I was rape by spirit after leaving cult and demons possessed me, I left with physical trauma reaction in my privacy part. Every time I was around some men socially, a bit of physically touch like social dances, my whole body and my vagina got scared and shaken and after muscle tension…! I hope I will find a way to relieve this.
You're an amazing woman, Ashley. Thank you for so courageously sharing your story. I relate. Rape does damage at the soul level. I, too, wanted to ramrod healing but it doesn't quite work that way. Yes, a way to help that pain is to be a voice to the voiceless. I went voiceless for 35 years until God said it was time. I didn't have any support, not family, not church family until Mending the Soul's 1st conference in Portland, OR in October 2012. I know God has a reason and that is to speak out!!! I hold to the promise of Matthew 19:29. Thanks again. God bless you abundantly!
Their answer to me was and is "get over it that was a long time ago" yet it was not a one time deal for me. I'm a quiet shy and broken woman that seems to attract these evils. (Some of them used drugs secretly placed in my beverage or food) its evil, pure evil. Very destructive. I was strong for awhile. Not anymore- I'm 52 and constantly in survival mode under care of doctors and afraid to leave my home. I get physically ill (vomit & bathroom for HOURS before I can leave the home for a quick grocery run)
Add insult to injury, the officer told me "they're defense will be that you (me) had ASKED for the drugs, and you (me) threw yourself at them- I asked the officer if he a had any daughters... And his answer be the same for them- he looked down at the ground as he did not expect that question from me) no answer. I then said, ok I'll have to walk on this one- but had it been either of MY daughters - this would NOT end nicely for them because NOTHING would back me down!!! Turned walked away.. Weeping hurt violated angry empty
Bravery, compassion, sincere and passionate advocacy, and with such eloquence. Thank you for sharing
I was rape by spirit after leaving cult and demons possessed me, I left with physical trauma reaction in my privacy part. Every time I was around some men socially, a bit of physically touch like social dances, my whole body and my vagina got scared and shaken and after muscle tension…! I hope I will find a way to relieve this.
You're an amazing woman, Ashley. Thank you for so courageously sharing your story. I relate. Rape does damage at the soul level. I, too, wanted to ramrod healing but it doesn't quite work that way. Yes, a way to help that pain is to be a voice to the voiceless. I went voiceless for 35 years until God said it was time. I didn't have any support, not family, not church family until Mending the Soul's 1st conference in Portland, OR in October 2012. I know God has a reason and that is to speak out!!! I hold to the promise of Matthew 19:29. Thanks again. God bless you abundantly!
Thank you, this had meaning and love in this message you are putting into the world
Your bravery is commendable. Thank you for sharing your story.
Ashley, you are such a beautiful soul. I pray God restores you completely and rewards you wonderfully for retaining your beauty.
Their answer to me was and is "get over it that was a long time ago" yet it was not a one time deal for me. I'm a quiet shy and broken woman that seems to attract these evils. (Some of them used drugs secretly placed in my beverage or food) its evil, pure evil. Very destructive. I was strong for awhile. Not anymore- I'm 52 and constantly in survival mode under care of doctors and afraid to leave my home. I get physically ill (vomit & bathroom for HOURS before I can leave the home for a quick grocery run)
Add insult to injury, the officer told me "they're defense will be that you (me) had ASKED for the drugs, and you (me) threw yourself at them- I asked the officer if he a had any daughters... And his answer be the same for them- he looked down at the ground as he did not expect that question from me) no answer. I then said, ok I'll have to walk on this one- but had it been either of MY daughters - this would NOT end nicely for them because NOTHING would back me down!!! Turned walked away.. Weeping hurt violated angry empty
Thank you
God bless us all Jesus Christ amen 🙏🌹🌹🙏👼🐺🦋
Yes It does leave you .when you call on Jesus
Has this been your experience? Did it leave you when you called on Jesus?