Saying Goodbye to Black Friday

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  • @quirrelmorts
    @quirrelmorts 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1211

    This show really means a lot to everyone and I’m so grateful for it

  • @IceCreamCookie
    @IceCreamCookie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +754

    I cried so much when Kendall started tearing up and I’ve not even seen this show yet aha

  • @laurenchan4871
    @laurenchan4871 4 ปีที่แล้ว +660

    that one dislike is just someone who was crying too hard and accidentally pressed that dislike button instead of the like

    • @Emma-wt2hw
      @Emma-wt2hw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Lauren Chan the one dislike is Wiggly 😂

    • @pastelribbons739
      @pastelribbons739 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Lauren Chan oops they did it again

  • @geniehossain3738
    @geniehossain3738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +231

    3:18 that moment when Kendall is all of us
    Also I can’t bear to see her cry i a m n o t o k a y

  • @shelbybrasfield996
    @shelbybrasfield996 4 ปีที่แล้ว +617

    Was that Kendall singing? IT SOUNDS SO GOOD IM GONNA DIE WHEN THE SOUNDTRACK IS RELEASED

    • @morgrugyn
      @morgrugyn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Rest in peace

    • @neera3167
      @neera3167 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      F

  • @rebeccastanden9064
    @rebeccastanden9064 4 ปีที่แล้ว +286

    I haven’t even seen the show and I’m already crying at this. The girl who plays Hannah has such a BEAUTIFUL VOICE. I cannot wait to see this!

    • @chychy7559
      @chychy7559 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Her name is Kendall :)

    • @mintidg5772
      @mintidg5772 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      She’s actually 14, which is amazing!

    • @joanna4655
      @joanna4655 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Minti Dg...what?! She's 14?! That's insane! She is SO great! ❤️

  • @notmymainaccount5685
    @notmymainaccount5685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Four dislikes are from Linda’s BUTIFUL BLONDE BOYS

  • @user-qy9yx5kz2m
    @user-qy9yx5kz2m 4 ปีที่แล้ว +266

    Kendall crying was just...ah! I mean, why wouldn't StarKid change your life?! So sad this show will be ending, but it'll be amazing to see once it comes out on TH-cam! Can't wait to see it!!! StarKid in general has changed my life completely. It's the reason I found the courage to pursue my love for theater and actually audition, StarKid always manages to bring a smile to my face no matter what my day has been like, and most of all, StarKid is the only thing I look forward to in the day. StarKid is basically the entire reason for my existence! I can't wait to see what they come up with next, as they are such an inspiration. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

  • @AmberDidIt1000
    @AmberDidIt1000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +422

    I haven't even watched it yet and i'm already sad....
    Edit:
    I cried.
    I was there on opening night. And I wish I could have been there on closing. Its sad that its ending, but i'm grateful that a version will live on forever on youtube. Thank you everyone for taking us on this journey, and for your kindness, and giving so much of yourselves in what you do. I can't wait for more. And you can bet that I will be coming to see what ever you guys do next!

    • @galacticlavalamp6338
      @galacticlavalamp6338 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wait where can I watch these musicals? Where are they?

    • @AmberDidIt1000
      @AmberDidIt1000 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@galacticlavalamp6338 on the team starkid youtube page! They have 13 now I think and they are all wonderful!!!

    • @galacticlavalamp6338
      @galacticlavalamp6338 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      AmberDidIt
      Oh thank you, I already do watch them on TH-cam though. I was wondering where I can watch it live, at the theater

    • @AmberDidIt1000
      @AmberDidIt1000 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@galacticlavalamp6338 oh well the run is over. And it's at a different theater everytime. So you gotta wait until they announce a new one and tell you where it is you dont know. But right now they are based in California, so it will probably be in LA somewhere.

    • @galacticlavalamp6338
      @galacticlavalamp6338 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      AmberDidIt oh okay ty
      I can’t go anyways because my family has been having money problems lately and we live out in Maine

  • @mattdahan
    @mattdahan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    amazing, video, mr. president. i'm gonna miss this family so much, it was such a joy being "behind the X" every night with you guys. the flashbacks in this video really hit me in the feelings. i can't wait until we're all back in hatchetfield 🍏

  • @ellarobyn7461
    @ellarobyn7461 4 ปีที่แล้ว +293

    its so sad to watch black friday end, it really is a one of a kind musical. the cast, the band and everyone behind the scenes did such an amazing job, from what i saw on the digital ticket. although it sounds cheesy, black friday came out in the perfect time in my life when i really needed it. im so excited for what the future entails as well as seeing BF go on youtube!!! 💓💓

  • @emilyeyink2020
    @emilyeyink2020 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Remember the time they always showed you their kindness and prosperity in their own dinosaurs, which could actually go towards Hatchetfield being cool and very beautiful.
    Spoken like true masters.

  • @Nibblenephim
    @Nibblenephim 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Seeing your traditions just made me sadder, because I know how closing night traditions feel before going and preforming that show one last time, they make you want to cry, and smile, and laugh, all at the same time, so you do all three, and then you go out and put on an amazing show, and it's just magical.

  • @bunchoflemons
    @bunchoflemons 4 ปีที่แล้ว +276

    I'm so sad it's ended but so proud of all of you, especially for performing through the plague that took half the cast. Thank you for documenting the whole process for us, Curt. It really helped us to feel involved in the whole process. I'm so excited for what you and Starkid may do next, but for now, rest, relax, and have a wonderful holiday season.

  • @jaybird6396
    @jaybird6396 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    2:40 its stan James Tolbert hour

  • @gretas.corner
    @gretas.corner 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Bruh, stop making me sad even though I wasn't even in the cast.

  • @Quinn-bq9sv
    @Quinn-bq9sv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    It looks like Nick finally got some sleep. That's good. I'm glad he finally got the chance to

  • @LegoMelonz15
    @LegoMelonz15 4 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    This show was a magical experience live, and it was a nice journey to be in the fandom when a show is currently showing for the first time

  • @olioil8509
    @olioil8509 4 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    Im sad that bf ended :( but im also really proud of you guys for being strong and doing the musical even tho you guys are sick.
    Im excited to watch it when it comes out
    -olivia :)

  • @Anne_303
    @Anne_303 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    I just finished my show 2 days ago, so this video really hit me in the feels. Not only because BLACK FRIDAY IS OVER but because I know all of your emotions aLSO I SAW THE ORIGINAL ONLINE TICKET AND OH MY GOSH

  • @spillymcspillmore3426
    @spillymcspillmore3426 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Back in the day when you could have siffles and sneezes and still be able to perform .... man, what a time.

  • @danWHY
    @danWHY 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    its probably mostly from stress from finals but suddenly after watching this video im sobbing. interesting

  • @jrocknpoppingirl
    @jrocknpoppingirl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    This has made me want to get back into theater. I was never someone who performed on stage but I have always enjoyed being in the crew and have been a stage manager for a few shows but stopped during college. I think I'm going to try and get involved in a local show. Thank you for reminding me of something that made me so happy in past years. and thank you for everything you brought to this show because you are absolutely amazing!!!

  • @lorenfaye97
    @lorenfaye97 4 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    Man.... I have only been watching the BTS vids you have posted Curt, but I feel this video in my soul. Final performance for any show always makes me so emotional and this video takes me back to all the rehearsal periods and performances I have done. I miss being on stage so dang much.
    Congrats on what looks to have been a fantastic run! Can't wait to see it when it comes out on TH-cam! ☺

  • @ritamarujo9536
    @ritamarujo9536 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This makes my little theatre kid heart so happy and sad at the same time. I guess all theatre can feel that 'cause it's just the love we have for theatre and that's one of the most beautiful (if not the most) parts about it.

  • @Heidi-yh6ry
    @Heidi-yh6ry 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Omg I actually started full on crying when Kendal started tearing up

  • @sarah-gr7rn
    @sarah-gr7rn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    i was honored enough to fly halfway across the country to see this show twice and it seriously changed my life. hats off to the entire cast and crew, you guys are truly incredible and are changing lives

  • @delfoster1665
    @delfoster1665 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    who else was crying at 3:17

  • @caroline-gy2em
    @caroline-gy2em 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    thank you for your part in such an amazing show!! this was my first time being around for a new starkid show and it was so fun getting to see a digital ticket and follow along the run on your videos and all of you guys on social media. i’m sad it’s over, but can’t wait to see it again soon on youtube! 💛 congratulations to all of you!

  • @paigecarline7706
    @paigecarline7706 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    i immediately started crying after kendall cried what is this

  • @kingcalliope
    @kingcalliope 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I’m so proud of you all. And thank you so much for the videos throughout the show’s run, Curt!

  • @tioki2510
    @tioki2510 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is why I want to be a musical director

  • @trbolt0713
    @trbolt0713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Wow thanks for making me cry Curt. Good job.

  • @samjensen392
    @samjensen392 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I’m the one waving at the camera at 6:29! I loved the show so much and I can’t wait for it to be released on TH-cam so I can relive that experience

  • @lizzyserf
    @lizzyserf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    It's sad that you guys are done, but honestly I'm just impressed overall. The show was amazing, I had gotten the opening weekend digital ticket, and I was amazed at everything. The set, the singing, the dancing, the acting, the characters, everything. And I'm impressed you guys managed to power through even when so many of you guys were feeling miserable. Great job with Black Friday, and good luck on the next one.

  • @autumnr6058
    @autumnr6058 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Dang i wish i could be in a starkid show so much. It's like a dream of mine, but I doubt that dream will ever come true. I can always dream the dream though.

  • @ashlynm4484
    @ashlynm4484 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Thank you Curt (and the rest of the cast) for an amazing experience last night that I will never forget ❤️
    P.S. I’m one of the girls last night who wrote a letter to you guys I hope you all liked it 💗💗💗 I truly was unable to express my full gratitude to you guys in words thank you for all that you do

  • @carley1834
    @carley1834 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    seeing this show changed my life and getting to hug all of you guys and say how much you all mean to me is something I'm so grateful for, thank you so much curt and I will be crying forever
    *criiiieesss arrreee foreeevvveeerrr*

  • @abhiramiprabakar7067
    @abhiramiprabakar7067 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    is it just me who thinks this or does jaime really turns more beautiful each passing day?

  • @puddle7740
    @puddle7740 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    i am freezing.. wow. that gave me chills the whole way through. i’m beyond grateful for you and the rest of starkid ♥️

  • @taylor_brook
    @taylor_brook 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Wait I love this cast and musical so much
    Also I need Nick’s shirt asap

  • @keikustar
    @keikustar 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    thank you so much again for sharing these bts videos with us. we usually don't get to see so much bts of starkid shows, but you have truly spoiled us. we really appreciate it!!! congrats on wrapping this excellent show!!!!!!

  • @corylusbluefox9482
    @corylusbluefox9482 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    5:48 The person dressed as low blood sugar guy!!! Wouldn't it be awesome if more people cosplayed Starkid characters at the shows?

  • @headofathousandsheepswool
    @headofathousandsheepswool 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Starkid makes me, someone who's been emotionally abused for years and never showed feelings in fear of punishment, the most emotional I've ever been. I love them so much. I know It's unrealistic, but my biggest dream is to be a Starkid. I want to be an actress because of them, I want to be all these different people and pull an audience in. I don't know how to thank these wonderful people for what they did for me.

    • @levi-du5kz
      @levi-du5kz 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Head of a thousand sheep's wool ITS NOT A TROPE I’LL BE AN ACTRESS ( also :( sending love your way! 💞 )

    • @headofathousandsheepswool
      @headofathousandsheepswool 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@levi-du5kz Fuck yeah, thank you man!

  • @NerfyDotExe
    @NerfyDotExe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    i bought the digital ticket and i loved the show everyone did an amazing job and i can’t wait for the yt release so i can watch out many more times :)

  • @LizzardGirl713
    @LizzardGirl713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you so much for your continued BTS videos. I'm so happy you're am official member of Team Starkid! It's sad to see the show ending, but the memories will be with you (and all of us) forever.

  • @aoife8977
    @aoife8977 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Black Friday is honestly one of the best Starkid shows to come out in ages. The music is great, the story is meaningful but still pretty goofy, the choreography was absolutely insane!! So glad I got to see the digital ticket and I can't wait for it to get uploaded to TH-cam! Y'all did such a good job :))

  • @sofiaardvark9039
    @sofiaardvark9039 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This video felt so emotional and your whole experience just seemed like sooo much fun. Thank you for sharing this with us! 💛

  • @orchidoce1904
    @orchidoce1904 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    awww i hate the feeling of a last show, I'm a performer myself and aww

  • @FictionalFish
    @FictionalFish 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    cant wait until we can get a starkid show live again

  • @galactic7458
    @galactic7458 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Seeing the huge cast makes me feel like this is the Avengers: Endgame of starkid musicals

  • @DesdemonaRose
    @DesdemonaRose 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    6:26 all the way to the right there’s me 😂
    Seriously though I loved meeting you Curt. I was super stressed out, but you were so sweet and lovely, and it really helped. I hope you go on to some wonderful things!

  • @SpoonieScully
    @SpoonieScully 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so grateful that I got to see the show opening weekend. It was an absolute joy I was absolutely blown away by how good the show was. The performers old and new were amazing. I can’t believe it’s already over.

  • @michaellowe7622
    @michaellowe7622 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    so glad to have met you yesterday! seriously the show was incredible and it was the best way to spend my birthday it was so insanely good.

  • @madisons7944
    @madisons7944 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It made me so sad to hear you weren't sure you belonged as a performer, but I'm glad this show came to show you you do belong! I remember first seeing you in glee and loved you and when you got that solo I was so happy. Seeing you in Spies Are Forever was breathtaking, you were so amazing in it and it gave me chills watching the show and you. Your acting and singing were amazing and I constantly find myself revisiting the show because of your performance. And you were amazing in Black Friday, you really shined and stood out and the show was amazing as a whole. I'm sure that doubt is something a lot of actors feel during their career and I just want you to know how you definitely belong as a performer and are SO amazing at it! 😁

  • @brainlessdancer
    @brainlessdancer 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I wish I'd live in the US to see the show live...

  • @cassondralyman3712
    @cassondralyman3712 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you so much for these videos! It's been fantastic being able to follow all of your adventures during the show and having the whole journey culminate in meeting you closing night. Again, you were all amazing and I can't wait to see what comes next for each of you and team starkid ✨

  • @alildaisy2180
    @alildaisy2180 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    **sobbing** “Don’t go breakin’ my heart....Dint go breakin’ my.....”

  • @njcg3658
    @njcg3658 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Kendall being me if I was in StarKid for 7:50 minutes. I -WANT- sorry *NEED* TO BE IN STARKID 😂

  • @venusplease6501
    @venusplease6501 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    visiting this on the last day of nightmare time 2 and it's really hitting hard in the best way

  • @XNicki13
    @XNicki13 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Just what I wanted, to start my day by crying. You guys were all so amazing. I'm so grateful for all that you lot do. You're all so amazing and talented, and the way you guys share that is beyond amazing. love you all.

  • @turtle10141
    @turtle10141 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Me watching this before seeing black friday: aww thats so cool
    Me watching this right after watching the show: fUCK im not crying yOU ARE-

  • @fallen_Apollyon
    @fallen_Apollyon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Curt blessing us with the Black Friday content :')

  • @mystery1317
    @mystery1317 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It’s been soo cool watching all the bts footage bc I’m still not super clear on what the story is (and I kinda want to go into it blind, like I did tgwdlm) but when I watch it, I know it’ll be awesome to see how it all falls together
    Also, is it just me or does Curt exude a very distinct ‘fratboy-who-chugs-respect-women-juice’ vibe?

  • @brittanycharter3314
    @brittanycharter3314 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Do ever just cry because of nick lang?

    • @seanmcmurphy4744
      @seanmcmurphy4744 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nick seems like he embodies the Spirit of Starkid

    • @seanmcmurphy4744
      @seanmcmurphy4744 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      As the writer of these wonderful shows I don’t think he gets anywhere near the love and respect he deserves

  • @janelleraz
    @janelleraz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The sheer talent and effort shown by these people. ❤️

  • @aaronburrsir598
    @aaronburrsir598 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    aaaa saying goodbye to a show you love is so hard :,(

  • @mar-rv2qb
    @mar-rv2qb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I LOVE YOU AND I CANT WAIT FOR THIS TO BE LOVED BY THE MASSES ONCE IT'S UPLOADED 🥰🥰🥰🥰

  • @alexcovey4056
    @alexcovey4056 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    All jokes aside i loved this show so much and am so grateful that i saw it

  • @elderflower2133
    @elderflower2133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow!!! I'm tearing up and I haven't even seen the show yet!!

  • @vbechtel1051
    @vbechtel1051 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Aw I'm getting second hand post show depression from this

  • @una_10bananas
    @una_10bananas 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nick's face hugging Joey when they all come off stage 🥰🥰🥰

  • @chelseamoyle7161
    @chelseamoyle7161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That is a TIGHT ensemble if ever I saw one 😥

  • @emmaknowler1945
    @emmaknowler1945 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    you guys are incredible! black friday is such a spectacular show.

  • @vividly_valeska5738
    @vividly_valeska5738 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Curt made me cry once he is NOT gonna make me cry again

  • @applepatronum4934
    @applepatronum4934 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    My drama club ended a few months ago. I joined it the year it formed (around 2010), and i was a 2nd greader, i grew up there. Watching this made me remember all the fun we had backstage and all of it. I'm emotional.
    I just wanna do theatre, my guys.

  • @Isafixi_
    @Isafixi_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I've watched all the bts videos you've made and seen the digital multiple times. this musical was super good and I've cried sooo much♡ love you guys

    • @neera3167
      @neera3167 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ohh Hi Bonnie!

    • @Isafixi_
      @Isafixi_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@neera3167 Hii

  • @TheDevler23
    @TheDevler23 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm not crying you're crying!!

  • @sturmklinge9642
    @sturmklinge9642 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thanks for all the bts videos. It was lovely to see how well you guys get along.
    P.S.: I love your editing style.

  • @ratatoskclarke4534
    @ratatoskclarke4534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    GOd this makes me so sad this show was fantastic

  • @atlascalliopecharon
    @atlascalliopecharon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This was so sweet! I loved the show so much and this is such an emotional vlog

  • @michaeldemocko443
    @michaeldemocko443 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Curt, you have such a beautiful soul. You and Kim are such welcome additions to the Starkid community, we love you! Thanks so much for these posts. We can never get enough backstage content.

  • @inessilva3909
    @inessilva3909 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    these people own my heart

  • @Ghoulxh
    @Ghoulxh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lmfao if I was there I would’ve been sobbing so much you don’t even know!!!!

  • @igotVoldemortsnose
    @igotVoldemortsnose 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this is beautiful Curt!

  • @abc-qh5fc
    @abc-qh5fc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love this show sm and this is incredible

  • @zachary746
    @zachary746 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I cried much harder than I should have during this- I'm gonna miss all of the clips of you guys on Insta :(

  • @farapott8032
    @farapott8032 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    kendall.. that's it. that's the whole comment. just.. kendall

  • @rrealjam3348
    @rrealjam3348 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    3:19 Kendall 😔❤️

  • @johannaplockl463
    @johannaplockl463 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Curt, your videos are all a blessing for us

  • @lilyovalley5846
    @lilyovalley5846 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm currently feeling lost as a performer. I hope I'll be able to turn it around

    • @katierisley
      @katierisley 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i believe in you! :)

  • @CassidyWoollaston
    @CassidyWoollaston 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    thank you so much for allowing us to follow the amazing cast and crew i can’t wait to watch this on youtube! i love you all so much and i hope you all recover and have a wonderful holiday (´・` )♡

  • @kiaralin6230
    @kiaralin6230 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is amazing! You are amazing! Thank you for letting us peer into what was your world for a short while, so fortunate to have seen the magic come to life. You are truly inspirational Curt!

  • @ThatsSoGenie
    @ThatsSoGenie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can’t wait to see it!!!

  • @lavendes
    @lavendes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    my HEART!! this show means so much to me and i'm so excited to see it again when it's out on youtube. thank you for documenting these months!

  • @luciegoujon5289
    @luciegoujon5289 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love u Curt 💟 this video is wonderful and I cried so hard watching it... There's so much love around this show and that's beautiful : I trully can't wait to finally watch it when it arrives on You Tube 💕

  • @oleanderflower817
    @oleanderflower817 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I saw it a few weeks ago, and it was amazing. I love all the memories and I just want to relive them all

  • @Catsjamify
    @Catsjamify 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for posting this, Curt. Love all y'all, and rehearsal/backstage footage makes me feel like I was there! Unfortunately a little far for me to travel from Canada to see the show.... shucks.

  • @deadchannel9105
    @deadchannel9105 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You all are so amazing, I can't wait to watch it 💕

  • @tyrakristiansen7188
    @tyrakristiansen7188 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'M SOBBING