As a kid, I was picked on endlessly. I'd try so hard to reach out and be what they wanted me to be, to find hope that they'd accept me. It got so bad in the end that I fell into a dark depression and lost all sense to the world. I almost gave up on myself entirely. Thankfully, my family helped me and I don't really remember what it was like to be so heavily broken. This song always reminds me and makes me feel strong now that I'm bandaged.
This explains what depression feels like really well. feeling like your broken but you dont know what to do about it so some times you just give up and other times you get a sudden urge to beat it and get through it okay, you tell yourself it will all be better one day, but then you slowly realise that each day is the same and its not getting better, you dont know if it will ever end :'(
Someone I know sung this to me saying this song reminded her of me, talking about the first time she met me for like five minutes, never talked to me . She saw it under my fake smile I always used to put on . I've never had a song that summed me up in four minutes .
This song pretty much sums up how I'm feeling right now. I've run out of words to say. I'm just tired, worn out, with a broken heart, and just when I thought I cried enough tears in the last six days, more tears are coming down. My eyes have been welling up with tears at work, while driving in the car, while at home. Barely anything is a good distraction from stopping the tears. My eyes and face are swollen and sensitively raw from crying so much. I have no idea when this will end.
It's just a miserable & lousy feeling when other people put limitations on how they're going to be with you relationship-wise. Everyone deserves good quality. Deserves to feel like they're like Gold each day. What hurts is that I always saw him as the sunshine & highlight of every day. It hurts that he didn't value me & let go of all the limitations & boundaries. I just wished he just let go & loved me the way I loved & love him. All I know is that both of us are feeling lousy & sad before Xmas.
people who listen this today and feel like this i can say it will get better and not because of other people but only because off you some where deep down you the strenght to go on find that and fight back to that feeling!! I know what i am talking about..i had it almost 3 years ago.. and please believe me you will be fine! and even be happy just by yourself! goodluck! and you can do it only believe in yourself not in others but you are the one that is the most important person in you're life!!
this song is so sad but it explains how someone feels when they feel like there's nothing left for them. it happens to so many people and the veronicas explain why and how.
Thanks for sharing your real story & experience with me. I did read what you wrote on that other The Veronicas video. How am I feeling right now? I miss that boyfriend. Sure, we had some disagreements & we were stressed out with real life problems we were dealing with. But it doesn't change the fact that HE was the 1 person I looked forward to talking to each day & week. That he was the 1 person I wanted to be there for me each day & week. If that guy was there for me each day & week, I (cont.)
this kind of reminds me of Hollyleaf when she found out that she is *WARRIORS SPOILER* the kit of a medicine cat AND is half WindClan... :( and when Bluestar went crazy :( SO MANY WARRIORS MEMORIES!!! IT HURTS!!!
for others. It should always be a mutual decision, NOT a one-sided decision. I feel bad for your boyfriend that his parents changed phoneline & NOW he isn't able to talk to you, his friends, & all the people he used to know. That's not good to punish someone & to close off communication. It's not good to punish someone & treat them as if they were in prison. I'm sorry to read that you're dealing with pain & heartbreak. Just know that you're not alone in dealing with sadness & heartbreak.
honestly wouldn't need to be talking to other people. If that boyfriend/guy made himself more available & didn't do the on & off thing, he, himself, alone would be enough for me. I'm still not handling his leaving that well. Each day is a struggle. Yes, he & I went through good & bad times & there IS a history between us. It really hurts that he chose to leave. I feel that there is a bond between us & that it's not something to just walk away from. He meant a lot to me & it's rare for me (cont.)
This reminds me of my partner and I, we met in 06, were dating by june in 2007 and then the end of 07 he left turns out he went to the army, but the number in my phone got changed on the sly and everything, I didn't date anyone for 2 years, because I was there waiting for him day and night. Then last yr we found each other again, cos there was no break-up i guess we were in an open relationship for 4 years, but at that time 2008 was the lowest point in my life I lost 30kgs and got very sick :(
I'm sorry you're going through hard times. I can empathize with you. It's hard to know what comforting things to say. To tell you the truth, I cried a lot today. That post I wrote was like 2 months ago. I'm still hurting now. It hasn't gotten better. You can't predict, know what or how the person is going to act or say. Deep down, everyone wants to be loved, valued, for the other person to do a better job being a better boyfriend, friend, etc. (cont.)
Listening to this song while thinking of my ex. I'm just a glutton for misery I suppose. I had finally found the one, that one person everyone searches for, that magical person you dream of that is perfect in every way. We clicked just like that, there was nothing wrong about either of us, we were perfect for each other. And then whatever forces that rule my life decided to check on me and saw that I was happy and something happened, she left me without any explanation, just said some things I didn't understand and she was gone. It still hurts and after 3 previous fake relationships and then that to happen, it's times like this that it feels that I can never be happy or find someone to be with me. Since it is impossible for me to allow myself to commit suicide I often think of my favorite quote from the film Daybreakers ''life sucks, then you don't die''.
This actually just happened to me recently, an update lol, got back with her and found out what happened. Well it may have been bullshit because we got back together and then she left again for someone else, what the fuck. Sorry about your bf Evelyn just try to stay strong, I know it's painful. You'll find someone better, hell hopefully we both do.
to feel deeply or to care in a romantic way for another guy. It takes A LOT for me to feel that way for a guy. I usually have my walls up when it comes to the romance & love dept. I'm very guarded when it comes to guys. As for you, I'm very sorry that your 4 year relationship was broken by your boyfriend's parents. It's hard enough that you & your boyfriend have disabilities. That's too bad his parents made choices & decisions for him. It's NEVER good when someone else makes decisions (cont.)
@BenGwenKevin108 honestly? My best friend went through the exact same thing when I met her. I really think that you should get out of it as soon as possible, she's so much better off without the abusive relationship/friendship.
your wrong actually REAL depressiong is where you can't feel anything. its like you stuck in this void. you cant feel anything but a tight burning pull. thats REAL depression
if that was true the you wouldn't have replied in the frist place... so whos the troll now? also i wasn't causing an arguement.... i was correcting you.
There's something refreshing about expressing & admitting that you can be broken at times...
This album of them were one of my favs loooong ago and I suddenly remembered it now. Such great lyrics
Experiencing depression feels a lot like this.
It sure is
This song is just perfect 💕 it describes my life completely
The same for me :(
lol
Bangin' track :)
As a kid, I was picked on endlessly. I'd try so hard to reach out and be what they wanted me to be, to find hope that they'd accept me. It got so bad in the end that I fell into a dark depression and lost all sense to the world. I almost gave up on myself entirely. Thankfully, my family helped me and I don't really remember what it was like to be so heavily broken. This song always reminds me and makes me feel strong now that I'm bandaged.
This explains what depression feels like really well. feeling like your broken but you dont know what to do about it so some times you just give up and other times you get a sudden urge to beat it and get through it okay, you tell yourself it will all be better one day, but then you slowly realise that each day is the same and its not getting better, you dont know if it will ever end :'(
This song is a THROWBACK
The lyrics,the melody,their voices....just perfect!
The Veronica’s cure my depression ❤️
Someone I know sung this to me saying this song reminded her of me, talking about the first time she met me for like five minutes, never talked to me .
She saw it under my fake smile I always used to put on .
I've never had a song that summed me up in four minutes .
This song pretty much sums up how I'm feeling right now. I've run out of words to say. I'm just tired, worn out, with a broken heart, and just when I thought I cried enough tears in the last six days, more tears are coming down. My eyes have been welling up with tears at work, while driving in the car, while at home. Barely anything is a good distraction from stopping the tears. My eyes and face are swollen and sensitively raw from crying so much. I have no idea when this will end.
I would gladly play this song again this speaks to me alot
This is exactly how I feel...
I'M HEARTBROKEN TOO!
This song is so beautiful explains my life very well we all need hope❤️
It's just a miserable & lousy feeling when other people put limitations on how they're going to be with you relationship-wise. Everyone deserves good quality. Deserves to feel like they're like Gold each day. What hurts is that I always saw him as the sunshine & highlight of every day. It hurts that he didn't value me & let go of all the limitations & boundaries. I just wished he just let go & loved me the way I loved & love him. All I know is that both of us are feeling lousy & sad before Xmas.
still listening to in 2018 😘best concert ever
people who listen this today and feel like this i can say it will get better and not because of other people but only because off you some where deep down you the strenght to go on find that and fight back to that feeling!! I know what i am talking about..i had it almost 3 years ago..
and please believe me you will be fine! and even be happy just by yourself!
goodluck! and you can do it only believe in yourself not in others but you are the one that is the most important person in you're life!!
I love this song
Still listening 2021
this song is so sad but it explains how someone feels when they feel like there's nothing left for them. it happens to so many people and the veronicas explain why and how.
thank you for posting this.
Heavily Broken
:(
💔 Lyrics you can feel and relate to, just hit harder 💔
Sang this with my friend and played guitar for our first taken show back in high school and won 3rd place lol
This song is accurate at the moment...
I wish I would cry, now i just feel heavy there is this long pain in my chest all the time.
aww remembering the old days! and everything got better =)
2023 still here ♥
there is ALWAYS somebody that loves you, maybe you should spend more time with him/her
This song really is how I feel about the theater shooting in Aurora... :( Heavily broken....
that may be true but sometimes not feeling the pain can be worse
Same here!!!
There is nothing I can do!!!!!
2000's pop music rocks harder than pure rock groups of today.
OMG this explains my whole and probably a few days to come
The third line is "And now I've had enough of all the hating"
These words, I thank you for :)
Loveeeee this sm❤❤
i love this song :-) it´s emotional :)
@SayHeyItsPaige Thats exactly how i feel all the time
Been a while since i heard this song...
Thanks for sharing your real story & experience with me. I did read what you wrote on that other The Veronicas video. How am I feeling right now? I miss that boyfriend. Sure, we had some disagreements & we were stressed out with real life problems we were dealing with. But it doesn't change the fact that HE was the 1 person I looked forward to talking to each day & week. That he was the 1 person I wanted to be there for me each day & week. If that guy was there for me each day & week, I (cont.)
God, I actually own this CD. Gather around kids, while grandpa explains what a fucking CD is.
❤️❤️❤️
Back here again after a year
i like the acoustic version better i think..or maybe i got used to listening to it more. anyway, this still rocks!;)
2019 anyone?
2020
song of my life...
this kind of reminds me of Hollyleaf when she found out that she is *WARRIORS SPOILER* the kit of a medicine cat AND is half WindClan... :(
and when Bluestar went crazy :( SO MANY WARRIORS MEMORIES!!! IT HURTS!!!
You have been there for 10 months now! =D
now how u feel
for others. It should always be a mutual decision, NOT a one-sided decision. I feel bad for your boyfriend that his parents changed phoneline & NOW he isn't able to talk to you, his friends, & all the people he used to know. That's not good to punish someone & to close off communication. It's not good to punish someone & treat them as if they were in prison. I'm sorry to read that you're dealing with pain & heartbreak. Just know that you're not alone in dealing with sadness & heartbreak.
Anyone in 2022
2020 anyone?
Im heavily broken, and there's nothing I can do.
this is mah song... it completely describes me...
This is like my theme song at the moment :(
It's very hard to get through it... I went through it not that long ago... :\
Depression. Thats all i can say. Now you know what its like for us
the name came from a character in a movie they saw, they like the characters attitude and style so they used her name for their band.
i know the feeling i just went trehoiught my very first ever break up...
honestly wouldn't need to be talking to other people. If that boyfriend/guy made himself more available & didn't do the on & off thing, he, himself, alone would be enough for me. I'm still not handling his leaving that well. Each day is a struggle. Yes, he & I went through good & bad times & there IS a history between us. It really hurts that he chose to leave. I feel that there is a bond between us & that it's not something to just walk away from. He meant a lot to me & it's rare for me (cont.)
i had this album, but my cousin decided she wanted it more and i liked her teeth...XD
This reminds me of my partner and I, we met in 06, were dating by june in 2007 and then the end of 07 he left turns out he went to the army, but the number in my phone got changed on the sly and everything, I didn't date anyone for 2 years, because I was there waiting for him day and night. Then last yr we found each other again, cos there was no break-up i guess we were in an open relationship for 4 years, but at that time 2008 was the lowest point in my life I lost 30kgs and got very sick :(
I like the uploader's name alot.(:
i am heavenly broken......................
Rhon Romulo its "heavily" not heavenly
I'm sorry you're going through hard times. I can empathize with you. It's hard to know what comforting things to say. To tell you the truth, I cried a lot today. That post I wrote was like 2 months ago. I'm still hurting now. It hasn't gotten better. You can't predict, know what or how the person is going to act or say. Deep down, everyone wants to be loved, valued, for the other person to do a better job being a better boyfriend, friend, etc. (cont.)
=´( Beause I know what's it like...
Love this song.
Awwh thank you but I'm better now ^.^
Listening to this song while thinking of my ex. I'm just a glutton for misery I suppose. I had finally found the one, that one person everyone searches for, that magical person you dream of that is perfect in every way. We clicked just like that, there was nothing wrong about either of us, we were perfect for each other. And then whatever forces that rule my life decided to check on me and saw that I was happy and something happened, she left me without any explanation, just said some things I didn't understand and she was gone. It still hurts and after 3 previous fake relationships and then that to happen, it's times like this that it feels that I can never be happy or find someone to be with me. Since it is impossible for me to allow myself to commit suicide I often think of my favorite quote from the film Daybreakers ''life sucks, then you don't die''.
my ex left me when he found a girl, he just throw me like i dont means anything to him. well life is suck
This actually just happened to me recently, an update lol, got back with her and found out what happened. Well it may have been bullshit because we got back together and then she left again for someone else, what the fuck. Sorry about your bf Evelyn just try to stay strong, I know it's painful. You'll find someone better, hell hopefully we both do.
to feel deeply or to care in a romantic way for another guy. It takes A LOT for me to feel that way for a guy. I usually have my walls up when it comes to the romance & love dept. I'm very guarded when it comes to guys. As for you, I'm very sorry that your 4 year relationship was broken by your boyfriend's parents. It's hard enough that you & your boyfriend have disabilities. That's too bad his parents made choices & decisions for him. It's NEVER good when someone else makes decisions (cont.)
Who is here in 2021 ?
I miss Jessica
I'm not gay and I can relate
lol thats funny seeing yours the one whats actually trolling here LOL
this song is perfect for anti-bullying campaigns
Describes me atm
@BenGwenKevin108 honestly? My best friend went through the exact same thing when I met her. I really think that you should get out of it as soon as possible, she's so much better off without the abusive relationship/friendship.
your wrong actually REAL depressiong is where you can't feel anything. its like you stuck in this void. you cant feel anything but a tight burning pull. thats REAL depression
HAHAHAHHAHAHA the username of the owner of the video !
...than i saw "made by FuckingFucksFucker" and I was like WTF?
why is the band the veronicas when none of them are names veronica
Bc origlisso is a terrible band name
Ah, being the child of a nasty divorce.....
:)
if that was true the you wouldn't have replied in the frist place... so whos the troll now? also i wasn't causing an arguement.... i was correcting you.
:( awtch..
Lol, check everyone getting emosh.
Still you. lol.
I'm sorry. That really sucks. :(