The loneliest people are to kindest The saddest people smile the brightest The most damaged people are the wisest All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the way they do. Not my words but spread them
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like I've got so much shit to say Baby take me from this place I just really cannot stay Tears are falling down my face I feel colder every day Know they want me out their way I'll be gone I'll be okay I just need some fucking space I walk by I feel them hate Wanna die cause I relate Wanna cry I feel insane I get high but I can't escape Would they love me If I change? Am I lost? Am I too late? Soon I'm dead I cannot wait Please don't love me it's a waste I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like Wanna die so fucking bad You're the best I've ever had Wanna die when I look back Cause you always made me sad Can't get over shit I'm done I just make another song Nothing helps I'm fucking numb I'll be gone bitch pass the blunt I've been hurting for so long Baby kill me in your thoughts I've been dying all along Let me go where I belong Get me drunk bitch, get me high Give me pills and let me vibe When it's time just let me die I'm so tired of this life Your walcome🙂😉
*Friends:* Your To Depressed,You Darken the Mood *Family:* Won’t You smile More?! Ugh! *Depressing Music:* Oh honey are you alright?! Here listen to This,it’ll make you feel better
battle tv do you think every twelve-year-old pretends to have problems? Really, there are people who have problems with depression at this age etc. you should not put everyone in one bag.
Not even for me i was sitting on a high ledge and three guys just stared instead of helping me, telling me to do a backflip, i changed my mind later because i realized there were some stuff i haven't done in my life yet
I hope you are doing well...Dont do something that you arent supposed to, suicide doesnt stop the pain it just transfers it to someone else,try to overcome it ans become stronger if you need something to share or say i am here even tho i am a complete stranger.Good luck on your life fam🙏🏻
I got your back-> I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like [Verse 1] I've got so much shit to say Baby take me from this place I just really can not stay Tears are falling down my face I feel colder every day Now they want me out their way I'll be gone I'll be okay I just need some fucking space I walk by I feel them hate Wanna die 'cause I relate Wanna cry I feel insane I get high but can't escape Would they love me If I change? Am I lost? Am I too late? Soon I'm dead I cannot wait Please don't love me it's a waste
Under Hawkins Then what should I do? I’m 18 and I think I made myself feel depressed for no reason, all I really enjoy thinking about is death and sad things. Idk why but I see no reason for me to keep living, I’ve thought about this since I were 12 and got suicidal thoughts at 15-16
Hey little one, I know you're sad. You feel like everyday it's getting worst, you suffocate through that shitty family. I know you don't even imagine a future for yourself, but here I am. 8 years later, and still alive. You did it. You were strong enough. Even though I'l still a bit depressed, I'm not suicidal anymore. And that is a good reason to be proud. Stay strong❤️
I'm too young to be sad..but I suffer from depression for a year now..and everyday is worse..I have a perfect life..on paper everything is fine..but deep down in my heart I scream for help.. I really don't know why I feel this way but I'm way too fucking numb..
I been stuck in it for years now and its really hard to get out of all I say no matter how much you hurt dont hurt yourself to take the pain away because it doesn't help it makes it worse and try talking to an parent or teacher it helps but also can make it worse and if you have hurt yourself tell them so they can help you alot your not gonna get in trouble because it happens feels so numb and just want the pain to go away yeah I feel ya but your skin isnt cake or pie so don't cut it
This song has a deep meaning, this song reaches deeply in my emotions... I have personal issues and depression so I really know the struggle... Wanting to die pains me every day... Don’t kill yourself, it’s not worth it. I wrote this before my death, don’t be like me.
Relatable I too wanna disappear sometimes I just don't understand the whole point of existence perhaps the universe is nothing more than a funny accident
imagine that the one person with whom you had the best memories created, that one person you can't get out of your head, that one person who broke you... imagine you are probably not going to have them again between your arms... you will never have the chance to sit with them and feel amazing every minute that passes...only thinking of that is what drives me sick...it has been three months since she left and still...she is the first and last thing i think of...if i don't now that she is ok i don't now if I am ok...and it seems like I'm kinda heartbroken but I still manage to love her with all of the pieces.....
listening to this with your headphones in walking home at night because no one ever came to pick you up from work after you already had a bad day at work really fucken hurts.
i cared to much for a friend-ex gf, and i cared for everyone, i worried how they were all doing, but in return, their answer was "I dont need you anymore" "YOu are the worse of all" Dissapear from my life" and it was all because and cared and loved to much. How much likes could i get?
this used to be my favorite song years ago. yet i wasn’t sad while listening to this. actually, not as much as i am now. i just miss him so much. i miss having a lot of friends, and not worrying about being alone. i’m sorry i push everyone away. i just wish i didn’t have anxiety.
You know you had it rough when you can consider this song a part of your childhood. I found the nightcore version of this song when I was a middle schooler. I’m now halfway through high school and came back here for nostalgia’s sake weirdly enough. Even though I’m okay at the moment, I’m struggling pretty hard to manage what I’m pretty sure is PTSD(EDIT: It’s depression :D) tho that’s not what I’m here to talk about. I honestly just wish I had the chance to tell younger me that no matter how hellish everything was, that people still loved and cared about her and that she shouldn’t take it all for granted. Unfortunately I can’t but maybe I can tell it to other people. So.. idk. The chance somebody sees this and maybe aren’t feeling all that great, I just wanna say you really aren’t alone.
i really dont want to die but nobody wants me alive and i dont want to feel this useless and worthless every god damn day just to get pissed by everyone and everything
•blaming me for losing things •ignorance •"joking" with my emotions •assuming im fine •"take off your hoodie!" •"addyson just go, you’re a waste." •borrowing my happiness •spoiling my brother -------- Mother: *Me and your father were just having fun, we really didn’t mean to have you. It was just an accident.* stop, please. i cant deal with this anymore
Depression is a demon we all have to face in life just like fear, anger, and darkness.... Asking someone for help doesn't make you weak but hiding your feelings only makes things even worse then they are but you have to keep fighting to survive it all and never stop following your dream even if times seem hard you with always get through them... I want to make something for the world to enjoy, i want to save people and i want to be a hero, and i want to be an animator and make my own anime for people to watch and learn that life is short but you can make the best out of it by having faith and never give up on your dreams - Angel Oakley 2020 remember we are all loved
I'm writing this message for all the people who are having a bad time. I hope it reaches as many people as possible. It is normal to have insecurities about yourself and not feel up to it, I've felt this way for a long time and even now, in part. Over time, however, I realized that most of my insecurities were actually just generated by paranoia. They weren't true, or my low self esteem made them seem bigger than they were in reality. Our personal perception of ourselves influences the vision of reality in a remarkable way. Sadness creates other sadness just as paranoia creates other paranoia. And life starts to get worse when all this becomes difficult to manage. No matter how big our problems are, it all depends on how we deal with them. Stay strong, I wish the best of luck to you all
It’s like every time when I cry I make it worse, I get mad at myself for crying and think about the bad things more which then gives me a panic attack, and I just keep trying to wait for the 6 years to come so I can get out of here and start a new life by my own. I’ve tried anything to make me happy, I just can’t help but think about people’s comments on me (not just any people but people I used to love.) it’s as if life spins me around like a idiot and laughs at me, then it stops spinning me and I suddenly have a good life, then it does it again. It’ll hurt me for a long while but that’s fine, i’ll get over it soon and i’ll be happy, I hope.
Why is it I never cry when nobody is watching me why is it I hide a smile When people are around? why is it I force a little laugh to make people belive I'm fine Why is it I care so much about the people who are so blind to belive that there friend is "fine" some belive I'm even "happy" pfft that little last bit of "happiness" vanished a long long time ago and it's never coming back Why do I not open up.. Well I mean pfftt people can put on a fake act "omg I'm here for you " "I know exactly how you feel we will get through this together" I get told that xD And I cringe To think that people actually think that I belive that shit because they always end up being fake in the end they say all these things like it's gonna be okay That's just bullshit because it isn't gonna be okay is it? this is life Life isn't perfect So stop lying to try and make me feel better And another Reason I don't open up here.. The fakest sick twisted people out there call me attention seeker" And that ladies and gentlemen is why I don't open up People who don't know the real you Calls you that When if I was I would be crying every time I had a crisis to everybody but that isn't me is it.. I sit there quietly going through the pain alone That's right I don't tell a single soul Most of the time We'll all the time The constant lie of my life is "I'm fine" Because that's probably my most used word I have suffered in silence constantly maybe that's because I have nobody to turn too plus I don't want to ever see them in the position I'm in.. And once in a while.. they all leave.. I open up they actually have me be living for a second that I have a chance.. but then I sense the fake energy it stays after I open up.. I say hey I could even get ignored for the whole day being left on read and then they would only text me when bored I would get used and then suddenly it would all come flooding back again all of this sick depression will Never leave my side I haven't smiled well pftt I've shot a thousand fake smiles But that doesn't count right? I haven't smiled "a real smile" haven't felt that in a long time I sit There hurting every night crying my eyes out trying to stay quiet as possible.. and I sit there all night.. thinking there no dam point in life it's gone for me that chance is fkn gone.. and yes yes I have cut several and yes You must leave like all of the others..
Remember that a lot of people are fighting the same battle right now. We all are by your side, you are not alone even if it can seem like that. Don't hurt yourself in any way possibile please, no one wants you to do it for real👑
*so numb yet full of emotion..*
rvqse. You still feel numb?
thats... me
*That's me.*
@@frenzyy__6893 you’ve never actually felt pain if ur asking that
@@damienkuykendall4612 and who are you?
" Please don't love me, It's a *waste.* "
edit:
all of the kind people that commented under this comment - thank you, I hope you're doing well.
I don't know you,but I love you❤️
@@keiko1921 no you're a wonderful human❤️
@@keiko1921 never forget there are people who love you❤️and when there is nobody,remember that I love you❤️
@@keiko1921 no problem!you worth it!
@@kenma555 aw i love you too
The loneliest people are to kindest
The saddest people smile the brightest
The most damaged people are the wisest
All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the way they do.
Not my words but spread them
Im all of those..
Shit
Wow
GlitchWolf* same
grimfear AMVs 強 that’s kinda true thought.....
100% crying in my room.
Holy shit , the feels are coming back :): 💜
What happened? Why are you sad listening to this song?
I guess UwU
Good up to you
Mines are never coming back.
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like
I've got so much shit to say
Baby take me from this place
I just really cannot stay
Tears are falling down my face
I feel colder every day
Know they want me out their way
I'll be gone I'll be okay
I just need some fucking space
I walk by I feel them hate
Wanna die cause I relate
Wanna cry I feel insane
I get high but I can't escape
Would they love me If I change?
Am I lost? Am I too late?
Soon I'm dead I cannot wait
Please don't love me it's a waste
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like
Wanna die so fucking bad
You're the best I've ever had
Wanna die when I look back
Cause you always made me sad
Can't get over shit I'm done
I just make another song
Nothing helps I'm fucking numb
I'll be gone bitch pass the blunt
I've been hurting for so long
Baby kill me in your thoughts
I've been dying all along
Let me go where I belong
Get me drunk bitch, get me high
Give me pills and let me vibe
When it's time just let me die
I'm so tired of this life
Your walcome🙂😉
thx bro💚
Thanks
tq
Thx
Hey.......
This is so deep i think it helped my crippling depression
why the nihaet and sueet drames pepe
*thinks about that idubbbz moment*
I was sad until you said crippling depression and then I remembered the meme.
*Friends:* Your To Depressed,You Darken the Mood
*Family:* Won’t You smile More?! Ugh!
*Depressing Music:* Oh honey are you alright?! Here listen to This,it’ll make you feel better
I feel that...
☹ same
battle tv do you think every twelve-year-old pretends to have problems? Really, there are people who have problems with depression at this age etc. you should not put everyone in one bag.
@battle tv have some empathy for us.we may be young but we can be depressed too..
@battle tv bruh why u got to be so mean.
This is like a message to all the people who broke you and only start to care when you become suicidal. Literally.😔
Not even for me i was sitting on a high ledge and three guys just stared instead of helping me, telling me to do a backflip, i changed my mind later because i realized there were some stuff i haven't done in my life yet
I hope you are doing well...Dont do something that you arent supposed to, suicide doesnt stop the pain it just transfers it to someone else,try to overcome it ans become stronger if you need something to share or say i am here even tho i am a complete stranger.Good luck on your life fam🙏🏻
@@YandereP1 Hope you're feeling better now
@@dystopicangel1 honestly no but like it takes time so I'm doing good
Instead they want you to burn in hell and really wouldn't care if you died and all they talk about they would spit on you're dead body.. 😭
"Just be positive" "Just smile" "You have everything, there's no reason for you to be depressed"
That's kind comment 😮
One of my friend said the last one to me...
@No One Be likeOwO And for me, i don't thing anyone will
I'm going to try to be positive but is hard because live is hard
how is there no reason to be Depressed Dumb ass think before talking not everyone has everything
I got your back->
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like
[Verse 1]
I've got so much shit to say
Baby take me from this place
I just really can not stay
Tears are falling down my face
I feel colder every day
Now they want me out their way
I'll be gone I'll be okay
I just need some fucking space
I walk by I feel them hate
Wanna die 'cause I relate
Wanna cry I feel insane
I get high but can't escape
Would they love me If I change?
Am I lost? Am I too late?
Soon I'm dead I cannot wait
Please don't love me it's a waste
Thanks
You're a fuckin legend no doubt
Hats off
It’s the deeper level of depression here
So true
Love this song. Dunno why. It has sort of comforting feeling
Yup agreed
This type of music is the type that makes me want to Flip off all the people who made me feel this sad in my life.
Under Hawkins Then what should I do? I’m 18 and I think I made myself feel depressed for no reason, all I really enjoy thinking about is death and sad things. Idk why but I see no reason for me to keep living, I’ve thought about this since I were 12 and got suicidal thoughts at 15-16
This shit just keeps sticking to my mind and the ‘worst’ part is that I love the thought of committing suicide
@@linusbirgersson yikes i believe you can make it out
mobius 1 it’s funny cause I feel normal at the same time as I really wanna die, and these thoughts keep sticking to my head day in day out.
@@linusbirgersson yeah same
It’s feels like this song was made for me...
💔💔
He is don't give fuck about you
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@@lamarlamar603 حنا بكل مكان
I wish I could express my self like this so people could stop.....
*Let me die..*
Ok
@@nadahajjaj9912 wtf lol
not time for any sort of jokes around here
;-;
here we go again
Hey little one, I know you're sad. You feel like everyday it's getting worst, you suffocate through that shitty family. I know you don't even imagine a future for yourself, but here I am. 8 years later, and still alive. You did it. You were strong enough. Even though I'l still a bit depressed, I'm not suicidal anymore. And that is a good reason to be proud. Stay strong❤️
Well said. I'm happy that you got better tho
That made me cry
Go back to being depressed. 😒
God bless yall
Holy Shit ...
Memories Are Back :):
"Why does everybody makes me feel alone now ?"
💔💔
We are here to understand u
Because you are always honest and do not have a bad intention, and this is what makes a person always sad and lonely❌💔👍
That helps me in my depression.
I just want someone to hug me & never let go. I’m so scared of myself...
*hugs you* same... I can't live like that anymore...
*tight hug for the sweetest person ever*
Hug yourself. Never give up yourself. You are everything.
Same bud
@@rinancex hugging myself doesn't do anything for me anymore, I want to be in another person's arms but I'm too scared
I'm too young to be sad..but I suffer from depression for a year now..and everyday is worse..I have a perfect life..on paper everything is fine..but deep down in my heart I scream for help..
I really don't know why I feel this way but I'm way too fucking numb..
I been stuck in it for years now and its really hard to get out of all I say no matter how much you hurt dont hurt yourself to take the pain away because it doesn't help it makes it worse and try talking to an parent or teacher it helps but also can make it worse and if you have hurt yourself tell them so they can help you alot your not gonna get in trouble because it happens feels so numb and just want the pain to go away yeah I feel ya but your skin isnt cake or pie so don't cut it
That's exactly me
@@nachikethrao9276 thank you
@@nachikethrao9276 okay thx again
just keep your head high and see the possibilities, giving up is never the right thing to do
This song expresses how I feel😔💔
Of course 😳🤦🏻♂️
QAMAR san .
I don't know why I keep listening to this every night before going to bed.
omg I'm actually crying even though I have depression I'm hurting
Me too.
DEPRESSED GROUP HUG!! (No? Ok.. Ik i'm weird sorry lol)
gg depression is the worst sht
**hugs**
Same
Can we just take a minute to appreciate how dope the beat sounds
I agree
Things slowed down just makes the depression run through me a little slower
This song has a deep meaning, this song reaches deeply in my emotions... I have personal issues and depression so I really know the struggle... Wanting to die pains me every day... Don’t kill yourself, it’s not worth it.
I wrote this before my death, don’t be like me.
You alive bro?
Before your death.....please dont tell me you are...
wherever you are,I hope ur in a better place
who else cut to this song? i did in 2018 and i still chill to this song in 2020
Don't hurt yourself please
NAD I don’t no more ...
OMG SO GREAT , Even though the song is kind of slow its self either that or i listened to the nightcore version to .much any way GREAT VIDEO
NerdyGamerTVXD same here I love both of them, now this one too
Jimin? :')
I agree 😂
Man I love this song 🥵😔🖤💔
“I’ll be gone I’ll be ok”
“Wanna die,bc I relate”
They hit me so badly
💔💔😞
Relatable I too wanna disappear sometimes I just don't understand the whole point of existence perhaps the universe is nothing more than a funny accident
As if the normal speed don't get me vibing enough 😭
How are you?
ahhh i remember this guy. use to listen to him when i was yung
imagine that the one person with whom you had the best memories created, that one person you can't get out of your head, that one person who broke you... imagine you are probably not going to have them again between your arms... you will never have the chance to sit with them and feel amazing every minute that passes...only thinking of that is what drives me sick...it has been three months since she left and still...she is the first and last thing i think of...if i don't now that she is ok i don't now if I am ok...and it seems like I'm kinda heartbroken but I still manage to love her with all of the pieces.....
listening to this with your headphones in walking home at night because no one ever came to pick you up from work after you already had a bad day at work really fucken hurts.
I love you for this.
This hits my soul harder than the original. I love this version so much more now.
Fr
“Wanna die so fucking bad, your the best I’ve ever had”
Only if my cat could understand English
„Please don't Love me, it's a waste.“ 😥
i cared to much for a friend-ex gf, and i cared for everyone, i worried how they were all doing, but in return, their answer was "I dont need you anymore" "YOu are the worse of all" Dissapear from my life" and it was all because and cared and loved to much.
How much likes could i get?
Hits home man.
amazing depression music for me :)
"People will always judge you on your looks no matter how pure your heart is"
Am i the only one who‘s here for the song and not because i‘m depressed?
no i dont think so:(
u crazy fam
Nope lol
No but reading the comments makes my heart go- oh my heart is my heart is omg, then boom tears flow
I think so
Really nice. I really enjoy it. Its easier to sing to.
So beautiful🖤
Omg i love it 🔥
Polska D:
im in love with this song
this used to be my favorite song years ago. yet i wasn’t sad while listening to this. actually, not as much as i am now.
i just miss him so much. i miss having a lot of friends, and not worrying about being alone.
i’m sorry i push everyone away. i just wish i didn’t have anxiety.
I know how you feel. It's hard to explain to others that the reason you left... is because your brain convinced you it was the only solution
The parfect music for me becuse i'm in depresion
i used to listen to this on repeat when i was 16
same but i was 10 now im 15 time flies
You know you had it rough when you can consider this song a part of your childhood.
I found the nightcore version of this song when I was a middle schooler. I’m now halfway through high school and came back here for nostalgia’s sake weirdly enough.
Even though I’m okay at the moment, I’m struggling pretty hard to manage what I’m pretty sure is PTSD(EDIT: It’s depression :D) tho that’s not what I’m here to talk about. I honestly just wish I had the chance to tell younger me that no matter how hellish everything was, that people still loved and cared about her and that she shouldn’t take it all for granted. Unfortunately I can’t but maybe I can tell it to other people. So.. idk.
The chance somebody sees this and maybe aren’t feeling all that great, I just wanna say you really aren’t alone.
i couldn't have said it better. i totally relate, this is a part of my childhood and it shouldn't have been that way
This song make me cold alone sad.....
i really dont want to die but nobody wants me alive and i dont want to feel this useless and worthless every god damn day just to get pissed by everyone and everything
Hope you are doing well now.🙏🏻
Hope you both are doing well now
•blaming me for losing things
•ignorance
•"joking" with my emotions
•assuming im fine
•"take off your hoodie!"
•"addyson just go, you’re a waste."
•borrowing my happiness
•spoiling my brother
--------
Mother: *Me and your father were just having fun, we really didn’t mean to have you. It was just an accident.*
stop, please. i cant deal with this anymore
My mom feels the same way
The hoodie one is so true
I’m sorry life isn’t fair
A deep Algerian passed through here. Long live the sadness and the deep ✌💔🇩🇿
The deep voice just gives me goosebumps 0.0
Lol, It's actually really good, haha :))
i used to be happy damn why i can`t feel it again i wanna shut my mind
sssssssssssucks
I used to listen to the song on nightcore. Today I found it again and started to cry.
I’ve listened to him since he as 9, I’m 14 now, I won’t kill myself so it won’t be the last time I listen to his songs
I'm writing this to see how positive i will be in the future ):
I lost my pet yesterday and I just wanna die he meant so much to me I cant cope without him
Depression is a demon we all have to face in life just like fear, anger, and darkness.... Asking someone for help doesn't make you weak but hiding your feelings only makes things even worse then they are but you have to keep fighting to survive it all and never stop following your dream even if times seem hard you with always get through them... I want to make something for the world to enjoy, i want to save people and i want to be a hero, and i want to be an animator and make my own anime for people to watch and learn that life is short but you can make the best out of it by having faith and never give up on your dreams - Angel Oakley 2020 remember we are all loved
You're so right
Never hide your feelings. Trust me
@@dystopicangel1 thanks dude
@@oaktree844 you're welcome
I feel that way all my life I hate my life
I'm writing this message for all the people who are having a bad time. I hope it reaches as many people as possible. It is normal to have insecurities about yourself and not feel up to it, I've felt this way for a long time and even now, in part. Over time, however, I realized that most of my insecurities were actually just generated by paranoia. They weren't true, or my low self esteem made them seem bigger than they were in reality. Our personal perception of ourselves influences the vision of reality in a remarkable way. Sadness creates other sadness just as paranoia creates other paranoia. And life starts to get worse when all this becomes difficult to manage. No matter how big our problems are, it all depends on how we deal with them. Stay strong, I wish the best of luck to you all
@*. ʚ ꒰ sxziiruu ꒱ ɞ .* thank you
Don t love me is a waste
true
This is the saddest comment section 😔
You've managed to make this song sadder
It’s like every time when I cry I make it worse, I get mad at myself for crying and think about the bad things more which then gives me a panic attack, and I just keep trying to wait for the 6 years to come so I can get out of here and start a new life by my own. I’ve tried anything to make me happy, I just can’t help but think about people’s comments on me (not just any people but people I used to love.) it’s as if life spins me around like a idiot and laughs at me, then it stops spinning me and I suddenly have a good life, then it does it again. It’ll hurt me for a long while but that’s fine, i’ll get over it soon and i’ll be happy, I hope.
WHY DO THESES SOUND SO GOOD WHEN EARPHONES!?!?
Very nice 👌🏻.
the slowed down sad songs really hit different..
"Would they love if i change" 🖤
I wish I have friends and we would just listen to some slowed songs at 3am
Its so f up when you relate to this song so much...
Why is it I never cry when nobody is watching me
why is it I hide a smile When people are around?
why is it I force a little laugh to make people belive I'm fine
Why is it I care so much about the people who are so blind to belive that there friend is "fine" some belive I'm even "happy" pfft that little last bit of "happiness" vanished a long long time ago and it's never coming back
Why do I not open up.. Well I mean pfftt people can put on a fake act "omg I'm here for you "
"I know exactly how you feel we will get through this together"
I get told that xD
And I cringe
To think that people actually think that I belive that shit because they always end up being fake in the end they say all these things like it's gonna be okay
That's just bullshit because it isn't gonna be okay is it? this is life
Life isn't perfect
So stop lying to try and make me feel better
And another Reason I don't open up here..
The fakest sick twisted people out there call me attention seeker"
And that ladies and gentlemen is why I don't open up
People who don't know the real you Calls you that
When if I was I would be crying every time I had a crisis to everybody
but that isn't me is it..
I sit there quietly going through the pain alone
That's right
I don't tell a single soul
Most of the time
We'll all the time
The constant lie of my life
is
"I'm fine"
Because that's probably my most used word
I have suffered in silence constantly
maybe that's because I have nobody to turn too plus I don't want to ever see them in the position I'm in..
And once in a while.. they all leave.. I open up they actually have me be living for a second that I have a chance.. but then I sense the fake energy it stays after I open up.. I say hey I could even get ignored for the whole day being left on read and then they would only text me when bored I would get used and then suddenly it would all come flooding back again all of this sick depression will
Never
leave
my
side
I haven't smiled well pftt
I've shot a thousand fake smiles
But that doesn't count right?
I haven't smiled "a real smile" haven't felt that in a long time
I sit There hurting every night crying my eyes out trying to stay quiet as possible.. and I sit there all night.. thinking there no dam point in life it's gone for me that chance is fkn gone.. and yes yes I have cut several and yes You must leave like all of the others..
Damn....That just hit me harder, than the vodka....I think i just drink more..
Honestly the most relatable comment I've ever come across.
احِببهاا💔.
كلنا لي سنتين وانا اسمعها حاولت اني اكون اقوى و ما اتحطم ولكن رجع الاكتئاب ورجعت معه مشاكله
@@jmaesspader829 بخير؟
Song reminds me of the person I’m to obsessed with :,(
SavVyy tX
unfortunately, I can relate to this
0:55 2:58 my fav parts
Hope you guys feel better soon btw 💜
This makes me want to train.
Dzięki za muze~💕❤
I like this remix thanks
i listen to this when i feel numb.
StAy StRoNg 🤞❤️
w a n n a d i e c a u s e i r e l a t e < / 3
الأغنية فيها الاكتئاب الف 💔
تناسبني...
ღLOJINღ اجل انت من النوع الي يكبت حزنه ودموعه الله يعينك
@@منوعات-ظ5ش انا اتألم ادعيلي ربي يرحمني لقبوني بدون احساس ولم يعرفوا انني اجيد التحمل...
@@منوعات-ظ5ش كيف لك ان تعرفني هكذا؟ انت الوحيد الذي يفهمني واخيرا وجدت احد يفهمني💔
الله يعينك بس تراك تتألم حاول تفرغ
تظل الاغنيه المفضلهه💔):
سيم.
من وقت نزولها الى الان افضل اغنية ل درجة صرت اغني نفس النوع من الاغني و كثير مدحوني و يقولون صوتي مره حلو 😔💔
I feel that nobody even cares if I die, I might as well die.
Remember that a lot of people are fighting the same battle right now. We all are by your side, you are not alone even if it can seem like that. Don't hurt yourself in any way possibile please, no one wants you to do it for real👑
too many memories brought back by this song... shit.
Turn it to 0.25x......its peaceful though
Been listening to this everyday since 2019 💔🥺
why do everybody make me feel alone..now ? :)...
getting colder everyday
"Wanna die so Fuckin BAD" i used to say this alot but not anymore, God is with all of us ♥
Glad you're feeling better now
I meak people happe and im broking in side 😔💔
let me did 🔒🖤
How are you?
Who else feel this and think life is pointless once u really think about it
Best song 🥺💙💙