi
    @NoeLoFi ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I knew this was the recoded theme by how bitter it got me feeling, but hearing it slow with reverb just.. all of the childhood memories I had with KH just flooded my mind.. I’m now 21 all grown up

    • @williamkelly7760
      @williamkelly7760 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lots of growing yet…. I’m 23 and realising we are so young still

    • @RedSpade37
      @RedSpade37 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Indeed, as you're not really a biological adult until you are at least 25, and in some cases 30, so the road is still long yet.
      Let's just hope the Planet doesn't seek vengeance on us...

  • @GuardianOverlord
    @GuardianOverlord ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I don’t even know how I got here but I’m glad to be here with you all

  • @juto98
    @juto98 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I've always enjoyed the Dearly Beloved dubstep remix, but this takes it to a whole new level. There's a sense of peace, calmness, nostalgia, and heavy sadness. One of the first games my Father got me was Kingdom Hearts. He passed away in February at the age of 49. Whenever I hear this, it reminds me of him, and I think of that line "Wherever you go, I'm always with you." I love you dad.

  • @GingerPisces2023
    @GingerPisces2023 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I’ll admit, I got into the Kingdom Hearts games a little later in life despite owning the original game when it first came out (I didn’t get far because eight year old me thought you needed to win the raft race to continue the game and I couldn’t win it 😂). Six years ago, I picked the first game back up at a comic shop and it’s become an essential part of my life since. Hearing “Dearly Beloved” at the main menu, collecting raft supplies, exploring Traverse Town and the Disney worlds with Donald and Goofy, braving Hollow Bastion, and reaching the end of the game with that tear jerking “take care of her” line by Riku still hit me hard at the age of 28.
    All the people that have come and gone since picking up “Kingdom Hearts”, all the sacrifices I’ve made, the successes I’ve had, the things I’ve learned in life, Kingdom Hearts has stayed with me.
    Two fandoms that have made deep impacts on my life: Star Wars since I was four and Kingdom Hearts since I was 22.
    “May your heart be your guiding key…”

  • @fightingdreamer123
    @fightingdreamer123 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The picture and music is like what Xion must have saw and felt during that brief moment where she was on Destiny Island

  • @mircat631
    @mircat631 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    ...it sounds, like longing for something for you'll never get back.
    Yearning to do the past over again, but knowing that chance will never, ever come.

  • @squidkidsyoutube3712
    @squidkidsyoutube3712  2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    SINCE WHEN DID THIS GET 608 VIEWS? WHERE DID YOU GUYS COME FROM?

    • @mr.redacted767
      @mr.redacted767 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      TH-cam algorithm. Randomly popped up in my feed

    • @seanshepherd1071
      @seanshepherd1071 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Appeared in my feed too. The algorithm blessed you.
      This is an amazing orchestration. Definitely going on a few playlists

    • @squidkidsyoutube3712
      @squidkidsyoutube3712  2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@seanshepherd1071 it’s just the recoded version slowed and reverbed?? I???

    • @XxMusicxKelseyxX
      @XxMusicxKelseyxX 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      1097 as of time of watching, wow that's a lot of new views in like a day since your initial comment.

    • @christopherquintanar4806
      @christopherquintanar4806 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@squidkidsyoutube3712 ya never know what you got on your hands till its out😁

  • @Veddea
    @Veddea ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The soundtrack of my long gone childhood.

  • @kilderok
    @kilderok ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The soundtrack that plays when you realize there really is nothing, that your dead loved ones don't know they existed or you existed, and that everything that means something to you now will find the same fate. I won't remember this song, this comment, or that I drew breath.

    • @admiralguitar
      @admiralguitar ปีที่แล้ว +1

      gahhdamn

    • @MrNerdSmasher
      @MrNerdSmasher ปีที่แล้ว +1

      All those moments will be lost, like tears in rain.

  • @LugiatheOceanGuardian
    @LugiatheOceanGuardian ปีที่แล้ว +10

    this should be kingdom hearts 4's game over music

  • @silenceoflink5880
    @silenceoflink5880 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Gah, I love it when music has a liminal feel to them. It's sad, it's lonely, it's hopeful, it's melancholic, it's good, it's bad, it's all the things that ever were, never will be, and all the things that you never knew, yet you always knew. It is everything but nothing.
    You are existence itself, but you were never meant to exist.

  • @moosesues8887
    @moosesues8887 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Sora when kh4 gets cancelled

  • @dragonknight2785
    @dragonknight2785 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Life is like a melody. It can sound harmonic, or it can sound broken. Much like a puzzle, when life takes its course, then its up to us to fill in the gaps. Overcoming various obstacles and challenges throughout your life will grant you the pieces that you need to finish what you started, but what about those who can't? The truth is you can because, in reality, we all can. If someone else can do it, then so can you...because life offers that to you so that it can teach you how to endure those hardships. Life can't knock you down because you are a solid brick wall...no...the solid brick wall that can never be knocked down and will never, no matter what, be knocked down. Because you just stand back up, and take the pain. You can take as much pain as you want, but it will never knock you down because you just rise and rise from it again, and that, my friends, is how you achieve one, and if not just one, but all of your puzzle pieces. You might be fragile, but you're really just sturdy. Don't let anything bring you down no matter what, don't give up, stand back up, and, most important of all, help those who've fallen into their broken melodies...thus granting them harmony once more. Many of us have been there, and many of us are going down the same road. You can fight you're battles alone...or...you can fight them with others as one. Thank you for reading this, and I hope all of you have a blessed day.

  • @lastmachriderfan
    @lastmachriderfan ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i too love adding a shit ton of reverb to things. it always feels so much better

  • @MilliaMainFaraam
    @MilliaMainFaraam ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm still grieving for you brother, wherever you are now

  • @bodkie
    @bodkie ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I'm 32, I played KH1 and 2 both pretty much on release and they're among the precious few games I played beyond completion, to do everything I possibly could in them. I have struggled to play games at all for the past 5 years and can't think of many that I actually beat for a long time before that, but recently I've actually been playing through KH1.5 on the PS4 and while I don't do the long play sessions like I used to, I'm maybe getting through 2-4 hours a week, I'm sticking at it. Depression drained a lot of the enjoyment I got from things for a long time, but I'm working to learn how to pace things, to not get discouraged and stop altogether when I can only focus for half an hour at a time, that it's ok to come back another day when I do feel like it. My inner child is damaged and in pain, but I'm working to let it express itself when it can and let it retreat when needed and work on building trust with myself.

    • @shinrapower
      @shinrapower ปีที่แล้ว

      Same I'm 30 and I 1st got into kingdom hearts by seeing final fantasy character in the my friends brady kingdom hearts strategy guide

  • @JoeBo24
    @JoeBo24 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    “How can you say something like that? Even if it is true?”

  • @EdgardoJCruz-dk5kv
    @EdgardoJCruz-dk5kv ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Roxas: "How can you just say that..even if it were true?"

  • @Aelethil
    @Aelethil ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I've been trying to put my finger on it.. but the piece pushed this way just makes me feel as though I've come to realize.. as I've aged.. every memory I cherished has become that.. memories.. friendships past... shows beloved making it to their end.. each piece of your child hood gets left up on the mantle to gaze upon.. and it gets harder to look at those memories as they fade into the hateful void that has begun to fill our minds as we age..

  • @yagashio
    @yagashio ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "You did it.. you got everything you could ever want.. there's no more pieces left to place.. but looking back at things, was it really worth it?"

  • @neotower420
    @neotower420 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Roxas is just the shadow we all have in us, "I need to eat! I'm tired!" but for the Kingdom Hearts universe, it's "I like ice cream!" and "Friends!". He exists just as much as Sora, just asleep when we're playing. The MC's nobody.

  • @trippiexliz
    @trippiexliz ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i'll never forget my first memory of kingdom hearts. i dont know how old i was but for some reason this memory is from a 3rd person perspective. i remember watching myself play in coliseum and finally beating cerberus in my sisters old room on her old playstation. the lights were off and when i finally beat it i ran out of the room to tell her that i finally did it. i'll never forget that memory and it comes back every time i listen to dearly beloved. kingdom hearts music always reminds me of a better point in my life and reminds me of how happy i used to be as a kid.
    When i was young i always thought that i would never grow old and all my friends wouldnt grow older either. we would just stay like that and be best friends forever! now i dont speak to a single one of them but i always hold them dear to my heart because their memories are what i truly cherish. memories never truly go away, even if you forget them. theyre always there in your heart.

  • @tobex6626
    @tobex6626 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    “You’re going where I belong”

    • @a-s-greig
      @a-s-greig ปีที่แล้ว +2

      "Brazil."

  • @CocoMura
    @CocoMura ปีที่แล้ว +1

    my heart will forever be on a beach that only exists in Your memory.
    In a quiet corner of your heart.
    The part that comes to life like a dry flower blooming
    When this music plays again;

  • @ryanrushford7918
    @ryanrushford7918 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This really hit me so deep. It makes me think how Roxas must’ve felt when his summer time was over… 😢 It must be the same for a lot of the other characters too.

  • @johnleecolon2339
    @johnleecolon2339 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "I won't go back to the islands until I remember him."

  • @legendarycryptid2629
    @legendarycryptid2629 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is reminding me of the sad theme from Supernatural The Animation... still pissed they never released the soundtrack for that series.

  • @TristinAHayes
    @TristinAHayes 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is also another that sounds even more sad

  • @LitereallyNobody7
    @LitereallyNobody7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This fits perfectly for one of those cryptic endings or mysterious trailer like Sora monologuing or waking up in an unknown place.

  • @exposed1063
    @exposed1063 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "Silly. Just because you have a next life..."

  • @Paraselene_Tao
    @Paraselene_Tao ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I always felt a strong bond with KH franchise and the fans. You're all wonderful people. It's a healthy community full of kind people. Thank you.
    I'm old enough to have played KH 1 when it arrived in the USA. KH 2 was (still is) amazing when it came out. Birth by Sleep was the last KH game I fully played. I'm kind of older now, and I super busy with "adult life". If I had a little more time, maybe i would explore the KH universe with you guys.

  • @CosmicStarlord83_
    @CosmicStarlord83_ ปีที่แล้ว +1

    “Who else will I have ice cream with?”

  • @semudara9723
    @semudara9723 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    This is really nice... the title kinda hits me too (in a good way).

  • @Arisa-chan-streams
    @Arisa-chan-streams ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It's a simple edit, but powerful. My heart actually clenched when it got past the intro to the full piece. It leaves an uncanny feeling and unimaginable saddness. When you look back at everything in this series, every single character has suffered immensely. The losses, the heartbreak, the time they will never get back, realizing you forgot people in the first place. It goes on forever. This whole thing started out as a kids game, but the haunting realization of all its consequences have come full circle when I heard this song. How much longer must these friends find and lose each other before they break? Sora almost did in KHIII. I would be crushed and hopeless when waking up on the other side with Yozora. Like, this is lit. This is his new reality where he can't see them anymore. The finality of that entire concept is what this song embodies for me. Accepting the end, and letting your entire being rest after years of fighting. Peace, if only brief.

  • @imcasualjimm
    @imcasualjimm 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    That title is literally how i feel about myself :/ people seem to love me, but i feel like i shouldnt be here

  • @chadgaming8288
    @chadgaming8288 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Well dang, this makes me want to go back to my childhood where I first found out about Kingdom Hearts from my Aunt’s PS2.

  • @roxybiador6754
    @roxybiador6754 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    algorithm. thank you.

  • @gilbertnavarro8333
    @gilbertnavarro8333 ปีที่แล้ว

    Gonna listen to this version now whenever I feel down, kingdom hearts is such a treasure

  • @DOOMLOOT
    @DOOMLOOT ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Kingdom Hearts is one of my favorite memories as a child. I would hide away for hours, all day sometimes, and even stay up until the sun would rise getting lost in its beautiful world while wishing I could leave this one behind. The game will forever hold a special place in my heart.

  • @Kaitri
    @Kaitri ปีที่แล้ว +4

    with the secret ending to kh3, it feels like either sora or yozora arent meant to exist as it feels like they exist in a different world.
    and not just "another disney world" but rather an entirely different universe. maybe even a game within a game.

  • @MrJonathon08
    @MrJonathon08 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We are footprints, we were here…

  • @weiluxia
    @weiluxia 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is what growing up sounds like.

  • @aprettyfunnyperson4516
    @aprettyfunnyperson4516 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Xion’s second theme

  • @MelodiousIllumination
    @MelodiousIllumination ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hits me deep in the soul

  • @icaliver
    @icaliver ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This plays every time someone on that island said you drowned at a young age. Oops, wrong franchise.

    • @nothanks7263
      @nothanks7263 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Is that a Serge reference?

    • @icaliver
      @icaliver ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@nothanks7263 Yup, another islander game we all know and love.

  • @adonaiblackwood
    @adonaiblackwood ปีที่แล้ว +1

    😭 SORA….!!
    Oh my heart breaks and yearns when I hear this theme 🤍 so much love for this game, the creators and community 🙏 thank you friend for sharing this rendition 🎶 ✨

  • @JaceyDemy
    @JaceyDemy ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Not sure what it says about me that I looked at the title, I looked at the screenshot, I listened to the audio, and my first thought was Ansem, Seeker of Darkness
    Think about this playing as he tears a world apart and you watch a montage of its drawn-out collapse, piece by piece

  • @xOzzyyy
    @xOzzyyy ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It hurts to say I’ve never played any of the kingdom hearts games but my god the series has some really nice music

  • @JayJamBAM
    @JayJamBAM ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i spent a lot of time on that island when I was a kid, I wish it were real, man what a beautiful island

    • @JayJamBAM
      @JayJamBAM ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I stayed there levelling up from hitting wakas balls lol, to the point where u get block skilled, then i beat the shit out of riku lmao damn the water the trees, ah...............................................................................

    • @zephyrias
      @zephyrias ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lmaooo on Proud mode I was lvling up on that island to ngl…. 15 or 20. Whichever got you scan ability due to choosing a specific dream weapon.
      😂 i had to cuz even the bosses were tough.

  • @shrek187
    @shrek187 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This sounds like those dreams you have when you're basically a kid again in the time period you grew up in at home or your old school. You sort of remember the setting of where you grew up, it's all familiar from how you remember it and yet it's not.

  • @thebutler2525
    @thebutler2525 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "Who else will I have ice-cream with!?"

  • @zachariahclement1551
    @zachariahclement1551 ปีที่แล้ว

    "I looked for you......I looked everywhere for you!"

  • @zartigana
    @zartigana 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I… This song who I normally play to feel full of joy, relaxation, love and so many other positive emotions now just reflexes the feeling of emptiness that has been growing inside me… The funny thing about that is not that it’s because of a grand reason, it’s just a student going through a really difficult time. But here I am just filled with nothing, listening to this song while feeling empty.

  • @Arzamol5
    @Arzamol5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This reminds me of the first time I beat KH1 and 2 as a kid. Both games left me feeling sad and empty from there being no more story to play through.

  • @proto6948
    @proto6948 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Why does this make me cry?

  • @terminal354
    @terminal354 ปีที่แล้ว

    I lost my umbrella to the wind today.

  • @Heartviliaie
    @Heartviliaie ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The fact that I can relate to this title.

  • @leelthelful
    @leelthelful ปีที่แล้ว

    Holding your dying friend and watching them turn into sparks of light while remembering all the good times.
    But you don't realize that your losing your memory of them and eventually wonder why your sitting on the ground crying

  • @urfaceistoofunny
    @urfaceistoofunny ปีที่แล้ว

    Looking into a mirror to see a life that never was. You exist outside of what it means to be happy.