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  • @benjaminmarks8765
    @benjaminmarks8765 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6105

    Julian: "Paintings don't generally spontaneously explode"
    Bansky: * Taking notes *

    • @BIGJATPSU
      @BIGJATPSU 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      Now I can't wait for this to happen someday. 😂😂

    • @Jan_Iedema
      @Jan_Iedema 3 ปีที่แล้ว +106

      That one painter using experimental chemicals in his works: lifts eyebrows

    • @mikepetersen2927
      @mikepetersen2927 3 ปีที่แล้ว +79

      "Where's the kaboom? There was supposed to be an Earth-shattering kaboom!"

    • @Later_Doober
      @Later_Doober 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Banksy sucks.

    • @ashleyherkie
      @ashleyherkie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      This was one of the funniest comments I’ve read

  • @rogthepirate4593
    @rogthepirate4593 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4593

    Me, who has no clue about art conservation whatsoever: "Oh yeah, that's some damage, that fucker gonna need an interleaved lining for sure"

    • @kianagarius29
      @kianagarius29 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      LOL

    • @jonmcnamara
      @jonmcnamara 2 ปีที่แล้ว +189

      When seeing previous conservation.. "what messy amateurs!" I exclaim, then wipe hands off on my pants.

    • @Giveithope
      @Giveithope 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      HAHAHA

    • @summerofsteroids
      @summerofsteroids 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I'm not doing well, and this comment made me smile. Thank you.

    • @rogthepirate4593
      @rogthepirate4593 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@summerofsteroids I'm glad to hear it. Whatever little bit helps, right?
      Hope you'll get better soon.

  • @loralea3142
    @loralea3142 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6679

    there's something extra special about a vandalized or purposefully destroyed piece of art getting put back together. it's shows clearly how much love, time and care it takes to undo and heal from even a single act of violence. there's probably a metaphor in there.

    • @Luckingsworth
      @Luckingsworth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      No there isn't. Pseudo profound nonsense aimed at farming likes. Also vandelized. With a d.

    • @christinesizemore3
      @christinesizemore3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      @Kol d polis bruh, stop.

    • @deeparks3112
      @deeparks3112 3 ปีที่แล้ว +150

      @@Luckingsworth If Julian's banter offends - you have the option of not watching.

    • @olga138
      @olga138 3 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      @@Luckingsworth Sorry, but the correct spelling is "vandalize." Lora Lea was using the right one. She should have made it past tense, that is correct.

    • @loralea3142
      @loralea3142 3 ปีที่แล้ว +136

      @@Luckingsworth wow. tbh I didnt think someone could actually be upset by that comment.
      I was talking about watching damaged things get fixed and put back together and how quickly art can be destroyed if someone actually tries. i said there might be a metaphor in there but I didn't actually make one.
      this wasn't a "BRoKen pAintiNg of bOy Is LiKe SOCIETY!" comment or anything and if that's what popped into your head and made you all bitter I'm sorry but your own brain made that connection.
      also yes, you did catch my typo. thanks for that ^~^

  • @defeatSpace
    @defeatSpace 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1274

    Imagine how touching it would be for an artist to know that even hundreds of years later, people are still carefully caring for their art.

    • @elebecepe
      @elebecepe 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      More like 71 years, but I get what you mean ;)

    • @defeatSpace
      @defeatSpace 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      ​@@elebecepe 71 or googol years, neither mean any difference to the paintings and their late painters because only the living can worry about entropy :/

    • @elebecepe
      @elebecepe 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@defeatSpace who knows, maybe the dead do too (worry about entropy).
      Have a nice ride among the living!

    • @defeatSpace
      @defeatSpace 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@elebecepe a comforting idea for sure 😌

    • @anthonydelfino6171
      @anthonydelfino6171 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@elebecepe This painting isn't even that old. The date on this painting is 1980, so just over 40 years ago. Unless the artist was older when painting this, probably even the original person to work on it is still alive just as the subject would be.

  • @frog6306
    @frog6306 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2743

    Of course Julian never stresses the painting, he has such a calming voice 😌

    • @liaalexan224
      @liaalexan224 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Lmaoo

    • @julians7268
      @julians7268 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      We are a rare breed.

    • @hellofromUSA062
      @hellofromUSA062 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      He could probably COAX the painting back together!!! He is definently a painting whisperer!!!

    • @joes9954
      @joes9954 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      He would make a killing doing audio books. Perhaps one day when he is done cutting Japanese washi kozo. This is one I wish we could see the owners reaction to the completed repair. Maybe it is time to join Patreon.

    • @hellofromUSA062
      @hellofromUSA062 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Agreed!!!🙂

  • @user-eu9ht5me5j
    @user-eu9ht5me5j 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1710

    Me: have trouble sleeping.
    Julian: “I got you bro.”

    • @getouthope
      @getouthope 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      I always fall asleep halfway through the video and have to finish it when I wake up 😭 It’s so relaxing and comforting.

    • @theroseperiod5027
      @theroseperiod5027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i want to like but the 69 lmao

    • @Wodenseyes
      @Wodenseyes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      BRUH 😅😅😅 ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW

    • @blythe4336
      @blythe4336 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      He’s my savior. When my 3rd shift brain won’t chill out I always turn him on. I’ll watch the same video 3/4/5 times to get through it. It’s a win win

    • @MrTreesandstuff
      @MrTreesandstuff 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      4 ads and not even halfway through though 😭 I just wanna sleep

  • @allanlindskoog
    @allanlindskoog 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2895

    This whole video is such a parable for the healing that's necessary for someone who has suffered emotional/physical trauma. "While the damage can't be undone, perhaps the scars can be made invisible."

    • @betterbelizeit
      @betterbelizeit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Well said!

    • @elisa8253
      @elisa8253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      And that's why it made me cry so much. So beautiful

    • @raidennaz1590
      @raidennaz1590 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      can you give me the timestamp when he said that?

    • @allanlindskoog
      @allanlindskoog 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      32:30.

    • @shannonp1656
      @shannonp1656 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I was thinking the same thing as I scrolled through the comments. You said it better than I could. Every step makes visible improvement. The physical strengthening is more subtle and time consuming.

  • @rachel705
    @rachel705 2 ปีที่แล้ว +774

    Very happy to see my girl washi kozo getting the recognition she deserves. Hope she enjoys finally spending more than a few days on a painting. Godspeed Washi.

    • @g_way
      @g_way 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

      This is my favorite comment. I'm glad I'm not the only one emotionally attached to washi kozo. That's my best friend

    • @g_way
      @g_way 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

      And the "godspeed Washi" like she's a soldier going to war after months of training lmfao

  • @FlyAway021
    @FlyAway021 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1324

    Us: The Painting
    Julian: The washi kozo holding us together in these difficult times 😌

    • @lettuse6099
      @lettuse6099 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      A true poet 😌👌

    • @JCDadalus
      @JCDadalus 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      beautifully said.

    • @JustSomeYTuser
      @JustSomeYTuser 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      everyone say “thank you washi kozo!“

    • @emily.g.929
      @emily.g.929 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I stg 🙏🏻😭

    • @pinkajou656
      @pinkajou656 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@JustSomeYTuser thank you washi koso!

  • @synthiamcbride7194
    @synthiamcbride7194 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7627

    While I appreciate Julian not talking about who the subject of the painting is, why the painting was destroyed, and who wants it repaired, I cannot stop myself from wondering what the story is.

    • @circeus
      @circeus 3 ปีที่แล้ว +639

      All we know is the damage happened quite a bit ago, possibly in a previous generation of the owner's family entirely. At least tat's what Julian seems to me to be implying the few times he hints at it.

    • @JanDoggen
      @JanDoggen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +338

      As he said at the end: become a Patron. Then you get the extra vide o.

    • @PieterBreda
      @PieterBreda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +98

      Someone got really mad I guess. Good kljob restauring this.

    • @hjertrudfiddlecock4394
      @hjertrudfiddlecock4394 3 ปีที่แล้ว +557

      @@JanDoggen yeah, i'm really curious but i'd just rather eat

    • @kersi-sandiego6036
      @kersi-sandiego6036 3 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      He mentions at the end that details akin to what you are curious about will be conveyed to his Patreon followers.

  • @mariem.5613
    @mariem.5613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2388

    "I once accidentally glued a painting to the table" I almost spilled my tea from laughing, this guy is so full of surprises

    • @delorescarrizales4860
      @delorescarrizales4860 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      i can't tell you how much i laughed..i would like to know how he did it and how he fixed the problem does he have any temper???? would like to see/hear what he did

    • @delorescarrizales4860
      @delorescarrizales4860 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      most people won't tell you their boos boos i like a person who tells all, after all he is not GOD, human like the rest of us i have seen his dog, any other animals i think he is married with the ring on his finger, how long, married, any children? when you do a difficult job, at the end do you just want to go to a quiet room by yourself to decompress before going out? you are becoming a STAR you're fans want to know everyhing about you

    • @readifdumb
      @readifdumb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      @@delorescarrizales4860 Wtf

    • @sarahwatts7152
      @sarahwatts7152 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I think he's doing the Bob Ross move where he's modulating his voice so he has a calming effect on people. But like anyone, he's a person - so sometimes it snaps us out of it in such a great way.

    • @damogranheart5521
      @damogranheart5521 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@delorescarrizales4860 He brought his son to work one day. I can't remember when. It's been a while.

  • @rocknrolllowlife8493
    @rocknrolllowlife8493 2 ปีที่แล้ว +595

    0:45 my mom told me this story of her entire middle and high school art collection (that she was going to use to provide an ecample of her art to go to art school with) got burned up in her front yard by her own sister. All because of an argument, in my eyes that's worse than burning anything else, and I cant imagine the pain she felt

    • @watisean.
      @watisean. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +105

      That is fucking terrible, hope your mother's doing well, bless her soul

    • @adailydrawingmustache4604
      @adailydrawingmustache4604 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'd have thrown her in💀

    • @MariaPaula-uw3ds
      @MariaPaula-uw3ds 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      OMG your aunt is sadic!

    • @rocknrolllowlife8493
      @rocknrolllowlife8493 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      @@MariaPaula-uw3ds yep agreed. She's messed up

    • @arielvalentine2500
      @arielvalentine2500 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      i literally would have burnt everything my sister owned if she did that to me

  • @PsycheLibra
    @PsycheLibra 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1699

    This video should win a Webby award: it's quintessential of all Julian's videos: there's conservation technique, art history, and, always, a sublime story.

    • @chainsaw242
      @chainsaw242 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      You also have to recognize his attention to detail when looking at the things that just happen to be 'casually' around his shop. I don't want answers or details, the stories in my head are much better.

    • @xenthia
      @xenthia 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes.

    • @pinkajou656
      @pinkajou656 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      And jokes. Really funny jokes.

  • @ModestNeophyte
    @ModestNeophyte 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6235

    I don't know why this video was recommended to me, as I am not a painter and I typically am not a consumer of this sort of content. However- I needed this. I've been having a full-night-long panic attack, and this video, aside from being the key to soothing me and helping me calm down, was truly enjoyable. Thank you so much.

    • @AmandaTroutman
      @AmandaTroutman 3 ปีที่แล้ว +327

      Welcome to the Baumgartner family. I really hope you're feeling better, mate. 🫂

    • @Ali-kb8gr
      @Ali-kb8gr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      I hope you're feeling better! 🙂

    • @gitsurfer27
      @gitsurfer27 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      When i have a panic attack rising the best way to sooth it instantly is Wim Hof breathing. Try it out, i guarantee you will feel much better after just a couple rounds.

    • @avery9498
      @avery9498 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      That’s the exact way I got into this channel too. Welcome 🤗

    • @nfcapps
      @nfcapps 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      I hope you watched a few more after that. My favorite was the series of the wood backed painting. It was 5 or six parts. Great.

  • @nanquan491
    @nanquan491 3 ปีที่แล้ว +963

    Seeing paintings that are so messed up, and then watching Julian putting them back together is so satisfying for some reason. That's why this has literally become one of my favorite channels on YT. Never thought I would be into Art Conservation lol

    • @DrizzingSakuras
      @DrizzingSakuras 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I relate

    • @jonaslundholm
      @jonaslundholm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      He is also mending us ...

    • @Calgary27
      @Calgary27 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks for excellent comme t
      ❤️🇨🇦❤️

    • @Calgary27
      @Calgary27 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Comment!

    • @cindykincade589
      @cindykincade589 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I couldn't agree more! I've always loved art but have never seen or even thought about art conservation before seeing Julian's channel. Listening to his voice and his detailed work (or more like his passion) is just the perfect way to end my day. Once again thank you Julian!

  • @sophiahercules2054
    @sophiahercules2054 2 ปีที่แล้ว +942

    I found this channel maybe 5 years ago now and you helped me decide to go into art restoration. I had never heard of it before, and now I’m about to go to college for museum studies!

    • @liberty3928
      @liberty3928 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Sophia that's wonderful 😊 Best of luck to you and enjoy your journey 🌷

    • @launabanauna8958
      @launabanauna8958 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I must admit that watching these art restorations is alluring, it causes some people to sit around dreaming about doing it themselves, but you are not just sitting, and dreaming about it, you have the gumption to actually go forward, and do it, and best of luck to you!

    • @junnidoll
      @junnidoll ปีที่แล้ว +4

      that makes two of us!!

    • @sophiahercules2054
      @sophiahercules2054 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@junnidoll that’s amazing!! I got delayed from going but I’m actually starting in august!! So so excited to learn more

    • @portobeIIa
      @portobeIIa ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sophiahercules2054 congratulations! i myself got into conservation because of julian too! im currently studying architecture to work with restoration soon :)

  • @MunthApollo
    @MunthApollo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2274

    I'm an artist who has had a pastel portrait ripped to pieces by another party in an act of rage, and the way you described such an action resonated with me. I'm not sure I had heard it described as such. It's too late for my drawing. I wasn't able to rescue it, as it was also stolen in the process (I assume thrown away shortly thereafter). Watching this was cathartic, thank you.

    • @cementthefrog8225
      @cementthefrog8225 2 ปีที่แล้ว +135

      I'm so sorry, that must've been extremely disheartening to have heard when it happened. As a fellow artist, I can't imagine how I would feel about this. Glad watching this video has helped

    • @padiemel834
      @padiemel834 2 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      @@cementthefrog8225 Destroying art is just not okay. It is like burning books or destroying music instruments or vandalizing architecture. It is simply not okay.

    • @sharonkaczorowski8690
      @sharonkaczorowski8690 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sad this happened to you and horrified by the act. As a child we would go,to Macnay museum in San Antonio. She had a great deal of money and knew many impressionists. She had specified there should be no separation between the painting and the observer. A mentally ill individual went after one of the paintings with a pencil. I remember feeling such grief.

    • @mintcoffeeart825
      @mintcoffeeart825 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      I've had my art stolen before and someone destroyed a piece I worked 5 months on, I understand this pain a lot. I'm sorry you went through this

    • @capuchinosofia4771
      @capuchinosofia4771 2 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@cementthefrog8225 it honestly is traumatic. When i was young a family member crumbled a piece of paper of a portrait i was working on. It feels like they are doing it to your heart, because at the moment of creation, you are pouring it into the artwork.

  • @caffeineandlegends
    @caffeineandlegends 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1460

    *me wondering where Julian is for two weeks*
    Julian: I’m back with jokes and a new spray room with ventilation system.

    • @poisonousblacklotus992
      @poisonousblacklotus992 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Julian's voice is so tranquil and mesmerizing. I need him to read aloud some classic novels.
      I am hypnotized by his tone and diction.

    • @caffeineandlegends
      @caffeineandlegends 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@poisonousblacklotus992 I would listen to anything he says!

    • @nicholaslo9483
      @nicholaslo9483 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      “Spray room” totally not his murder room

    • @beepityboopity
      @beepityboopity 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      So basically Julian got high on fumes and became chaotic neutral

    • @theroseperiod5027
      @theroseperiod5027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      it isn’t jaundice, it’s healthy

  • @flutterbree
    @flutterbree 3 ปีที่แล้ว +558

    I'm pretty sure he's caught on to the fact that his voice is "unintentional ASMR" and he's taking FULL advantage of that with a good mic... And I'm happy to listen. :)

  •  3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Am I the only one noticing how the line of the head doesn't match up? It breaks my heart, how to bring back to life a piece of art, a bit of soul, can take so much painstaking work... But there will always be a little part of it that will remind us of the damage, the suffering. It's beautiful in its own way, but more than that, it brings a lingering sense of fragility. Memento mori.

    • @sethbartley2212
      @sethbartley2212 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      yes, i hate to critique because i know i could not do better, but the head doesn't match and part of the face looks a bit diagonal. messing with my OCD

  • @JosephDavies
    @JosephDavies 3 ปีที่แล้ว +455

    "Paintings don't, generally, spontaneously explode."
    Generally, eh? Is this an "ask me how I know" situation? ;) The implicit exception might be a worthy tale.

    • @SetoKaibasEgo
      @SetoKaibasEgo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm so glad I'm not the only one who thought this

  • @rizqirizaldo
    @rizqirizaldo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +204

    I always love how Julian takes care the paintings much better than I take care of myself

    • @lafandenuel5605
      @lafandenuel5605 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      actually, we humans don't need such care, although we indulge ourselves with things like that.

  • @RosieDuck
    @RosieDuck 3 ปีที่แล้ว +510

    i really wanna hear more about the painting that was glued to the table tho XD

    • @tinydancer7426
      @tinydancer7426 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      HUH?!

    • @RosieDuck
      @RosieDuck 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@tinydancer7426 8:17
      😂

    • @nadiamalen
      @nadiamalen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      haha, yeees!

    • @vraellar
      @vraellar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@tinydancer7426 watch the video and you'll find out :)

    • @tinydancer7426
      @tinydancer7426 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@vraellar Yeah, I watched ...... and he said, "Yeah, I did." Bu, that was the end of that conversation. He really should do a video where he tells us about all of his dumb moves and learned by making mistake events. It could prove to be most informative and very entertaining. I can imagine, "Hey, did you hear about the time I glued a painting to a table? Yeah. Then there was the time I ...... And, can't for get when I ......, etc"

  • @sylviekoenig9960
    @sylviekoenig9960 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    For me, this is the most emotional restoration you have done. Finally fixing the hair on the left, probably at the owner's request, gave me peace as the dent felt extremey traumatic.

    • @almota7
      @almota7 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That killed me

  • @usermanual02
    @usermanual02 3 ปีที่แล้ว +574

    You need to make a video where you glue a thrift store "junk" painting to the table and show us how that's dealt with. I can't imagine getting it off the table would be easy. Maybe save this idea for an April fools day video or something of the sort.

    • @StormEngineer
      @StormEngineer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      Actually, demonstrating mistakes and how they can be fixed on some of those mass produced thrift store "paintings" would be something really cool to see.

    • @rosetealatte9282
      @rosetealatte9282 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Very creative idea! I like. I will try not to fall for it if he puts out something like that around that time. I just love pranks. Not ones that humiliate or hurt anyone, but a good ole prank is almost a sign of affection. For the most part, people only play pranks on people they know (and often) care about. I hope Julian knows how much we appreciate and admire him, therefore would love a prank!

    • @emily.g.929
      @emily.g.929 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Just a video covering “mistakes” made while conserving would be super interesting too!

    • @swiftlymurmurs
      @swiftlymurmurs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I imagine it'll be something like The Brawler

  • @PetrosArgy
    @PetrosArgy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +390

    It's fascinating reading through the comments about how differently we each react to artwork, damage included. Comments range from "you can see this must have been painted by a lover" to "his eyes went from sparkling to empty" to "whoever slashed that must have had some real hate towards the subject." I also think this is one of the more engaging portraits Julian has worked on and, intentional or not, the artist gave us viewers something to chew on. Julian did an amazing job restoring that. I wonder how my first impression of the subject (a young psychopath) would have been different had I seen the portrait for the first time after the repair was done. I suspect that the damage inflicted on it had some influence on how I see the young man.

    • @CL-we8tn
      @CL-we8tn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Nope that's how I saw him too with his face in half, I was like Julian don't give that boy eyes that are alive, the artist painted dead eyes for a reason

    • @ShinyAvalon
      @ShinyAvalon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      How odd that you see a psychopath. I see someone sad and defeated, and wonder what must have happened to such a young man to create such a look.

    • @leoribic1691
      @leoribic1691 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@ShinyAvalon Me too. I see profound unhappiness and resentment, maybe even for the artist.

  • @erimerrigle
    @erimerrigle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +294

    When I went to Glasgow I saw Salvador Dali's painting "Christ of Saint John of the Cross" which too had been attacked and vandalized. The repair work on it is very noticeable.
    I'd love to see it restored to its former glory and I think if anyone could do it would be Julian.

    • @aelfrey3918
      @aelfrey3918 3 ปีที่แล้ว +116

      i believe Julian brings up in previous videos the controversy of conservation for art museums. Most of the time, those institutions focus on preserving what remains of an artwork rather than try to fill in the gaps (this has something to do with interfering with the original artist's intent). Julian works for private owners who have the prerogative to have their paintings conserved the way that they want, and ask him to restore them in this way. Even so, he uses special archival paints that can be removed in case a new decision is made about the painting in the future. But that's why many damaged paintings available for public viewing are left mostly untouched.

    • @kittygoblin2377
      @kittygoblin2377 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      i think that it would be really cool if it were possible

    • @maksgonopolsky8374
      @maksgonopolsky8374 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@aelfrey3918 i also imagine private owners have a budget that may go a bit further than a museum may be willing to spend on a single piece. I could be wrong. Regardless, Julian is obviously more than proficient.

  • @nicolle2126
    @nicolle2126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    seeing Julian just suddenly and nonchalantly hold a paintbrush in his mouth takes me back to my own studio painting days in university. Just a small memory of easier, less stressful times unlocked

    • @gabrielmerchant
      @gabrielmerchant ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same here ♡ I miss the smell of the studio I learned to draw and paint in...

  • @cannedbeans3765
    @cannedbeans3765 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1563

    Imagine being the disgruntled family member who cut the canvass and then seeing the painting repaired perfectly and knowing your anger and resentment have been rendered obsolete. That's a power move!

    • @Siansonea
      @Siansonea 3 ปีที่แล้ว +156

      No one is ever justified in doing this to a painting. If they're angry at someone, they need to find a better way to channel their anger. Destroying someone's artwork just makes them look like a childish savage, and any sympathy toward their situation is out the window.

    • @GoingtoHecq
      @GoingtoHecq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@Siansonea edgy

    • @andysinthegarden
      @andysinthegarden 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Who's to say it isn't now the disgruntled family member themselves behind the restoration?

    • @Siansonea
      @Siansonea 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      @@GoingtoHecq okay, random person on the internet with an anime profile photo. Consider me read to filth.

    • @da5idnz
      @da5idnz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      It sounded to me like the subject did it himself, from the way Julian was talking.

  • @mrgeorge19971
    @mrgeorge19971 3 ปีที่แล้ว +336

    Its so bizzare how you feel that you get to know the person sitting in this chair just by looking at recreation of his face on some painting! Amazing work!

    • @FancyRPGCanada
      @FancyRPGCanada 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That's how I feel whenever I do a realistic portrait of a person

  • @lisah-p8474
    @lisah-p8474 3 ปีที่แล้ว +408

    Such a beautiful blending of craftsmanship, artistry, and storytelling.

    • @heilamessy
      @heilamessy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      and hard work.

    • @deffdefying4803
      @deffdefying4803 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@heilamessy That’s implied by “craftsmanship”

  • @thedanielstraight
    @thedanielstraight 2 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    There's something very striking about this painting. You can sense the heaviness of the young man. I instantly want to know more about this painting and sitter, but can't seem to much info on the painter Henry Jay MacMillan.

  • @spegynmerbles3993
    @spegynmerbles3993 3 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    The message of this video really helped me out. Trauma may be painful and you may feel like you’ll never be whole, but through careful and precise attention you can be beautiful again. I never thought I’d cry to a painting restoration video, but here we are

  • @thehuggz-i9k
    @thehuggz-i9k 3 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    "It is amazing that an act that takes place over an instant, mere seconds, can require so many steps, so much work to reverse -- to undo."
    But that's life isn't it? So easy to cause harm, but the damage is never so quickly repaired. Baumgartner Restoration, a metaphor for life.

  • @AlreadyTiredOfYou
    @AlreadyTiredOfYou 3 ปีที่แล้ว +198

    A story about hatred, violence, resentment, trauma. Also a story about healing, restoration and hope.
    You are, truly, a treasure.
    Thank you for making this. Thank you for sharing it with us, for allowing us to witness.

  • @artificialraspberify
    @artificialraspberify ปีที่แล้ว +15

    The artist who painted this, Henry Jay Macmillian, was a watercolour artist most known for his portrayal of WW2 scenes. He was stationed all over during the war and painted what he saw. He only died in 1991. He might of been alive when this painting was first hurt. It makes you wonder even more about who the subject was.

  • @rougeetnoir1252
    @rougeetnoir1252 3 ปีที่แล้ว +499

    The sitter had an almost beautiful sadness in his expression. Clearly there’s more to his story his whole life is written on his face.

    • @alisav8394
      @alisav8394 3 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      I was looking for a comment like this one! There's such an intense look in his eyes. I want to know more about the sitter.

    • @albertocabezas282
      @albertocabezas282 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Don't know why he reminds me of a very young David Bowman (from "2001: A Space Odissey").

    • @timepoet77
      @timepoet77 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@albertocabezas282, I was thinking a young Anthony Hopkins.

    • @jaredvv86
      @jaredvv86 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Those eyes are so intriguing. Sad and pondering. Love this painting

    • @Siansonea
      @Siansonea 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I'm very curious about the painter and the sitter, and the circumstances of this painting's creation. This is a very personal painting.

  • @ChristopherTate
    @ChristopherTate 3 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    "paintings don't generally spontaneously explode"
    uh. that word "generally" is doing some pretty heavy lifting there....

    • @mwater_moon2865
      @mwater_moon2865 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      On the other hand, I work with glass and especially in the kiln, "spontaneous explosions" are quite normal.

    • @spankyharland9845
      @spankyharland9845 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      unless they are Taliban paintings....that is a portrait of an IED with and IED behind it......

    • @LoreCatan
      @LoreCatan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@spankyharland9845 bro...too soon

    • @spudpud-T67
      @spudpud-T67 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      "Don't act so surprised mom, people explode everyday."

  • @afonsobpm
    @afonsobpm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +306

    Imagine dating someone like this guy. The philosophy and the art is amazing. The days are never the same and you get to aplaude every step. How cool!

    • @caitchri2426
      @caitchri2426 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      I’m married to someone like him, and sometimes it gets obnoxious 😅

    • @VenkaKoda
      @VenkaKoda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@caitchri2426 it seems like sometimes too much is just too much

    • @DonnaChamberson
      @DonnaChamberson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@caitchri2426 I was gonna say. Sometimes they act like they’re curing cancer or something. Must be irritating.

    • @cheryldavis8776
      @cheryldavis8776 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Cate Chri & Bessie Washington -
      Well, there's always something to be said for that all important element: BALANCE.

    • @lunchboxqueen
      @lunchboxqueen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Did you just “Manic Pixie Dream Guy” the art restoration dude?

  • @Smeedyer1
    @Smeedyer1 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    One year ago the algorithm put this video on my front page and some quirk of circumstances had me click it, watch it and thoroughly enjoy it.
    A year later, after consuming Julian's entire archive in various binges over the months, I return to this first video and enjoy it again.
    There's some epic videos, especially some of those that spread across 3-4 parts, but on watching this one again I have to say it's my favourite. There's no tack spitting, no dad jokes, no hilarious burns against shoddy conservation in the past, no terrifyingly difficult raspberry to recreate - all parts I do thoroughly enjoy in numerous other videos - but despite that there's something about this one that holds it aloft. The nature of the damage, the beautiful result, a deep desire to know the full story (and see the owner's reaction to the repair, and is the owner the sitter!?) and of course the fact it brought me to this channel in the first place.
    I wish I could say, like others have, that Julian's pristine work ethic has escalated my own, but no such luck just yet. Regardless, knowing there is such care in the world is pleasing and inspiring, and perhaps in another year of seeing such work in action it might start to rub off, and maybe I can consider myself ...becoming whole.

  • @anyaalikhan9786
    @anyaalikhan9786 3 ปีที่แล้ว +311

    Julian: uploads a video
    me, grabbing chips and and turning off the lights: A DAMAGED PAINTING WOOOOO

    • @danaondrackova3431
      @danaondrackova3431 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I would seriously host Baumgartner marathon evenings :D

    • @marg5404
      @marg5404 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I squeal with joy when a new Baumgartner vid appears and then set aside time to watch.

    • @Margie555
      @Margie555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      LMAO same 👀👀👀

    • @Thestephouse1
      @Thestephouse1 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'd come!

  • @Dirty_Squirrell
    @Dirty_Squirrell 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    Absolutely fantastic restoration. You definitely earned your pay with this one! The artist is Henry Jay McMillian, a renowned artist from Wilmington, North Carolina. He was known for his Southern drawl and tempermant, that crackled with age. You've done him justice, Mr. Baumgartner.

    • @2eleven48
      @2eleven48 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      The painting is called 'Untitled', that, or that it wasn't given a title at all. Thank you for your information, Mr Squirrell.

  • @ookaookaooka
    @ookaookaooka 3 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    This is probably one of my favorite paintings you've restored, it looks like it was made by a lover

    • @Reggie_la
      @Reggie_la 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Yes!! Yes!! A lover. A dedicated friend. A close sibling. It's like they painted the personality along with the body.

    • @Casinogirl56
      @Casinogirl56 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      And then they had a huge argument and here we are.

    • @DRP1609
      @DRP1609 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      He is sitting there like somebody told him. A little disgruntled.

  • @nesssiah
    @nesssiah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Watching these conservation videos, in a weird way, makes me want to pick up my paints. The thought of my own paintings being treated in such a gentle way, the colors and the brushstrokes described and noticed like that... it really makes me determined to paint, to create more.

  • @Meganedere
    @Meganedere 3 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    So sad to realize that little white speckle in the eye wasn't a highlight but paint lost so fixing it meant his eye went from sparkling to empty

    • @Rhaifha
      @Rhaifha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      Yeah, I kind of don't like the eyes on the end result. Of course that doesn't mean Julian did a bad job, but they're so "dead inside"!

    • @miel8729
      @miel8729 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      i'm not the only one!! the eyes got a bit lost ):

    • @matilda6851
      @matilda6851 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Eyes are definitely the hardest part to create for this reason

    • @Zveebo
      @Zveebo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      How do you know that it was paint loss? Given he misaligned the canvas around the tear and by doing so completely distorted the face and even created a massive dent in the side of the face, he clearly was t firing on all cylinders for this one.

    • @GlitchyBastard
      @GlitchyBastard 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@matilda6851 Oops, salty boy strike again!😅

  • @tdmj2812
    @tdmj2812 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    The caring aspect that Julian shows his work is worth the watch alone.

  • @dom_arigato
    @dom_arigato 2 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    for some reason i find the painting even more interesting with the damage. it adds a layer of emotion and intriguing backstory.

    • @TheStarBlack
      @TheStarBlack 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      That was my immediate feeling! The physical damage changed the painting into something new which represented to me psychological damage. But that's probably a reflection of my own situation.

    • @Seven-Seas-of-Baba-O-Riley
      @Seven-Seas-of-Baba-O-Riley ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@TheStarBlack It's not just the damage to the painting, it's also the expression on his face. Rumination, replaying ideas, concepts, events, and fantasies over and over again, utterly stuck. I only want to understand what happened to me, so I think about it until I do, and then I think about it until I can explain it, and then until I can explain it well. But the people that I want understand it, don't want to understand it, and that hurts. I have to just move on, but I can't, because this rumination has become a habit. I have this insatiable need to understand the pain I feel, so I feel it over and over, and I completely immerse myself in it, and I cry, because I can't stop what I'm doing to myself. And that is what it looks like, just a normal guy, expressionless, seeming to be entirely content with sitting in a dark room and doing nothing for very long stretches of time, yet they don't seem bored.

    • @MarioMastar
      @MarioMastar 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yeah the damage to the paintings can tell a really interesting story about how it was handled. Sometimes the most interesting thing about the painting was how it was damaged. Whether due to the owner accidently dropping it on a chair (twice...Bless that guy who had to bring his freshly conserved piece back), to surviving a fire in a museum, or in the most infuriating case, poor conservation that ended up almost spitefully destroying the original painting and being PAID to ruin it (I can forgive those who just didn't know what they were doing 100 years ago or tried to conserve it themselves, but to pay someone to be that negligent as some of these happened, I can see why Julian was so angry). Especially some of the more morbid ones, it almost feels like the damage was on purpose by the original artist to convey some emotional state. Some classical artists did destroy their own work due to madness or rejection or just not liking the piece and we never really know at a glance if the damage was deliberate or not.

  • @ryoko65
    @ryoko65 2 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    I can relate to the kind of pain inflicted because my doll collection was destroyed in front of me and I was made to clean up the pieces.... punishment for an offense or error I was unaware of. It happened many years ago, but the scar is still tender to the touch ... I have found replacements for a few of the dolls that were destroyed.... while they are not the same doll as before, they still fill in a small part of the wound. Reclaiming a part of myself as a result.
    I thank you for your restoration work... I wish my art skills were as masterful as yours ... Your heart is as beautiful as your restorations.... Thank you for sharing them with us. ❤️

    • @christinebravomom5711
      @christinebravomom5711 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      😩❤‍🩹

    • @betsymcgovern3267
      @betsymcgovern3267 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      That is one of the saddest and cruelest stories I have ever heard. I hope your adult self can give the "you as a child" the most love and care. I wish I could help you replace your dolls! And hope you have found trustworthy, kind, and loving people in your life now. Best wishes and love, from someone who doesn't even know you, on your path to healing that wound.

    • @florindalucero3236
      @florindalucero3236 ปีที่แล้ว

      While my doll was not destroyed, whenever my mother wanted to fuck with my head she would threaten to break it.

  • @chaos_opossum
    @chaos_opossum 3 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    I have insomnia and a slew of other mental issues and I can always count on your videos to solve my issues. Your voice is so soothing, I often browse your videos to fall asleep, you've cured my artists block multiple times, you've even brought me down from a panic attack. Thank you for being someone who makes everything better in my life. 💗💗❤️🖌️🎨

  • @PaulFurber
    @PaulFurber 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    The Japanese have a concept: kintsukoroi - something that is more beautiful for having been broken that I think applies here. Exquisite work.

  • @spiinniing
    @spiinniing ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Plenty of people have already made similar platitudes in the comments, but I couldn't help but think as I watched something repaired with such care and dedication, that I wish *people* could be repaired like this. But I guess at the end of the day we can, just different techniques, in different time frames. What a wonderful restoration video.

  • @neighbor3875
    @neighbor3875 3 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    This is your best video by far. The whole theme of purposeful damage slowly, but surely getting repaired played so beautifully. And the painting itself matches it so, so well: man's lost, destorted face becoming a whole, and, when the concervation pocess is finished, he's glaring condifidenly as you see his face as it was supposed to be all these years.

  • @karissawiggins3171
    @karissawiggins3171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    There is just nothing like seeing Julien put a painting back together. I am astonished with every retouching at how the damage disappears. Amazing.

  • @brose04008
    @brose04008 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I love how you aren’t just conserving a piece here, you’re sticking it to the vandal. You’re seeing to it that they don’t get the win here.

  • @LostLargeCats
    @LostLargeCats 2 ปีที่แล้ว +261

    I love how amazing your skin tone matching is, but I wish that you would have spent more time making the repaired iris match the original eye. The original one had multiple tones and highlight that made it feel living. Also, the repaired iris was a bit too vivid of a blue. I think you almost did the same thing on the painting when you overpainted the whole eye before starting over. Maybe some kind of powerful magnification would help when you are working on eyes, when those fine color tones matter so much to make a subject seem alive.
    Either way, great work. We all spend our whole lives learning, and your color mastery is decades above my own. 💜

    • @GrimFelArt
      @GrimFelArt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      I can agree with this. I love Julian's work, he's a fantastic conservator; that eye is just *_off_* though. It really sticks out. I would have added some small flecks of greys and greens as an artist myself.
      I had an issue like this with his job on the painting he nicknamed "the brawler" too. The first peach he retouched looked, to me, misshapen. The half that he retouched should have extended out and down just a smidge further. His blending is beautiful but sometimes I notice little things that I wish he'd spent just a couple minutes more on haha
      Any slightly off proportions or off colours in his work really stick out unfortunately. That eye just doesn't look right, it's too bright and looks flat. Different shape, too. And the shape of the corner of the lips, the top should dip down a bit and bottom should be pulled inward to the left, both just by *_millimetres_* but it would make all the difference. His face looks lopsided

    • @knory123
      @knory123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      @@GrimFelArt I agree with the part about the eye being a little off somehow. Also, in the very end of the video where the way the painting looked changes into the restored piece, it almost looks like the sitter has had a tear roll down his cheek, there is a slightly lighter line on the cheek where the tear used to be.

    • @fjac860
      @fjac860 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I was looking in the comments for exactly this pbservation. The "new eye" looks so... flat. I was waiting for him to finish it.

    • @ibuprofriends
      @ibuprofriends 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      i honestly can't believe he left it like that. very surprising.

    • @TheStarBlack
      @TheStarBlack 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Does anybody else think the actual layout of the face was distorted by the damage and not put back exactly right? I feel like the left part of his face had moved slightly further to the left and perhaps rotated slightly bit wasn't corrected.

  • @BaileySarian
    @BaileySarian 3 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    Wooooooooow. That was a journey

    • @danielavelasquez9524
      @danielavelasquez9524 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yeah, it really was
      (also i just finished watching yesterday’s video :) small world)

    • @moon5497
      @moon5497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      When the fave came through I was almost shocked
      He brought it back to life

    • @honeybeeloolee5313
      @honeybeeloolee5313 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’re here too?!

    • @luciaramirez6562
      @luciaramirez6562 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      BAILEY

    • @denaristergerian
      @denaristergerian 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm glad you come here too! And given your MMM and Dark History series, I'm sure it's to relax your mind and get rid of the negativity too.

  • @CaptainShonko
    @CaptainShonko 3 ปีที่แล้ว +498

    I see in the last cut shot of the restoration you went back and retouched that hairline above the left ear, bravo, it was drawing the eye! The whole ear was brought down a few cm due to the gash I reckon, didn't quite sit straight when it went back together.

    • @TheInfinitySystem
      @TheInfinitySystem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

      Glad we weren't the only ones obsessing over that

    • @z-licious
      @z-licious 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I noticed that too.

    • @Nukle0n
      @Nukle0n 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      First video of this channel where i don't like the result.

    • @hildemulderij
      @hildemulderij 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Exactly! It looked wierd and crooked, normally I really like the end result but now I kept saying, that's not right lol

    • @michaelbruun19
      @michaelbruun19 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      I saw it to.
      But it had been broken for some time and any type of fabric will shrink over time sadly and paintings are normally under a small amount of stress and being stretched so when you take the stretching away, any type fabric will try too shrink back too a relaxed state.
      only thing too fix the shrink whole have damaged the painting even more. (he whole have need to pull on the broken parts and it whole probably make it rip more

  • @beckwhitty
    @beckwhitty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    This one brought me to tears, Sir. Someone loves this kid very much. The gift you gave them, wow. No words.

  • @itselsanichols
    @itselsanichols 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I love how you can hear how much he cares about each work of art, each artist, and each owner. True respect. I also enjoy the calming nature of the videos as the art is healed

  • @wasabisushi404
    @wasabisushi404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This was near perfect. Only gripe with the restoration was how the canvas wasnt tugged back together where it teared. It fits like a puzzle piece. There would have been even less space to paint if the left of the head was aligned properly. I can see where you painted the head to connect. Still not bad and maybe 100 years from now, it’ll get a restoration again. Always love watching your work julian!

  • @massbrucelee4
    @massbrucelee4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    another good way to "tear" sheets of various types of rice paper is to essentially wet a paint brush with water and draw your cut. and it comes apart easily. the brush essentially acts as an exacto knife and retains the rough edge. Love the vids Baumy-G

    • @k80_
      @k80_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      This is a method in Chinese clothing making as well. You get a thread and wet it with your saliva, then use it to wet the fabric in a line. The enzymes from the saliva break down the silk fabric slightly and allow much sharper pleats/ hems. Which I just think is really neat

    • @massbrucelee4
      @massbrucelee4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@k80_ Wow!! beautiful, good to know!

  • @samantha.redacted
    @samantha.redacted 3 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    it’d be fun to see a tutorial for artists on how to make their pieces easy to conserve!

    • @ampz1466
      @ampz1466 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'd love that so much!!

    • @elixir6139
      @elixir6139 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      use grade a materials, enough gesso so the oil paint won’t eat the canvas, an oil paint mixture that’s fat over lean so it won’t crack, not too much solvent that breaks down paint, or paint that yellows. use a high quality varnish that doesn’t yellow as well. keep them out of direct sunlight/ heat or extreme temperature change

    • @tsnap4
      @tsnap4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm sure there are steps that someone housing or displaying the art can take, but the decisions the artist takes, such as the composition of the medium to the various methods of application, all affect how the art is viewed, and I don't see him wanting to dictate or influence the artist in such a way.

    • @samantha.redacted
      @samantha.redacted 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@tsnap4 I just wanna know what the nice canvasses are dude

    • @elixir6139
      @elixir6139 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@samantha.redacted linen

  • @lenfelizardo7437
    @lenfelizardo7437 3 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    Hi Julian, I really love your show, I watched your episodes with long hours of retouching and never get tired of it. And I watch all of it over and over again. Its like a stress removal for me. I used to head a conservation laboratory and have several experts working with me, but we close the shop already. And this show reminds me of the works that we love to do. Congratulation for doing an excellent job.

    • @Calgary27
      @Calgary27 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The world needs more Len Felizado
      ❤️🇨🇦❤️

  • @WetRatGaming
    @WetRatGaming 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    i wish a man would treat me with the same care and delicacy that julian baumgartner treats his paintings

  • @FM-nm4ng
    @FM-nm4ng 3 ปีที่แล้ว +484

    I wouldn't mind hearing about the backstory of who vandalized the painting and why they did it.

    • @knurft123
      @knurft123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      being a subscriber for a very long time, sorry I cannot see the whole story

    • @doughnut_panda
      @doughnut_panda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Ex-wife, maybe ex-girlfriend...

    • @barbaraprest783
      @barbaraprest783 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I was thinking the same thing !

    • @1959Berre
      @1959Berre 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      Could it be a more "romantic" story? Imagine the boy on the painting became an old man in real life and he could not bear the view of lost youthfulness. While facing his inevitable end, he smashed the painting in dispair and threw it in the attic, where it was found by his heirs who wanted it to be restored.

    • @aurora7442
      @aurora7442 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      On Patreon he talks with the owner and they tell the story and we get to see their reaction

  • @veronicalysyj9023
    @veronicalysyj9023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I can't help but wonder about the backstory of this painting and why it was damaged... amazing job!!!

  • @cogidubnus1953
    @cogidubnus1953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    I was relieved to note the final retouch around the top of the subject's right ear...that had been a source of some internal tension for ages! It's a beautiful job of restoration and I can only wonder at the trauma and emotion (perhaps grief) that had led to the original damage...

    • @user-px2yh8ei6d
      @user-px2yh8ei6d 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I noticed that too! But I was thinking he may have photoshopped that chunk of hair for the purpose of the video, cause he had already varnished it when it was still missing.

    • @cogidubnus1953
      @cogidubnus1953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@user-px2yh8ei6d Yeah that had me wondering...wondered if he went back and added the retouch after the first couple of varnish coats then added another...

    • @cliveb9771
      @cliveb9771 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Yeah that was odd. Almost as if he hadn’t moved that bit of torn canvas back into exactly the right place so those two sections of hair married up. But right at the very end the discontinuity was gone.

    • @s.t.8170
      @s.t.8170 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@cliveb9771 exactly. might be the owner who intervened here?!

    • @cliveb9771
      @cliveb9771 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@s.t.8170 Somebody did. Lots of people have noticed this in the comments below.

  • @saphrodite1
    @saphrodite1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    the amount of damage done to the face..... makes me wonder if this wasnt just a prized painting of the owner, but the owner was the sitter. or perhaps a family member who had passed. tragic. how beautiful it was to see you put it back together

  • @HritwRaje
    @HritwRaje 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Best 33:40 spent on youtube ever. The philosophical approach of painting + owner relation, along with the vulnerability of the owner regarding the painting were astutely put forward. Being unable to completely undo the damage, but being able to turn the scars invisible, so that the "First impression is not the one of pain, but pleasure" is singlehandedly the most impactful line ever said in any video.

  • @volcheq2041
    @volcheq2041 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Julian. In some cases where damage like this has happened, would you consider or try using sutures? I don’t mean for the entire length, just key locations. You can get them that are 0.01 & 0.02mm. Also, on your spray room curtains, add magnets to it and some metal on the wood to keep a good seal.

  • @BoomerKeith1
    @BoomerKeith1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I know that Julian always talks about not creating art, rather helping the artist show what they intended. Well, his work is a work of art. Yes Julian, you are a conservator but you are also an artist! Amazing work.

  • @seonaelizabethcoster8465
    @seonaelizabethcoster8465 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    What a striking painting! As Julian worked in the face, ESPECIALLY those stunning, striking, focused, and deep blue eyes, I could see the sitter come back to life. The gravitas of the sitter, the intensity of their gaze, both the initial artist, and of course Julian, have done a remarkable job conveying that into the canvas for the viewer to see.
    I wonder about the sitter; who were they, what did they go on to become? What had their life been like to create such an intense visage, what has it been since?

  • @Comrade_OMR
    @Comrade_OMR 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I would call this restoration magical, but that detracts from the years of hard work, passion, and determination that was out into this. Bravo!

  • @BetamaxFlippy
    @BetamaxFlippy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    I can see that no matter what the torn part never really went back in place, the final picture of the painting shows a final touch-up to realign the contour of the hair just above the ear.

    • @RobbieHatley
      @RobbieHatley 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I don't think it was retouching. Look closely at 32:14 and then at 33:03 and you can see that the the young man's right ear (on the left side of the painting) has moved about 1/2 inch to the right. So I'm guessing everything was un-done and re-done.

    • @jessejacobsen728
      @jessejacobsen728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@RobbieHatley I'm glad someone else noticed this.

    • @danno1111
      @danno1111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@RobbieHatley No, there was just some off-camera adjustment of the hair to remove the 'step'.

    • @jasons9663
      @jasons9663 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      You can see even more clearly right before he puts the filler in prior to mounting it to the frame. At 16:38 you can plainly see where the edge of the painting is noticeably not straightly aligned at the tear.

    • @chadjenkins4846
      @chadjenkins4846 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I so glad somebody said something it's like he didn't line it up...the face is distorted because of the stretch of the canvas... seems like steps to align everything would've been taken.. the hairline being brought out is one thing..but the face distortion..who knows what the original looked like..was the nose that wide..the eye that low... lining up a canvas is tricky..but threads stay somewhat in a line..there should've been more work done to reduce the stretch before rushing and filling in the gaps.

  • @kennythefrog1
    @kennythefrog1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    The way this gentleman speaks about art is beautiful and heartbreaking.

  • @tomithebunny
    @tomithebunny 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love, love, LOVE watching you reconstruct the face on this piece. I already found the subject of the portrait extremely striking even when the piece was damaged, so to see the full vision of the sitter's face was absolutely beautiful.

  • @ecb1979
    @ecb1979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I'd love to see the reactions of the people getting these incredible restorations back. What an amazing talent

    • @FancyRPGCanada
      @FancyRPGCanada ปีที่แล้ว

      I think this painting had a reveal video on patreon

  • @mmabelward
    @mmabelward 3 ปีที่แล้ว +939

    i guessed 1950 for when this painting was made and it actually is.. feeling very smug rn 🕺🏻

    • @Daggeira
      @Daggeira 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      @Alcina Dimitrescu Eh, it could also pass as being from the 80s.

    • @elizabethgatchell4546
      @elizabethgatchell4546 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I think the combo of the hair, pose, clothing and color pallet give a very 50s vibe

    • @benoitglon3065
      @benoitglon3065 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      and maybe because it is written 1950 on the picture?

    • @cherylr8988
      @cherylr8988 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@Daggeira except that the signature includes the date of 1950 and he said when removing the varnish that it's 1950

    • @Daggeira
      @Daggeira 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@cherylr8988 Saying something could _pass_ for something doesn't mean I'm claiming it _is._

  • @KickTurpin
    @KickTurpin 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I don't know why, this video was so emotional I cried during the retouching. I was overwhelmed. I love art and watching you conserve and repair is the most beautiful thing to witness. Thank you. ❤

  • @muffinlamp
    @muffinlamp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    as an artist myself, it really makes me feel like my work matters to see someone put so much care into keeping a piece alive.

    • @Songbirdstress
      @Songbirdstress 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I know right. Some of Julian's painters are far from famous. I think could they know, they would be chuffed to bits to see someone take so much care of them 200 years later. Watch Van Gogh visiting a museum in Dr Who, but make sure you have a tissue! 😊

  • @Boredman567
    @Boredman567 3 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    It's an amazing restoration. It seems like the tear still had some amount of a gap in it, since you can see the edge of the head on the left above the ear doesn't quite match up. But I assume that trying to put enough tension on that torn part wasn't very feasible since it can't take as much tension as if it was intact. Plus, it has to be properly adhered back together while under any tension that was applied.

    • @arlynserrano2132
      @arlynserrano2132 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      On the last shot you can see that he fixes that

    • @cheryldavis8776
      @cheryldavis8776 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@arlynserrano2132
      Yes, but there is still some distortion in the position of the ear on the right that's incongruent with that side of the face.

    • @lukeeyles7844
      @lukeeyles7844 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@cheryldavis8776 I think that when the painting was torn, the canvas stretched so it wasn't possible to perfectly align it again.

  • @edmarkham2632
    @edmarkham2632 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Wow! The repair of that painting of the boy on a couch, was wonderful. You have an uncanny eye and talent for maxing the exact colors. Also, I didn't know there was so many steps involved in a repair. You are truly a master at it.

  • @fintan3563
    @fintan3563 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    As you completed this young man’s face I could literally feel him live again. Breathe again. What an amazing experience, Julian! Thank you for sharing this resurrection with me. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @screens1979
      @screens1979 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I really would like to know the back story here.

  • @kibasmith3155
    @kibasmith3155 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    A whole stack of my drawings were ripped and shredded in a shredder by my own mother. No other reason besides that she didn’t like them, so they weren’t allowed in her house. Even now, 15 years later at the age of 23, I still hesitate and double check and make sure that when she happens to see a drawing of mine, it’s something she won’t want to destroy because it doesn’t match her taste. Seeing you put back together something so beautiful was healing. My shredded drawings will never be recovered. But you saved this one. You helped someone heal, and along the way, helped some others patch their own inner tears and shreds a little more together again. Beautiful job done, my friend. Beautiful.

    • @cyndy338
      @cyndy338 ปีที่แล้ว

      🤗🙏

    • @projektkobra2247
      @projektkobra2247 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Move out, then you can draw what you want.

  • @electriclllady
    @electriclllady 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    You are amazing. You did him justice. The painting. The sitter. The artist . The owner . Thank you . That you truly understand the gravity of damage like this, and at all, and your dedication, that you see it as a privellige to repair, allows you to apply your manifold refined skills properly, precisely to achieve a perfect repair. It is restored to the most perfect state of existence it could be, because it was you , with your care, dedication and precision , your refined skill and judgement, who was privelliged to be the restorer. 💕

  • @taram1222
    @taram1222 3 ปีที่แล้ว +375

    Any damage to the painting, can be felt by us... Dorian Gray entered the chat

  • @cheyennepepper301
    @cheyennepepper301 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    You should be very proud of your intros, because although I’m not a super long time viewer, I’ve gone back and binged your videos in order for the past couple of months, and seeing the change in comfort in front of the camera is incredible. Props to you for being such a talented and intelligent individual 🙌❤️

  • @BosisofSweden
    @BosisofSweden 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I would have loved to see the owners face when he opened the package with the restored painting. Magic!

  • @MrLuigge
    @MrLuigge 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    32:43 the right eye (from our point of view) seems more vibrant blue than the left, which seems more towards the aquamarine I guess...

    • @telegenicz
      @telegenicz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thought so too!

    • @mcol3
      @mcol3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I thought so too, it looked more watery, slightly bigger...

    • @kariechaos5382
      @kariechaos5382 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I also thought it looked a little more 'flat' than the other one, not shaded to be round like the other eye.

    • @Ckat24
      @Ckat24 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It also might have been an optical illusion considering the amount of damage and missing paint. With so many flecks of white your eye is drawn to the color more to "correct" it. In this case I'm trusting Julian because he has the experience and the ability to take in the painting from all angles, not just a static deadpan.

    • @MrLuigge
      @MrLuigge 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      well in any case that is what looked liked from a Samsung amoled screen. definitely in real life must be different.

  • @Angelfeather100
    @Angelfeather100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Outstanding. If only this could be applied to our torn apart souls too…gently, respectfully, lovingly. New subscriber here.

  • @lililangtry1881
    @lililangtry1881 3 ปีที่แล้ว +224

    It's very interesting to see that people identify either to the vandal or the owner, everyone has a hunch that really says more about their personal history and mindset than anything else... Some even suggest owner and vandal are the same person, again giving interesting insight into their own frame of mind. The way people react to the sitter himself is also fascinating, some seeing an innocent gentle soul, others a spoiled brat or even a malevolent person. I'd love to have the final answer but can't afford the patreon exclusive...

    • @shawwww
      @shawwww 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      sitting in the same boat as you

    • @Oddi0
      @Oddi0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      It's a damn good portrait! It certainly evokes more of a reaction in me than most art.

    • @lililangtry1881
      @lililangtry1881 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@Oddi0 yes but I'm among those who really don't like the vibe from the sitter, somebody said he looks like an obnoxious spoiled brat and I agree... But again I have no real clue and it says more about me than anything else I think! 😅

    • @Oddi0
      @Oddi0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@lililangtry1881 Oh, same here! He's very unsettling. It feels like he dislikes me and will do something to me. But that's still a reaction to the art, and an unusually strong one at that! Bravo to the artist.

    • @karlkarlos3545
      @karlkarlos3545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@lililangtry1881 It's probably painted from a photography. And don't be so judgmental about people you don't nothing about.

  • @brianlawson363
    @brianlawson363 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I am fortunate to be lucky enough to have inherited an original work by Cezanne. My grandmother was French and I see the work in ways and terms that no other human ever could. It is the first thing I see every day. There are only two people who can get even remotely close to it. I simply can't take a chance that someone could attack and destroy the memories attached to an amazing work of art with which I have been blessed to own.

  • @cindyedwards6924
    @cindyedwards6924 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I recently found this channel and I just want to say - WOW. I am in awe of the expertise, love the sense of humor, even relish the awkward switch to commercial (but I've actually checked out Squarespace). You rock. It's that simple.

  • @jakesmerth1919
    @jakesmerth1919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    How this guy always giving philosophy lessons while we watch him fix beautiful old art?
    Friggin Socrates over here.
    Love you Julian.

  • @Blue_LavaLamp
    @Blue_LavaLamp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    When he slides the painting onto an acid-free foam core... 👌😭✨

  • @martinstauce1946
    @martinstauce1946 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    As a TV editor and a painter I find these restoration videos doubly enjoyable. Triffic !

  • @daniellezepess
    @daniellezepess 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    This is magical. Looking forward to the follow-up & meeting one of Julian's clients! I can imagine how appreciative anyone must be to see their art so expertly restored. ❤️

  • @timmyangeltlc4888
    @timmyangeltlc4888 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Julian is truly a treasure himself to the art world. You sir, are truly a master at what you do. From damaged canvas to completely restored was an absolute joy to watch.

  • @katsumiskytower8714
    @katsumiskytower8714 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    your production value is getting better and im very impressed, I get serious "bob ross vibes" from you and your channel. Absolutely one of my favorite channels on youtube!

    • @macciebe
      @macciebe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Julian IS the Bob Ross of restoration.

    • @theresacarmen9847
      @theresacarmen9847 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Please don't mention Bob Ross in the same sentence as Julian. BR was not a painter or artist in any way. Sounds harsh but BR was a formula painter the antithesis of creative artist.

    • @KayInMaine
      @KayInMaine 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bob Ross? A lovely man but not the best artist. He was great at teaching people at home a way to paint to make it appear as if they're good. Haha.

    • @Sharie_mabari
      @Sharie_mabari 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@theresacarmen9847 ​What's with the Bob Ross hate? Formulaic painting is just painting smarter. He achieved amazing results with them. His techniques are beloved by many and obviously Katsumi means that Julian has a very similar calming, caring, loving vibe about him. It is not a bad comparison and I don't think we should be tearing down any artists for not being "good enough". No one is saying Bob Ross is comparable to an old master. If you are an art lover, don't tear down artists. To say he is not an artist and not creative enough is just gross.

    • @Sharie_mabari
      @Sharie_mabari 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ​@@KayInMaine It's not about being the best artist. It's about the same calming and caring vibes they give you when watching. The smooth calm voice and stuff.

  • @random02735
    @random02735 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I've always had trouble sleeping due to ADHD not being a good mix with trauma/flask back's. To be honest I'm too tired to really understand the deeper meaning in this but it has soothed me to a certain extent and I am grateful for it. Thank you for the beautiful content

    • @buhle7651
      @buhle7651 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too. So sorry to hear that you struggle with that. ♥️ Although hard to find, it's good to have these temporary distractions