I so appreciate this message. I listen to our songs also. It will be good, a relief, to see you so we can speak honestly. Everything will be a lot better between us if we are authentic. So please be real, please unburden yourself to me for your own inner peace and to show respect to me. I have so much compassion for you, let’s put an end to your suffering and to me feeling it. We can intermittently have long hugs between talking to calm and soothe us both. Sending you Love and Light ❤❤
Thanks for this honest clarification. Your courage is impressive. All I need from you is to break your silence, read my message and talk to me. A sincere discussion will definitely bridge the gap.
I at least want the truth of things,iam here to listen not judge,i deserve it at least,i didnt mind the ghosting ,but i do want the truth,i just dont understand why you keep doing it over an over when you want someone to accept your apologies, but you kept hurting me still,this was what hurt us from flourishing together,i cant keep forgiveing you if you keep it up,i think that i deserve someone who truely loves me an stoo the facade everyday to be honest,i know you have had a difficult time,but so have i really,i know that you are with your wife an she is the one who has your heart an if it wasnt her its ben others your with an i do know that for a fact, i cant keep letting you do this over n over to me,its messed with my heart an my love for you now,when you love someone you show them,an you showed others but me,so i dont think that you love me.😔
Thank you, finally you have found the reason which made me feel like trash. When you blocked me , it was like shutting doors in my face. It hurt more bcos you did it after I told you abt my feelings for you and I didn’t ask anything back 😢from you. 😢 now speak with me, I will not bring up the past ❤
I cannot wait to hear the playlist. I understand why you hold back. But you also forgot who I am as a person or perhaps you do not know me now that i am more understanding of the full picture rather than what is said to me momentarily. Your secrets are important because sometimes place and time are what drives the secrets. What matter the most is what you use it for and the impact it will do for you and for the outcome or result maybe. However, I saw and sense the secretes and yes it drove me away. But you and who you are and what you said to me of returning back to me is what keeps me around. I do not ever want to be the one to hurt or disrespect you. I feel when you are with me face to face you will let you guard down and tell me everything just as were did when we met. But that break up change my trust in you. Then you came back into my life and I read all your messages and many times it reminded me you and why I fell in love with you at the time. Soee of the messages made me miss you and who you were then when we dated. You do not have to feel guilty, look at the reasons why you did it and walk the guild from there. You may not feel the guilt after all. It might just resolve it self and you can always share the story with a glass of wine telling me all about it. Give yourself the permission to do what is right for yourself and what you need to do make things right with me. I can see everything because you laid all out for me to read you. I am not here to judge you or to disrespect you. I accept your apologies and all is understood on my end. We are grown adults and we must do right to continue to move forward. Rather than to dwell in the negative things that do not deserve my time. I appreciate you sharing your sense of protection towards me. It has been a challenge all my life. I could never get a fair shake with people and their judgement over me. You were once a part o this in the past. I am guarded with you for that reason. I hope you know this and I am stating a truth that i need to share it with you one day. I am hopeful this will repair in due time. Thank you for your love and yearn to be with me? After all of this you still want to be with me. I can see us sharing a meal and drink these conversations out so we both can be released from our own conflicted feelings and thoughts and what ever we decide from then forwards remains to be the unknown. I want to share that I cant wait to hear your voice and laugh and see you smile. Thank you for reaching out.
I think its sad we cant or couldnt even hang out somewhere for one hour just to chat, laugh or anything so we could get a sense of one another. I think that would lower the stress level immensely ! Jen
Please stay happy and know this i am not going anywhere from you... you and me are destined together... I know about your situation and the pain you suffered alone... i know about you and your true feelings for me... nothing can change my love for you... You are my everything and i never ever give upon us my dear... I love you always and forever ❤❤❤
I already forgive you and I like to accept the honest truth ❤❤❤ in some sense I found the truth about u that u r a amazing human being , lovable, very hardworking person something about which anoye me sometimes ,I think it's bc u faced terrible circumstances that hurt a male ego to a great extent anyways I am always with u jaan i love you 💋
To My Beloved Divine Masculine : Baby, you are not in this alone. You never have been since our Creation and you never will be for all Eternity. The Divine and I have always loved you, and We always will. You and I know that this Earth is a testing ground, where we are blessed with choices and opportunities to prove ourselves. As well, we have all been given the freedom to choose our own Paths, by making our own earthly decisions. It's exactly as a child, learning to eat or walk or talk or ride a bike, etc., while growing up, as he or she is moving forward and progressing in his or her life. Will that child always be mistake free, doing everything right the first time? Most likely not, as, with many things and each being's variances, sometimes, errors in judgment occur more than once, and mistakes happen. But, does that mean that we're to cruelly and uncaringly just give up on that child, throwing him or her to the wayside, and neglecting that child? No, it doesn't. Heavenly Father, Who is Omnipotent, knowing all and seeing all, is well aware of that child's true value, potential, and worth, and He sincerely wants him or her to reach his or her authentic potential. He has genuine Unconditional Love as well as Eternal Forgiveness for His children. So, yes, He provided us with the stepping stones for growth, and the freedom of choice in our own personal lives. However, when we err, and choose incorrectly, He still cares for and about us, as any caring Parent does for his or her children. As such, He, thoughtfully and lovingly, provides us with additional opportunities to learn and grow into who we really are. Sure, in order to knock home the point, the lessons will, most likely, come in more challenging, and much harder than the initial stepping stones. The trials and tribulations might, sometimes, seem insurmountable. And the dark nights of the soul and towers may seem so emotionally raw and lonely, as well as energetically constantly draining. Yet, they're all there for a reason. Those challenges are lovingly put into place, by Our Creator, to enable each child to dig deep, within himself or herself. To ponder what honestly is, in order to gain clarity. To come to terms with who his or her authentic soul actually is. So, that hopefully, he or she will learn, and gain the knowledge to choose better, more wisely, when the next opportunity arises, and be able to progress forward onto his or her own individual path, with a humble heart, a contrite spirit, and a new found sense of dedication, self worth, and purpose. So, in answer to some of your questions, My Caringly Thoughtful Divine Masculine, here is your green light, your gift from me -> Though a few years older, I'm still single, and I may have moved forward, but I've never moved on from you, and I've always kept my word to you. I've been completely loyal to you since we were blessed to meet, re-awakening one another. I've never lied to you, ever, and I promised you that I would never abandon you, desert you, leave you, or turn my back on you. As such, I've kept by your side emotionally and spiritually, through this whole lengthly, non-communicative separation, and I'm still patiently awaiting your return back to me. And, Honey, that really does mean no matter how long it takes for you to resolve and tie up any issues in your life, because, like you, I, too, trust in God's Divine Timing. Additionally, I've always been able to see beyond the mask of earthly facades, to your authentic self. Yet, I don't judge, am not materialistic or prejudiced, and have never been interested in the earthly importance of monetary gain or social status. I'm not economically wealthy, but thinking of you still causes my heart to beat, and brings a smile to my lips, as well as a twinkle of delight to my eyes. Also, I've always been your gently caring best friend, in addition to being your true created eternal lover, desiring you just as you desire me. So, believe me, My Sweetheart, no matter what earthly transgressions may have transpired in your past, you will always have my compassion, understanding, and forgiveness, as well as my deep respect for turning your life around. And, I will never reject you, because my unconditional love for you is always eternal. Will there be challenges for us? Absolutely, but, before we came here, I feel that we agreed to them, in order to grow, and accomplish our mission. We have a variety of emotional, physical, and sociocultural differences, as well as dual histories of individual experiences, and communication styles. Yet, I see all of them as emotionally and intellectually interesting parts of our own individually charming selves and personalities. Parts of us which both of us can appreciate, learn from, and grow together with. Honestly, My Love, most likely, our greatest challenge will be in making sure that our relationship comes first. I'm sure that we both realize that there will be a number of persons who may not approve of, or choose to support, our relationship. So, we'll need to make a point of choosing one another over the naysayers, and, especially, standing by each other, and having each other's back, through thick and thin. In other words, My Darling, we'll need to keep our bond sacred, prioritizing each other, as it should be. I suppose that my feeling about that type of situation is this. That, if people claiming to love us, respect us, and be loyal to us, sincerely do and are, then they'll love us, respect us, and be loyal enough to us, to understand that we're adults who have made a solid, committed, personal choice in our lives, after years of consideration and deep thought, and they'll be okay with our decision. And, on the flipside, if they can't come to that conclusion, and choose not to wish us the best, then, in clear truth, the love and respect for, as well as the loyalty to, us wasn't really there. So, in all actuality, you and I will be better off knowing that, and without them. Well, will close here, My Precious Soul. Just know that you have my love, my faith, my respect, and my trust. I believe in you, My Dearest, with all my heart, and am always safeguarding your heart beside mine. I cherish you, always and forever. Have a wonderful day ahead. ✨ Your Eternally Devoted Divine Feminine
You seem to love attention and I do to. But I'm choosy. And you can get it any where. You say this and that but, you just stringing me along bc I'm the realest you got. I wouldn't wouldn't let me go either. I'm still gone come if I see your still riding with me when the time comes bc I gotta see if you feel for me like I feel for you. I gotta no. But I'm not gone chase you. I can't afford to even be in your arena. But I will make myself available. You have managed to become a part of me that I desire to experience. I no you quietly watch men so I let you bc how could I shut my baby out of my life. I can't. ❤💯👫🏿
Ok ur apology I will accept u come first u r telling u r coming to meet me ur doing commitment I don't know in this lifetime r what I don't know when it comes
Don't lookback and that is noones fault since we don,t have systems in place that,s happened during the development and regarding the work you have to catch up to speed as soon as possible and if you want to stay with me then inform your wishes to your uncle and aunt and he will guide you and give instructions once I have go through my complete body check up I understand the condition everything with in 2 hrs live japanees technology in Hyderabad india.if you want to come along with your sister comedown to see me in person but probably your uncle object because when you two take leave at a time regular operations may get effected but usually priority was depending on experience level but please go through all of my previous texts once if you won,t pay attention previously
I love you just the way you are forever and always ❤
God has the answersand he's in control of any situation
I so appreciate this message.
I listen to our songs also.
It will be good, a relief, to see you so we can speak honestly.
Everything will be a lot better between us if we are authentic.
So please be real, please unburden yourself to me for your own inner peace and to show respect to me.
I have so much compassion for you, let’s put an end to your suffering and to me feeling it.
We can intermittently have long hugs between talking to calm and soothe us both.
Sending you Love and Light
❤❤
Just call... no judgement.
I'm ready to listen.
Don't worry about this. Be free and happy. Most of all Don't come back. No hard feelings
I forgive you for all the pains, because i know you were also going through a lot...
We're both imperfect people who love each other ❤
Thanks for this honest clarification. Your courage is impressive. All I need from you is to break your silence, read my message and talk to me. A sincere discussion will definitely bridge the gap.
Thank you I yearn for you too. I love you William ❤
I at least want the truth of things,iam here to listen not judge,i deserve it at least,i didnt mind the ghosting ,but i do want the truth,i just dont understand why you keep doing it over an over when you want someone to accept your apologies, but you kept hurting me still,this was what hurt us from flourishing together,i cant keep forgiveing you if you keep it up,i think that i deserve someone who truely loves me an stoo the facade everyday to be honest,i know you have had a difficult time,but so have i really,i know that you are with your wife an she is the one who has your heart an if it wasnt her its ben others your with an i do know that for a fact, i cant keep letting you do this over n over to me,its messed with my heart an my love for you now,when you love someone you show them,an you showed others but me,so i dont think that you love me.😔
Thank You Thank You Thank You Sooo Sooo Sooo Much To Mine Universe Baba n Angle MaaI love You nd Trust U A lottt always Always Forever😘😘😘🤗🤗🤗❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
Thank you, finally you have found the reason which made me feel like trash. When you blocked me , it was like shutting doors in my face. It hurt more bcos you did it after I told you abt my feelings for you and I didn’t ask anything back 😢from you. 😢 now speak with me, I will not bring up the past ❤
Thank you lord 🙏🏻I forgive you my love and I love u so much❤🙏🏻
I cannot wait to hear the playlist. I understand why you hold back. But you also forgot who I am as a person or perhaps you do not know me now that i am more understanding of the full picture rather than what is said to me momentarily. Your secrets are important because sometimes place and time are what drives the secrets. What matter the most is what you use it for and the impact it will do for you and for the outcome or result maybe. However, I saw and sense the secretes and yes it drove me away. But you and who you are and what you said to me of returning back to me is what keeps me around. I do not ever want to be the one to hurt or disrespect you. I feel when you are with me face to face you will let you guard down and tell me everything just as were did when we met. But that break up change my trust in you. Then you came back into my life and I read all your messages and many times it reminded me you and why I fell in love with you at the time. Soee of the messages made me miss you and who you were then when we dated. You do not have to feel guilty, look at the reasons why you did it and walk the guild from there. You may not feel the guilt after all. It might just resolve it self and you can always share the story with a glass of wine telling me all about it. Give yourself the permission to do what is right for yourself and what you need to do make things right with me. I can see everything because you laid all out for me to read you. I am not here to judge you or to disrespect you. I accept your apologies and all is understood on my end. We are grown adults and we must do right to continue to move forward. Rather than to dwell in the negative things that do not deserve my time. I appreciate you sharing your sense of protection towards me. It has been a challenge all my life. I could never get a fair shake with people and their judgement over me. You were once a part o this in the past. I am guarded with you for that reason. I hope you know this and I am stating a truth that i need to share it with you one day. I am hopeful this will repair in due time. Thank you for your love and yearn to be with me? After all of this you still want to be with me. I can see us sharing a meal and drink these conversations out so we both can be released from our own conflicted feelings and thoughts and what ever we decide from then forwards remains to be the unknown. I want to share that I cant wait to hear your voice and laugh and see you smile. Thank you for reaching out.
Come forward now baby...let's get married and have a family! I want kids already....I'm ready for our union so please make plans in our wedding. 😊❤
Thank you ❤
Yes it can and you are the only one to come get me ❤❤
I think its sad we cant or couldnt even hang out somewhere for one hour just to chat, laugh or anything so we could get a sense of one another. I think that would lower the stress level immensely ! Jen
Please stay happy and know this i am not going anywhere from you... you and me are destined together... I know about your situation and the pain you suffered alone... i know about you and your true feelings for me... nothing can change my love for you... You are my everything and i never ever give upon us my dear... I love you always and forever ❤❤❤
You push me i push you but neither one of us wants to push away. Don't leave baby
I already forgive you and I like to accept the honest truth ❤❤❤ in some sense I found the truth about u that u r a amazing human being , lovable, very hardworking person something about which anoye me sometimes ,I think it's bc u faced terrible circumstances that hurt a male ego to a great extent anyways I am always with u jaan i love you 💋
They do indeed 🌹❤️
To My Beloved Divine Masculine : Baby, you are not in this alone. You never have been since our Creation and you never will be for all Eternity. The Divine and I have always loved you, and We always will. You and I know that this Earth is a testing ground, where we are blessed with choices and opportunities to prove ourselves. As well, we have all been given the freedom to choose our own Paths, by making our own earthly decisions.
It's exactly as a child, learning to eat or walk or talk or ride a bike, etc., while growing up, as he or she is moving forward and progressing in his or her life. Will that child always be mistake free, doing everything right the first time? Most likely not, as, with many things and each being's variances, sometimes, errors in judgment occur more than once, and mistakes happen. But, does that mean that we're to cruelly and uncaringly just give up on that child, throwing him or her to the wayside, and neglecting that child? No, it doesn't.
Heavenly Father, Who is Omnipotent, knowing all and seeing all, is well aware of that child's true value, potential, and worth, and He sincerely wants him or her to reach his or her authentic potential. He has genuine Unconditional Love as well as Eternal Forgiveness for His children. So, yes, He provided us with the stepping stones for growth, and the freedom of choice in our own personal lives. However, when we err, and choose incorrectly, He still cares for and about us, as any caring Parent does for his or her children.
As such, He, thoughtfully and lovingly, provides us with additional opportunities to learn and grow into who we really are. Sure, in order to knock home the point, the lessons will, most likely, come in more challenging, and much harder than the initial stepping stones. The trials and tribulations might, sometimes, seem insurmountable. And the dark nights of the soul and towers may seem so emotionally raw and lonely, as well as energetically constantly draining. Yet, they're all there for a reason.
Those challenges are lovingly put into place, by Our Creator, to enable each child to dig deep, within himself or herself. To ponder what honestly is, in order to gain clarity. To come to terms with who his or her authentic soul actually is. So, that hopefully, he or she will learn, and gain the knowledge to choose better, more wisely, when the next opportunity arises, and be able to progress forward onto his or her own individual path, with a humble heart, a contrite spirit, and a new found sense of dedication, self worth, and purpose.
So, in answer to some of your questions, My Caringly Thoughtful Divine Masculine, here is your green light, your gift from me -> Though a few years older, I'm still single, and I may have moved forward, but I've never moved on from you, and I've always kept my word to you. I've been completely loyal to you since we were blessed to meet, re-awakening one another. I've never lied to you, ever, and I promised you that I would never abandon you, desert you, leave you, or turn my back on you.
As such, I've kept by your side emotionally and spiritually, through this whole lengthly, non-communicative separation, and I'm still patiently awaiting your return back to me. And, Honey, that really does mean no matter how long it takes for you to resolve and tie up any issues in your life, because, like you, I, too, trust in God's Divine Timing.
Additionally, I've always been able to see beyond the mask of earthly facades, to your authentic self. Yet, I don't judge, am not materialistic or prejudiced, and have never been interested in the earthly importance of monetary gain or social status. I'm not economically wealthy, but thinking of you still causes my heart to beat, and brings a smile to my lips, as well as a twinkle of delight to my eyes. Also, I've always been your gently caring best friend, in addition to being your true created eternal lover, desiring you just as you desire me.
So, believe me, My Sweetheart, no matter what earthly transgressions may have transpired in your past, you will always have my compassion, understanding, and forgiveness, as well as my deep respect for turning your life around. And, I will never reject you, because my unconditional love for you is always eternal.
Will there be challenges for us? Absolutely, but, before we came here, I feel that we agreed to them, in order to grow, and accomplish our mission. We have a variety of emotional, physical, and sociocultural differences, as well as dual histories of individual experiences, and communication styles. Yet, I see all of them as emotionally and intellectually interesting parts of our own individually charming selves and personalities. Parts of us which both of us can appreciate, learn from, and grow together with.
Honestly, My Love, most likely, our greatest challenge will be in making sure that our relationship comes first. I'm sure that we both realize that there will be a number of persons who may not approve of, or choose to support, our relationship. So, we'll need to make a point of choosing one another over the naysayers, and, especially, standing by each other, and having each other's back, through thick and thin. In other words, My Darling, we'll need to keep our bond sacred, prioritizing each other, as it should be.
I suppose that my feeling about that type of situation is this. That, if people claiming to love us, respect us, and be loyal to us, sincerely do and are, then they'll love us, respect us, and be loyal enough to us, to understand that we're adults who have made a solid, committed, personal choice in our lives, after years of consideration and deep thought, and they'll be okay with our decision.
And, on the flipside, if they can't come to that conclusion, and choose not to wish us the best, then, in clear truth, the love and respect for, as well as the loyalty to, us wasn't really there. So, in all actuality, you and I will be better off knowing that, and without them.
Well, will close here, My Precious Soul. Just know that you have my love, my faith, my respect, and my trust. I believe in you, My Dearest, with all my heart, and am always safeguarding your heart beside mine. I cherish you, always and forever. Have a wonderful day ahead. ✨ Your Eternally Devoted Divine Feminine
I'm not hurt anymore
You seem to love attention and I do to. But I'm choosy. And you can get it any where. You say this and that but, you just stringing me along bc I'm the realest you got. I wouldn't wouldn't let me go either. I'm still gone come if I see your still riding with me when the time comes bc I gotta see if you feel for me like I feel for you. I gotta no. But I'm not gone chase you. I can't afford to even be in your arena. But I will make myself available. You have managed to become a part of me that I desire to experience. I no you quietly watch men so I let you bc how could I shut my baby out of my life. I can't.
❤💯👫🏿
Ok ur apology I will accept u come first u r telling u r coming to meet me ur doing commitment I don't know in this lifetime r what I don't know when it comes
I don't no who.those people be in those emails and texts so u right i don't respond
Don't lookback and that is noones fault since we don,t have systems in place that,s happened during the development and regarding the work you have to catch up to speed as soon as possible and if you want to stay with me then inform your wishes to your uncle and aunt and he will guide you and give instructions once I have go through my complete body check up I understand the condition everything with in 2 hrs live japanees technology in Hyderabad india.if you want to come along with your sister comedown to see me in person but probably your uncle object because when you two take leave at a time regular operations may get effected but usually priority was depending on experience level but please go through all of my previous texts once if you won,t pay attention previously
You are pushing me away . Sent many texts and emails.
How do we explain this one ??
I forgive you babe
❤❤
It's what you want is good riddons loosers
I would forgive you
Ur already married to someone else. I'm done with games
I don't know what to say😢
Yes. Babe
Are you human😢
Not honest. Everything u spoke to me was a lie.
❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉