When I was 13, I thought that I wouldn't live past 15. I'm now 18. I cried to myself every birthday for seeing another year, but now I can finally say that I'm doing well. I resonate with this song so much. I used to harm myself and shut people out. Thinking about my younger self, I think about how much it must have hurt for a 13 years old. But it really did get better. It was a slow process, but it did. I'm proud of myself.
Thank you for staying. I know it's not much but, I'm glad you stayed. It's hard to know which people to depend on only to find sometimes that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Whatever battles you're facing, you can scream and cry and shut people out...but don't give up. Try to not give up. You're not alone (◍•ᴗ•◍)
I'm turning 15 next week and I don't know if I can get through past 18, these past months of year is really painful and full of sufferings and I felt that I don't want to get older because I'm afraid the pain I feel will be more than what I'm feeling right now.
this song hits hard when you're at the point in life where everything sucks and the next thing you know, tears already streaming down your face, relating to the lyrics of the songs in your playlist
During this pandemic, crying every night has become my routine. I can relate to this song and everytime i cry i listen to this song as if i can understand it without reading the english lyrics. I'm inlove with this song
"I wish i would disappear from this world" "Will i feel better if i just disappeared?" "I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me" "I hated myself for not being able to receive love" I feel all this lyrics. It just hit really hard
the meaning of the song is really deep istg and I personally also experience this and soothes me somehow when I listen to this song,,, thank you so much for making this, it's really helpful!
나 라는 존재와 생명으로 태어나서, 공부와, 친구문제로 여린 마음에 큰 상처를 주고, 이 세상을 떠나고 싶다는 생각을 어린나이에 시작한다. 시간이 지나고 나아지는 것을 느낄 수 있다. 그러면서 누군가에게 나라는 존재가 완벽하다고 느꼈으면 좋겠지만 쉽지않다. 또 한번 이런 사회가 만들어진것에, 그리고 그 시기에 태어났던거에도 절망한다. 세상은 각박하다는 것을 느끼게 해주는 사춘기를 위한 노래다.
I remember myself crying along with the lyrics an year ago. I was devastated and tired of my life and Now I am here, picking myself up and I'm proud that I moved on.. To everyone who is struggling out there, don't worry, don't even think of ending your life, this too shall pass. After a few years, you will be thanking yourself for not giving up in your hardest times . be there to see yourself rising from the fall..
Its been several years and I still shed tears when I listen to this song. If I want to describe who is me and how is my life , my heart , this song is the painful answer. It still pains me that I still relate to every word in it, I wish I could move on and live my life in another way, seems I still have a very long way to go, but I lost my energy.
It’s okay, you’ll get there. You just have to keep going and trying new things to make you happy. I know it’s exhausting to hear but just try to go one step at a time trying to make yourself a little happier each day and you’ll be free eventually.
It's fine.Just don’t think much.After a period of time you will eventually get there.I know it’s tiring but still let's take one more step.Let's not give up till then.
no one can understand what each of us have been through, we are always stuck at the same place and just can't seem to move on but we are forced to move on as life continues on. there is no comforting word that helps but only ourselves to pull out of this darkness..
the people who struggle very well will get to know the true meaning of this song.. now i understand what is the meaning of the phrase called ' when u are happy u will enjoy the song but when u are sad and sick u will understand the song '. those who are stuggling out there, stay strong.. i love you.. 1:36 till 1:58 is my story of my life..
It's so hard when life has been so unkind for a while. I'm still in that dark phase. I hope I will see the light soon. Sometimes, it's not happiness I need. It's the less of suffering.
This song is the most relatable song i've ever listened in my whole life. Even if you are not teenagers, but adults, you definitely can relate to this relate. To anyone out there who's struggling with self-hating, low self-esteem. I really wanna give a big hugs to all of you guys. Because that is something that i actually wanted someone else to do.
To all people listening to this song,crying. Here's my message from me to you ^^ It's okay to feel down. It's okay to cry. It's okay to feel emotional. You feelings are valid. You are precious. And always remember that this phase will pass. Just like the Moon, it goes to different phases and you will too! And maybe tomorrow you will shine just like how to Sun and Moon does. Just cry and remember that you will get through this. Every problem has a solution. Everything happends for a reason. And you have a purpose, reason why your here today. Thank you for holding on,we will get through this phase. Sending virtual hugs to all!! FIGHTING!❤
Part of the reason I celebrate my birthday every year is that it is the one time of the year that makes me appreciate the life I was given and have built. I was abused as a kid and in my teenage years until I managed to flee when I was 18. 10 years later, I am listening to this song teary-eyed and my 29th birthday is almost 5 days away. I no longer have to endure abuse, I am healthy and I am surrounded by people who care for me.
I was diagnose with depression and social anxiety disorder yesterday. Its true that I really want to be disappear from this world and now I need to eat medicine for my own good. The doctor said to my sister to hide all the knife and scissor in my room from me cause I've always hurt myself. This song is really related to me..and thank you so much to make this song cause its kinda help me to stay positive. Day 1 to heal my pain
There are no exact words to say to someone who's deeply hurting. Back then, there were a lot of people who keep on rooting for me but some of them left me now but I still consider myself blessed because even if I lost them, I found myself.
One of my fav songs. I may not understand the language, but my heart understands this song so well. Whenever I feel down, I always listen to this song to cry all the pain I have inside. This song helps me a lot to go forward in life.
when i first heard this song, i thought it was just a cute healing song because i like the melody so much. but when i learned its lyrics and meaning, i never looked at it the same way again. it just hits hard for someone who thought of wanting her life to end because she doesn’t know what else she have to do to get better. 3yrs ago, i learned the meaning of this song. 2yrs ago, i was going through the worst shit i could ever imagine in my life. 1yr ago, i was almost determined to finally get the rest i was thinking of the past few years. but hearing this today again, i feel so sad about ever thinking about those things before. this song just takes back all the undescribable pain i held in too much before, the pain that almost exploded. and i am just so proud of myself for getting past those thoughts. maybe time really is the medicine, we just have to be so patient. so for everyone watching/hearing this song, i hope you hold on a little bit more. yes, pain always wait at the end of every happiness, but happiness also wait at the end of every pain. it is not your fault for feeling this way, it’s just the principle of life. so hold on for a little bit more. once you get through these times and finally accepted how the cycle of life works, you will be proud of yourself for undersating how to handle yourself better. you will no longer think thoroughly and deeply of the pain and sufferings, and you will finally enjoy the bright moments mindlessly. that sense of accomplishment and proudness will get you through it the next time, and more times. but for now, i am already proud of you for holding on. 🤍
This song hit so hard esp for me, I've been hurt since i was so young and no one even knows, I cried all night because of so much pressure and stress. Even tho I'm not fully healed yet i want everyone who's hurting rn to cheer up, hang on there you can find happiness and be strong, fighting!
애써 밝은 척 하지 않아도 괜찮아요. 자기 자신을 숨기지 말아요. 누군가에겐 솔직히 털어놓으세요. 그럼 마음이 한결 편안해질 거예요. 근데 이걸 아는 저는 그 누구에게도 제 고민을 털어놓지 못하네요.. 저도 님처럼 항상 밝은 척하면서 살아요.. 안 힘든 척,괜찮은 척,고민 없는 척 하면서... 계속 밝은 척 하면서 살다 보니 이제 이것도 지치더라고요.. 누군가에겐 제 속마음을 털어놓고 싶어요.
중1 때 친구 잘못 사겨서 엄청 고생만 하다가 마지막에 나만 비참해진 후에 오기 싫어던 유학을 오겠됬는데 여기는 한국처럼 내가 비참해지지도 힘들지도 않더라. 친구들은 다들 나 좋아해주고 이게 진짜 친구구나를 15년만에 느끼게 해줬을만큼 좋았어. 지금은 입시를 준비하기 시작하니까 유학 오고 안 받던 스트레스를 받기 시작하더니 최근에는 엄마랑 진로와 대학 문제로 말싸움도 많이 하고 밤에 울다가 다음날엔 눈이 부어서 안경쓰고 등교할 정도로 너무 힘든데 이 노래를 들으면 그렇게 위로가 되네. 소리내어 우는 법도 잊은채 살아가는 내가 왜 사나 싶고 그냥 힘들 뿐이다. 근데 다른 사람들도 다들 똑같은 고민을 하니 내 고민이 별 거 아닌거 같고 친구한테도 털어놓았을 땐 "너만 고민있어? 모든 사람들도 다 고민이 있어. 니 고민을 최우선으로 생각하지마" 그러는데 심장에 비수가 꽃히더라. 내가 원한 말은 이게 아니였는데 그 날도 엄마랑 대판 싸우고 울다가 걔한테 속마음을 털어놓은건데 걔는 위로는 커녕 현실 직시만 시켜주니 진짜 3년만에 자살하고 싶다고 생각하게 만들어준 애이기도 하다. 진짜 힘든데 주변 사람들은 신경도 안 써주니 유튜브 댓글로 이러고 있네. 저 말고 모든 사람들이 행복했으면 좋겠어요. 모두가 웃는 그 날이 왔으면 좋겠고, 모두가 공부라는 속박과 여러 문제에서 벗어나 자유로워졌으면 좋겠습니다. 울지마요, 죽고싶다는 생각하지 마요. 당신은 지금도 충분히 예쁘고, 빛나는 사람이니까요. 주변 사람들 시선 신경쓰지 말고 자신이 하고 싶은 일을 했으면 좋겠네요. 저도 그랬으면 좋겠고요.
"I used to wish I would disappear from this world." " When I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again." Someone said this lines to me in real life, a best friend who go trough alot of things. I can't do anything about that times we not know eachother, but I hope the times she span with me and new friends she made this past years could help to ease her pain.
I grew up on a toxic environment here in our house where i don't feel loved by my family, my dad used to be abusive to us, i am not close with my siblings, i dont even love my family, the only family member that i trust is my mom. When i was a child, my mom defended me from my dad who threatened that he will beat me that time, my mom stopped him, she defended me, i was crying so hard and so thankful to her, coz i thought that there's no ppl in our house who loves me and cared for me. My trauma from my childhood is still here, the pain is still here, and while im grewing up, i thought that i already burried my horrible past but i was wrong. My brother is also as a abusive as my dad, i ask myself, "am i really happy?" i answered, "no", i was never been happy, those happiness that i experienced fades away easily, my happiness isn't temporary, it's just like a trial card, i was never happy, i never experienced it. I love my mom, she defended me from my father, but today, I don't know anymore, today is my school's recognition day and I didn't receive any high honors coz i didn't do great on this school year. My mom already knows that we have a recognition day today she asked me why i didn't attend, i said to her that i dont have a award, she looks disappointed, i think she disgrace me, she sounds so mad. When she said those painful words to me, esp when she started to compare me to other students, i was hurt, i feel liked i was stabbed for so many times, i was so disappointed to myself, i cried so hard. The only family member that i trust, the only family member that i really loved, i disappointed her, my mom was so disappointed to me. She said that bcoz of my hobbies, i already forgot my studies, but no, i never forgot my studies, i was mentally unstable last year, i experienced anxiety and depression which leads me to be distracted for my studies that's why i decided to discover new hobbies to recover and be happy again. But, even if i explain to my mom that i was in my dark phase last year and this year, she will never understand, when she started to compare me to other student, she disappointed me, dont i deserve any happiness? should i only focus on my studies eventhough i am already dying inside? Should i sacrifice my fvcking dying mental health to focus more on studies so that she can use my achievement to impress other ppl? Now i knew that i was alone battling with my demons, those happiness that i felt when i discovered new hobbies, it already fades away, the pain came back. And that's it, i decided to be never be happy again, i promise to myself that i will never be happy again, i decided to just put a mask to hide my true feelings. The person that i will used to introduced myself to ppl is not the real me, the real me was never happy, the real my is dying inside, the real me is at the edge of it's life inside, and the real me is lonely and sad. Thank u for this song, idk but whenever im battling alone, i like to listen to this kind of songs.
I just came back home from the psych ward last week. It feels weird that I'm alive rn I know I'll be back being in that phase of my life again but I hope I can handle and think of my friends and siblings first before doing the thing that I did last month
This song has been banned from my playlist for so long, because it is always reminded me of how I used to feel like my life was worthless, that I did not want to live long that I just wanted to disappear. It was a few years ago, the lowest point, I hit the rockbottom. Thinking about time that has passed, it was a very slow process, but somehow I made it to this point. Today, I heard this song again, it felt less painful than it was before.
I've had this on my playlist for 3 years now since I love Bol4's music, but only now did I finally read the translation and realize it aligns perfectly with my current constant thoughts in life. Hits way harder now than when it was just me listening for the emotional, cry-inducing music. This is coming from someone in their 20s internalizing what they had to keep inside during their youth and only now being able to process the repercussions of what I've been through emotionally and mentally that I was never able to address in my adolescence.
재수 삼수 반수까지 하면서 인생 나락까지 간 것같고 무한긍정인간인 제가 죽고싶다란 생각까지 했을때. 이 노래 듣고 많이 위로 받았어요. 그래서 요즘도 힘든 일 있으면 다시 찾게 돼요.. 감정의 울렁임이 있을 때 듣는 음악의 치유는 대단한 것같아요.. 노래 만들고 들려준 모든 분들께 감사드립니다..
힘드신 분들께 짧은 말 해드려요. 많이 힘드신거 알아요. 이 날은 이런일 때문에, 저 날은 또 저런일 때문에. 하루하루 지치고 다 포기하고 싶고 세상 누구도 날 좋아하지 않을꺼 같고 죽어버리고 싶단 생각도 하는 힘들다는 거 알아요. 내가 힘든건 아무도 모르면서,, 하면서 방에서 혼자 울고 자책하고 마음속에 담아두고. 이게 계속되면 병 돼요 여러분. 자책하지 마세요. 혼자 맘에 담아두지 말고 주변을 보세요. 친구, 가족땜에 힘들고 지쳐도 좀 더 멀리 바라보세요. 지구 반대편이라도, 여러분을 좋아하는 사람은 분명히 있을거에요. 학업문제,가족문제, 인관 관계..이 말고도 여러가지 이유로 힘들거 알아요. 그래도 좀 만 버텨요. 진짜 시간이 약이고 지나면 다 잊혀지는 일이니까요. 다 털어놓고 끝내면 나중엔 웃으며 생각할 수 있잖아요? ㅎ 다들 화이팅 합시다! 다들 힘내세요
Even though someone don't know the lyrics will cry by just hearing.....❤️Your life is not just to waste by crying and worrying all the time, be happy with what you have and thete are many people who doesn't even have those happiness even like you.....Be thankful to everyone what they do in your life..... Don't cry Dont cry Dont cry...You have everybody.....Remeber the people who loves you while crying.... I know its difficult to find a person to hear your worries in this century.... Don't ever cry by thinking nobody needs you😘If someone don't need you..... I need you❤️
I've been listening to this song for almost a month now. but this was just the time I read the lyrics and it struck in me in so many ways. As I've read the comments about this song I realized that a lot of people can relate to it. We may understand this song differently since people have different experiences and points of view in life but one thing is for sure we had been through tough times and we need time and others to heal us and keep going. Love, Respect, and Understanding self and others are very important. btw., thank you for translating the lyrics
@@jisooturtlerabbitkim8721 still finding my own mission in life that will give me contentment and I know it will come soon... Enjoy the youthness of life.
Hey! I'm from the future. So you're here again? You love this song and you connect with it. And lately life has been difficult right? So you're here because you feel this song understands you. I want to say that I went to the future with the help of a time machine and I peeked a lil in your life and you know what I saw? A happy and grateful you! The person was glowing with happiness and was so grateful to those dark times (this moment) which will make u who u will be very soon. Just hold on ok? Just a lil more! You can definitely take it and it gonna make u stronger. You are enough and I'm so proud of you! I love the way you search for meaning of life in art and music. You are precious and the bright days are coming very soon. You have to experience the darkness in order to know how light feels like. Hold on♡
First when I was in junior high school I often got bad treatment from the children at my school. I don't understand what I did wrong or even my teacher hates me without me knowing the reason. I was afraid to tell everything to my parents because I really didn't trust anyone at that time. I keep asking how much longer should I last? What else do I have to be in pain to make this all end? I was seriously depressed and started taking sleeping pills and tranquilizers without my parents knowing. but as this song says, I now feel better with my solitude. but I'm afraid this happiness will go away and get the pain again.
Was watching Begin Again Reunion in Korea, and saw this song and came back to read the lyrics, and yeah I teared up a bit,. It's sadly beautiful. BOL4 is love
During these past few months i have been so lost. I wanted to give up in life already, but this song really made me realize a lot of things.... "Will anything change if I disappear in this world?" "Will I be happy?" "Can I still be the happy child I used to be?" :))
Theres a day i feel like i can going through all of this but then the next day i cry . i feel really down i feel tired with all of this. I feel guilty . I hate myself for having feeling like this. Im confused . I dont know what to do. I felt something wrong with me. But i cant explain.
나중에 다시 보면 흑역사라고 지워버릴 것 같은 댓글이긴 한데 진짜 힘들었던 때가 있었는데 우울증 사춘기 인간관계 다 겹쳐서 진짜 힘들었긴 했는데 또 지나고 보니깐 그때도 힘들었던 것만은 아니었고 이 노래 들으면서 정말 시간이 약일까 생각했던 것도 생각나고ㅎㅎ 정말 시간이 약이란 말이 사실이긴 한 것 같네, 다들 잘 이겨내면 좋겠다! 너무 힘들긴 하겠지만 벗어날 수 있는 방법을 천천히 찾다보면 어느샌가 벗어났다는 걸 알 수 있을 거에요
When I was 13, I thought that I wouldn't live past 15. I'm now 18.
I cried to myself every birthday for seeing another year, but now I can finally say that I'm doing well.
I resonate with this song so much. I used to harm myself and shut people out. Thinking about my younger self, I think about how much it must have hurt for a 13 years old. But it really did get better. It was a slow process, but it did. I'm proud of myself.
Thank you for staying. I know it's not much but, I'm glad you stayed. It's hard to know which people to depend on only to find sometimes that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Whatever battles you're facing, you can scream and cry and shut people out...but don't give up. Try to not give up. You're not alone (◍•ᴗ•◍)
I'm proud of you for staying 💜💖 afterall your a precious Jewel 💎
i am genuinely proud of you.. it must have been so hard for you. thank you for being alive
i'am turning 14 this year and i think the same as you. Thank you for saying this🥰💕 ( sorry for my bad english )
I'm turning 15 next week and I don't know if I can get through past 18, these past months of year is really painful and full of sufferings and I felt that I don't want to get older because I'm afraid the pain I feel will be more than what I'm feeling right now.
"We don't even ask for happiness, just a little less pain."
I don't know why I don't have luck but still have that hopeless hope 😭
Seriously 😭
And you're making me cry harder...how I wish to have little lesser pain
@@eodijib1499 omy ru doing okay now? :')
@@meexdunknown6228 noooo what about rn?
"but sometimes, when I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again" hits hard.
I feel the pain cuz sometimes I get too happy n afraid to lose hope on someone i love ❤ ya 🥺😌😇🙏💔
@@YNTBOYS hugs !! 🫂
So mee
this song hits hard when you're at the point in life where everything sucks and the next thing you know, tears already streaming down your face, relating to the lyrics of the songs in your playlist
Right ❣️
It’s difficult to love someone when you can’t love yourself...
I agree...
Yes
좋은말이네요
오
자신을 사랑하되 자신을 너무 사랑하지는 마세요
During this pandemic, crying every night has become my routine. I can relate to this song and everytime i cry i listen to this song as if i can understand it without reading the english lyrics. I'm inlove with this song
Are you okay? I hope you have the happiness that you deserved! Sending lots of 💕
OMG thank you so much for your concern, i really appreciate it. Sending virtual hugs🤗❤️
Im crying rn 😢
Virtual hug💓
Stay strong. Everything's going to be alright
"I wish i would disappear from this world"
"Will i feel better if i just disappeared?"
"I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me"
"I hated myself for not being able to receive love"
I feel all this lyrics. It just hit really hard
as a kid we want to grow up quickly but after grown up we realize that we can't go back to those happy days that we have passed being as a kid
yes😞
That's right too... Everyone, be careful of COVID-19. Live happily😊
Because the Earth can all be happy😊
yes
Yes 😭😔
the meaning of the song is really deep istg and I personally also experience this and soothes me somehow when I listen to this song,,, thank you so much for making this, it's really helpful!
THIS IS ONE IF THE BEST SONG TO LISTEN WHEN U WANT TO CRY💜
Ayy out of topic but a fellow stay☺️
@@breannasophiavilla9960 i- HAHA YEAH HYUNJIN STAN HERE-
@@Beepbooopie im a seungmin stan and bias wrecker felix and changbin
Annyeong stay😁
HEYO STAYS, DINT KNOW THERE WERE LIKES AND REPLIES-
"I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me"
I feel that✨
이 노레 들으면서 공감되는 부분도 많이 있고 공감이 되며 또 위로가 된 것 같아서 울면서 들었어요..
이 노래를 만들어주시고 커버해주신 볼빨간 사춘기님 정말 감사해요..
나 라는 존재와 생명으로 태어나서, 공부와, 친구문제로 여린 마음에 큰 상처를 주고, 이 세상을 떠나고 싶다는 생각을 어린나이에 시작한다. 시간이 지나고 나아지는 것을 느낄 수 있다. 그러면서 누군가에게 나라는 존재가 완벽하다고 느꼈으면 좋겠지만 쉽지않다. 또 한번 이런 사회가 만들어진것에, 그리고 그 시기에 태어났던거에도 절망한다. 세상은 각박하다는 것을 느끼게 해주는 사춘기를 위한 노래다.
당신은 저에겐 완벽한 사람입니다:)
@ln e 그 민족에 니도 포함임 ㅋㅋ
지랄똥싸네 이글 보면 오그거려 뒤지겠다
화이팅!
ㅋㅋ
I remember myself crying along with the lyrics an year ago. I was devastated and tired of my life and Now I am here, picking myself up and I'm proud that I moved on..
To everyone who is struggling out there, don't worry, don't even think of ending your life, this too shall pass. After a few years, you will be thanking yourself for not giving up in your hardest times . be there to see yourself rising from the fall..
Yess *hugss we did it 🥺💐
I hope so......fighting!
how its so hard im so tired
@@R.Wintring you will get through 🥰
Its been several years and I still shed tears when I listen to this song. If I want to describe who is me and how is my life , my heart , this song is the painful answer. It still pains me that I still relate to every word in it, I wish I could move on and live my life in another way, seems I still have a very long way to go, but I lost my energy.
It’s okay, you’ll get there. You just have to keep going and trying new things to make you happy. I know it’s exhausting to hear but just try to go one step at a time trying to make yourself a little happier each day and you’ll be free eventually.
no worries.. we all with u.. stay strong and always do the things which make u happy
It's fine.Just don’t think much.After a period of time you will eventually get there.I know it’s tiring but still let's take one more step.Let's not give up till then.
Same :(
no one can understand what each of us have been through, we are always stuck at the same place and just can't seem to move on but we are forced to move on as life continues on. there is no comforting word that helps but only ourselves to pull out of this darkness..
진짜..다들 힘들어 보이시던데...
힘내요..이 말 밖에 못 해줘서 미안해요..
힘내요라는 말 한마디가 저에겐 큰 위로가 됩니다 : )
고마워요 너무 .. 고맙다는 말밖에 못 해서 죄송해요..
그 말이라도 고마워요 당신도 힘내요!^^
우리 같이 힘내서 행복해져요!!:)
온 세상의 행복함과 행운이 천희님께 축복을 주시길
꼴값을떤다
WHOEVER YOU ARE READING THIS
you are special,you are loved,you are useful,don't give up you will definitely get through this
Thank you for posting this.
Thankyu....
I don't know, I just don't
진짜.....ㅠ 이 노래는 속상하고, 자존감 들고, 죽고 싶고,힘들고,스트레스 받을때 들었는데,.,,,,너무 공감되고
위로 되서 소리 없이 울었다...
오늘 11:00시에 혼자 이 노래 듣고 울어야지...
죽고싶을때 친구가 추천해줌
your translation is v accurate, your channel is very underrated 💗
the people who struggle very well will get to know the true meaning of this song.. now i understand what is the meaning of the phrase called ' when u are happy u will enjoy the song but when u are sad and sick u will understand the song '. those who are stuggling out there, stay strong.. i love you..
1:36 till 1:58 is my story of my life..
It's so hard when life has been so unkind for a while. I'm still in that dark phase. I hope I will see the light soon. Sometimes, it's not happiness I need. It's the less of suffering.
the only song that i can relate with every single line of the lyircs :')
i love this song so much. their vocals are so calming
Me too
jaeyun on ur iconn ♡
This song is the most relatable song i've ever listened in my whole life.
Even if you are not teenagers, but adults, you definitely can relate to this relate.
To anyone out there who's struggling with self-hating, low self-esteem.
I really wanna give a big hugs to all of you guys. Because that is something that i actually wanted someone else to do.
😭
오늘 내 생일인데 가족들 다 분위기 안 좋고 방에서 혼자서 펑펑 울었는데 댓글들 너무 공감되네요
에구 진짜 속상하시겠어요 ㅠㅠ
아ㅠㅠ속상하셨겠네요ㅠㅠ 그리고 생일축하드려요!!
어떡해요ㅠ
많이 속상하시겠어요
ㅜㅠ 너무 공감되네요
다음 생일엔 여기있는 모든 분들 언제나 행복하게 보내세요ㅎㅎ
전 어제가 생일이였는데,분위기 싸하고..
동생도 거의 사춘기인데..동생..오빠만
이해해주고..나는 울먹이면서........
"At some point,I used to wish I would disappear from this world"
OMG so true bestiee
중~고등학생때 나를 돌아보는 노래네요 지금은 성인이지만 이 노래 들으면 울컥하네요
Broke my heart when I came to know this is SUNOO'S favorite song
진짜 나를 울린 유일한 노래다... 지금 중2인데 가사 공감 너무되고 위로받으면서 한편으론 바뀌지 않는 현실에 슬프다....ㅜ
제가 지금 사춘기일지 모르지만 저희 마음이 너무 딱맞는 느낌이 들고..노래가 너무 마음에 와닿아서 너무 좋아요..
눈물이흘리는 마음입니다..
To all people listening to this song,crying. Here's my message from me to you ^^
It's okay to feel down.
It's okay to cry.
It's okay to feel emotional.
You feelings are valid.
You are precious.
And always remember that this phase will pass.
Just like the Moon, it goes to different phases and you will too!
And maybe tomorrow you will shine just like how to Sun and Moon does.
Just cry and remember that you will get through this.
Every problem has a solution.
Everything happends for a reason.
And you have a purpose, reason why your here today.
Thank you for holding on,we will get through this phase. Sending virtual hugs to all!! FIGHTING!❤
gagi na iyak ako
@@kitcha151 sending you virtual hugss!!
Thanks naiiyak ako
이 노래가 상처받은 나의 모든것을 없애주고
눈물을 안흘릴수 없는 노래다…
왠지 모르게 눈물이 흘러여…..
가슴이 뭉클해지는 이 노래. 내가 이 노래를 얼마나 좋아했는지 말로 설명할 수 없다.
진짜 중학생때 많이듣고 많은 가사들에 공감하고 울기도 했던거 같아요 사춘기 감성에 좋은 노래들 많이 들려주셔서 감사해요
진짜 그때 이 노래가 많이 위로가 되고
많이 도움됐고 좋았어요
함께 화이팅해요!!
홧팅! 응원할게요!!
성인이 되어서도 공감되는 노래예요😢😢
우울할때 꼭 필요한 노래인듯.. 가사가 넘 좋아요
공감되는 가사가 많아요....특히 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까봐....
저도여ㅎㅎ 안아픈척 외롭지 않은척 모두 해봐도.... 마음은 안없어지고 더 슬퍼지더라구요 ㅎㅎ 그래도 우는것보단 행복해야겠다...생각했어요 ㅎㅎ 시간이 약이라니까 기다려 봐요...우리 ㅎㅎ
시간이약이에요........
내가 없어졌으면 조용한 곳에서 얼마나 좋고 편할까?사는 게 고통스럽고 괴롭기만한 나, 혼자만의 시간이 고통스럽고 괴로운 시간이다.한 없이 자신이 원망스럽고 죄책감 들고 마음이 와르륵 무너져버린다ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
@ln e 나쁜 점만 보지 말고 좋은 점도 봐주라
@ln e
풋. 그 글 퍼트리고 다니시는거네여..
우리나라는....우리들 마음속에서 강합니다.
만약 그렇게 생각하지 않는 분들도 있겠지만..
ln e님 같은.
This song describes my life when growing up :(
Part of the reason I celebrate my birthday every year is that it is the one time of the year that makes me appreciate the life I was given and have built. I was abused as a kid and in my teenage years until I managed to flee when I was 18. 10 years later, I am listening to this song teary-eyed and my 29th birthday is almost 5 days away. I no longer have to endure abuse, I am healthy and I am surrounded by people who care for me.
as someone from younger generation, I'm so proud of you for making it.
I was diagnose with depression and social anxiety disorder yesterday. Its true that I really want to be disappear from this world and now I need to eat medicine for my own good. The doctor said to my sister to hide all the knife and scissor in my room from me cause I've always hurt myself. This song is really related to me..and thank you so much to make this song cause its kinda help me to stay positive. Day 1 to heal my pain
I just want someone to listen, someone who can understand me, someone who will never leave me, someone who will never make me feel left out
There are no exact words to say to someone who's deeply hurting. Back then, there were a lot of people who keep on rooting for me but some of them left me now but I still consider myself blessed because even if I lost them, I found myself.
❤️❤️
I feel sorry for those people who but loves to listen to sad songs to have a good cry. Kpop has really the best sad song lyrics you can listen to.
𝙔𝙚𝙨 😔
진짜..이 노래 들을때마다 울어요..노래가사가 공감가서...
저도요..가사가 절 울리네요
One of my fav songs. I may not understand the language, but my heart understands this song so well. Whenever I feel down, I always listen to this song to cry all the pain I have inside. This song helps me a lot to go forward in life.
when i first heard this song, i thought it was just a cute healing song because i like the melody so much. but when i learned its lyrics and meaning, i never looked at it the same way again. it just hits hard for someone who thought of wanting her life to end because she doesn’t know what else she have to do to get better.
3yrs ago, i learned the meaning of this song. 2yrs ago, i was going through the worst shit i could ever imagine in my life. 1yr ago, i was almost determined to finally get the rest i was thinking of the past few years. but hearing this today again, i feel so sad about ever thinking about those things before. this song just takes back all the undescribable pain i held in too much before, the pain that almost exploded. and i am just so proud of myself for getting past those thoughts. maybe time really is the medicine, we just have to be so patient.
so for everyone watching/hearing this song, i hope you hold on a little bit more. yes, pain always wait at the end of every happiness, but happiness also wait at the end of every pain. it is not your fault for feeling this way, it’s just the principle of life. so hold on for a little bit more. once you get through these times and finally accepted how the cycle of life works, you will be proud of yourself for undersating how to handle yourself better. you will no longer think thoroughly and deeply of the pain and sufferings, and you will finally enjoy the bright moments mindlessly. that sense of accomplishment and proudness will get you through it the next time, and more times. but for now, i am already proud of you for holding on. 🤍
The very first lyrics already feels deep "At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world"
I am literally crying with the song :( I experienced it all and felt that I was useless and worthless. It is painful.
Me too😭
Cheer up, please! I also feel that always but let's strive for us to survive.
I just crossed upon this song and your comment. Please be strong.
Thank u
@@fjang9219 You're welcome
Don't cry. Do you know why we survive in the world? I'm surviving so that I can be happy.
진짜 요즘 외롭고 혼자있고싶고 눈물도 더 많아졌는데 이 노래를 들으면서 이때까지 참았던 눈물이 다 흐르네요
You are ok?:’
This song hit so hard esp for me, I've been hurt since i was so young and no one even knows, I cried all night because of so much pressure and stress. Even tho I'm not fully healed yet i want everyone who's hurting rn to cheer up, hang on there you can find happiness and be strong, fighting!
좀 그랬는데 이노래를 들으니깐
공감과 우울증이 좀 풀려나구
나만 이런게 아니네 라고 생각해요ㅜㅜ감사함니다
노래 잘들었어요!ㅎㅎ
Loving someone else is more easy than loving your own self
나도..진짜힘들었는데..이 노래듣고 위로 되더라..
이 노래는 진짜 나를 오열하게 만든다.
Me too
언제는 기쁘다가..또 하루지나면 싸우고..전 가족에게 필요없는 사람인건가요? ㅎ생각할수록 제가 있어서 저희 가족이 행복하지 못했던거 같아요..여기서도 밝은척 저기서도 밝은척..딴 애들은 절 밝은아이로봐요..근데..나 누구보다도 어두운데..그걸 들키기 싫어서 밝은척 하는것도 너무 싫고..울고싶어도 우는게 밝은아이에게 어울리지 않은것..그거때문에 맘껏 울지도 못하고..저 왜태어나서..밝은척하고 맘껏 울지도 못하고..그래도 이런 노래와 제가 좋아하는 아이돌들로..하루가 마다하며 살자..하고 있는데..이것도 얼마 안되겠죠?
자책하지 말아요.
밝지 않아도 괜찮아요.
울어도 이해해 줄게요.
뭐에든 기대 살아주세요.
@@웰빈-e6y 감사해요ㅎㅎ웰빈님 덕분에 힘이 많이 됬어요ㅎㅎ
@@eunha_039 감사해요..ㅎㅎ요즘 많이 괜찮아 진 것 같아요..ㅎ
애써 밝은 척 하지 않아도 괜찮아요. 자기 자신을 숨기지 말아요. 누군가에겐 솔직히 털어놓으세요. 그럼 마음이 한결 편안해질 거예요. 근데 이걸 아는 저는 그 누구에게도 제 고민을 털어놓지 못하네요.. 저도 님처럼 항상 밝은 척하면서 살아요.. 안 힘든 척,괜찮은 척,고민 없는 척 하면서... 계속 밝은 척 하면서 살다 보니 이제 이것도 지치더라고요.. 누군가에겐 제 속마음을 털어놓고 싶어요.
솔직해 지고 털어놓는거 너무 힘들어서 조금은 티내고 싶어도 알아주지 않을때 슬픈거.. 이런건가요..그런거면 누구보다도 잘 이해해줄수 있는데..
중1 때 친구 잘못 사겨서 엄청 고생만 하다가 마지막에 나만 비참해진 후에 오기 싫어던 유학을 오겠됬는데 여기는 한국처럼 내가 비참해지지도 힘들지도 않더라.
친구들은 다들 나 좋아해주고 이게 진짜 친구구나를 15년만에 느끼게 해줬을만큼 좋았어.
지금은 입시를 준비하기 시작하니까 유학 오고 안 받던 스트레스를 받기 시작하더니 최근에는 엄마랑 진로와 대학 문제로 말싸움도 많이 하고 밤에 울다가 다음날엔 눈이 부어서 안경쓰고 등교할 정도로 너무 힘든데 이 노래를 들으면 그렇게 위로가 되네.
소리내어 우는 법도 잊은채 살아가는 내가 왜 사나 싶고 그냥 힘들 뿐이다.
근데 다른 사람들도 다들 똑같은 고민을 하니 내 고민이 별 거 아닌거 같고 친구한테도 털어놓았을 땐 "너만 고민있어? 모든 사람들도 다 고민이 있어. 니 고민을 최우선으로 생각하지마" 그러는데 심장에 비수가 꽃히더라.
내가 원한 말은 이게 아니였는데
그 날도 엄마랑 대판 싸우고 울다가 걔한테 속마음을 털어놓은건데 걔는 위로는 커녕 현실 직시만 시켜주니 진짜 3년만에 자살하고 싶다고 생각하게 만들어준 애이기도 하다. 진짜 힘든데 주변 사람들은 신경도 안 써주니 유튜브 댓글로 이러고 있네.
저 말고 모든 사람들이 행복했으면 좋겠어요.
모두가 웃는 그 날이 왔으면 좋겠고, 모두가 공부라는 속박과 여러 문제에서 벗어나 자유로워졌으면 좋겠습니다.
울지마요, 죽고싶다는 생각하지 마요.
당신은 지금도 충분히 예쁘고, 빛나는 사람이니까요.
주변 사람들 시선 신경쓰지 말고 자신이 하고 싶은 일을 했으면 좋겠네요.
저도 그랬으면 좋겠고요.
Thank you for saving Kim Sunoo from Enhypen in his darkest days 😭❤️
Your music is healing!!
"I used to wish I would disappear from this world." " When I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again." Someone said this lines to me in real life, a best friend who go trough alot of things. I can't do anything about that times we not know eachother, but I hope the times she span with me and new friends she made this past years could help to ease her pain.
This song reminds me of Sulli.She didn’t hurt anyone.May her rest in peace .
Noo that poor baby :(((
Yes it does, I feel so bad for her, she did nothing wrong :(
I grew up on a toxic environment here in our house where i don't feel loved by my family, my dad used to be abusive to us, i am not close with my siblings, i dont even love my family, the only family member that i trust is my mom. When i was a child, my mom defended me from my dad who threatened that he will beat me that time, my mom stopped him, she defended me, i was crying so hard and so thankful to her, coz i thought that there's no ppl in our house who loves me and cared for me. My trauma from my childhood is still here, the pain is still here, and while im grewing up, i thought that i already burried my horrible past but i was wrong. My brother is also as a abusive as my dad, i ask myself, "am i really happy?" i answered, "no", i was never been happy, those happiness that i experienced fades away easily, my happiness isn't temporary, it's just like a trial card, i was never happy, i never experienced it.
I love my mom, she defended me from my father, but today, I don't know anymore, today is my school's recognition day and I didn't receive any high honors coz i didn't do great on this school year. My mom already knows that we have a recognition day today she asked me why i didn't attend, i said to her that i dont have a award, she looks disappointed, i think she disgrace me, she sounds so mad. When she said those painful words to me, esp when she started to compare me to other students, i was hurt, i feel liked i was stabbed for so many times, i was so disappointed to myself, i cried so hard. The only family member that i trust, the only family member that i really loved, i disappointed her, my mom was so disappointed to me. She said that bcoz of my hobbies, i already forgot my studies, but no, i never forgot my studies, i was mentally unstable last year, i experienced anxiety and depression which leads me to be distracted for my studies that's why i decided to discover new hobbies to recover and be happy again. But, even if i explain to my mom that i was in my dark phase last year and this year, she will never understand, when she started to compare me to other student, she disappointed me, dont i deserve any happiness? should i only focus on my studies eventhough i am already dying inside? Should i sacrifice my fvcking dying mental health to focus more on studies so that she can use my achievement to impress other ppl?
Now i knew that i was alone battling with my demons, those happiness that i felt when i discovered new hobbies, it already fades away, the pain came back. And that's it, i decided to be never be happy again, i promise to myself that i will never be happy again, i decided to just put a mask to hide my true feelings.
The person that i will used to introduced myself to ppl is not the real me, the real me was never happy, the real my is dying inside, the real me is at the edge of it's life inside, and the real me is lonely and sad.
Thank u for this song, idk but whenever im battling alone, i like to listen to this kind of songs.
Hey hang in there ❤️❤️❤️
진짜 노래 듣고 감동받은분….계속 듣게되는 위로되는곡…
힘들고..우울하고.. 외롭고 진짜로 힘들었는데 이노래가 힘이 되주네요...
I love how even though this song is sad, there is still a lot of hope in it
I just came back home from the psych ward last week. It feels weird that I'm alive rn I know I'll be back being in that phase of my life again but I hope I can handle and think of my friends and siblings first before doing the thing that I did last month
This song has been banned from my playlist for so long, because it is always reminded me of how I used to feel like my life was worthless, that I did not want to live long that I just wanted to disappear. It was a few years ago, the lowest point, I hit the rockbottom. Thinking about time that has passed, it was a very slow process, but somehow I made it to this point. Today, I heard this song again, it felt less painful than it was before.
Proud of you, I wish I could be happy
저 진짜 이노래 듣고 많이 울고 힘내서 생활해요 생명의 은인이라고 해도 될 만큼 팬까진 아니지만 볼빨간사춘기님들 만나면 무조건 감사하다는 말 꼭 해드리고 싶어요
위로 노래중 이 노래가 제일 좋습니다. 오늘도 이걸듣고 기운을 냅니다
I've had this on my playlist for 3 years now since I love Bol4's music, but only now did I finally read the translation and realize it aligns perfectly with my current constant thoughts in life. Hits way harder now than when it was just me listening for the emotional, cry-inducing music.
This is coming from someone in their 20s internalizing what they had to keep inside during their youth and only now being able to process the repercussions of what I've been through emotionally and mentally that I was never able to address in my adolescence.
I keep coming back to this masterpiece, so realistic and sincere
재수 삼수 반수까지 하면서 인생 나락까지 간 것같고 무한긍정인간인 제가 죽고싶다란 생각까지 했을때. 이 노래 듣고 많이 위로 받았어요. 그래서 요즘도 힘든 일 있으면 다시 찾게 돼요.. 감정의 울렁임이 있을 때 듣는 음악의 치유는 대단한 것같아요.. 노래 만들고 들려준 모든 분들께 감사드립니다..
화이팅 포기하지않는 모습이 너무 멋져요!
공부할때 들으니 정말 집중되고 좋다 👍
힘드신 분들께 짧은 말 해드려요.
많이 힘드신거 알아요. 이 날은 이런일 때문에, 저 날은 또 저런일 때문에. 하루하루 지치고 다 포기하고 싶고 세상 누구도 날 좋아하지 않을꺼 같고 죽어버리고 싶단 생각도 하는 힘들다는 거 알아요. 내가 힘든건 아무도 모르면서,, 하면서 방에서 혼자 울고 자책하고 마음속에 담아두고. 이게 계속되면 병 돼요 여러분.
자책하지 마세요. 혼자 맘에 담아두지 말고 주변을 보세요. 친구, 가족땜에 힘들고 지쳐도 좀 더 멀리 바라보세요. 지구 반대편이라도, 여러분을 좋아하는 사람은 분명히 있을거에요. 학업문제,가족문제, 인관 관계..이 말고도 여러가지 이유로 힘들거 알아요. 그래도 좀 만 버텨요. 진짜 시간이 약이고 지나면 다 잊혀지는 일이니까요. 다 털어놓고 끝내면 나중엔 웃으며 생각할 수 있잖아요? ㅎ 다들 화이팅 합시다! 다들 힘내세요
Even though someone don't know the lyrics will cry by just hearing.....❤️Your life is not just to waste by crying and worrying all the time, be happy with what you have and thete are many people who doesn't even have those happiness even like you.....Be thankful to everyone what they do in your life..... Don't cry Dont cry Dont cry...You have everybody.....Remeber the people who loves you while crying.... I know its difficult to find a person to hear your worries in this century.... Don't ever cry by thinking nobody needs you😘If someone don't need you..... I need you❤️
와,....오늘 우리 무리가 셋이라서 계속 오해만 쌓여서 제가 빠져주겠다고 절교했는데...너무 위로 되네요..
이 나도절교했는데 위로됌
더 좋은친구 사귀실수 있을거에요 ㅠㅠ
그런 친구 사귀지 말아요 잘하셨어요 세상에 좋은 친구많아요💗
I've been listening to this song for almost a month now. but this was just the time I read the lyrics and it struck in me in so many ways. As I've read the comments about this song I realized that a lot of people can relate to it. We may understand this song differently since people have different experiences and points of view in life but one thing is for sure we had been through tough times and we need time and others to heal us and keep going. Love, Respect, and Understanding self and others are very important.
btw., thank you for translating the lyrics
@@jisooturtlerabbitkim8721 still finding my own mission in life that will give me contentment and I know it will come soon... Enjoy the youthness of life.
요즘 상황이 참 이 노래 가사랑 잘 맞아서 가끔 볼때마다 우는 것 같네요 ㅎ
i really love bol4 and this song made me happy when i was depressed this was my comfort song
I was crying until this song found me
Now I found a comfort and my heart feels better,,,thank you❤️
이거 진짜 들으면서 울었어요ㅠㅠ
진짜 제 사정 같이 딱 가사가 있어서 너무 좋아요ㅠㅠ
나의 사춘기에게 최고💛💛
This song amd "In silence" are my teo favorite songs which both have a sad atmosphere..love it
Hey! I'm from the future. So you're here again? You love this song and you connect with it. And lately life has been difficult right? So you're here because you feel this song understands you. I want to say that I went to the future with the help of a time machine and I peeked a lil in your life and you know what I saw? A happy and grateful you! The person was glowing with happiness and was so grateful to those dark times (this moment) which will make u who u will be very soon. Just hold on ok? Just a lil more! You can definitely take it and it gonna make u stronger. You are enough and I'm so proud of you! I love the way you search for meaning of life in art and music. You are precious and the bright days are coming very soon. You have to experience the darkness in order to know how light feels like. Hold on♡
u literally saved me tonight, bless your soul
"But sometimes,when I'm too happy,I am afraid I will be in pain again"
Shoot it hits me harder!
First when I was in junior high school I often got bad treatment from the children at my school. I don't understand what I did wrong or even my teacher hates me without me knowing the reason. I was afraid to tell everything to my parents because I really didn't trust anyone at that time. I keep asking how much longer should I last? What else do I have to be in pain to make this all end? I was seriously depressed and started taking sleeping pills and tranquilizers without my parents knowing. but as this song says, I now feel better with my solitude. but I'm afraid this happiness will go away and get the pain again.
THOSE LYRICS,,,, I FELT THAT MAN....
this song just hits in the right spot its like i can relate to each and every word of this song . this song is so good
Who came here because this is Sunoo’s favorite song? I’m really crying right now, Sunoo shi, don’t be sad anymore, remember that you are so loved.
Nope, I came here because I really love BOL4 and this song is relatable 2 me
Was watching Begin Again Reunion in Korea, and saw this song and came back to read the lyrics, and yeah I teared up a bit,. It's sadly beautiful. BOL4 is love
마지막에 아아아아 아아아아 아아아아 하는 부분 뭔가 모든것을 다 내지르는것 같은 느낌이라서 너무 좋다
During these past few months i have been so lost. I wanted to give up in life already, but this song really made me realize a lot of things....
"Will anything change if I disappear in this world?"
"Will I be happy?"
"Can I still be the happy child I used to be?"
:))
I can’t even share this song before coz it is too painful but now i feel like it has to happen for me to be happy. Best song ever!❤️
Such a meaningful song. One of my fave kpop songs.
힘들진 않지만 위로가 저절로 되는노래라니....
노래 가사도 좋고 감성도 좋아요. 그리고 언제 어디서 들어도 좋은거 같아요 노래 들으면서 힐링하는 느낌이 들었습니다. 언젠가 저도 모르게 흥얼거리는 중독성있는 노래입니다.
ㅇㅈ
This song is now officially my favorite song ever
It describes what I went through when I was younger
Theres a day i feel like i can going through all of this but then the next day i cry . i feel really down i feel tired with all of this. I feel guilty . I hate myself for having feeling like this. Im confused . I dont know what to do. I felt something wrong with me. But i cant explain.
I love this song I always listen to this when I can't control my emotions and just cry and the meaning really hits hard
Why do I fell like this is the perfect kdrama OST
Ikr, especially to "At a distance spring is green".. When i watch the drama this song comes to my mind
But sometimes when I'm too happy I'm afraid I'll be in pain again
이노래 틱톡에 많이 나오는데..처음 들어보니 기분이 좋아졌네요 이노래 가 유명햐지면 좋겠네요 우울한 사람들에게 필요할것같아서여^^
노래 진짜 넘 좋아😍
한쿡인발견!!
@@샤링-t1y 한국인
때로는 힘든 길이 아름다운 도착지로 안내한다.
그렇기에 아직 포기하지 마라.
아름다운 도착지는 아직 오지 않았다.
- Zig Ziglar -
나중에 다시 보면 흑역사라고 지워버릴 것 같은 댓글이긴 한데
진짜 힘들었던 때가 있었는데 우울증 사춘기 인간관계 다 겹쳐서 진짜 힘들었긴 했는데
또 지나고 보니깐 그때도 힘들었던 것만은 아니었고
이 노래 들으면서 정말 시간이 약일까 생각했던 것도 생각나고ㅎㅎ
정말 시간이 약이란 말이 사실이긴 한 것 같네, 다들 잘 이겨내면 좋겠다!
너무 힘들긴 하겠지만 벗어날 수 있는 방법을 천천히 찾다보면 어느샌가 벗어났다는 걸 알 수 있을 거에요