exactly it's happened to me already, I watch his videos everyday, as a reminder of how my life is precious ): each of his videos gives me an instant kick ,to remember to be thankful,and not to give up.
If you want to support me my go fund me is gofundme.com/PeeWeeToms and paypal is info@peeweetoms.co.uk and if you want to get support for anything or help check community.peeweetoms.com Thank you for watching and supporting me :)
My heart is in so much pain as you talk. Please never give up as we need you. There are such things as miracles. Please do not feel like you need to respond to me everyone. Only you know how you feel and what you are up to. I love you.💕❤️ I pray for your strength each day.
Dear Dan, I am so sorry... I wrote you about my son, he has got an high grade osteosarcoma since 2016, I am with him every single day, whenever he is in hospital I stay there with him. I think I can say that after more than two years treatment I know a lot about osteosarcomas. I know from our oncologist that the treatment in the U.S. is exactly the same as in Germany so maybe it would be easier for you and not so expensive to come to Germany? Maybe you don't have to pay for the treatment here because you also live in the EU? I really want to help you as much as I can, if it helps you I can tell you everything I know about treatment of osteosarcoma in Munich on telephone, it would be the fastest possibility. Please tell me if you are interested. I send you a big hug!
PeeWeeToms Dan, I'm so sorry you feel so hurt by people's thoughtless remarks and the severity of the situation. We are routing for you, you are entitled to say how you feel and it's incredibly brave to show that. Is your oncology team aware of any funding that you can apply yo for treatment option help or any places you could apply to for grants re treatment. You are in my thoughts and prayers xx
Even after death, you still inspire me. You knew you were dying and you fought for more time. And here I am wasting mine. You have no idea how much watching your story had changed me. Even after a year!. Love you Dan!
He answered my e-mails before his channel got big and he got more poorly! He sent me a copy of a letter that the doctors had told him that he was highly over anxious, I could not believe what I was reading! Am watching this a year after he and Emily Hayward passed with cancer! RIP Dan and Emily, I hope both your families are managing! My partner was diagnosed with liver cancer and it is a awful dark place to be, you try and be brave, you fight but also you get scared x Love to all the people watching this looking for hope! We have to cure this awful illness, one in two now get cancer of some degree or another, when you go to a oncologist their is no age, class, anyone can have this in their body! Love you dan and thank you for taking the time to answer me, I treasure the fact that I got to sort of know you xx
Dan is making a difference in my life, I just discovered his Vlogs 3 years after his passing. Bless him for sharing his journey with such strength, openness and courage. An amazing man. And bless his beautiful family.
I got stage 4 prostate cancer that has metastatic in lymph nodes and in my spine it's way over the top, sometimes I want to give up but there's no easy way out. Hang in there if you can.
Don't give up!You need to fight and show yourself how strong you are!Everything happens for a reason and here this happens to make you stronger!Think positive!I hope people pray for you and encourage you that everything will be ok!Have a nice day ❤
Your honesty and vulnerability in this vlog made me think of a phrase, ‘Strong in the broken places’. So brave to open your heart to everyone. It is truly humbling. I think a person would have to be made of stone to be unmoved by your honesty. 💕
Dan that was a hard one to watch when you look in the camera you look so lost. I totally agree though its been wave after wave recently. You bob back up and shit here comes another wave bigger than the one before I can see how exhausting this is. I have zero expectation about you liking or replying to any comment I make thats not what I look for. I am here just to show I care and everytime I get paid I will send a small but sincere donation. 🦋💕
Claire Amphlett-Thomas here we are six months later and he is gone. But man did he fight. Hospice didn’t even think he would be alive two days after getting there and lived a full week. His family is having a service which everyone is invited to next week 💜
He certainly put up the best fight he could. He helped so many people with all of his research. He was struggling yet he kept on so others could benefit from all he was able to learn about this horrible disease. His family must be so proud of him and what he was able to accomplish!
Everyone please share his go fund me account on your face book it's gonna make a big difference share share share let's help him nowwwwww!!!! Thank you
I feel so invested in you and your story. I don’t know why but there’s something about you that myself and all your other subscribers seem to love and you draw us in. Without sounding creepy you’re in my thoughts throughout the day and every time you post I hope and pray that it’s good news. I’m so sorry you’re having to go through this. Anytime you feel down or hurt think of how many subscribers you’ve gained and all the lovely comments you’ve got over such a short period. I know it doesn’t take it all away for you but it may help. Worth a try. Keep your head up and remember what and why you’re fighting for ❤️❤️❤️
“I can’t keep my cool. I’m angry all the time” A beautiful truth. Very soul nourishing to hear another human being have the courage to admit something like that. R.I.P. to this beautiful strong soul.
"this little light of mine im gonna let it shine, let it shine let it shine let it shine" tom i just want to hold u, i truely believe in miracles, and i hope you get a miracle.
You have made a big difference in my life Dan. I've been following you for the past few months. I'm a 43 year old bloke and I'll tell you somthing..... you're one of the soundest, coolest, most intelligent blokes I've ever come across and I'd love it if I had a mate like you. Don't give in, don't give up!!! Be strong mate...
It is my honor to donate to your go fund me account.. my heart is breaking. You are sharing this with us with great strength. I truly want you to win .
... We'll never abandon you. We are in this for the long haul. Your anger and frustration are understandable, but also a couple of the driving forces that are helping to maintain your indomitable, fighting spirit. If love could be bottled as a cure, you'd be healthy again in no time; you have touched so many people's hearts, the world over. Sending massive hugs and much love. Speak soon. 💙💙💙
Dan, you have inspired and continue to inspire us already! You have helped us. Never forget that. We are here for you as you are here for us! You don’t have to reply to every comment. Just read them when you want. Be comforted by us and your family and most by God. During my hardest chemo, I wrote, “God is your strength” and put it on my wall where it is still to this day what I see morning and night. When I feel down, sometimes I make myself smile and it might sound silly, but it helps. I’m praying for you, most of all for your peace of mind and heart. Rest well tonight. Tomorrow is another day. 🇨🇦
Dear friend no matter how many negative news you get, fight, fight hard with all your strength. Do not let that disease take away your strength, you have to keep fighting. Even if your mood is not the best at times, do not let yourself fall, get up and fight. Nothing is going to stop you, you do not have brakes, you go forward, always forward. God bless you 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
PeeWeeToms It is difficult but my love continues positive, draw strength from where you do not have and keep fighting. I do not know where you live, I just started to follow you , but if you were in the USA you would have my support. I would be with you helping you. I beg God to hold your hand and not let you go. You have us to support you and help you in whatever you need .I will continue to pray for you 👐 . Could you tell me if you have an address or a P.O. Box where we can sends you things or money , I do not know how to use the go fund 😔 . God bless you son 👐👐.
You have the most kind eyes. I can see right into you when you look at the camera. I know you won’t give up. You have so much support. Keep pushing and keep fighting. I know it’s so hard to not be able to think about anything else but this damned disease. But at night when you close your eyes and lay down to sleep, think of all the love and support you have. Keep on fighting ❤️
Dan I prayed so hard for you this morning I want you to have your life all of your dreams I prayed you would get married and have children with your Claire I want to see your life unfold so that is what I prayed for.
You are such a beautiful soul. My thoughts are with you. I'm not religous but believe in the power of prayer and know that many of us are sending positivity and strength your way. Noone could possibly know how you are truly feeling right now, your eyes tell a lot though, sending you a big gentle hug. I see you connected to Emily, I think you two will be able to really open up with a special understanding of the situation you are both in. And I'm sure that will be mutually strengthening too. 💜 I have my big day on Wednesday, can't say I'm not feeling worried a tad. But will stay positive no matter the results. Life and its basketballs hey! 😊
I really feel your pain and heartache .. i myself got diagnosed in 2016 with cancer of the bladder at age 35 .. and at the time i was 20 weeks pregnant when i found out . Surgery was scary as hell as i was awake through it (had a spinal) and treatment after was hard .. i just want u to know i care and im following ur journey and here to support u anyway i can x x
Normaly i'm a silent watcher, because i don't find the right words that can help. I know your channel and your Story a couple of Days and this Video broke my heart. I don't know if this helps but please don't give up. Like I said, i don't find the right Words for you, but i'm thinking of you and I hope you win this Fight.
You are so brave and I admire you for taking this public. I had stage 4 cancer four year ago. I had a tumor in my neck and addressed it right away. I was working with three excellent cancer doctors. I had 35 radiation treatments and two months of strong chemo. It was a very rocky road and I lost 50 pounds during my treatments. As of this writing I am still in remission and my chemo and radiation doctors keep a close eye on me with visits every 3-4 months. I feel good and only wish you could get to the USA for treatments as we have so many wonderful hospitals treating cancer. Please know my thoughts are with you and never give up the fight.
I have health issues and whenever I’m feeling sick and I can’t go on, I listen to you and absorb the strength you displayed to continue on against mammoth of obstacles. You are a hero to me specifically and I think about you all the time. Thanks ❤
The sheer raw honesty and emotion in this video is heartbreaking💔💔💔Why this came up on my recommended now, I have no idea. But you whip a person out of any self pity, depression or worry, in relation to what you went through, it's nothing. Why beautiful souls like you are taken so early, and real lowlifes live long healthy lives, is an unfathomable mystery, and I just hope for your sake, there is an afterlife where you are happy, pain free and fulfilled 🙏🙏
I am so sorry. So sorry. I pray you are not crushed under the weight of this horribleness. Thank you for speaking up. Thank you for what you do, and who you are choosing to be during this time of your life.
With all these different things to contend with it really is no surprise that you are angry and frustrated. I hope with all my heart that you beat this b*****d.
Such a horrible cruel disease. I found out recently 2 friends of friends have both found out they have cancer. Both young mums (mid 30’s). You are a brave man to tell your story. Such inspiration ❤️
I am sooo sorry for all this pain causes you, mentally and physically. Maybe since you have such a difficult case to treat, a leading cancer center would be willing to take you on for free ? Like in the US ? You would be quite a challenge for them.
I think the case being so challenging and now so complex it's kinda down to three places in the world really. But all will need sets of info and costs money for me to get all that info together. Then get to consultations and everything. Sucks
A friend of my daughters went to a center in Oklahoma city. She had stage 4 inoperable lung cancer. That was 12 years ago. She is now an oncology nurse. I wish I could give you more information, but I have none. Maybe MD Anderson. Two locations I am aware of are Houston and Phoenix. There is also Sloan Kettering in NYC.
So glad you are speaking out in your videos. My prayers are that specialists will see your vlogs and reach out to you for solutions wherever they are! Always praying for you and healing 👃🏽
I am a flight attendant for an airline in the states, unfortunately we do not fly internationally but if there is any airline employees who work for international airlines maybe they could use their benefits to help get you to the facilities in the countries you need to get to. Please help👍🏻
I don't know what you have done to touch so many hearts but you have come into our lives and now you are a part of them . My children even ask about you now ..Every morning ! If you knew them you'd understand how shocking that is :-) x
Hi - I’ve been following your channel and watching your videos, but haven’t been sure what to say. But as I sit here in the middle of the night, unable to sleep, I just wanted to tell you that you are an amazing gentleman who is fighting heroically on many different fronts. I get worried for you sometimes - that you may be spreading yourself so thin that you are not resting. So, my new friend, please allow yourself to be at peace. Run the race - fight the good fight - but also, be at peace. All of us, as living beings, put out energy into the world simply by existing. But you are sending out such goodness and positivity that I am humbled every time I listen to your words. I am a liturgical musician in the US and there are many songs that I use in my ministry to hopefully give people something to hold on to when it seems like the boat is rocking too much. So, tonight, I leave you with these words and I pray that you feel all of us out here supporting you with arms wide open. “I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains, hope that doesn’t ever end, even when the sky is falling. I’ve seen miracles just happen. Silent prayers get answered. Broken hearts become brand new. That’s what faith can do. “. (What Faith Can Do, by Kutless). Until next time.....
You did enough. You inspired a lot of people.I see that you feel you didn't do enough for other, you didn't make a difference and time is ticking. You wanna leave your contribution to the world. But you are enough. You did what you could. So if you just want to concentrate on yourself now, it's ok. If you want to seek answers its ok. If you want to fight you are not alone. And if you don't want to fight it's also ok.but just know that what ever you want, or can do, you are enough. A great, strong and inspiring man
Remember you're amazing, you're a warrior. You are loved. God loves you...no one knows why great ppl get sick. You're vlog is about making a difference, you're experience, how Warrior fights!
I am here to listen, my friend. It is during the most difficult of times, that you need all of us the most. Share with us the reality of what your going through. In doing this, you're helping everyone who is affected by this horrible disease. Those especially with Cancer, and the loved ones who care for them. You will never know how many people you have touched since you started this journey with us. I'm so grateful you did. You have touched the lives of many. Love you Dan. ❤❤❤ P.S. Don't worry about respondinging to me. Save your energy to concentrate on finding a cure. 💕
You are doing a tremendous amount of work documenting your journey and being there for everyone, you are truly an amazing fighter! There are now literally thousands of people whose hearts go with you at this moment and by all means you are not alone, even though this is your own battle! You're a true warrior and a very courageous person and I am so happy you do not give up! Don't lose hope, good news will come!
I know it's crazy! A couple of weeks ago I decided that I should try do something to expose it all and get help an try survive and now so many people support me and wanna know what's going one :)
Dude. You broke my heart! It is totally NORMAL and okay to be overwhelmed and angry and freaking tired. Grab any hope and peace you can at any moment. This is hard shiz!! I’m glad you have this outlet. You don’t need to explain why. Use it as you need. Sending prayers for comfort and peace. God bless you for being so transparent. It really can be healing for you, and others! ❤️
It's crazy how expensive it is to live. My mom was told she has lymphoma and with chemo, juicing and other things while she's not working is taking a toll. I'm praying you feel better and live without pain
PeeWeeToms it's truly insane, especially still it's something people can't control. I'm really hoping you feel better soon and take it one day at a time and I truly believe you'll beat the odds ( you have already-your a warrior!!)
Do not waste your time on what people think or the negatives.... What’s important right now is to stay positive, surround yourself with positive people and be you, do you!!! Please don’t apologize, you’re doing the best you can and the people that love you and care about you understand that!!! Praying for you🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 God Bless you friend🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
You can't help but expose the horror of cancer because cancer is horrible! I found out I had BRCA breast cancer a few years ago, a rarer form of cancer, more aggressive and likely to come back, only 3% of people with breast cancer have BRCA. I had to have immediate surgeries that were physically terrible, after nine surgeries I'm still here, but it was bad, I almost died a few times. I'm grateful for my family and friends, for life. So when I say I'm so sorry and I know how you feel, I mean it. Your cancer is even more rare and aggressive than the kind I had. And you're 13 years younger than me, I know you've got to be depressed and confused, angry and sad, too many emotions to keep sane. Can you go to the news for help finding someone to help as far as a doctor? Your go fund me would be out there too, no shame in that. In the USA the news can help spread the word about your cause, some places and doctors respond to help. I'll donate what I can when my disability check comes in. I'm praying and sending lots of love your way. You've touched so many people already, like me, that want the best for you and that can't help but care for you!
How are you doing? I've recently found out I have BRCA gene. I can't start having mammograms until I'm 40, 10 years. After watching my cousin pass away from cancer 6 months ago, I wish I could afford to have them cut off, I would do it tomorrow.
@@JennyL.I I'm so sorry Jen. Do you have Brca1 or Brca2? If you have a Facebook? If you can put it on here I'd be happy to get a hold of you to talk if you want to. All the very best to you. P.S. A few years after my diagnosis Angelina Jolie came out with brca an d had the surgeries to save her life!
Dan was so desperate to beat this and get better, yet he was also concerned about helping other people. The sad part was that it really was the vlog of the end of his life. You were a fighter, Dan, and you helped and inspired more people than you know.
Dan..i wish i had a million dollars..i would give it all to you...you are so special..so courageous..i dont think i could be...i love you..holding u gentley in my heart...dont give up..we are there with you..and miracles do happen!! I am a walking miracle myself..talk to us...let us talk to you..we do want to know everything that is going on with you...dont underestimate the power of Love...thats all there is...
My twin sister has been diagnosed with stage III lung cancer! So I have been looking for hints on how to be a positive person for her and be a crutch to just be there day or night to boost her up! I come across you! Watching you breaks my 💓! I am glad your putting up a fight! You have alot of years ahead and they are doing new things everyday! I believe in prayer and have put you on my list! If there's anything u can give me for advice please feel free to tell me what I can do better! Your a handsome guy keep fighting! Your brave!
Even tho you've passed on to your next journey, I've found you here in 2019,and your videos,tho heartbreaking, are so real, you feel like a friend or loved in by being such a beautiful open soul . I'm I'll too, and when I can't get out of bed,I watch you and I don't feel as lost and alone. I'm so sorry for what you went thru..but I adore you for being so true. How blessed the Ppl in your REAL life are to have had you. I'm thankful your not in pain and are free now. Godspeed to you beloved,wherever you are*
I just wanted to say, although I can't imagine what you're going through, I've been close to people with cancer and I think you are immensely brave sharing your story and getting the message out there. Keep fighting the good fight Mr :-)
Dear Dan, You left us today, but guess what...You made a big difference in thousands of peoples live's and you will for ever now. Thank you that we have these vlogs to watch of you, over and over as you my friend are never forgotten
Mate you are dealing with this the best you can. Never feel bad that u have a down day... cancer is a beast and it’s one of the hardest diseases to navigate because of the nature of it. You are doing great mate.
PeeWeeToms I know mate. I haven’t had cancer but looked after my mum that did... it’s like a roller coaster that never ends. Ups and downs consistently.... stay strong mate.
How did you do it Dan .? Even in frustration and sadness of the stinking horrible cancer.... ...you still manage a wee smile saying " time waits for no one " ......... In deed it doesnt ........ I wish I had your strength and hope . ...I see you struggle to hold back tears ,... ...but I also see outstanding courage and determination . Even in absence, you are still here with us all. 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
You honestly don't need to reply to every comment, you are going through so much and the best thing for you to do is rest when you can. I really wish i could wave a magic wand and banish this horrible disease, you will win this fight Dan your determination is so powerful! :)
I’ve came so late to this channel 😞 he was such a great guy I’ve watched every single video 🤕😞 this guy was to strong to leave 😭 RIP dan you the man 😒😭
2 days of binge watching, and here we are. What a journey it's been. Now that I'm all caught up, I'll be patiently waiting for your next update. Still praying hard for you. God speed my friend.
Sending love, healing and prayers to you, your family & friends. 🙏🏻 No need to respond to everyone, you need to channel your strength towards yourself.
Dan, I have written before, and am writing again...because I am absolutely CAPTIVATED by your ability to remain positive and upbeat. I had written and told you I came across your Vlog in the middle of the night,3 days ago,because I was unable to sleep...I have a diagnosis that is nowhere near as critical as what what yours is...but I do FEEL pain, every second of every minute of every day. My issues will one day cause the end of my life, I am fully aware. However, in just the 72hrs.I watched every one of your videos, I've gone back-and saw video #1-. through this one, today, and in doing so, have realized several things. First and foremost...I absolutely MUST tell you, I would hope that you realize these FACTS- YOUR SUBSCRIBER COUNT SINCE THURSDAY, 3/7/18 was at 1.9K .At this very moment, in less than 72hrs, YOU HAVE SKYROCKETED to an astounding 3,3K(honest...your # just went from 3.2K to 3.3K as fast as I am TYPING! On January 15th, you posted your 3rd Vlog, and you indicated that you had a total of 3 SUBSCRIBERS. Your Januray 29th Vlog-2 weeks later, saw your follower #'s rise to 99! So to see TODAY's #'s, at an incredible 3.3K and STILL rising as I type...truly beyond words. Your GOFUND ME ACCOUNT, likewise...has been up for just 2 days,has now has surpassed 2,000pounds(this morning it was 1,300 when I checked in first). It's not very often that I find myself at a true loss for words(as you can read by my too long messages-so sorry!LOL!). With each and every video you've put out there...I have seen and felt you highs and your lows...and even though you hold it in, I can't-and yeah...I've cried for you. I mentioned to you that I m in my 40's-almost 2 decades beyond your years, and I have worked in health care for more than half my life. I see soo many people jumping in, giving tons of advice.I can't begin to imagine what I'd do if I was in your position...except to feel absolutely overwhelmed. I suggested you cut back on your vlogs-there are times you definitely look so tired,and clearly suffering, however, since these seem to be one of your greatest sources of help...then do what you CAN, and do them for as LONG as you can! But don't EVER feel obligated to vlog,or God forbid even reply to ANY of us.I am 100% certain-no one would complain if you took a day,or even the weekend off(hell, your own doctors are doing just that-and YOU are the one who's sick!).Consider taking a weekend break, if you will.But don't go by my words-do WHAT YOU FEEL YOU NEED AND WANT TO DO. It is YOUR LIFE,and absolutely NO one hs the answers you are so desperately seeking.As far as traveling to different countries for "better" or "more breakthrough"type care...I believe with all my heart,that should you even indicate here, that you have decided that this is your wish,and you want to travel to the USA,Germany,Holland or ANYWHERE,I am quite certain that all you'd have to do is SAY IT-and the $ will be there...YOUE GOFUNDMEACCOUNT WILL RECEIVE THE $ YOU WOULD NEED-I KNOW IT. I won't comment or suggest that you should go ANYWHERE-except to next Thursdays appointment in the very best hospital, where you are already scheduled next Thursday.beyond THAT,its all up to you.Dan-YOU HAVE ALREADY ACCOMPLISHED A GOAL NOT MANY OTHERS I've MET EVER COULD...YOU HAVE SHOWN PEOPLE YOURSELF, AND WE ALL CAN SEE...YOU HAVE ALREADY MADE AN INCREDIBLE DIFFERENCE IN THIS WORLD, YOU MATTER TO ALL OF US!!..but I am positive, should you decide to travel...and ARE WELL ENOUGH
I am so sorry that you are going through this. I am sending much love,, not in a stalker/weirdo way, but as another human being and as a fellow child of God. I am praying for you night and day. Stay strong and remember that there are many of us praying for you, and sending our love to you, and your family.
Your story isn't over yet. You still have more to give and to teach the world and we are all here listening and supporting you. We aren't going to give up either, even if there's only so much we can do we are going to be here for you. There is strength in this community you've built.
Thank you for being so real, and so raw. Our culture needs that because everything now days is so staged and filtered we don't see real humaness anymore...this is why people follow you and strangers love you and think they know you. Don't stop being honest about how you feel...you have so many of us caring ao deeply about you and what happens...I check my phone all day for updates because you are in my life like a friend now...your face and voice so recognizable. We are all pulling so hard for you! We ALL want you to beat this because we want to keep seeing your face and hearing what you have to say for a very long time. I'm sorry you have a long weekend to wait for your results, please try to find at least a little somethung enjoyable to do to help pass the time. And try not to feel bad about being angry, that is more than understandable. People who love you know that too......all the best from the USA.
PeeWeeToms Of course it is!!! You're not waiting to find out if you have a pinched nerve...this is one of those things where you feel everything is on the line. That is an incredible burden and stress to carry Dan. I know we all "try to put ourselves in your shoes", but there is no way. There is no way we can know your pain or the fear you feel. Just know all of us out here are loving you and our hearts are with you every day...and each of us wish beyond anything this wasn't your situation. Fight, rest, fight, rest, repeat...xo
following u from Emily page .. you are so strong and don't give up. just watching this video has inspired me.. to always have strength. Prayers to you and I will continue to watch and think positive thoughts for you. Try positive affirmations and keep saying your healthy .. sending support from bottom Massachusetts
You are making a BIG difference in many peoples lives. You are spreading truth about this awful thing called cancer. I hate cancer..all types. Somehow, things will be better..sending hugs and prayers.
I could see it in your eyes your not feeling well. It's like what your mom said, take it one day at a time. I get a feeling once they get everything in order, the doctors, you will have the cancer more controlled and once that happens you could finally get back to daily life as you want❤️ Just keep strong💪
What happens is so unfair!I wish you the best and I pray for you!I can't understand why people get into these hard situations,there's nothing harder and I admire how strong you are under all this pressure.Please believe to your self and have faith!I hope you'll get over all that!Pray for you!❤
Dear Dan Your mind might be all over the place and understandably so, but amazingly you still make so much heartfelt sense. Your expression and explanation of your feelings is so so important for both yourself, a living diary, but also for others trying to make sense of their feelings. Your gift is your voice, and especially for boys and men, as you say, there are few men expressing themselves publically. Don’t ever question whether it’s too much or too little, what ever your truth is, that’s what you should express. Please don’t ever apologise for not responding. We love you, and support you ♥️♥️♥️
I am so very sorry you are going through this nightmare. Ill never understand why some people have to go through such hell. Please be strong! My prayers are with you. #prayingforamirical
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"I want to make a difference in other people's lives". You already have mate.
exactly it's happened to me already, I watch his videos everyday, as a reminder of how my life is precious ): each of his videos gives me an instant kick ,to remember to be thankful,and not to give up.
Gavin Paterson Yes he did ❤️
He wanted to live so badly. The fear and pain in his eyes breaks my heart.
Rest Peacefully Dan🤍🕊 you are so missed😢
Really sad
Don't attach to life. That's the only solution.
I know this is old I came across his channel. He sure was a brave person.
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Thank you for watching and supporting me :)
My heart is in so much pain as you talk. Please never give up as we need you. There are such things as miracles. Please do not feel like you need to respond to me everyone. Only you know how you feel and what you are up to. I love you.💕❤️
I pray for your strength each day.
Dear Dan,
I am so sorry... I wrote you about my son, he has got an high grade osteosarcoma since 2016, I am with him every single day, whenever he is in hospital I stay there with him. I think I can say that after more than two years treatment I know a lot about osteosarcomas. I know from our oncologist that the treatment in the U.S. is exactly the same as in Germany so maybe it would be easier for you and not so expensive to come to Germany? Maybe you don't have to pay for the treatment here because you also live in the EU? I really want to help you as much as I can, if it helps you I can tell you everything I know about treatment of osteosarcoma in Munich on telephone, it would be the fastest possibility. Please tell me if you are interested. I send you a big hug!
Ohh Yes, come to Germany really soon please... All the best from Germany Tina
PeeWeeToms Dan, I'm so sorry you feel so hurt by people's thoughtless remarks and the severity of the situation. We are routing for you, you are entitled to say how you feel and it's incredibly brave to show that. Is your oncology team aware of any funding that you can apply yo for treatment option help or any places you could apply to for grants re treatment. You are in my thoughts and prayers xx
PeeWeeTom. Scandinavia.has found a one shot cure for multiple kinds of cancer. i saw this on the news. God bless you!!
Even after death, you still inspire me. You knew you were dying and you fought for more time. And here I am wasting mine. You have no idea how much watching your story had changed me. Even after a year!. Love you Dan!
He answered my e-mails before his channel got big and he got more poorly!
He sent me a copy of a letter that the doctors had told him that he was highly over anxious, I could not believe what I was reading!
Am watching this a year after he and Emily Hayward passed with cancer!
RIP Dan and Emily, I hope both your families are managing!
My partner was diagnosed with liver cancer and it is a awful dark place to be, you try and be brave, you fight but also you get scared x
Love to all the people watching this looking for hope!
We have to cure this awful illness, one in two now get cancer of some degree or another, when you go to a oncologist their is no age, class, anyone can have this in their body!
Love you dan and thank you for taking the time to answer me, I treasure the fact that I got to sort of know you xx
This was 6 months before he earned his new nickname that being Dirt Nap Dan
They said he was highly over anxious? My God! Who wouldn't be with what he was going through?!
@@jacobsjungle5676 if cunts could fly planes you'd be squadron leader
@@jacobsjungle5676 Your morbid sense of humor will offend certain people, but I think it's funny. Life shouldn't be taken to seriously.
@@BradleyCoopertestyou all sound like dumb children who probably has no one that loves you
Dan is making a difference in my life, I just discovered his Vlogs 3 years after his passing. Bless him for sharing his journey with such strength, openness and courage. An amazing man. And bless his beautiful family.
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I got stage 4 prostate cancer that has metastatic in lymph nodes and in my spine it's way over the top, sometimes I want to give up but there's no easy way out. Hang in there if you can.
I will for sure hang in there :)
Don't give up!You need to fight and show yourself how strong you are!Everything happens for a reason and here this happens to make you stronger!Think positive!I hope people pray for you and encourage you that everything will be ok!Have a nice day ❤
How are you now.Im praying for you xxx
My message is for Del.
dettadev that is thoughtful of you to ask. The world needs more people like you out there 💜
Your honesty and vulnerability in this vlog made me think of a phrase, ‘Strong in the broken places’. So brave to open your heart to everyone. It is truly humbling. I think a person would have to be made of stone to be unmoved by your honesty. 💕
Years later and I still go back to watch his videos. He was, and is such an inspiration.
Truer words never spoken, “time waits for no .” I have no doubt you are at peace in paradise.
Sleep well, Daniel. You're no longer suffering and for that I'm thankful.
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You already have made a huge difference on a lot of people. Hope there will be a treatment for you soon.
Dan that was a hard one to watch when you look in the camera you look so lost. I totally agree though its been wave after wave recently. You bob back up and shit here comes another wave bigger than the one before I can see how exhausting this is. I have zero expectation about you liking or replying to any comment I make thats not what I look for. I am here just to show I care and everytime I get paid I will send a small but sincere donation. 🦋💕
Claire Amphlett-Thomas here we are six months later and he is gone. But man did he fight. Hospice didn’t even think he would be alive two days after getting there and lived a full week. His family is having a service which everyone is invited to next week 💜
He certainly put up the best fight he could. He helped so many people with all of his research. He was struggling yet he kept on so others could benefit from all he was able to learn about this horrible disease. His family must be so proud of him and what he was able to accomplish!
Everyone please share his go fund me account on your face book it's gonna make a big difference share share share let's help him nowwwwww!!!! Thank you
Thank you :)
You are already making a difference in many peoples lives. I adore you and will continue to support you. Kisses from Canada 🇨🇦
Daniel, I love your name! And the person you are inside. Remember life is Eternal. This lifetime is but a moment in time. Believe Friend. Believe🤙
Do you mean what some call the *_‘afterlife’ ?_*
Daniel means God is my judge
I feel so invested in you and your story. I don’t know why but there’s something about you that myself and all your other subscribers seem to love and you draw us in. Without sounding creepy you’re in my thoughts throughout the day and every time you post I hope and pray that it’s good news. I’m so sorry you’re having to go through this. Anytime you feel down or hurt think of how many subscribers you’ve gained and all the lovely comments you’ve got over such a short period. I know it doesn’t take it all away for you but it may help. Worth a try. Keep your head up and remember what and why you’re fighting for ❤️❤️❤️
as I had said, my wife's niece FOUGHT stage4 lung cancer for almost 7 years. never give up Dan
“I can’t keep my cool. I’m angry all the time”
A beautiful truth. Very soul nourishing to hear another human being have the courage to admit something like that. R.I.P. to this beautiful strong soul.
"this little light of mine im gonna let it shine, let it shine let it shine let it shine" tom i just want to hold u, i truely believe in miracles, and i hope you get a miracle.
You have made a big difference in my life Dan. I've been following you for the past few months. I'm a 43 year old bloke and I'll tell you somthing..... you're one of the soundest, coolest, most intelligent blokes I've ever come across and I'd love it if I had a mate like you.
Don't give in, don't give up!!! Be strong mate...
It is my honor to donate to your go fund me account.. my heart is breaking. You are sharing this with us with great strength. I truly want you to win .
... We'll never abandon you. We are in this for the long haul.
Your anger and frustration are understandable, but also a couple of the driving forces that are helping to maintain your indomitable, fighting spirit.
If love could be bottled as a cure, you'd be healthy again in no time; you have touched so many people's hearts, the world over.
Sending massive hugs and much love.
Speak soon. 💙💙💙
Dan, you have inspired and continue to inspire us already! You have helped us. Never forget that. We are here for you as you are here for us! You don’t have to reply to every comment. Just read them when you want. Be comforted by us and your family and most by God. During my hardest chemo, I wrote, “God is your strength” and put it on my wall where it is still to this day what I see morning and night. When I feel down, sometimes I make myself smile and it might sound silly, but it helps. I’m praying for you, most of all for your peace of mind and heart.
Rest well tonight. Tomorrow is another day. 🇨🇦
This is a tough one too watch...RIP, Dan.
Agreed... 💔
Very hard, so sad, I miss him so much !!!! I hate how he suffered. He never ever deserved this! Why do good people die so young? Not fair
He is dearly missed! I so appreciate his videos because for a moment he is still with us. Rest in peace. 😪
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Dear friend no matter how many negative news you get, fight, fight hard with all your strength. Do not let that disease take away your strength, you have to keep fighting. Even if your mood is not the best at times, do not let yourself fall, get up and fight. Nothing is going to stop you, you do not have brakes, you go forward, always forward. God bless you 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
I'm gonna fight it full force. :)
PeeWeeToms It is difficult but my love continues positive, draw strength from where you do not have and keep fighting. I do not know where you live, I just started to follow you , but if you were in the USA you would have my support. I would be with you helping you. I beg God to hold your hand and not let you go. You have us to support you and help you in whatever you need .I will continue to pray for you 👐 . Could you tell me if you have an address or a P.O. Box where we can sends you things or money , I do not know how to use the go fund 😔 . God bless you son 👐👐.
Donation made. Keep up the fight. 👊🏽 😘
You have the most kind eyes. I can see right into you when you look at the camera. I know you won’t give up. You have so much support. Keep pushing and keep fighting. I know it’s so hard to not be able to think about anything else but this damned disease. But at night when you close your eyes and lay down to sleep, think of all the love and support you have. Keep on fighting ❤️
I’m very sorry mate. I really hope you get a miracle❤️
Same :)
Dan I prayed so hard for you this morning I want you to have your life all of your dreams I prayed you would get married and have children with your Claire I want to see your life unfold so that is what I prayed for.
Keep praying he got this 💪💪💪 he looks really healthy
@@ArjanTV Sadly Dan has passed away
You are such a beautiful soul. My thoughts are with you. I'm not religous but believe in the power of prayer and know that many of us are sending positivity and strength your way. Noone could possibly know how you are truly feeling right now, your eyes tell a lot though, sending you a big gentle hug. I see you connected to Emily, I think you two will be able to really open up with a special understanding of the situation you are both in. And I'm sure that will be mutually strengthening too. 💜
I have my big day on Wednesday, can't say I'm not feeling worried a tad. But will stay positive no matter the results. Life and its basketballs hey! 😊
I really feel your pain and heartache .. i myself got diagnosed in 2016 with cancer of the bladder at age 35 .. and at the time i was 20 weeks pregnant when i found out . Surgery was scary as hell as i was awake through it (had a spinal) and treatment after was hard .. i just want u to know i care and im following ur journey and here to support u anyway i can x x
Normaly i'm a silent watcher, because i don't find the right words that can help. I know your channel and your Story a couple of Days and this Video broke my heart. I don't know if this helps but please don't give up. Like I said, i don't find the right Words for you, but i'm thinking of you and I hope you win this Fight.
You are so brave and I admire you for taking this public. I had stage 4 cancer four year ago. I had a tumor in my neck and
addressed it right away. I was working with three excellent cancer doctors. I had 35 radiation treatments and two months
of strong chemo. It was a very rocky road and I lost 50 pounds during my treatments. As of this writing I am still in remission and my chemo and radiation doctors keep a close eye on me with visits every 3-4 months. I feel good and only wish you could get to the USA for treatments as we have so many wonderful hospitals treating cancer. Please know my thoughts are with you and never give up the fight.
I have health issues and whenever I’m feeling sick and I can’t go on, I listen to you and absorb the strength you displayed to continue on against mammoth of obstacles. You are a hero to me specifically and I think about you all the time. Thanks ❤
The sheer raw honesty and emotion in this video is heartbreaking💔💔💔Why this came up on my recommended now, I have no idea. But you whip a person out of any self pity, depression or worry, in relation to what you went through, it's nothing. Why beautiful souls like you are taken so early, and real lowlifes live long healthy lives, is an unfathomable mystery, and I just hope for your sake, there is an afterlife where you are happy, pain free and fulfilled 🙏🙏
I am so sorry. So sorry. I pray you are not crushed under the weight of this horribleness. Thank you for speaking up. Thank you for what you do, and who you are choosing to be during this time of your life.
With all these different things to contend with it really is no surprise that you are angry and frustrated. I hope with all my heart that you beat this b*****d.
Very sad, main lesson in my opinion, if you notice something wrong don’t wait 2 years to get it checked out.
Yea any thing even a tiny lump on skin get a full body skin cancer check
Such a horrible cruel disease. I found out recently 2 friends of friends have both found out they have cancer. Both young mums (mid 30’s). You are a brave man to tell your story. Such inspiration ❤️
I am sooo sorry for all this pain causes you, mentally and physically. Maybe since you have such a difficult case to treat, a leading cancer center would be willing to take you on for free ? Like in the US ? You would be quite a challenge for them.
I think the case being so challenging and now so complex it's kinda down to three places in the world really. But all will need sets of info and costs money for me to get all that info together. Then get to consultations and everything. Sucks
PeeWeeToms May I ask you what are the 3 places, just in case I need to know this if my husband and I would need to seek more than what we have.
I wish you weren’t going through this shit. Don’t worry about responding...we get it. Sending love from Florida. 💕
A friend of my daughters went to a center in Oklahoma city. She had stage 4 inoperable lung cancer. That was 12 years ago. She is now an oncology nurse. I wish I could give you more information, but I have none. Maybe MD Anderson. Two locations I am aware of are Houston and Phoenix. There is also Sloan Kettering in NYC.
So glad you are speaking out in your videos. My prayers are that specialists will see your vlogs and reach out to you for solutions wherever they are! Always praying for you and healing 👃🏽
I am a flight attendant for an airline in the states, unfortunately we do not fly internationally but if there is any airline employees who work for international airlines maybe they could use their benefits to help get you to the facilities in the countries you need to get to. Please help👍🏻
I'll have a look :)
You have such an aura the sound of your voice and your eyes. I wish I could absorb your pain.
I don't know what you have done to touch so many hearts but you have come into our lives and now you are a part of them . My children even ask about you now ..Every morning ! If you knew them you'd understand how shocking that is :-) x
You’ve made a difference to my life Dan, you’ve made me understand how precious my health is, and happiness is! Thank you.
Hi - I’ve been following your channel and watching your videos, but haven’t been sure what to say. But as I sit here in the middle of the night, unable to sleep, I just wanted to tell you that you are an amazing gentleman who is fighting heroically on many different fronts. I get worried for you sometimes - that you may be spreading yourself so thin that you are not resting. So, my new friend, please allow yourself to be at peace. Run the race - fight the good fight - but also, be at peace. All of us, as living beings, put out energy into the world simply by existing. But you are sending out such goodness and positivity that I am humbled every time I listen to your words. I am a liturgical musician in the US and there are many songs that I use in my ministry to hopefully give people something to hold on to when it seems like the boat is rocking too much. So, tonight, I leave you with these words and I pray that you feel all of us out here supporting you with arms wide open. “I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains, hope that doesn’t ever end, even when the sky is falling. I’ve seen miracles just happen. Silent prayers get answered. Broken hearts become brand new. That’s what faith can do. “. (What Faith Can Do, by Kutless). Until next time.....
You did enough. You inspired a lot of people.I see that you feel you didn't do enough for other, you didn't make a difference and time is ticking. You wanna leave your contribution to the world. But you are enough. You did what you could. So if you just want to concentrate on yourself now, it's ok. If you want to seek answers its ok. If you want to fight you are not alone. And if you don't want to fight it's also ok.but just know that what ever you want, or can do, you are enough. A great, strong and inspiring man
Remember you're amazing, you're a warrior. You are loved. God loves you...no one knows why great ppl get sick. You're vlog is about making a difference, you're experience, how Warrior fights!
I am here to listen, my friend. It is during the most difficult of times, that you need all of us the most. Share with us the reality of what your going through. In doing this, you're helping everyone who is affected by this horrible disease. Those especially with Cancer, and the loved ones who care for them. You will never know how many people you have touched since you started this journey with us. I'm so grateful you did. You have touched the lives of many. Love you Dan. ❤❤❤
P.S. Don't worry about respondinging to me. Save your energy to concentrate on finding a cure. 💕
You are doing a tremendous amount of work documenting your journey and being there for everyone, you are truly an amazing fighter! There are now literally thousands of people whose hearts go with you at this moment and by all means you are not alone, even though this is your own battle! You're a true warrior and a very courageous person and I am so happy you do not give up! Don't lose hope, good news will come!
I know it's crazy! A couple of weeks ago I decided that I should try do something to expose it all and get help an try survive and now so many people support me and wanna know what's going one :)
Dude. You broke my heart! It is totally NORMAL and okay to be overwhelmed and angry and freaking tired. Grab any hope and peace you can at any moment. This is hard shiz!! I’m glad you have this outlet. You don’t need to explain why. Use it as you need. Sending prayers for comfort and peace. God bless you for being so transparent. It really can be healing for you, and others! ❤️
It's crazy how expensive it is to live. My mom was told she has lymphoma and with chemo, juicing and other things while she's not working is taking a toll. I'm praying you feel better and live without pain
Thank you and it is expensive very expensive!
PeeWeeToms it's truly insane, especially still it's something people can't control. I'm really hoping you feel better soon and take it one day at a time and I truly believe you'll beat the odds ( you have already-your a warrior!!)
I can’t believe how quickly your cancer spread. You were such a brave PERSON. RIP DAN
Do not waste your time on what people think or the negatives....
What’s important right now is to stay positive, surround yourself with positive people and be you, do you!!!
Please don’t apologize, you’re doing the best you can and the people that love you and care about you understand that!!! Praying for you🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
God Bless you friend🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
You inspire us to make us realize how lucky we are to have met you online.
You can't help but expose the horror of cancer because cancer is horrible! I found out I had BRCA breast cancer a few years ago, a rarer form of cancer, more aggressive and likely to come back, only 3% of people with breast cancer have BRCA. I had to have immediate surgeries that were physically terrible, after nine surgeries I'm still here, but it was bad, I almost died a few times. I'm grateful for my family and friends, for life. So when I say I'm so sorry and I know how you feel, I mean it. Your cancer is even more rare and aggressive than the kind I had. And you're 13 years younger than me, I know you've got to be depressed and confused, angry and sad, too many emotions to keep sane. Can you go to the news for help finding someone to help as far as a doctor? Your go fund me would be out there too, no shame in that. In the USA the news can help spread the word about your cause, some places and doctors respond to help.
I'll donate what I can when my disability check comes in. I'm praying and sending lots of love your way. You've touched so many people already, like me, that want the best for you and that can't help but care for you!
Would be ace if a new channel picked it up or some kind of influence but it's rare for that to happen as well. :/
How are you doing? I've recently found out I have BRCA gene. I can't start having mammograms until I'm 40, 10 years. After watching my cousin pass away from cancer 6 months ago, I wish I could afford to have them cut off, I would do it tomorrow.
@@JennyL.I I'm so sorry Jen. Do you have Brca1 or Brca2? If you have a Facebook? If you can put it on here I'd be happy to get a hold of you to talk if you want to. All the very best to you.
P.S. A few years after my diagnosis Angelina Jolie came out with brca an d had the surgeries to save her life!
This got me. I have 'time waits for no one' tattooed on my arm. Reminding me of my mortality and to make to most of it. Mement Mori.
Memento
@@MissMariQueen Amazing movie.
Dan was so desperate to beat this and get better, yet he was also concerned about helping other people. The sad part was that it really was the vlog of the end of his life. You were a fighter, Dan, and you helped and inspired more people than you know.
Dan..i wish i had a million dollars..i would give it all to you...you are so special..so courageous..i dont think i could be...i love you..holding u gentley in my heart...dont give up..we are there with you..and miracles do happen!! I am a walking miracle myself..talk to us...let us talk to you..we do want to know everything that is going on with you...dont underestimate the power of Love...thats all there is...
My twin sister has been diagnosed with stage III lung cancer! So I have been looking for hints on how to be a positive person for her and be a crutch to just be there day or night to boost her up! I come across you! Watching you breaks my 💓! I am glad your putting up a fight! You have alot of years ahead and they are doing new things everyday! I believe in prayer and have put you on my list! If there's anything u can give me for advice please feel free to tell me what I can do better! Your a handsome guy keep fighting! Your brave!
I'm usually mega positive and happy. Just gone down hill a bit ATM.
Hi Dan. I'm certain sharing your story is more than enough for people. I want to help you get to Germany or America. I gave what I could.
Even tho you've passed on to your next journey, I've found you here in 2019,and your videos,tho heartbreaking, are so real, you feel like a friend or loved in by being such a beautiful open soul . I'm I'll too, and when I can't get out of bed,I watch you and I don't feel as lost and alone. I'm so sorry for what you went thru..but I adore you for being so true. How blessed the Ppl in your REAL life are to have had you. I'm thankful your not in pain and are free now. Godspeed to you beloved,wherever you are*
I just wanted to say, although I can't imagine what you're going through, I've been close to people with cancer and I think you are immensely brave sharing your story and getting the message out there. Keep fighting the good fight Mr :-)
A year ago, miss you big boy! LOVE, SPIRIT, PASSION
Dear Dan, You left us today, but guess what...You made a big difference in thousands of peoples live's and you will for ever now. Thank you that we have these vlogs to watch of you, over and over as you my friend are never forgotten
I felt so sad for Dan in this Video. He was very scared and wanted to live with every fiber of his being!
Mate you are dealing with this the best you can. Never feel bad that u have a down day... cancer is a beast and it’s one of the hardest diseases to navigate because of the nature of it. You are doing great mate.
It is mad hard to deal with!
PeeWeeToms I know mate. I haven’t had cancer but looked after my mum that did... it’s like a roller coaster that never ends. Ups and downs consistently.... stay strong mate.
Bless you my new friend. I pray they find a cure for you.
I can hope :)
I am so sad, but please keep going! I am thinking good thoughts for you!
You're helping me, thanks Dan.
You're a wonderful person. Never stop fighting, the world needs people like you.
How did you do it Dan .?
Even in frustration and sadness of the stinking horrible cancer....
...you still manage a wee smile saying " time waits for no one " .........
In deed it doesnt ........
I wish I had your strength and hope .
...I see you struggle to hold back tears ,...
...but I also see outstanding courage and determination .
Even in absence, you are still here with us all.
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You honestly don't need to reply to every comment, you are going through so much and the best thing for you to do is rest when you can.
I really wish i could wave a magic wand and banish this horrible disease, you will win this fight Dan your determination is so powerful! :)
I’ve came so late to this channel 😞 he was such a great guy I’ve watched every single video 🤕😞 this guy was to strong to leave 😭 RIP dan you the man 😒😭
You did make a difference Dan. A huge impact on people’s lives. Missing you. RIP.
2 days of binge watching, and here we are.
What a journey it's been. Now that I'm all caught up, I'll be patiently waiting for your next update.
Still praying hard for you. God speed my friend.
Wishing you the best for your next treatments. ❤ from Germany. Stay strong
Sending love, healing and prayers to you, your family & friends. 🙏🏻 No need to respond to everyone, you need to channel your strength towards yourself.
Mz Quoted Yep, perfectly said!!! Bless you!
Dan, I have written before, and am writing again...because I am absolutely CAPTIVATED by your ability to remain positive and upbeat. I had written and told you I came across your Vlog in the middle of the night,3 days ago,because I was unable to sleep...I have a diagnosis that is nowhere near as critical as what what yours is...but I do FEEL pain, every second of every minute of every day. My issues will one day cause the end of my life, I am fully aware. However, in just the 72hrs.I watched every one of your videos, I've gone back-and saw video #1-. through this one, today, and in doing so, have realized several things. First and foremost...I absolutely MUST tell you, I would hope that you realize these FACTS- YOUR SUBSCRIBER COUNT SINCE THURSDAY, 3/7/18 was at 1.9K .At this very moment, in less than 72hrs, YOU HAVE SKYROCKETED to an astounding 3,3K(honest...your # just went from 3.2K to 3.3K as fast as I am TYPING! On January 15th, you posted your 3rd Vlog, and you indicated that you had a total of 3 SUBSCRIBERS. Your Januray 29th Vlog-2 weeks later, saw your follower #'s rise to 99! So to see TODAY's #'s, at an incredible 3.3K and STILL rising as I type...truly beyond words. Your GOFUND ME ACCOUNT, likewise...has been up for just 2 days,has now has surpassed 2,000pounds(this morning it was 1,300 when I checked in first). It's not very often that I find myself at a true loss for words(as you can read by my too long messages-so sorry!LOL!). With each and every video you've put out there...I have seen and felt you highs and your lows...and even though you hold it in, I can't-and yeah...I've cried for you. I mentioned to you that I m in my 40's-almost 2 decades beyond your years, and I have worked in health care for more than half my life. I see soo many people jumping in, giving tons of advice.I can't begin to imagine what I'd do if I was in your position...except to feel absolutely overwhelmed. I suggested you cut back on your vlogs-there are times you definitely look so tired,and clearly suffering, however, since these seem to be one of your greatest sources of help...then do what you CAN, and do them for as LONG as you can! But don't EVER feel obligated to vlog,or God forbid even reply to ANY of us.I am 100% certain-no one would complain if you took a day,or even the weekend off(hell, your own doctors are doing just that-and YOU are the one who's sick!).Consider taking a weekend break, if you will.But don't go by my words-do WHAT YOU FEEL YOU NEED AND WANT TO DO. It is YOUR LIFE,and absolutely NO one hs the answers you are so desperately seeking.As far as traveling to different countries for "better" or "more breakthrough"type care...I believe with all my heart,that should you even indicate here, that you have decided that this is your wish,and you want to travel to the USA,Germany,Holland or ANYWHERE,I am quite certain that all you'd have to do is SAY IT-and the $ will be there...YOUE GOFUNDMEACCOUNT WILL RECEIVE THE $ YOU WOULD NEED-I KNOW IT. I won't comment or suggest that you should go ANYWHERE-except to next Thursdays appointment in the very best hospital, where you are already scheduled next Thursday.beyond THAT,its all up to you.Dan-YOU HAVE ALREADY ACCOMPLISHED A GOAL NOT MANY OTHERS I've MET EVER COULD...YOU HAVE SHOWN PEOPLE YOURSELF, AND WE ALL CAN SEE...YOU HAVE ALREADY MADE AN INCREDIBLE DIFFERENCE IN THIS WORLD, YOU MATTER TO ALL OF US!!..but I am positive, should you decide to travel...and ARE WELL ENOUGH
I am so sorry that you are going through this. I am sending much love,, not in a stalker/weirdo way, but as another human being and as a fellow child of God. I am praying for you night and day. Stay strong and remember that there are many of us praying for you, and sending our love to you, and your family.
Your story isn't over yet. You still have more to give and to teach the world and we are all here listening and supporting you. We aren't going to give up either, even if there's only so much we can do we are going to be here for you. There is strength in this community you've built.
Thank you for being so real, and so raw. Our culture needs that because everything now days is so staged and filtered we don't see real humaness anymore...this is why people follow you and strangers love you and think they know you. Don't stop being honest about how you feel...you have so many of us caring ao deeply about you and what happens...I check my phone all day for updates because you are in my life like a friend now...your face and voice so recognizable. We are all pulling so hard for you! We ALL want you to beat this because we want to keep seeing your face and hearing what you have to say for a very long time. I'm sorry you have a long weekend to wait for your results, please try to find at least a little somethung enjoyable to do to help pass the time. And try not to feel bad about being angry, that is more than understandable. People who love you know that too......all the best from the USA.
I'm trying not to stress and get worried but it's hard :)
PeeWeeToms Of course it is!!! You're not waiting to find out if you have a pinched nerve...this is one of those things where you feel everything is on the line. That is an incredible burden and stress to carry Dan. I know we all "try to put ourselves in your shoes", but there is no way. There is no way we can know your pain or the fear you feel. Just know all of us out here are loving you and our hearts are with you every day...and each of us wish beyond anything this wasn't your situation. Fight, rest, fight, rest, repeat...xo
I love this guy he left a whole legacy ......what can we do to continue what he started??
Don’t ever give up. We’re here supporting you as much as we can. 🙏❤️
I pray you can get somewhere that knows about you cancer and treat it soon, thank you for giving us your story
here with you, along with everyone else. you focus on you, and we will be here. we all look for any updates, or sharing your thoughts.
I love ya, man. Keep strong and keep fighting. We are carrying you. ♥️
I am praying nonstop for you and I won’t stop. You can count on that.
following u from Emily page .. you are so strong and don't give up. just watching this video has inspired me.. to always have strength. Prayers to you and I will continue to watch and think positive thoughts for you. Try positive affirmations and keep saying your healthy .. sending support from bottom Massachusetts
Thank you so much :)
Much Much Love!!!!! I have an incurable brain injury and well... It’s not looking good. Stay Strong! You are a beautiful Man!
You are making a BIG difference in many peoples lives. You are spreading truth about this awful thing called cancer. I hate cancer..all types. Somehow, things will be better..sending hugs and prayers.
I could see it in your eyes your not feeling well. It's like what your mom said, take it one day at a time. I get a feeling once they get everything in order, the doctors, you will have the cancer more controlled and once that happens you could finally get back to daily life as you want❤️ Just keep strong💪
You're beautiful. My heart is with you❤
What happens is so unfair!I wish you the best and I pray for you!I can't understand why people get into these hard situations,there's nothing harder and I admire how strong you are under all this pressure.Please believe to your self and have faith!I hope you'll get over all that!Pray for you!❤
Thank you so so much :)
You're sick of being sick. Try to keep your pecker up Tom. Have in my head the saying ''There is time and time enough for all things''. Much love.
Agreed! I am on this full force hopefully tomorrow I can show that when I have more time :)
Dear Dan
Your mind might be all over the place and understandably so, but amazingly you still make so much heartfelt sense.
Your expression and explanation of your feelings is so so important for both yourself, a living diary, but also for others trying to make sense of their feelings.
Your gift is your voice, and especially for boys and men, as you say, there are few men expressing themselves publically.
Don’t ever question whether it’s too much or too little, what ever your truth is, that’s what you should express.
Please don’t ever apologise for not responding.
We love you, and support you ♥️♥️♥️
I am so very sorry you are going through this nightmare. Ill never understand why some people have to go through such hell. Please be strong! My prayers are with you. #prayingforamirical
Jesus Christ, this man. What a brave story and what an incredible person. I wish I would have known him. He was and is great.