MY LIFE AS A STUD by Jackie Hill OFFICIAL P4CM POET

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  • @MissJackberry
    @MissJackberry 14 ปีที่แล้ว +276

    MAAAAN! PEOPLE CAN SAY WHAT THEY WANT BUT THIS CHICKK IS LIVING PROOF OF HOW MY GOD CAN CHANGE ANYONEE!!!

  • @RoForTheKingdom
    @RoForTheKingdom 14 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    "If He can make your heart, He can change your heart." The words and delivery were so on point. God bless you sister.

  • @Senoritahoneybun
    @Senoritahoneybun 8 ปีที่แล้ว +375

    what's crazy is how her husband was in that audience. A poet who spoke on his testimony from breaking spiritual ties. God is so great. He is awesome and I praise him for it all.

  • @MusicDoctor101
    @MusicDoctor101 13 ปีที่แล้ว +438

    Wow, I don't even know what to write. I am a Christian and have battled with Homosexuality my entire life. I have always been active in the church and God has always made Himself present in my life. I am a leader in my church and have, for the first time stared formally dating another man. I love him but my desire for God is so much stronger and is calling me to pull away from such sin. I want for my partner to be my Brother because I see myself in him. This video is a blessing. Pray for me!

  • @CMcCail
    @CMcCail 14 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    "If God can make your heart, he can change your heart" -Jackie Hill. Beautifully put Sis

  • @Mymovieworld1
    @Mymovieworld1 13 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    I seriously want to be like this!
    I am determined to shake the world with my testimony coming soon, in Jesus' Name.

  • @LydiaIsRedeemed
    @LydiaIsRedeemed 6 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    This poem and testimony hit home . I teared up when the stud in the room stood up, because i know the pain too. God bless you Jackie for your obedience

  • @goodfruitseason
    @goodfruitseason 7 ปีที่แล้ว +261

    Amen! This is a message of not just homosexuality, but the face of all sin. If we could stop looking a homosexuality as being a worse sin then others and start looking at how we are all victims of the enemies lies, we can spread the word and Gods freedom within this epidemic.
    Praise you Jesus for the mighty sword of your word!

  • @asap850
    @asap850 13 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    This some real harsh truth....God has truly blessed you.... I'm a str8 man that never understood homosexuality and yet your poem moved and educated me...keep up the good work

  • @CaressLorthaya
    @CaressLorthaya 13 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    Wow...this jus made me realize since iv been with my girlfriend, my relationship with God is not how it used to be. Dang I need to pray, read and believe

  • @godzchyld08
    @godzchyld08 14 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    I can def relate to a lot of what Jackie is saying. I put off watching this video b/c i wasn't sure if I was ready. I watched it finally and though the enemy still tries to attack me it's good to know that someone else went through the same thing and is publically declaring Jesus' victory over sin in their personal lives. God bless and continue to follow Christ P4CM!!!

  • @AnJewelStarr
    @AnJewelStarr 13 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    Currently going through right now, this poem gives me so much encouragement! I AM DELIVERED. I believe it, and I know God WILL bring me through!

  • @Wordlover777
    @Wordlover777 13 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    @blazeballa Praise God. I am praying for your because I know that freedom from homosexuality is possible. I am living proof. I struggled with homosexuality for more years then I care to remember and then I lived out loud as a lesbian for eight years. I am now out of the life and living loud for God, for almost ten years now. It can be difficult in the beginning but it is so possible to experience freedom from homosexuality. God bless you.

  • @4005DESIREE
    @4005DESIREE 13 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    THIS POEM HIT ME SOOOOOO HARD MADE ME WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFE FOREVER COULDNT HELP BUT WATCH IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND EVERY TIME IT BROUGHT ME TO TEARS AND I BEGAN TO PRAY AND ASK GOD TO CHANGE ME....... JESUS THANK YOU FOR THIS

  • @healandfocus22
    @healandfocus22 14 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Beautiful!!! I was a stem and now I giving my life back to the lord to be what he says I should be. Thank you sistah!!

  • @MzGeminii
    @MzGeminii 14 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I love this poem. She doesn't point any fingers or cast any blame against any one. I love that she quotes the bible and is using her personal experience to show how the devil truly can grasp you and make you fall to sin. After watching this video, I felt the tears began to fall because I understood where she was coming from. A very touching and heartfelt video that should be shared w/ many.

  • @akosuaserwaa_
    @akosuaserwaa_ 8 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Jackie Hill you are BEAUTIFULLLL!!!

  • @ClarkVincent
    @ClarkVincent 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    This was so powerful! Even though I've never been a "stud" I found such wisdom in this! I pray The Lord continues to strengthen you! #WhewChile

  • @reneishapittman
    @reneishapittman 8 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    This .. is the poem that changed my life Jackie thank you thank you for this truth.. I was I full and complete stud when I stumbled upon this jewel.. that Jesus used to transform me life lol I even tried to cut off twice.. but I couldn't it was life.. I Thank You for being part of the process that set me free .. of I thought was he.. is really she.. Thank You Mrs. Hill ..🙏 P.S. Help Cometh From The Hills

  • @LetsDoLif3
    @LetsDoLif3 14 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I sit in awe at this testimony because your words touched me in a way that only God can get the credit for. You have spoken the exact words that have dwelled in my heart for a while now. I thank God for your strength because it encouraged me to keep on pressing. I made a vow to God and myself that that I will not die in this lifestyle and your words really proved that its possible.

  • @dorethaanderson9111
    @dorethaanderson9111 7 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Thank God for you. I'm believing for my daughter and love ones to be free from this lifestyle. Listening to you has helped me with the insecurities I am facing so Thank you and God Bless you

  • @jais8575
    @jais8575 13 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    WOW!!!!!! This is soooooo my testimony....THANK GOD for DELIVERANCE!!!!! THANK GOD for GRACE & MERCY!!! I'm in tears with her.

  • @missbrec
    @missbrec 13 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    wow that was really strong & it touched me because im gay & im struggling between God & the way i feel for women. but im truley encourged by your poem & message because it answered so many questions lingering in my mind

  • @lilharmon
    @lilharmon 13 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    WOW, MAN I THANK GOD FOR THE REALNESS ON THIS POEM AND FOR JACKIE'S LIFE AMEN. GLORY TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD FOR FREEEEDOM FROM SIN PERIOD.

  • @luvmydimplez
    @luvmydimplez 13 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Wow....I was speechless. It's an amazing thing to witness that deliverance, and a beautiful thing that you're obedient to God in ministering to others about it. We never know whose life we are/are not affecting when we aren't obedient to God.

  • @MrTimSwain
    @MrTimSwain 14 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    WOW! Tears in my eyes....let the power of GOD bless you and his grace keep you as you minister...as you minister....as you minister in Jesus name.

  • @MsPurity24
    @MsPurity24 14 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This is so great! People need toknow that whatever they are in, not just homosexuality but anything that is not pleasing to God, He can deliver them out of it and He loves them more than they can imagine! I love this!

  • @09jpr
    @09jpr 14 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    more people like her need to come to the light and stop hiding in the dark

  • @j4lbsteel20
    @j4lbsteel20 13 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    tHA 1ST TIME I HEARD THIS I WAS N TEARS.. KEEP LETTING THA LORD USE YOU..

  • @cswisdom
    @cswisdom 13 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Thank you so much for your bravery and realness. You truly moved me with your words of hope and deliverance. Thank you for being so open and honest about your feelings.

  • @musiqchild007
    @musiqchild007 13 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    5:06....omg...it just clicked me about Lady Gaga's new song. I was thinking to myself "Hmm...she released a uplifiting positive song? wow..." and then I realised, we were not BORN THIS WAY...we were BORN in Sin and shaped in INIQUITY...Psalm 51:5.

  • @TexasBoi39
    @TexasBoi39 8 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    You were given free will... You chose to choose.
    Bruh...

  • @TylerSimonds
    @TylerSimonds 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    thank you, Jackie! I see courage, beauty and skill that encourages my heart in the gospel. Praise God.

  • @TiaCrockett
    @TiaCrockett 14 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This thing has set me off into a whirl wind of compassion and prayer! Thank God for P4CM!!!

  • @THATSEXYSTUD4U
    @THATSEXYSTUD4U 14 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    this had me in tears....I struggle with this EVERYDAY!!! i feel like i love this lyfe but i kno its not rite and i dont kno how 2 change. i guess i gotta put god 1st

  • @ShantellJ
    @ShantellJ 14 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I have watched this at least 5 times and it still blesses my soul!! Praise God!

  • @NikNik0123
    @NikNik0123 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Thankful to the Lord for giving you the courage to use your amazing gift to speak these words of candor! Praise the Lord! God is doing a mighty work in YOU! Although I am not same-sex attracted, this message is applicable to EVERYONE...applicable to me, to you, to ALL who struggle with ANY form of sin. Not just homosexuality...we all need deliverance! I thank God for your testimony. We ALL need Him!! We love you, Lord. Give us the strength to lay aside our will for YOUR will. 🙏

  • @InHerVoice1
    @InHerVoice1 14 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You can't get more REAL than that!!! Praise God for LIFE CHANGING POWER!

  • @magdalenamaria3416
    @magdalenamaria3416 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you for what you do Jackie, thank you for your YES

  • @PickPocket12345
    @PickPocket12345 14 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This was awesome...shared it with a friend who I didn't even know was struggling...you inspired her to turn back to God...

  • @tpzemrld
    @tpzemrld 13 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    I just have to say that ive been delivered from that life style after being abused cheated on and all the rest that comes along with being in that kind of relationship. this video is very powerful and i pray that many people get to see this. oh let me add that i was in that sin for 8 years and yes it was pure torment. having my last relationship i had to put a restraining order on the psycho stud. for 12 hours i was slapped and chocked. Thank you jesus for saving me

  • @BeautifulSoulle
    @BeautifulSoulle 14 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    WHOA GLORY.! That was beyond powerful.! I know someone who has been blessed by this and I know there will be many more who will be blessed.! All I can say is WHOA GLORY.!!!!

  • @TheeEarthAngelBri
    @TheeEarthAngelBri 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Whewwww this is transparency at it’s best♥️😭

  • @DoMyHair305
    @DoMyHair305 14 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Powerful. Thank you for sharing your testimony. This is how we overcome sin, by not allowing shame or secrets to hold power over us in our silence. God bless you sister and P4CM.

  • @brittneylphillips
    @brittneylphillips 12 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Powerful. My goodness. God bless her!

  • @jashirrah
    @jashirrah 14 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    It takes a strong perrson to deny their flesh when your so deep in a thing whoa!

  • @kimking9531
    @kimking9531 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    God is amazing!!!! Keep allowing him to use you to speak to his people

  • @Jvilander
    @Jvilander 14 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This young lady has a powerful talent

  • @bunkela
    @bunkela 14 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    this is the most powerful testimony i have EVER heard in my life!

  • @theblushingbookworm
    @theblushingbookworm 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Such a powerful, stirring testimony/poem!

  • @mtheodoris42
    @mtheodoris42 13 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you, thank you, thank you...for your transparency...and for speaking God's TRUTH about the CHOICES we make everyday w/out thought of the lifelong and eternal results! AMEN!

  • @nikewarrior24
    @nikewarrior24 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    This isAwesome. God gave this woman tremendous strength to overcome her sin that wasted a majority of her life. . God bless you Jackie Hill.

  • @TheAmbivalency
    @TheAmbivalency 12 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Powerful message, i'm speechless.

  • @jiji4jazz
    @jiji4jazz 14 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Absolutely phenomenal and anointed! God bless you for your trasparency and deliverance!

  • @journalofajesusgirl
    @journalofajesusgirl 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love Jackie!!

  • @ver2uswoman
    @ver2uswoman 14 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    That was totally awesome sister. I will pray that you stay in God's grace and regardless to what society says, the Lord has the last say. Sister, you are BEAUTIFUL!

  • @sonoftheday8249
    @sonoftheday8249 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You go girl lol. This was and is a blessing to me. We are getting free out here. Pray for the men that are fighting to get free like me that we will have the courage to do what is necessary to be free.

  • @patrickanitataylor4905
    @patrickanitataylor4905 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    🙌👏🙌Hallelu•Yah,
    my beautiful sister in Yeshua (Christ Jesus)! 🙌👏🙌
    Beautiful poem...!👏👏👏
    Continue to allow The Most High Yah (God) to use you mightily!!!
    🌹💞Abundant blessings to you & your beautiful family!!!! 💕🌷
    #KeepRisingQueen 👑

  • @ivoriturner
    @ivoriturner 13 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I cried relating thank you you gave me what i needed to know its time and its ok to be who i was made to be Thank you

  • @shanwrit
    @shanwrit 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is such an encouraging & powerful message as I struggle. Praise God or His AWESOME power and DELIVERANCE. Be strong, my sisters and brothers in Christ!!! Fight the enemy with the SWORD of the Word of God!!!

  • @Jashi_Kholin
    @Jashi_Kholin 14 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    OMG!!! This girl is good! She's so deep. God bless her!

  • @ngatchouwandji9710
    @ngatchouwandji9710 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank God for His grace upon you and may He use you to bring many to Jesus.

  • @trynajackson7734
    @trynajackson7734 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Tell it Sister, this is both sad and uplifting at the same time, those who don't believe that change and righteousness isn't real, BELIEVE IT HERE IT IS IN YOUR FACE IT'S REAL! All Praises To The Most High God Of Israel... HALLELUJAH, HALLELUJAH,HALLELUJAH

  • @mac48203
    @mac48203 14 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    W O W..."how everything that I was seeking was a replacement for him, but it would never fulfill me like he did" .... P O W E R F U L!

  • @ilovejesus190
    @ilovejesus190 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WOW This is TRUTH and Truth alone... Powerfull and needs to be heard by all ... The Truth will make you free indeed

  • @jahcal777
    @jahcal777 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Killed it!!! Praise God!

  • @janiejl
    @janiejl 14 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Powerful!!! You go Sister!!! Glory to GOD, He alone is our Deliverer!!

  • @stazzylove456
    @stazzylove456 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    man i didnt know jackie had spittin talent too? She didnt hesitate to go hard with it etha....i was like daaag!!!! im impressed by the flow. Glory to God offa this, magniffi way to share a testimony. mad lov to P4CM!

  • @jahdlmakr
    @jahdlmakr 14 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Like a Breast Cancer survivor may walk or volunteer in a stride against Breast Cancer walk this month I value you just the same. I have witnessed your prepared to fight the good fight and have been left with a smile for this moment - Coach Gettight

  • @cajunkonection
    @cajunkonection 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WOW! I want to say so much but just cannot find the right words, Just keep standing strong for Jehova God. People are going to HATE YOU for this, absolutely HATE YOU, Oh but my dear sister, they hated our Lord first. I love the Spirit in you sister. Keep repping the Lord. He is everything we will ever need. Love Ya my sister.

  • @Ventoria
    @Ventoria 14 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    oh my god. this was... to say the least... extremely moving. im speechless.

  • @anthonylewis8602
    @anthonylewis8602 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Amazing video! Jesus Lives!!!

  • @elderpoet
    @elderpoet 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    Man....this is so off the chain and at the same time gives God the ultimate glory gift. Lawd Jesus!!!!!!

  • @mstrackstar08
    @mstrackstar08 14 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This is great. I would recommend this video to anyone who is struggling with homosexuality.

  • @Dtownsking
    @Dtownsking 13 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    thank you Jackie...for opening my eyes and spirit

  • @Dharmajohns
    @Dharmajohns 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Am speechless...
    You are a true poet and am happy that you use your talent to glorify God...

  • @soldierbnice
    @soldierbnice 14 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    wow God really ministered through u sista. Not only were u crying, but the lady that was standing was also crying.

  • @GodshapedWoman
    @GodshapedWoman 13 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Girl I thank God for you! I praise God because He loves us enough to deliver and heal us and set us free! You are an inspiration. My testiomony isn't Homosexuality but it is overcoming molestation. Many ladies I have met deal with homosexuality/lesbianism and I didn't know how to reach them but thank you for opening the door for so many others Jackie! I love you girl!

  • @thatkidB
    @thatkidB 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this really brought tears to my eyes...all i can say is WOW...i dont even kno wat else to say but WOW...

  • @Bimbo18able
    @Bimbo18able 13 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    .i love when people r open which is god, i thank god for also growing up in a family where things arent talked about n stuff...family dont always get you..sometimes you really just want a hug..but god is good anyways..:)

  • @RainonMeMe
    @RainonMeMe 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    SHAM WOW!!!!! Hallelujah for deliverance! Silence is deadly. I praise God for your BOLD testimony. THANK YOU!

  • @gio27SOT
    @gio27SOT 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    One of the most powerful things I have seen on youtube all year. I have been spreading this on facebook as much as I can and will repost it as often as it takes. Lets start a movement!!!!!!!!

  • @richsocaplaya
    @richsocaplaya 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    yaw, seeing all yall brothers and sisters I'm really glad to see you people together, get together for understanding and love each other. I'm not american and it's important to say that its the first time I see such determined in the right way people. keep it up

  • @realityshowdiva
    @realityshowdiva 13 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    That was Powerful! Thanks!

  • @Anquita
    @Anquita 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    Be - U - tiful..... great i loved everything about it..... just like u said GOD didnt make anyone homosexual, murderer, abuser or whatever he gave us free will and what we become is our choice our will and if that is not the same as GOD's will than u we made the wrong choice and need 2 ask GOD 4 forgiveness and be grateful He already paid the price 4 our mistakes. Stay blessed and hold on till the end.. Much Love from the Netherlands

  • @Jlmayo2011
    @Jlmayo2011 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow!!! I love this! This truly gives me more understanding about a family member that struggles with that spirit! Thank you 4 sharing ur story :)

  • @RhonetteBuntyn
    @RhonetteBuntyn 13 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Bless the Lord sweetie!!! you are BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

  • @wendabarber
    @wendabarber 13 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Way to keep it 100% talk to these confused ladies and young girls out here

  • @marccc18
    @marccc18 14 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amazing!, I'm truly blessed by Jackie's testimony and ending words. :)

  • @DatGirlG
    @DatGirlG 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    That was Awesome! Much as I Love My Cousin & Great Niece.. they need to hear this.

  • @orchestraentertainment7018
    @orchestraentertainment7018 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Bless you and your family, you are doing well to tell the truth and maybe other people will be delivered from the demon of gender confusion

  • @hopefirst8429
    @hopefirst8429 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for your,THE TRUTH YOU SPOKE THE WAY YOU PROFESSED THE TRUTH STAY ON THE PATH OF HOW YOU HAVE IS ANOINTED BY THE ALL ALMIGHTY GOD 🙏🙏🙏🙋
    This is real sound from a REAL PERSON YESS YOU ARE REAL
    AGAIN I TO THANK YOU

  • @tiairapotts2029
    @tiairapotts2029 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I really needed this. Thank you!

  • @musicallycreative24
    @musicallycreative24 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    my God my God is all i can say what an awesome annointing God is soooooo God and wonderful

  • @luv3ANNY
    @luv3ANNY 13 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I dont know wut else to do to share this with evry1!!!!!! Been thinking on this for a while & how to share this with my friends. God Bless you & your gift

  • @mrspostell11
    @mrspostell11 13 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    WOW THIS IS REAL!!! LISTEN TO WAT SHES SAYING

  • @miskittt
    @miskittt 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God bless you Sis! You are beautiful inside and out!

  • @jhycm
    @jhycm 14 ปีที่แล้ว

    You need to seek God more harder then ever b4; the more u seek Him is the more those shackles will fall to the floor

  • @Rheygand
    @Rheygand 14 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WOW is .... the only thing that i can say ... wow ... what a wonderful testimony!!

  • @InHerVoice1
    @InHerVoice1 14 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    @CMcCail AMEN!!! Most of the times we can't change because we don't BELIEVE that God can change us....yet, we believe He made us. We need to stop sleeping on God's OMNIPOTENCE!