That thing you said about being around people who are doing better than you, I agree 100%. I always feel so shίtty whenever I'm the weakest link in a group or any social setting for that matter, and that's simply because all my life I was being talked down to by my relatives. Always blaming me for why I can't do this or why I can't be like him or hey look at this guy he has no legs but he is so happy, like I'm telling you bro no matter what you do it's never enough for these people. Oreoman actually said he likes surrounding himself with people in similar situations as his but I can't necessarily agree with that either, because the only thing this does is put your inferiority in full display, as you are now part of the loser circle. Honestly, I'd much rather keep to my own.
it's natural. i think it comes from knowing that since people are higher up in the pecking order, they'll either use you for entertainment or make you feel even worse about yourself. a self-preservation instinct you could say. in the old days you likely would have been killed or exiled. i personally don't mind hanging around people like fred and alex. those r the only 2 i can tolerate. and the only 2 i talk to outside of a few other fellow blackpillers, let's be fair.
I’ve come to the conclusion that, the closest thing you can get to winning is by loosing on your own standards. I contemplate and put myself in the societal success ideal and…I would still be in this meaningless mental state that I am. I would still be the same anyway. I’ve lost everything. All my life savings are gone, no clothes, been evicted out so I might be homeless to add the final nail in the coffin. My existence has been a joke. I welcome my shortcomings. I wasn’t enough. I probably wouldn’t have anyway. I don’t expect to make it to 26. TH-cam is the only place that I can imagine listening.
damn how are you even getting access to internet / a charged phone (unless this is one of the only comments you can make) no, none of us are enough. just a lot of us are even less than less than enough. we're rats scrounging for scraps except we can't get any.
@@shittyjoerogan I might lose my phone too. I literally only got till the end of the month till everything gets taken away (what I have left at least). I won’t continue to be online for very long. But thanks for asking
why is everything being taken away? is it because you can't pay for it anymore? and how did you get evicted? as in you couldn't afford rent or your family disowned you?
@@shittyjoerogan I simply can’t afford to pay for anything anymore, including rent. I got kicked out my parents house and been living off my savings because I couldn’t land a descent job.
fair point, but he can't see that and is being swamped by school. remember, normies who haven't lived our lives will never understand us. even his gf isn't enough.
That thing you said about being around people who are doing better than you, I agree 100%. I always feel so shίtty whenever I'm the weakest link in a group or any social setting for that matter, and that's simply because all my life I was being talked down to by my relatives. Always blaming me for why I can't do this or why I can't be like him or hey look at this guy he has no legs but he is so happy, like I'm telling you bro no matter what you do it's never enough for these people. Oreoman actually said he likes surrounding himself with people in similar situations as his but I can't necessarily agree with that either, because the only thing this does is put your inferiority in full display, as you are now part of the loser circle. Honestly, I'd much rather keep to my own.
it's natural. i think it comes from knowing that since people are higher up in the pecking order, they'll either use you for entertainment or make you feel even worse about yourself. a self-preservation instinct you could say. in the old days you likely would have been killed or exiled.
i personally don't mind hanging around people like fred and alex. those r the only 2 i can tolerate. and the only 2 i talk to outside of a few other fellow blackpillers, let's be fair.
I’ve come to the conclusion that, the closest thing you can get to winning is by loosing on your own standards. I contemplate and put myself in the societal success ideal and…I would still be in this meaningless mental state that I am. I would still be the same anyway. I’ve lost everything. All my life savings are gone, no clothes, been evicted out so I might be homeless to add the final nail in the coffin. My existence has been a joke. I welcome my shortcomings. I wasn’t enough. I probably wouldn’t have anyway. I don’t expect to make it to 26. TH-cam is the only place that I can imagine listening.
damn how are you even getting access to internet / a charged phone (unless this is one of the only comments you can make)
no, none of us are enough. just a lot of us are even less than less than enough. we're rats scrounging for scraps except we can't get any.
@@shittyjoerogan I might lose my phone too. I literally only got till the end of the month till everything gets taken away (what I have left at least). I won’t continue to be online for very long. But thanks for asking
why is everything being taken away? is it because you can't pay for it anymore?
and how did you get evicted? as in you couldn't afford rent or your family disowned you?
@@shittyjoerogan I simply can’t afford to pay for anything anymore, including rent. I got kicked out my parents house and been living off my savings because I couldn’t land a descent job.
bruh
what happened to your previous job
If your friend has GF he isnt coping with mostalgia hes living his best life unlike us Sub5s living in this prison planet.
fair point, but he can't see that and is being swamped by school. remember, normies who haven't lived our lives will never understand us. even his gf isn't enough.