Revealing my BIGGEST Regrets
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 4 ต.ค. 2024
- Welcome to a truly painful video; today I’ll be exposing several private videos I’ve been hiding for 4 years. Hope you cry as much as I did.
🍷Hey there, what can I get you to drink?
My name is Beowulf, but please call me Beo! I'm a spirit searching for the ultimate hobby~ I run The Rift; the beloved tavern of the unnatural and apparitions.
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The fact she had the guts to show something to her parents 😦
ONCE WHEN I WAS IN 4TH GRADE I MADE A FURRY ANIMATION MEME WITH ME AND MY “CRUSH” AND SHOWED IT TO MY PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS 😭
@@lovebuzzs LMAOO HOW'D THEY REACT
bro i made a video of a unicorn anime girl turning into an edgy demon depressed overpowered furry fox fighting some fnaf characters and my parents were like: is my kid on drugs?
I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER 😭😭
@@lovebuzzs NAW 💀
I love how she puts happy guitar music over a depressing animation meme 😭
EDIT:
Okay can yall stop singing in the replies ur kinda stretching the joke now 💀💀
Yes. Wonder how christmas music would sound…
Iiiii don't want a lot for christmas...
@@someone433 there is just one thing i need 😇
@@CH50T1CFAWN And IIIIII dont care about the presents,
@@T3CHW1ZZY underneath the christmas treeeee~
I’ve been a sub since around…. 10-30k… and the nostalgia I get from these is incomprehensible to mankind
Me too I remember she had like 1000 followers and 10 videos 😭
Fr I remember when it was like 30-40k
Same altho I was around the time where she was senpai wolfie/doing animation memes (Like the fasion meme)
Ikr
same
No matter how cringe beo may have been in the past, it's not as comparable to me 💀
LOL same
At least her cringe had amazing editing and animation 🥲
Omgg Same 😭
Sameeee
Same but not completely compared to anyone lol
HELP i remember being a HUGE fan of you when i was like 9 and you were still Senpai Wolfie. u were like my idol😭😭(you still are tho lol)
after i finished watching the video i can DEFINITELY see where most of my design inspiration for my gacha life ocs came from. oh god.
bros a fr og !!!!
Same lol
Beo at 14: **makes imaginary gacha boyfriends**
Me at 12: **writes an entire fuckin novel full of angst and psychological torment beyond the barriers of cringe**
I don't know which is worst
same but 10-
same but 9-
10 yo me: used to switch main oc every 5 days and would post a video telling their history
same but 8
what the hell is this reply section
I visibly gasped and covered my mouth when you said you wore wolf ears to school. What has Gacha done to us. IN TOO DEEP NOW
SAME
Listen. Apparently last year before I went to my high school, the (almost)entire freshmen year wore cat ears for the whole year.
I literally did the same thing you did
My somewhat friend literally wore reindeer antlers and ears to school (this was around Christmas time) and she may have worn wolf ears, idk. She also said she would try an wear a tail (she also has a boyfriend and a girlfriend, it's like a poly relationship idk much about them)
I audibly said "NO WAY YOU DIDNT GET BULLIED.." childhood was such a different time....😭
It’s literally insane how much beo has improved 😭😭
I remember watching these and thinking how I'll never draw as good as her😭
SAMEE
SAME
Been here since pretty much the beginning and I can’t decide whether that’s a good thing or a bad thing 💀
I was genuinely obsessed with the Alternia series and the "training floofs" video I had watched a minimum of 17 times I'm not even joking. 😭💀
Don’t worry beo, ur not alone
Trust me… I was worse😨
I STILL HAVE MY OLD CHANNEL BUT I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN REVEAL IT.
@@Iheartgus SHOW ME
@@Iheartgus PLS SHOW US ITS NEW YEARS, not forcing u or something we just really wanna see
@@IheartgusI wanna see
I literally shipped myself with the lado preset😭
The age dark age of Gacha, where everyone treated it like a fantasy vlog channel.
I think it's nice that you kept these videos sure they're embarrassing and u regret it but look at how far you've come now you could keep getting better and you can look at these videos as a reminder too show ur self where u started
nobody could ever get this kind of info outta me… 😭❌
As a long time viewer of Beo, since 2018, the time of the Senpai Wolfie name, I can confirm I've never seen these videos but I remember the old cringe OCs shown
Bruh, I always thought that Koi was going to win lol. Thank you, Beo, for bringing back this nostalgic yet dehumanizing cringe.
You showed your character from 3 years ago and it just bought back a whole lotta memories 🧍🏻♀️
Well I wasn’t around super long ago but if anyone remembers that one series Beo did where the story was based off “real events” and there was a love interest who could turn into a dog
…Real events, right-
OMG I REMEMBER THAT
Yeaaaaaaghhhhh
I watched it
HOLY SHIT THOSE VIDEOS UNLOCKED MEMORIES I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I HAD I REMEMBER THE FLOOF VIDEO LMAOOO YOU WERE ACTUALLY A HUGE INSPIRATION TO ME I GENUINELY FOUND YOUR VIDEOS SO ENTERTAINING
6:05
WAIT A DAMN MINUTE-
THE MUSIC IS FROM KINEMASTER ISN'T IT-
HOW TF DO I REMEMBER THAT??
I don't know if me growing up with your old videos was for better or for worse- but it certainly was an experience.
Let’s appreciate that Beo was daring enough to show everyone her cringe past
1:54 idk why but it reminded me of “WOLFIE WAKE UP~ I DONT LIKE YHIS! WOLFIE WAKE UPPPPP”😢😢
BRO NOW THE CHRISSY WAKE UP AUDIO IS STUCK IN MY HEAD AGAIN BUT INSTEAD OF CHRISSY ITS WOLFIE 😰😭
@@NotAkriti HAHAHAH
I had a self insert once where her whole personality revolves around "I'm not like other girls I look and dress like a boy" and being a strong tomboy that beats the shit out of every boys there are
I handed her to my friend because I don't even use her anymore for rps
The nostalgia I'm getting from the old oc and your old videos omg
Watching Beowulf makes me laugh and for some reason smile
help i still remember senpai wolfie i used to watch all her videos 💀
8:18 *i* remember this video. i liked it. i wish i didn't.
You know you're the main character of your fanfics when you have not one alpha male boyfriend, but two.
Omg I remember when I had my gacha phase being there at like 10k subs, I just rediscovered your channel after moving multiple accounts and coming to terms that I cant erase my past cringe self, and I am absolutely shocked, your content is good and enjoyable, and I realize that almost everybody had a cringe phase and now we can all laugh about it
this is the perfect way to start my 2023 ❤️ its inspiring to see how far youve come beo, ive been a subscriber since 2019 ❤️❤️
The fact that I watched some of these when I was like 11. The memories they’re coming back, whyyyyyy
The true nostalgia hit when old Beo took out the magic fairy Gacha wand that can summon characters 😂
It may be cringe but... Damn that music video or whatever it is has some decent editing and symbolism(only for one part) and is way better than I can do
(4:01)
true
I still remember watching this video when I was little 5:24
9:48 - the red velvet Russian roulette in the background sped up JSJSJSJDJD
Girl I feel you, but if it makes you feel better I use to be WAYYYY worse, like with the cringe stories...and portraying myself as the weaker one, etc. Stupid bad stuff I thought was okay back then, and more. But hey, what matters is who we are now.
I don't have lots of confidence in myself..but I can tell the current me, is better than my past self.
If you don't want Koi, I'll take him in. I'll give him a new haircut and some much needed friends
8:24 i.... I was there... Three years ago....
Even if Beo’s old work is “cringe” its still cool to she how far she has come :D
You’ve improved so much -someone who has been watching since senpai wolfie and remembers some of these characters
When you show something as quaint as an animation like this to your parents, that is a GLOWING red flag.
I REMEMBER THESE. I REMEMBERT THIS. You were literally everything I aspired to be, and your cringe birthed my cringe. Thank you, because, like yours.. the cringe turned into something beautiful. Oh wait no, still cringe lol.
I never realized that your videos were on that type of level but I've watched you for such a long time now 💀
To be honest, you were pretty good at animating and drawing for a 14 year old. I don't even know how to make my gacha animations ( walking in particular ) smooth!
Happy New year Beo, I look forward to more of your content this year
im suprised beo isn't fully embarrassed
I like the video where koi was jealous and happy music was playing :)
now i dont mean to be rude but look at those concrete demolishers at 2:23 ..😨
Happy new year & wow you changed a lot from that cringe 😀
Also I kinda wanna see you remake your old ocs btw
10:33 WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE HE'S GIVING BIRTH HELP
4:14 Why is this actually good- except the character designs.
2:31 better than anything I can do
I remember watching all of these 😭
Same 😂
watching this, is bringing a weird sort of nostalgia, but also...A LOT of fear, i am incredibly scared.
im just soo shocked...dont worry we all have that phase😅
5:16 I remember this but I don't want to.
It’s giving ken and ken from the Barbie movie 😭 4:28
OMG I REMEMBER YOUR OLD NAME AND CHARACTER! (And that video) It really brings back memories… from 3-4 years ago, ‘senpai wolfie’ :)
You inspired me those 3-4 years ago to make stuff from Gacha, (I remember always loving your hair colour and ‘swirly things’ on your cheeks, on your Gacha character) and I will always be thankful for that.
i love how she replaces the “sad” music with this song 😂
Your a better person than I, i would never dare let anyone see my old videos. I applaud you 👏🏾😭😭😭
It's fine. At least you see how much you have improved.
Don't worry, I did nearly the exact same when I was 10 - 12 XDD I've also gotten rid of a lot of my older character lore-based videos bc I'm actually a writer now (if you consider a 14 yr old who makes MCYT angst fanfics at 11pm and finally got my mom to put me in a creative writing course, something of a proper writer) and my old lore freakin' SUCKED lol!
1:15 This looks so familiar...
HOOOOLY THAT OLD GACHA OC JUST BLASTED ME WITH NOSTALGIA- idk when I subbed to you but my god-
The fact that I remember some of those videos really says something about something
I love how she puts happy guitar music over a depressing animation meme
You have gotten through your cringe phase and gotten better I'm proud of you
The editing and drawing also characters are amazing, I surprised you would show this haha. Just the storyline that’s it. I think a lot of people have done that ngl
I respect you that you had the guts to tell us this
I remember being a huge fan of yours back when I was still in the Gacha Community. I've left (kinda I still have Gacha Club in my phone and I use it from time to time). NGL i still look over the Gacha Community and I still keep my creations from it, I just advance them and turn them better.
You can tell if any oc, and by any, I mean *ANY* oc if it's insipred or is Beo's old oc by the horns, the eyes, the colour scheme (mostly), and the split black and white hair.
Ok! But the animation meme was just to funny with the BG music giving a happy vibe and the video giving a sad and depressing vibe!
Dont be embarrassed Suki used to publicly share her weird obsession board she had about you to talk negatively all the time which was embarrassing because no one in gachastars cares
This might be cringey old videos but the editing is better than mine with the animation memes-
tbh all of us regretted being 13 years old
Happy new years Beo!
I appreciate how Beo makes fun of cringe but at the same time accepts it for being a part of making content. You’re very brave, Beo!
Senpai Wolfie is such a throwback, we were all so dumb AAAHAHASGHGXH
Not gonna lie, your videos are way better than mine 3 years ago 💀
9:41 not the sped up russion roulette instrumental 💀💀
1:59 2018 in a gacha video
Havent watched since the senpai wolfie era can’t believe you came so far!!
Wait ima guess the audio… “ love brain heart control “ 3:00
No is options
I hate how i recognize some of these videos
I didn’t even know i was that old till you reminded me
4:23 It just looks like u took the "Home" from "Home Alone"
I’ve been around for a while I used to watch your old videos daily on repeat 😭
I do not know how to feel about the fact that I remember some of these videos and how I thought content such as these were... inspiring...
...
Eh, I guess we all have been there.
I look at popular youtubers old videos and i get surprised every time
2:36 like does bro even have a hand it’s like a thumb then the rest of his hand is benign like superglued 😭😭
2:22 personally GREAT ANIMATION THOUGHH
2:48 that’s what I said 😭😭 NAURR
thank you for this... Interesting stuff you created 3years ago that you showed on this vid. I was crying a lil bit and youtube sure knows how to make me feel better
Thank you beo for embarrassing yourself for new years
omg I remember ur old ocs this is so nostalgic
i remember thinking that u were the most talented gachatuber and that you had the best ocs LMAOO
(OMG COOKIES AND MILK I REMEMBER WATCHING THE SWRIES THIS IS SO NOSTALGIC
Who was here when she was Senpai Wolfie??
I remember this dark times 💀
I didn't even understand what was going on in the videos bc i only started to learn English like 2 years ago but i still used to watch all of your videos, i'm not proud of that but at least because of that i know your channel today lmao
edit:spelling:)
ya know what
the animation video at 2:13 that beo mentioned was actually not that bad
if your a cringey 6-9 year old whos obsessed with animation furry alpha demon thing that goes into dark scary demon mode that you wish you could do irl😂😂😂
The fact that I make you a fan art like 2-3 years ago and randomly find your vid today after yeeeeeeaaars make me feel wire but in the good way
9:22 omg the sound is Russian roulette by Red velvet are you love KPop?