"The first time in months Chuuya was asleep" hits so hard, it just means poor bb was so tired he finally got his well deserved rest. Oh my god I'm never recovering from thie fic😭😭
You don't have to, I walked green on this fic and when I tell you I bawled my eyes out and something broke with me without a chance to ever repair. Don't force yourself to read it until you're ready ❤
I'M CRGING IM LIYERLSLY IN THE MIDDLE OF RESDJNG IT ITS SO SSD EVEN AFTER A CHPAYER OR 2 I DONT RMESBER BIT IT S LITERSLLY NIT IT MAN I CAMNOT RWAD ANGST FOR SHIT BUT IM STULL DOING IT
STOP….. I CRIED FOR A WHOLE MONTH AFTER I READ THIS FANFIC. Morning’s light hit Dazai’s face, bringing him out of his sleep. Still not completely awake, Dazai rubbed his eyes with his free hand when the weight in the other caught his attention. Dread filled him to the brim. Something felt unexplainably wrong. Chuuya’s hand rested limply against his own. Dazai felt his heart drop to his stomach. Unable to turn towards the redhead’s face, Dazai spoke in a shaky voice. “Neh Chuuya…I just had the most terrible dream..you’d slipped away while I was asleep so I didn’t even get to say goodbye.”Hazelnut eyes quivered as Dazai stared at the still form next to him. “Chuuya.. this is all just a bad dream right..” These paragraphs broke me. Why must you remind me
i cant bleve it this is the first time i cried like tha for a fictionnal caracter but if he rely did died in the anime i will never forgive dazai for not protecting him
I was thinking about reading this fic BUT it's giving me "In Another Life" vibes (HQ fic) and I can't stand it 😭 my first literary trauma is with that fic that I didn't even finish reading, please someone tell me that i'm exaggerating and that this fic it's not that sad 😢
I've never read the fanfic but omfg- this video's making me cry :( Anyone know where to find it?? Either way I'll still be crying- Soukoku isn't my favorite ship since I always preferred it more platonic but this is really making me ship it 😭
Can someone pls give me a short context on this fanfic? I cant read it because our country banned wattpad (and i just dont enjoy angst overrall but my guess is that chuuya has deadly insomnia??)
![Soukoku react to A Spring Without You is Coming [] Inspired by @clydeless68 [] °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･❀˖ °](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/TPnd3q5jLic/mqdefault.jpg)
![Soukoku react to A Spring Without You is Coming [] Inspired by @clydeless68 [] °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･❀˖ °](/img/tr.png)
![☁️•°Just like a dream°•☁️ [ If Chuuya left the Port Mafia //BSD // pt1 // soukoku ]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/ChYwA7fEWS0/mqdefault.jpg)
Listen kids, if im traumatized its only fair for you guys too😍🥰
I watch you sleep
@@FyodorsRightArm_22 what sleep💀 my sleep schedule is fucked
@@Nebby-The-Kitty so is mine
@@Nebby-The-Kittyreal
I watch you every single day..
"The first time in months, Chuuya was asleep... " That phrase really hits hard...😭
"The first time in months Chuuya was asleep" hits so hard, it just means poor bb was so tired he finally got his well deserved rest. Oh my god I'm never recovering from thie fic😭😭
Fr tho, this fic broke something in me 😭
Sameee 😢😢
“Look Chuuya, it’s snowing in November”
“What do you mean Dazai? It’s always snowing”
I can’t bring myself to read it, I’m already crying just by watching this
You don't have to, I walked green on this fic and when I tell you I bawled my eyes out and something broke with me without a chance to ever repair. Don't force yourself to read it until you're ready ❤
@@ostrich3450 💗😭thank you!! I hope that piece of you will someday return!💗💗💗
@@Misty_s_board Thank you ❤️
IM SOBBING RN THIS FANFIC WAS SO PAINFUL
The video is amazing btw!!
i will never recover i hope the writer of this fanfic knows they made half of the bsd fandom cry😭
I havent even read this and I'm in tears 😭😭
Read it, its as happy and cheerful as jjk :)
@@Nebby-The-Kitty I’d argue this is worse than JJK 😭
@@Im-at-yo-door and i won't argue with this
every time i think i've recovered from this fanfic IT ALWAYS FINDS ITS WAY BACK TO ME
I cried man. I NEVER cry over media. “Look Chuuya, it snowing in November. How odd is that?” “What do you mean? It’s always snowing.”
This fanfic broke me "dazai i wanna see the sunset....."
I JUST WOKE UP! WAS IT NECESSARY TO MAKE ME CRY?! Amazing vid btw
❤️
STOP IM CRYING(its the 5th time i cry bc of a fanfic💔)
The fact that dazai wasnt able to even say goodbye :(
I love it😭 anything with this au gets me all teary eyed😭😭😭
I just woke up and this is the first thing I see 😭😭
Gonna go cry in the corner of my room now
HELP IM ACTUALLY CRYING AND I THINK MY MUM IS COMING 😭
Ohh hi I actually got the inspo to make this vid after seeing yours lmao😭
@@Nebby-The-Kitty Wait really? 😨 I actually love your videos your one of my favourite BSD Gacha TH-camrs 😊🥹
No im not crying and sobbing
Bro I’m crying rn how dare u-
You did not- how dare you /lh
Honestly I don’t think I will ever see chuuya or dazai the same way I did before
Its so accurate plus the sakura trees
im crying plz
I just finished reading the fic and now this is the first thing I find in TH-cam.
Im too scared to read the fic 😖I bawl my eyes out whenever watching vids on the fanfic Im not ready for that yet😰😭😭😭😭
NO..... YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME, MAN..... I CANT HANDLE IT. nope, heh. not again
Hmm that sounds like a you problem
Im gonna read this after I finish Everything or Nothing wish me luck 😅
APOLOGIZE WITH TEARS AND A UKULELE.
Toxxiccc Soulokuuu fanficc traiinnn traveling down the tracks of Angst stationnn🪕🎻
Bro none of us will ever recover from this fic😭😭😭😭 IT HURT ME😭😭😭
This fanfiction hurt me and then someone made a fansequel to it and it was just as depressing
I.am.gonna.read.it.once.
Again.to.feel.the.pain.
Good luck bro 💀
@@Nebby-The-Kittybruh...i cried at school today while reading it 😢💀
Im crying so bad the bsd fandom is allergic to happiness
Yall I can't bring myself to read this cause ik I'll cry like a 1 mouth baby
I'M SOBBING NOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭
Iam not crying guyes i-iam n-not 😢😭😭😭
I KNOW IM SO LATE BUT NEW SUB IM TEARING UP RN 😭😭😭
BRO I WAS ALR CRYING B4 I EVEN READ IT
Im dying i cant not anymore im crying for real
I THOUGHT I WAS SAFE FROM THIS BUT NO, EVERYTIME I THINK I'VE RECOVERED A BIT IT ALWAYS COMES BACK
I'M CRGING IM LIYERLSLY IN THE MIDDLE OF RESDJNG IT ITS SO SSD EVEN AFTER A CHPAYER OR 2 I DONT RMESBER BIT IT S LITERSLLY NIT IT MAN I CAMNOT RWAD ANGST FOR SHIT BUT IM STULL DOING IT
STOP….. I CRIED FOR A WHOLE MONTH AFTER I READ THIS FANFIC.
Morning’s light hit Dazai’s face, bringing him out of his sleep. Still not completely awake, Dazai rubbed his eyes with his free hand when the weight in the other caught his attention. Dread filled him to the brim. Something felt unexplainably wrong. Chuuya’s hand rested limply against his own. Dazai felt his heart drop to his stomach. Unable to turn towards the redhead’s face, Dazai spoke in a shaky voice. “Neh Chuuya…I just had the most terrible dream..you’d slipped away while I was asleep so I didn’t even get to say goodbye.”Hazelnut eyes quivered as Dazai stared at the still form next to him. “Chuuya.. this is all just a bad dream right..”
These paragraphs broke me. Why must you remind me
Me too😭😭
Have you read all we see is sky? It’s fan made part 2 of a spring without you is coming
I'M SOBBING AGAIN. WTF YT WHY DID YOU RECOMMEND THIS TO ME AGAIN
i cant bleve it this is the first time i cried like tha for a fictionnal caracter but if he rely did died in the anime i will never forgive dazai for not protecting him
ITS JUST 6 AM WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME😭 I HAVE SCHOOL THE THEME IS CHRISTMAS NOT WATERFALL😭but love it😙
I'm crying
Havent read the fanfic yet (im too lazy /- i might read it someday)
This fic made me so upset I chanted i hate the snow when it was snowing in November
Chuuyasalivechuuyasalivechuuyasalive
Guys, whenever I watch this I can't stop crying
JUST FOR DEAR LIFE WHY EVERYONE KEEP POSTING THIS 😭 (I ALREADY READ IT 2 TIMES AND I CRIED FOR 2 MINUTES)
I was thinking about reading this fic BUT it's giving me "In Another Life" vibes (HQ fic) and I can't stand it 😭 my first literary trauma is with that fic that I didn't even finish reading, please someone tell me that i'm exaggerating and that this fic it's not that sad 😢
its even more sad, at least to me
CRYING SO HARDDD
IT WAS PAINFUL TO READ😭😭😭😭
I have read this three times😭, and evretime i fell in love with it😊 it's sad of course 💔 but it is a very good story 😊
I'm glad you like it
Dont. Dont fucking make me cry right now.
You have the nerve to record this whole fanfic, not fragments?
I SHOULDN’T HAVE READ THIS SHIT. I’M CRYING SO FUCKING MUCH.
PLZ TOP IT'S DEC NOT NOV
It's just an angst right?.. it's not part of the story right?🥹
nope
I've never read the fanfic but omfg- this video's making me cry :(
Anyone know where to find it?? Either way I'll still be crying- Soukoku isn't my favorite ship since I always preferred it more platonic but this is really making me ship it 😭
Isomnie
Can someone pls give me a short context on this fanfic? I cant read it because our country banned wattpad (and i just dont enjoy angst overrall but my guess is that chuuya has deadly insomnia??)
😭💔💔💔
DISGUSTING HOW DARE YOU RIGHT NEAR CHRISTMAS TOO