It's better to grieve in peace... I tried to salvage it before it broke. I'm moving onwards with someone else like you asked me to. Stop hanging around under my windows... Please... It's hurting us both, I don't want to see you hurt yourself anymore...
Just like I did with you, I'll tell them everything... Even the parts I wish didn't exist. I didn't choose to start this path, I can only walk it as best I can to be happy. I know I can be with them in a way, it's not the same and of course it isn't... It's still so new to me and I'm learning what happened last year even now. I didn't know, largely still don't. There is nothing left to save, I tried salvaging it before it broke going to the extent of trying not to cry from doing it before I got there so you wouldn't need to be hurt seeing me in tears. I tried to salvage any future from genuinely offering friendship after I had a month to start healing and transition feelings away. It hurt me more than you knew because I wanted to be kind, I didn't tell you the extra details on how my world was blowing up or that I suddenly wasn't working even though I mentioned I wanted to talk about something. I wanted to give room for peace, you had enough going on and I kept being made to feel like my having issues in life, not smiling enough was a problem. I asked why you were distant so often goddamnit because I cared, I saw you slipping away and was trying to reconnect. Trying to be transparent because I cared. Also... all my poems are literal unless I'm doing a new experiment with new format. Usual style is literal, y'all read so much into what I said it stopped giving me room to exist, when I said I had needs it was a shame they weren't met because I didn't ask for much: clarification on what you were after and to go on a date
So to lilac: please... Please be happy, that is my biggest wish for you. I hope you are well, please burn the box if you need to, I hadn't touched it since December outside of removing a REALLY long letter from it I didn't think would help. I dropped it off the second I could because a promise is a promise, I said hand delivery so I waited for a break in the clouds & illness stuff to clear (mould poisoning among other things). I kept myself as safe as I could and you as safe as I could, I didn't want to risk anyone given the nonsense going on. I promised you peace, I wanted to keep it. It didn't go away... Please... Be loved, be warm, be kind to yourself and know I will always wish you well 💚🧡 I'm hoping for myself the nightmare ends so I can see if the one person who stuck around is a good fit for me or not, that's how we got here anyway. I was left alone segregated and shamed, where else would I turn than the one who stayed? I waited until March, and I'm happy I did. It gives a better chance of something, friendship or otherwise being pulled together this is the test phases
![KALEO "Save Yourself" [Official Audio]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/0YySkt6--h0/mqdefault.jpg)
Thanks guys. A beautiful song. ❤
Awesome song😊
I'll love you forever, God only knows how much I miss you every minute for the rest of eternity 💙N♾
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It's better to grieve in peace... I tried to salvage it before it broke. I'm moving onwards with someone else like you asked me to. Stop hanging around under my windows... Please... It's hurting us both, I don't want to see you hurt yourself anymore...
Just like I did with you, I'll tell them everything... Even the parts I wish didn't exist. I didn't choose to start this path, I can only walk it as best I can to be happy. I know I can be with them in a way, it's not the same and of course it isn't... It's still so new to me and I'm learning what happened last year even now. I didn't know, largely still don't. There is nothing left to save, I tried salvaging it before it broke going to the extent of trying not to cry from doing it before I got there so you wouldn't need to be hurt seeing me in tears. I tried to salvage any future from genuinely offering friendship after I had a month to start healing and transition feelings away. It hurt me more than you knew because I wanted to be kind, I didn't tell you the extra details on how my world was blowing up or that I suddenly wasn't working even though I mentioned I wanted to talk about something. I wanted to give room for peace, you had enough going on and I kept being made to feel like my having issues in life, not smiling enough was a problem. I asked why you were distant so often goddamnit because I cared, I saw you slipping away and was trying to reconnect. Trying to be transparent because I cared. Also... all my poems are literal unless I'm doing a new experiment with new format. Usual style is literal, y'all read so much into what I said it stopped giving me room to exist, when I said I had needs it was a shame they weren't met because I didn't ask for much: clarification on what you were after and to go on a date
So to lilac: please... Please be happy, that is my biggest wish for you. I hope you are well, please burn the box if you need to, I hadn't touched it since December outside of removing a REALLY long letter from it I didn't think would help. I dropped it off the second I could because a promise is a promise, I said hand delivery so I waited for a break in the clouds & illness stuff to clear (mould poisoning among other things). I kept myself as safe as I could and you as safe as I could, I didn't want to risk anyone given the nonsense going on. I promised you peace, I wanted to keep it. It didn't go away... Please...
Be loved, be warm, be kind to yourself and know I will always wish you well 💚🧡
I'm hoping for myself the nightmare ends so I can see if the one person who stuck around is a good fit for me or not, that's how we got here anyway. I was left alone segregated and shamed, where else would I turn than the one who stayed? I waited until March, and I'm happy I did. It gives a better chance of something, friendship or otherwise being pulled together this is the test phases
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🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 he has a funny voice
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😭😔💔