Sometimes... people end up in dark enough places that kindness just seems... fake. A little roughness can help, just to let them know that yes, the world IS full of pain, but that's part of what we have friends for. So... thank you.
I loved this much. You portrayed Shinobu beautifully, she was able to be so comforting while not holding back her honesty. And honestly I loved how you added that she had been in the same situation herself, that really sounds so true to her character that it feels like something that happened in canon. And your voice was lovely too 💜
Ok ok wow- holy moly- first off amazing video and second I finally found someone who didn’t put pity or nonsense in the asmr. I finally heard what I wanted to hear- Thank you cause I have been waiting years to hear someone say the right words. I never wanted pity from people I just wanted to hear someone in my shoes say the right words. ❤
@@chill_asmr I’ll try! But thank you though for making the video in the first place. It takes a lot for some people to post about serious topics. I’m just glad that I found one that helped instead of upsetting me. But anyways I hope you are having amazing days/nights/etc and remember that you did awesome and are awesome
This really hit close to home i’ve lost one of my family members early january…it was not the only member we’ve lost…and having someone supporting or you supporting them really could save one or both of their lives. With my own struggles i was able to stop my friend from…well yeah and she was very grateful for me stopping her…but she did took her life in December 25th 2020 23:58pm…if any and i say ANY person you know is acting off pls pls check their mental health and their living conditions and if you’re having serious issues and not having support PLS take care of yourself i know its not easy and life is fucked but you do matter ignore those people who tell you to kys even if its a “joke” as they say its not funny when you are the only one who knows about this pain…pls live your life even if its tiring…
Honestly I never have felt suicidal but I have felt like I didnt deserve the life I was given which is different since I never wanted to die but I always felt my life should have been worse due to my every mistake, unlike some people who went through with unaliving them selves. Going off topic, I have read the manga and fan books about demon slayer and shinobu would honestly act like this because she lost demonslayer family, her own family and is the last of her bloodline and when tanjiro asked " Are you angry? " in the 1st season as a manga reader you could understand what shinobu was feeling when you read about her past. ( man this was long but just wanna put out there that if your feeling suicidal dont go hiding or running away or shutting the ppl you love out, in the end their the ones you will need most ) Great ASMR
I love this. I love the people that genuinely understand how Shinobu would act in scenarios like this. I know it’s such a norm for people to just assume and create alternate versions of characters due to ‘fitting the vibe’ but like.. No? Life sucks, but sometimes a hard truth and reality check is also nice. It might also suck, but heyy. That aside; I love this comment so thank you for your thoughts. 💜
@@chill_asmr sup just went through my TH-cam notifications and saw your reply and I am glad you liked it cause honestly your right, life sucks like really bad. But in my comment above I said I thought I didn't deserve the life I was given but as I grow up I now realize that being born is a blessing and living after being taken out of the womb is also a blessing cause some baby's die inside or right when they get out of the womb it's sad. I also realize that mistakes are mistakes but family is family and it shouldn't be discarded. ( side note ) I saw your other comment on the 2nd part to this video and if you want to do a demon shinobu video I'd say shoot for the stars on it cause that would be awesome and if that video is made ill be there to comment and watch it. ( also don't commit suicide :] )
People can always say the thing of "you dont get the demons they face" etc But there is a real and understandable sense of betrayal, when your loved one not only leaves you behind, but does so in a manner that constitutes the inevitability of someone in the family finding their gorey remains, and being traumatized forever because of it.
Anyone who is suffering please remember you are loved, you may not feel that way, but there are people who care for you,or would be there if you need them, please reach out for help if you need it. dont try to fight this alone
Sometimes the help you want is from certain people... my help instead comes from people that shouldn't help me... and now... now I want them dead... am I horrible? I just need a few more years and I won't see them again... but after all "I'm fine"... I'm fine when I am with the right people...
Request:okay-okay, imagine coming home from a long mission, and Shinobu comes to you with a missing hug and “what took you two weeks to come back?” and you telling her that you took your time healing in some other healing estate. What do you think would be her reaction?
I think she’d honestly just be happy you came back in one piece. As petty as she can be, I think she’d appreciate the fact that you decided to heal and be 100% before journeying back home. She’s a doctor at the end of the day lol, while it is her job to love and care about you if you’re her S/O, I imagine she takes her duties as a doc 1st and her feelings 2nd :P
1) this made me think of a friend. We used to talk about suicide and self harm and depression a bunch. We were talking via text about my self harm, after I had just done it, she had asked me if my cuts were vertices or horizontal, I said horizontal, she then wanted me to promise never to make vertical cuts. I didn’t know what the difference was, in fact, at the time, I thought horizontal cuts were more dangerous, that’s why I did them. She explained to me why. I told her I couldn’t promise something if I wasn’t sure I could follow through. 2) I’ve always had an issue where nobody ever understood. I have a specific and unique case for why I’m suicidal, and no one I’ve ever talked to about it understood, I’m not sure if I just couldn’t properly convey it or what. But it’s always been infuriating to me, although I’ve never let it show in any capacity in front of anyone, not even while I’m alone. It’s just so fucking infuriating having nobody truly understand, and it makes me feel invalid and alone. This audio made me feel understood. Not entirely, but more than I’ve ever felt in my entire life. Seriously, thank you. There’s a lot I want to say, but I’ve never been good with words. I can’t promise I’ll be alive past 18. Hell, I never thought I’d get to 16. I’ve almost killed myself so many times. And I’ve regretted every time I’ve held back. I just want to selfish once. Just once. I know it’s unfair. I know I’m greedy. I know I’m a bad person. But I just want one thing. Once. Just… I dunno… I’m glad to feel at least a bit understood. Sorry for the text wall. I really appreciate you making this
I’m proud of you for sharing such sensitive things, not many people do or are capable of saying such things aloud. I know it’s only over text on a TH-cam video to some complete stranger and the rest of the internet, but it’s still saying it aloud in a sense as a reminder it’s real, and I think that takes a lot of strength sometimes that not many people understand. I know you might not feel it, but I’m proud of you for still being here. I too have struggled with the likes of self-harm and suicide, aha, I don’t think I’d be making audios such as this otherwise.. It has been long battle going on nearly 9 years, but hey, you find reasons to keep fighting, and even if you don’t.? It’s okay.. I get the premise of wanting to be selfish, I really do. Even in this audio, I state that I tried 6 times aha, someway, somehow, I’m still here. And with how much I’ve harmed myself it’s quite the miracle.. What I’m trying to say with all of this is; Time doesn’t quite exactly heal it all, and perhaps I even said it in the video but; YOU get better with time, the situation doesn’t. You learn, you adapt, life goes on. You might not want it to, but hey, I’m proud that you’re still fighting. I didn’t think I’d live to 16, I didn’t think I’d love to 18, I didn’t think I’d love to 21. I’m currently 21 aha, it’s a bit of a wild ride and life truly fucking sucks, who are we to kid ourselves? But there’s some beauty to it.. So.. Thank you, for being here. From one mentally f’ed up individual to another, I think it holds more meaning like that. I know I don’t know exactly what you’re going through, but I don’t need to, to be able to understand that you’re strong and going through it. All I can continue to say is that I’m proud of you and I hope your battle continues to be a victorious one and eventually you can put your blade down even if just for a short period of time.. I believe in you Butterfly 💜
Hi, again, I was just scrolling through my camera roll and saw a screenshot of this message, and I decided I wanted to say something again, because I know you’ve probably seen many messages like mine and never heard from that person again. My life… has had its ups and downs, I don’t think it deserves an entire essay talking about what all has gone down but I had been starting to do better for a few years, not good, but better. I got through it with the support of friends and kind words like yours from people who understood. But I met someone earlier this year. And it was different from anyone else. When we talked it felt like we knew each other for years, despite only weeks passing. After months of knowing her and spending time with her, literally talking every day, neither of us knew the other one was in love, we finally figured it out and got together. She’s quite literally the best thing that’s ever happened to me, after I met her my life had changed for the better, I’ve got friends that have known me through my darkest times saying it’s incredible what a difference there is in my life now. My life became brighter and I found myself with a reason to live. I will never be able to thank her enough for everything she’s given me but I’ll damn well try. Things aren’t perfect, there are things we can’t control that keep us apart but we’ve got patience and faith, and my life has gotten so much better. I do computer programming, I go rock climbing, I play community competitive leagues in some of my favorite videos games. I’ve just gotten so much better and begun to really find myself. Thank you, for being one of those people on my journey that helped me reach now, something I never would’ve believed I’d get.
Self-termination is a no-no. Don't commit it bc if you do you'd miss out on the fun parts of life. So don't give up, things will get better. This is coming from someone who's had to deal with death twice in life. Great audio Chill. Thanks. Also hello there I'm Jake
As someone who has hurt themselves throughout most of their life because things have been stressful (no I didn't wanna you know) I just sometimes feel like I'm not enough This has just made me tear up in sadness to know that someone understands what its like to go through stressful situations, almost everyday it gets better but i still have times where it gets worse and I make the most of it I... Thank you Shinobu... Thank you for you kind words... Anything you can say to help me through these stressful times?
Stay strong and keep your head up. Life is cruel, but in a sense you have to learn to be equally cruel or just plain stubborn. Regardless of gaining a few extra plates of armor, make sure you don’t close yourself off too much to the world so you don’t accidentally lose your innocence and ability to truly experience the happiness and beauty the world holds despite its flaws. Fly strong Butterfly 💜
@@chill_asmr Thank you for your kind words Shinobu, I will stay strong and keep my head held high through the tough times! As thanks here's a theme I did for you on my second channel! th-cam.com/video/TBxazO0-mEc/w-d-xo.html
I think the worst possible thing you could say to someone is “I don’t want to hear it, I knew you would end up here, it was inevitable. Who has to sit here and patch you up and watch you for weeks? You deserve all of my anger.” Sorry didn’t realize it was all about you bro, I’ll try not to burden you with a failed attempt next time.
What if you did an audio about Shinobu helping us calm down while we are having a Panic Attack, like you did for Esdeath. Or if you wanna change it you could make it about her helping us get over some PTSD related trauma.
I WASNT TRYING TO COMMIT (self bye-bye) I JUST WANTED YOU TO ONLY PAY ATTENTION TO ME HAHAHAHA Your always going on missions and I don't get to see you and knowing I might not get to see you again it hurts me so much. (This was a great video I remember when I had these thoughts. I want to just be held and told I was loved by someone other then my grandma's or parents and I don't even get hugs often)
1 this video has reopened alot of trauma and is something I wish would've been said to me a long time ago. 2. This definitely feels like a headcannon i made from gyu's pov
That’s what I thought, I always feel like this situation would be between Shinobu and Giyū, due to the latter being the only Hashira that we know that deals with this mental state to the point of self harm and even suicide.
I like Shinobu here. The only way I pulled myself out was the equivalent of slapping myself mentally. If you truly believe you're not worth it, that you don't want to live, that you can't live. Fine, don't live for yourself, live for others, your mother, father, siblings. Think about the person who would be the most devastated and destroyed, picture them crying and shivering and never truly recovering. Imagine their hearts being shattered and stepped upon by you. Picture their pain as your fault, because it would be your fault. That's how I stopped the thoughts, I don't know about you.
Sometimes... people end up in dark enough places that kindness just seems... fake. A little roughness can help, just to let them know that yes, the world IS full of pain, but that's part of what we have friends for.
So... thank you.
Why did this make me think of the song „Loser, Baby“ from Hazbin Hotel
The thing is i cant talk ro my family because they dont understand and i dont have friends
This hit hard, started crying lol, thank you for this
I loved this much. You portrayed Shinobu beautifully, she was able to be so comforting while not holding back her honesty. And honestly I loved how you added that she had been in the same situation herself, that really sounds so true to her character that it feels like something that happened in canon. And your voice was lovely too 💜
Im literally bursting into tears hearing this i wish som1 would patch me up and look after me and all that this hit so hard tysm this means sm.. ❤
Ok ok wow- holy moly- first off amazing video and second I finally found someone who didn’t put pity or nonsense in the asmr. I finally heard what I wanted to hear- Thank you cause I have been waiting years to hear someone say the right words. I never wanted pity from people I just wanted to hear someone in my shoes say the right words. ❤
Gosh, I'm so glad.. It always warms my heart to know that it helps people, honestly. Stay chill my dearest butterfly! ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
@@chill_asmr I’ll try! But thank you though for making the video in the first place. It takes a lot for some people to post about serious topics. I’m just glad that I found one that helped instead of upsetting me. But anyways I hope you are having amazing days/nights/etc and remember that you did awesome and are awesome
@@_killingkenzie_2832 Serious topics are my thing! As someone looking for a career in Psychology it's the least I can do lol. You're awesome too!!
@@chill_asmr Thank you! I really hope you have you find your path in that career cause i think you will do amazing!
This really hit close to home i’ve lost one of my family members early january…it was not the only member we’ve lost…and having someone supporting or you supporting them really could save one or both of their lives. With my own struggles i was able to stop my friend from…well yeah and she was very grateful for me stopping her…but she did took her life in December 25th 2020 23:58pm…if any and i say ANY person you know is acting off pls pls check their mental health and their living conditions and if you’re having serious issues and not having support PLS take care of yourself i know its not easy and life is fucked but you do matter ignore those people who tell you to kys even if its a “joke” as they say its not funny when you are the only one who knows about this pain…pls live your life even if its tiring…
Honestly I never have felt suicidal but I have felt like I didnt deserve the life I was given which is different since I never wanted to die but I always felt my life should have been worse due to my every mistake, unlike some people who went through with unaliving them selves. Going off topic, I have read the manga and fan books about demon slayer and shinobu would honestly act like this because she lost demonslayer family, her own family and is the last of her bloodline and when tanjiro asked " Are you angry? " in the 1st season as a manga reader you could understand what shinobu was feeling when you read about her past. ( man this was long but just wanna put out there that if your feeling suicidal dont go hiding or running away or shutting the ppl you love out, in the end their the ones you will need most ) Great ASMR
I love this. I love the people that genuinely understand how Shinobu would act in scenarios like this. I know it’s such a norm for people to just assume and create alternate versions of characters due to ‘fitting the vibe’ but like.. No? Life sucks, but sometimes a hard truth and reality check is also nice. It might also suck, but heyy.
That aside; I love this comment so thank you for your thoughts. 💜
@@chill_asmr sup just went through my TH-cam notifications and saw your reply and I am glad you liked it cause honestly your right, life sucks like really bad. But in my comment above I said I thought I didn't deserve the life I was given but as I grow up I now realize that being born is a blessing and living after being taken out of the womb is also a blessing cause some baby's die inside or right when they get out of the womb it's sad. I also realize that mistakes are mistakes but family is family and it shouldn't be discarded. ( side note ) I saw your other comment on the 2nd part to this video and if you want to do a demon shinobu video I'd say shoot for the stars on it cause that would be awesome and if that video is made ill be there to comment and watch it. ( also don't commit suicide :] )
You do a really good job on these videos this helps me a lot when feeling depressed
People can always say the thing of "you dont get the demons they face" etc
But there is a real and understandable sense of betrayal, when your loved one not only leaves you behind, but does so in a manner that constitutes the inevitability of someone in the family finding their gorey remains, and being traumatized forever because of it.
That’s part of the reason I’m alive
Anyone who is suffering please remember you are loved, you may not feel that way, but there are people who care for you,or would be there if you need them, please reach out for help if you need it. dont try to fight this alone
I feel like I have been invisible for to long
@@PlayStationClassic.. aren't you a billion dollar company?fortnite kids love you :)
Sometimes the help you want is from certain people... my help instead comes from people that shouldn't help me... and now... now I want them dead... am I horrible? I just need a few more years and I won't see them again... but after all "I'm fine"... I'm fine when I am with the right people...
Yeeeeaaaaa my brain disagrees with all of that..
Request:okay-okay, imagine coming home from a long mission, and Shinobu comes to you with a missing hug and “what took you two weeks to come back?” and you telling her that you took your time healing in some other healing estate. What do you think would be her reaction?
I think she’d honestly just be happy you came back in one piece. As petty as she can be, I think she’d appreciate the fact that you decided to heal and be 100% before journeying back home. She’s a doctor at the end of the day lol, while it is her job to love and care about you if you’re her S/O, I imagine she takes her duties as a doc 1st and her feelings 2nd :P
I came across your Dabi sh comfort it was really relaxing and took me out of that head space. You are an amazing ASMR channel.
1) this made me think of a friend. We used to talk about suicide and self harm and depression a bunch. We were talking via text about my self harm, after I had just done it, she had asked me if my cuts were vertices or horizontal, I said horizontal, she then wanted me to promise never to make vertical cuts. I didn’t know what the difference was, in fact, at the time, I thought horizontal cuts were more dangerous, that’s why I did them. She explained to me why. I told her I couldn’t promise something if I wasn’t sure I could follow through.
2) I’ve always had an issue where nobody ever understood. I have a specific and unique case for why I’m suicidal, and no one I’ve ever talked to about it understood, I’m not sure if I just couldn’t properly convey it or what. But it’s always been infuriating to me, although I’ve never let it show in any capacity in front of anyone, not even while I’m alone. It’s just so fucking infuriating having nobody truly understand, and it makes me feel invalid and alone. This audio made me feel understood. Not entirely, but more than I’ve ever felt in my entire life. Seriously, thank you.
There’s a lot I want to say, but I’ve never been good with words. I can’t promise I’ll be alive past 18. Hell, I never thought I’d get to 16. I’ve almost killed myself so many times. And I’ve regretted every time I’ve held back. I just want to selfish once. Just once. I know it’s unfair. I know I’m greedy. I know I’m a bad person. But I just want one thing. Once.
Just… I dunno… I’m glad to feel at least a bit understood. Sorry for the text wall. I really appreciate you making this
I’m proud of you for sharing such sensitive things, not many people do or are capable of saying such things aloud. I know it’s only over text on a TH-cam video to some complete stranger and the rest of the internet, but it’s still saying it aloud in a sense as a reminder it’s real, and I think that takes a lot of strength sometimes that not many people understand.
I know you might not feel it, but I’m proud of you for still being here. I too have struggled with the likes of self-harm and suicide, aha, I don’t think I’d be making audios such as this otherwise.. It has been long battle going on nearly 9 years, but hey, you find reasons to keep fighting, and even if you don’t.? It’s okay..
I get the premise of wanting to be selfish, I really do. Even in this audio, I state that I tried 6 times aha, someway, somehow, I’m still here. And with how much I’ve harmed myself it’s quite the miracle..
What I’m trying to say with all of this is; Time doesn’t quite exactly heal it all, and perhaps I even said it in the video but; YOU get better with time, the situation doesn’t. You learn, you adapt, life goes on. You might not want it to, but hey, I’m proud that you’re still fighting.
I didn’t think I’d live to 16, I didn’t think I’d love to 18, I didn’t think I’d love to 21. I’m currently 21 aha, it’s a bit of a wild ride and life truly fucking sucks, who are we to kid ourselves? But there’s some beauty to it..
So.. Thank you, for being here. From one mentally f’ed up individual to another, I think it holds more meaning like that. I know I don’t know exactly what you’re going through, but I don’t need to, to be able to understand that you’re strong and going through it.
All I can continue to say is that I’m proud of you and I hope your battle continues to be a victorious one and eventually you can put your blade down even if just for a short period of time..
I believe in you Butterfly 💜
@@chill_asmr thank you so much. Really, I wish I could hug you. ❤️
Always remember, that in our loneliness and pain, we are together.
Hi, again, I was just scrolling through my camera roll and saw a screenshot of this message, and I decided I wanted to say something again, because I know you’ve probably seen many messages like mine and never heard from that person again. My life… has had its ups and downs, I don’t think it deserves an entire essay talking about what all has gone down but I had been starting to do better for a few years, not good, but better. I got through it with the support of friends and kind words like yours from people who understood. But I met someone earlier this year. And it was different from anyone else. When we talked it felt like we knew each other for years, despite only weeks passing. After months of knowing her and spending time with her, literally talking every day, neither of us knew the other one was in love, we finally figured it out and got together. She’s quite literally the best thing that’s ever happened to me, after I met her my life had changed for the better, I’ve got friends that have known me through my darkest times saying it’s incredible what a difference there is in my life now. My life became brighter and I found myself with a reason to live. I will never be able to thank her enough for everything she’s given me but I’ll damn well try. Things aren’t perfect, there are things we can’t control that keep us apart but we’ve got patience and faith, and my life has gotten so much better. I do computer programming, I go rock climbing, I play community competitive leagues in some of my favorite videos games. I’ve just gotten so much better and begun to really find myself. Thank you, for being one of those people on my journey that helped me reach now, something I never would’ve believed I’d get.
Shinobu: if I have to live you live
Douma: hmm
Dōma!.. Don’t you get any ideas, you hctib!..
I come back to this audio more times than id ever allow myself to admit irl. great job though :)
Keep up the great work, this was really good, awesome job on the voice work and the script. Totally got me in the heart!
Thank you! This isn’t scripted though! All of my videos are improvisation ~ 💕
@@chill_asmr It's very impressive, It really looks like script, great work :D
Self-termination is a no-no. Don't commit it bc if you do you'd miss out on the fun parts of life. So don't give up, things will get better. This is coming from someone who's had to deal with death twice in life. Great audio Chill. Thanks. Also hello there I'm Jake
As someone who has hurt themselves throughout most of their life because things have been stressful (no I didn't wanna you know) I just sometimes feel like I'm not enough
This has just made me tear up in sadness to know that someone understands what its like to go through stressful situations, almost everyday it gets better but i still have times where it gets worse and I make the most of it
I... Thank you Shinobu... Thank you for you kind words... Anything you can say to help me through these stressful times?
Stay strong and keep your head up. Life is cruel, but in a sense you have to learn to be equally cruel or just plain stubborn. Regardless of gaining a few extra plates of armor, make sure you don’t close yourself off too much to the world so you don’t accidentally lose your innocence and ability to truly experience the happiness and beauty the world holds despite its flaws.
Fly strong Butterfly 💜
@@chill_asmr Thank you for your kind words Shinobu, I will stay strong and keep my head held high through the tough times!
As thanks here's a theme I did for you on my second channel!
th-cam.com/video/TBxazO0-mEc/w-d-xo.html
Was skeptical about this one because the subject matter is really sensitive but the video turned out really good. A job well done once again
Can you make Shinobu positive affirmations 🥺
I think the worst possible thing you could say to someone is “I don’t want to hear it, I knew you would end up here, it was inevitable. Who has to sit here and patch you up and watch you for weeks? You deserve all of my anger.” Sorry didn’t realize it was all about you bro, I’ll try not to burden you with a failed attempt next time.
What if you did an audio about Shinobu helping us calm down while we are having a Panic Attack, like you did for Esdeath. Or if you wanna change it you could make it about her helping us get over some PTSD related trauma.
I WASNT TRYING TO COMMIT (self bye-bye) I JUST WANTED YOU TO ONLY PAY ATTENTION TO ME HAHAHAHA
Your always going on missions and I don't get to see you and knowing I might not get to see you again it hurts me so much. (This was a great video I remember when I had these thoughts.
I want to just be held and told I was loved by someone other then my grandma's or parents and I don't even get hugs often)
1 this video has reopened alot of trauma and is something I wish would've been said to me a long time ago.
2. This definitely feels like a headcannon i made from gyu's pov
That’s what I thought, I always feel like this situation would be between Shinobu and Giyū, due to the latter being the only Hashira that we know that deals with this mental state to the point of self harm and even suicide.
Rella - Odd Future - 1:04
she really got no chill
We feel loved
Perfection💯🙏🏻👍
yet, another great ASMR channel found, we shall watch your career with great interest
Amazing
Great video
nice video thanks!
Proceeds to perform hara kiri jk jk
We’re all in this together (someone had to say it)
I watch ASMR for the story but if you are suffering please don't erase your life like this
I like Shinobu here. The only way I pulled myself out was the equivalent of slapping myself mentally. If you truly believe you're not worth it, that you don't want to live, that you can't live. Fine, don't live for yourself, live for others, your mother, father, siblings.
Think about the person who would be the most devastated and destroyed, picture them crying and shivering and never truly recovering. Imagine their hearts being shattered and stepped upon by you.
Picture their pain as your fault, because it would be your fault.
That's how I stopped the thoughts, I don't know about you.