God is there-I am sure of this. But how do you reconcile the disconnect you experience when evil keeps winning and hurts you in a way that cuts so deeply and seemingly irreparably? Why does God allow it? I believe He is with all who believe, but at least in my case, it feels as if He simply watches as a third-party observer, and more recently, as if He, instead, listens to the desires of those who trample over my life and spirit. How are you able to get out of that place you’re in, Amanda? The textbook answer is that God will deliver you, but what if you spend your entire life without that relief? Does death, then, become that deliverance?
This is such a good and honest question that so many of us wrestle with. To be honest, I have also wrestled with feelings like this before- why does evil seemingly keep winning, or why does God allow it? The whys have taken me to a deep place of grief before but there are a few things I hold onto. 1) God does not promise he will remove our troubles. He says that in this life we will all have many troubles. But what he does promise is to be with us in those troubles and to never leave us or forsake us. 2) He promises peace in the midst of our troubles when we put our trust in him. And he promises to work all things, even the evil that was meant to harm us, ultimately for our good. And so even in the midst of pain and trauma, when others wreak havoc with their evil choices and when the hurt seems irreparable, I cling to that hope. God is with me, he sees my pain and cares deeply and ultimately will use it for my good. And so I choose to trust him both when life is at its best and when I experience the deepest griefs in life. I choose to embrace his peace that surpasses all understanding. ❤️❤️
Hannah, we all feel this way sometimes. Psalm 42:5 is my go to scripture when i am down, as well as listening to praise music (chicago mass choir, etc) God exchanges our spirit of heaviness for praise. So praise him even if you don't feel like it. Isaiah 61:3.
If everything was perfect we wouldn't appreciate the good. We have to have the bad to recognize the good. Sin is missing the mark...we are gods children..individualized from the one god one energy. If he made us perfect we wouldn't be us..we'd be like robots. In order for us to be free, individulized children of god..there has to be imperfection "sin". God knew what he was doing when he made lucifer as well. he wasn't surprised by what lucifer has done and continues to do etc..God is in control of everything.
@@themillerfam My daughter have been watcing yall vidoe for the last 10 days.This is what she said:Your family is the most beautiful family ever this is the first time she have saw a big family and said that as long you have God on your side ever then is going to be okay.Don't lets nobody take your joy alway from you.Don't cry because he sit high and look low.Let family and yoy be happy.My daughter goes to church and it change her hold life and she is only 11.I love you guys.💕💕
Amanda has one of the hardest job on earth, staying at home, raising an educating 7 kids, that's for sure not easy and it's not a job were you can go home at the end of the day and leave everything behind. So talking to someone that is not part of the family is one of the greatest things you can do. Sadly mental health is still not seen as important as physical health, but I'm glad you're brave enough to get the help that you need and that you're not afraid to tell us a little about it. My family will be praying for you here in Austria.
It's hard for you to run the house and discipline the seven kids by yourself with Stephen gone so often. Stay strong Amanda. You are beautiful inside and out!!
Dear Amanda, 70% of the people who watches your channel knows how positivity and faith remains in your family...but we also know that there are days when its gloomy and the clouds are gray...and we dont get to see that or know that...because its personal. We understand. The rest ,they just want to see a happy smiling family for their hope in life. Don't worry, we get it...we get you. And thank you for showing whats real ...and how real it can be. Take care of yourself and your family. God is with you guys :') The ray of sunshine will happen at the end of the day.
This is exactly what I was thinking. 'Don't worry we get it. we get you' this is what I am thinking right now. thank you Amanda. As Estelle said we are deeply thank you for sharing what you are going through.
Mental health disorders are common today....even though someone can look ok on the outside, they are hurting inside....that’s why it’s best to always be kind to everyone 🙌
i love how keira is always trying to learn more about the chinese culture so she can connect even more with penelope ! she even learned how to write chinese for penelope's birthday card !
Oh goodness, thank you for being so real and raw, truth be known I betchya most of us in your you tube family had no idea you have had this pain.... you are the mama who always puts others first, I'm so grateful that you are talking about your pain with your therapist, with us too. My heart breaks for your heart because you are so loved, my heart, prayers and joy being sent your way. Just so you know.... you have touched so many lives, mine included. Love you guys. Reese you are being lifted up all around the world, be well soon, you've got this, promise, went thru it myself, you'll be 100 percent in no time.
Therapy is actually very healthy ya know? We all need help sometimes, we are all human. I have a friend who goes to couple therapy because, in his words, "You don't wait until it's broken to fix it. You maintain it nicely" :) Thanks for sharing.
I’m not personally religious, I never have been. But I really do respect the love and faith you share with your audience, and I truly hope you all get through whatever hardships you’re battling at the moment.
Very brave of you to talk about therapy 💜I appreciate how real you are, when so many people just want to look perfect on social media. Sending love and prayer for a speedy recovery for your daughter
My pastor usually says people ask where God is when things are not going well and he answers "He's at the same place He was when His Son was crucified". The Lord cries with us in our worst moments as much as he enjoys with us our best ones. May the love of God fill your hearts with hope and joy, renewing you from the inside out. Love you all!
Thank you so much for the courage to be vulnerable! I'm going through the same things as you are, including rejection by my own adult children, health issues, anxiety attracks and PTSD. And still I believe God is there with me and you, and He loves us so much! It is such a wonderful thing to realize that He keeps our tears is a jar (it is mentioned in Psalms 56:9), so they're never shed in vain.
Amanda, I love your honesty. Praying for you and Stephen. May God bless your marriage and draw you closer to each other and to Him. You both are extremely loved, as well as your kids. When you are weak, He is strong. Praying you can feel His presence today.
Yes prayer and always think positive. Me my self im the only one who work my husband he is sick he can't work ..but you know life must go on..and I always think positive...
Thank you for showing your vulnerability, Amanda. We ALL have struggles (anyone who says they don’t is lying or delusional - it’s a fallen world and we’re all human). I’m glad you’re so proactive and understand how beneficial counseling can be. Reese is in surgery as I write this, and she’s in my prayers. Much love and blessings!
I cried a lot when I watched the video, I thank you for your openness. I have suffered from a muscle disease for years and the last few days I have been feeling very bad emotionally, but your video has given me strength again. Because of my illness I came back to my belief and I am very grateful for that. God is always by our side, he never leaves us and he will always help us. I love how normal it is in the States to talk about god, faith, Jesus, belief etc.... Unfortunately it is not common in Germany to speak so openly about our belief, at least in my circle of friends and relationchip. I love Andrew Wommack's videos on you tube and sometimes I watch Sid Roth's videos, they have helped me many times. I hope that god helps me to start a prayer group, it is not so easy in northern Germany. I wish you all the best, you are a great family, you are great parents and your children are unique. May god always protect and bless you. Get well soon Reese.
Thank you for your confession, Amanda. This video shows that nobody has a perfect life. Everyone has some difficulties but you can't give up. We struggle, we face anxiety. I understand you. Thank you for opening up. You can motivate someone to start a fight for a better tomorrow and start therapy.
Vulnerability is such a powerful way to heal, and to get to that point, it takes a lot of courage. Your words in this video brings so much hope for us who struggle with similar feelings, truama, and trials. God definitely used you as a tool to share with us on how to stand firm with our faith and lift up every bit of our hearts to the Lord. Thank you for being my Jesus today, Amanda.
Amanda, you're such a strong woman, a great mother and an amazing wife to Stephen. Whatever it is that you're going through right now and your family, you're all gonna get through it. Thank you for sharing your strugles with us, indeed it's not always rainbows and sunshines, everyone has their own problem and hardship. We just have to stay strong and keep going. Sending all the love and my prayers to you and to your family, especially for Reece's fast recovery. GOD IS GREAT! 💚
It’s my first time to see Amanda like this. It’s never easy to share your negative emotions with people, especially in front of the camera. I just want to tell Amanda that you and your family are all amazing and thank you for bringing us so much happiness. We love you and we’re all with you. ❤️ Things are gonna be ok. And Get well soon Reese 🥰
Thank you guys for being so open and talking about mental health and therapy and the importance of reaching out for help! Thank you Amanda for letting yourself be vulnerable with us : I think because of the many people subscribed to your channel, you can truly have an impact on people's lives and raising awareness and I am grateful you are doing that. There is still so much stygma around mental health, people in my home country think therapy is only for "crazy people", let alone anti depressants and other kind of medication for anxiety and such so your message is crucial, reaching out to friends is okay, reaching out to professional is okay. And we should do that without embarassement nor guilt.
Amanda, I was diagnosed with complex ptsd a few years ago due to severe trauma that I had to endure during my childhood. I tried to suppress my pain but it didnt work. I lost my job, some friendships, the contact to my family and I almost lost my relationship. I felt so much fear, guilt, anxiety and anger that I didn‘t know how to stay alive. I have always been an atheist. When I thought I couldnt handle life anymore I undeniably felt the presence of god. I felt so much love and inner peace that I cried happy tears and all of a sudden my life made so much sense. This is one year ago and 90% of my pain is healed. I pray for you and everyone who is going through pain and suffering. Healing is possible. You are not alone🙏
I watch this channel whenever I feel down or not myself. I love how your family brings so much love and positivity to us your viewers. Stay strong. You have such a wonderful family.
Hey strong momma! Life's a rollercoaster and perhaps this is the freak out moment for your family. But at the end of the ride, y'all laugh at it and be grateful that it's over. Love you from thousand miles away! God is good indeed!
Thank you for being vulnerable and showing others we can be hopeful, positive and thankful even through some hard times. Your humanity gives me hope. Bless you and your beautiful family.
you are so beautiful Amanda!! thank you for sharing your true soul. i feel like sometimes when people do choose to showcase their lives publicly that there is so much pressure placed upon them, and that people forget that although they are seeing the lives on youtube or tv or movies, that people are still human. thank you for this beautiful reminder today
Hope you feel better soon Reese and heal really quick. I know you will be in great hands with the nurses and doctors. You have the best family to take care of you when you get home.
Amanda, thank you so so much for this post and being open about the reality of your struggles and the work you are putting in to face your struggles. I am in the process of adopting an older child as a single woman, living in Chile, and I literally watch your channel because I feel like you guys are an amazing influence on me and God uses these peeks into your family's life to help get my heart ready for messy and joyful motherhood. So thank you, praying for you in this season of struggle and healing, praying for your whole family, and praying for Reese as she recovers from surgery!!!
Thank you for being real to us, Amanda. You have no idea how much of an inspiration you are to me. I personally just survived the darkest moment in my life. I was about to give up on myself but then again I remind myself that there is so much that I have that I need to be thankful for. Thus, slowly but surely I gave myself a hug and pick myself up. God is great, there's always a rainbow after a big storm. You got this, Amanda. Love you and your family ❤
Amanda you are so brave, most people won't share this in this detail. We are the sum of our life experiences, often to protect ourselves we "forget" bad things but they still effect us. It shows big spiritual growth when we then start dealing with these issues. Help is there, I am so thankful you found a therapist you both can work with and you both connect with. Even though I don't know your past, and I am not asking you to talk about that, I have had PTSD and other issues and am thankful for those who have helped me grow through and past these issues to the point that they have become just part of my history and made me who I am today (note I am quite older in human years and have 5 adult children). Recently I was able to break with any regrets for my actions and realize I did what was best at that time given the circumstances. Hugs. For Reese, sorry your appendix decided to give you grief. I am so happy you listened to your body and told your parents and went to the ER. May your operation be quick, mild in pain, and you heal quickly. Hugs as well. On a side note the boys are hilariously funny and the girls are so delightful cooking away.
Im in therapy it’s very freeing it has helped me be honest with myself and face some of the struggles I didn’t know i had. While being open & vulnerable
Thank you for your thoughtful, prayerful and honest conversation. My family is similar to yours with 3 bio children and 3 adopted children. Years ago my husband was unfaithful - it was the most devastating thing that had ever happened to me, so unexpected. Nevertheless with therapy, our marriage lasted many years after. My pain lessened, but you never forget a blow like that - God is good and helps one through times like this. Your heartfelt message will help others.
Thank you for your raw honesty Amanda. This week has been a challenging one for me and my family. I needed to hear your declaration of faith as mine was so tested this week but you reminded me that God is indeed good. You are a beautiful soul Amanda. May God give you and Stephen fresh hope, strength and peace that surpasses all understanding.
I was having such a bad day, and I really needed to hear that everything would be okay...thank you for that motherly love, so generously shared with us through the screen:) and get well soon Reese! You’re a strong woman👍 love you all, from Sydney, Australia❤️
Amanda, you and your family are so awesome. Thank you for being vulnerable. I know with me I go through stages of being depressed and sad, and my son had to remind that sometimes I give out so much of myself and forget to impart or put back in what I've given out. You give so much its ok to make time for yourself to fill your spirit back up. Take a break if needed we understand.
I want you to know that you are human and we all do not have wonderful days everyday. If you need to take a break from vloging we would understand. Just know we love you and your family are in are prayers. I love you all and may God Bless you all. Prayers for your surgery Reese it will be fine God is with you. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY
Amanda, I want to give you the biggest hug. Thank you so much for talking about therapy. I have been going to therapy to treat anxiety, depression, and PTSD since I was 15 (im 19 now). I think taking care of your mental health should be just as important and talked about as taking care of physical health. I really look up to you and your words made me feel less alone. You are one strong momma and I just hope you know how incredible you are. Sending so much love, take care
I'm so sorry times are rough but my heart is full knowing that YOU already have the foundation sealed in knowing that God is always good. It's only up from here & you got this Amanda! Beautiful Reese, you are in my prayers sweet girl!! Get better soon!💕❤
Dear Amanda, I can feel you so much! I am a traumatic child myself and have been through therapy and huge transformation process for the past 4 years. So I have kind of an imagination, how you feel "behind doors" and how hard working on that is. I just want to share my love with you ♥️ You are wonderful!
I’ve been going through a really hard time this new year with my anxiety and depression. I really needed this. Thank you. I’m sending my prayers to Reese.
Wishing you a speedy recovery Reese! Despite Reese having some stomach pains this video was very beautiful. It was real! Everyone struggles and we are all human. Thanks for sharing!
Seeing you crying Amanda it was really very painful please stay strong you are one of the strongest woman i have ever seen pleasee bee strong we are always with you all ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ everything will be fine soon Get well soon Reese❤️❤️
I'm so blessed by this honestly. Few months back I was having anxiety attacks, then I was having a lot health issues, then now I'm recovering from emotional exhaustion and mild depression. I know God's going to pull me through this, in the meantime I'm just praising God through the storm and mystery. You being vulnerable and open about this, gives me strength that people I admire go through this and that I'm not alone. Keep clinging onto Jesus Amanda. You're beautiful both inside and out. ❤
U will fine in a couple of days Reese❣️ u guys r rock solid when it comes to facing difficult tyms but then u r so soft n lovly whn d days are rewarding🙂 god bless u
This video made me cry. I’ve been going through a bit of a tough season recently myself. Thank you so much for sharing and being raw. Please know that if you guys do need a break from the vlogs we would be nothing short of supportive to you. Do whatever it takes to help you heal and get through this all. We love you :)
Am from Kenya and I always follow you guys.It breaks my heart to see Amanda on her low moments.She is always a happy person.Get well soon Reese.May God protect your family.Lot of love.
Nothing to say but thank you for sharing your struggles to heal. The reminders to be grateful and to care for yourself were verryyyyy needed this morning when I viewed this. I'll be praying for you!
Get well soon reese😍 Don't worry god always her our side😊 especially in your's family😊 prayer for your's family safety🙏😇😇 keep smiling😁😁 god is good😊😍❤
You are incredibly brave for sharing this with us, the good and the bad. I can't say I know how you are feeling since we are all different but, I want to send well wishes to you and your family. Even though you are a "regular" family, I am truly inspired by how well you raised your children with so much love and compassion while dealing with what life throws at you. I have grown to become a better person in the time I have been watching you all and am grateful for that. I just hope I can have the same impact that you two have on your kids, when I work as a pediatrics PT!
Life is a crazy rollercoaster ride. Some days are highest highs and others are out lowest lows. All we can do is hang on to the sunshine the Lord sends our way.
Amanda, vulnerability is by far one of the hardest things, being vulnerable with us and with the Lord is so difficult. What you have just done in this video is so incredibly strong and so beautiful! I’m praying for you and your whole family ❤️
I love the message that you gave Amanda. Thank you for your vulnerability. We all go through times of trial and hardship. It makes us stronger and pulls us closer to God because it forces us to rely on Him. I hope this time of hardship pulls you and your family closer to each other and to God.
Amanda, I want to give you a big hug. Each and every one of us has struggles and battles. Your videos make my day. Don't be afraid to take time off and focus on your family. EMDR and neurofeedback are great. Please look into it. Thank you for being so real with us. It means a lot. I am an adoptee and adopted my daughters through foster care few months ago. God has blesses us so much, but it's also so hard. The traumas are so real. It's heartbreaking. Love you guys. Thank you for being you. God bless you all. You will get through this. We all have rough moments, but God is good. He gets us through the toughest times. There's a saying... God gives the hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. Edit: Reese, you always look great don't worry! I hope you feel better ans hope your surgery goes well. Take it easy and rest up. Feel better Reese!
Amanda lovely...... just catching up with Grace for the Millers and saw this vlog now. This was such a heartfelt post, you pet, sending you the biggest HUG! You have such a busy full-on life as a Wife, a Mother, a Sister, A Dughter, A Friend all while raising 7 children and all that entails - and what amazing kids, RESPECT to YOU. My Husband has a poster in his office that has Heraclitus famous quote " Change is the only Constant" and it is so true. When I think of it, it narrows what ever Im dealing with down to NOW and I find it keeps challanges in perspective and worry at bay to accept what ever needs to change. I am so glad for YOU that you found the time, space and someone you trust to help you through what you are facing. Keep the faith darlin and continue to mind you.
awwww sweetheart.. I'm sorry you're going through a bad season... but it's going to get better you have so many people praying for you so much support... you're such a beautiful young amazing mom .. and wife.. God bless you and your beautiful... prayers your way sweetheart
Feel like hugging you when I see you feeling down.. But I believed Stephen will give you a deep hug. Feel upset for you and Reese when seeing both of you nearly to cry, everyone love your laughter. Is very lucky for you to have such a Lovely hubby and adorable childrens.. please be positive and be happy. 😄
God bless you for trusting us to know your struggles Amanda! I know exactly what you are going through you are not alone wonderful woman! ❤️ And I hope Reese gets well soon! Much love to you all! Xxx
I appreciate the realness and rawness of this. Thank you for sharing this with us. This is healthy and going to therapy is really good, you don’t have to wait till something’s broken to be going to therapy
Stay strong and believe in yourself! We all go through tough times and having the support from your family and friends will overcome this. You are truly an amazing person! Wishing Reese a speedy recovery too ❤️
Amanda, thank you for your transparency and indeed we all are going to be alright! Sometimes I can get loss in the pain, but this was an excellent reminder to live for the good and practice gratitude daily!
Whatever you are going through, i want to remind you that, "this too shall pass" with the guidance of God... I want you to let you know that watching your family, I wanted to be closer to God which I have tried my best to... I love your family, you guys inspired me so much... Also, Reese Get well soon
You’re such a strong woman! Strong people knows how to seek help and get therapy to get through the hard times. It’s through such times that we see how much God is for us. You’re enveloped in His embrace of love. I sought help through therapy sessions too. Grateful to God for His grace upon grace!
I know that everyone has struggles in their life, thank you for reminding us that God is great through all. I pray for Reece's recovery and you all as a family.
Asking for the Lords grace and blessings for you and your family. I'm glad that Reece came though her surgery pretty easily. My daughter had a hysterectomy on Monday as an outpatient. Two hours post surgery she came home and is doing great.
Psalm 103:2 Bless the Lord my soul and forget not all His benifits. This is a memory verse that helps me get through in life ❤️ and get well soon Reece 😊
Amanda, I want to thank you for being willing to be so vulnerable in today's vlog. I really needed to hear it as I've been going through a hard time recently. Thank you for making me feel like I'm not alone ❤️
I’m suffering from sudden autoimmune illness and I also homeschool and it’s really hard on my body so much so we can’t even do school. It’s overwhelming. I have PTSD from my symptoms. Thanks for being real and encourage us to look to the Lord. The genuine of our faith is more precious than gold.
Thanks for the transparency Amanda! You don’t understand how much I reeeeeally needed this! Been having a difficult season myself. Im usually a positive person & lately I’ve felt like happiness is at a unreachable distance from me. But god knows why you needed to upload this video today & I will constantly be repeating your words as i get by “god is STILL good”, “Choose to walk in hope and not fear” 💛 praying for you and your family.
Last semester in school, I had a hard time getting out of bed and feeling motivated to do anything. Most of the people told me that I was probably depressed. I kind of realized over winter break that what I was feeling was lost. For most of my life I’ve felt lost because I’m adopted. My mom has read that many adoptees feel this way and grieve the loss of their birth family. I love that you continue to explore where your children came from. It inspired me to continue to explore my culture. I was scared to even say that I think about my birth family from time to time because I thought my parents would think I would forget about them, but they want me to discover things about myself. I also have bad memories from grade school-middle school and I realize that maybe therapy is something that would be good for me to work through confidence issues and other things as well. Amanda no matter what you will find the light in the dark. We are all here for you.
My dear, though in severe pain may your joy abounds and know no bounds! Everyday we must remember who Christ is, what Christ conquered and who we are in Christ. And this is the reason of our firm confidence, extravagant joy and unshakable hope. Praise be to our Father, who comforts the downcast and comfort us in all our troubles. Your grief will be transformed in honey with which you will feed those who are going through the same pain. Whenever you feel an overwhelming anxiety run to Jesus and rest upon his voice because his words are spirit and life, living and active and nothing is more powerful than him. And while we approach the throne of grace we find grace to help us in our time of need and we will experience the power of his ressurrection in ourselves. Thus, when we are weak, we are strong. Love you all! May your love grow, may Christ be revealed to you every day. In his presence our soul shines with a beautiful glow, brighter than the sun. Inwardlly we are being renewed day by day and our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory. So let us fix our eyed on what is unseen.
i don’t know if this is a coincidence but yesterday i had a rough day at work. my supervisor snapped at me in front of everyone. i felt so embarrassed but i tried so hard not to breakdown emotionally because it still wasn’t the end of my shift. when i got home, all i did was buried myself crying for having such a difficult day. i was thinking that how i wish i have a family like yours who’s so loving and supportive. i know that i couldn’t change how my parents are but this video reminded me that it’s okay to ask for help and there’s nothing wrong with that. this touched my heart. thanks for this, amanda. sending my prayers to your family 💕💕💕
Life is hard, Im a single mom of two, I love watching you guys, Makes me feel better . You are a very loving and caring mom Amanda . God bless your family always.😘😘😘
God is there-I am sure of this. But how do you reconcile the disconnect you experience when evil keeps winning and hurts you in a way that cuts so deeply and seemingly irreparably? Why does God allow it? I believe He is with all who believe, but at least in my case, it feels as if He simply watches as a third-party observer, and more recently, as if He, instead, listens to the desires of those who trample over my life and spirit. How are you able to get out of that place you’re in, Amanda? The textbook answer is that God will deliver you, but what if you spend your entire life without that relief? Does death, then, become that deliverance?
This is such a good and honest question that so many of us wrestle with. To be honest, I have also wrestled with feelings like this before- why does evil seemingly keep winning, or why does God allow it? The whys have taken me to a deep place of grief before but there are a few things I hold onto.
1) God does not promise he will remove our troubles. He says that in this life we will all have many troubles. But what he does promise is to be with us in those troubles and to never leave us or forsake us.
2) He promises peace in the midst of our troubles when we put our trust in him. And he promises to work all things, even the evil that was meant to harm us, ultimately for our good. And so even in the midst of pain and trauma, when others wreak havoc with their evil choices and when the hurt seems irreparable, I cling to that hope. God is with me, he sees my pain and cares deeply and ultimately will use it for my good.
And so I choose to trust him both when life is at its best and when I experience the deepest griefs in life. I choose to embrace his peace that surpasses all understanding. ❤️❤️
@@themillerfam please i was watching but i havnt really understood about this video please explain the problem deeply to me please
Hannah, we all feel this way sometimes. Psalm 42:5 is my go to scripture when i am down, as well as listening to praise music (chicago mass choir, etc) God exchanges our spirit of heaviness for praise. So praise him even if you don't feel like it. Isaiah 61:3.
If everything was perfect we wouldn't appreciate the good. We have to have the bad to recognize the good. Sin is missing the mark...we are gods children..individualized from the one god one energy. If he made us perfect we wouldn't be us..we'd be like robots. In order for us to be free, individulized children of god..there has to be imperfection "sin". God knew what he was doing when he made lucifer as well. he wasn't surprised by what lucifer has done and continues to do etc..God is in control of everything.
@@themillerfam My daughter have been watcing yall vidoe for the last 10 days.This is what she said:Your family is the most beautiful family ever this is the first time she have saw a big family and said that as long you have God on your side ever then is going to be okay.Don't lets nobody take your joy alway from you.Don't cry because he sit high and look low.Let family and yoy be happy.My daughter goes to church and it change her hold life and she is only 11.I love you guys.💕💕
if u ever need a break from vlogging, don't ever feel bad🥺🥺
update: so many likes i also have a small youtube channel 💜
I concur, we will understand if you need a break.
Leah Rebecca my same sentiment.
Amanda has one of the hardest job on earth, staying at home, raising an educating 7 kids, that's for sure not easy and it's not a job were you can go home at the end of the day and leave everything behind. So talking to someone that is not part of the family is one of the greatest things you can do. Sadly mental health is still not seen as important as physical health, but I'm glad you're brave enough to get the help that you need and that you're not afraid to tell us a little about it. My family will be praying for you here in Austria.
Hey, ich komme aus Deutschland. Ich dachte schon, dass ich die einzige bin, die hier Deutsch spricht...
stay strong beautiful family.
@@aristoteles9895 Dachte ich bis jetzt auch 😂
It's hard for you to run the house and discipline the seven kids by yourself with Stephen gone so often. Stay strong Amanda. You are beautiful inside and out!!
Stay strong amanda.you are beautiful inside and out,,
Dear Amanda,
70% of the people who watches your channel knows how positivity and faith remains in your family...but we also know that there are days when its gloomy and the clouds are gray...and we dont get to see that or know that...because its personal. We understand. The rest ,they just want to see a happy smiling family for their hope in life.
Don't worry, we get it...we get you. And thank you for showing whats real ...and how real it can be.
Take care of yourself and your family. God is with you guys :') The ray of sunshine will happen at the end of the day.
This is exactly what I was thinking. 'Don't worry we get it. we get you' this is what I am thinking right now. thank you Amanda. As Estelle said we are deeply thank you for sharing what you are going through.
Mental health disorders are common today....even though someone can look ok on the outside, they are hurting inside....that’s why it’s best to always be kind to everyone 🙌
i love how keira is always trying to learn more about the chinese culture so she can connect even more with penelope ! she even learned how to write chinese for penelope's birthday card !
Oh goodness, thank you for being so real and raw, truth be known I betchya most of us in your you tube family had no idea you have had this pain.... you are the mama who always puts others first, I'm so grateful that you are talking about your pain with your therapist, with us too. My heart breaks for your heart because you are so loved, my heart, prayers and joy being sent your way. Just so you know.... you have touched so many lives, mine included. Love you guys. Reese you are being lifted up all around the world, be well soon, you've got this, promise, went thru it myself, you'll be 100 percent in no time.
"Cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you" 1 Peter 5:7 . Amanda, you are so loved! God bless you!
Amen!
Amen!
Amen
Therapy is actually very healthy ya know? We all need help sometimes, we are all human.
I have a friend who goes to couple therapy because, in his words, "You don't wait until it's broken to fix it. You maintain it nicely" :)
Thanks for sharing.
Raphaela Matias love this ! Wish I could hug y’all.
I’m not personally religious, I never have been. But I really do respect the love and faith you share with your audience, and I truly hope you all get through whatever hardships you’re battling at the moment.
Very brave of you to talk about therapy 💜I appreciate how real you are, when so many people just want to look perfect on social media. Sending love and prayer for a speedy recovery for your daughter
My pastor usually says people ask where God is when things are not going well and he answers "He's at the same place He was when His Son was crucified". The Lord cries with us in our worst moments as much as he enjoys with us our best ones. May the love of God fill your hearts with hope and joy, renewing you from the inside out. Love you all!
A mother crying is the hardest thing to watch. A mother's tear is like a bullet hitting me straight on the chest.
Is statement can’t be any truer.
Thank you so much for the courage to be vulnerable! I'm going through the same things as you are, including rejection by my own adult children, health issues, anxiety attracks and PTSD. And still I believe God is there with me and you, and He loves us so much! It is such a wonderful thing to realize that He keeps our tears is a jar (it is mentioned in Psalms 56:9), so they're never shed in vain.
Amanda, I love your honesty. Praying for you and Stephen. May God bless your marriage and draw you closer to each other and to Him. You both are extremely loved, as well as your kids. When you are weak, He is strong. Praying you can feel His presence today.
Your right
Yes prayer and always think positive. Me my self im the only one who work my husband he is sick he can't work ..but you know life must go on..and I always think positive...
Get well soon reese
I felt it when Amanda was trying to hold everything together in front of the kids.
I love how you picked yourself up and didn't break down in front of the family.
Love from South Africa 🇿🇦🇿🇦
Love from another South African❣
There's so much strength in showing vulnerability, hope all of you will feel so much better soon.
Thank you for showing your vulnerability, Amanda. We ALL have struggles (anyone who says they don’t is lying or delusional - it’s a fallen world and we’re all human). I’m glad you’re so proactive and understand how beneficial counseling can be. Reese is in surgery as I write this, and she’s in my prayers. Much love and blessings!
We appreciate your honesty Amanda ,all of us has struggles ,i pray for you and your family , Emotional Health is your portion! Get well Rees
I cried a lot when I watched the video, I thank you for your openness.
I have suffered from a muscle disease for years and the last few days I have been feeling very bad emotionally, but your video has given me strength again. Because of my illness I came back to my belief and I am very grateful for that. God is always by our side, he never leaves us and he will always help us. I love how normal it is in the States to talk about god, faith, Jesus, belief etc....
Unfortunately it is not common in Germany to speak so openly about our belief, at least in my circle of friends and relationchip. I love Andrew Wommack's videos on you tube and sometimes I watch Sid Roth's videos, they have helped me many times. I hope that god helps me to start a prayer group, it is not so easy in northern Germany.
I wish you all the best, you are a great family, you are great parents and your children are unique. May god always protect and bless you.
Get well soon Reese.
I cried when you talking! I feel what you feel! Life is so full of mystery! God will guide you! Always keep on holding on
Thank you for your confession, Amanda. This video shows that nobody has a perfect life. Everyone has some difficulties but you can't give up. We struggle, we face anxiety. I understand you. Thank you for opening up. You can motivate someone to start a fight for a better tomorrow and start therapy.
" Life is full of ups and downs, the only way to make the journey worthwhile is if you enjoy the good and learn from the bad.”
Get well soon Reese 💖
Vulnerability is such a powerful way to heal, and to get to that point, it takes a lot of courage. Your words in this video brings so much hope for us who struggle with similar feelings, truama, and trials. God definitely used you as a tool to share with us on how to stand firm with our faith and lift up every bit of our hearts to the Lord. Thank you for being my Jesus today, Amanda.
Amanda, you're such a strong woman, a great mother and an amazing wife to Stephen. Whatever it is that you're going through right now and your family, you're all gonna get through it. Thank you for sharing your strugles with us, indeed it's not always rainbows and sunshines, everyone has their own problem and hardship. We just have to stay strong and keep going. Sending all the love and my prayers to you and to your family, especially for Reece's fast recovery. GOD IS GREAT! 💚
I hope Reese is feeling better God bless you all I love your family so much thank you for sharing and being real
It’s my first time to see Amanda like this. It’s never easy to share your negative emotions with people, especially in front of the camera. I just want to tell Amanda that you and your family are all amazing and thank you for bringing us so much happiness. We love you and we’re all with you. ❤️ Things are gonna be ok. And Get well soon Reese 🥰
I hope Reese feels better soon. Sending prayers to you and your family.
No you’re not freaking us out. Stay close to God. Pray and depend on Him!
Thank you guys for being so open and talking about mental health and therapy and the importance of reaching out for help! Thank you Amanda for letting yourself be vulnerable with us : I think because of the many people subscribed to your channel, you can truly have an impact on people's lives and raising awareness and I am grateful you are doing that. There is still so much stygma around mental health, people in my home country think therapy is only for "crazy people", let alone anti depressants and other kind of medication for anxiety and such so your message is crucial, reaching out to friends is okay, reaching out to professional is okay. And we should do that without embarassement nor guilt.
Amanda, I was diagnosed with complex ptsd a few years ago due to severe trauma that I had to endure during my childhood. I tried to suppress my pain but it didnt work. I lost my job, some friendships, the contact to my family and I almost lost my relationship. I felt so much fear, guilt, anxiety and anger that I didn‘t know how to stay alive.
I have always been an atheist. When I thought I couldnt handle life anymore I undeniably felt the presence of god. I felt so much love and inner peace that I cried happy tears and all of a sudden my life made so much sense. This is one year ago and 90% of my pain is healed. I pray for you and everyone who is going through pain and suffering. Healing is possible. You are not alone🙏
J. K.
Amen! God is a healer.
Poor Reese. Good luck tomorrow xxx
I watch this channel whenever I feel down or not myself. I love how your family brings so much love and positivity to us your viewers. Stay strong. You have such a wonderful family.
Sometimes healing comes through tears. Thanks for not being afraid to show that your human. ❤
Hey strong momma! Life's a rollercoaster and perhaps this is the freak out moment for your family. But at the end of the ride, y'all laugh at it and be grateful that it's over. Love you from thousand miles away! God is good indeed!
Thank you for being vulnerable and showing others we can be hopeful, positive and thankful even through some hard times. Your humanity gives me hope. Bless you and your beautiful family.
you are so beautiful Amanda!! thank you for sharing your true soul. i feel like sometimes when people do choose to showcase their lives publicly that there is so much pressure placed upon them, and that people forget that although they are seeing the lives on youtube or tv or movies, that people are still human. thank you for this beautiful reminder today
Hope you feel better soon Reese and heal really quick. I know you will be in great hands with the nurses and doctors. You have the best family to take care of you when you get home.
And REESE!! Praying for her to feel better fast. She’s such a beautiful blessing. 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
Very beautiful
Amanda, thank you so so much for this post and being open about the reality of your struggles and the work you are putting in to face your struggles. I am in the process of adopting an older child as a single woman, living in Chile, and I literally watch your channel because I feel like you guys are an amazing influence on me and God uses these peeks into your family's life to help get my heart ready for messy and joyful motherhood. So thank you, praying for you in this season of struggle and healing, praying for your whole family, and praying for Reese as she recovers from surgery!!!
Thank you for being real to us, Amanda. You have no idea how much of an inspiration you are to me. I personally just survived the darkest moment in my life. I was about to give up on myself but then again I remind myself that there is so much that I have that I need to be thankful for. Thus, slowly but surely I gave myself a hug and pick myself up. God is great, there's always a rainbow after a big storm. You got this, Amanda. Love you and your family ❤
Amanda you are so brave, most people won't share this in this detail. We are the sum of our life experiences, often to protect ourselves we "forget" bad things but they still effect us. It shows big spiritual growth when we then start dealing with these issues. Help is there, I am so thankful you found a therapist you both can work with and you both connect with. Even though I don't know your past, and I am not asking you to talk about that, I have had PTSD and other issues and am thankful for those who have helped me grow through and past these issues to the point that they have become just part of my history and made me who I am today (note I am quite older in human years and have 5 adult children). Recently I was able to break with any regrets for my actions and realize I did what was best at that time given the circumstances. Hugs.
For Reese, sorry your appendix decided to give you grief. I am so happy you listened to your body and told your parents and went to the ER. May your operation be quick, mild in pain, and you heal quickly. Hugs as well.
On a side note the boys are hilariously funny and the girls are so delightful cooking away.
Im in therapy it’s very freeing it has helped me be honest with myself and face some of the struggles I didn’t know i had. While being open & vulnerable
Thank you for your thoughtful, prayerful and honest conversation. My family is similar to yours with 3 bio children and 3 adopted children. Years ago my husband was unfaithful - it was the most devastating thing that had ever happened to me, so unexpected. Nevertheless with therapy, our marriage lasted many years after. My pain lessened, but you never forget a blow like that - God is good and helps one through times like this. Your heartfelt message will help others.
I love you Amanda! All is well and always tell yourself that things are always working out for you. You deserve to be loved and have a good life. ❤️❤️
Reese will be OK very soon. Amanda, you are so strong and wise it shows even through pain. U R BELOVED!
You're soo Strong I'm sending love & prayers..... thanks for being Real... Sending love from Trinidad
Thank you for your raw honesty Amanda. This week has been a challenging one for me and my family. I needed to hear your declaration of faith as mine was so tested this week but you reminded me that God is indeed good. You are a beautiful soul Amanda. May God give you and Stephen fresh hope, strength and peace that surpasses all understanding.
I was having such a bad day, and I really needed to hear that everything would be okay...thank you for that motherly love, so generously shared with us through the screen:) and get well soon Reese! You’re a strong woman👍 love you all, from Sydney, Australia❤️
Amanda, you and your family are so awesome. Thank you for being vulnerable. I know with me I go through stages of being depressed and sad, and my son had to remind that sometimes I give out so much of myself and forget to impart or put back in what I've given out. You give so much its ok to make time for yourself to fill your spirit back up. Take a break if needed we understand.
I want you to know that you are human and we all do not have wonderful days everyday. If you need to take a break from vloging we would understand. Just know we love you and your family are in are prayers. I love you all and may God Bless you all. Prayers for your surgery Reese it will be fine God is with you. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY
Amanda, I want to give you the biggest hug. Thank you so much for talking about therapy. I have been going to therapy to treat anxiety, depression, and PTSD since I was 15 (im 19 now). I think taking care of your mental health should be just as important and talked about as taking care of physical health. I really look up to you and your words made me feel less alone. You are one strong momma and I just hope you know how incredible you are. Sending so much love, take care
I'm so sorry times are rough but my heart is full knowing that YOU already have the foundation sealed in knowing that God is always good. It's only up from here & you got this Amanda! Beautiful Reese, you are in my prayers sweet girl!! Get better soon!💕❤
Dear Amanda, I can feel you so much! I am a traumatic child myself and have been through therapy and huge transformation process for the past 4 years. So I have kind of an imagination, how you feel "behind doors" and how hard working on that is. I just want to share my love with you ♥️ You are wonderful!
I’ve been going through a really hard time this new year with my anxiety and depression. I really needed this. Thank you. I’m sending my prayers to Reese.
Wishing you a speedy recovery Reese! Despite Reese having some stomach pains this video was very beautiful. It was real! Everyone struggles and we are all human. Thanks for sharing!
Seeing you crying Amanda it was really very painful please stay strong you are one of the strongest woman i have ever seen pleasee bee strong we are always with you all ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ everything will be fine soon
Get well soon Reese❤️❤️
I'm so blessed by this honestly. Few months back I was having anxiety attacks, then I was having a lot health issues, then now I'm recovering from emotional exhaustion and mild depression. I know God's going to pull me through this, in the meantime I'm just praising God through the storm and mystery. You being vulnerable and open about this, gives me strength that people I admire go through this and that I'm not alone. Keep clinging onto Jesus Amanda. You're beautiful both inside and out. ❤
U will fine in a couple of days Reese❣️ u guys r rock solid when it comes to facing difficult tyms but then u r so soft n lovly whn d days are rewarding🙂 god bless u
This video made me cry. I’ve been going through a bit of a tough season recently myself. Thank you so much for sharing and being raw. Please know that if you guys do need a break from the vlogs we would be nothing short of supportive to you. Do whatever it takes to help you heal and get through this all. We love you :)
Am from Kenya and I always follow you guys.It breaks my heart to see Amanda on her low moments.She is always a happy person.Get well soon Reese.May God protect your family.Lot of love.
Don’t be a afraid to take a break from vlogging❤️
Nothing to say but thank you for sharing your struggles to heal. The reminders to be grateful and to care for yourself were verryyyyy needed this morning when I viewed this. I'll be praying for you!
Get well soon reese😍
Don't worry god always her our side😊 especially in your's family😊 prayer for your's family safety🙏😇😇 keep smiling😁😁 god is good😊😍❤
You are incredibly brave for sharing this with us, the good and the bad. I can't say I know how you are feeling since we are all different but, I want to send well wishes to you and your family. Even though you are a "regular" family, I am truly inspired by how well you raised your children with so much love and compassion while dealing with what life throws at you. I have grown to become a better person in the time I have been watching you all and am grateful for that. I just hope I can have the same impact that you two have on your kids, when I work as a pediatrics PT!
Life is a crazy rollercoaster ride. Some days are highest highs and others are out lowest lows. All we can do is hang on to the sunshine the Lord sends our way.
very well said.
@@rosejack7738 thank you! 😊 I try to be mindful what I put on the internet.
Praying for Reiss. She is a brave, beautiful daughter. So loving and caring. God’s protection baby girl. Praying for you.
Amanda, vulnerability is by far one of the hardest things, being vulnerable with us and with the Lord is so difficult. What you have just done in this video is so incredibly strong and so beautiful! I’m praying for you and your whole family ❤️
I love the message that you gave Amanda. Thank you for your vulnerability. We all go through times of trial and hardship. It makes us stronger and pulls us closer to God because it forces us to rely on Him. I hope this time of hardship pulls you and your family closer to each other and to God.
Amanda, I want to give you a big hug. Each and every one of us has struggles and battles. Your videos make my day. Don't be afraid to take time off and focus on your family. EMDR and neurofeedback are great. Please look into it. Thank you for being so real with us. It means a lot. I am an adoptee and adopted my daughters through foster care few months ago. God has blesses us so much, but it's also so hard. The traumas are so real. It's heartbreaking. Love you guys. Thank you for being you. God bless you all. You will get through this. We all have rough moments, but God is good. He gets us through the toughest times. There's a saying... God gives the hardest battles to his strongest soldiers.
Edit: Reese, you always look great don't worry! I hope you feel better ans hope your surgery goes well. Take it easy and rest up. Feel better Reese!
Amanda lovely...... just catching up with Grace for the Millers and saw this vlog now. This was such a heartfelt post, you pet, sending you the biggest HUG! You have such a busy full-on life as a Wife, a Mother, a Sister, A Dughter, A Friend all while raising 7 children and all that entails - and what amazing kids, RESPECT to YOU. My Husband has a poster in his office that has Heraclitus famous quote " Change is the only Constant" and it is so true. When I think of it, it narrows what ever Im dealing with down to NOW and I find it keeps challanges in perspective and worry at bay to accept what ever needs to change. I am so glad for YOU that you found the time, space and someone you trust to help you through what you are facing. Keep the faith darlin and continue to mind you.
I don't understand everything you say, but I can tell from your face.
Please be healthy❤️
awwww sweetheart.. I'm sorry you're going through a bad season... but it's going to get better you have so many people praying for you so much support... you're such a beautiful young amazing mom .. and wife.. God bless you and your beautiful... prayers your way sweetheart
Feel like hugging you when I see you feeling down.. But I believed Stephen will give you a deep hug. Feel upset for you and Reese when seeing both of you nearly to cry, everyone love your laughter. Is very lucky for you to have such a Lovely hubby and adorable childrens.. please be positive and be happy. 😄
God bless you for trusting us to know your struggles Amanda! I know exactly what you are going through you are not alone wonderful woman! ❤️ And I hope Reese gets well soon! Much love to you all! Xxx
I appreciate the realness and rawness of this. Thank you for sharing this with us. This is healthy and going to therapy is really good, you don’t have to wait till something’s broken to be going to therapy
Stay strong and believe in yourself!
We all go through tough times and having the support from your family and friends will overcome this.
You are truly an amazing person!
Wishing Reese a speedy recovery too ❤️
We love you Reese, be happy, be healthy and get well soon! ☺
Amanda, thank you for your transparency and indeed we all are going to be alright! Sometimes I can get loss in the pain, but this was an excellent reminder to live for the good and practice gratitude daily!
Whatever you are going through, i want to remind you that, "this too shall pass" with the guidance of God... I want you to let you know that watching your family, I wanted to be closer to God which I have tried my best to... I love your family, you guys inspired me so much... Also, Reese Get well soon
You’re such a strong woman! Strong people knows how to seek help and get therapy to get through the hard times. It’s through such times that we see how much God is for us. You’re enveloped in His embrace of love. I sought help through therapy sessions too. Grateful to God for His grace upon grace!
I know that everyone has struggles in their life, thank you for reminding us that God is great through all. I pray for Reece's recovery and you all as a family.
Asking for the Lords grace and blessings for you and your family. I'm glad that Reece came though her surgery pretty easily. My daughter had a hysterectomy on Monday as an outpatient. Two hours post surgery she came home and is doing great.
Psalm 103:2 Bless the Lord my soul and forget not all His benifits. This is a memory verse that helps me get through in life ❤️ and get well soon Reece 😊
Bless the Lord oh my soul is a good song as well.
We love you guys. Being super emotional and raw helps a lot of people see that everyone goes through struggles. Thank you guys for everything you do.
Amanda, I want to thank you for being willing to be so vulnerable in today's vlog. I really needed to hear it as I've been going through a hard time recently. Thank you for making me feel like I'm not alone ❤️
I’m suffering from sudden autoimmune illness and I also homeschool and it’s really hard on my body so much so we can’t even do school. It’s overwhelming. I have PTSD from my symptoms. Thanks for being real and encourage us to look to the Lord. The genuine of our faith is more precious than gold.
Praying for the miller family! 🙏🙏 God bless yall
Thanks for the transparency Amanda! You don’t understand how much I reeeeeally needed this! Been having a difficult season myself. Im usually a positive person & lately I’ve felt like happiness is at a unreachable distance from me. But god knows why you needed to upload this video today & I will constantly be repeating your words as i get by “god is STILL good”, “Choose to walk in hope and not fear” 💛 praying for you and your family.
Praying for you all!
Last semester in school, I had a hard time getting out of bed and feeling motivated to do anything. Most of the people told me that I was probably depressed. I kind of realized over winter break that what I was feeling was lost. For most of my life I’ve felt lost because I’m adopted. My mom has read that many adoptees feel this way and grieve the loss of their birth family. I love that you continue to explore where your children came from. It inspired me to continue to explore my culture. I was scared to even say that I think about my birth family from time to time because I thought my parents would think I would forget about them, but they want me to discover things about myself. I also have bad memories from grade school-middle school and I realize that maybe therapy is something that would be good for me to work through confidence issues and other things as well. Amanda no matter what you will find the light in the dark. We are all here for you.
My dear, though in severe pain may your joy abounds and know no bounds! Everyday we must remember who Christ is, what Christ conquered and who we are in Christ. And this is the reason of our firm confidence, extravagant joy and unshakable hope. Praise be to our Father, who comforts the downcast and comfort us in all our troubles. Your grief will be transformed in honey with which you will feed those who are going through the same pain. Whenever you feel an overwhelming anxiety run to Jesus and rest upon his voice because his words are spirit and life, living and active and nothing is more powerful than him. And while we approach the throne of grace we find grace to help us in our time of need and we will experience the power of his ressurrection in ourselves. Thus, when we are weak, we are strong. Love you all! May your love grow, may Christ be revealed to you every day. In his presence our soul shines with a beautiful glow, brighter than the sun. Inwardlly we are being renewed day by day and our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory. So let us fix our eyed on what is unseen.
Thank you for your heart to heart talk and encouragement. Life is not easy and your words are so needed for those of us that deal with trauma
i don’t know if this is a coincidence but yesterday i had a rough day at work. my supervisor snapped at me in front of everyone. i felt so embarrassed but i tried so hard not to breakdown emotionally because it still wasn’t the end of my shift. when i got home, all i did was buried myself crying for having such a difficult day. i was thinking that how i wish i have a family like yours who’s so loving and supportive. i know that i couldn’t change how my parents are but this video reminded me that it’s okay to ask for help and there’s nothing wrong with that. this touched my heart. thanks for this, amanda. sending my prayers to your family 💕💕💕
So sorry it was such a hard day! Praying for you!
I have dealt with PTSD for decades...but it is not impossible to live with it and succeed...help is so important!
Life is hard, Im a single mom of two, I love watching you guys, Makes me feel better . You are a very loving and caring mom Amanda . God bless your family always.😘😘😘
Hope all is okay. Speedy recovery Reese. Amanda you are truly an inspiration