Yup, dumped after 2 years. He was self destructive and felt like he wasn't a good partner so he ended it to seek help and work on himself by himself. Its necessary but it hurts, and we still talk about it but all I want is him but I guess that's just not viable right now.
Think of me when you're out, when you're out there I'll beg you nice from my knees And when the world treats you way too fairly Well it's a shame I'm a dream All I wanted was you All I wanted was you I think I'll pace my apartment a few times And fall asleep on the couch Wake up early to black and white re-runs? That escaped from my mouth Oh, oh All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you I could follow you to the beginning And just to relive the start And maybe then we'll remember to slow down At all of our favorite parts All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you
This is kinda a vent comment and u can ignore it lmao my best friend started to ghost me around 2 years ago and shes blocked me on everything and deleted her posts with me in them and i miss her so much. she was the only person i could tell anything to and she was always there for me.. and ive been trying so hard to find someone thats like her but i cant.. and my new friendships rn are good just im so awkward and im not used to having new friends cause the only friend i needed was her.... so thats cool... anyways,,, all i want is to see her again and see how shes doing :))
You can totally ignore what I say but I understand how that feels and I know it hurts. It might take a minute but I know you will find someone to take her place and be better for you than she was. But try not to look for her in other people. When we do that we tend to find someone with the same toxic traits. A bestfriend should not just ghost and block their bestfriend. You deserve better.
i had a best friend of like 7 years & she ghosted me because i started dealing w/ depression and ig she didn't really know how to help or understand and it scared her away, ive struggled to keep or make friends since, i get so scared people are gonna leave me that now i just keep a distance and push everyone away before they can do the same to me.. i haven't had a real friendship in years now and life is so lonely :( i try to make friends online as well so it's less awkward but it's hard to find people i click with. i hope you're able to find friends that support you & stick around for a long, long time
In my 21 years of existence I’ve been mistreated and had my kindness used as a weakness, I’ve still never had any of my firsts, first dance, kiss, touch, affection, love, if anything I’ll never have it ever, you’re extremely out of my league and super beautiful, you have a real chance, I dont 😭
I get that, I have a really hard time distinguishing romantic love and platonic love since I forced myself like boys when I was young. So now I have a really hard time knowing if I’m actually into a girl or not
this is just a little vent you don't gotta read it if you don't want to all I wanted was him but he had to play with me I've finally gotten over him but now he's trying to get back into my life and i don't want to go through the pain and misery he made me go through I need to remind myself that I don't need him anymore.
I know most people will tell you what you may or may not want to hear- but it really depends on you and your feelings in this situation. I hope you are doing better since its been a month, and if not. I hope you'll be able to get through it.
god this song perfectly describes how im feeling rn ESPECIALLY slowed - any of yall struggling with a breakup just know we're in it together and its gonna be ok
i know it's never fun to go through heartbreak, but god, do i wish i could go through something like this. love, heartbreak, grief, and every happy, nervous, shitty feeling in between. anything would be better than feeling so alone and ignored. ,,,,,,,on another note, since i cannot relate to this personally but the emotions of the song still hit me, i will now go cry over a variety of anime characters mourning their close friends'/partners' deaths :))
about 2 years ago I had a fight with my best friend of 9 years who I could tell anything to and do anything with and we weren’t on good terms for a couple of months and had both moved on with other best friends until a bit later we started smiling at each other again and then we had a class together and we got closer again and actually started hanging out together again and FaceTiming and talking again it was like old time’s and I then invited her to my place for a sleepover bc every1 knew we used to have the best sleepovers and I couldn’t wait I was so excited until she told me her dad didn’t want her to go which really hurt but I guess it was fair enough. After that I still wanted to just catchup and hang out w her and facetime but slowly she didn’t have time for me anymore and turning me away. I don’t know if this was intentional or if she was genuinely busy all the time but it made me sad. Now we see each other around school and smile awkwardly at each other but it’s only now I realise how much I miss her and how badly I want things to go back to the way they were. We did need a break but I’ve found so much sadness and lack of energy in my current friendships I realise how much she gave me. It’s like what they always say “you always want what you can’t have” and in this case all I wanted was you, K.
@@olivia.v2132 hey thank u sm i appreciate it,, update: as time passed we got closer again and r catching up tomorrow for the first time in ages. don’t give up on your friendship yet! and if you do feel it is completely done it may be hard but it’s not the be all and end all,, u will meet so many beautiful ppl,, but am here if you need to chat ofc xx
he cheated on me, left me alone took more than half of me...he made us a whole future together . only for him to leave me for her. he was the love of my life now I'm afraid and worry sometimes I cant eat or sleep, but its been a year right? i should get over it... but he left me so god damned hollow....
@@orianareta991 nah, as far as I'm aware it's just because the song is difficult to sing and doing it over and over on tour would likely be damaging to her voice in the long run, so she's just avoided it
[Verse 1] Think of me when you're out, when you're out there I'll beg you nice from my knees And when the world treats you way too fairly Well, it's a shame, I'm a dream [Chorus] All I wanted was you All I wanted was you [Verse 2] I think I'll pace my apartment a few times And fall asleep on the couch Wake up early to black and white re-runs That escaped from my mouth Oh, oh [Chorus] All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you [Verse 3] I could follow you to the beginning And just to relive the start And maybe then we'll remember to slow down At all of our favorite parts [Chorus] All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you
6 years. 6 years of asking him if he loved me, 6 years of him telling me yes. 6 years of on and off being cheated on, 6 years of sticking by him because I love him. 6 years of constant disappointment 6 years wasted. It took me 6 years to realise he didn’t love me, he wouldn’t change and I’ll never be enough. It’s been 2 months since I left him, my mind tells me it’s for the best and I’ll find someone else who will treat me right but my heart screams why couldn’t it be you? I’m kicking and screaming inside because I fucking adored you and I still do after everything.. I just wanted it to be you
one of these comments made me think about the toxic friendship i had, i finally left her and stopped talking to her completely. but it made me feel awful i never told her how much she hurt me and i wish i could tell her that i deserve better than how she treated me.. but all the time we were friends i just wanted her approval like i wanted her to actually like me and like being my friend but. all she really wanted was to manipulate and mentally torture me and my feelings.. but all i wanted was her to change and be better but she never did. so i’ve been trying to move on it’s been about 3 years and the trust issues and the need for everyone to love me is still here shes still hurting me and i need to move on. hopefully i can. eventually.
he left me after 7 months but there wasn't any reciprocated love for the last 2, he basically fell out of love, and till this day i still have no idea why. its been over a year since our breakup and i still have to remind myself it was for the better but i catch myself slipping into missing him and wanting him back, this song portrays that feeling perfectly.
Lyrics: Think of me when you're out when you're out there I'll beg you nice from my knees And when the world treats you way too fairly Well it's a shame I'm a dream All I wanted was you All I wanted was you I think I'll pace my apartment a few times And fall asleep on the couch Wake up early to black and white re-runs? That escaped from my mouth Oh, oh All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you I could follow you to the beginning And just to relive the start And maybe then we'll remember to slow down At all of our favorite parts All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you All I wanted was you
I knew they couldn't be mine. I think that's what hurts the most. The fact I didn't do anything wrong and even if I did everything better than I did, I couldn't have what was never meant to be mine. They were all that I wanted and everything out of my reach.
I did nothing but treat him and show him love. Weve never argued nothing like that. It's been over a year. He is still in love with his ex. He always reminds me of it. It hurts every time. This song reminds me of it too
quick vent (skip if you want) i fell in love with my best friend 4 years ago and he moved away without saying goodbye. we haven’t talked since and i still love him so much. about a week ago i found out he and one of my old friends has been dating all those years. i cried for 3 hours that night.
@@sadchild2439 oh nono!! its chill. im still watching it!! im just saying that i was crying cause i heard ash died from multiple people and im debating whether or not i should watch it because i feel like im going to cry even more
love it when we both decided being friends was best for us but I still can't get over him and now he's in a relationship. Happy for him,,,but it still hurts 🥲
I used to listen to this with him. I used to hurt for the people that related to these lyrics, sending them my best wishes, hoping it got better for them. Never once did I think I'd relate to them too.
if I thought this song broke my heart when I was 14 and had a silly little crush, it definitely hurts a lot more now at 19 and no longer w my first love
Sometimes I listen to this song while thinking about how disappointed I am that my best friend is straight and how great of a couple we would have been :)
This song hits so different when you're older .. it fucking hurts I wanna cry so bad I hold it in to pretend I'm okay but deep down I wish I didnt even exist
![mitski - washing machine heart (extended chorus) [slowed + reverb]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/-rZrRGfFN74/mqdefault.jpg)
ik people say like 'this hits different' but like the genuinelly hits different
fr
2:53
omgg 444, dont mind me chaging it to 445
Hello there 😳
undertaker
i grew up with this song and it’s like made life easier i swear
Same here, I listened to this song when I was 4
I grew up with still into you because my sister used to blast it all the time
I was never his, he was never mine but I'll never love the same.
felt
felt
felt
felt
pathetic
hits different after you get dumped
or just when youre sad about relationships
rayistired or even after you’ve literally been hung up on your ex 4 years and he’s been off happy with the girl he cheated on you with👩🏻🦯😞
i feel you :(
Yup, dumped after 2 years. He was self destructive and felt like he wasn't a good partner so he ended it to seek help and work on himself by himself. Its necessary but it hurts, and we still talk about it but all I want is him but I guess that's just not viable right now.
yup
Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
And when the world treats you way too fairly
Well it's a shame I'm a dream
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
Wake up early to black and white re-runs?
That escaped from my mouth
Oh, oh
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
I could follow you to the beginning
And just to relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
thank you, have a platonic kith. mwah💕💕😼👍👍
thank you!
i need this in an hour loop
deadly xsoulz ion see it
if ur on computer and right click the video, it has a loops option :)
@@deadlyxsoulz it’s not there 👩🦲
@@selenepetrova1414 i deleted everything lmao
You can add it to a playlist and loop 🔁 it
This song is my life...
This is kinda a vent comment and u can ignore it lmao
my best friend started to ghost me around 2 years ago and shes blocked me on everything and deleted her posts with me in them and i miss her so much. she was the only person i could tell anything to and she was always there for me.. and ive been trying so hard to find someone thats like her but i cant.. and my new friendships rn are good just im so awkward and im not used to having new friends cause the only friend i needed was her.... so thats cool... anyways,,, all i want is to see her again and see how shes doing :))
i’m so sorry she ghosted you . i’ve been there it will get better!
You can totally ignore what I say but I understand how that feels and I know it hurts. It might take a minute but I know you will find someone to take her place and be better for you than she was. But try not to look for her in other people. When we do that we tend to find someone with the same toxic traits. A bestfriend should not just ghost and block their bestfriend. You deserve better.
i had a best friend of like 7 years & she ghosted me because i started dealing w/ depression and ig she didn't really know how to help or understand and it scared her away, ive struggled to keep or make friends since, i get so scared people are gonna leave me that now i just keep a distance and push everyone away before they can do the same to me.. i haven't had a real friendship in years now and life is so lonely :( i try to make friends online as well so it's less awkward but it's hard to find people i click with. i hope you're able to find friends that support you & stick around for a long, long time
She's not worth ur time.
@@xoxox1594 its okay! its not ur fault!
all i wanted is what they had. not him, not her. i wanted what they had. never got it. never will.
Same
Same
same.
In my 21 years of existence I’ve been mistreated and had my kindness used as a weakness, I’ve still never had any of my firsts, first dance, kiss, touch, affection, love, if anything I’ll never have it ever, you’re extremely out of my league and super beautiful, you have a real chance, I dont 😭
I hope one day we find that void
This song makes your heart go *crack*
and the whip
all i wanted was... a live performance of this song
Edit: LMAO NVM, THEY FINALLY PERFORMED IT
fucking agreed
xprex - all i wanted
Ya quedó
My ears are ✨blessed✨
all i wanted was the ability to feel romantic attraction
all i wantED was the ability to feel romantic attraction
Same homie...I feel like I'm missing out on something because I can't feel the same way other people do
@@mondayjangles5010 Are you ace or aromantic?
@@mondayjangles5010 it could be commitment issues, look into it.
im glad you have found out how to accept yourself, i wish you happiness
I get that, I have a really hard time distinguishing romantic love and platonic love since I forced myself like boys when I was young. So now I have a really hard time knowing if I’m actually into a girl or not
this is just a little vent you don't gotta read it if you don't want to
all I wanted was him but he had to play with me I've finally gotten over him but now he's trying to get back into my life and i don't want to go through the pain and misery he made me go through I need to remind myself that I don't need him anymore.
YES, YOU DON"T NEED HIM YOU ARE AMAZING ON YOUR OWN AND CAN FIND SOMEONE WAAAAAY BETTER!! Stay strong!
I know most people will tell you what you may or may not want to hear- but it really depends on you and your feelings in this situation. I hope you are doing better since its been a month, and if not. I hope you'll be able to get through it.
I'll punch him for you :)
Hey bestie... 👉👈 I just ran him over🧎🚗
Ignore him pls don’t put itself through that pain again.People treat you how you let them don’t do it pls😔🖤✨
POV: your listening to music as load as possible with your headphones to try to drown out the depressive thoughts that never really go away
god this song perfectly describes how im feeling rn ESPECIALLY slowed - any of yall struggling with a breakup just know we're in it together and its gonna be ok
This really gets me in the feels. I watch this every night while I’m falling asleep :)
this song and misguided ghosts hit different tho
Wish I can go back to the time where I didnt relate to this song
Brand new eyes is such a vibe album. I sing this song and pretend I'm hayley, through my hair everywhere
How can someone I never dated be my first love?
i wish i can tell you
Not every reaction is an equal exchange, sadly.
💔💔💔
The ending is WILF
imagine just being able to scream this at 6am with your favorite person ever watching the sunrise
I FINALLY HIT THE NOTE.
Every time the instrumentals get louder, I wanna cry more and scream
i know it's never fun to go through heartbreak, but god, do i wish i could go through something like this. love, heartbreak, grief, and every happy, nervous, shitty feeling in between. anything would be better than feeling so alone and ignored.
,,,,,,,on another note, since i cannot relate to this personally but the emotions of the song still hit me, i will now go cry over a variety of anime characters mourning their close friends'/partners' deaths :))
when all you wanted was for your parents to love you and quit neglecting / abusing you and this song a c t u a l l y hits different. :,)
It hits different when you can relate to the lyrics
I finally let it all out to this.
This is so perfect....
my favourite paramore song 🎵 ❤❤
Can't stop listening 😢
2:50
Thank you 😊
ty
2:53
mwahh 🥺
Thx
about 2 years ago I had a fight with my best friend of 9 years who I could tell anything to and do anything with and we weren’t on good terms for a couple of months and had both moved on with other best friends until a bit later we started smiling at each other again and then we had a class together and we got closer again and actually started hanging out together again and FaceTiming and talking again it was like old time’s and I then invited her to my place for a sleepover bc every1 knew we used to have the best sleepovers and I couldn’t wait I was so excited until she told me her dad didn’t want her to go which really hurt but I guess it was fair enough. After that I still wanted to just catchup and hang out w her and facetime but slowly she didn’t have time for me anymore and turning me away. I don’t know if this was intentional or if she was genuinely busy all the time but it made me sad. Now we see each other around school and smile awkwardly at each other but it’s only now I realise how much I miss her and how badly I want things to go back to the way they were. We did need a break but I’ve found so much sadness and lack of energy in my current friendships I realise how much she gave me. It’s like what they always say “you always want what you can’t have” and in this case all I wanted was you, K.
@McKenna Mack thank you for ur reply,, I appreciate it sm
@@olivia.v2132 hey thank u sm i appreciate it,, update: as time passed we got closer again and r catching up tomorrow for the first time in ages. don’t give up on your friendship yet! and if you do feel it is completely done it may be hard but it’s not the be all and end all,, u will meet so many beautiful ppl,, but am here if you need to chat ofc xx
I freaking love this🔥
I have this CD for this album and used to have it on repeat when i was 15 😭❤️❤️
he cheated on me, left me alone took more than half of me...he made us a whole future together . only for him to leave me for her. he was the love of my life now I'm afraid and worry sometimes I cant eat or sleep, but its been a year right? i should get over it... but he left me so god damned hollow....
just empty.
i know there is a good reason but i really wished she at least once sang this live...
me too. That would be awesome
it would feel so ethereal honestly but I know the reason and I respect it :)
@@indiii1474 I always wondered why she didn't is it because its about josh or chad?
@@orianareta991 nah, as far as I'm aware it's just because the song is difficult to sing and doing it over and over on tour would likely be damaging to her voice in the long run, so she's just avoided it
@@MyNamesRevenge yepp hehe :)
[Verse 1]
Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
And when the world treats you way too fairly
Well, it's a shame, I'm a dream
[Chorus]
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
[Verse 2]
I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
Wake up early to black and white re-runs
That escaped from my mouth
Oh, oh
[Chorus]
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
[Verse 3]
I could follow you to the beginning
And just to relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts
[Chorus]
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
6 years. 6 years of asking him if he loved me, 6 years of him telling me yes. 6 years of on and off being cheated on, 6 years of sticking by him because I love him. 6 years of constant disappointment 6 years wasted.
It took me 6 years to realise he didn’t love me, he wouldn’t change and I’ll never be enough.
It’s been 2 months since I left him, my mind tells me it’s for the best and I’ll find someone else who will treat me right but my heart screams why couldn’t it be you? I’m kicking and screaming inside because I fucking adored you and I still do after everything.. I just wanted it to be you
so relatable
2:52- this shit bussin’
Imagine screaming at the top of your lungs "ALL I WANTED WAS YOU!" In the middle of a field watching the sunrise.
imagine nobody fucking asked lol
No
@@drewmcgahey615 LOL
corny af
Sunset
I just think of my parents with this. No matter what they gave me all I wanted was them to love me
Absolutely beautiful thankyou for this
this song. it just hits hard.
This just is the original pitch.. period
i just want to go home ,
please
go home then
me too bro
me too
So underrated 💙
i love this song with all my heart.
this made me feel like i was reliving the first time i ever heard this song
so needed this
Sometimes a comment section understands you more than anyone else.
one of these comments made me think about the toxic friendship i had, i finally left her and stopped talking to her completely. but it made me feel awful i never told her how much she hurt me and i wish i could tell her that i deserve better than how she treated me.. but all the time we were friends i just wanted her approval like i wanted her to actually like me and like being my friend but. all she really wanted was to manipulate and mentally torture me and my feelings.. but all i wanted was her to change and be better but she never did. so i’ve been trying to move on it’s been about 3 years and the trust issues and the need for everyone to love me is still here shes still hurting me and i need to move on. hopefully i can. eventually.
I love this so much omg-
*AYO! THIS SONG BROKE THE VIBE CHECK!*
he left me after 7 months but there wasn't any reciprocated love for the last 2, he basically fell out of love, and till this day i still have no idea why.
its been over a year since our breakup and i still have to remind myself it was for the better but i catch myself slipping into missing him and wanting him back, this song portrays that feeling perfectly.
i understand you completely
the "All I wanted was you" part gives a shiver
Lyrics:
Think of me when you're out when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
And when the world treats you way too fairly
Well it's a shame I'm a dream
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
Wake up early to black and white re-runs?
That escaped from my mouth
Oh, oh
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
I could follow you to the beginning
And just to relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
not gonna deny it anymore, i still want and need him
Well… This version is bad ass! Holy shit. Love it.
glad i could be your 1000th subscriber!!
I knew they couldn't be mine. I think that's what hurts the most. The fact I didn't do anything wrong and even if I did everything better than I did, I couldn't have what was never meant to be mine. They were all that I wanted and everything out of my reach.
big fan from brazil
i just can't unhear ash screaming for shorter.
NOOOOOO
same 😔😭
I did nothing but treat him and show him love. Weve never argued nothing like that. It's been over a year. He is still in love with his ex. He always reminds me of it. It hurts every time. This song reminds me of it too
This song just make me want to scream and ugly cry!❤️🔥
getting what you want is getting what you wanted
quick vent (skip if you want)
i fell in love with my best friend 4 years ago and he moved away without saying goodbye. we haven’t talked since and i still love him so much. about a week ago i found out he and one of my old friends has been dating all those years. i cried for 3 hours that night.
damn that hurt me reading that 🥺i'm so sorry
"all i wanted was you" hit hard.
it’s literally not fair bro
I freaking love this. I used to sing this in my teenage years but this right here wow yes
Thank you.
i'll be back sometime between a week and a month to cry and actually relate to this song ✌🏻
edit: i'm back fuckers, it was fun while it lasted
1:50 *insert Ash yelling Eiji's name*
I- are you trying to make me cry?? 😤
HEY STOP
i havent even watched banana fish yet but im crying because i hear a lot of spoilers saying that he died 🙄
@@illumizoldyck7741
Aww I'm sorry about the spoilers :(( though even after the spoilers, it's still worth watch ! 💕💕
@@sadchild2439 oh nono!! its chill. im still watching it!! im just saying that i was crying cause i heard ash died from multiple people and im debating whether or not i should watch it because i feel like im going to cry even more
love it when we both decided being friends was best for us but I still can't get over him and now he's in a relationship. Happy for him,,,but it still hurts 🥲
This song reminds me of the anime nana... truly one of the best n if not the best romance I’ve ever seen
This hit real hard ngl 😳
this song gets me every time :')
I know how Hayley Williams is the face of the group, but man that original band behind her was so incredibly talented. Especially the drummer
I used to listen to this with him. I used to hurt for the people that related to these lyrics, sending them my best wishes, hoping it got better for them.
Never once did I think I'd relate to them too.
Damn that's deep asf
i just want her back
i want him back.
Same dude
chills ! ! !!
this hurts
Crying 😭
I just wish someone cared and not only loved me but liked ME for MEEEE not even my father cares
I love this
i want this played at my wedding
Bpd “favorite person” anthem
okay but like this has nothing to do with the song but im listening to it while i feel like this. i hate my whole family
Hey, SAME
same except my mom and cousins
He was mine. My everything. The love of my life. And he left a few days ago. I lost him to suicide. Fly high my love. 🕊️
if I thought this song broke my heart when I was 14 and had a silly little crush, it definitely hurts a lot more now at 19 and no longer w my first love
Sometimes I listen to this song while thinking about how disappointed I am that my best friend is straight and how great of a couple we would have been :)
This song hits so different when you're older .. it fucking hurts I wanna cry so bad I hold it in to pretend I'm okay but deep down I wish I didnt even exist
I am ASCENDING
She wasnt the one , but ill never feel love the same again.
this song hurts different
I dont think I'll ever be loved or want to love anymore.. I can't
When you loved each other but never at the same time 😭
So nice💔
This version is for everyone who coughed up a tonsil trying to sing ✨THAT✨part in the original version.