Thokoza Gogo I am the last born at home. My mom was married when I was conceived but my biology father is not the man my mom was married to. How is it different from the one you are talking about and how do I deal with this situation. My mom and my dad passed away.
I'm at that point of giving up honestly. Yonke into oyikhulumayo that's me currently, even ukuphahla I don't if umoya wami ungekho right. I'm just so down I have no clue ngenzeni manje. Hayi kanzima
Im there manje ngize ngithi angazi noma ikhona lento or ayikho yazini ngiyakuzwa kunzima kamampela ngapha am sick everyday ukugcilazeka nje ku self initiation yes nami ngizibuzile ukuthi or ngival8lwe manje or mathonga angishiyile angazi kunzima kakhulu
Hey gogo🙆 *the dark night of the soul* is the most painful phase as a self-initiate...I ended up phaahling and praying, asking Them to just take my life nje...it was just too much😔
Jah neh siyabonga gogo 🙏
You nailed it!
Thank you so much gogo ngine headache engapheli
Amen ❤❤an Amen thank you Lord Amen an Amen thank you Lord Amen ❤
What a wonderful massage
Today you r happy tomorrow something else. Lets keep on moving. We need support along the way
Thanks that's want I want to hear you are talking to what I'm feeling right now
U nailed it gogo thokoza 🎉
Thokoza Gogo
I am the last born at home.
My mom was married when I was conceived but my biology father is not the man my mom was married to.
How is it different from the one you are talking about and how do I deal with this situation. My mom and my dad passed away.
I'm at that point of giving up honestly. Yonke into oyikhulumayo that's me currently, even ukuphahla I don't if umoya wami ungekho right. I'm just so down I have no clue ngenzeni manje. Hayi kanzima
Kuzokhanya gogo qhubeka ucele bakubonise indlela.
Thokozani gogo isimo engikiso manje I'm so tired angazi ukuthi kwamele ngenzeni manje and kuvaleke yonke into shoooo ikhanda lithini lapho
Gogo kunzima uthi noma ungena phakathi kwabantu abakuthandi kuqele umndeni ukhale ubusuku nemini uzibuze imibuzo engenampendulo kunzima Gogo 😭😭
Thokoza Gogo...Inkosi ibenawe ikukhanyisele kuko konke kanye nawo wonke umntwana weThongo ohamba lendlela. It's painful Gogo lonely and 😭 not knowing why kuvele kubenzima ,kubemyama kanje. At some point I doubted yonke lento ngizitshela ukuthi fosho amanga. Ngidube ukuthanzdaza nokuphahla, ngiyeke nokuqgoka amabhayi,nezambatho zam thinking ukuthi mhlawumbe kukhona ozovela angichazele kungani kunje kodwa lutho kuvele kube worse ngisho kumanje i no longer go entabeni like before nokuphahla cause sengicabanga ukuthi maybe angikwazi kuphahla nokuuthandaza amanga wodwa nje lento engiyenzayo hai kubi gogo kunzima 😢😭💔
Amen gogo 🙏
Ungapheli umoya kunzima impela inqobo nje ukuth uqhubeke uzame ulwe ungayekeleli. Makhanye kwande okuhle 🤍🕯.
thokoza gogo true I'm going through what you're saying ❤
Im there manje ngize ngithi angazi noma ikhona lento or ayikho yazini ngiyakuzwa kunzima kamampela ngapha am sick everyday ukugcilazeka nje ku self initiation yes nami ngizibuzile ukuthi or ngival8lwe manje or mathonga angishiyile angazi kunzima kakhulu
Haai mina i cry emsamo wami ,whenever ngingekho ryt ngiyakubo n cry kubo amd after that i feel better like i feel like someone has comfirted me 😢
Hey gogo🙆 *the dark night of the soul* is the most painful phase as a self-initiate...I ended up phaahling and praying, asking Them to just take my life nje...it was just too much😔
Kubanzima kakhulu mtanethonga ungazi wenzenjani kodwa uMvelinqangi neThonga bahlezi beyenza indlela nalapjo ingekho khona.
Ngiyakuzwa Thonga😔🙌🏾. I’m also a self-initiate and I’ve wanted to give up so many times ! Even now I’m going through another dark knight of the soul
Nna im still confused as to wether i will self initiate or i will be sent to a Gobela, even the people i consult with give confusing statements
Yah ,gogo wakhuluma kwazwakala,kwangathi uyangibona kodwa kudlula nini gogo? ngoba sengizwile shem!worse part nginomyeni ongayizwa Yonke lento,ziyakhala shem gogo kwabanye bethu!!!
Kuyadlula gogo hlala emkhulekweni kuzokhanya mtanethonga ungapheli amandla
I'm out of it after the initiation in free
Gogo kunzima Kimi sengizamile kubantu kuyehlule yz bangindla imali kuphela and mangisuka kubona kubazima kakhulu😢
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Hi gogo u r talking to me on this🙏🏼
Kusho Gogo nokuthi ugula sengathi uyafa 😅😅
😭😭😭😭 Me ryt now
Yooo kunzima ngempela 😢😢 I felt like committing suicide, ngibona ngathi ayikho lento engiyenzayo. Bayathula bangasho lutho bangiyekise umsebenzi 😢😢😊
Kuzokhanya gogo hlala uhlezi ukhulekile and uphahle bayokukhanyisela
Kunjalo mntane dlozi nam ngikuleyomeko
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I've been in that situation several times,and felt like quitting
Do not give up gogo push harder kuzolunga 🤍🕯.