Hello! As you can see, I am going in a new direction with the type of content I want to create. This particular story is one that fascinates me, as does the art of documentary making. I would urge you to watch the full documentary before passing judgement, I hope you enjoy it and can take something away from it.
Why would you mention "ONE" guy giving her rose? He literally came to do the job along with 100 other guys. If you think it's a good idea to bring rose in such circumstances you are some surreal level of a cuck
His gagging as he enters the room really says it all. It wasn’t glamorous, it was grotesque. This whole thing is incredibly disturbing and sad. She tries to explain away the soul crushing trauma-response as disappointment in herself for letting people down. She admits to dissociating but doesn’t realize that’s a clear indication that she is traumatized. She admits to having multiple men’s bodily fluids in her eyes and mouth and seems completely clueless about the risks of contracting or spreading STDs. Where are the responsible adults in her life?!?
Well, she is supposed to be an adult, you won't have someone aside you to guide you throughout your life, at some point you've got to take responsibility for your actions, she must own what she did
She’s disgusting to be sure, but the guys are equally disgusting for even wanting that sloppy mess. Even the cameraman said the smell of the room was so bad, he almost vomited.
Doesn't sound like this Josh bloke has a clue either tbf, by mnetioning that specific virus. HIV is unlikely to be contracted that way. She should be a *lot* more worried about chlamydia, herpes, HPV etc than HIV.
@@ΗκαλήΧαμογελαστήIt's through bodily fluids; generally blood, semen, vaginal fluid, breast milk. So, having 100 men, putting fluids in you puts you at high risk. The friction of sex can create micro tears that make someone more vulnerable. Also the skin to skin and fluid exposure increase her risk of permanent STIs.
Yeah the manager should be sued for trafficking or some new shit cuz that's beyond.....fantasies aren't always there to be fulfilled bro....yeah well i hope she meets a man that can see her for her and overlook that and that she can heal. But i doubt it. She burnt herself like a champ for applause and cash and....i hope one day she might become an anti-prostitution and porn advocate so that girls her age in the future will never wanna do that. How someone wants to do that is beyond me. I mean compared to this even a gangbang amongst consenting adults feels kinda intimate but this....i swear freedok is there to test it and yeah everyone should be allowed to do with their life as they please but gosh why did no one stop this? Have a good ol talk about it with her? Not to change her mind but to give her the tools to know beforehand that this may be the saddest and baddest idea ever. It's what a lot of celebs and musicians also go through. Gig after gig after gig, functioning, and eventually breaking down ending up in a vicious cycle of dr*g abuse, letting people abuse you, seeking abusive relationships and and and. Man i just feel sorry for her. At first i was like "ha-ha you brought that upon yourself", but warchinf this i feel so wrong for that initial thought. I despise that anyone would do this - but still yo - why didn't anyone put an end to this? I hate the law being the arbiter of what you can do and dont but i dont know why didn't someone just..... I'm at a loss of words. Even if it were a dude doing this. Lad, this might seem like a good idea in your eyes but you're changing your whole perspective on love and intimacy forever because everytime you have sex from now on you think about that day when you let 100 raunchy b*tches treat you like an object for the whole day, staring at you with their lust ridden eyes consuming your human essencem i swear i bet she disassociated at some point because after like a certain amount all i would see is the demonic want and lust while I'm getting used for what i am worth. Being f*cked and dumped. As a man in your puberty this might seems great but trust me I've also seen some POV 30 woman one man gangbangs and what at first gets you hard and you think to yourself wow what a lucky bloke, okay go on, find one of them 30-50 women gangbangs whole video version, jerk to it until you cum at what minute 5 or 11 if youre a soldier, and then i dare you to watch the video to the end never letting your eyes slip away from the screen and tell me that at some point you didn't feel like "ok even as a dude and even having this fantasy, imagine being there the whole day outtakes and all and have 50 women lust over you. Of course you would understand like ok you go home that day and also maybe remember 5-10 of these individually beautiful and sexy women, but the rest was just....too much to process. You'd feel empty and dead inside still knowing that it would've been a dream but knowing that it's impossible to feel good after a whole day AT WORK doing this. Might i enjoy this privately, sure, without cameras, being able to walk into a room of 50 women just waiting to get a piece of you and adoring and worshipping you, bringing you whatever and all and listening to your every feeling and want, sure, cool, but we arent kings with a harem. There these people are there for an appointment. They work. You work. Everyone is giving you instructions and demands. Even the costars. And you gotta satisfy all of it and listen and be empathetic towards 50+ people, thats no free time to enjoy, rather like running a whole ass company fulfilling every role at once tearing yourself apart second for second. Impossible to handle and enjoy at the same time. Shit would be a dream fulfilled turned hell. Just a small insight ;)
Yea the way the assistant worded that made it sound like she was doing it for them. If it’s something you want to do and enjoy doing then you don’t “take it like a champ”
Just feminism. Women empowerment to them is just being public tissue paper. StRoNg AnD InDepenDaNT wOMaN. ShE iS DIscOveRiNg HeRSelF. HER bODy, heR chOIce.
Bri'ish and american people won in first and second world wars and contributed to the world with their amazing culture called liberalism. That's what happened. You can thank them.
She kept saying how excited she is the whole time, and the first thing she did after it was done was cry, how noone talked her out of this is unbelieveable
@serenitysubs933 Because the op said they can’t believe no one talked her out of it is unbelievable. She’s responsible for her decisions. She needs to talk herself out of making bad ones. It’s not someone else’s responsibility.
@@tomd1434 If that's your experience with life so far you must have 0 friends in your life. And I don't mean to be mean, just stating that friends are persons which care about you which is why they will try to intervene even when you are an adult. That's also what family should be for but more often than not isn't.
@ I understand what family and friends are for, but ultimately they’re not responsible for her poor decisions. She is 100% and that’s all I was trying to say when I was replying to the OP. So when someone doesn’t see it exactly the way you see it then they’re friendless folks? Wow
@@skillzz5339 enough. stop excusing them from accountability if you keep doing that this will keep happening. they need to face the accountability head on
ok but Josh (the interviewer) seems like such a sweet guy and he was THE ONLY PERSON who was genuinely worried about lily (not even her “friends” and family!) thank you so much for not sexualising her and worrying about her ! i’ll be subscribing! i also loved the documentary its very well made
Right her team need firing. The fact they were surprised by how useful security were in a situation like this. The fact they started skipping on thorough checks just to get the numbers last minute. I really feel for the girl hope she is okay.
@@microsoftword213 yeh also awful how they were like “oh you can come back” to guys who said felt hadn’t performed ok - I’m watching like erm TF..! So she was then being made to do even more 😥
She's talking about how people think so much less of her because of her job. But there is no one on this planet who thinks less of her than herself. This is heartbreaking.
@@anastasiatate4500 So you think a young women willing to degrade herself like this doesnt have issues!! it speaks massively of very low self esteem, she needs help, where is the respect from her family and so called friends..she sees herself as worthless, she even said at the beginning shes only good for one thing, this speaks volumes about her lack of respect for herself and her self worth.
She knows,she’s just trying to not think about it because it’s about the money and she’s in such a denial that I think to contract aids isn’t even as much of a concern compared with the money to be made. She’s just pretending to herself
yep, translation = "I need to prove myself I'm not weak, I'm not garbage, I actually did something what others wouldn't do because they are weak and I am actually special in something"
That wouldn't be what she meant by that remark. Just like when she said a person needed to be "built differently" to do this: it's her way of saying she has historic trauma without saying so directly (a lot of people with trauma struggle to admit it directly).
Just mathematically it's nearly impossible. There are 1,440 minutes in a day, so if she had sex for 24 hours straight that would be less than 90 seconds per guy. Insane.
I agree! That stupid girl in the white shirt was talking about her like she was doing great at a competition or something. So disgusting that another woman would not try and protect that girl from herself!!
They're doing their job. She didn't hire them to be a moral compass. She hired them to keep things in order and herself safe. I think it's all fascinating, i would never do it, but i wish her the best
the way when josh said “not all guys would try sexualise you” she seemed to be taken aback really tells you how she didn’t have 1 man in her life who genuinely cared for her. I hope she heals from whatever demons she’s fighting and finds people who view her more than an object, and treat her with love and respect
That along with her dads friends messaging her and him knowing about it all point to her own dad sexualizing her.. I wouldn’t be surprised if something very dark happened in her childhood
And even one of them was so visibly shaken his hands were trembling so badly which tells you the energy in there probably felt demonic and I'm not particularly religious but wow
Mans even said he would get kicked out the house. But really do we need this stat to see how weird this whole thing is? No, 50years ago the world wasnt perfect either but I dont think anyone ever predicted this kind of sh*t
@@momov4060 Totally agree. I’m waiting for the day when the whole world recognises how damaging and self-destructive this is-not just for the individuals involved but for society as a whole. Studying systems thinking, Information processing, and complex system structures clearly explains the harm this behaviour causes on multiple levels.
@@patrickcocobassey6810 She’s doing it because she wants all that money and is willing to exploit herself and others for it. I don’t condone what these guys are doing, but they probably have issues too and she can exploit it and be the victim all at the same time
She said she wanted 100 guys to run through her it's her fantasy and even before she made money. Are you dumb. Feel bad for people who deserve that. Not prostitutes
beautiful on the outside maybe. but inner beauty is by far more important i would rather be ugly on the outside than ugly on the inside people stupidly put higher value on things acquired easily and freely over things acquired through work and sacrifice
Her ability to convince herself that this is what she loves to do is what broke my heart, because it's so clear that she is crying out for someone to love her.
Or, maybe the Bible is real and evil truly does exist. She is the epitome of evil. She loves corrupting people. She loves the power she gets. Evil is real and she is evil.
And one of the lessons in life (even if you end up happy with a great partner that loves you) seems to be that NO ONE is the love of OUR lives but rather WE ARE THE LOVE OF OUR OWN LIVES, WE ALREADY ARE/MUST BE THE ANSWER TO THE LOVE WE WANNA RECEIVE. WE MUST LEARN TO TRULY LOVE OURSELVES THE MOST in this life :')😢❤️ That's the only way to true happiness✨️
None of the men are willing to reveal their faces. Some are bothered by the number of men before them. Only Lily’s face is shown. They even blur the agent lady’s face. It’s clearly degrading to everyone involved.
no dude no one was revealing their face for legal purposes marital purposes or job purposes etc like theres no way you didnt considered that or you just want to be silly
‘Just good for one thing me, honestly’ - how did you come to believe that about yourself? You are abusing yourself - it’s really screwed up. You’re traumatized by ‘getting ran through’ by 100 guys, then you’re going to try 1000. What the heck happened to you that you need to hurt yourself this badly??
She's definitely not sad about not pleasing them. She's emotionally overloaded, she's in trauma rejection mode. This trauma will never go away im afraid.
Imagine if one, just one guy showed up in her room and said "I'm not going to undress myself. You don't have to do this. You can still stop. It's not too late. There's still time to repent." Then the guy would turn away, not give away his name and walk out
The most disturbing thing is to me, is that she's worried that she didn't give them "the time they deserved". No self worth or self esteem and it breaks my heart.
Exactly. She said she had this fantasy, she didn’t owe these fools anything! Sadly there is no way to teach someone to feel like the intelligent, financially savvy, BABE that she actually is. I hope she has someone she can talk to, btw now & Feb that can help her see herself as the prize, and if anyone is disappointed when the 5min interaction is over, sorry not sorry! They all ABSOLUTELY KNEW what they were spending all that $$ on getting to just meet her.
nha she got a WHOLE lota money to make thats why she doing this fools. That why the fake crocodile tears and all that cause it gives her viewership, simply and most of all MONEY, the green paper. Cut the sob story nobody cares
Bro I don't think you understand the gravity of a hundred dudes in a day, continuously thts 12 hours..no human can do that and not cry.the thousand people thing is a publicity stunt tho@@jakeleo4518
Her parents are what made her like this, theres a lot of exploitation that is happening around her. Her own father celebrated the facts that his friends are watching her, isn't that enough to showcase what is truly happening behind the scenes
@@angelicaangel2624I have to agree. Normally I’d say she’s an adult, but it sounds like she’s having a mental breakdown. Idc if I had to physically stop my loved one or have her be committed to a psych ward, I would _not_ let them hurt themselves like this. Meanwhile her father is okay with his friends watching his daughter’s content. I feel like they’re all using her for money.
Right? Especially before the event started, he actually asked her about if she ate and if she'd have lunch and if they brought extra condoms and reminded her to stay hydrated. Then he was genuinely concerned every time they pushed lunch or her breaks back. So sad. I hate this industry. I'm glad documentaries like this exist to show how horrible it is.
I got chills from how upbeat and motivated her assistant was the whole time, like a football coach. Like woman, come on, it's okay to have some humanity here.
This is quite honestly the most disturbing and unsettling thing I’ve watched in a long time. her crying at the end was soul destroying. I literally have no words
@@beatporthahathere’s no way she’s doing 1000. she’s going to get to like 200 and give up. imagine what that place will look like, smell like, and feel like. i pray she doesn’t go through with it or she will be dancing with the devil.
Her excuse for crying is she thinks she “didn’t give the guys a good time”? No. She’s in denial, completely stripped away all of her innocence and can’t comprehend the full scale of what she has just done. Poor soul, sad to see.
This is strange extrapolation. You can dislike what she did but acting as if you know what she’s going through better than she did is really messed up.
@@vgman94 ok, we will see, one day she may admit more about how she felt I pray that if she talks about how bad she felt, that she also becomes a voice for reason and a voice discouraging the next generation of women against this type of behavior Rather that than letting her life go and unlifeing… I pray she doesn’t do that.
Disappointed in everyone who participated in this, including every single one in the production, editing, social teams. Yall really be setting back humanity with shit like this
It’s just sad she feels that way. She can make her own choices, and unfortunately there are people who will think less of her. But no one is “only good for one thing” no matter how much they’ve convinced themselves of it. You can get to a point where your choices make you feel like that, but anyone has the potential to change things at any given time.
I'm sure that was him just wanting to cover everyone's faces besides her to cut down on paperwork and releases. Every person he shows their face he would need to get a copy of their IDs and have them sign a release for and it's much easier to blur everyone besides her out.
Only the interviewer felt akward and not quite normal,leaving her doing all this with so many strangers .All those ,using her,all those "friends" filming and indulging her..As a mother of two girls,my stomach turned. She needs therapy and help.What she she did to herself is so heartbreaking.
Imagine how many married men and boyfriends are lining up for stuff like this and then coming home to some of y’all. Absolutely disturbing and disgusting.
Exactly! I've seen other commentary channels talk about how disgusting she is but how about these guys lining up to have s*x with her? They are just as bad. Why isn't anyone calling them out.
Honestly this makes me glad that I prefer to be single and not have sex. Because things are wild out there, people have no regard at all for the safety of their bodies or partners. It actually makes me feel sick to my stomach.
look how traumatized she looks, she was brainwashed into thinking that this is empowering when in reality it's the most dehumanizing thing a woman can go through. She really needs some serious help
how could someone think this is empowering?? in what way??? seriously - how brainwashed she must have been to agree to do this? also I think she was the first to come up with this bullshit idea
NINE people on her payroll is most of what you need to know. That's nine people who see her all the time and have a financial stake in convincing her to keep going, no matter what. I get that she can make her own decisions, but we're all less in control than we think, and the people around her are clearly standing on the gas pedal while cutting the brakes. None of them are friends; none will be there if she decides to stop. Deeply reprehensible.
I just see a sweetheart that deserves a genuine hug and some genuine guidance. The staff members keeping her working and those hundred guys are parasites. I wish her luck in life.
you should not see your body as a currency sold to someone else, have somebody own your sexual existence, be it by porn/prostitution or by a marriage contract. in most traditional or religious societies... they tell a woman that her body is sacred, that being inexperienced is being innocent and pure. so when she gains an experience she also feels like she is losing something very valuable it's bittersweet. for a man, they never relate it to their purity, they don't see their body as a currency that runs out, to them it's just a life experience they enjoy and are proud to have and lose nothing by it, and after a certain age they would even be embarrassed to admit if they don't have that experience. because why would you want to be immature and inexperienced as a child when you are an adult? an inexperienced woman holding out for marriage, would not touch herself or pursue 'impure' content or interactions. because her body belongs to her future husband. translation> they never learn to see sex as something for themselves, but something that guy's want and they comply for other reasons. so it is no wonder that they feel like they should be compensated for sex by love, security, family, home, or money or all the above. because otherwise they have been used, taken advantage of... because sexual pleasure alone is not equal payment in that transaction from their point of view. how many man have you met that would not masturbate thinking "uh oh! no that part belongs to my future wife", they own themselves their entire life so they don't see and use their body and 'purity' as currency. they learn to see sex as something that they do for their own pleasure and nothing else. try objectifying a straight man, see if it works... it doesn't! because no matter how you put it, they have been raised knowing sex is for their enjoyment and the more the marrier. but a girl who only has sex by her society standards can easily break, if she is jilted after sleeping with a guy and would want compensation, be it by half his states or some amount of money she got out of the relationship. and anyway what are we achieving with this mindset, are you empowering woman, raising them to see themselves as a person? because it seems to have the opposite results. how dirty are men in these societies that they can turn an innocent pure angel into a second handed object overnight? how fragile is this purity? seems like a society that raises prized objects for men to buy instead of equal humans. whether you tell a woman to sell her sex to a husband or a client, you are telling her she is to be sold. bottom line! which do you think has a healthier mindset and outcome ? obviously man, because it makes them confident and less exploitable, they don't spend their entire life turning themselves into an expensive object to be sold into marriage. sex, is like any other need of human body... hunger... you eat unhealthy, you turn thin and fragile or obese, eat poison you die, eat healthy you'd be fit and live long. sex... you do it right you won't have mental or physical health issues, you do it wrong, you'd be a victim/predator/perv. personally i believe what will fix woman's issue is to pursue success in their business and build a strong independent confident character so they won't have to look at their relationships as a source of social status or money and success. masturbate to learn to enjoy sex for yourself. and have sex only in the way that gives you enjoyment (obviously with your partner's consent and both your health measurements in mind). if you like to have sex with only one guy your entire life? go for it, if that is not what you want? don't. but know that it is a matter of preference and don't make it a matter of religion, respect, purity or dirty behavior that is not helping anyone.
This is heartbreaking. Her parents don’t CARE. She wants them to care. She wants someone to care enough to stop her. She’s fawning and trying to please everyone. The scene after she was done, that’s the soul crying deeply within. This is true self harm.
She was the one that didn’t tell them, she said it herself! That they don’t need to know all the details so maybe her parents think she just upload funny pics in instagram or famous site and that is all.
Definitely fawning. She’s mentioned worrying about whether the guys had a good time with some guilt tripping her about it…her own wellbeing is definitely not the first thing on her mind.
Josh you probably one of the few men she interacted in her life who treat her like a person not a piece of meat. It could surely made her confuse, but thank you for not making flirt jokes, I dont think many women knows that its possible to have a conversation with men who actually is just talk Thank you as a woman
i thought the same, and i think that at the end of the video he was thinking "how could i let this happen" after seing her cry. I think that he was feeling pretty guilty.
I went to school with her. This is the complete opposite of what I thought she would end up doing, this is self harm and I hope one day she can begin to heal and move on from all of this
@Belacroix5 she was a year or two below me so we weren't exactly friends but we were in similar circles. from what I remember of her she was always quite timid but snooty at the same time, was relatively popular/had popular friends
Now that I have seen all the evil out there in the world, I wonder what my classmates are up to. I have heard about millionaires from Dubai paying to shite on good looking White women. I believe that all of this should be forbidden.
It's fucked isn't it. She's just a deluded but sweet girl, I felt terrible for her watching this. There's too much talk of 'empowerment' around girls letting men use them like objects, this is inhuman.
“I don’t care what people think of me” 5 minutes later “I don’t want to tell them because I don’t want them to think less of me” She seems like she’s trying so hard to convince herself that she likes this and wants this. I fear one day she will look back with great regret. She seems like a friendly well spoken young lady, I hope one day she realizes she could contribute so much more to this world than just this tasteless pseudo prostitution.
I am crying for her. This is so sad and dangerous.....physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually.........Dear God, please rescue her. ❤Luke 7:36-50❤
I found the mess in the room a symbol of the mental state of the people. What man would willingly step into a room where there are 88 discarded, used condoms lying around? Why not bother to put them in a bin, even after every 5 guys, clean up a bit etc? So the sheets were also never changed? She had a team with her. Nobody thought about cleaning up now and then? This, for me forms a big part of the horror movie feel of the whole thing.
I wondered about this as well. They could get a guy to perform making tricks in the waiting room, but they couldn't sweep and change the sheets as she showered?
The reason those condoms are hanging around, tissues everywhere, is because most men who participated were the worst kind of men… the type than only sign up to use a women as a fleshlight for 1-2 minutes… wipe themselves… throw the trash on the floor.. you have to be quite degenerate and into objectification/abuse of women to do this… After the first 10 people (and that’s being generous) that room would have been like stepping into the manifestation of the downfall of society… a circle of hell of there even was one. I also see the room as more than just a symbol of the mental state of the people who participated, but rather of society as a whole and where we have ended up.
Remember she is filming all of this for her OF. Hopefully it was an intentional choice for the sake of dramatic effect and to “prove” that the stunt was real.
the fact she was crying afterwards proves she has been lying to herself and she doesn’t enjoy it at all. that’s a clear trauma response. she needs serious help.
Its called regret. Sometimes life teaches the thing you desired was so underwhelming or so shockingly stupid once you happen to be there that you get depressed. I'm not buying the trauma, I buy that is deep regret which will never go away. She made a decision and as a legal adult must bear the weight of her consequences
As a mental health nurse for 12 years this made me openly cry. The amount of trauma that girl will have for the rest of her life is insane. Her ‘team” are not on her side and don’t care about her safety at all. I have seen a lot in my profession but this takes the cake. Hun PLEASE I beg you, get some help xx you are worth more than this. Money will not comfort you when you are broken. And to her so called ‘friends and family’ shame on you!!! You had one job to look after your child and you are failing. Quite honestly this was so sad to watch, but thank you for raising awareness before another gets pulled in to this line of work xx
You only need so much money to a certain point she could have still made thousands a month with just selling feet pics to thirsty guys online or something more tame. This is like so not worth it.
Imagine being the Airbnb owner and finding out this is what your house was used for. No neighbors complained about the revolving traffic of strange men??
She is an EXTREMLY SWEET person. I am worried about her :( I don't understand why her team supports such idea as having sex with 1000 men. People who work with her won't have their faces shown but they will organize for this girl, who is clearly lost in all of this, the sex massacre. I think that sex workers, especially those doing extreme things, should go through psychological assessment every few weeks and submit the paper to the platforms they operate at. It must be a very tricky and freaky business, especially for such young people. Girl, please, be safe, you are a lovely human being, do whatever you like, but take care of yourself
There are so many problems with this. The comment she made right at the start, where she said she was only good for one thing, suggests she has low self esteem. It also became clear, with the HIV comment and condom comment, that she was not even close to sufficiently educated about sexual health risks or prevention. It was also apparent she struggled to enforce proper boundaries with the men, such as around sexual health or when to stop. She also did not possess awareness of her own trauma responses, like disassociation, and was not mentally or physically aware and present enough to advocate for herself. The people around her are not her friends.
She says she’s been to university and yet is totally clueless about HIV. Forget HIV- what about Herpes, Chlamydia, Gonorrhoea etc. There’s also any number of stomach bugs she could catch, especially if any of the guys was bisexual and doesn’t maintain sufficient cleanliness . This girl truly has all sorts of mental and emotional issues and the people around her, including her family, are happily using her for their own profit. There are innumerable cases of suicide in this industry- August Ames being one of the very well known ones, and I fear Lily is already well down that path from watching her speak - her eyes and her expressions are very telling on her true mental state
It's true. And it's all so sad really when you go past everything on the surface in this situation particularly. Sex was never meant to be something separate from love and commitment...
@@SirLabalot. It scares me that 100 men was ok with this and I bet they were all married or in a relationship… please get tested ladies and gentlemen!!
Sex was not “meant” for anything because the word “meant” implies that sex was created with a particular end goal in mind; it ascribes intent to unknowing and uncaring natural forces.
To the people saying “her mental health is shattered ” it was already shattered before she did the 100 guys. She was already damaged and it was plain to see
and she spread this like a virus to those 100 guys and now the queue for depression and PTSD at NHS has risen by 100, plus perhaps the cameraman and other few people, or maybe even the guards
The fact she actually did that and does OF shows she's already damaged. Believe it or not there are attractive women who have normal jobs and don't show off their intimate anatomy to total strangers online.
the dissonance between lily and her pa’s responses really struck me. the pa saying she had a laugh with the lads, smoking cigarettes as her boyfriend entertains them with card tricks.. and lily crying about feeling pressured to perform a certain way. i won’t forget this.
The guy that was shaking after he had participated shows that these men know they are participating in trauma and some of them also didn’t think through how it might effect them to do this. This is damaging for all involved.
I don’t understand isn’t this a an embodiment of what feminism stands for allowing women to have freedom to do whatever they want with their body I mean it is for man no one would say anything but because it’s a woman all of a sudden she’s a victim and she needs to get help blah blah blah What the heck are not capable of making their own decisions do they need to be controlled? You have freedom now you haven’t now you’re saying that this should be illegal. What the fuck
This is probably the hardest documentary I've ever seen. Her "assistants" are absolutely taking advantage of this broken baby. She's only 23! Dear Lord, help her. Someone has to help her. Oh my heart 😭
At 23 the part of the brain responsible for fully comprehending consequences of actions long term may not even be fully developed yet, the age often quoted for that is 25.
I really appreciate how compassionate and sincere you were with her the entire time. She said so many disparaging things about herself and you challenged her on all of them in such a respectful manner- it would have been easier just to agree or go along, but you never did. I am grateful that she was able to interact with someone in the way you interacted with her. Based on the way her team treated her, I would imagine she is used to being around people who reflect her negative view of herself back to her. It takes someone being very in touch with their humanity to spotlight someone's humanity in the way you did in this documentary. This was a beautiful piece.
It’s women like her that make so many who are sexually limited or disabled feel unloveable and suicidal. For this reason I can’t help but see her as an evil sociopath who would see no value in someone who can’t give sex. I can’t empathise with something that evil.
Yes to all of this!! I truly enjoyed the point of view he took on this piece and how sensitive he was to her, much more sensitive to her needs then she seemed to be of her own unfortunately...
Did anyone else hear her say at 01:22 min that she says she's "only good for one thing" when Josh asked for a cup of tea... That comment that she made speaks so much about her mentality. It's sad to see her value herself so little
she values herself alot, she made the economy 100k in 1 day by herself and she prob made a tidy sum by herself but is she thinks she can do 1000 men in a day then I pray for her body and soul.
the last clip with her eating dinner ALONE. poor girl just sobbed twice after something clearly traumatic and shes left by herself. my heart hurts for her.
no it isn't I work in a store and deal with over 100 customers in the same time and I can just remember 5 faces, some people have short term memory dude.. gtfo with your armchair psychology
You’re over doing it Brodie… who would remember their faces? She’s just doing her thing IF SHE WAS. Male you’ll would be cheering this thing on so pls stufufufufufuppp
I worked in an industry where I would often see 50+ people a day and sometimes 200. If I took my work home and remembered everything I'd seen, I'd have been suicidal weekly. I was a nurse. Jobs aren't who you are. Just what you do.
@@joaokowalski9736 Not remembering their faces is also not remembering the guys, which IS a trauma response, it’s called dissociation and suppression. She said it herself that she disassociated during. Not remembering clearly what you did and who the guys were, afterwards, is the brain protecting you from something it finds traumatic. It’s basic psychology that everyone should understand. Obviously this is what the original commenter meant. Of course you can’t fully remember 100 people but she had interactions with 100 guys and only remembers 10? Seems like dissociation to me.
I really think she is showing signs of a victim to SA. The way she normalizes her dads friends messaging, being good for only one thing, not feeling like she served those guys enough.. like she trained herself so well to mask the deep wounded abused girl with a fun superficial attitude. The end shows it all.
When she said that she wanted to wait for marriage, but then after doing it once, it was "not special", in my uninformed opinion (I know nothing about her childhood) I would say that the reason it wasn't special was a) it probably wasn't with someone special and b) she was re-living whatever childhood sexual trauma she endured that first time, and that's when she really began disassociating. It is SO textbook, nearly every retired porn performer has said some version of the same. But it doesn't let her off the hook. You are never responsible for what happens to you as a child. But you ARE responsible for dealing with it through therapy, spirituality, and doing the tough inner work to overcome the past. She chose to not deal with it at all, and choices have consequences.
Idk what country you are from, or if you are from the US, but this whole situation reminds me of the movie A General's Daughter. If you've never seen it, the general's daughter starts having sex with EVERYONE in his command to get back at him after she was raped by her fellow soldiers during a exercise in the Army. And instead of addressing it, her father told her that "it never happened." - That's a very short version of the movie. I thought it was strange that (from what I could tell) Lilly chose to engage with her father's friends even though she knew they were his friends. Very strange and telling.
Her parents might be a lost cause. Most dads would be done once they heard their friends saying they’ve seen his daughter in porn. But apparently that wasn’t a breaking point for him.
The fact that the men knew she was completing 100 men in a day, was visibly exhausted and dissociative and still had the gall to say “what, you’re not going to make me finish?” Or “it’s only been 3 minutes” is horrifying. So sad
Shows that they view her as an object for them to make an large income off rather than another human being, just like the hundreds of perverts lining up at her so they can treat her like an object for five minutes. This world is vile.
We need to stop this narrative that sex work is empowering, young women are ending up traumatised because they were sold this fantasy when in reality it makes you feel less than human. I really hope she heals one day its heartbreaking to see
Taking control of your sexuality and exploring certain things IS empowering but THIS ISNT this os self harm sex work is mainly for men’s pleasure and has nothing to do with women and it’s sad people think this is empowering
How sick do you have to be to call it a career as someone who just spreads their legs...it's unbelievable how broken she is....Onlyfans and all such sites must be banned
@sorgutentarer actually, I wasn't. Started being interested in politics as an old 35 🍑. Nothing infantile about it, she's definitely going to regret this. People in their 20s are stupid, think you can eat anything that flies, hormones work differently, you can sell them anything
hearing her say "sex isn't special" is part of the problem, sex creates life which makes it one of, if not the most intimate act two people can engage in.
@@erinrhianne kudos to you. Nowadays, every girl is like Lily Phillips. Maybe not 100 men a day, but quite a bit a day. They think it is empowering but really they're giving men free sex.
Anyone who believes "sex isn't special" should also be okay with bestiality and incest because "it's just sex" but they aren't because they know they are lying to themselves.
the comment section restored my faith in humanity - i hope she'll read some of these. no angry words, just concerns for her (mental) health and her wellbeing. hope she'll find some warm hearted friends one day. money is time and these men could have chosen to spend some nice time with their friends and families. they should rethink their priorities - they could have helped many poor people on this earth. i bet they feel as empty after this as she does.
@@littlegreen9274 Because women are victims, they have no accountability. Few people would view a man trying to shag 100 women in a day as a victim, but rather as a empty shell stripped of moral and dignity. In reality, both cases would be very pathetic. She is not a victim, she is ruled be greed.
Crying, talking about how you dissociated, cant remember it, and felt obligated to the men is NOT having fun or empowerment. Her team are beyond scum if they can keep letting her do that...when there were no safeguards in place and she doesn't even know how life changing STIs are spread as well!! Irresponsible, sad to watch, so grim. I actually feel so sorry for her - how she speaks about herself the whole way through this is so heartbreaking to watch. I really hope she's OK and someone gives her a big hug (and not someone thats making bank off her someone who actually has a shred of decency and cares about her). Edit: Replied about why I singled her team out. Lily if you are in these comments please read the ones that are concerned for you & don't play them off as a joke. I know to acknowledge all this means having to work through a lot mentally but the work is worth it and so are you. I think you could do a lot here for other young girls who see this & think they need to copy if you explored this at some point when you're ready, too. As someone who has self-harmed on and off throughout my life there's something in the way you speak about yourself & dehumanise yourself in conversation so readily (you can pass it off as a joke but it doesn't reach your eyes) and how you neglect your own safety/wellbeing & keep pushing boundaries on what you'll expose yourself to that is really a gut-punch to see in its familiarity. Please get help, take a break, something.
I agree, this is definitely indicative of the downfall of our culture where this is not only celebrated, but these women are making more than NBA players. That means there are millions of extremely lonely men out there and so many broken women. Feminism.. well done, you've "empowered" women into losing a part of their soul every time they randomly hook up with someone that doesn't give a sh*t about them
@@WokeismIsMarxismfeminism doesn’t encourage this lmao it actually fights against the need of sex to feel validated. Check your facts before commenting stuff like this.
Hello! As you can see, I am going in a new direction with the type of content I want to create. This particular story is one that fascinates me, as does the art of documentary making.
I would urge you to watch the full documentary before passing judgement, I hope you enjoy it and can take something away from it.
... did Archie quit??
What happened to Archie? Please be transparent with your fans.
Archie?! My main reason for subbing where is he
Announcing my departure like we're at an airport. Bye
"fascinates"
“You know you just start to disassociate”
Babe, that’s called your brain and body trying to protect you from trauma
100%
no be so mean
Seriously.
@@ramushsteinuts9318 Stop watching porn
It's not mean it's true
This is the best anti-porn film I've ever seen
Unfortunately, I still don’t think it’s enough for most porn users. Consuming it regularly erodes their humanity.
It's almost like when Louis Theroux interviewed Kagney Linn Karter. 10 years later she ended her own life.
Typed in her name on Twitter & saw her getting pounded
@@overman2306in gonna subscribe and apply
@@brynx24 Big mistake. Get a girlfriend and have a fulfilling relationship instead.
what a crazy world we live in. 100 guys, ONE of which gave her a rose, a whole team 'suppoorting' her, and she ends up eating her 'dinner' all alone.
This was honeslty depressing to the max
What a tangled web we weave
@@mariamb7409 Someone call Jesus and tell him to start the rapture already
Is 100 in a day even possible? 4 an hour in 24 hours. I think I'm naive 😬
Why would you mention "ONE" guy giving her rose? He literally came to do the job along with 100 other guys. If you think it's a good idea to bring rose in such circumstances you are some surreal level of a cuck
His gagging as he enters the room really says it all. It wasn’t glamorous, it was grotesque. This whole thing is incredibly disturbing and sad. She tries to explain away the soul crushing trauma-response as disappointment in herself for letting people down. She admits to dissociating but doesn’t realize that’s a clear indication that she is traumatized. She admits to having multiple men’s bodily fluids in her eyes and mouth and seems completely clueless about the risks of contracting or spreading STDs. Where are the responsible adults in her life?!?
Well, she is supposed to be an adult, you won't have someone aside you to guide you throughout your life, at some point you've got to take responsibility for your actions, she must own what she did
She has a whole team "traffiking" her. Shouldn't they have some responsibility for informing her?@By.daniieel
@@By.daniieel
That’s right
Appatently her mom is handling the financial sides of the "business". I just can't wrap my mind around that
This is something that would historically only happen to women in the context of wartime rape. Of course she’s having a massive trauma response
This comment section was surprisingly mature.
They censor all of the good comments.
I agree, I was surprised.
That traumatic event happened, no need to add on to it with rude comments. She will never forget this
It's honestly eerie whenever I see comment sections this united. That's how you know this was pretty messed up.
@@justdaffy this is a fake platform.
23 years old… the way she talks about herself. Shocking. She needs therapy. She seems kind hearted.
i know it's terrible
White women for ya lol ☕️☕️☕️☕️
She seems like a really lovely girl. I judge not lest I be judged.
She’s disgusting to be sure, but the guys are equally disgusting for even wanting that sloppy mess. Even the cameraman said the smell of the room was so bad, he almost vomited.
How it is not self-destruction? How it is not a poison spilled in to the world? How it is not the pure narcissism?
This isn’t empowerment. This is self harm. She and those men are doing terrible harm to themselves. Prayers to them.
I’m yet to watch, but what about the STDs? Are they all tested before?
You shouldn't give your prayers to someone who isn't asking to be saved, she and those men participated freely and will reap what they sew.
How are the men doing harm to themselves?
@@wonderwoman5528 Taking advantage of a mentaIIy unstabIe woman
@@Craig-ky5zy Pray that God saves them from themselves
Imagine being a sex worker and not knowing the ways a person can contract HIV.
Isn’t it through blood?
Doesn't sound like this Josh bloke has a clue either tbf, by mnetioning that specific virus. HIV is unlikely to be contracted that way. She should be a *lot* more worried about chlamydia, herpes, HPV etc than HIV.
Not only.
@@ΗκαλήΧαμογελαστήIt's through bodily fluids; generally blood, semen, vaginal fluid, breast milk. So, having 100 men, putting fluids in you puts you at high risk. The friction of sex can create micro tears that make someone more vulnerable. Also the skin to skin and fluid exposure increase her risk of permanent STIs.
@@Cola-2hiv is contracted through bodily fluids and blood she could definitely have gotten it doing this 100%
So weird, it's like watching someone commit suicide but they are still alive. Her soul is crushed, only a void left in that body.
It should be illegal.
Why? Sex feels good, it ain't that serious lol
@@Unpopularity which part?
Really is messed up but the fact that she announced shes doing 1000 just seems like not human?
no soul!
"She's took it like a champ" 😂😂😂😂
Bad friends, bad people, bad ideas.
Yeah the manager should be sued for trafficking or some new shit cuz that's beyond.....fantasies aren't always there to be fulfilled bro....yeah well i hope she meets a man that can see her for her and overlook that and that she can heal. But i doubt it.
She burnt herself like a champ for applause and cash and....i hope one day she might become an anti-prostitution and porn advocate so that girls her age in the future will never wanna do that.
How someone wants to do that is beyond me. I mean compared to this even a gangbang amongst consenting adults feels kinda intimate but this....i swear freedok is there to test it and yeah everyone should be allowed to do with their life as they please but gosh why did no one stop this? Have a good ol talk about it with her? Not to change her mind but to give her the tools to know beforehand that this may be the saddest and baddest idea ever.
It's what a lot of celebs and musicians also go through. Gig after gig after gig, functioning, and eventually breaking down ending up in a vicious cycle of dr*g abuse, letting people abuse you, seeking abusive relationships and and and.
Man i just feel sorry for her. At first i was like "ha-ha you brought that upon yourself", but warchinf this i feel so wrong for that initial thought.
I despise that anyone would do this - but still yo - why didn't anyone put an end to this? I hate the law being the arbiter of what you can do and dont but i dont know why didn't someone just.....
I'm at a loss of words. Even if it were a dude doing this. Lad, this might seem like a good idea in your eyes but you're changing your whole perspective on love and intimacy forever because everytime you have sex from now on you think about that day when you let 100 raunchy b*tches treat you like an object for the whole day, staring at you with their lust ridden eyes consuming your human essencem i swear i bet she disassociated at some point because after like a certain amount all i would see is the demonic want and lust while I'm getting used for what i am worth. Being f*cked and dumped. As a man in your puberty this might seems great but trust me I've also seen some POV 30 woman one man gangbangs and what at first gets you hard and you think to yourself wow what a lucky bloke, okay go on, find one of them 30-50 women gangbangs whole video version, jerk to it until you cum at what minute 5 or 11 if youre a soldier, and then i dare you to watch the video to the end never letting your eyes slip away from the screen and tell me that at some point you didn't feel like "ok even as a dude and even having this fantasy, imagine being there the whole day outtakes and all and have 50 women lust over you. Of course you would understand like ok you go home that day and also maybe remember 5-10 of these individually beautiful and sexy women, but the rest was just....too much to process. You'd feel empty and dead inside still knowing that it would've been a dream but knowing that it's impossible to feel good after a whole day AT WORK doing this.
Might i enjoy this privately, sure, without cameras, being able to walk into a room of 50 women just waiting to get a piece of you and adoring and worshipping you, bringing you whatever and all and listening to your every feeling and want, sure, cool, but we arent kings with a harem. There these people are there for an appointment. They work. You work. Everyone is giving you instructions and demands. Even the costars. And you gotta satisfy all of it and listen and be empathetic towards 50+ people, thats no free time to enjoy, rather like running a whole ass company fulfilling every role at once tearing yourself apart second for second. Impossible to handle and enjoy at the same time. Shit would be a dream fulfilled turned hell. Just a small insight ;)
Makes you wonder how much money she made off her "friends" back
Yea the way the assistant worded that made it sound like she was doing it for them. If it’s something you want to do and enjoy doing then you don’t “take it like a champ”
How stressful for the planner that she’s smoking, chatting, and listening to music while Lilly is being traumatized
For real, she made it sound like she just had surgery or something
This felt like a black mirror episode. What has this world come to?
Just feminism. Women empowerment to them is just being public tissue paper. StRoNg AnD InDepenDaNT wOMaN. ShE iS DIscOveRiNg HeRSelF. HER bODy, heR chOIce.
just like gamble or drug addiction, you knew it's harmful but you can’t quit
Bri'ish and american people won in first and second world wars and contributed to the world with their amazing culture called liberalism. That's what happened. You can thank them.
@@hyy3657You can quit with the guidance and grace of Jesus. Discipline is a gift and we are all capable of polishing it.
lol what does this have to do with liberalism? @@MrSernyak
She kept saying how excited she is the whole time, and the first thing she did after it was done was cry, how noone talked her out of this is unbelieveable
@@Neeno-e5m
She’s not a child. She’s an adult.
@@tomd1434 wtf does that have to do with anything?
@serenitysubs933
Because the op said they can’t believe no one talked her out of it is unbelievable. She’s responsible for her decisions. She needs to talk herself out of making bad ones. It’s not someone else’s responsibility.
@@tomd1434 If that's your experience with life so far you must have 0 friends in your life. And I don't mean to be mean, just stating that friends are persons which care about you which is why they will try to intervene even when you are an adult. That's also what family should be for but more often than not isn't.
@
I understand what family and friends are for, but ultimately they’re not responsible for her poor decisions. She is 100% and that’s all I was trying to say when I was replying to the OP. So when someone doesn’t see it exactly the way you see it then they’re friendless folks? Wow
This should be categorized as a horror documentary
😂
She obviously hates her father
Fax
This felt like watching a censored body horror
@@topbins1391 It's like a common theme
She seems absolutely broken at the end. Doesn’t recommend it. But now she’s talking about doing 1000 in a day.
She’s got a lot to unpack.
Its 2024 my bro. Content is KING!
seems to have a team around her taking advantage.
@@avamomohGet mental help.
@@skillzz5339 enough. stop excusing them from accountability
if you keep doing that this will keep happening. they need to face the accountability head on
@@skillzz5339 100% I feel she is being exploited, seems like she has a pimp behind her, so unfortunate
her being gifted a single white rose is tragically poetic :( wow
Only if Shakespeare were still alive to write about this
@@johnmitterer6932I can write about it
a white rose means purity, youth and innocence.
This is perversion, and it's disgusting, not poetic.
@@johnmitterer6932😂😂
Really sad how much we as humans have fallen.
ok but Josh (the interviewer) seems like such a sweet guy and he was THE ONLY PERSON who was genuinely worried about lily (not even her “friends” and family!)
thank you so much for not sexualising her and worrying about her ! i’ll be subscribing!
i also loved the documentary its very well made
"Snacks and electrolytes to keep her sort of functioning." This is horrific.
Flogging a (internally) dead horse.
Right her team need firing. The fact they were surprised by how useful security were in a situation like this. The fact they started skipping on thorough checks just to get the numbers last minute. I really feel for the girl hope she is okay.
>sort of functioning
That just sounds so wrong given the entire situation.
@@jonanice Yeah and her PA's weird fake optimism and uncomfortable jokes trying to put a positive spin on it. Made my skin crawl.
@@microsoftword213 yeh also awful how they were like “oh you can come back” to guys who said felt hadn’t performed ok - I’m watching like erm TF..! So she was then being made to do even more 😥
This isnt the symbol of strength, this is the sign of brokenness
Wokeness*
No, she is an empowered woman fully in control of her body as she pleases. She is a full adult able to make her own choices :)
The guys who would genuinely remember you live in a trash dump, I'm sure.
@@bibiyade Are you being sarcastic? This entire situation is deranged. The idea they are selling here is the degradation and lack of dignity involved.
This is the saddest shit I have ever seen
She's talking about how people think so much less of her because of her job. But there is no one on this planet who thinks less of her than herself. This is heartbreaking.
That may be the most profound comment on here.
You are so right on this comment, got me so heartbroken
Social media has created millions of women that hate and viciously critique themselves in both looks and lifestyle to unbelievable extents.
Well said, very empathetic of you!
Clout is a hell of a drug
Her Dad’s Friends 😮? How sick are these people ? Naw, I wanna meet her parents , because clearly her issues have a origin 😔
What issues?
@@anastasiatate4500 no mentally healthy person would put themselves through this horrific experience.
It's really shameful i can't imagine
Which type of humans are these people ?
Sad to see people are defending these types of girls
@@anastasiatate4500 So you think a young women willing to degrade herself like this doesnt have issues!! it speaks massively of very low self esteem, she needs help, where is the respect from her family and so called friends..she sees herself as worthless, she even said at the beginning shes only good for one thing, this speaks volumes about her lack of respect for herself and her self worth.
My stomach dropped when she said, “Is that where it comes from?” when she was asked about HIV…
She knows,she’s just trying to not think about it because it’s about the money and she’s in such a denial that I think to contract aids isn’t even as much of a concern compared with the money to be made. She’s just pretending to herself
Me too. Im literally paused at this moment right now to check the comments for others horrified at those words 😢
Time stamp?
@moldy_banana5015 25:32
@@moldy_banana501525:40
Her mother manages her finances. Let that sink in.
Her mother should be arrested for safeguarding breaches and financial abuse… it’s pitiful seeing her in denial
She must have so much childhood trauma
In Victorian London, mothers used to sell their daughter's virginity before she gave it away for free
Absolutely..her parents should be invested by services..what a sick sick family this poor child comes from
@@ItsOnlyRyan I mean, it's gross but what laws do you think she's broken in regard to her adult daughter?
@@maloryj7165 no one said anything about breaking laws. Just because she’s not breaking laws doesn’t make it better.
“It’s not for the weak girl” ITS NOT FOR ANYONE!!!
yep, translation = "I need to prove myself I'm not weak, I'm not garbage, I actually did something what others wouldn't do because they are weak and I am actually special in something"
It is very revealing that she believes this act has shown her to be strong. There are many ways to be a strong girl and this is not it!
Facts 😂
A strong woman would never! definitely for the weak and deluded
That wouldn't be what she meant by that remark. Just like when she said a person needed to be "built differently" to do this: it's her way of saying she has historic trauma without saying so directly (a lot of people with trauma struggle to admit it directly).
Honestly seeing how hard it was for her to do 100, I don’t see how 1000 is even remotely possible
I believe in her! If Lisa Sparxxx could do 900+ in one day, I believe in Lily to break that record! 🏆
@@TomikaKelly you are an awful person and shouldnt encourage her
Just mathematically it's nearly impossible. There are 1,440 minutes in a day, so if she had sex for 24 hours straight that would be less than 90 seconds per guy. Insane.
@@TomikaKellyare we fr
@@TomikaKellyur weird
That saddest part is not ine person around her said "maybe you shouldn't do this".
All driven by greed! That’s all it is.
I agree! That stupid girl in the white shirt was talking about her like she was doing great at a competition or something. So disgusting that another woman would not try and protect that girl from herself!!
They're doing their job. She didn't hire them to be a moral compass. She hired them to keep things in order and herself safe. I think it's all fascinating, i would never do it, but i wish her the best
Her mom manages her finances
When they're all sleazy POS who only care about the almighty dollar, they'll never say a peep.
the way when josh said “not all guys would try sexualise you” she seemed to be taken aback really tells you how she didn’t have 1 man in her life who genuinely cared for her. I hope she heals from whatever demons she’s fighting and finds people who view her more than an object, and treat her with love and respect
That along with her dads friends messaging her and him knowing about it all point to her own dad sexualizing her.. I wouldn’t be surprised if something very dark happened in her childhood
Nah its too late. No man will ever, and shouldnt ever, take this woman on in a relationship. Ever. Sorry, but her goose is cooked.
Need to rewind, which part of it?
@@afiffadillah386220:00
^^ timestamp pls!
Lol only 2 out of 100 guys were willing to talk on camera with their faces blurred. That should tell u how shameful the whole thing is
And even one of them was so visibly shaken his hands were trembling so badly which tells you the energy in there probably felt demonic and I'm not particularly religious but wow
@@davidmarvy6788 you should know how shameful it is whether they’re ashamed or not
Mans even said he would get kicked out the house. But really do we need this stat to see how weird this whole thing is? No, 50years ago the world wasnt perfect either but I dont think anyone ever predicted this kind of sh*t
@@momov4060 Totally agree. I’m waiting for the day when the whole world recognises how damaging and self-destructive this is-not just for the individuals involved but for society as a whole. Studying systems thinking, Information processing, and complex system structures clearly explains the harm this behaviour causes on multiple levels.
Why do you think brothels agree to anonymity
What if their wives
Girlfriends etc found out?
She's so beautiful . She has kind, sincere eyes. This broke my heart for some reason. I hope she is happy, safe, and feels loved wherever she is,
Agreed. 🎯 really breaks my heart. She’s so much more than this. Better than this
@@patrickcocobassey6810
She’s doing it because she wants all that money and is willing to exploit herself and others for it. I don’t condone what these guys are doing, but they probably have issues too and she can exploit it and be the victim all at the same time
She said she wanted 100 guys to run through her it's her fantasy and even before she made money. Are you dumb. Feel bad for people who deserve that. Not prostitutes
beautiful on the outside maybe. but inner beauty is by far more important
i would rather be ugly on the outside than ugly on the inside
people stupidly put higher value on things acquired easily and freely over things acquired through work and sacrifice
@@BobBob-e The thing is: she seems lovely on the inside too (of course, we don’t know her personally), but that’s what makes this disheartening…
Her ability to convince herself that this is what she loves to do is what broke my heart, because it's so clear that she is crying out for someone to love her.
That’s where Jesus comes in. John 14:6 “ Jesus said , I am the way the truth and the life and no one comes to the father except through me.”
yesssss
Or, maybe the Bible is real and evil truly does exist. She is the epitome of evil. She loves corrupting people. She loves the power she gets. Evil is real and she is evil.
Welp going to be a bit hard after getting ran through 100 dudes, hate me all you want but no self-respecting man will marry her now.
And one of the lessons in life (even if you end up happy with a great partner that loves you) seems to be that NO ONE is the love of OUR lives but rather WE ARE THE LOVE OF OUR OWN LIVES, WE ALREADY ARE/MUST BE THE ANSWER TO THE LOVE WE WANNA RECEIVE. WE MUST LEARN TO TRULY LOVE OURSELVES THE MOST in this life :')😢❤️ That's the only way to true happiness✨️
The PA giggling and saying 'she took it like a champ' is so sick! The whole thing is absolutely vile.
Yeah, very disgusting.
as long as men consume, porn will never go away
I agree . She had sex with a twelve year old .
She should be in jail... Everyone who participated in this actually
Yet she is blurred out isn’t she? Happy to say that but not show her face? Says everything doesn’t it.
None of the men are willing to reveal their faces. Some are bothered by the number of men before them. Only Lily’s face is shown. They even blur the agent lady’s face.
It’s clearly degrading to everyone involved.
no dude no one was revealing their face for legal purposes marital purposes or job purposes etc like theres no way you didnt considered that or you just want to be silly
so true
bruh💀 she's an adult and she's the one who have this idea in the first place
@@chuggorangejuicecheating on your spouse to sleep with someone as part of a 100 guy gangbang is pretty degrading don’t you think
Maybe it’s just fake
‘Just good for one thing me, honestly’ - how did you come to believe that about yourself? You are abusing yourself - it’s really screwed up. You’re traumatized by ‘getting ran through’ by 100 guys, then you’re going to try 1000. What the heck happened to you that you need to hurt yourself this badly??
She's definitely not sad about not pleasing them. She's emotionally overloaded, she's in trauma rejection mode. This trauma will never go away im afraid.
Imagine if one, just one guy showed up in her room and said "I'm not going to undress myself. You don't have to do this. You can still stop. It's not too late. There's still time to repent." Then the guy would turn away, not give away his name and walk out
Yup
It can, through the redemption of Christ and other modalities.
Pretty sure Christ was on that line too i seen him
Jesus Christ died for her and He can restore her back to life.
The most disturbing thing is to me, is that she's worried that she didn't give them "the time they deserved". No self worth or self esteem and it breaks my heart.
All women should be like that living to pleasure men
Exactly. She said she had this fantasy, she didn’t owe these fools anything! Sadly there is no way to teach someone to feel like the intelligent, financially savvy, BABE that she actually is.
I hope she has someone she can talk to, btw now & Feb that can help her see herself as the prize, and if anyone is disappointed when the 5min interaction is over, sorry not sorry! They all ABSOLUTELY KNEW what they were spending all that $$ on getting to just meet her.
nha she got a WHOLE lota money to make thats why she doing this fools. That why the fake crocodile tears and all that cause it gives her viewership, simply and most of all MONEY, the green paper. Cut the sob story nobody cares
@@jakeleo4518it’s deeper than that fool😂
Bro I don't think you understand the gravity of a hundred dudes in a day, continuously thts 12 hours..no human can do that and not cry.the thousand people thing is a publicity stunt tho@@jakeleo4518
My biggest fear is having a daughter like her, but my worst nightmare is having a son like her "customers".
Same
Yeap
Her parents are what made her like this, theres a lot of exploitation that is happening around her. Her own father celebrated the facts that his friends are watching her, isn't that enough to showcase what is truly happening behind the scenes
they probably old men
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What went wrong in Lily's life that made her pursue a life of sexual degradation? There is nothing thrilling or empowering in her "career".
Tiktok & Instagram etc. The need to be viral, the opinion that anything is fair game. An entire generation raised by social media. 😢
But she's most likely a millionaire and at the end of the day this is what she wanted to do but hey keep judging. lol
Idk. The same thing that went wrong in people's lives to make them settle for minimum wage jobs, I guess.
It’s from the parents.
The fact her mother is her manager is the biggest red flag in it all.
other women and her insecurities
Josh seemed like the only guy who actually cared about her. This is just depressing. I hope someone stops her before February.
Her family and so called friends are evil to let this go on. How does her father in particular allow this to happen?😢
@@angelicaangel2624I have to agree. Normally I’d say she’s an adult, but it sounds like she’s having a mental breakdown. Idc if I had to physically stop my loved one or have her be committed to a psych ward, I would _not_ let them hurt themselves like this. Meanwhile her father is okay with his friends watching his daughter’s content. I feel like they’re all using her for money.
Right? Especially before the event started, he actually asked her about if she ate and if she'd have lunch and if they brought extra condoms and reminded her to stay hydrated. Then he was genuinely concerned every time they pushed lunch or her breaks back. So sad. I hate this industry. I'm glad documentaries like this exist to show how horrible it is.
I got chills from how upbeat and motivated her assistant was the whole time, like a football coach. Like woman, come on, it's okay to have some humanity here.
@@UberZambrotta8 Her assistant chainsmoked 100 cigarettes I’m more concerned about her getting lung cancer
This is quite honestly the most disturbing and unsettling thing I’ve watched in a long time. her crying at the end was soul destroying. I literally have no words
absolutely more disturbing is that she’s doing 1000 in february next year… after seeing this ending, i mean wow. so unsettling and confusing.
She chose to sleep with 100men the Sket lmao
That was like 28 words big gurl
@@beatporthahathere’s no way she’s doing 1000. she’s going to get to like 200 and give up. imagine what that place will look like, smell like, and feel like. i pray she doesn’t go through with it or she will be dancing with the devil.
Surely that can’t even be physically possible????
Her excuse for crying is she thinks she “didn’t give the guys a good time”? No. She’s in denial, completely stripped away all of her innocence and can’t comprehend the full scale of what she has just done. Poor soul, sad to see.
innocence? maybe sense of personhood but definitely not innocence... she's not a child
@@hallie736She's not a child. However she'll view herself as young and stupid once she loses her looks 40+.
This is strange extrapolation. You can dislike what she did but acting as if you know what she’s going through better than she did is really messed up.
@@vgman94 I'm pretty certain she'll regret this when she's older. Most people regret far far less and cringe at their younger self.
@@vgman94 ok, we will see, one day she may admit more about how she felt
I pray that if she talks about how bad she felt, that she also becomes a voice for reason and a voice discouraging the next generation of women against this type of behavior
Rather that than letting her life go and unlifeing… I pray she doesn’t do that.
I’d be sueing if that was my air bnb
The owner already is.
Yeah, I wonder if she told them why she would need it before she booked..
This is the best comment here
I'm ignorant, what exactly would they be suing them for? They paid for the night(s) that they would be using it for.
@@Regent192 Agreed, I’m super confused..
This is the most DEPRESSING documentary i’ve seen all year. My heart was getting heavy once seeing her tearing up.
As of today 12-11-24 she reported she contracted gonorrhea, chlamydia, and herpes from this encounter last week.
This was one of the worst things I’ve ever seen as well, and that’s saying a lot considering what we’re all subjected to on the internet daily
Do you have any reference?
@@andronomisneltron3231where did she say that
@@whereami2130fake news
Your assessment that she hadn't thought it through seems to be correct. Not knowing how HIV or other STI's are contracted is wild.
she didnt make them do tests to make sure they are clean??? WTFFFFF
Pretty sure she required an ID and test
They had to wear condoms
Or criminal record checks
@@RBEditz.1pretty sure not everybody had
How ppl dont see this is a kind of selfharm is beyond me
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exactly!!
Symptomatic AF
Godless society , I pray for her , I hope she is going to find God and peace soon in her life .
Because not every one is the same. The difference is she is doing it on camera, while others are doing it off camera
Disappointed in everyone who participated in this, including every single one in the production, editing, social teams. Yall really be setting back humanity with shit like this
She broke my heart in the first five minutes when she was making tea and said “I’m only good for one thing”
She makes good money, whats the problem?
@@DavidChadwick-n4s money should never be the reason to kill your soul. You must be soulless
@@DavidChadwick-n4sthe body, the soul and the mind.
It’s just sad she feels that way. She can make her own choices, and unfortunately there are people who will think less of her. But no one is “only good for one thing” no matter how much they’ve convinced themselves of it. You can get to a point where your choices make you feel like that, but anyone has the potential to change things at any given time.
@@DavidChadwick-n4s so money is the only thing that's important in life?
Something is wrong if your dad is telling you his friends told him they saw you in porn and he doesn’t even care.
Right!! And why is your dad not weirded out and pissed off that his friends are watching his daughter…
Wouldn’t be surprised if her father did something to her. Hypersexuality is usually a trauma response
It means she had a father, but she never experienced fatherhood!
would you rather he go pakistani style on his girl? what can he do?
@@WanderingKhajiitof course no one is saying that. But him mentioning that fact so nonchalantly to his DAUGHTER is insane?! He’s enabling it.
Nothing says that your friends are truly supportive of you like wanting their identity covered in almost every photo with you.
She only has people hanging around her because she is very very wealthy. Take away the wealth, and they would be calling her every name in the book.
Exactly. It’s a shameful situation and people don’t want to have their faces connected to something like this.
I'm sure that was him just wanting to cover everyone's faces besides her to cut down on paperwork and releases. Every person he shows their face he would need to get a copy of their IDs and have them sign a release for and it's much easier to blur everyone besides her out.
Being supportive of your friend and not wanting to be harassed because of the attention your is getting are two different things. 🙃 🤡
They aren't her friends lmao. She pays those people to do their jobs.
Only the interviewer felt akward and not quite normal,leaving her doing all this with so many strangers .All those ,using her,all those "friends" filming and indulging her..As a mother of two girls,my stomach turned. She needs therapy and help.What she she did to herself is so heartbreaking.
Imagine how many married men and boyfriends are lining up for stuff like this and then coming home to some of y’all. Absolutely disturbing and disgusting.
If my father was one of the men in the line he would never hear of me again
Very disgusting and how diseases spread around
I agree. The amount of stds being passed around is crazy
Exactly! I've seen other commentary channels talk about how disgusting she is but how about these guys lining up to have s*x with her? They are just as bad. Why isn't anyone calling them out.
Honestly this makes me glad that I prefer to be single and not have sex. Because things are wild out there, people have no regard at all for the safety of their bodies or partners. It actually makes me feel sick to my stomach.
look how traumatized she looks, she was brainwashed into thinking that this is empowering when in reality it's the most dehumanizing thing a woman can go through. She really needs some serious help
Which is why you live in Afghanistan, Right? Wouldn;t want to be dehumanized...
Including porn in feminism was a mistake I always thought this
how could someone think this is empowering?? in what way??? seriously - how brainwashed she must have been to agree to do this? also I think she was the first to come up with this bullshit idea
What convinced women that such thing is empowerment ? I wonder....
That’s what I’m saying. It thought it was super sus her “PA” wouldn’t let the camera crew back in at all during the day.
NINE people on her payroll is most of what you need to know. That's nine people who see her all the time and have a financial stake in convincing her to keep going, no matter what. I get that she can make her own decisions, but we're all less in control than we think, and the people around her are clearly standing on the gas pedal while cutting the brakes. None of them are friends; none will be there if she decides to stop. Deeply reprehensible.
I just see a sweetheart that deserves a genuine hug and some genuine guidance. The staff members keeping her working and those hundred guys are parasites. I wish her luck in life.
You have no idea what you’re talking about
They’re just as bad, they’re the kind of people who just want to exploit someone for their own benefit
definitely
so it's others fault you did porn ok got you 😂
i have this belief that the persons body is sacred and should be given to someone that you will spend your whole life with.
you should not see your body as a currency sold to someone else, have somebody own your sexual existence, be it by porn/prostitution or by a marriage contract.
in most traditional or religious societies...
they tell a woman that her body is sacred, that being inexperienced is being innocent and pure. so when she gains an experience she also feels like she is losing something very valuable it's bittersweet.
for a man, they never relate it to their purity, they don't see their body as a currency that runs out, to them it's just a life experience they enjoy and are proud to have and lose nothing by it, and after a certain age they would even be embarrassed to admit if they don't have that experience. because why would you want to be immature and inexperienced as a child when you are an adult?
an inexperienced woman holding out for marriage, would not touch herself or pursue 'impure' content or interactions. because her body belongs to her future husband. translation> they never learn to see sex as something for themselves, but something that guy's want and they comply for other reasons. so it is no wonder that they feel like they should be compensated for sex by love, security, family, home, or money or all the above. because otherwise they have been used, taken advantage of... because sexual pleasure alone is not equal payment in that transaction from their point of view.
how many man have you met that would not masturbate thinking "uh oh! no that part belongs to my future wife", they own themselves their entire life so they don't see and use their body and 'purity' as currency. they learn to see sex as something that they do for their own pleasure and nothing else.
try objectifying a straight man, see if it works... it doesn't! because no matter how you put it, they have been raised knowing sex is for their enjoyment and the more the marrier.
but a girl who only has sex by her society standards can easily break, if she is jilted after sleeping with a guy and would want compensation, be it by half his states or some amount of money she got out of the relationship.
and anyway what are we achieving with this mindset, are you empowering woman, raising them to see themselves as a person? because it seems to have the opposite results.
how dirty are men in these societies that they can turn an innocent pure angel into a second handed object overnight?
how fragile is this purity?
seems like a society that raises prized objects for men to buy instead of equal humans.
whether you tell a woman to sell her sex to a husband or a client, you are telling her she is to be sold.
bottom line!
which do you think has a healthier mindset and outcome ? obviously man, because it makes them confident and less exploitable, they don't spend their entire life turning themselves into an expensive object to be sold into marriage.
sex, is like any other need of human body...
hunger... you eat unhealthy, you turn thin and fragile or obese, eat poison you die, eat healthy you'd be fit and live long.
sex... you do it right you won't have mental or physical health issues, you do it wrong, you'd be a victim/predator/perv.
personally i believe what will fix woman's issue is to pursue success in their business and build a strong independent confident character so they won't have to look at their relationships as a source of social status or money and success.
masturbate to learn to enjoy sex for yourself. and have sex only in the way that gives you enjoyment (obviously with your partner's consent and both your health measurements in mind).
if you like to have sex with only one guy your entire life? go for it, if that is not what you want? don't.
but know that it is a matter of preference and don't make it a matter of religion, respect, purity or dirty behavior that is not helping anyone.
@@aurtherowner4697 It's their own personal beleif, doesnt hurt them or anyone else
@@Cola-2true I never said it hurts anyone else
Totally agree!
@@Cola-2 oh wait i thought this said i "hate" the belief that a person's body is sacred instead of i "have" this belief. im agree lol sry im dyslexic
This is heartbreaking.
Her parents don’t CARE. She wants them to care. She wants someone to care enough to stop her. She’s fawning and trying to please everyone.
The scene after she was done, that’s the soul crying deeply within. This is true self harm.
She made £43 million doing this in the last year - thats all its about
"Her parents don’t CARE. She wants them to care. She wants someone to care enough to stop her."
your source? your evidence?
Her parents getting paid 😂
She was the one that didn’t tell them, she said it herself! That they don’t need to know all the details so maybe her parents think she just upload funny pics in instagram or famous site and that is all.
Definitely fawning.
She’s mentioned worrying about whether the guys had a good time with some guilt tripping her about it…her own wellbeing is definitely not the first thing on her mind.
Josh you probably one of the few men she interacted in her life who treat her like a person not a piece of meat. It could surely made her confuse, but thank you for not making flirt jokes, I dont think many women knows that its possible to have a conversation with men who actually is just talk
Thank you as a woman
I thought he was great too
I have nothing against him, but can I point out he is making money off her
@@joshuakinnard9430literally
@@joshuakinnard9430Well at least he got paid unlike the students she slept with where she made bank and they did her for absolute free🤔🥹
i thought the same, and i think that at the end of the video he was thinking "how could i let this happen" after seing her cry. I think that he was feeling pretty guilty.
I went to school with her. This is the complete opposite of what I thought she would end up doing, this is self harm and I hope one day she can begin to heal and move on from all of this
What did you think she would end up doing?
What was she like?
@Belacroix5 she was a year or two below me so we weren't exactly friends but we were in similar circles. from what I remember of her she was always quite timid but snooty at the same time, was relatively popular/had popular friends
Now that I have seen all the evil out there in the world, I wonder what my classmates are up to. I have heard about millionaires from Dubai paying to shite on good looking White women. I believe that all of this should be forbidden.
Women like her always end up on OF. Easiest way to get rich. High level office work doesnt pay as good as SW does.
She is already dead she just doesn't know it
I have that feeling as well.
the way she is gaslighting herself into thinking she is happy is what makes it more sad
lol i think she is happy having so much sex, but of your ying and yang and shit like that, its all about the balance
Or she could genuinely be happy. You'd never know.
@Sundji you clearly don't know how to observe and dissect a situation
The ending just shows the reality of this. Her mental health is shattered. So sad to see horrible. And those people who work with her are sick too
she said she wanted this so its all on her tbh she didn't have a bad upbringing she had money AND her parents support her so it is what she chose 🤷♂
I have no sympathy for this mega thot and she said she doesnt really care what people call her sooo 😂
@@chuggorangejuice pretty clear she's got some issues and is also being essentially pimped out by her "team"
It's fucked isn't it. She's just a deluded but sweet girl, I felt terrible for her watching this. There's too much talk of 'empowerment' around girls letting men use them like objects, this is inhuman.
@@chuggorangejuice What do you mean by "she had money" ?
“I don’t care what people think of me”
5 minutes later
“I don’t want to tell them because I don’t want them to think less of me”
She seems like she’s trying so hard to convince herself that she likes this and wants this. I fear one day she will look back with great regret. She seems like a friendly well spoken young lady, I hope one day she realizes she could contribute so much more to this world than just this tasteless pseudo prostitution.
Drugs, alcohol, therapists, tattos and cats are on her way
This really breaks my heart, I hope she heals
Yeah and she got really quiet in that part, you could see the hurt when she said that
The look on her face after the whole thing is done is pretty telling - she's lost herself.
Oh, I don't really think we could think less of her.....
I am crying for her. This is so sad and dangerous.....physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually.........Dear God, please rescue her. ❤Luke 7:36-50❤
I found the mess in the room a symbol of the mental state of the people. What man would willingly step into a room where there are 88 discarded, used condoms lying around? Why not bother to put them in a bin, even after every 5 guys, clean up a bit etc? So the sheets were also never changed? She had a team with her. Nobody thought about cleaning up now and then? This, for me forms a big part of the horror movie feel of the whole thing.
I wondered about this as well. They could get a guy to perform making tricks in the waiting room, but they couldn't sweep and change the sheets as she showered?
The reason those condoms are hanging around, tissues everywhere, is because most men who participated were the worst kind of men… the type than only sign up to use a women as a fleshlight for 1-2 minutes… wipe themselves… throw the trash on the floor.. you have to be quite degenerate and into objectification/abuse of women to do this…
After the first 10 people (and that’s being generous) that room would have been like stepping into the manifestation of the downfall of society… a circle of hell of there even was one.
I also see the room as more than just a symbol of the mental state of the people who participated, but rather of society as a whole and where we have ended up.
I can't imagine how bad the smell had to be!
Remember she is filming all of this for her OF. Hopefully it was an intentional choice for the sake of dramatic effect and to “prove” that the stunt was real.
There's probably going to be an STD crisis due to this....
This is the type of thing that trafficking victims endure. Why would you volunteer to subject yourself to this?
Exactly. Literally like 100 men in a day against their will. So sad.
Attention and money, and Lily clearly has no idea what damage she is doing to herself.
I felt the same thing. You are choosing to put yourself through this perverse form of sexual exploitation. And millions of women are forced into it.
She thinks the money is worth it . She is dragging herself down into Hell and when she’s older it will hit her like a train (if it hasn’t already)
Content babay
the fact she was crying afterwards proves she has been lying to herself and she doesn’t enjoy it at all. that’s a clear trauma response. she needs serious help.
Not really.
@@Adz612explain
But she wants 1000 next?
I don’t think she’s traumatized she’s willingly doing it it’s just like how porn stars feel
Its called regret. Sometimes life teaches the thing you desired was so underwhelming or so shockingly stupid once you happen to be there that you get depressed.
I'm not buying the trauma, I buy that is deep regret which will never go away. She made a decision and as a legal adult must bear the weight of her consequences
Everybody is complaining, flabbergasted, annoyed and still watching!
Because her self harm is just hers. The world suffers something more devilish globally. That's why they keep watching
As a mental health nurse for 12 years this made me openly cry. The amount of trauma that girl will have for the rest of her life is insane. Her ‘team” are not on her side and don’t care about her safety at all. I have seen a lot in my profession but this takes the cake. Hun PLEASE I beg you, get some help xx you are worth more than this. Money will not comfort you when you are broken. And to her so called ‘friends and family’ shame on you!!! You had one job to look after your child and you are failing. Quite honestly this was so sad to watch, but thank you for raising awareness before another gets pulled in to this line of work xx
You are repressed and envious. You'd love to be liberated and wealthy like she is, but you have no guts.
@@reportthetroll7128 You're bad at trolling. Find a new hobby.
@@greghauser742 Not trolling. Keeping it real, unlike any of the 19 000 lost and delusional people here.
That's why she wants to do 1000 now. LOL
You only need so much money to a certain point she could have still made thousands a month with just selling feet pics to thirsty guys online or something more tame. This is like so not worth it.
Imagine being the Airbnb owner and finding out this is what your house was used for. No neighbors complained about the revolving traffic of strange men??
neighbour probably had a turn too
welcome to london city
God bless 😢
My exact thought when I seen the Air BNB lol
there is the possibility neighbors would be... inside... idk
even the interviewer was just in pure shock and disbelief
the interviewer's motivated reasoning.
Did he bang I wonder?
what do you expect from a virgin lol. I known this lady and other like her this isn’t shocking to me
@@Adz612 1000 men document number 2 lol
the interviewer its more concerned and worry for her than her whole team and family
She is an EXTREMLY SWEET person. I am worried about her :( I don't understand why her team supports such idea as having sex with 1000 men. People who work with her won't have their faces shown but they will organize for this girl, who is clearly lost in all of this, the sex massacre. I think that sex workers, especially those doing extreme things, should go through psychological assessment every few weeks and submit the paper to the platforms they operate at. It must be a very tricky and freaky business, especially for such young people. Girl, please, be safe, you are a lovely human being, do whatever you like, but take care of yourself
There are so many problems with this. The comment she made right at the start, where she said she was only good for one thing, suggests she has low self esteem. It also became clear, with the HIV comment and condom comment, that she was not even close to sufficiently educated about sexual health risks or prevention. It was also apparent she struggled to enforce proper boundaries with the men, such as around sexual health or when to stop. She also did not possess awareness of her own trauma responses, like disassociation, and was not mentally or physically aware and present enough to advocate for herself. The people around her are not her friends.
Her "Management Team" are nothing more than Johns, vampires.
Actually, they are her enemies
She says she’s been to university and yet is totally clueless about HIV. Forget HIV- what about Herpes, Chlamydia, Gonorrhoea etc. There’s also any number of stomach bugs she could catch, especially if any of the guys was bisexual and doesn’t maintain sufficient cleanliness . This girl truly has all sorts of mental and emotional issues and the people around her, including her family, are happily using her for their own profit. There are innumerable cases of suicide in this industry- August Ames being one of the very well known ones, and I fear Lily is already well down that path from watching her speak - her eyes and her expressions are very telling on her true mental state
Sex was not meant for this. Of course she feels bad. She even said “Is not normal”. That’s the core message here.
Your body is meant for whatever you want to use it for? It doesn't come with an instruction manual.
It's true. And it's all so sad really when you go past everything on the surface in this situation particularly.
Sex was never meant to be something separate from love and commitment...
@@SirLabalot. It scares me that 100 men was ok with this and I bet they were all married or in a relationship… please get tested ladies and gentlemen!!
Sex was not “meant” for anything because the word “meant” implies that sex was created with a particular end goal in mind; it ascribes intent to unknowing and uncaring natural forces.
😢🌺🙏
To the people saying “her mental health is shattered ” it was already shattered before she did the 100 guys. She was already damaged and it was plain to see
Yes 😢
But now is worse
and she spread this like a virus to those 100 guys and now the queue for depression and PTSD at NHS has risen by 100, plus perhaps the cameraman and other few people, or maybe even the guards
This is trauma, f off! I've been through the foster system and know right from wrong. Just because drugs feel good doesn't mean they are.
The fact she actually did that and does OF shows she's already damaged. Believe it or not there are attractive women who have normal jobs and don't show off their intimate anatomy to total strangers online.
Yes, exactly! Probably sociopathic parents who aren't discouraging her and are 'supportive' wtf.
Her psychological state, her soul, her body. It will never be the same again…depressing.
the dissonance between lily and her pa’s responses really struck me. the pa saying she had a laugh with the lads, smoking cigarettes as her boyfriend entertains them with card tricks.. and lily crying about feeling pressured to perform a certain way. i won’t forget this.
agreed
You have to learn it from somewhere and someone
Something about this feels wrong. What kind of friend sees her friend stressed out, dissociated, and encourages this still?
@@meme-bu8quone that doesn’t give a f*ck and just wants to make money
She has a boyfriend and he's ok with this? 😮
The guy that was shaking after he had participated shows that these men know they are participating in trauma and some of them also didn’t think through how it might effect them to do this. This is damaging for all involved.
I don’t understand isn’t this a an embodiment of what feminism stands for allowing women to have freedom to do whatever they want with their body I mean it is for man no one would say anything but because it’s a woman all of a sudden she’s a victim and she needs to get help blah blah blah What the heck are not capable of making their own decisions do they need to be controlled? You have freedom now you haven’t now you’re saying that this should be illegal. What the fuck
Exactly!!
@@ElleAngeles waite arent women empowered and can do whatver they want with their bodies?
I will never feel sorry for those men. Laughable.
Maybe be for a small few out of the 100 but a staggering majority weren’t traumatized at all and have a great time!
Her assistant is not her friend, she is just profiting off of her
does my coworkers are not my friends as well?
She works for her.... are you friends with your boss?
I definitely profit from my boss, it's called my salary
She comes across as an evil leech.
Yeah her scummy assistant was more interested in chatting and smoking with the guys treating it like a night out. Pathetic
Her assistant only cared about smoking and chatting away to the blokes like it was a night out. Terrible
She is self harming. It is so sad to see that guys just find this attractive and support her when she is destroying herself 😭😔
This is probably the hardest documentary I've ever seen. Her "assistants" are absolutely taking advantage of this broken baby. She's only 23! Dear Lord, help her. Someone has to help her. Oh my heart 😭
At 23 the part of the brain responsible for fully comprehending consequences of actions long term may not even be fully developed yet, the age often quoted for that is 25.
😂
The assistants are a bunch of usseless people
She is not a baby she is an adult 23 is not considered a baby
Do u want some cheese with that whine
I really appreciate how compassionate and sincere you were with her the entire time. She said so many disparaging things about herself and you challenged her on all of them in such a respectful manner- it would have been easier just to agree or go along, but you never did. I am grateful that she was able to interact with someone in the way you interacted with her. Based on the way her team treated her, I would imagine she is used to being around people who reflect her negative view of herself back to her.
It takes someone being very in touch with their humanity to spotlight someone's humanity in the way you did in this documentary. This was a beautiful piece.
I agree with you, thus was really well done, and he didn't do an exploitative documentary as many journalists do on their pieces.
Hope they become friends, she doesn't have any , her work team are definitely not their friends
I agree that he was very good and respectful and tried to keep it professional and constructive.
It’s women like her that make so many who are sexually limited or disabled feel unloveable and suicidal. For this reason I can’t help but see her as an evil sociopath who would see no value in someone who can’t give sex. I can’t empathise with something that evil.
Yes to all of this!! I truly enjoyed the point of view he took on this piece and how sensitive he was to her, much more sensitive to her needs then she seemed to be of her own unfortunately...
the lack of safety measures is the most concerning thing. second is her mental wellbeing. poor girl.
45:54 Honey, they weren’t supporting you. They all USED you. The delusion…
Did anyone else hear her say at 01:22 min that she says she's "only good for one thing" when Josh asked for a cup of tea... That comment that she made speaks so much about her mentality. It's sad to see her value herself so little
she values herself alot, she made the economy 100k in 1 day by herself and she prob made a tidy sum by herself but is she thinks she can do 1000 men in a day then I pray for her body and soul.
Yes, I cried 😢
Yes the entire video when she’s talking down on herself and saying I don’t really care. It’s very sad
Yes! I put in sub titles and listened a few times to make sure I didn’t misunderstand her. That’s pretty terrible.
I believe it was a joke.
thank you for being kind to her
Why not he has no sould and also makes money with her documentary no one is kind to a woman like her with no reason
I love that he was so fu€king respectful throughout, not one ounce of condescension
There was a hint of it now and then, like he could see through her charade and defo didn’t agree with it all
I think him physically gagging with the smell of the room sums up the whole documentary
Condescension is what we need now in our society to shame such filthy behaviours.
@@TheNotBadNorthernLad
He never struck me as condescending.
He struck me as concerned
Agreed he looks traumatized @@mcpeewee68
the last clip with her eating dinner ALONE. poor girl just sobbed twice after something clearly traumatic and shes left by herself. my heart hurts for her.
I hope she realizes her “not remembering any of the guys’ faces” is nothing but a trauma response
no it isn't I work in a store and deal with over 100 customers in the same time and I can just remember 5 faces, some people have short term memory dude.. gtfo with your armchair psychology
No it isn’t, you are not a psychologist.
You’re over doing it Brodie… who would remember their faces? She’s just doing her thing IF SHE WAS. Male you’ll would be cheering this thing on so pls stufufufufufuppp
I worked in an industry where I would often see 50+ people a day and sometimes 200. If I took my work home and remembered everything I'd seen, I'd have been suicidal weekly.
I was a nurse.
Jobs aren't who you are. Just what you do.
@@joaokowalski9736 Not remembering their faces is also not remembering the guys, which IS a trauma response, it’s called dissociation and suppression. She said it herself that she disassociated during. Not remembering clearly what you did and who the guys were, afterwards, is the brain protecting you from something it finds traumatic. It’s basic psychology that everyone should understand. Obviously this is what the original commenter meant. Of course you can’t fully remember 100 people but she had interactions with 100 guys and only remembers 10? Seems like dissociation to me.
I really think she is showing signs of a victim to SA. The way she normalizes her dads friends messaging, being good for only one thing, not feeling like she served those guys enough.. like she trained herself so well to mask the deep wounded abused girl with a fun superficial attitude. The end shows it all.
Absolutely agree.
You may be right, most certainly abused in her earlier life.
When she said that she wanted to wait for marriage, but then after doing it once, it was "not special", in my uninformed opinion (I know nothing about her childhood) I would say that the reason it wasn't special was a) it probably wasn't with someone special and b) she was re-living whatever childhood sexual trauma she endured that first time, and that's when she really began disassociating. It is SO textbook, nearly every retired porn performer has said some version of the same. But it doesn't let her off the hook. You are never responsible for what happens to you as a child. But you ARE responsible for dealing with it through therapy, spirituality, and doing the tough inner work to overcome the past. She chose to not deal with it at all, and choices have consequences.
Idk what country you are from, or if you are from the US, but this whole situation reminds me of the movie A General's Daughter. If you've never seen it, the general's daughter starts having sex with EVERYONE in his command to get back at him after she was raped by her fellow soldiers during a exercise in the Army. And instead of addressing it, her father told her that "it never happened." - That's a very short version of the movie.
I thought it was strange that (from what I could tell) Lilly chose to engage with her father's friends even though she knew they were his friends. Very strange and telling.
@@PerrincinaSprecacithank you!!!
You were the only person there to give a shit about her. I think her parents need to see your documentary, and even lily herself!
He said her parents were forward thinking and that was great.
I care about her, in fact I’d marry her
@@adoRED019 they should watch this video and just see how much damage being in this industry is doing to their daughter
@@adoRED019 that’s just an euphemism for “they don’t gaf bout me”
Her parents might be a lost cause. Most dads would be done once they heard their friends saying they’ve seen his daughter in porn. But apparently that wasn’t a breaking point for him.
I find it interesting that feminism has turned women into more of an object for men! Feminism has backfired royally
this has nothing to do with feminism
nothing to do with feminism mate
The fact that the men knew she was completing 100 men in a day, was visibly exhausted and dissociative and still had the gall to say “what, you’re not going to make me finish?” Or “it’s only been 3 minutes” is horrifying. So sad
They paid money mate but yh still.
You are shaming the men & the girl that decides to do this to herself? Shouldn't you at least shame her to? She has no self esteem & needs help...
@@joelabraham7798😂 bro wtf
"wHy dO tHeY cHoOsE thE bEaR?!"
Broo not women not taking accountability, its her decision to gert ran thru and now she is crying and you blaming men lol
Her team seems super unprofessional and inconsiderate towards her which is scary.
Using her for money i guess
Yeah. Super scary how nonchalant they are 😬
They are users. Living off immoral earnings it would be called if she was a sex worker with a pimp.
they’re getting paid, no one cares how u feel once you’re paying them
Yes a bunch of pimps
“We’ve just chucked her in the shower” made my skin crawl in a way I really just can’t explain
Shows that they view her as an object for them to make an large income off rather than another human being, just like the hundreds of perverts lining up at her so they can treat her like an object for five minutes. This world is vile.
@PeakDennisReynolds and she happily indulges it
Her personal assistant is the scabbiest person there tbh. What a horrible manipulative taking-advantage of type of person
They're pimps
@PeakDennisReynoldsdude they're her employees, what are you talking about, noone's forcing her to do it
This is suicidal. Sometimes you need to care about a stranger's word. Please stop doing it. 1000 will make you torn apart.
We need to stop this narrative that sex work is empowering, young women are ending up traumatised because they were sold this fantasy when in reality it makes you feel less than human. I really hope she heals one day its heartbreaking to see
Exactly! Even if a woman thinks it’s empowering there is not a single guy on this earth who will view it that way
i mean we wouldnt have to spread that narrative at all if men would just stop paying for porn and being depraved weirdos
this “narrative” was created and pushed by women. the problem is within yourselves
Taking control of your sexuality and exploring certain things IS empowering but THIS ISNT this os self harm sex work is mainly for men’s pleasure and has nothing to do with women and it’s sad people think this is empowering
How sick do you have to be to call it a career as someone who just spreads their legs...it's unbelievable how broken she is....Onlyfans and all such sites must be banned
Only 23? I look back to when I was 23 and realize how young I was ( physically and definitely mentally/ emotionally)
Yeah, I didn't know how to properly wipe my nose until I passed 25-28. We are all still naive at that age
@@swatkabombonica4103 stop infantilising yourself you were voting!
@sorgutentarer actually, I wasn't. Started being interested in politics as an old 35 🍑. Nothing infantile about it, she's definitely going to regret this. People in their 20s are stupid, think you can eat anything that flies, hormones work differently, you can sell them anything
@swatkabombonica4103 ...okay I'll bite: surely, SURELY you are taking the piss with this comment??
I was a CHILD!
hearing her say "sex isn't special" is part of the problem, sex creates life which makes it one of, if not the most intimate act two people can engage in.
Right. I’ve only ever been with one man. My soulmate. Our sex is sacred and a transcendent spiritual experience.
@@erinrhianne kudos to you. Nowadays, every girl is like Lily Phillips. Maybe not 100 men a day, but quite a bit a day. They think it is empowering but really they're giving men free sex.
Is there even a doubt about it
Anyone who believes "sex isn't special" should also be okay with bestiality and incest because "it's just sex" but they aren't because they know they are lying to themselves.
Its best when there is love involved otherwise..
Don't question the game, question the players. Imagine standing in line and just going "oh yeah im the 39th guy".
the comment section restored my faith in humanity - i hope she'll read some of these. no angry words, just concerns for her (mental) health and her wellbeing. hope she'll find some warm hearted friends one day. money is time and these men could have chosen to spend some nice time with their friends and families. they should rethink their priorities - they could have helped many poor people on this earth. i bet they feel as empty after this as she does.
Stubborn spirits need angry words if they would ever be free from them.
Not rly for me a decent chubk of teplied jsut seem to be religious debates at this point.
They don't. Because this sort of exchange is not equal. The woman has been violated here, not the men. The men paid to violate her.
@@ursosexmachinai see your point, and youre definetly right about the violation, but one can not pay a guilty conscience off.
@@ursosexmachina i think that one can not pay a guilty conscience off. Money just works on a superficial level.
“ I used to think I wanted to wait until marriage” that broke my heart. Poor girl
😢😢💔
Why on earth do you feel bad for her? She's the damn ring leader in this operation. If she hadn't acted on any of this it could have never happened
Good for you wait. You will get the best partner
@@littlegreen9274 you dont get it do this isnt normal behaviour she needs help
@@littlegreen9274 Because women are victims, they have no accountability. Few people would view a man trying to shag 100 women in a day as a victim, but rather as a empty shell stripped of moral and dignity. In reality, both cases would be very pathetic. She is not a victim, she is ruled be greed.
Crying, talking about how you dissociated, cant remember it, and felt obligated to the men is NOT having fun or empowerment. Her team are beyond scum if they can keep letting her do that...when there were no safeguards in place and she doesn't even know how life changing STIs are spread as well!! Irresponsible, sad to watch, so grim. I actually feel so sorry for her - how she speaks about herself the whole way through this is so heartbreaking to watch. I really hope she's OK and someone gives her a big hug (and not someone thats making bank off her someone who actually has a shred of decency and cares about her).
Edit: Replied about why I singled her team out. Lily if you are in these comments please read the ones that are concerned for you & don't play them off as a joke. I know to acknowledge all this means having to work through a lot mentally but the work is worth it and so are you. I think you could do a lot here for other young girls who see this & think they need to copy if you explored this at some point when you're ready, too. As someone who has self-harmed on and off throughout my life there's something in the way you speak about yourself & dehumanise yourself in conversation so readily (you can pass it off as a joke but it doesn't reach your eyes) and how you neglect your own safety/wellbeing & keep pushing boundaries on what you'll expose yourself to that is really a gut-punch to see in its familiarity. Please get help, take a break, something.
..letting her? She wanted to do it which is horrific.
I agree, this is definitely indicative of the downfall of our culture where this is not only celebrated, but these women are making more than NBA players. That means there are millions of extremely lonely men out there and so many broken women. Feminism.. well done, you've "empowered" women into losing a part of their soul every time they randomly hook up with someone that doesn't give a sh*t about them
@@WokeismIsMarxismfeminism doesn’t encourage this lmao it actually fights against the need of sex to feel validated. Check your facts before commenting stuff like this.
Bruv, she’s old enough to make her own decisions as an adult with agency and awareness of the consequences. Nobody forced her like she’s a kid
@@josh-bs1vq She's a product of our culture and the final result of feminist ideology